#Fear of anticipation

[siren-of-agony]

Immortal whumper that let's immortal whumpee run away every now and again.

They both know, sooner or later, they'll be found again.

#whump #whump prompt #immortal whumpee #Immortal whumper #🤌 It's about the constant fear 🤌 #🤌 It's about the recapture trope 🤌 #🤌 It's about the characters knowing each other so so well and them being the only constant in each other's long long lives 🤌 #🤌 It's about the horror in the comfort and the comfort in the horror 🤌 #🤌 It's about the question if running away is worth it or if the anticipation of being found again and again isn't worse than enduring #the constant torture 🤌 #Okey im done now #Actually #🤌It's about maybe feeling almost safe after like a hundred years or more only to realize that whumper has actually been waiting close by #for years for exactly that moment #Maybe even having wormed their way into whumpees social circle #To show how fake that safety always was 🤌 #Also 🤌 It's about the intimacy 🤌

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

dennis is an angry character btw im sorry but he is full of rage but that rage is not exclusive his anger does not negate sadness and fragility and insecurities in fact they work together and dtamhd was one of the first times where his anger was not used as a joke via a surface level rage explosion from him but instead explored the fragility of his anger. the way he keeps reassuring the workers he encounters (and himself) that he's not mad. when he tells daisy he's not mad but he is a little bit upset. dennis is angry and that anger is what makes him so fragile. he was upset and it manifested as rage bc he doesnt know what to do with his own sadness

#disclaimer tags yes i would like to see his emotions explored more but i disagree that we ONLY saw anger in dtamhd #and EVEN IF IT WAS ONLY ANGER... anger is just as VALID and fragile and vulnerable as sadness. they are family #we saw how his anger makes him fragile how it exhausts him #how it works with his stress and fears and insecurities and sadness #he was UPSET!!!! #angry dennis in dtamhd WAS big feelings dennis in tends bar. that was the same #he expressed anger in tends bar bc he was upset he expressed anger in dtamhd bc he was upset etc etc #and i think the sadness people were expecting was present. the sadness and fragility we would have seen if he cried on the beach like most #of us anticipated (btw he did cry at the beach <3 technically <3) was THERE. it was just in his anger #sewerkingcharlie talked about this already and worded it very well but im honestly kinda bothered by how some people have treated #the portrayal of anger and emotions in this ep #you dont have to like the ep or how they portrayed dennis but some posts have really given the vibe of #his anger and his emotional outburst not being as valid because it wasnt portrayed in the way you expected #or that it wasnt palatable enough #and honestly if you dont like it thats okay! but can we please be careful with how we talk about mental illness and anger outbursts! #yes it is frustrating when people ONLY see dennis' anger or see dennis' anger in a very shallow way #which a lot of the audience unfortunately does because its been treated like a joke #but it wasnt a just a joke here #and maybe this will all go past dudebros heads frankly i dont give a shit lol but thats for another post

[promptsforyourwhumpfic]

Whump Prompt #1231

Anon asked:

May I have some torture prompts please?*

TW: Non-con body modifications/gore/body horror/organ harvesting etc

I got a bit carried away with these...

Your whumpee is left cut open - perhaps with their organs exposed. Their flesh could be pulled back and held open. This takes the feeling of exposure to a whole new level.

^ This also entices anxiety/panic. As they may be able to see organs grow back, therefore as they get closer to 'completion' they start to panic when they remember the pain of removal.

^ Also the torturer could use this for 'science' in order to better calculate which organ is better value for time/money.

The torturer could also take blood at the same time to limit the mess during surgeries. Your whumpee is constantly nauseous/lightheaded/weak because of this. (Dubious science, but you get the idea)

The first time they're allowed to heal, even for a short amount of time, they're overwhelmed with relief.

Are they rescued while they're still 'open'?

Do they scar regardless of the injury type? For example, if a leg is taken, are they left with a ring of scarring where the initial cut was?

At what point do they stop feeling it/are so in shock that they just.. don't register what's going on?

How does the harvesting affect their sense of balance/bodily functions? Do they have nausea, but have nothing to make something to bring up? When they're able to stand after their rescue, do they feel heavy/full?

^ Are they so used to feeling empty?

Do the torturers take their eyes so they're unable to see what's happening/where they are?

What if, a long time after their rescue/recovery, they stumble across someone who received a limb/organ they needed - maybe they're so grateful for it, but the whumpee has to silently suffer knowing that it's their body part.

^ How does the whumpee know it's theirs? Do tattoos/pre-existing scars regenerate also?

After the rescue, the first time they have a day without pain is bliss. They sob.

*(The character context Anon gave is under the cut)

My whumpee is from a humanoid subspecies that can regenerate almost ANY lost body part - limbs, fingers, eyes, tongue, most internal organs, you name it - unless they've been fully chopped to bits. The only thing they cannot regenerate is their equivalent of a brain, because obviously that controls the regeneration process (if they've been lobotomized, they can still regenerate but slower). The regeneration process usually lasts from 3 hours to a week, depending on what and how much has been lost, but the process is painful, uncomfortable and it's usually for the best that the individual is asleep through most of it.

That makes whumpee's subspecies very attractive to organ harvesting rings, because their organs are compatible with those of many other species. One day, our whumpee wakes up strapped to a table...

#whump #writing #prompts #angst #torture #tw: non con body modifications #tw: gore #tw: body horror #apologies these got darker than anticipated #tw: amputations #tw: organ harvesting #emotional whump #physical whump #kidnapping #fear #terror #horror #supernatural whump #non human whumpee #magical whump #magical whumpee

[shakingparadigm]

I don't know what I'd do with myself if round 6 dropped. I genuinely can't even imagine it actually happening

#i might actually have an out of body experience watching it #im in so much fear and anticipation #alnst #alien stage round 6 #alien stage #ivantill

[prince-liest]

Iit's definitely contagious i have a fear kink too now

HAH. YOU'RE WELCOME.

#ask #personal #Anonymous #nsft #realtalk half the reason those lines hit so hard is the ~intimacy~ #but also yeah anticipation is the intersection of fear and pleasure and it's easy to cross those two in that particular spot hahaha

[wallbeatjournal]

drab: riverdale 17-forever ending demonstrates that riverdale thinks high school is the only time of life that matters

fab: riverdale 17-forever ending demonstrates that roberto knows he's going to end up playing dolls with teen drama tropes for the rest of his career now

#damned by ur own success. but in a wonderful way bc he's so good in this genre #he truly understands the rich queer history of the teen drama and also its overlap with horror ❤️ #if all he did was zany subversive subtext-laden teen dramas and more seasons of queer for fear for the next 10 years i wouldn't mind #(this user is heavily anticipating pllos2:ss. or whatever it's actually called) #riverdale #roberto aguirre-sacasa

[killedbyfrank]

New Inside Out 2 teaser trailer, hell yeah!

We got crumbs, thanks Taylor lol

#it's something #an anticipation of what's to come #Still #inside out #inside out 2 #inside out fandom #inside out Joy #inside out sadness #Inside out fear #inside out anxiety #Inside out anger #Inside out Disgust #Disney #Pixar #Youtube

[birgittesilverbae]

strategist!beatrice admitting she's at a loss for how to proceed

#warrior nun #sister beatrice #beatrice over and over again pointing out information that they don't know and need to learn #lining up contingency plans a-z and beyond #trying to hang onto some modicum of control by her fingertips only for ava to do something she hadn't anticipated #(and isn't that always the way with ava - that she didn't see her coming - that if she'd had any inkling of what was to become of their #relationship she'd have bolstered her walls even further - that even then ava still would have phased right through them) #ava goes rogue in a way beatrice can't ever have anticipated and all her plans go out the window and she has to admit she's at a loss #never expected ava to jeopardize their cover to save her life #never expected ava to go to the man who all but lit the fuse that killed shannon #never expects just how deeply ava feels or how much capacity she has for forgiveness #and beatrice is unmoored by it #angry with ava in ep2 for jeopardizing the mission to save her #angry with herself in ep7 for jeopardizing the mission to save ava #packed full of rage and fear and only the faintest shred of hope #idk this might be incoherent i'm just rotating her always #mywn #myedit

[whumpacabra]

18. Again

Disorientation, blood loss, field medicine, medical treatment, needle use [IV], fear for others safety, anticipated violence, nonconsensual drugging, brief suicidal ideation, referenced stitches, referenced gunshot wound, implied head injury, implied past noncon

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The Wolf wasn’t sure how he got on his back, or where his shirt went, but he didn’t like it. The air kissing his skin was cold - not the ice he was familiar with but enough to make his skin prick to gooseflesh. People were speaking, the voices garbled.

The familiar sting of an IV bit the inside of his elbow, heavy exhaustion reminding him of his injuries more than their pain. The right side of his face and head were bound in dry, fresh gauze, skin taught with stitches. His right arm burned, every twitch igniting the spot where the bullet had torn through his flesh.

The Wolf could smell antiseptic and the rubbery scent of examination gloves. The hard cold surface below him was probably a table in the medical wing. He wasn’t sure if he was crying, but he certainly wanted to.

Had they gotten caught? They probably got caught. Then where was Harrison? He hoped Harrison wasn’t here.

The gloved hands were quick, not lingering as they smeared antiseptic over scrapes or applied butterfly stitches to deeper cuts. How long would he be given to heal? Or would they put him in the Box to fester and rot? That wouldn’t make sense - they were tending to his wounds. They needed him alive.

He had a good guess for what.

(“A bitch like you’s only good for two things: fighting and fucking. And you’ve got no fighting days left.”)

The sound that gargled in his throat wasn’t enough to stop the hands from turning him over, the rough texture under his stomach cold. They started working at the burns on his shoulders, and the Wolf felt fire simmer in his gut.

He’d kill whoever touched him again. He’d rip them apart. No more. Not again. Never again.

His hearing implants whined, the distant tap tap tap of military standard boots rang in his skull. No. His handler wasn’t here. The Wolf killed him. Hadn’t he? Maybe he hadn’t - maybe his handler and the overseers were here at medical. Maybe they were waiting for the okay from the staff before they tore him apart again.

Would he be given time to rest and heal? He needed a day - at least a few hours of sleep - he knew in his gut he would simply die of exhaustion if they had him again. The words around him were clearing, still a slurry of unfamiliar voices in his blood starved brain.

Unfamiliar, save for one.

Harrison.

Oh god Harrison was here in medical and his handler was nearby and Harrison was going to die badly and the Wolf would have to watch and he was helpless to stop it -

Except he wasn’t helpless. Save for the IV wrapped around his arm, his hands and feet were free. Unbound. His handler always prided his Wolf on how well behaved he was for the staff. Didn’t even need a muzzle like other, poorly trained dogs.

The Wolf could take advantage of that.

He couldn’t help but flinch as a gloved hand prodded at the cut that wrapped from his spine to his hip, his poorly placed butterfly stitches pried away with intense focus. Now or never.

His elbow struck true, catching the staff member’s jaw as the Wolf reared up on his knees. The IV line in his arm ripped free, blood spattering across the blue tarp.

Tarp? It didn’t matter, the momentum was too strong and the fear in his blood at the sound of those rapidly approaching boots was too great. The Wolf turned, following through after his elbow with a hand around the medic’s throat. He couldn’t use his right hand; that arm was already bleeding and burning from the torn IV and strained stitches. His momentum carried the medic to his back, the Wolf’s knee pressing down on his stomach.

“Wolf, no!”

Harrison. Harrison’s voice.

The Wolf’s blurry vision swam as he looked up from the masked medic below him. Harrison’s worried face drifted in and out of focus, lips moving but sound buffered by the whine of his hearing implants.

He yelped as strong hands pried into his bruised shoulder, wrenching him off of the medic. His back hit the ground, a pair of military standard boots in his face. His handler. Oh god. He was dead. He hoped he was going to die. He hoped those boots would slam down on his windpipe and let him suffocate before those hands touched anything else -

“Wolf, hey, Wolfie, easy - they’re - they’re trying to help.” Harrison’s face drifted back into view, and the Wolf was dimly aware his face was cradled in those bony hands. He whimpered, pressing the uninjured left side of his face deeper into Harrison’s hold. His hands were warm. “Yeah - yeah there you go, it’s just me. You’re alright. We’re alright.”

His breathing was calming, but his vision was still swimming and sparked with stars. This wasn’t the sterile white medical lab. This was a dusty garage that smelled like motor oil and blood. The medic behind the mask was being helped up by a woman in a sweater - definitely against regulation for its vibrant pink and superfluous tassels.

He lifted his eyes beyond Harrison, looking up at the man above the military boots. He was young, half panicked eyes looking between the medic and Harrison. The Wolf wished he could hear what he was saying, lips moving faster than his sluggish brain could hope to read.

He was dimly aware of a keening whine in his throat as Harrison helped the medic move him back into the tarp, on his stomach where he couldn’t see -

The world went dark faster than he could contemplate that fear.

AU Masterpost / Previous / Next

(An AU of my Freelancers series)

#whump #disorientation #blood loss #field medicine #medical treatment #needle use #fear for others safety #anticipated violence #nonconsensual drugging #suicidal ideation #referenced stitches #referenced gunshot wound #implied head injury #implied noncon #past noncon #freelancers au #*gently holds wolf* I bet on losing dogs #:] I’ve been awake since 2 AM yall it’s been a morning™ #ashen if you’re reading this: as you can see giving wolf a hug is probably not the best idea if you want to comfort him #give that man a room w a door he can lock from the inside. and a really soft blanket. he’d probably appreciate that.

[kneelingshadowsalome]

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSFdVcyBw/

Why is predator and prey so hot?

I mean I COULD always whip out my Freudian cigar or put my Jungian glasses on & be smart about it but instead, I'm just gonna say:

when will it be my turn 🥺

#that nasty laugh??? #my bunny tail is shivering from anticip– i mean fear

[girlfriendline]

the face of a man who knows he's so deep in the doghouse he might never see the light of day again

#the fear in his eyes. the anticipation of how long suffering and drawn out this payback is going to be #sidney crosby #sid

[thegoatsongs]

#dracula daily #renfield #r.m. renfield #i both anticipate and fear the movie about him

[malhare]

There's something vaguely sexual about playing Russian Roulette

#I saw another post about this wrt b/uckshot r/oulette and was like. thank fucking god Im not the only one #Idk what's wrong with me (sexually) but it's a lot #I think the wires between anticipation/fear and arousal got crossed or something. It's gotta be something like that #Me: Demonic possession is sexual. Stabbing is sexual. Russian roulette is sexual. Actual sex? Nasty #malhare.txt

[confoundedpangolin]

The odd thing about being in a fandom while I'm not done the thing that the fandom is about is all the missing puzzle pieces from shoulder spoilers. I don't know who Nikola is, but I know Nikola definitely definitely does stuff. I don't know when the Jürgen Leitner rant is coming or why, but I know it's there. I don't know how Jon gets a bunch of eyes, I don't know what they do, I know it has something to do with the beholding. And I see a whole lot more entities? gods? Whatever Mike, the spiral, is, in the tags when I put in "tma the"

#this is definitely a post #I feel like this has to be a “mildly threatening hints of the future” kind of comment attractor #I'm immune now #they don't affect me #just kidding I still feel fearful anticipation every time one comes up #tma #the magnus archives #magnus archives #tma podcast #tma spoilers #original post

[crazycriter]

i feel like i need to put a warning on my account that i'm a treemina truther

#tbosas #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #treech tbosas #lamina tbosas #treemina #just feel like there are more treesin believers than i previously anticipated #as always ao3 is catnipac3 #i have 14 treemina fics #i take up 30% of the tag #idm treebling fans but i fear they might mind me

[stonecoldsilly]

cant believe in a matter of mere weeks I shall be writing on this very webbed site about how a bitch called ylfa snorgelsson made me cry so hard I gagged

#if emily cries I cry too #6 dead 14 injured #I feel only one emotion in anticipation of this season #and it is fear #they’re too good at their jobs this is gonna be Bad For Me #ylfa snorgelsson #emily axford #neverafter #d20 neverafter #dimension 20