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ginkohs · 12 hours

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all POs have been shipped! my leftover items are now available in my st0re 🌷 most items are limited stock and probably will not be restocked, so get them while u can! ❤️ rt appreciated http://ginkohs.bigcartel.com

#my art #tgcf #charms #hualian #frieren #du #dungeon meshi

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coriphallus · 7 months

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The Dark Urge thoughts (and prayers)

anyone whos been following me knows im absolutely not normal about durge and i wanna share some tidbits that are implied, but not necessarily canonised, from their story;

I already made a post about it but it seems like bhaal has a degree of control over whether they live or die. he can deny them death, if they fail the duel with orin.

bhaal can command the slayer. he forces orin to transform if you talk to her about sarevok and the scene makes it clear that its against her will.

bhaal manipulates his kin in a subtler way. in the colony you can find a letter from old durge thats apologising to his father for 'liking' gortash. you can interpret their relationship as something deeper but even if it wasnt, this reads to me as terrified and desperate.

the reason being, if you have a LI in act 2 you get the famous bondage scene. coupled up with the letter above makes me think this is a pattern. bhaal can use their feelings against them. he did it with sarevok and orin's mother, orin's mother and orin, etc... it's not as straightforward as 'if you disobey ill kill the one you love'. you will. durge will.

bhaal is testing them in act 2, he revels in chaos, sure, but in the grand scheme of things he doesn't care about isobel. even if you tell scel that you'll kill her you're told that youre too late, you ignored your urges. from durge, bhaal doesn't expect calm calculated murder, he expects blind obedience. failing to receive that his first punishment is to take away something they cherish. there are no half measures, theres no bargaining with a god.

we get so many snippets of information that this has happened before, their foster family being their first victims. theyre made to kill their support system with their own hands, with no one to blame but themselves. they are actually apologising to their father for being fond of gortash because (in my humble opinion) theyre genuinely afraid.

how many times could this have happened, how many nights durge couldve woken up covered in the blood of someone they love until they gave in, became daddys obedient puppet?

durge is groomed for murder. scel says 'you always failed to conduct yourself without me' and given who he is i dont think hes talking about table manners when he says 'conduct'. durge needs 24/7 oversight to set themselves right lest they get tempted by softer things. lest they dare to step away from bhaals grand plan.

durge do have a choice. just as shadowheart had a choice, just as wyll or astarion had a choice. its a choice only in name.

theres no ending besides refusing bhaal that their friends and LI wont die by their hands. the entire lore of bhaalspawn is that theyre meant to conquer the world in his name and slit their own throat a top the mountain of corpses. as cazador aptly put, 'theyre made to be consumed.'

you can pray to bhaal and the narrator says he won't accept [any offering] but the entire world.

durge (and bhaalspawn) do get some sort of euphoria from murder. they crave it like an addict, but bhaalspawn (on prev games) don't constantly have to grapple with these urges as durge does.

now durge is a slightly special case but not in a good way. its implied that theyre not like a regular bhaalspawn, that theyre made by bhaal directly -so to speak-. which is to say, if youre playing a drow, they are bhaals closest approximation of a drow rather than a drow flesh and blood.

thats why theyre fighting tooth and nail against these urges every step of the way, they are literally bhaal himself(in essence). the personality they develop, the person who calls themselves 'tainted' and 'wretched', the character thats making choices throughout the game, theyre the tumour.

theirs is the story of cycle of abuse cranked up to 1000 and it is in parallel to all other origin companions.

#bg3 #durge #the dark urge #dark urge #DU #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate 3 #personal

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daskindderstille · 3 months

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#life #love #leben #liebe #allein #einsam #du #trauer #glück #ohnedich

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in-liebe-der-boden · 2 months

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Du bist mein alles, seit dem allerersten Tag.

Zate - Du 4 (via @in-liebe-der-boden)

#zate #du 4 #du #deutschrap #zitat #quotes #songtext #liebe #zatearmy #in-liebe-der-boden #mein alles #alles für mich

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der-gefallene-engel · 2 months

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Umso wichtiger du mir wirst, umso mehr habe ich zu verlieren

#wichtig #du #ich brauche dich #vermissen #liebe #freude #dankbar #schmerz #allein #einsam #liebeskummer #trauer #gedanken #ich liebe dich #DerGefalleneEngel

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kathis-world · 4 months

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Aber immerhin hatten wir einen schönen Anfang.

#gedanken #quotes #rap zitat #rap #vermissen #verlieren #vergessen #zitat #müde von allem #ich liebe dich #liebeskummer #du #schmerz #schlaflos #anfang

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vhscorp · 17 days

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Tous faits de chair et de sang, de désirs, d’envies, de sentiments, tous à vouloir de la tendresse, de l’attention et des caresses, tous à rêver du grand amour, celui qui durera toujours…

V. H. SCORP

#tous #à rêver #du #grand #amour #citation #v.h.scorp #07/04/2024

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winterknochen · 3 months

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Schmerz

Die Frage ist ja nicht, ob er kommt

Die Frage ist auch nicht, wann er kommt

Die Frage ist, mit welcher Wucht, er mich niedertrampeln wird.

#liebeskummer #liebe #du #einsam #schmerz #schmerzen #herzschmerz #aua #wehtun #poesie #gedicht #schreiben #gedanken #boden #niedertrampeln

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nie--wieder--niemand · 4 months