January 🎆 2023 Monthly - Cancer
Whole of your energy: 4 Swords
I’m getting a heartbreak that’s come with a dark night of the soul type of energy, very spiritual in nature, there’s probably a spiritual awakening of sorts on the horizon for you. But right now, you’re feeling very low, and are taking a time out away from everyone and everything. It’s possible you’re sick and aren’t telling anyone, keeping it a secret from your friends & family. Or just the state you’re in right now. It happens 🙏 Don’t let it go too far , it’s just a season, not an inevitability 💜
What’s going on in January:
The Tower rev:
You avoided a disaster in your life by healing and rising above it, moving away from it, not letting it get to you or affect you. At least not in the moment, this could be the after effects of any number of things, especially grief and those kinds of very heavy emotions. Private grieving. A bit of blaming yourself, when it probably isn’t your fault at all. At least it doesn’t look like it is. This could be about very painful topics for some, on the lighter side I see a fkboy/girl, I’m gonna read it as a fkboy/girl, but if it is a darker topic…I know it’s possible, I’m not trying to be insensitive. If it’s someone else’s health, they may have avoided a disaster, but it’s got you questioning very deep topics like what are you going to do when/if you don’t have this person? Or you may have left a situation/person and now have regrets.
8 Cups:
This is the act of leaving, whether you left or someone else left, it was for peace of mind and knowing there’s more out there for you. Probably you, seeing how you avoided a Tower. That Tower would’ve hit you head on if you hadn’t. That’s the positive, things happened the best way they could have for things to work out for you how they have. You feel a way about this, but you did the right thing.
5 Pentacles:
Very deep emotions, sadness, a codependent need created in you/someone else due to abandonment issues…debt, financial losses. Nothing fun in this card, and it’s all due to a fkboy/girl breaking your heart. Or that’s switched. It could also be spontaneous actions and impulsive decision making without considering consequences, doesn’t necessarily have to be a person. A financial rut was dug and it stays, while you regret having ever decided whatever you decided. Could also be due to someone else that’s unreliable, impulsive and kinda reckless with actions. But you’re stuck with it.
2 Swords:
You don’t know what to do, you have a lot of options but none are clearly right for you, and they probably don’t help you get out of this hole or feeling, without a lot of effort anyway - Strength. You’ll need Strength to overcome this situation, and this also shows you not talking about what’s on your mind with other people.
7 Swords:
You could be avoiding work? I don’t think that’s going to work, not if it’s a financial problem. Besides that, any number of issues involving your work and 4 Swords…illness, canceled hours, losing your job, or simply avoiding everyone and not saying a word…just doing your job and going home, in this constant state of sadness. If you work with said fkperson, that could be why work is difficult for you now, you avoid talking to anyone about anything. It could also not be related at all, and your job is messing with your head as much as everything else, you just need a break from it all. Your color cards show a friend coming in, someone you can lean on and appreciate. Thank goodness. You can’t just stay in this energy, don’t hold back from your friends, they can only help as much as you allow them to.
Signs you may be dealing with:
Libra, Scorpio, Aries, Virgo & Sagittarius
Oracles: ✨
25 Sexual Energy 💋
In the purest sense, sexual energy is not an energy to be expanded from you. It is a state to reside in. The first and second chakras are the root of our sexual feelings. When you use this very potent energy to manipulate people and situations, you are doing yourself a huge disservice. When you expand your life force energy up from your first two chakras and incorporate the energy from your heart and crown, you can experience the most complete and Divine experience of sexual energy possible. This doesn’t even have to include another person. When you can merge your connection to Spirit with your connection to the earth, without any filters or blocks between the two, you will experience a complete and true connection.
We act as a conduit between heaven and earth. And when we can put ourselves into this energy at any given time, we are not tempted to use our sexual energy in a way that feeds our need for validation. Nor are we easily manipulated by another’s outputting of sexual energy. This card is asking you to look at where sexual energy is directed in your life.
We enter into January as: (the most spiritual color card of them all, to mirror your Hermit & High Priestess - which is Cancer’s card)
She Shaman 🧝🏾♀️
“I will guide you to your muse.”
She Shaman whispers to you “Do not be like the old birch and wait for anyone else to tell you of your muse. Connect with it!” This is your destiny calling. The path you have chosen is an artistic one. The universe is waiting for you to begin your dance and express your love in a tangible art form. The time is now, the moment has arrived, it is a time for decisions to be made. Dance! Rejoice! Do not seek council outside of yourself to confirm what you know to be true inside. Do not wait for permission to act. You must trust your instinct and act from the voice within. Let go of any need for approval, your answers are within. You will not be alone, Spirit is with you.
What is to be learned in January:
Rhonda Rhino of Amethyst 🦏:
“The road to divinity is paved in forgiveness.”
The true essence of Rhonda is that her dreams came true because she never harbored resentment, this card is about forgiveness. Because she didn’t take her mother’s suffering personally, she didn’t have to work it out. There is a lightness to staying reasonably detached from another’s anger & pain. We only need to forgive ourselves if we have judged others. Rhonda focuses on what her dream is, not what others have done to her, she is the essence of goodness and forgiveness, nothing changed that about her.
Purple may be a lucky color 💜
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Never have I ever really was like:
*devi trying not to deal with her father's death so she made everything about this guy, tried to change who she is, not talk to anyone about her grief cuz she pretends to be fine, losing her virginity and trying to distract herself in any way she can from her pain and ended in a really destructive pattern*
and a lot of people got really mad that it wasn't realistic way of someone grieving a parents death but like...??? Everyone deals and handles grief differently?? It's not just all one big cry and moving on???
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That's literally what I tried to do after my father died. I tried not to deal with it or talk about it with ANYONE because I didn't want to be THAT girl everyone pitied and I HATED it when they did - and thought if I could ignore it long enough it would go away. And I've dealt with death SO MANY times before in my life but this was something which completely shook me and I threw myself into lots of bad habits just so I wouldn't need to deal or confront my feelings about it... I didn't try to talk or properly grief him for almost a year and then once I started doing I broke down and cry all the time.
I'm not saying devi's actions are okay or excusable or healthy in ANY WAY... But you can't go ahead and say that it isn't an "accurate portrayal" when you've never been through something like that or if you have... Not grasping that not everyone handles death the same way.
Anyway say what you want about the show but devi spiraling while dealing /not dealing with her father is one of my favourite things and yes it makes me cry.
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