#Dissociadid

[a-place-to-exist]

i know a lot of systems form because of abuse but. i wish there was somewhere i could read about systems who didn't. and i don't mean non-traumagenic systems but just systems whose trauma wasn't mainly abuse. i want to find people i can relate to

#talk #system tag #osddid #trauma #traumagenic system #partial did #plurality #pluralgang #plural community #dissociadid #q #actually pdid #sysblr

[irritatedprincess]

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then vilify people with NPD.

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then call people with NPD "evil," "bad people," and "inherent abusers."

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then armchair diagnose someone who mistreated or abused them (2 different things, by the way), or just anyone they strongly dislike/hate as "a narcissist" or "a sociopath."

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then make a stupid joke about autism/autistic people.

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then fakeclaim others because they don't "fit" their idea of what someone with [insert illness or disorder] should be.

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then deny that D.I.D is real.

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then publicly fakeclaim D.I.D YouTubers (for the reasons above), endangering them and threatening their livelihood. (Even "professional" quacks; look at what some loser "doctor" publicly did to Pixielockes.)

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then shame someone for not taking care of their hygiene every day, or for having a messy/dirty home.

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then yell that plastic straws should be banned when many disabled people need them.

People will say they've unlearned ableism, but then rage if someone ever shows a symptom or trait of their illness/disorder.

So many people are anti-ableism until-

#ableism #ableist bullshit #fuck ableists #cringe culture is ableist #fuck ableism #anti fakeclaiming #fuck fakeclaimers #narcissistic personality disorder #npd safe #dissociative identity disorder #did safe #pixielockes #dissociadid #rant #txt #tw: ableism #tw: fakeclaiming

[sophieinwonderland]

I find myself thinking again on the r/systemscringe post announcing the targeting of public figures. Some of the points I've already responded to. Others are vague enough to not bother with. They think I'm spreading "misinformation" for providing peer-reviewed academic sources that support endogenic plurality. I think they're spreading misinformation for trying to disprove RAMCOA by relying on an ableist Satanist apologist group that doesn't believe dissociative identity disorder is real and wants to throw trauma survivors under the bus in their effort to debunk the Satanic Panic.

(Nothing against Satanism overall. I just don't think Doug Mesner should be treated as a reliable source on psychology.)

It's subjective.

There's little sense in arguing their spin of the facts, as absurd as it may be.

But then, other things aren't subjective. They aren't half-truths. They're just made-up lies.

Like this...

promoted the review-bombing of McLean Hospital

This is something I'm pretty confident never happened.

I looked through some of my old posts about it just to see if I might have reblogged someone calling to review bomb them and couldn't.

I also checked this petition I posted and found nothing about encouraging people to leave bad reviews here:

I suppose it's not impossible that I reblogged something that slipped through the cracks and I forgot about. I mean, this was drama from a year ago they decided to resurrect and if they scoured my blog for reasons to justify attacking me and putting me on their hit list, maybe they found something I forgot.

But I REALLY don't think so.

I don't think I would have pushed for anything like that at the time because, by the time I found about and responded to the harmful video, McLean had already taken steps to remove it from their official Youtube. I had to watch it through a mirror. In my mind, that was admittance that they messed up.

It seems to me that u/Goat_Alter and the other mods of the hate subreddit just decided to accuse anyone who criticized the video and wanted it removed of review bombing. Something which is obviously absurd.

Which makes me wonder then about the other people they accused.

Like I've said before, I've never watched DissociaDID, but I figured maybe other people in the system community did. Does anyone know if DissociaDID ever actually encouraged people to leave false reviews about McLean Hospital because of the video, or are the r/systemscringe mods lying about them too?

#syscourse #sysblr #multiplicity #dissociadid #reddit #mclean hospital #systemscringe #r/systemscringe #hate groups #hate group

[chaos-in-one]

Introjects are stuck in a constant catch-22 and it's complete bullshit

No matter what an introject does, or is like, it gets them treated like shit, fakeclaimed, and dehumanized.

Introjects can't simply exist in peace. Systems in general can't, but in some ways it seems like introjects experience a higher intensity, along with introject specific struggles added in.

An introject is similar to their source? Well obviously they're just a kinnie who wants to be like their fav!

An introject is different from source? Oh well then they aren't even trying! -insert person or character- isn't even like that!!!

An introject has a role that is "expected" of an introject from their source? Well of course, typical faker to copy other fakers 🙄

An introject has a role considered unusual for their source? Well they're just trying to be different! It doesn't even make sense for -insert source- to be that!

An introject can and is willing to tell you why they formed? Well that's fake, systems aren't supposed to remember that!!!

An introject isn't willing share or doesn't remember why they formed? Well they must be faking, they couldn't even come up with an excuse for why their "alter" formed

An introject has traumatic source memories (usually formed to cope with bodily trauma, btw)? Well that can't be real, and how disgusting of them to headcanon that happening!!!

An introject doesn't have traumatic source based memories? Fake!!! Alters can't have happy memories like that!!!

An introject has source related neos? Lol they must just be trying to make themselves seem more like them!!!

An introject uses non source related neos or no neos? They're just trying to make themselves look less fake obviously

An introject is open about their source? Oh come on, just say you're a kinnie!!!

An introject doesn't associate with their source? Why even call yourself an introject

Just leave us fucking be. None of these things I listed that introjects can be are inherently signs of faking, or wrong.

-sincerely your local pissed off introject who got so tired of dealing with this shit I stopped being open about being an introject at all

#rant #system introject #introject #fictive #system fictive #system factive #factive #syscourse #actually osdd #osdd #osdd system #did osdd #fakeclaiming #actually dissociative #actually traumagenic #actually plural #actually multiple #dissociative disorder #dissociadid #plural #plural posting

[system-of-a-feather]

Ugh apparently Dissociadid posted another video that turns fusion into a soap opera 😮‍💨 Like valid and what not, but I really hate the negative and "this is a bitter sweet tragedy" tone theyve put around fusion since ages ago and 😮‍💨

Just a PSA that Fusion is often not something you need to fear 😮‍💨

#alter: riku #dissociadid #dissociadid tw #fusion #syscourse #discourse #syscourse tw

[thestarseersystem]

honest to god im so tired. no matter what your criticisms are of a system online, you should not accuse them of ableist things or demonize their disorder. Or just diagnose people with disorders on the internet.

I have always hated this dumb bitch ass youtuber, and I like DissociaDID, sure they've got into drama and given misinformation the past, but they also went through a lot of severe harassment and hatred that they did not deserve. And this STUPID person is STILL making videos online and they're so unequivocally false that its not even funny.

Like, DissociaDID has LITERALLY SAID MULTIPLE TIMES!!!!!! MULTIPLE TIMES, that do NOT let their littles on their channel, and if it does happen, it's rare. Its really depressing that this dumbass mf makes up lies and distorts the truth about a very popular system in the internet sphere.

Back to the pathological liar thing, ANYONE who uses the term "narcissistic" to mean "bad person" is just an ableist. So, if you see an online denouncing of a popular creator, and they call them a sociopath, a psychopath, a narcissist, etc. thats just a sure fire way to know that they do not know what they are talking about and have taken it into bad faith.

I'm just honestly violently disgusted about this sort of behavior, and it sucks, because I found out that I was a system because of DissociaDID, and the fact that people assume that they're faking because of whatever the fuck is cruel and horrible.

I've been afraid to talk about this because I remember the drama surrounding DissociaDID, but I have never thought that they were lying. You shouldn't ever fakeclaim people on the internet, you don't know their story, you don't know what their life is like, you don't know what they went through.

Horrible ableists like Michelle Mana and other ableist drama youtubers don't deserve to have a platform. Don't support these people, don't watch their videos, don't actively seek them out or comment. It's not worth it.

I just want to bring attention to this specifically, because this horrible person is still making videos on this stuff, and it shows that these ableists do not see people with DID as people. They do not see mentally ill people as people. They do not see those with stigmatized disorders, such as personality disorders, as people. Because otherwise, they would not fakeclaim or see NPD as the worst thing.

No matter what big systems have done, it doesn't mean they deserve to be harassed or attacked on the internet. I don't want to see this shit when I search up a youtuber or creator that I like. I know it's lies, because if it was anything substantial, it would be addressed. But it's the same old shit again.

Fuck ableist content creators, we don't need this sort of blatant bigotry. Don't support this shit, no matter your criticisms of those involved.

#post.txt #tw ableism #tw fakeclaiming #dissociadid #like... i dont know how to tell ableists that this aint their business #im sorry youre mad for people existing?? #you should not dissect people's symptoms for clout #its really really depressing that there are people out there ready to throw mentally ill people under the bus #just so that they have some sort of argument #you can criticize them on the educational value and the things that they have done #but not on their disorder or intrinsic things about them that you have no idea about #no matter how you say this it will always look bad #i would put in image ids but its too infuriating to look at and its best if you dont #also you didnt catch shit bitchelle #all you caught was stupid disease

[furiousgoldfish]

Young children have no neurological adaption to be able to see their primary caregivers as an enemy or a threat. Seeing a caregiver or your parent as an threat to your survival, goes against every evolutionary instinct that is instilled in a child's brain. As children, our natural survival instincts mean that we rely on our caregivers to keep us safe in order to survive. There is no neurological adaption in the brain to see anything otherwise. This is how we've learned to survive. This is how our human society has come this far, we relied on being social creatures. We rely on being raised in a hierarchy where the eldest keep the youngest safe, or the strongest keep the youngest safe. Therefore, the child has to internalize their trauma. As very young children, we're not able to see these caregivers as bad, because it goes against everything their brain says, 'I need to survive'. So, as they can't see the person who's hurting them as bad, they have to turn it inwards. 'Something's wrong with me. They're right, I'm wrong, I'm a bad person, I don't deserve to be loved.' This is how we evolved to stay safe, even when our most basic mechanism are failing.

DissociaDiD

#abusive parents #child abuse #cptsd #osdd #dissociadid #to hear this hit me so hard #because this mean our parents triggered our surfival defense mechanism #and triggered it to the point where we had to PLAY DEAD #in front of our caregivers #just to STAY ALIVE #it also mean child abuse is so fucking UNNATURAL AND GOES AGAINST ALL HUMAN INSTINCTS #and people still try to play it off as culture or traditon or whatever #like are you all INSANE #we evolved to take care of our youngest #this goes against nature #and need to be stopped

[ask-me-about-therapy]

MY DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY POEM : Within one body, many souls reside, A fractured mind, with secrets to hide. Personalities shift and identities blend, A puzzle of memories that never seem to end.

One moment, a child with innocence pure, The next, a warrior, strong and sure. A protector, a victim, a rebel, a clown, Each one fighting to wear the crown.

A world of chaos, confusion, and pain, Lost in a labyrinth of the mind's terrain. A life fractured, shattered, and torn, A constant battle, from dusk till dawn.

But amidst the turmoil, a flicker of hope, A chance to heal and learn to cope. To find a way to unite the fractured soul, And make the pieces whole.

So here's to those with DID, May you find the strength to be free. To embrace each part of who you are, And shine bright like a shooting star.

#dissociative disorder #dissociative amnesia #dissociative identity disorder #dissociadid #dissociation #dissociative system #actually dissociative #dissociative fugue #me dissociating #eating dissorder #time to dissociate #did alter #did i hallucinate that #did osdd #did disorder #actually did #did #did community #did positivity #did system #did memes #osddid #actually traumagenic #dissociative alters #alter #osdd tag #osdd problems #osdd alter

[adhbabey]

No one deserves to be harassed by some creepy asshole who keeps insisting law should be in his favor.

Please help out Kya and the rest of their system by donating to their crowd justice fund or sharing their video!

Regardless of the content that they post, no one deserves to go through something like this. So please reblog!

#babey posts #DissociaDID #only donate if you can !!

[report-r-slash-dissociadid]

That "parody" video about DissociaDID is absolutely disrespectful to all trauma survivors. I am at a loss for words that anyone would support such a malicious and terrible act. The user who made it is a mod of Michelle Mana, and to my knowledge still is today.

The fact that anyone can support this disgusting, irresponsible, and dillusional behavior is beyond me. The mods of r/DissociaDID will ban sergio and a known sexual harrasser, but the person who makes an entire skit mocking trauma survivors is without punishment and still has a platform to speak.

I was banned for literally no reason a year ago by diduthinkuwouldlive. Knowing that so many mods of that subreddit were working behind the scenes for sergio is absolutely biased. Screens on Twitter have been posted with shots of depressionNapsRUs and diduthinkuwouldlive conversing for the take down of Kyas content and videos. I do not understand how anyone can be this despicable and still believe they're doing the right thing.

#reportrslashdissociadid #dissociadid #rslashdissociadid #DID #mockery #ableism #disgusting #trauma #tw: harrasment #michellemana

[what-is-my-aesthetic]

TW// extreme ableism

The DissociaDID Reddit is actually disgusting and I don’t know how more people aren’t standing up for them. Even if you think they’re bad you could say your piece about it once and move on but the Reddit reads into EVERYTHING they do. Fakeclaiming, theorizing about their trauma like they’re some sort of fictional character and many things I can’t even summarize or repeat. Don’t start watching anyone expecting them to be perfect but especially someone SO VOCAL about the fact that they are recovering from childhood trauma. I watched a video of someone ranting about Kya and people in the comments were saying they’re “crazy”, “off their rocker” and “disconnected from reality”— this is someone with a childhood trauma disorder!? Everyone cares about mental health until it’s beyond being a little stressed out sometimes

#trigger warning #rant #dissociadid #kya and co #tw

[supersleepyboys]

Team Super Sleepy Boys Needs Help!!!

howdy y’all, we’re a 23 year old trans autistic disabled system in the rural south. we had to leave our job due to disability discrimination around a month ago, and while we’re in the process of getting assistance from the state, it’s slow going, and they’ll only cover food at this very moment. we are in need of money to cover some our therapy bills and to get some hygiene necessities, around 50$ should help cover everything for the next week or two. we have PTSD, DID, EDS, are dealing with the consequences of SA, and are trying to get a whole host of other debilitating issues diagnosed, and are at the point we cannot work to support ourselves currently, and are trying to figure out other avenues to support ourselves. we have k0fi and would be grateful if you’re able to throw us a few bucks to keep us going the next few weeks while we’re struggling to figure out a way forward, and likes and shares are always, always appreciated. thanks y’all 🖤💚<3

-ssb

#pluralgang #dissociative identity disorder #plural #ptsd #dissociadid #plural posting #dissociative system #plural system #system posting #ocd #cptsd #ptsd survivor #obsessive compulsive disorder #pokémon #elhers danlos syndrome #hypermobile eds #eds #remade bc the other one didn’t get any traction :/

[sophieinwonderland]

what are your thoughts on dissociaDID on youtube?

I don't really have any. 🤷‍♀️

Here's an embarrassing truth: I kept hearing people talk about someone called "DissociaDID," and what I kept thinking was "oh, that's the popular Youtube system that fused a couple years ago!"

It took until like 2 minutes ago to discover I had been thinking of Multiplicity&Me this whole time.

And I still haven't actually watched videos from either channel.

#dissociadid

[lestvtdelioncourt]

as we are coming on holiday season, please tag your holiday-affiliated posts so people with holiday trauma can avoid them if they need to. thank you!!

#trauma #ptsd #complex ptsd #dissociative identity disorder #post traumatic stress disorder #dissociadid #disability #tagging system #tagging #please do reblog

[system-of-a-feather]

Do you think knowing your role is really important? Like protectors are pretty clearly protectors for us but I'm just a teen alter who's sad a lot. Maybe I'm taking the labels too literally? I hold trauma memories but that's not all I do...I think maybe we were heavily misled by DID youtubers. Like our old host stressed themselves out so much when they first discovered the system because they heard that alters are trapped in trauma memories like a mind hell and also they can DIE. But I was one of the alters they were worried about and I'm not trapped.

Naaaaahhhhh. And honestly, we are very disillusioned and not a fan of DID Youtube all together really. The only one we really would recommend to any level is M&M and even then, I would say to take it with the note that they are sharing a fraction of everything and only what they are comfortable sharing publicly. Beyond that, I reallly would try to not take DID Youtube too seriously or really as anything too particularly informational.

Specifically also, don't fuck around with DissociaDID shit, we won't go into our detailed opinions on them, but they're arguably the worst in terms of both active message and information and the passive subcontext and lessons they share on there. I am personally of the believe that in most cases DissociaDID's video sets people up for failure if used for anything more than just a "heres the very very basics of how things kinda tend to be like sometimes" and/or an introduction to the chaotic mess. I say this as an ex-fan.

But DID Youtube aside, nah, I don't really think roles are all too important at all and honestly I heavily promote making up your own ones. The label of roles - especially the official ones - should serve more to communicate to therapists and outsiders (of the system) key dynamics and ways of existing of some parts to others. I find that using your own words and labels to describe your system helps create a more catered perspective to approaching how your system works.

The general paradigm of "protector" "trauma holder" "persecutor" "gatekeeper" stuff works very well as a template for understanding alter dynamics and so it works for a lot of people starting up good enough, but I feel as you go further into recovery, you benefit more from having custom and curated terms that apply more specifically to your system and those roles are better used for internal purposes.

And even then, its perfectly fine to not have a role cause existing (DID or not) is not about having a specific duty or role to fit into, it is and should be solely to just live and enjoy things. Getting too bogged down in what part is doing what for what reason tends to keep parts from actually just existing beyond the chaos of their disorder - which is something XIV had taught us cause we used to be pretty heavy with roles in the past. You exist and that should come first before trying to fit you into a box or into the machine because you existing is more important that what you have to offer.

Lin is in a similar situation to you from the little I know - a teen alter that is a trauma holder that does more than just hold trauma but nothing too drastically large - and thats super fine and cool. He's not doing anything, he is just living and learning to live and thats all we expect from him. We're happy when we see him happy and we don't really care what he is supposed to be doing or what role he plays cause man fuck that shit.

We are just here to live. It benefits none of us to be trying to focus on "work" within the system when we have a life to live.

I am of the opinion that roles help in relaxing and getting an understanding to the general idea of how DID works, but past that stage of confusion of early healing, its kinda just best to let that go and really just learn to live again.

Hyper focusing and trying to organize and understand everything in DID is honestly ruminating and fixating and staying in trauma - inherently - and will keep you regularly trying to pick apart trauma and ruminate in it - directly or not - if you are worrying too much about labels and roles and how everything works exactly. It's easier said than done and it took us years to get here, but imo the best way to live peacefully with DID is to really just let it be.

It's scary if you aren't there yet and its not something you can really rush or force, but that's my personal secret advice as someone at functional multiplicity. You don't need to understand you DID to have great peace with it, hell I'd even argue that its pointless to try to understand your DID (might not be true cause we're polyfragmented so maybe for non pf systems its less of a wild goose chase, but for us we just came to terms and accepted that this shit is nonsensical and trying to make sense out of it is more of a headache than its worth)

#alter: riku #ask #asks #actuallydid #dissociative identity disorder #dissociadid tw #dissociadid

[furiousgoldfish]

When the 'fight or flight' response fails to protect us, it increases our chances of becoming traumatized. One of the body's most basic responses for survival has failed, leaving us with no options but to shut down, or play dead. The more that our fight of flight response fails to keep us safe, for example, after repeated or re-occurring traumas, the less effective it is. The brain begins to learn that 'fight or flight', one of your body's most basic ways to keep you alive, is failing. Fight or flight is not effective, and therefore will immediately revert to most basic and final survival mechanism, to play dead and surrender. This means, you dissociate.

-DissociaDID

#quote #dissociation #did #trauma response #fight or flight #trauma from abuse #dissociative disorders #osdd #dissociaDID