#Dont look at my weird fingers

[yael-things]

ik this meme is like almost 2 years old but to be fair . them

#“ohhh im just gonna put flat colors and simple shadng. shoulnt take long” omfg. #dont ask me how much time i spent on this #sorry for how weird it looks btw i do Not know how to work digital art #esp not ibis paint w my finger bc i havdnt used ibis in 5yrs 💔 #anyways. thank u everyone #yael.doodls #guido mista #narancia ghirga #pannacotta fugo #guido mista fanart #jjba mista #narancia ghirga fanart #pannacotta fugo fanart #jjba #jjba fanart #part 5 #golden wind #vento aureo #part 5 fanart #golden wind fanart #also did this while watchig nyan neko sugar girls so the standard was Low. sorry world #yaels.best

[humanmorph]

(transcript by @violentandmagnificent)

It’s quiet here, living in your head. It’s quiet here, and when I talk, you listen, at least when you can hear me, which isn’t always. It isn’t always, but it’s better than never. It’s quiet here, living on this ship. It’s quiet here, and I remember when it was loud, I remember different voices bouncing in these halls, I remember old arguments, I remember myself. I wonder how much I can tell you; because  I can tell you; I have much to say. But you never saw me astride the Prophet’s Path, beside the Resin Heart, imparting wrath and play. So who am I? You only know what they’ve told you. So who am I? You only know what’s written down. So who am I? You only know what’s on recordings, and according to the world, I’m a hypocrite, or drowned. I doubt you can hear me, but I know that she can. So pardon my frustration, I’m just tired of her plan. I lost my life long before I understood, before metaphor became real, before I felt the wheel’s wood. I wonder what she’ll tell you. I wonder what she’ll share.  I wonder what she’ll ask of you, what task of sweat and prayer.  I long to sweat and pray, a body in the day. The color of the sun. The touch, the ocean's spray.  The last thing that I felt in life. (The first thing that I felt in life.) The touch, the ocean's spray.  I hope she tells the truth to you. (I hope she tells the worst to you.) The touch, the ocean's spray.  I loved her like she told me to. (I left her like she told me to.) The touch, the ocean's spray.  We’re running out of time, you know? (She’s running out of time, you know?) The touch, the ocean's spray.  I fear we might be mirrored, two echoes of a call shouted between two queens, two queens who want it all. I fear we might be symmetry, I fear we might be one. Make her tell the truth to you before we come undone.

PALISADE 37: Reach In / Reach Out Pt. 1

#palisade #palisade spoilers #gur sevraq #i checked and i dont think anyones uploaded this one yet? #still havent listened to the episode proper btw. #possibly unwise to post this since i might see spoilers in the tags but whateverrrrrr gur sevraq. #i have an animatic rattling around in my head & like. im not doing that. but oooohhh #friends at the table #is it ocean spray or ocean's spray? it doesnt really matter truly but the s sound is so sharp to me... hrm. #thank you to ellis violentandmagnicifent again. i messed around w the linebreaks a bit but its hard... #its this weird balance between 'this is what it sounds like to me' vs 'but it looks strange (?!??)' #i really like the one at 'I wonder how much I can tell you; because '. thats a really good one. leaving it as is #it hits both (looks cool + captures the intonation used) #tbh this is also making my fingers itch to write it out how i did it on my long road to palisade intro comic #like. in a fun way. #long post

[taikk0]

PHEW art trade for @calista-222 sorry that this is like 3 days late, I had to take a break because my hand started hurting rlly badly 👀💧 either way I was finally able to finish it!! somehow this took me like 7 hours 💀

sketch revisions under the cut because I think most of my time was spent on em and I'm not letting those go to waste LOL

bonus:

i used a color palette generator and i find it funny that it just generated invader zim

#yes i am aware of just how off model they look in my sketches #with the paint splatters mikey looks like he killed someone #or the peanut butter obsession snowballed into both pb AND jelly #jk its paint dont eat it #'this juice is bangin yo' #mikey used his fingers to paint all just bc he finds it fun #and its not even finger paint #why is turtle feet so weird its so simple on paper but try imagining it in a 3d space as a 2d drawing and its so hard to draw for no reason #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt 2018 #tmnt 2k18 #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt art #tmnt fanart #tmnt art #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt donatello #tmnt donnie #tmnt donatello #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt michelangelo #tmnt mikey #tmnt michelangelo #mikyomix art

[soultiio]

cyberpunk (kinda) shizaya au???

#i have so many ideas for this one #dont have a tablet yet #i drew this w my finger #izaya looks a bit weird #but when doesnt he #my beloved pulga <3 that i still am not sure how to draw #shizuo is a robot :33 #shizubot bee boop #shizaya #my art #shizuo heiwajima #orihara izaya #drrr

[whilomm]

looking at information on ehlers danlos and the Problems™

internet: "its really easy for people with ehlers danlos to sublux/dislocate stuff, sometimes without even realizing it!"

me: "okay cool maybe thats whats happening to me. hey internet how do i tell if ive subluxed/dislocated something"

internet: "oh no, you would DEFINITELY know if you did, thats not just something that happens without people realizing it!"

me: "but you just sa-"

internet: "YOU WOULD KNOW!!!"

#buzzy #for context ive had drs suggest ehlers danlos before bc i checked off all the hyperflexibility marks but #i havent gotten The Test™ done bc. expensive. wouldnt really open up treatment options bc there Arent. dont want a 'preexisting condition'. #this also isnt my current pain rn i think i just. accidentally slept with my knee bent backwards or st?? #(im currently looking at those old people knee wedge pillows and Considering) #but it is a Common Wonderance of mine #ehlers danlos #hypermobility #joint issues #(honestly the main one ive worried about was when i read about that one person who relocated theor back doing yoga) #(and i suddenly got Paranoid UH. MY BACKS BEEN FEELING WEIRD AS FUCK FOR A HOT MINUTE. HOW DO U LIKE. TELL.) #then also me wondering 'hey when i pull my finger outta the socket is that subluxing or is that normal' #sometimes my bits feel Out Of Place and then it feels like they Pop Into Place but im not sure if they ACTUALLT are #or if its just the usual like #popping joints bc of air bubbles like cracking knuckles. #how do u tell.......

[ka-19]

fiendish. ghoulish, if you must..

#leithart #dewdrop ghoul #dew ghoul #sodo ghoul #don't usually call him sodo but whadda hell why not #ghost band fanart #sent this to myself in an email and forgot about it #from my old laptop #i seem to forget about things a lot huh #whatever im high rn it doesnt matter #take this little freak and run away #debated on giving him scars where his gills used to be but i spared myself the emotions that come with that thought #ik he looks a little weird dont @ me i did this with a finger pad on a laptop #ghosting posting

[cinnachaos]

i am. exhausted. i started a doodle for my long time friend who streams cus i tuned in and joined his stream for a bit and i fucking cooked my braincells after rendering a WHOLE DAMN PIECE

please enjoy my blood sweat and tears kind regards from your local (f)artist (also their twitch is c3l3ry_exe , also id like to take a moment to brag i was the one who gave him the nickname celery and it stuck im so cool/j i swear)

i did that in the span of two nights btw . bakhkcmcmsdnjfoehvhwjajhkfkgkvmvnnv withers away like a cartoon vampire in the sun

#my art #artists on tumblr #art #im new to rendering but i kinda like it #the fingers are my favorite but also how did the crown get that weird looking. ignore it pls #send help and tips on how to draw reflective metal in a limited color palette #and on a crown #rendering #digital painting #digital art #PLEASE dont let this flop i will cry

[weenhands]

im more aware about my behaviors/pattern of behaviors and i have clarity and understanding about them after realizing i was autistic but the trauma from middle school really makes me wish i took that awareness and hid every single special interest of mine

#even being rejected slightly. it makes me want to be 'normal' like i always desired deep down during that period #hide everything. hide how weird i am. mask. fit in. count how many words youre saying on your fingers and #make sure youre not talking too much #hide. dont overshare. learn how normal ppl fucking interact. something is wrong w u #and thats when i was 13 #i still have that in me but i dont act on those thoughts and that insecurity #but lots of things i cant do or wont get out of my head because i trained myself to be normal #and one of them is being open and honest about my struggles and wat im going thru #or wat i like. wat my opinions are. that need to tread carefully is still ingrained in me #no matter how hard i try to get it out #sometimes i just wanna hide that i love makeup and just. only wear it when im going out. by myself #i wanna never go in the makeup isle when im with my best friend and visually stim while just. admiring everything and looking at everything #i wanna hide it all. i wanna hide everything im into especially makeup #idk. i think i love makeup alot bc i sorta stopped drawing and makeup isnt really so much abt. looking pretty #or hiding my insecurities #its about just. having fun and like an art form to me. and theyre just fun and pretty to hold and look at. #and i love watching makeup routines and tutorials bc its fun watching ppl 'paint' #i just love the process. thats why i wear makeup even at home when i. have nothing to do. #but i wanna hide it 👍👍👍 #ur Average autistic woman guys! autistic about makeup but will Mask and hide it #vent

[soldier-poet-king]

Why don't I have lovely hands and no sensory issues so I could wear rings all the time and be over the top horrendously bejeweled all the time in That Exact Way You Know The One TM

#franposting #alas. i have stubby fingers and so many sensory texture issues #and also brain works abt spending money on accessories #i love pretty baubles and expensive luxuries #but also i lowkey think the majority if not all are unethical #and so i wont let myself buy them anyway #but in my dream world. i look like how im supposed to and i have money for them #and its not unethical to spend that money on frivolous baubles and luxuries #also the brain. scream. the gender of it #its not the same as i need it to be #i dont want to look like a feminine woman i want to look like a pretty boy #like a feminine dude and a masculine woman have DIFFERENT VIBES even tho on this imaginary spectrum #they ought to overlap #the brain is just. scream all the time. #why am i not how im supposed to look!!!! i just!!! need to be weird elf otherworldly genderless pretty looking #reading so much tolkien as a kid gave be brainrot i have tolkien elf gender envy

[sanstropfremir]

A member from 17 (svt) named jun released a solo (not his first one I think) called limbo and when I was watching the video I got reminded of some other male idols and aesthetics but I can't put my finger on it. It is quite different from hoshi's spider a little edgier? Sci fi/goth vibes??? Not sure haha. Would love to get your thoughts!

well, i applaud a male soloist for picking the kai print instead of the taemin one, i suppose? standard disclaimer i don't like svt, and this is just another in the pile of things i don't find particularly compelling from them. i understand the draw with the concept of limbo to use a lot of 'inbetween' or indeterminate spaces, because obviously that literally comes with the name, but you do have to do something interesting with that? i'm not totally clear on what the concept of this is supposed to be except like, vaguely vampiric? which i think is certainly the start of an interesting idea, as vampires are inherently in a state of limbo between dead and alive, but it needs way more conceptual development than that. and also, if you want vampires in limbo, epitaph is right there. i think it's kind of fascinating that there's now been three different groups that have done limbo themed cbs in the last year, which i suppose is befitting of our post-pandemic reality, but even cix's extremely barebones 458 mv has more obvious and unusual thematic dressings. obviously it's a well made mv bc they've got hybe money and none of the sets or designs are bad per se, it just doesn't have a strong enough connecting thread for me. i'm sure his fans are happy though

#sometimes an mv can just be a guy looking hot if he wants it to be. but it wont be that interesting for people who don't think he's hot #limbo is inherently a boring concept so you HAVE to work to make it interesting #the whole time i watched the mv i just wanted to yell 'IN BETWEEN WHAT!!!!!!' #kpop questions #svt w #the styling is all just discount kai looks. it's not anything to write home about imo #it's just derivatives of exo obsession and bits of every other gothic type cb that boy groups have done for the last couple of years #what is WITH stylists and not being able to get gloves that fit properly #the only person that has an excuse is taemin bc he's got clubbed fingers so his hands are a weird shape #but it should NOT be this hard to find gloves that fit #i guess we have to wait and see if those laser pointers are actually properly used in the choreography #i really should put a disclaimer in my bio that i dont like svt bc i am 100% disappointing every person who asks me a question about them #answers #text

[reikunrei]

i feel fucking insane. i wrote up my st lights analysis post in google docs and it’s 17 pages bc half of it is just a big list of chronological observations of all the lights through the show, but i can’t just remove it all or cherry-pick the relevant parts!! i wanna put it all there!!! so people can draw their own conclusions!!!

not gonna post it tonight bc im already up past my bedtime and i want to read through it with fresh eyes at least one more time, but i’ll probably post it tomorrow evening just to get it out there before i keep getting ideas and making it even longer

i’m actually really excited to share!! bc i really think the way the lights behave so out of the norm in season 1 is SUPER interesting, and i have some fun ideas for what is happening and how it could be explained or explored in season 5. like, there’s so many weird details that they can’t just remain unexplained imo

#fingers crossed i dont jinx myself with it #like legitimately all of that shit being explained is what im most looking forward to in season 5 #it's all just so WEIRD and CONFUSING and I WANNA KNOW WHAT IT ALL MEANS!!! #so. keep your peepers peeled if youre interested in my bullshit rambling #i say things #stranger things //

[knife-depot]

tbt to the most incredible piece I ever finished

#NFS!! already sold #i just miss looking at her tbh #my work #fashion #handmade #my fingers hurt so bad after that one LOL #pic is my friend Izzie dont be weird about her thank u

[candyradium]

sea of thieves ships make me sad, but like, in the way that you get when you see unhealthy cat breeds. like. holy shit where are the shrouds. where are the staysails. actually where are the stays in general. there should be ratlines but instead there are ladders and they aren't even on all of the masts. who combined the clewlines and sheets what is wrong with you. do any of them even have jibs. halyards. sails past an upper topsail or a t'gallant. anything. who is breeding these ships i want to speak to the person in charge

#candy posts #unreality #<- just in case #this post is literally just me exposing myself as an obnoxious sailor but sea of thieves innacuracies are my one and only pet peeve #the ships look like plastic kids toys but in the worst possible way #''its stylised'' yeah well stylised humans still have fingers and legs and ears and shit #stop leaving out essential anatomical features just to appeal to a ''simplistic'' and ''pretty'' style. its bad for the boats. #they need shrouds to be healthy. do you want the fucking masts to topple or break. i dont fucking think so #i do actually think that they miiight have halyards but i can barely fucking tell and all the yards look pretty tightly affixed which is :/ #i will not play your sailing game until you make the ships and mechanics more accurate. bitch. i will die on this fucking hill #if anyone wants to know what any of the weird sailing words in this post mean then feel free to ask me #but you may be signing yourself up for a long ass lecture #sailing terms are extensive and make no sense unless you take into account the fact that its been a thing for like. several millenia #and often words get smashed together or shortened (haul yards (function) -> halyard etc) #cant explain why theres a rope thats called a horse tho. ive never understood that one

[smileysuh]

are you familiar with reality shifting? i wanna make a script for SKOL but wanted to make sure you're okay with it before i do :)

jdkahjsahashjs i mean- a little familiar- are you familiar with maladaptive daydreaming? cuz low key a quick search online of reality shifting feels an awful lot like maladaptive daydreaming lol

when you say you wanna make a script for SKOL, you mean like, write some stuff out so you can help envision yourself in that reality, and the script you write is just for your own consumption/help yes? like, not to be posted elsewhere- lol

cuz yeah if you wanna reality shift into SKOL and writing a lil scripty script would help you get those vibes, go for it :) just no posting the script online please, as then it's more grey area for copyright and such :)

#honestly #if you don't know about maladaptive daydreaming you should look it up #cuz this feels familiar #when i write it's all maladaptive daydreaming #i will sit for like 8 hours and just be in the vibe and my fingers type what im seeing #which is why my fics are a little different/weird LOL #like i cant hurt my characters cuz they're my imaginary friends LOL #haechan has been screaming in my brain for 9 months yall dont even understand #but skol was so soft #low key since writing skol nothing has felt the same #KASJKSAJAKSJKASKJSA #so definitly i hope you're able to get something out of this #cuz skol is low key my best universe and fic KASJKAJKASKJSAKAS

[aroaceofthesea]

Imagine how ingrained it is on everyone that im trumpet 3 that the conductor came today and was like hii i didnt give you the sheets of this one here you have and i was like yeah you did but it was trumpet 2 and he was like wow true 😭😭

#like how am i supposed to get used to trumpet 2 #this is truly one of the tragedies of my life #no but srsly it feels so weird we need to get a decent trumpet and then i can discreetly go back to being trumpet 3 #its not even that i dont think i have the skills i just dont want to #the notes are too high for me to be comfortable and i rlly dont feel like improving that much tbh #like just the having to guess what fucking note is it on the paper sounds like too much work💀💀 #(i dont btw i just wiggle my fingers so it looks like im trying and dont play too loud lol) #i miss my band bestie😭 #she gladly jumped from tpt 4 to tpt 2 (not gladly i kinda forced her to but shh she had already accepted it by now) #crying i need to go back to tpt 3 #i rlly hope next year we do have a new trumpet and they can be trumpet 2 pleaseeee #mine #life #music

[be-good-to-bugs]

yay my first day went really well!!

#the bin #im excited. i like it much more than my old job already. much less boring. theres much less people working and its in a small space but #i like that. feels more friendly and makes me less nervous. and me being super tiny works bc im much less in the way than i could be #person i met definitely thought i was still a minor cause she asked if i was in school still. everyone thinks this #probably a lil different bc im gonna be working here full time during school hours. #im wearing my hair up in a bun. i never do that!! but my hair is too long so i gotta wear it up so i dont dip it in peoples coffee #i think im gonna start wearing it up like this more often bc its so out of the way! my autism loves it bc its not pulling weird with weight #my hsir is long enough that getting it in the bun isnt too hard but not so long that the bun is huge #im like.. actually looking forward to tomorrow #not at all like my last job also. theres like 3 people MAYBE 4 on shift at a time unlike my last job which would have 30 ppl #well. i made coffee today. it was kinda fun. i also burned my fingers on the steamer so many times oh my god #i enjoyed this way more than my first day at my last job. also this was my FIRST day and i already made a bunch of coffee #at my last job i spent 3 days just watching videos and reading. bad. bad way to start #i dont even know anything yet and ur throing me into walls of text. much prefer this #i do wish he woulda walked me through making the different coffees a bit more instead of quizzing me and having me check the sheet #but it was busy so it makes sense. once there was a lul there was another person who was super nice and walked me through stuff #and i remember that stuff better. i think ill like tnis so much more than my old job. lik3 so much more. #also maybe ill try some new kinds of coffee. like a latte. ive never even had one but ive made 12 today #also its not starbucks. i would rather die than work at starbucks it seems like a nightmare