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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year
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#srry for the continued pause in scribbles ive been feeling not very good at all#idk something just broke in my brain after our last sampling trip idk y bc it wasnt that bad but when i got back#it was just a couple days of my brain being real crazy in terms of thought patterns. it still kinda continues to b like that#but idk i haven't had a session of hysterical crying today so maybe im on the mend. its weird i haven't felt this bad in a really long time#i dont even have the energy to complain about it its just no joy. burned streight thru that. bruned streight thru my desire to draw#i mean i still draw every day but its like shitty i dont have time scribbes bc idk it all feels so fucking pointless. and im terrible at#hiding how i feel abt things so my boss is like: maybe u should take a break this weekend i dont want u to burnout. like. lady we crossed#that bridge way back in March. u r speaking to a ghost. i just. i dont kno if i can stay here until like next july at least if not longer#and it sucks bc i kno someday ill look back and this time in my life will make me real sad bc im laying here choosing to make myself#miserable and i somwhere halfway across the country my mum has tumors growing in her abdomen. and i cant go home for Thanksgiving and idk#how long ill get at Christmas. not bc anyone is telling me i have to stay. my brain just wont let me do things. i just lay here in my#increasingly chaotic apartment not taking the steps to get refunded for travel expenses worrying over deadlines and agonizing over social#interactions. worrying about all the things my brain wont let me do that need to be done and not taking the steps to get better#its stupid and annoying and i know its only going to get worse when i have to start taking measurements in the lab#ive at least been practicing a lot of german tho lmao. someday ill look back like: lol remember when u got super depressed and filled the#void with learning german? literally today my dyslexic read the word albeit as aber and it was v disorienting#idk its just fun and i feel like im at least being productive. so yea idk when ill b able to post scribbles again#but i thought id at least post something while i had the energy i accumulated by taking with a happy Canadian lab group#maybe ill join them in a year idk idk decisions decisions and so many applications the cost of which is trying to dissuade me from#getting a tatt0o :-P ay ay ay live a little! pls i beg u. but no prob not. against the rules#unrelated
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heartfullofleeches · 10 months
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Ok this is a little self insert but i couldn't stop thinking about this all week, C.C with a reader who thinks they're undeserving of stuff even tho they work hard ( you can see I'm going through it )
Let me explain, like they'll walk through the mall and see something that they like and would phisically have to turn away cause they think they don't deserve it and everytime they do this they look like they're in pain and stuff cause they are , emotionally.
Another thing they don't let C.C buy them stuff even if he offered with the excuse ,, but what are you going to buy me on my birthday" cause their birthday Is the only day that they cant say no
( sorry if it was a little but long )
It's his fifth run of the week. The incubus complained about forgetting to by a belt to match the new skirt he bought when he probably had a dozen in his horde to go with it. Exploring the mall, you stuck to your boyfriend's- not that he'd let you go far; complimenting every impulse buy and keeping your eyes on him to avoid gazing at shop windows. Still, you couldn't help but look at look around as you waited for him to exit the dressing room. You immediately regret the decision as you catch sight of a jacket that'd go great in your imaginary wardrobe. It's just take up space in your real one, so there was no point in dwelling on it.
"Hey babe, star buckle or heart?... Hm?" C.C marches over to see what's for you in a trance, bending with his hands to his knees as he whispers - "so - what are we staring at?"
You snap back to reality- eyes pointed down at his skirt. " Oh - uh, looks great, C."
He frowns. "This is the one I came in here with."
"..Still looks good on you."
He bounces to his feet with a sigh. "True - but this skirt just doesn't agree...." He trails off as he catches sight of something over your shoulder - sprinting of towards the mannequin wearing the same jacket you had noticed and tearing it off it's arms.
"Oh my gosh, isn't this just the cutest??? I was needing a new coat too so it's perfect timing. Think it'll look good on me, baby?"
Your shoulder slump. "Yeah....I'm sure it will."
C.C pays for his items and skips merrily out the mall with his task complete; bags in one hand and your hand in the other. He walks over to a bench and takes out his new coat, tearing off the tags and placing them and the receipt in the cigarette tray above the trashcan. He whips out his lighter and sets both ablaze as he faces you.
"Now I can't return this.... Alright, you little shit - how much longer are we going to play this game?"
"What are you talking about?"
C.C stomps over to you, shoving the jacket into your chest. "You want this fuckin' thing and don't try to deny it. It's true it would look amazing on me, but it would look even better on my boo. You are mine, right?."
"I-I guess, but-
"But nothing. You deserve every fucking thing your beautiful heart desires and it's my job as your man to give it to you." He pulls the jacket away, walking over to a puddle by the road. " - but if you really don't want it, you should have no problem with me throwing it away."
"Don't!" You run over to stop him - his fingers losing hold only when you're in range to grab the coat as it falls. The demon sports a grin as you discover the jacket is in your exact size. He pulls you in with an arm around your waist, nuzzling and placing a kiss to your cheek.
"Don't feel bad about wanting things, Y/n. Life is meant to be lived to the fullest and material objects are just another part of it. If it'll make you happy then let it. Plus, it's sorta my job to lead you down the path of temptation as a demon and all - but I'm your boyfriend first and more importantly.
You shut an eye as he kisses near your lids. "Thank, C.C..."
"Don't mention it. Now c'mon - we gotta get back before the deliveries get there."
"You order more things when we we're literally still at the mall?"
"Pfft - you think I'm blind? Baby, I watch you literally every second we're in that place because if I don't some little tramp might try to snatch you up. Guess you'll be sitting pretty on my lap tonight cuz it's Christmas time for you~"
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swiftfootedachilles · 2 months
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Asking again because I'm feeling a bit under the weather so here it is: How do you think Gallavich act whenever Mickey is sick?
Also, sending virtual hug with consent because I just read your recent post. Hope you feel better soon 🫂
hiii finally getting to this ask i hope youre feeling better now!!!
mickey would try to hide being sick and say its not a big deal. of course he ignores it and the sickness keeps festering until hes obviously very ill. ian rolls his eyes because this happens every damn time mickey gets sick. and mickey doesnt need to be sneezing all over their customers! so he has to stay home! mickey reluctantly takes cold medicine (he hates the taste soooo much and he has a couple negative memories attached to the medicine) and ian kisses the top of his head once he shows he swallowed everything even tho he didnt want to :(
ian and iggy (mickey swears hes just a temp he doesnt trust him to handle so much money without stealing a least some of it) are out doing their lil job while mickey stays at home napping, watching instagram reels of car crashes, sending ian random emojis to annoy him, and making ramen noodles using the keurig (he doesnt wanna wait for water to boil like a normal person). chicken ramen noodles. bc theyre the classic flavor and best for when youre feeling sick
ian comes home and does some cleaning while mickey takes his 7th nap for the day, then he wakes mick up to take more medicine. mickey doesnt wannaaaaaa it tastes bad and drinking water right after swallowing still doesnt get rid of the icky mouthfeel :( but he does it anyway and then sits in the living room talk-yelling to ian while he cooks dinner (more ramen but he adds some leftover chicken and frozen vegetables to it for substance.) mickey uses up all the hot water but ian doesnt even complain because the steam is good for opening up the sinuses
they lay in bed together, fingers twirling in damp hair, and mumble to each other about liam staying over next weekend. ian cant help himself and has to give his husband a goodnight kiss or two (or three or four or...) naturally, he wakes up the next morning with a sore throat
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6irlpet · 10 months
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im trying long term denial but I ruin nearly every time i try to edge. do you have any tips to help that not happen? thanks !!
honestly ur gonna hate me for saying it but i have rly bad self control too without the external pressure of being in a relationship (aka being controlled/monitored and punished for not obeying) and the best way is rly No Touch lol. it’s frustrating but it’s hot once u get into it…. i stayed a year denied once just bc i’d only touch like once a month and only super lightly outside underwear. u just Mentally edge like: still get horny, watch/read porn, touch everywhere else except where will give u an orgasm like nipples, etc. u end up Throbbing and Aching and desperate. one time after a few months of that i accidentally came just from rocking my hips in the air, thats how needy u can get lol
but other tricks when edging:
the headspace is rly important. i take a moment to tell myself before i start touching: make peace with the idea ur not going to cum, you Are going to be desperate, you’re going to like it, you’re going to pretend you’re being watched by a dom who will punish you if you go over.
that last point: i have a rly good imagination so i do imagine someone sternly telling me like, “you know you’re not allowed to cum” “this is all you’re getting” etc and repeat it devotionally as if ur replying agreeing to them. i always end up whining like :((( yes mommy/daddy i knoooow im not allowed….. This has the added bonus of being Hot As Fuck and will get u to edge faster 👍
set a timer!! tell yourself ur only allowed to touch for that period and when the timer rings u stop no matter what
also mental prep tell urself ahead of time like, “im not going to get
self enforced punishments! something genuinely a lil unpleasant so you want to avoid it, and be good about sticking to them like a dom would, dont give urself a break. like, if you add more time to timer u have to pay it back with a rubber band snap somewhere sensitive for every min u went over. if u cum, have to spank/snap/overstim until its horrible/do something unpleasant. if i cum, or accidentally ruin, i spank my cunt and i try to do as many a ratio to how long i was edging for (with lessened amount if i ruined it) i also tell myself im then not allowed to touch for a week, things like that. i try to do this most every time even if i wasnt thinking about staying denied at the start of the session, just bc i think it’s hotter to be denied and wish i had better self control or someone enforcing me, it makes me more hesitant to give in and go over the edge knowing im going to have to trade off the pain
if i told myself i was gonna stay denied at the start and i go over, i ruin the orgasm. if u stop early enough it’s rly hard to endure (this is the goal), if u stop a few seconds later (more common with poor self control) u just don’t feel anything. i also imagine myself complaining that i didnt feel anything and someone saying “good” ^____^
if u have a clit, numbing cream is a must-try experience…. im out and i keep telling myself to get more bc ugggghhhhh its so hot to be trying to touch and cry over not feeling anything. i always like to imagine a dom putting it on me without telling me by pretending to touch me as though im gonna get to cum and i dont realize what happened until i stop feeling their hand
tbh the no direct touch is rly the way to go with bad self control… u can still make it fun and frustrating! i love to use toys n restraints to be turned on still. i love to use pumps/clamps on nipples, i love to be gagged so much i Have to bite down on something when i edge now, i have a tens unit i let run on random pulses thru my cunt the other day while i cuffed my hands and had 2 endure it for timer amount, i like fucking my cunt with a dildo and not letting myself touch my clit or numbing/covering it if i think i cant resist, u can play around with getting stimulation but in ways that are hard for u to cum from :) def set a timer for those sessions tho otherwise you’ll spend 5 hours broken essentially until u pass out or break and cum regardless lol
i hope this helped!!!!! godspeed 🫡
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bonesandthebees · 6 months
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still thinking about the qsmp lighting strike one shot...
learning sign language makes you realise just how isolating it is to cant hear properly and its just so nice to see phil signing even when hes not speaking directly to tallulah and even tho she has a hearing aid and could hear him this close
richas having a prosthetic leg and being carried a lot and the other kids understanding that and not complaining about not being carried too which is something youd except to see with kids
and the kids choosing to speak mostly with sign too and richas having to learn with his leg and finding little bonuses like hiding lock picks, its so interesting and cool to see, just representation man, yk
and just the way such a short story is packed with happy little language things in general is sweet, hearing your own language after some time is always such a good feeling, cant imagine not hearing it for so long
or while the parents are communicating in english they still talk to the kids in their languages so they nurture their native languages and dont forget
and you nailed character voices and personalities so well, like you clearly worked on every character to figure them out and its so cool to see basically literally the qsmp characters in this story
the bagi and cellbit moment was a cherry on top, made me so emotional I love them
the possible/implied parallel to crimeboys/wil and tallulah was so hopeful
all in all such a sweet little story, 10/10 I cried
aaaa thank you so much this makes me so happy to hear how much you enjoyed it
yes exactly, a lot of hearing people, even well meaning ones, don't seem to realize how much hoh/deaf people have to struggle with feeling isolated. even if a hoh/deaf person can read lips, can hear a bit, has hearing aids, or even has a cochlear implant that doesn't mean they talking to people is easy. there's issues with background noise or not having people facing you when they speak or sometimes you just don't have the energy that day to put your everything into focusing on what other people are saying. I'm a hearing person but this was a common thing I heard about my Deaf teachers in my ASL classes when we learned about Deaf culture and audism. also, while of course I'm in no way trying to say my experiences are similar to that of a hoh/deaf person, I have an audio processing disorder so hearing is something I struggle with a LOT, specifically when it comes to communicating with others. if there's a lot of background noise, even if I'm standing right next to someone I might only catch ~60% of what they say and I have to use context to guess the rest. it's unbelievably frustrating at times.
so I figured that since q!phil is already so accommodating and aware of tallulah's 'asthma' in canon, I thought it just made sense that in an au where she's hoh he would be very attentive and would make sure to sign to her regularly so she won't miss out on what's going on.
richas babyyyy <33 when they're walking for long periods of time like that I figured it just made sense for the adults to want to take the strain off of richarlyson's leg by carrying him, but also I just thought the mental image of richas sitting on cellbit's shoulders was too cute not to include. benefits of having six parents is there's always someone around to carry you lol. also I thought of the lockpick thing and it was too funny not to mention. richas would 100% hide random things in his prosthetic if it had a compartment for that.
I had the rest of the kid prefer signing to talking for two main reasons: one, I thought it would be the way to interpret all of them using signs in canon to talk while tallulah is the only one who has hearing aids. and two, when you grow up in a world where being too loud means death, wouldn't you learn not talking is better? it's sad but I thought it made sense :(
the language stuff in general was so fun to play with. although it's definitely nervewracking to try and write in languages I don't know, I think it just feels more natural for the parents to speak to their kids in their first languages even when they're around english speakers. idk I just went off vibes for those bits and really enjoyed it. and then cellbit and bagi's entire Big convo I felt had to be in portuguese given how serious the subject matter was so of course they'd both have it in their first language, and I'm so grateful for the help I got with the portuguese there.
i've had several people tell me I nailed the character voices in lightning strike and that makes me SO happy because I was trying so hard. some of the members are easier for me to write (phil I'm used to obviously, cellbit idk why I just kind of get how he talks and don't have to think too hard) but then for others I put a lot of effort into making sure they sounded right (etoiles was the one I had to focus on the most because he has such a distinct way of talking but he's also so fun to write, bagi I've watched a lot of clips of recently so I had her voice but I still wanted to make sure I nailed her, and tina like etoiles has a fairly distinctive way of speaking so I thought over her lines a lot too)
I came up with the idea to parallel wilbur trying to find tommy and then wilbur coming back to tallulah with cellbit and bagi finding each other again after all these years while I was writing it and I was very happy with how that whole bit turned out :)
i'm so glad you enjoyed ty for this it made me smile a lot <33
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golbrocklovely · 1 month
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So we cant have an opinion? Ok..if you think calling us names just because we have an opinion is okay, then its weird. We say what we think about the drama and about the things they do. Also its very sad that youre protecting m and still throwing shade at shea even tho m isnt any fucking better. I dont understand you why you hate on stas and shea and not on m, she isnt ANY BETTER. Some of you should know that every person can have a different opinion. Okay bye
the inconsistencies in yalls arguments are FASCINATING to me lmao
if i'm weird for calling you guys names, what exactly are you for constantly shitting on colby and calling him a manwhore, trash, fuck boi ect???? what about all the terrible things you say about m??
also… what drama is there to be had? m posted a picture. how is that drama? it's only drama bc you guys have such vitriol for her that you need to find any and all reasons to hate her. same thing goes for k.
and if we are really gonna bring up shea and stas - let's get one thing straight. for all the reasons i don't like either of those girls, NONE of those reasons are bc of how they look. but that seems to be the SOUL reason yall don't like m.
or maybe the only reason yall comment on her looks so much is bc you know NOTHING about her and don't really have anything else to add to the conversation besides "m has fake boobs".
as for shea and stas, first off, i don't even care about stas anymore. she's off doing whatever she wants. i spent months on here defending her until i couldn't anymore. and then there was a period of time i didn't care for her and what she did, which was basically try to make every fan think her and colby had a thing going on while he was literally taking another girl on dates. but at this point i don't give a fuck about her. she's gone and is the least of my concerns.
but shea…. i have literally given LISTS as to all of the reasons i don't like her. bc she has actually done questionable things for years. and especially now - with all of her livestreams consistently bringing up colby, she can't even keep her own story straight as to what went on between the two of them. she lies bc she wants to look like the victim. that's not to say that colby probably didn't do her wrong at some point. i ain't saying he's a saint. but there does come a point where if you're gonna air out all of his dirty laundry, shit that we as fans shouldn't know about at all, that he came to you IN CONFIDENCE with, but claim you're the victim in all of this….. you've lost the plot entirely.
and you know why i can say m is better than both of them? she isn't in group chats with fans telling every little bit of info she can about colby. shea and stas can't say that.
see yall mistake me being nice towards m and k as me liking them. i don't like them. i don't CARE about them. and i also understand that i know nothing about them, which is something yall can't say. you think bc you hate watch everything they post that somehow you know everything about them when reality is you know nothing. at all.
but sure, m is exactly like shea and stas. if you honestly feel that way, i want you and your little friends to confidently say that shea and stas are also clout chaser that just used colby to get ahead in their careers and are also plastic bags bc they too have had work done. i will gladly cosign that if yall do it. but i'm not gonna hold my breath bc i know yall ain't gonna do it lmao
and i'm not stopping you from having your opinion. you guys loudly go on twitter day in and day out and complain about m and colby and call them every name under the sun. no one is stopping you. but you know, you're right. we are allowed to have different opinions. and wouldn't you believe it, this is me having a different opinion than you.
you think m is gross for having fake boobs and an onlyfans and colby is a manwhore. i think you guys are terrible, insecure fans who need to grow up and stop acting like children all the time throwing a hissyfit over their crush not liking them back and dating the popular girl instead. your insults are low and also not creative in the slightest. you spend every waking moment being miserable in a fandom you claim to enjoy being in, yet literally hate 1/2 of the content creators in it. you hate watch two girls you don't like whatsoever, essentially wasting your time so you can raise your blood pressure, just to run to twitter and get in your little gcs and bitch about the girls that wouldn't and don't give you the time of day. you're basically a fan of them bc of how much time you spend thinking about them, talking about them, theorizing about them, ect bc genuinely when do you guys even log off or think about something else? i don't even think most of you have a job, a, bc you're mostly really young (which already explains so much) and b, bc you clearly have a lot of free time on your hands. i genuinely hope you and your friends find a better avenue to put your anger to use rather than just complaining about snc and their gfs all day. you live a miserable life, and i hope that changes for you. and if not, kick rocks with open toe shoes.
okay, bye :) and genuinely don't come back lol
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viscera-vital · 4 months
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or like. one of my OTHER favorite things to think about kelvin like. IT DOESNT EVEN HAVE TO BE ON THE ISLAND actually i kind of love the thought of them like in their kitchen after being rescued n rehabilitated cuz its domestic and kelvin is cleaning up. n cicero comes up behind him and hugs him and mumbles to him something. cheeks turn red and he suddenly doesnt feel like cleaning up anymore!!! feels ciceros hands trail down, one slides down his chest and underneath his shirt to feel his soft tummy, the other edges its way to his waistband...... eheheehehe skjfssjdfs
whispering about how he needs to take care of him right now, needs to taste his cum LIKE. god hes all fucked up!!! heads spinning and heart pounding, hangs his head a little while he braces himself against the counter cuz he knows hes gonna need the stability
cicero palming him thru his pants for a moment but hes already hard!! easily. who wouldnt be? undoes his belt n slides his pants down just a bit, smiles softly when he feels his cock spring out of his boxers LIKE UGHHHH love him
theres nothing better in my head than giving someone a handjob while yr pressed tightly against their back ITS SO GOOD!!!! cicero can be kind of demanding so i wouldnt put it past him to snap his fingers underneath kelvins face n open his palm, expecting him to give him a little spit to work with. but kelvin likes it better when its ciceros, something about it gets him off way easier so he shakes his head and mumbles "you". GRGRGRR say less!!!!! okayyy yes sir o7
godd the feeling of ciceros hand all wet against his cock. he could die there and be happy!!! knows hes gonna take good care of him, i mean. can you blame him? looking after him for months on a remote island full of danger has kinda just embedded that need in his head, he wants to take care of him before he does anything else. its why hes got him pinned against the counter now, languidly stroking his cock, completely captivated by his soft moans and how he involuntarily bucks his hips against his hands every now and then. enamored for real
and its mutual of course, kel cant stop the way he groans when he feels cicero rock his hips against him gently from behind like. the WAY it makes him feel.. LIKE. GUHHHH HES MY PRETTY PRINCESS......... hes sooooo cute i want him to feel so taken care of and so loved and so. GRGRRR i want that grown man blushin i want him feeling so pretty and special I WANT HIM FEELING LIKE HIS NEVER FELT BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!! want him underneath me want him grinding against me and begging and crying UGHHH.
JUST THE IMAGE of him leaning against the counter while cicero works his cock, sweat forming at his brow n hes trying sooo hard to keep himself upright even tho his legs are starting to shake a little. wants nothing more than to lay down in their soft bed and let cicero have his way with him but.. knowing that at any time cicero might suddenly get the urge to make him cum, even in the middle of a chore? LIKE.. HES NOT COMPLAINING.. probably feels so good knowing he can be pleased whenever, like so willingly and eagerly too. cicero doesnt even WANT anything he just.. needs to make him cum like i can imagine cicero coming home from work and kelvin greets him and hes just like pleaseee let me suck yr dick i had a hard day today i need to taste you and hes 😃 okay!!!!!! dont gotta tell him twice.
he thinks its incredibly sweet, too. isnt it so cute? DONT TALK TO ME OKAY... sexual comfort is very healing for me!!!! so yeah i think him relaxing by getting on top of kelvin and grinding against his cock for an hour is the sweetest thing ever like. teehee want them both desperate and frantic, mumbling and whining, begging to cum!!!!! ughhh good lord. its my favorite past time love thinkin about that
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just-jordie-things · 4 months
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I REMEMBER I REMEMBER I REMEMBER
Okay so watching rom-coms with Choso cause (what a surprise) that dude is so gentle and soft that he loves those movies and even tears up. (We love strong men who show emotion)
But something that always bothered him is kisses. He never got a kiss, not in his 150 years of absurd life. So one time when you watch some rom-com he asks about kisses and if you had your first kiss. (For the sake of the story; lets say NO)
So he casually says “we should have our first kiss together (bless his heart)
But you get flustered and try to explain that a first kiss is something very important and that you should have it with someone you like.
Cue Choso replying “but I like you”, he’s so uncomplicated 🥺
But you think he means just friendship, that he simply likes you as a person to be around. So you try to explain to him “not that kind of like, Choso. You’ll know when you meet your special person”
He doesn’t understand but he keeps quiet because he feels that he just got rejected?? So eventually he’ll be visiting Yuji and complain about the entire situation, all like “she said kisses are meant for people you like, and I like her but does that mean she doesn’t like me? Did I just get rejected? What do I do not?” ALL POUTY TOO
Meanwhile you’re visiting yuuji a little later and complain yourself “he asked for a first kiss but I dont think he understood what kisses meant. I almost said yes, but I cant take advantage of him like that. What if I take his first kiss and then he meets someone he likes? Did I do the right thing?”
Meanwhile Yuuji just sits there like 😓😩 ”why the fuck you both so stupid?? Even I see that you like each other” 🙄🤦‍♂️
((This is heavily Inspired by some satosugu fanart I saw the other day but I just LOVE MUTUAL PINING IDIOTS WHO JUST DONT CONFESS. LIKE FUCK WHY))
~ Nanami Flowershop Anon
subtly gaslighting choso about how feelings bc you wanna make sure you’re not taking advantage of him but also gahdamn is he the most kissable mf
i love this so much tho choso is so precious ?? and poor yuuji always gotta play matchmaker but he will do it every time for you and his brother- two naive lovesick idiots that just need a lil push and better communication
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yintsukareta · 2 years
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Headcanons ft. Genshin Men
note: i don't have any ideas but i'm motivated to write a fic so I made a headcanon
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Cuddle Headcanons (+ other stuff) ft. Childe, Ayato, Zhongli, Thoma, Venti, Kaeya, Diluc, Albedo & Kazuha
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Childe:
will not cuddle much in public
actually thats a lie he will cuddle a lot in public
"(name) is mine"
will make sure you feel loved
WILL ALSO CUDDLE YOU WHEN SICK
he won't mind having to spend a day sick with you
he loves you so much, take care of him for me
if he has a stressful meeting, expect him to cuddle you A LOT afterwards
his brain is like: (name) = stress relief
when you're stressed
A LOT MORE CUDDLES AND A LOT OF KISSES
cuddles are going to be very frequent for you if you're with him
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Ayato
in his workspace
you cant tell me he doesnt cuddle you a lot in his workspace
not in public tho, unless some guy is tryna hit on you
"my my, are you trying to hit on my (name)? well, better luck next time"
mmmm lots of kisses too in cuddles
cuddles in bed too
if you see he's stressed
MY GOD CUDDLE HIM HES GONNA FEEL SO MUCH BETTER
its the least you can do
ayato cuddles r very very reassuring
so he will do it when u feel sad
"its alright (name). let it out"
puts his silly coat around you
find his boba stash while u have it on
very busy but will always find time to cuddle you
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Zhongli
i dont think he cuddles much
at least i think
will cuddle you in bed, i'll tell you that
and when you're sad
i think he would give kisses more than cuddles
yeah he probably would i dont have much to say about zhongli
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Thoma
mr golden retriever
cuddles you when hes done with work
same amount of cuddles as childe
lets be real he is very affectionate
sorry not just very, SUPER affectionate
god love him
when ur sad
"what's wrong (name)?"
rubs patterns into ur back as he cuddles you
if you're not comfy with physical affection, will give you gifts
handmade gifts
by him of course
loves u very much, and will care about ur comfort
"is this okay?"
always asks if its okay to cuddle
we love thoma
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Venti
cuddles you TIGHTLY
you have to tell him you're suffocating or else you'll die /hj
he just loves you very much
will cuddle you TIGHTER when drunk
he just feels like someone who does tight cuddles
i mean most likely
cuddles you everywhere
if you're busy and you have to do something
he hugs you from behind
and then just follows you like that
actually is that even following
hes just clinging onto you
if you're shorter than him
expect that hes going to slow u down when ur working/moving
if ur taller
WEEEEEE
will def try to do that more often
you have to tell him to not if you're uncomfy
or else, like the tight cuddles
he will literally continue
OH AND HE CUDDLES A LOT IN BED
he needs u, ur his emotional support
and also his life support
he cant do anything without cuddling you at least once a day
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Kaeya
cuddles in bed
cuddles at his desk
cuddles in the tavern
those r one of the three places i think he will cuddle you at
when hes busy he'll make it up to you afterwards
oh god
tipsy kaeya cuddles
LOTS AND LOTS OF FLIRTS
YOU CANT TELL ME HE DOESNT FLIRT IN CUDDLES
IF YOU'RE EASILY EMBARRASSED BY THAT THEN OH GOD HES TEASING U A LOT
clingy
hes probably one of those types to move a lot in bed
he cuddles with you every night in bed
if he falls off the bed, you are too
wakes up on the floor with you in his arms
dont tell me he doesnt do it in public too
just not when hes doing his knightly duties
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Diluc
theres only one place he will cuddle you in
and thats in bed
sleepy cuddles <33333
he wont even do it in private
stubborn man
u have to whine and complain to him for cuddles
will give in
he cant resist ur cute face <3
never in public tho
he cant show anyone his vulnerable side
u have to wait until his shift is over until he will fulfill ur wish of cuddles
kisses a lot like zhongli tho
also gives u gifts
if u cant stand alcohol then he gives u grape juice
actually i dont think he even gives u alcohol
yeah he def will never give you alcohol no matter what
if u want it then u have to buy it /j
no but if you want free alcohol just pass by angels share and ask for it
he'll give it to you for free
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Albedo
at his camp in dragonspine
dont tell me he doesnt cuddle you there
especially when ur cold
hes a busy man so u might not get a lot of cuddles
will try to make up for it
gives u his coat if ur cold and hes busy
draws you a lot
and sometimes he does it unconsciously
u cant tell me he doesnt sketch u on accident
#habits
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Kazuha
at the crux
very comforting man
will make poems for u while cuddling
probably hums a song too
if you get seasick easily
hes ready
has buckets/bags(???) for ur vomit
medicine for dizziness
rubs ur back when ur seasick
or at least dizzy
when sad he will cuddle you a lot
he has one of the most comforting cuddles in all of teyvat
dont tell me wrong
"i will comfort you in my hands. until you are strong enough to stand"
idk man but hes making up small haikus on the spot to try to make u feel better
gives u some advice for ur trouble
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forestryfae · 9 months
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so like the goal for today is to clean the kitchen to some degree, do laundry until the racks are relatively full, and ideally clean my bedroom as well, plus i gotta empty the litterboxes
and its not like i cant get it done or anything its just that im thinking about the kitchen and its just so fucking cluttered. theres shit everywhere. ive got machines and hit on the counters and table, ive got two big boxes on the floor full of stuff i wanna get rid of, i cant even reach like half of the shelves in my kitchen and i can only it so much stuff where i CAN reach, and its just so i-wanna-throw-away-everything-core like. i dont wanna have to keep utensils Just In Case i need them, im tired of having to wash plates and keeping them around just for the cats even tho i dont use them myself, its annoying to not ever have a clean tidy kitchen bench and its really easy to forget ive put soemthing on there so i keep filling the dishwasher and thinking im done and i just turn around and theres six more pots i forgot i had sitting on the other side of the room.
i cant even fit my nicer dessert bowls and such in the cabinets cus theyre full of stuff i got as gifts that i REALLY like and wanna keep but also like who needs 8 waterglasses and 8 mugs at the same time. i love all the stuff i have and i dont wanna gt rid of it but every time i go to grab a mug im instantly like "no i dont want that one i want a different one" but its towards every cup and i cant even get rid of more cups cus i like all my cups and i dont even know what i have in the lower cabinets next to where i store the pots. i NEVER use them. if i want something i use often i store it where i can actually reach it and everything else just gets forgotten so you can imagine my surprise at the dicovery that i have four breadmolds and even christmas cookie tins
and its like that with every room in the house, theres stuff in plain sight i dont want to keep, theras stuff i didnt even know i had that i cant decide whethar i want or not specifically cus im so surprised i even have it and because of nostalgia, theres gifted stuff i actually like, then theres gifted stuff i dont even want to keep cus its just utterly useless to me. like the roomba dad "gave" me because he thought itd help keep the house clean. except its a much bigger hassle than its worth and it can only do one room and its a room i dont use so why bother. i als put gave in quotation marks cus hes coming to pick it up some da, no fucking clue when cus he just said "some day", cus he wants it back so grandma can have it. like. yes fair enough shes struggling to keep the house clean but its still annoying that this keeps happening over and over why does my family keep giving me shit then wanting it back. mom gave me their toaster so i wouldnt have to buy one but she went and just took it cus she just needed it while i was in inpatient. like. ive got furniture i got from either her or dad too. a table and chair set, a dresser, some lamps, christmas ornaments and shit, a christmas tree, some bowls mom gave me so id have bwls until i could buy myself bowls, etc. like i dont use any of it and they can gladly have it all back but they do not get to complain when i try to get rid of it and they dont want it either, and i dont want them changing their mind and wanting the stuff i actually like and use back. i wanna keep that one chair dad gave me and thats non-negotiable.
like. i just really wanna start over w the house. sell or give away all the shit i dont want so i can actually manage everything without exhautsing myself and getting rid of stuff i only keep cus i need it regardless of whether i want it or not. starting over completely interior-design-wise so ill have a better idea of what stuff i actually enjoy and what i actually use and what just feels trashy or just takes up space it doesnt need to take.
anyways i cleaned the bathroom today then washed my hair so thats nice
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starwell-tarot · 1 year
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hello darling!!! 🐿️🐢
hope your gloomy day still went pretty well, tell me about it!
some advice i can concentrate better on - as a mentionned yesterday it is definitly true that i like challenge and i got motivated by the idea of trying to find a way to make concentrating in class smth stimulating for my brain ofc i still need to find ways to it right but its a really charming idea to me! i also need to focus at home and get work done there to be able to concentrate better in class so its a whole process that im ready to try out with the method your proposed to me
motivation - feeding my soul, how poetic wow it is true that im very lucky to study what im studying rn and its actually stuff that are useful in life and if i dont find it interesting then maybe it can still be informations that i can share with others right? there is an enormous amount of material in every law classes so i wont be able to memorize everything but your advice made me see things differently and i actually want to try to remember most of it on the LONG TERM and not only for exams! once again it is an advice that really speaks to me and that i will think about when studying
balance - i actually LOVE lists/ plannings/ etc like writing everything i want to do for the day and packing my schedule with many different stuff like seeing many friends, doing productive stuff for school, doing my hobbies it really helps me see how i spend my time and share out the different things i do (so i dont do the same thing over and over again) and i cant believe i FORGOT about it like i actually stopped doing it and i forgot i am so grateful for this advice
relationships - my friends often complain that i dont share intimate things with them like my daily problems and all but i actually just dont see what they could do about it? anyway i still struggle with these things i'll try to question myself more often to see whats the right thing to do for everyone when im in a bad spot like you adviced
avoid stress - im really not good at dealing with negative emotions lmaooo its also gonna be a challenging point i'll try to believe as much as i can that stress is not an end its just a signal just like you said once again thank you for your works i'll try my best
self care - its so beautiful! i live in the city so im not that much in contact with nature but its true that whenever i go help my grandmother in the countryside it feels refreshing i just need more time to do so! now that i know its smth that could help me i'll keep that in mind and prioritize doing in these situations! im a taurus after all! even tho earth is only my third dominant element im an earth sign lmao
words of encouragement - everyone seems to be wrong about everything its crazy ajkdhdbnzev i really should be more humble its a problem but anyway yes even tho i think some people are stupid deep down i'll still take their opinion into consideration just in case when in fact i shouldnt with your advice i'll try to accept that sometimes peoples advices just arent for me and maybe they'll help someone but its not my case! thanks
daydreaming - yes in my experience heavy daydreaming has been because STRESS, bored in my life and obligations i have that i dont want to do the problem is that it really put me in problematic positions everything comes down to stress at the end so if i understand how to deal with my stress i wont feel the need to escape like this :/ i'll definitily think about your advice and when i notice im starting to daydream heavily ill try to ask myself why and to resolve the issue
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR READING!!!!! everything really spoke to me and ill make sure to apply it well in my life from now on i'll think about your kind words and do my best!
Hello! My gloomy day was comfy 😁
Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a lengthy feedback 🖤 it means a lot and it's very helpful.
I'm also glad to hear you're enjoying the perspectives and ideas the cards gave 🤔
I went on a whim with the challenge thing and then I was like ... Wait a sec .. didn't they say they have Aries placements? It just clicked at that point. I knew i was right on the money 😂
I was so taken aback by that high priestess card. Truth be told I too had the same mentality in high school! I studied just to know things. To grow wiser as an individual. (Went to a science college (it's a high school despite the name)) So I can kinda see it! Law is very very broad of a subject and there's a lot to study. But it's also so so useful in life! I actually had some law students save my ass when I had a very bad boss at a workplace once they helped me with the contract lol So yeah i definitely think you can become very wise as a law student!
Glad I can help you get back to your lists, too! And uhm, I don't think any human is ever GOOD at dealing with negative emotions. I mean, they're meant to make us uncomfortable ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ But being gentle and understanding and honest with yourself does make it better!
And I mean yes I see your point. Maybe your friends will not be able to DO anything about your problems but here's the thing. Keeping things hidden creates more stress in the human mind. It's like an extra layer. It's not just "I'm frustrated and confused" It's "I'm frustrated, confused, and keeping it to myself." If you talk to someone, it gets easier 😁 Plus, talking about what goes on inside your mind can actually put you on the spot in such a way you unconsciously organize your thoughts and find the answers yourself. (Like those scenes in movies when a character goes to rant to another one and they literally spend the entire time talking to themselves, giving themselves advice and thanking the other person although they did absolutely nothing 😂)
Literally when I was doing your reading i had "Go touch some grass, bro." In my head 😂 But yes, as an earth sign you probably could feel so much more grounded and peaceful if you interact with nature. 😁
And just wanted to remind you I answered your ask about the double interpretation tarot reading and you can send it to me anytime!
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8r13 · 11 months
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there is absolutely no format to this . i’m talking to air and putting it under a read more .
was my day off today , i did absolutely nothing but sit on this computer for like ... an ungodly amount of time . i have not sat down at a desktop for this long since i was in middle school . it’s so crazy that this is my old blog from way back , there’s so many old pages and insane saved urls . feels like im visiting the ruins of an old civilization .
im not sure (more like i really dont think) these will be daily things , but after dicking around for so long on my puter (playing sims), i just wanted to get some thoughts out . 
mostly to complain about the fact that i cant do this exact same thing tomorrow , and actually have to go to work ... very unfortunate . if this really WAS middle school , i would be chomping at the bit for summer vacation . but it’s not . i’m 24 with a full time job and i have to wake up at 7 am every day for the forseeable future . (if you heard that, it’s just the sound of my soul withering.) 
my job’s not bad tho , it’s actually great and after 2 days away i do miss them a bit . i’m a nanny , i’ll call the kid’s i watch ri1 (first born) and ro2 (second born) . it’s all great , they’re the best , wouldn’t trade it for the world ... but sitting on the internet and downloading sim mods just FEELS like a better use of my time yknow? 
anyway . really gotta figure this whole “life” thing out . feels like im just floating around from thing to thing hoping it will give me the push i need to settle into adulthood , but it never comes. it’s weird when you’ve felt existential for so long , that once you get to an age where it actually matters, i just feel kind of numb to it , but also severely panicked at the same time . wish i could just pull my brain out , give it a good shine , and pop it back in . anyone know of anything like that to help me get my life together ? 
sunday may 14th, 2023 
hopefully i can figure out how to be (get?) better 
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deathberi · 1 year
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Hello Eri!!! Glad to hear that you had a relaxing weekend! As I'm working in catering and hospitality service, i've differents days offs than the common ones, i had full of rest tho!!
Okay okay listen I plead guilty, I lied, I checked out your anilist already DHSJSKDD But I gleaned so much more infos here 👀 (as I should dhsjsj) Oh interesting, i would never have expected you might have conflictual feelings about bleach! I mean, i have too tbh... I don't remember very well the names of the arcs but i really loved bleach, until the defeat of Aizen. I've followed it every week until the end tho! I remember I loved very much Hirako Shinji, the arc of the past was one of my favourite essentially because of him shjsja
YESSS I HEARD ABOUT KAGUYA!!! I only have watched the anime yet, it made me very sad to hear that it was about to be over. And for tokrev too! What are you thoughts on that ? Tbh I'm very happy of the way it's ending because since the beginning (more like since Baji's death lmao) i've expected a happy end, even tho it's a bit rushed, i'm still happy with it. I know that almost half of the readers are mad about the end but it's not the worst manga ending I've seen lmao
I'm very curious now to know who are you favourites characters ? Do you have favourites otps? (I bet at least Ichiruki 👀)
Sjejssk I'm kinda bad for recs, but let's see, according to what you said to me i'd say Sakamoto Days, ousama ranking, one piece, assuming you haven't read/watched any of those yet! So, Sakamoto days (I believe they'll announce an anime for it one day) is about a former killer who has decided to found a family and consequently he gave up on his past as an assassin (more because his wife told him to). However today he's victim of conspiracy and some people want him dead for what he used to be and the symbol he represents. It's about strong family bonds, regardless the blood (to me all the mains are a big family dhdjsj). It's also very fun to read, and only 95 chapters to go to catch up djsjsks
Ousama ranking is one of the cutest anime i've ever watched. Basically it's about how a little prince, named Bojji, born deaf and considered weak and not suitable to become the next king by his people, will become stronger and even stronger.
And One Piece... i can talk hours and hours about that one! It's my favourite! (That rec is definitely not objective) The story blew my mind several times. You probably already heard about it, and it has a lots of episodes/chapters too, but as you rewatched bleach, watched detective conan, i feel like you will not be afraid by 1000+ chapters/episodes djsjsks
I'm used to writing a lot, I mean, I'm a chatterbox, sorry if it's too long hsbsjss I wish you an amazing week Eri 🧡
- Your animanga secret santa 🎄
hi santa!! sorry it took a while! i can only hope every weekend is as chill as that one was. sometimes though i have minimal weekend work duties as well. oohhh, it's nice to hear that! i often think having different offs than usual is nice in a sense that when you need to go out and theres not much people outside (dont mind me just complaining against the amount of people there are in the mall when im off and i just wanna chill out lol)
haha all good! it's there to be checked of course! :)) the more im into a series the more i cant stop hating on all the small and big things its doing wrong so TwT i started on it very early and followed it religiously. it's all better when you just think it ended when they defeated aizen. i got purely into the series due to the shinigami business so i very much enjoyed all the past arc and back stories, too!
i found kaguya interesting enough to jump to the manga right after i watched the first season. sometimes i have no patience when the manga is right there and available. kaguya manga got wrapped up pretty nicely i think it would still be enjoyable to see those all animated. gosh tokrev! what a ride that was haha there are a lot of people on twitter spewing hate on the ending but i feel like they didnt even read it fully or anything. i agree with you that the ending was expected most especially when they all just started dying one after the other lmaooo. it was rushed i guess, i wouldve wanted to see more of them in, you know, *peace*... i was pretty shocked (positively) at the course of the last few chapters before the last one cuz i kinda paused on reading the updates when there was no mikey and then one day i saw a very controversial tweet and was like holy shoot i need to read them all updates asap! the ending was nice, couldve been better but all in all its okay. i cant be bothered to be mad about it. as long as mikey's okay >w<
fave characters and ships! actually im more of a fave chara/ship person rather than a fave series person. iygwim hehe, like im a merch collector and theyre all based on just fav characters and ships, i dont usually collect series line or smth. so no doubt ichiruki, the state of my blog cannot deny that! <3 my dear baby otp mimato (mimi x yamato from digimon series) - you can easily find them on my blog i make sure to do my monthly otp shitposting :)) + more otps vegebul (dragon ball), luluC (code geass), eremika (snk), inukik (inuyasha), and shinran of course (conan). my most beloved action figure boys are killua, sasuke, bakugo, hao, tobio and tooru (they go hand in hand lol), and mikey! (uhh yeah i kinda have a type and it shows... starts with a D and ends with a euteragonist)
ahhh thank you for the recs!! did you crosscheck my anilist before coming up with these cuz it seems so except...(later). sakamato days definitely sounds interesting! im gonna have to try that before the year ends! ousama ranking, im a bit familiar from seeing random snippets on twitter. but i havent really watched it from the top so sounds like a good one for a cute and maybe chill show. and lastly, one piece fdjskfsd omg im not sure i should be saying this on public tumblr but i guess people wont read much on this wall of text anyway but im sorry i am not a fan fsdfjdsk as everyone most likely cannot avoid, i have seen a lot of its early episodes on tv randomly. and since its a big thing and all, i did read it before. until somewhere in the 600s chapter. it just didnt stick and idk what was the arc then but im sure it was the arc i didnt like the most. i got bored and i was already caught up then as well so was like what do i do now. wait for the arc to be over and for things to get interesting again? but then i just forgot about picking it up again until i already forgot everyone except the strawhats' and main fam's names jslfkjdslkfj i think that was also the time when i started binge watching a lot of kdramas sooo...lemme blame it on the oppas for a bit >w<
i hope this wasnt too incoherent! appreciate you for writing to me a lot, it made me happy to see the message~ im a chatterbox too but mix it with clutter cuz most of the time its just unfiltered word vomit TwT
til next time then, have an amazing week santa! ^o^/~
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golbrocklovely · 2 years
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i need to rant cuz i have no one else to talk to lol but maybe u or someone can give me advice or something. so basically my friend has been taking literal DAYS to reply to my texts for the past few weeks and when he does reply its kinda dry and of course its frustrating so i brought it up to him and he basically says he doesnt reply cuz he doesnt know what to say and that i "complain" most of the time when it's usually me saying valid stuff either about my feelings or stuff that's happening in my life but ok. then he says that hes never really felt like he was my friend at any point and hes been putting more into the friendship than me... even tho he doesnt really vent or say any personal stuff like i have but if he would i still would've listened.. and he streams on twitch so i watch basically every stream and support him with that so idk how i havent done anything tbh.... also he lives over an hour away and i cant drive to hang out with him everyday so i dont really know what he expects honestly it just sucks to hear that when i thought i was a decent friend...
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you and me had very similar friends at one point lol
i think the best course of action is to talk to him possible in person, just bc that's better and there's no way or ignoring or miscommunicating or taking forever to reply, about how you are truly feeling. like get everything out and discuss everything. both what he said, and why you feel like he is "wrong" so to speak, and what you said.
and if he really feels like all you do is complain, even when you don't think you are, tell him that if he sees you complaining, then tell him you still want him to respond in some way. even if it's just a "damn, that's shitty situation" or maybe with some advice.
personally, it kinda feels like he's not really listening to you, so much that he's just reading what you're saying and then just not responding bc he doesn't care. i know that sounds mean, and that might not be what he's doing, but it is a possibility sadly.
worse case scenario is that when you guys have a sit down chat, or next time you text out your grievances, the friendship might end. and i know that sucks, trust me i literally lost all of my friends back in 2020/21, but i promise you you will be okay, even if it sucks for a while. you'll find friends that genuinely care about you and want to know how your day is going and won't care about all of your "complaining".
but the worst case scenario may not happen. so keep your chin up, and just talk to him.
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tojisblunt · 3 years
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OVERSTIMULATION HCS — genshin edition.
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hcs — original, not requested.
AUTHOR’S NOTE. my first genshin work... hehe im so very excited to get back into the writing game ^_^
CHARACTERS. diluc, dainsleif, zhongli, xiao.
+ includes. overstimulation (duh...), daddy kink, size kink, squirting, multiple orgasms, fingering, slapping, mean!xiao, praise, edging
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PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT I AM A DARK CONTENT BLOG.
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— DILUC.
he overstimulates you because he’s not even aware of it in the first place.
diluc is a certified himbo, i swear. he loves u so much and would do anything for your pleasure.
but the thing is.......he’s too focused to realized that you’ve been doing nothing but cumming.
he only realizes once you squirt all over him, your cream soaking his digits and your cum bleeding through the sheets.
“d-diluc!” you squeal, back arching and hips shooting forward into his fingers as he continues to move them around inside of your weeping cunt. diluc’s other hand is focused on your tits while his dick is standing up proud, the red tip angry from how horny he was.
he just wants you to cum on his fingers before he makes you cum again and again on his cock, but poor little diluc; he’s far too focused on your pretty tits to notice that you’ve cum a long time ago.
“baby,” you cry, putting your hand over your mouth to muffle the embarrassing sounds leaving your lips as you feel his finger tips graze against your favorite spots. his palm is catching your clit every time his hand creates a motion, and it makes your legs quiver and the knot in your stomach to tighten.
“just cum, baby, it’s okay.” diluc reassures you, and you want to smack him. he’s been spewing bullshit about wanting you to cum when you’ve been doing that this whole time.
“i-i can’t!” you sob, head thrown back when he stops thrusting his fingers for a second, opting to grind the pads of his finger tips against your g-spot. it sends electricity through your body, and you can’t help but tighten around his fingers, body quivering as you experience a body-wracking orgasm.
you’re crying underneath him, eyes widening as you unconsciously spread your legs further open, feeling your orgasm drag out for much longer than planned.
you curse, squirting all over your boyfriend’s fingers and abdomen, thrashing your head side to side from the overwhelming feeling of a mind numbing orgasm that you just experienced.
“oh.” diluc stills, realization hitting him as he processes what just happened. “sorry,” he says sheepishly, and you roll your eyes. he cleans off your cum from his fingers, bringing your body closer to his lower half as he lines up his cock against your pussy.
“what are you—?!”
“—who said i was done?”
he’s gonna be the death of you.
— DAINSLEIF.
likes to do it because you look so pretty crying underneath him.
and also because he’s a service dom who’ll do anything for you to be happy in his sheets :P
loves to edge you tho... it makes your orgasms make you really sensitive after and he just loves the reactions.
tbh everything u do is attractive to him but if ur extra sensitive? u become a lot cuter to him.
“s-sen..” you blabber, and your boyfriend simply does nothing but looks up at you, keeping his eyes focused on your face to watch for any hints of uncomfortableness on your end.
“repeat that?” he asks, slamming his hips against yours purposefully, hoping to get a reaction out of you; in which, he does. dainsleif knows you too well, your body included. he knows where to hit it to get a certain reaction out of you.
“too sensitive!” you cry out in response to his thrust, feeling your thoughts swirl around as dainsleif begins thrusting into you slowly, before his rhythm speeds up. “no, no, no, no...” you trail off, mind going blank as your brains get fucked out of you.
“you can take it,” he says, soothing his hands over your stomach to reassure you that he’s still there. “my good girl, you look so pretty like this.” he smiles, face showing nothing but complete adoration for you as you cry beneath him, legs spread and cunt almost red from the abuse it’s taken from his edging.
no matter how much you want to finally cum, the stinging that you feel as he rocks his hips against yours is so good yet so painful that you’re not sure what to tell him. he’s been edging you for so long that you’re not even sure if you really did cum.
dainsleif knows how sensitive you get every time he stops his thrusting to edge you. the cries that leave your lips once he begins thrusting again, it’s all so good. but, as he watches you babble incoherent words, he decided that it was enough.
after all, nothing beats the sight of you cumming all over his fat cock.
— ZHONGLI.
LET ME TELL YALL ABOUT HIS BIG ASS DICK. (i would know i experienced it first hand)
dear gawd this man has such a size kink... thousands of years of struggling to find someone that would take his cock properly is finally catching up to him!!!!!
because now he found a cute lil plaything such as yourself who gets off on the fact that his dick cant fit easily
and the amount of times he’s made you cum before being fully in... it’s embarrassing but did you expect any less from a dragon?
“daddy!” you gasp, feeling his fat cock throbbing against your sensitive walls. even after years of experience in bed with your boyfriend, zhongli, your poor little cunt still struggles to take his much bigger cock.
you don’t complain, however, no matter how much your pussy hurts the next day from the stretching it received the previous night. no, how could you complain when he makes you feel so good?
“hm?” zhongli hums, keeping his grip on your thighs strong so he has control of how spread out you are for him. using that fact to his advantage, he brings your thighs further apart, cock twitching at the sounds of your mewls from the feeling of his cock hitting deeper.
“f-feels...i feel so good, daddy...” you sniffle, bringing your hand to his abdomen to rub on it, just for your own satisfaction of having your hands on him 24/7. you’re obsessed with having zhongli’s skin against yours, and he finds it so adorable the way you depend on his touch.
“yeah?” he quips, slowly grinding his pelvis against your sensitive clit, causing your mewls to transition to slightly louder moans. he takes note of how sensitive you can get sometimes, which is why he’s careful with exactly where he’s hitting his cock, but his cock is just too big that he sometimes accidentally (more like purposefully) grazes it against your g-spot.
he feels it before his brain could process your loud cries of pleasure. “i’m cumming, fuck! oh fuck!” you gasp, hands gripping the sheets and back arching as you cum hard all over your boyfriend’s cock.
he quickly puts his thumb on your clit, rubbing gentle circles on it to help ride out your orgasm, and you’re crying from the overwhelming feeling of his hands on your clit. your legs are shaking, and your moans have grown too loud, forcing you to cover your mouth in a desperate attempt to keep the maids from hearing you.
“daddy, please,” you sniffle, mind blank from how fucked out you already are. zhongli smiles, caressing the side of your face before he brings your legs over his shoulders, loving the wide eyed reaction that you gave him.
“you can take more, right darling?” he smirks, doing a few experimental thrusts against your sensitive pussy. but before you could even process anything, you’re cumming all over his cock for the second time.
— XIAO.
LITERALLY ONE OF THE MEANEST!!!!
does it purely bc he loves it when ur crying like a dumb little whore
he just loves to fuck u into oblivion so ur rendered speechless :blushes:
degrades u whenever u cry bc of overstimulation, but gets so soft when u apologize for cumming too much :( i love him..
“nngh!” you bite your lips the hardest you could, eyebrows furrowing as you throw your head back. your eyes are rolling to the back of your head, and the continuous trembles that are going through your body right now has your boyfriend holding onto you to support.
he keeps his eyes locked on your cunt, eyes scanning the way you wrap around his cock perfectly, cream soaking his dick as you cum over and over on his cock. you’re too overstimulated at this point, one simple move from him can have you cumming again.
“you don’t stop do you?” he teases, and you wiggle your hips in place in response to the proud smirk adorning on his face. “feel good?” he asks when he notices that your panting has calmed.
you nod, still lost for words as your brain is jumbled from the numerous orgasms your boyfriend was so considerate to give.
he ghostly leaves his thumb resting on your throbbing clit, ignoring the small whines that leave your lips in reaction. he then brings your legs over his shoulders with his free hand, and you can’t do anything but just give him a hesitant look.
“what?” he asks, leaning down and placing both hands on either side of your head. “don’t you cream so nice and hard like this? hm?” his vulgar words bring arousal to your hot cunt, enough arousal where your hips jumped from the sudden stimulation it brought to your clit.
“daddy...” you sniffle, feeling his cock throb inside your awaiting cunt. he gives you a single glance before thrusting hard once against your hips. hard enough that it would be pleasurable for the both of you.
“you talk too much,” xiao sighs, and you squirm, impatience settling in your bones. “quit it.” he grunts, lifting his hand to land a quick slap on your face, causing you to gasp.
“no, fuck!” you cry, hands immediately rushing to his arms for support as your body trembles underneath his, cunt completely losing it on his cock.
xiao swallows, head going light from the intense arousal that he’s feeling as he watches you cum just from him slapping you.
if overstimulation can get you to cum this easy, then you better be sure as hell that he’s going to fuck you insanely stupid every time.
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BSD Characters Getting Cold
This is such a dumbass concept but due to the amount of angst I’ve seen on tumblr atm I need floof :’D
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Osamu Dazai
This mf is needy
I feel as though I’ve said a fundamental fact
Well cause it is
During winter or just a cold random cold day, he will not hesitate to whine abt it to you
If he’s a work with you then obviously he won’t be working
He’ll obviously be at your side and trying to get you to hold him
Or Vice versa
He’s not a picky person just a needy one (°▽°)
Complains that he needs the warmth of his loved one or he shall perish _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):
“Belladonna, pleaseee! I’m freezing right now!” (´;Д;`)
Man rlly just wants your hands in his n o w
At home, he’ll bundle under the covers or drag you into bed fo cuddle
There’s no exceptions o(`ω´ )o
Every time you think you’re safe and can walk around, he’ll pick up back up and snatch you away
Loves bury his face into the crook of your neck
He might be needy but he’s also affectionate
Sure he could have just got another coat or something
But that would be wrong to neglect his natural heat source
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Chuuya Nakahara
Unlike his troublesome partner, Chuuya would rather get sick than admit he’s cold
He’s gone through literal hell and back so why would he be affected by something as stupid as cold?
Someone teach him how to wear his damn coat properly
He would never admit it to your face
Literally would get blue in the face while telling it to your face
You would have to drag the words out of him or just eventually give up and hold his hand or him
He does appreciate when you figure it out and insist on doing it without him instigating it
Once he’s comfortable and warmer, he’ll probably insist that this is something that you want
Chuuya, darling, we know you don’t want to admit this but please-
“Just so we’re clear, I’m only doing this because you’re the one that’s cold.” ( ̄^ ̄)
Whatever helps you sleep at night
But he is grateful that the cold is out and away
Cant say that he’s one for the cold weather since he prob gets cold easily
So when handling your Chuuya, please remember to use great care ♪( ´▽`)
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Ryunosuke Akutagawa
All I wanna say is that this man prob sneezes like a kitten
That’s it
That’s the whole post now
Nah I’m just kidding
Aku prob likes bundling up when it’s cold
He lived in the cold all the time as a bb so he’s prob not as affected by it but it’s still cute
He makes sure that you’re warm too
He insists that you wear his coat even if he’s freezing instead
“Do you need to go back inside?”
“Aren’t you colder than me?”
“...no”
Gin sometimes buys or cooks him something warm so he shares with you
He won’t instigate cuddling even if it’s cold so you’ll have to insist on it first
Aku getting cold is actually more rare and one would think
He does shiver like a leaf tho
And it’s adorable ∩^ω^∩
Make him some warm tea and cuddle with him for a little bit and he’ll feel better ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
Aku will definitely try and get closer to you or try to hold your hand
It’s mostly as a sign that he’s looking for warmth and you happen to be next to him
Never sure if he’s coughing because he’s colder or he’s just dying like usual
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Atsushi Nakajima
He would be such a mf trooper about being cold
He doesn’t want to burden you by admitting that he’s cold
So he just puts up with it until he ends up getting a cold (-.-)
I’m willing to bet that he doesn’t get cold that much either
But he does get all sleepy when it gets cold
He also has a habit of curling up into himself when it does get cold
Nothing too extreme depending on what he’s doing of course
If he’s working at his desk, he’ll hug his legs to his chest
If he’s outside walking around, he’ll wrap his arms around himself
But when he’s with you or by himself, he likes warming himself back up by curling up underneath blankets
Of course he’ll politely ask you if you wanted to join him
“I’m going to take a nap now... Wanna join me?” (*´∇`*)
But sometimes you’ll just slide in after him
Adores holding you while it’s cold
Plus I reckon his body heat is warmer than normal so he’s a great person to have around during the cold season (〃ω〃)
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