#Do Not Reblog Please

[thedomesticanthropologist]

Personal post below the cut, mind the tags please

It's so hard still having to visit/be in a home where you saw the body, caught the murderer.

Cause that spot on the floor is always gonna be where I found him.

Except now it's got new laminate. Now it's not his room, it's my own children's play-room at Grammas House.

The housing crisis made it impossible to relocate, so what do you do? You stay. You paint the walls. Change the floors.

But it's always gonna be where I found him,

And where I found her, standing there, leaving him behind. She's gone now too, they both are.

Nothing left of the entire situation except my knowledge that that's where he was.

That's his spot on the floor

#do not reblog please #personal #just processing #thoughts #trigger warning #murder #death #real life trauma #trauma

[stacycpr]

#sans #frisk #sans x frisk #frisk x sans #frans #wip #do not reblog please #its atleast im going through somewhere right

[sobbingoverthechallah]

judaism makes me sad now. there’s no more joy in my practice, and the practice is nonexistent. any of that connection i had is gone. idk where to find it but at this point i’m not sure if it’s going to come back. I hope it does, though.

#do not reblog please #sorry for the tmi

[goodobservationshirley]

#a niece and a cat #that cat loves her and follows her around #but has a face ever said ‘sometimes love is a burden’ more than this one 😂 #do not reblog please

[writerscall]

mina. she/her. currently writing exclusively for hazel callahan from bottoms (2023). usually snail-like updates because i've unfortunately got a day job and this is all just for funsies. minors and women haters and bigots do not interact.

masterlist: (please take note that i do write hazel as a lesbian, thus all fics are automatically wlw)

'cause my love is mine, all mine.

bruises. (spiderwoman au)

now that we don't talk, i. ii, iii.

finished requests

requests are currently open! request rules under the cut. FREE PALESTINE.

i will not write explicit smut - nothing against it, i do love erotica myself, but i just think i'm pretty shit at it lol. heavy petting is not completely off the table, though

i will not write anything that has to do with suicide, sexual assault, or self-harm. any requests sent in with one of these will result in me blocking the sender

not as much of a rule as it is a suggestion, if you enjoyed one of my fics then please do leave a like or reply! <3

but this one is gonna be considered a rule: if one of my fics isn't your cup of tea, then keep your thoughts to yourself and move along <3

if i see that you've sent in the exact same request to another writer, i'll probably prioritize another request over it. i don't think it's bad to want to see different interpretations from people, but i do think variation is important

i'll add more to this eventually but basically just don't be an asshole lol

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[venusprincess-ts3]

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Sadness incoming, I just wanted to write it out.

My cat is scheduled to be euthanized tonight. Scheduled euthanasia feels so weird, cause we're kinda grieving but he's still here.

We rescued him when he was 4/5 months and he lived 19 happy years, full of love 💜

Sadly his time has come. It hurts so much but it's what's best for him, so he doesn't suffer.

I feel weird cause I don't wanna do anything, but at the same time I feel like I wanna bake. So I've been baking biscuits and cookies.

We're trying to give him a good day. And he's been eating all the things that are bad for cats, but he loves it, like chorizo and ham.

I feel weird, sad and empty. It's the circle of life, I guess.

#do not reblog please #personal

[ayin-me-yesh]

Rare selfie cause my hair looks nice today

#personal #do not reblog please

[strugglinguist]

Because of recent trauma™️ I’m having trouble believing people when they’re kind or genuine. I struggle with Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria so I’m usually sorry ahead of time for causing any kind of trouble, and I’ll catastrophize with the best of them with that OCD obsession with perfection and consequences of my actions. So to avoid to this, I make sure to take people at their word. I’m autistic as fuck, so I mean it. No context. I don’t see it and/or I don’t understand it. I don’t use it. If you have a problem, use small words and give me actionable intel. Otherwise, wtf am I supposed to do?

I spent a ridiculously long time in a relationship that felt… fine? But not great? And I just assumed it was me. But it wasn’t. I was in fact being intensely judged and not being told about it. Just kept a secret for five months because she assumed I’d have some subtext to my actions. She CHOSE to be mad and awful instead of saying anything to me. This is the shit I grew up with and honestly have NO time for it 😂

#do not reblog please #personal #I may delete this later

[thefreakydeaky]

I know better than to get my hopes up for my birthday. I'm always disappointed. Maybe I get that from my mom. Last year, even though I told my boyfriend he needed to pay for his own food at dinner, he let my mom pay for him. This year, even though on his birthday I got dressed up for him and made him my priority all day, he did not make me a priority. Instead of telling his parents, "I can't pick up my brother from work today, because I told my girlfriend I would be with her after my doctor's appointment." He took on picking up his brother. He also had an errand to run for school. The errand to me is annoying because why couldn't he have done it yesterday? But fine. He starts school next week. Fine. But he couldn't for one day not be the one to pick up his brother from work? Ask someone else to do it. Just today. Just 1 day. I told him this and now he's trying to fix it. And I know I should be all happy and accepting that instead of arguing with me and making me feel shitty, he just said I'm sorry and tried to fix it, but my mind is telling me, No. He chose not to make you a priority. Whether he fixes it or not. He showed you that you are not the priority not only on any regular day, but even on your birthday you don't come first. I did accept his solution and I'm going to try to get over this, but it really just feels like he showed his true feelings. Which makes me start to question all the things he says to me, like that he loves me and wants to marry me, and wants me to have his kids. It's like Mm, No. You say all that, but your decisions prove otherwise.

#self stuff #personal #do not reblog please

[aphroditestummyrolls]

Look… that gwenyth paltrow interview fucked me up. I can’t tell whether I’m more pissed that she’s just saying this shit like it’s a ✨healthy choice✨ when it’s going to further poison the minds of so many struggling people (who can’t afford fucking IVs to keep them alive), or whether I’m more fucking tempted by it.

Which makes me more fucking angry. And more ashamed of trying to recover. Which makes me more angry. When I make breakfast, I can hear her talking about her “intermittent fast”, and when I get dressed in the morning, all I can think about is how skinny she is. I used to have miso soup for dinner. Literally broth. But, I could see my collarbones like Elisabeth Swan, and the jut of my hipbones was so satisfying. And my wrists were so tiny. I want to cleanse so badly right now, and I’m embarrassed to leave the house again, for the first time in almost a whole month. Just because I stumbled on a clip from the interview that was literally less than 30 sec long.

Which makes me MORE ANGRY, because am I ever going to stop being this fucking fragile???

But, I can’t help but be scared for her. Worried about her. That woman looked so sickly and pale. It was so upsetting. And a big part of me still wants to look like that, if it means I get my bones back. Im scared for me, and for gwen, and for all the people who watched that and are going to try this ✨healthy routine✨.

Not unraveling into a relapse is constant work, even when you think you’re doing better. I’m so tired.

#DO NOT REBLOG PLEASE #tw eating disorder #tw anorexia #the real recovery tag #tw food mention #tw discussion of weight #tw weight loss #gwenyth paltrow #recovery is tiring I’m so fucking tired

[spxnglr]

❝ LET’S SAY THIS 𝗧𝗪𝗜𝗡𝗞𝗜𝗘 REPRESENTS THE NORMAL AMOUNT OF PSYCHOKINETIC ENERGY IN THE NEW YORK AREA. ACCORDING TO THIS MORNING’S SAMPLE, IT WOULD BE A TWINKIE... 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗥𝗧𝗬-𝗙𝗜𝗩𝗘 𝗙𝗘𝗘𝗧 𝗟𝗢𝗡𝗚 WEIGHING APPROXIMATELY  𝗦𝗜𝗫 𝗛𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗥𝗘𝗗 𝗣𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗦. ❞

𝗜𝗡𝗗𝗜𝗘, 𝗛𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗟𝗬 𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗘 & 𝗣𝗥𝗜𝗩𝗔𝗧𝗘 𝗗𝗥. 𝗘𝗚𝗢𝗡 𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗡𝗚𝗟𝗘𝗥 𝗙𝗥𝗢𝗠 𝗚𝗛𝗢𝗦𝗧𝗕𝗨𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗦 (𝟭𝟵𝟴𝟰) 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗚𝗛𝗢𝗦𝗧𝗕𝗨𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗦 𝟮 (𝟭𝟵𝟴𝟵). 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗔𝗙𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗜𝗔𝗡𝗧, 𝗕𝗨𝗧 𝗔 𝗠𝗨𝗟𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗦𝗘 𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗦𝗘 𝗜𝗦 𝗔𝗩𝗔𝗜𝗟𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘. A STUDY IN: SCIENCE, THE PARANORMAL, THRIVING AS PART OF A TEAM, JUSTICE, FIGHTING FOR THE GREATER GOOD NO-MATTER THE COST, UNCONDITIONAL FRIENDSHIP, OVERCOMING ADVERSITY, UNANSWERED QUESTIONS, HANDLING THE JUDGEMENT OF OTHERS, AN UNWAVERING PASSION FOR ONE'S WORK - AND 𝘛𝘞𝘐𝘕𝘒𝘐𝘌𝘚. 𝘓𝘖𝘛𝘚 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘓𝘖𝘛𝘚 𝘖𝘍 𝘛𝘞𝘐𝘕𝘒𝘐𝘌𝘚.

𝗕𝗨𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗗 𝗕𝗬 𝗣𝗢𝗣𝗦. 𝗦𝗛𝗘/𝗛𝗘𝗥. 𝗧𝗪𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗬-𝗙𝗜𝗩𝗘+. 𝗚𝗠𝗧+𝟭. 𝗜𝗠𝗦 𝗔𝗟𝗪𝗔𝗬𝗦 𝗢𝗣𝗘𝗡. 𝗗𝗜𝗦𝗖𝗢𝗥𝗗 𝗔𝗩𝗔𝗜𝗟𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘 𝗢𝗡 𝗥𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗦𝗧. 𝗘𝗦𝗧. 𝗔𝗣𝗥𝗜𝗟 𝟲𝗧𝗛 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟮.

𝙄𝙉𝘿𝙀𝙓. |  𝙂𝙐𝙄𝘿𝙀𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎. | 𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙎𝙀𝙎. |  𝘾𝘼𝙍𝙍𝘿. |  𝙒𝙄𝙎𝙃𝙇𝙄𝙎𝙏. | 𝙄𝙉𝙏𝙀𝙍𝙀𝙎𝙏 𝙁𝙊𝙍𝙈. | 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙊. | 𝙃𝙐𝘽. | 📼.

#𝙷𝙾𝙻𝙳 𝙾𝙽 - 𝙿𝙾𝙿𝚂 𝙸𝚂 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙰 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃. (OOC) #DO NOT REBLOG PLEASE

[itbe-jess]

Only been a few days since Captain Laserhawk's release, and already I've experience a lot of toxicity from this fandom.

#Captain Laserhawk: A Blood Dragon Remix #Do not reblog please

[purplethespian]

How long of taking a medication should you go before telling your doctor you think you’re having side effects. Because on Wednesday I started taking adderall in addition to vyvanse (as prescribed by my psychiatrist) to help me with difficulties getting started in the morning. However, I feel like my anxiety has been worse since I started taking it, and I didn’t do anything all weekend because my anxiety was so bad. Like literally was frozen in my bed for almost two hours on Saturday because I somehow forgot to wash my hands after using the bathroom and thought I’d contaminated everything with E. coli. However however, I’ve had A Lot of things to be anxious about (such as more upcoming deadlines, fallout from the war that’s happening, etc) lately. So I’m not sure if it’s worth being like “Hey Doc I think the adderall is making my anxiety worse” if it could just be situational. And idk how long to wait until I can be sure it’s one or the other. Anyone have thoughts?

#i know some of y’all are medical professionals and/or real adults #so would love input #meds #adhd meds #medication #tagging for exposure #i guess #anxiety #zoe posts #do not reblog please

[nanlanmoarchived]

Fandomless & Independent Jessica Hamby of HBO's True Blood Written by Hillary || 21+ || PST Selective & Mutual || Est. September 2011 verses || rules || opens || Wire: JessicaHamby || Discord: By request

Exploring themes of healing from trauma in unexpected ways, vampires in unexpected places, and growing up while staying the same

#pinned post #do not reblog please

[tapuhauko]

Taking some of these! Send them in my ask if you're interested! Please note I need a reference if you send in your own character, so please provide me with one, be it a link or an image! credit

#after the rain ; ooc #spark of interest ; ask memes #do not reblog please #blood cw

[bluestar-of-thunderclan]

Thomas B. Peterson headcanons!

He has a good singing voice, but I don’t have a VC for him yet.

He’s a Sagittarius!

Thomas grew up somewhat impoverished. There were nights that he and Robert (his older brother) had to go to bed hungry due to a lack of money for food.

His brother is two years older than he is.

He often purrs and meows in his sleep!

Thomas never wants anyone to know that he’s actually very vulnerable and hurt on the inside; losing his beloved father left a deep feeling of pain and sadness in him that has stuck as he’s grown up.

When anxious, his tail will flick more often, his ears will move more- as if he’s trying to locate anything dangerous- and his pupils will narrow to slits.

Thomas is known to say, “ohhh, gooseberries!” when something goes wrong.

His brother works as a policeman in Austin.

#my headcanons #my oc #do not reblog please