#Fundy's is a bit suggestive

[onikattingz]

Eleven Method

i recently rewatched stranger things from season 1 to season 4 and took note of how el went to the void…and kinda made my own spin on it and found that the method actually worked for me..lmao and no you are not going to drown yourself in saltwater haha ok

1-as always you can prepare

if you want feel free to do any type of meditation/and or listen to asmr to relax you (optional)

2.the water placebo…(this is where your self concept/manifestation skills come in)

quick backstory i discovered the law march 31st of 2021 it met me when my life was the lowest of lows so when i find out i can change it just by flipping my mindset and putting my entire faith in a method or two i thought oh well..have nothing to lose now..as i continued to do research on the law it reminded me of a memory/practice taught to me by my dad growing up that till this day i still practice and stand by with full faith..my dad handed me and water bottle peeled of the paper and told me that that water carrie’s energy..be careful what you speak while holding a cup of water because “it hears you” sounds a bit creepy? well he actually isn’t entirely wrong..there was a experiment that a doctor by the name of Dr.Emto did speaking negatively-to positively over a bowl of water and took pictures as to how the following affirmations effected the the crystals within the water..i’ll link and article but please research more on this topic because it is very interesting (search “talking over water experiment”) anyways i had realized that i have been manifesting like this for years..ever since i was 10 years old my dad always told me..make a wish upon your water..be grateful for every drop of water you come across your life because it can “feel and hear” ..once i became re aware of this last year i began to consciously manifest with water and BOIIIIII can i tell you water is such a powerful method to bring on desires (i’m selective with when calling a method powerful because at the end of the day it starts with our minds not the method but you know what i mean) so how can i apply this to the void.. i took a bottle of water and spoke void concept/void affirmations over it such as “i always wake up in the void” “entering the void is as easy as sleeping” “i always wake up with all my desires” “my body prefers waking up in the void every morning” etc…say it like you mean it now proceed to drink all of the water knowing for sure in the back of your mind all these affirmations are true…think of it as you are now getting your “super powers” of easily being able to command your state of consciousness in and out of the void LMFAOOO this sounds silly but trust me

3.You are now going to block as many as your senses as possible..smell..taste..touch…hear..see

uhhhh realistically we aren’t in labs and chances are you don’t feel safe entering the void in a bathtub and quite frankly i don’t blame you nor do i recommend (so please don’t lol) buttttt what i did was i put on these noise canceling headphones and a blindfold and to be honest that was more than enough to quite down my brain

4.Decide if you are going to wake up..or “go” into the void state

my first attempt i went into the void state 2nd i fell asleep and woke up in the void state (from a nap i haven’t tried overnight yet)

5.Going in?? read on

with your ears and eyes blocked (i used one of those sleeping mask things) i layed down on my bed and calmed myself down by breathing by for maybe a minute or two as i was doing so i began to imagine myself floating (el usually used her void to communicate/find/see peoples memories/spy so instead of doing so i imagined parts of my dream life/and or appearance/ and or the specific things i wanted to manifest in this void..for an example.. let’s say i was manifesting having clear skin i would imagine myself in first person walking towards the version of my self with clear skin or if i was manifesting a acceptance letter from a specific school i would imagine walking towards the letter and picking it up in the void..makes sense??? i hope so ..after doing breathing and visualizing for about 2 minutes….

..i didn’t even affirm for a long time..i literally just commanded that i was in the void one time and instantly couldn’t feel my body the blindfold on my eyes face nothing…i quickly affirmed for my desires and boom was out of there

6.Waking up?? Read on

don’t go to bed with noise canceling headphones i believe that isn’t safe but yeah feel free to wear the blindfold..but this is pretty self explanatory i just woke up in the void..at first it felt like a dream for a minute until i fully realized i was there but i quickly affirmed for my desire this time it was free front row tickets to see one of my favorite artist at the wireless festival and money so i can pay for the plane tickets and boom i had it once fully woken up

i really hope i explained everything in a way everyone understands and seriously do your research on that water experiment it’s actually quite interesting.

it’s all about intent and faith..as you go about this entire process remember your intention..going to the void..go live your life babes xx

Success story from anon

#god state #neville goddard #3dolc x roe #3dolc #loa #law of assumption #law of attraction #manifesting #manifest #manifesation #the void state #void state #dream life #method #subliminals #success story #successstories #self concept #4d3d #living in the end #everybodyisyoupushedout #desired body #desired face #desired life #elevenmethod

[findingjoynweirdstuff]

Dream SMP Recap (June 6/2022) - Discs, Debts, and the Carrot of Trust

Wilbur finds out about what happened in Exile and goes to confront Dream, DreamXD has a message for Foolish, and Foolish’s new portal decorations attract an unexpected visitor.

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VOD LINKS:

Aimsey

Foolish

Wilbur Soot

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- Aimsey and Eryn hang out for a bit

- Wilbur and Tommy talk about what happened with Fundy at the docks, Exile eventually comes up and Wilbur suggests they go to Logstedshire

- The two explore Logsted

- At the tower, the full truth of Exile is finally revealed to Wilbur and he daydreams about killing Dream in prison, coming up with a plan to set off the prison alarms to get Dream’s attention 

- For the plan, Wilbur has Tommy’s discs*

- They break in through the Nether prison portal and enter the Vault only for Dream to come strolling down the hallway

- Wilbur threatens to kill himself if Dream doesn’t do what he says. He throws Dream a book with some writing in it, instructing Dream to delete the writing and write down a statement about L’manburg’s sovereignty

- Dream does so

- He throws Dream the discs* and tells Dream to burn them, again threatening his own life. Dream burns the discs and Wilbur and Tommy leave

* Once at the Community House, Wilbur reveals that the discs were actually fake and the real ones were still in his Ender Chest

- Meanwhile, Foolish has been working on the Hanging Garden at his summer home with Sam Nook

- DreamXD unexpectedly calls him and says that he doesn’t have a lot of strength and that Foolish has used up his immortality. Foolish is now in debt and must repay XD in souls, or else Foolish will be the one to pay with his life

- When Phil logs on, Foolish considers killing him. He reviews his ongoing conflict with Sapnap and the Death Book at his planning board

- The Summer Home Nether portal is now decorated with a much more polished grand path and frame

- While at the base of the XD statue, Foolish hears a voice behind him: Dream himself, saying hello

- Dream saw the newly-decorated eye-catching Nether Portal and came through, finding the gigantic summer home that he’d never seen before

- Foolish is surprised – this is the first time since the day he joined the server that he’s spoken with Dream. Dream is impressed with Foolish’s building. Foolish shows him around a bit, but then says that Dream is his enemy

- Wherever Dream seems to go, there’s trouble. Dream pushes back against this and the topic of revival comes up

- Foolish asks how he got the revive book and Dream tells him about how, back when he was an ally to Pogtopia, Schlatt traded Dream the book to join his side

- Foolish asks what would happen if they fought. Foolish has a tough time dying sometimes – to which Dream says, “that makes the both of us.” If Dream did die, there are certain contingencies in place

- The conversation continues. Foolish throws Dream a single golden carrot as an offering of peace

- They continue the tour and Foolish asks if Dream knows about DreamXD. Dream says no, DreamXD doesn’t “ring a bell” or anything. Foolish tells Dream that he’s made deals with XD, like how friends do

- Sam comes over to the two of them. He’d heard about the new project with Sam Nook. He’s confused at why Dream is here

- Foolish notes the tension. Dream says he and Sam are old friends and the tour continues. Foolish mentions he’s with Las Nevadas

- Dream asks about Quackity. Both Foolish and Sam haven’t heard from him recently. Foolish may have gotten married to his son, but that probably doesn’t mean much. Dream offers to help look for him

- They have a conversation about morality. Sam has been working on Awesamdude Inc. lately, ever since he did those “home improvement upgrades” for Dream. Foolish is surprised to hear that Sam helped Dream

- Dream presses Foolish about why he’s working for Quackity when Foolish seems to be far more powerful. Why is Las Nevadas a country and not Foolish’s massive, wealthy summer home?

- Dream has heard tales of the mysterious builder from the desert. He thought Foolish was a myth

- He tells Foolish that Quackity tortured him for the revival book, and Sam enabled it. Dream offers Foolish double whatever Quackity pays him just for a tip-off if Quackity comes around to the summer home

- Dream throws back the Carrot of Trust to Foolish. He notes that Quackity has been the kind of person to betray the people he’s aligned with

- If Foolish were to take the deal, it’s not money that he would want. Dream sends Sam away to make some bread so he can speak to Foolish one-on-one for a moment

- Once alone, Foolish says that he needs some people to die. Not anyone in particular – Dream would get to choose. Foolish isn’t sure if reviving would be a problem, so it might be preferable to leave them dead

- Dream wants two people dead: Quackity and Sapnap. Somehow, Sapnap knows where Dream lives. Foolish doesn’t want Sapnap dead, though

- Dream agrees that if Foolish can get him Quackity, Dream will provide as much death as he wants. With that, he leaves them to it

- After Sam leaves, Foolish collects everything he knows onto his planning board

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Upcoming Events:

- Quackity’s casino still hasn’t opened yet

#dream smp #dream smp recaps #long post #long posts

[yandere-mc-yt]

I’d like to request cryptid!Fundy chocolate-and-despair’s alphabet pretty please👉🏾👈🏾

~🧝🏾‍♀️

I got you! It's been a while since I thought about Cryptid!Fundy so this will be fun

Warnings: Yandere Themes, obsessiveness, possessiveness, suggestive, violence implied, forced relationship, forced affection, dubcon/noncon touching mentioned, noncon implied

Cryptid!Fundy Alphabet

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

Before the relationship, Fundy would be pretty reserved about being affectionate, worried that his darling would catch on and friendzone him. The most affection he'd show is finding excuses to hold their hand and of course lots of talking and spending time with them!

Now as for AFTER they get into a relationship (or "relationship")..... Fundy practically explodes with affection. Dude is an animal by instinct so he's super cuddly and loves to hild his darling. He also surprisingly passionate compared to other versions of himself so..... 👀

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

He likes to think he's outgrown the violent urges to kill people he had a hundred years ago but now that he has a darling, he's regressed a bit. Unkess his darling can convince him otherwise, he WILL make anyone that gets in his way disappear.

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

No!!! He would never mock them- if anything he's extremely apologetic but giving his reasoning being he had no choice. Like even if he feels guilty for doing so, he will stand by his decision (unless convinced). He will treat them pretty well if there's no conflict between him and his darling.

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

Honestly a few things- he'd force affection often. Some cases he'll let them reject him but if he's feeling desperate for love, he may try to try to coerce them or straight up force himself on them. He always apologizes afterwards but might.... get a little victim blame-y.

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

Dude practically bares his soul to them once he's exposed himself and confesses his feelings for them. Even if they've rejected him and he's had to resort to kidnapping them, he's still mostly transparent wirh his darling about how he feels and how badly he wants them. Even if it hurts.

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

He'd feel so shitty about- especially when it pisses him off and he accidentally takes it out on his darling afterwards.

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

Not a game at all- he's a hundred percent serious about having a relationship with them and freaks the fuck out when his darling escapes.

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

The more physical aspects of the forced relationship- that and probably learning that Fundy may have killed a loved one out of jealousy/feeling threstened by them.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

He definitely wants to spend the rest of his life with his darling and if they're a normal mortal then he'd find a way to gove them a much longer lifespan. Kinda vague sure but he's always been a wanderer and until his darling, he hadn't thought much of what he REALLY wanted to do with his life.

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

Gets EXTREMELY jealous and almost always lashes out. Most cases he's lashing out at anyone that seems to be into his darling but will also cause trouble for his darlings friends/family. If it's his darling that's directly causing his jealousy by rejecting him then he may hurt them depending on factors.

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

Before the relationship, he'd be pretty friendly though introverted. Maybe if his darling was a bit more observant, they'd notice that he was trying to be closer to them.

After he's made his feelings known though, he'd try to be be flirtier.... and maybe failing at it. If it's at the point where he's kidnapped his darling then he'd be extremely anxious and trying to win them over even harder.

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

Subtly- or at least he'd try to be be subtle if it doesn't seem like his darling is going to reject him. He's pretty anxious so he wouldn't be overt with his advances unless it's post yandere reveal.

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Kinda? He's definitely a lot more bare with them since he isn't hiding his feelings or that he's not human anymore. With anyone else, he's still reserved and mostly rejects any opportunities to be too friendly.

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

Fundy isn't really one for punishments but if he had to do something.... maybe give them the cold shoulder and take somethings away? Maybe his darling might like being left alone for a bit though so that might not count.

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

If they're kidnapped then obviously he wouldn't let them leave- but jokes aside, he wouldn't take many away unless they're being punished.

If he didn't have to resort to kidnapping his darling/are in relationship, then he'd just kinda be a normal shitty jealous boyfriend. That means no talking to people he didn't like even if they were friends, ect ect.

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

Pretty patient pre-confession but it almost all evaporates post-confession (and kidnapping).

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

Fundy would be distraught as all fuck if his darling died on him- if it was old age then maybe he'd be able to cope better but if not then he'd be desperately trying to find a way to bring them back.

As for leaving or escaping..... what would make his darling think he wouldn't try to bring them back to his side?

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

Yes and yes! I've already given reasons in orher questions so I won't repeat them here lmao

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

Loneliness? The kind of creature Fundy is the type to mate for life and something about his darling made him realize how alone he was. It also doesn't help that something just clicked wirh them that's never happened with anyone else before- probably because he allowed hismelf to get close to someone for the first time in a long time.

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

Absolutely horrible- it hurts because he just wants to make them happy and specifically for them to be happy with HIM.

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

Probably be WAY more willing to let his darling go compared to most yanderes as long as they're in a relationship.

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

Literally just. Be nice to him. If darling pretended to waem up to the idea of a relationship and give him love back then they'd be un-kidnapped in a blink of an eye.

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

Unfortunately yes but he'd never actually hit his darling though- maybe grab them really hard or grab then by the throat in a moment of desperate anger. But... he can also do worse things if its the name of passion.

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

Fundy is practically groveling at their feet, begging for love. There's a lot he's willing to do win them over- kill, steal, literally obey their every whim if darling is willing to give even a fraction of affection.

Of course if WILLING- if it's a kidnapped darling then he's a little stricter on what he will or won't do for them but will still do what he can in the form of romantic or passionate gestures.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

Probably a decent amount of time like a year or so if there's no threat of the darling going away/falling for another person. If there is, then it'd probably take a few months for Fundy to snap and act on impulse.

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

GOD not on purpose- his darling would have really have to had push him to be his worse self for him to have broken them. Fundy would be regretful if he broke them but he'll also convince himself that by still taking care of his poor darling, that that'd be enough penance for what he'd done to ruin them.

#yan answers #welcome back event #ask game #yan dsmp cryptid au #yandere fundy #🧝🏾‍♀️ anon

[sims-and-counting]

SO! Fundie Sims Gen 7 is a go :) Below is a summary of what the game plan is:

As you may have noticed, we’ve skipped Gen 6. I ran out of inspo plus none of the Gen 5 kids were particularly fundie-esque. I played with Emma as the heir for a bit, but just didn’t like where it was going. 

If you check out the PlumTree (spoilers!), you can see which line we’re following. 

The story is that Anya (the eldest Blake) married Toby Carr, an actor, and moved to San Myshuno. 

They had a daughter, Kelsey-Anna Carr. 

However, Toby cheated on her and generally treated them badly, so Anya left him and moved to Sulani. In Sulani, she decided to start a hippie/yoga-esque commune. 

There, Anya had a second child, Josiah Arnold (born Ocean Child Arnold - he changed his name when he was baptised). Although raised on the commune, he scorned his upbringing and became a conservative Christian after meeting a missionary while travelling. He started and, at the start of our story runs, the Sulani Mission. 

Enter Emmi Santiago. The youngest of a large conservative family from Selvadorada, her father and Josiah became prayer partners, after which he suggested Emmi as a bride for Josiah. Josiah wasn’t thrilled with the idea, but thought it would be a good cover for his “unholy inclinations”.

And there we are! Emmi will be our narrator for Gen 7. Hope you all enjoy the next part of the Fundie Sims Story :)  

CONCURRENTLY I will be sharing the story segments for screenshots I took with other parts of the Blake family just to wrap that all up. But Emmi/Josiah will be the main story.

#gen7 #arnold family #emmi arnold

[rats-write]

About Me

Hi! You can call me Rat, Ace or any nickname you’d like!

I’m 20.

(If you can’t tell, my favorite colors purple as well)

What I do and don’t write:

I write mainly fluff but I will write other things.

I won’t write smut but I can write things in the territory of suggestive.

I will not write suggestive things about people or characters under 20

I write for both male and female characters. (Although mainly male)

I won’t write things that I personally disagree with or dislike so please keep that in mind.

I write headcannons, imagines and shorter fics as of now but I might write longer fics in the future!

I take requests (they are more than welcome)but it may take me a bit to get to them, sorry.

The characters I’ll write for are:

Paul dano characters:

Percy Dolarhyde (Cowboys and Aliens)

The Riddler/Edward Nashton (The Batman)

Dwayne Hoover (Little Miss Sunshine - platonic only)

YouTubers:

Quackity

Ranboo

Wilbur Soot (and most of the bursonas)

Tommyinnit

Tubbo

Slimecicle

Fundy (only for his character)

Billzo

Ted Nivison

JSchlatt

*It will be added onto but for now that is who I write

Flufftober masterlist

#x reader #x male reader #dreamsmp x reader #alex quackity x reader #quackity x reader #ranboo x reader #wilbur soot x reader #tommyinnit x reader #tubbo x reader #slimecicle x reader #charlie slimesicle x reader #fundy x reader #billzo x reader #ted nivison x reader #jschlatt x reader #dwayne hoover x reader #the riddler x reader #edward nashton x reader #percy dolarhyde x reader

[faebriel]

howl’s moving castle but rainduo (platonic ofc)

CRACKS MY KNUCKLES. hmc is such a Classic nonnie so i had to do a bit of thinking to get it right (well.... to get it right in my head. but i feel everyone here is familiar enough with my particular kind of rainduoisms by now) but i think the outcome is a fun one :] i'm just gonna put my thoughts into bullet points

now originally i wasn't sure who should be who (oh my little bottle blonde anarchist......) but i did decide to put wil in a howl ish role and niki in a sophie ish role on the basis of how hard howl weaves narratives around himself and how hard sophie does not GAF. that element of them stood out so much that i was like okay cool that's how we'll do it

so niki is doing something semi unfortunate with her life. NOT baking that's for sure. holding onto an empty shop for a long-gone (not that she admits that bit to herself) old friend, and she's quite lonely. and then after crossing paths briefly with the local dipshit wizard she gets cursed by a snooty ass witch of the waste (idk who this would be.... open to suggestions i suppose)

and wilbur is the least competent wizard ever :] why bother to stay in wizard school when you could mix your own potions and refuse any and all help out of pride and trade your heart away to a fire demon for some companionship?

(i'm taking this as another opportunity to spruik albatross wilbur btw i know the wings aren't as striking as sleek crow-black but - )

the fire demon in question is fundy, who sort of came into existence as a being with a personality and such after falling from the sky and receiving wilbur's heart. wilbur smothers him too much. there's not many other people he keeps around to smother. fundy wants out honestly

(oh and it's not super relevant but i think tommy is markl hehe)

so niki marches off to track down the wizard who she overheard the witch mentioned and... starts baking in his kitchen. okay a rainduo thing is being almost too familiar with each other let's be honest. but yes i think they latch onto each other quite quickly. niki is at first just looking to have her curse cured but being old and hanging out in the house with people who actually seem to give a shit about her is freeing in a way, no more getting tangled up in the politics of her small town as it lunges towards involvement in the war, etc. wilbur thinks she's fascinating.

as for the broader "what's happening in the world" perspective i was thinking it was something along the lines of the antarctic empire being at war with another power, drawing all of these small towns and microcountries along with it.... wilbur is supposed to go home to his family but he doesn't want to because he's afraid of facing the trail of small, easily destroyed countries left in his wake, he doesn't want to deal with phil's questions or the scrutiny that he expects from phil. instead, he tries to sabotage the war effort on his own from the frontline

so he keeps receiving letters from phil, but he can't bear to face him. solution? uh.... get niki to go lol. it's even on the grounds of a small country wilbur once ruled (niki had to squeeze this information out of him like a sponge, and she only heard an inkling of it thanks to fundy), now called manberg, which ceded to the empire in the war.............

surprise! it was actually schlatt trying to pull Some Bullshit as a revenge trick. he roasts the other witch and then almost sinks wilbur and niki into the Void but despite his tendency towards problem avoidance, wilbur steps in to defend niki and they just barely make it away. that being said, niki has learned a lot about her new friend through this adventure that he has not been willing to divulge himself, and it stings. why does he shut her out?

also notable: wilbur gives niki a ring inset with three diamonds to help her find her way home

the atmosphere in the castle is not fantastic after that, all their fun little memories bitter now. wilbur swings between talking freely about ripping the armies apart with his bare hands (claws? talons? that secret is out and he keeps evading all of niki's questions with nervous laughter and quips about monsters) and saying absolutely nothing at all. his suicidal tendencies are the elephant in the room that basically everyone else refuses to talk about, except his own too-grandiose and vague comments on the subject.

niki tries not to stew over feeling excluded. the lonelier she feels, the worse her curse gets.

wilbur takes her to a flower field, blooms rolling long into the horizon, and for a moment she thinks they might be fixing things. (she's so wrong)

through a series of mishaps (perhaps a visit from one of niki's friends..... i feel bad doing eret dirty like that though lmfao) henchmen start breaking into the house just as bombs fall upon the city. niki is put into overdrive to keep the castle from falling apart as the city burns around them. wilbur, who is already doing extremely too much flying around and causing problems in the midst of bombs dropping decides to go exacerbate the issue in an attempt to go out in a blaze of glory. unfortunately for him niki, fundy and tommy are all stubborn sons of bitches who will be extremely pissed if he fucking dies, so we pick up the castle and start moving

okay yeah i kind of think the rest of the story plays out not too differently from the movie? niki gets split up from her friends when the castle breaks down and attempts to kick a dent into a mountain when she realises she's alone again. unable to find wilbur himself, with the last bit of power from the diamonds he gave her she finds the doorway into his memories and sees the moment he and fundy met..... they were both very lonely. very sad. she shrieks out to both of them to look for her in the future

she stumbles out of the memory and finds a pile of feathers wilbur and woooo forehead kisses and wooooooo niki finds fundy again and puts wilbur's heart back even if it means they both might leave her again. BUT THEY DON'T even if they're not all in the castle 24/7 niki now has a few nice friends and is so submerged in that feeling that she doesn't even notice the curse breaking.

and the war ends!! and maybe they even talk about their hurts!! the hurts they carry and how they hurt each other!! and they keep on living!! and they all live best friendily ever after <3

#im sorry it took so long to get to your ask anon!! usually i like to wait until the hubbub around one au has died down before i answer more #to make sure each one gets its day in the sun yk #but apparently hunger games au is sticking around! #also i almost went on a Litany discussing like. fix its in relation to this kind of au for rainduo but its late so i refrained. but i think #its really sweet that you were thinking of this story and it made you think of rainduo nonnie hehe #anyway thank you very much for your ask!! <3 #asks #rainduo #aunonnies

[commaclear]

everyones distracted by the oncoming angst or dream and fundy but what i wanna know is will there be kinky tntduo smut? its been mention before that wilburs into some shit (him geting a boner after being shoved into a wall or literaly every smut scene yet) and quackity isnt much better (first kiss scene and also every smut scene yet) so are we getting the smut? /nf

Genuinely what does /nf mean, I've never seen that one before and all I can think is "not Frank"

And get ready for a two-pronged answer cuz there's a bit to unpack here:

1. Wilbur is definitely into some shit, like this mf has 'submissive' underlined three times on his character sheet and I have no doubt he would enjoy being tied up, and Quackity would definitely also be down

2. Wilbur can barely say the word "sex" without getting embarrassed, and if you can't comfortably talk about sex then you CANNOT safely do any of the kinky shit he'd totally be into, that's a one-way ticket to trauma city and Quackity knows that, so even though he knows Wilbur would be into it there's no way he's even gonna suggest handcuffs until Wilbur is more comfortable talking about this stuff

tl;dr is eventually probably yes, but Wilbur needs some more character development first (and maybe therapy will help with that, who knows?)

#haha what oncoming angst? #i only know christmas fluff #anons my beloved #hi thirsty im dad

[clingyduoapologist]

Ok, since it’s been a bit and I’ve had some time to sit with it, here are my thoughts.

If you separate this stream from the greater narrative that Wilbur has been weaving, then it’s fucking superb. The c!Crimeboys parts are some of the best we’ve had in the entire history of the server, the Utah bit is fucking hilarious, and the overall message of the stream is so heartwarming, literally I’d have no problems calling this one of my top 3, maybe even top 2 c!Wilbur streams.

The issue is, that this isn’t a standalone story. This is the conclusion of c!Wilbur’s story on the dream smp. More specifically, it’s the conclusion of revivebur’s season 4 arc, and as an ending, it kind of makes no sense?

Like sure, the message of Wilbur freeing himself from the narrative by actually crossing over into the real world is cool, but at least to me it comes off as so much more of a downer ending than it was probably meant to. Basically, I’m left to assume that this guy who’s struggled for so long is now just sitting alone in a random gas station in Buttfuck, Utah? The final poem even goes so far as to suggest that he’s never going to forgive himself (which is also supported by the crimeboy’s conversation on the peninsula)? There’s no suggestion that he’s going to be doing better, which just feels like angst for the sake of angst.

That’s not even mentioning how this slots into the other apology streams. Like, this stream takes all the juicy character dynamics we got introduced to in those streams, and throws it out in favor of showing Wilbur being potentially miserable for the rest of his life? Like, looking at the Fundy stream in particular just makes this ending ring that much more hollow, as it’s just Wilbur leaving fundy again, showing that he’s learned basically nothing from any of those interactions?

To me at least, the point of the apology streams seemed to be showing how Wilbur’s negative self-image damaged his relationship with other characters, making these apologies extremely superficial and one sided. Inconsolable Differences especially seemed to prove this point, but now these streams just seem so much more, idk pointless? Like, they seem so boring in context of this finale.

Basically, this ending is the safest, and least interesting out for c!Wilbur in my opinion. The only logical takeaway this arc gives the audience is that if you think that you’re a bad enough person, you don’t deserve your friends and family and should

And again, in context of the greater narrative of not only c!Wilbur’s arc, but the entire dream smp, it just feels cheap.

Feel free to add on if you disagree but I just don’t think this ending works.

#discourse #negativity #to be clear I don’t think this stream is bad at all #I just think it fails as an ending #but again just my opinion #Dream smp analysis #c!wilbur

[chaolie]

FWT Week 2022, Day 3 - Sneaking Out

Sorry if this feels a bit rushed, but the last thing I posted took me a while and I had to quickly finish this one for today... I'm still not behind, though! So here's another thing for @fwt-week's FWT week! Also available on my Ao3!

This fic takes place after [this one] and is continued [here]

Characters: Fundy, Dream, (briefly) Tommy, (briefly) Wilbur Words: 1.7k Summary: Fundy sneaks out of L'Manburg to what might or might not be a date with Dream. He turns out to be horrendous at sneaking out.

Fundy paused briefly while he looked at his coat hanging off the side of his bed. He got a decent amount of the mud off of it, but there was still an earthy shade to it that he doubted would ever leave. That was… expected, but still unfortunate for two main reasons. One, sooner or later his father would realize. Two, if things were to go horribly wrong with Dream… well, it’d be much harder to forget about him.

Now that he had a few hours to himself and thought everything over, he was aware of a whole bunch of things that could go horribly wrong, too. After going over the events of the previous night a fair few times, he reached a few conclusions, but… they were far from helpful.

He liked Dream a lot. Well, no, not exactly, he just thought the man was really handsome and found him charming when he wasn’t actively trying to murder him! That was all! And that was not the same as actually liking Dream. Not far from it, but… It was different. It had to be.

In spite of that, his mind kept going back to his “attempt at making his own decisions”, to suggesting they “make their meeting a date”. To that, and to Dream not saying no. More than that, to him saying “Sure” and then, after realizing what he agreed to, not trying to go back on it. 

…Did that mean it was a date?

Well, there was one way to find out. The sun was already low but no one was keeping the night watch yet, so if he wanted to sneak out, it was now or never. With a sigh, he scanned his room for anything he could need and, after finding nothing, he quietly left. He didn’t head for the gate straight away, though.

If this was a date, he’d hate to turn up empty-handed, and while he had little he could offer, he did spot a few nice flowers growing by the van earlier that day. That was where he headed first, crouching by its rear end and examining the plants before carefully picking a few daisies and putting them together into a small bouquet. It didn’t look perfect, but good enough… and besides, it was dark, so maybe Dream would be kind enough to just assume they looked nice. 

With that little gift finally ready, he headed for the gates and quietly snuck outside. As soon as he was on the other side of the wall, no more light from L’Manburg reached him, and everything grew dark. He took a moment to let his eyes adjust before carefully starting to walk over to the forest. If he moved slowly and smoothly, no one would notice him-

“Hey!” came a loud voice from the top of the wall, and he stopped in his tracks. “Who’s there?!”

He turned around and sure enough, there was someone on top of the wall, aiming a bow in his general direction. Tommy, if he had to judge by the voice alone, and with his eyes not entirely adjusted yet, he had no other clues. Well. He now had two choices in front of him. He could sneakily throw away the flowers and go back inside, claim he just came back from a walk or… something, or he could-

“Oi, I will shoot!” the person on the wall yelled, and yeah, it had to be Tommy.

Fundy decided to go for his 2nd option.

Silently, he turned around and bolted into the forest, clutching the flowers close to him. After a moment of what he assumed was stunned shock, Tommy fired a single shot in his general direction, missing miserably because his aim was even worse in the dark. That meant Fundy’s road was clear, and he could just-

“Wil! There’s somebody outside!”

Aaand there went his brilliant plan. He knew well how his father was, and he was certain he could expect an entire search party to be outside within a few minutes. Luckily, he was rarely invited to those, they were included in the “too dangerous for my son to take part in” list of activities, so they probably wouldn’t notice him being gone.

Now he just needed to find Dream before they’d find either of them!

…Or before Dream spotted the others and assumed this was a trap. Which would be horrible. With that thought, he sped up and tried to gain as much distance as possible. They didn’t agree on a spot, not really, but he assumed he could find the man somewhere close to where they last met, it would make sense-

The next thing he knew, he had already crashed into something. Someone. Someone who fell back with a groan, so not a monster, but… was that better?

“...Wha-”

“Dream!” he exclaimed, pushing himself up as soon as the familiar voice rang in his ears.

What a great start to this possibly-a-date. Tackling Dream to the ground.

“Sorry! I’m running because someone spotted me and now they’re probably starting a search and, uh-” he paused, suddenly realizing that just because he pushed himself up didn’t mean he got off of Dream. Thankful for the darkness hiding the shade of his face, he scrambled away. “I am so sorry… I’m, uh, here…?”

He held the flowers out for Dream while the man sat up. Yeah, this was probably… a bit too much to cram into the first 10 seconds of their meeting, Fundy supposed when the man spent the next 20 of them in stunned silence. Just then, when he finally seemed ready to say something, someone else beat him to it.

“Are you sure they went this way?”

Fundy’s heart sank a bit at the sound of his father’s voice.

“...That’s what I meant by search-” he tried to whisper, but when Dream nodded, he didn’t bother saying anything else.

“Okay, let’s- that first,” Dream whispered back, getting onto his feet and waiting for Fundy to do the same.

Crouching slightly, Fundy turned to look in the direction of the voice and saw torch light not far from where he heard it. They were close- He looked back to Dream just in time to see him throw something into the air. Well, chuck was probably the better word, the tiny item absolutely went flying.

Then, Dream let out a loud whistle.

“Wait, what ar-?” Fundy tried to ask him in a hushed tone, but before he finished the question, Dream grabbed his forearm and seconds later, there was a sudden sting in his chest. “Ow!” he hissed, bending over slightly and finding himself losing his balance.

“Are you okay?” Dream asked, using his second hand to help him stay steady. For some reason, he didn’t bother keeping his voice quiet anymore.

“Yeah, I- What was that?” Fundy asked, straightening himself again. With a slight, admittedly-very-cute smile, Dream pointed to something hanging at his side.

“Ender Pearls,” he explained. “I figured we could use them, and now they’re busy looking over there,” he added, gesturing vaguely in the direction of a very faint light with his free hand. The other one was still holding onto Fundy’s arm.

“Oh. That’s smart,” Fundy nodded, and found himself relaxing.

“Thank you,” Dream beamed. “We can walk the rest of the way, though. There’s a nice spot close to here, secluded enough to hide in, and I already left the swords there,” he explained. Taking Fundy’s second nod as agreement, he started to lead them through the forest.

He was still holding Fundy’s forearm. Was that a sign? A little hint as to what this meeting was? Or even a question asking the same thing?

Well. Being the one who suggested it in the first place, Fundy felt obliged to answer that. He shook his hand slightly and Dream’s grip loosened, letting him slide his arm out easily. Instead of following through with that, he took Dream’s hand into his. As soon as he did, the man turned to look at him with a slightly surprised expression.

“...I got you flowers?” Fundy said, holding out the daisies again. His little escape did not do them any good, but they still looked decent. “They were less… like that when I got them,” he added just in case Dream wouldn’t assume that.

The man stopped, and Fundy started to wonder if he took a lot of things the wrong way.

“...Thank you, Fundy,” Dream smiled after a slight pause, carefully taking the bouquet from his hand and smelling the flowers. He kept them close to his face for quite a moment, and Fundy could swear he spotted a blush on his face somewhere between the daisies. “...So, that date. Is that… happening?” he asked.

Fundy was prepared to hear that question in an annoyed, confused, or even an upset tone. What he heard sounded hopeful instead, and it took all his might to not jump into eager confirmations and force himself to use the response he practiced in front of a mirror for 5 minutes instead.

“...Do you want it to be?” he asked. “Because I’m… up for that. And I know this is fast, but… Why… not, right?” he added after a moment, and Dream nodded. He finally lowered the flowers and sure enough, his face was red.

“Yeah, that’s… true. I… think I want it to be that,” he agreed, and the smile on his face was brighter than Fundy remembered the sun itself ever being.

“Alright, it’s a date then!” he exclaimed with a grin of his own quickly forming on his face, and Dream laughed quietly. After a moment, the man tugged lightly at his hand.

“Come on, we have some very romantic sword fighting to get out of the way,” he reminded him, and Fundy nodded eagerly.

This was absolutely worth sneaking out for, he thought.

That thought was reinforced when it turned out Dream wasn’t lying about the sword fighting being romantic. Just the man showing him how to hold the weapon correctly while conveniently keeping his arms around him at almost all times was enough to melt him, and by the time they got to their first little spar?

Well. Fundy should certainly sneak out more often.

#fwtweek2022 #fundywastaken #fwt #fundy #c!fundy #dream #c!dream #my writing

[sadieshavingsex]

I think that the way evangelicalism wires neural pathways near-fundamentally (ha ha) destroys certain experiences and concepts. Like, anyone can change, but I think it could take me many many years to get there. I’m thinking of this idea today particularly in terms of consent.

I am so lucky that despite becoming evangelical, I went to a fantastic college with no religious affiliation where I realized being a fundie probably wasn’t for me. While there, I remember everyone made a huge deal about consent. I was looking back at some old college newspaper articles from when I went to school there, and it seems like I was there during this time when the school was making a shift toward enthusiastic consent. As I go back and read some of the articles that I remember reading—or at least hearing about—as an undergrad, I can see how the concept of consent can very quickly lose all meaning when someone already lives a life where they are constantly coerced into certain viewpoints.

If this feels like a really triggering conversation for you, please protect your peace in whatever way you need! If you'd like to read on, I'm going to discuss a little bit about my own personal sexual experiences that seem to fall in a consent gray area, and how looking back at these experiences has caused me to begin to see consent as a concept that loses meaning in the context of the evangelical church.

Evangelicalism has very strict rules for when you are allowed to express your sexuality, and I feel like it largely steals your ability to consent as a result. It takes away your sexual self-concept. Even now, several years out of church, I can scarcely imagine a world where I would ever initiate a sexual relationship with someone who wasn’t my husband. In my mind, I may never be able to give enthusiastic consent outside of that situation. I will always be plagued by doubts and fears and the massive weight of GUILT. Sex outside of marriage might always be bad and wrong in my mind, no matter how I spin it. As a result, I get nervous and preoccupied when asked to give consent, because it's simply not going to be an enthusiastic thing. There are too many negative thoughts swirling around in my head, and this state really makes it difficult to have a fulfilling sex life. I feel like I'm doing something wrong and irresponsible by not being 100% certain about having sex, but I don't realistically think I'm ever going to get to that point outside of marriage. I’ll tell you a little about how this problem plays out in my life.

When I started falling in love with my current partner, Sam, he said that we shouldn’t become a couple because he enjoyed having sex with his partners, and he knew how I felt about that. He didn't want us to get into a situation where I felt obligated to do anything sexual with or for him, so he figured it was just best not to date and open that can of worms. I’d said terrible things about sex a zillion times—I could not possibly fathom the feelings of guilt, dread, terror, etc. that I knew I would feel after orgasming with someone else. (For me, orgasm was always the tipping point. As a kid, if I didn’t orgasm, I didn’t count the whole thing as that bad of a sin.)

Sam initially suggested that maybe I'd just had bad experiences or neglectful partners before, but I made it clear that I'd always orgasmed and all that. I really wanted to be with Sam, but I revealed to him that I didn’t like sex because it made me feel personally bad, outside of any church messaging. I enjoyed the buildup, but ever since I was a kid, I had always felt low after orgasming, and that made it feel like something that wasn't worth it. Sam tried to dig far beyond that explanation. We continued discussing sex, which sometimes felt uncomfortable to me. I felt somewhat pressured, but I think he was genuinely trying to get to the bottom of why I didn’t like it if I admitted it felt good until the orgasm, the part I had always conceptualized as the sinful moment. I think he had a hunch that even though I was a fairly anti-church person, I’d adopted this view of sex from the time I had spent deeply involved in the church.

I couldn’t remember a time when I had sex or touched myself without thinking that I was doing something wrong. I can’t even really remember being told that it was wrong. But in my mind I knew it was. So pretty much since I started masturbating, I had always been trying to stop. In my mind, getting “sober” from sex had always been a huge part of my personality and life journey.

I think I always kind of knew that this would be a problem for me, because in the abstract sense, I actually did want sex. I sometimes read nsfw fanfiction and had to bend the rules of it by imagining that the characters were married. You know what I mean? In terms of exploring sexually, I think that I also enjoyed getting as close as possible to orgasm, but if I went over the edge, the wave of self-hate would settle in.

Before I became really close friends with Sam, I wondered about how to communicate this issue if we ended up together. I didn’t want to date people who would never want to have sex (like, for instance, another sex-repulsed person), because I did feel sexual attraction and want to have sex at some point. I just couldn't imagine that being something I would do before I got married, or at least engaged. So, in my mind, the next option would have been a Christian person. But I didn’t want to date a Christian person because I wanted to be seen as a human being, not property. I wanted to have intellectual conversations and feel understood and cared for and that had not always been the case when I had my fundie boyfriend. So I guess I ideally wanted a partner exactly like me: a hardcore leftist who wanted sex but only after marriage. A little tough to find.

I was falling for Sam and I really wanted it to work out between us, and despite the fact that we had said we wouldn’t date, we kept moving in that direction. It was a pull! We were falling in love! With the last guy I’d been with who had wanted sex, I’d figured out a compromise—we did the awful dry humping thing even though we were well past being teenagers. So, after I finally kissed Sam, I decided we should try that as a compromise that both of us were comfortable with. With the last guy, I had always been able to just hop off when I was getting too close.

But with Sam it was really difficult. I loved the person I was kissing. I wanted to make him feel good. I had visions that we would be together for so long. I thought it had to be true that we’d eventually have sex. I also felt probably more than a little pressured—in his mind, not dating protected me from feeling like I had to give him sex, but in my mind, my ability to have sex would open the ability to date. I think that I was thinking about all this and probably more at the time. Whatever the case, I accidentally orgasmed.

Here's what happens after that: I'm shocked and start crying, he’s holding me and saying how proud he is that I’m working through this and I’m so brave, it actually happens a second time because then I feel a little like if it's happened once how can another time be that bad, I go home and think to myself that it’s good that I finally did something instead of being paralyzed out of fear, but I also think maybe I'm just repeating his words, his concept of the situation. In the coming days and weeks, I start trying to ease myself into touching myself, into letting myself experience that, and also into letting myself experience sex with him, but I’m wondering if this is even something I want. My body is so resistant to it. But of course now I’m putting the expectation on myself that I've done it once and should do it again (Sam keeps trying to tell me he never expects anything of me, he just wants me to be happy and do what I really want without the influence of him or religion). And sometimes, in rare moments when I feel free of all pressure, I really would like to try sex. Slowly but surely, we do, but sometimes I feel bad afterward, and even beforehand, so that it can be hard to start.

How does consent even factor into this scenario? I said, "no, I can’t do that." I ended up doing it. Sometimes I decide I want to. Sometimes I’m deathly afraid. I often worry that maybe the initial scenario happened because I felt pressured into it. But at the same time, I live in a post-evangelical mindfuck where I would have been too stubborn and too scared to ever let it happen otherwise. My mind is completely blocked when it comes to the idea of beginning a sexual relationship with someone before marriage. I can understand how to continue one, but if I ever end up in another relationship, I assume that I’ll just revert back to never having sex until I accidentally do. This was essentially what happened in my first relationship as well. I said “no, no, no,” got closer and closer out of curiosity or pressure or what have you, accidentally orgasmed one day, and then had ups and downs of total sexual dysfunction—the only difference is that in that relationship I was still evangelical, which made the fear and self-doubt exponentially worse.

When you’re in this brainwashed evangelical mindset, there is no option to consent without hellfire and damnation, so if you really believe the teachings and develop a suffocatingly intense sense of self-control (which of course is posited as a good thing in these spaces) you just don’t. There is no space to give enthusiastic consent before marriage. It’s very likely that you get to a point where you only have sex “by accident” or in a way that you characterize as “just a mistake.” And using that language only affirms those sexual experiences as taboo and obviously wrong, painful, etc. The grooves become so deep in your brain, of course you struggle with the ability to ever see sex as good and wanted, even though you keep having it and—god forbid—may even want to explore it!!

This is something that I’ve become really passionate about considering lately because I hate the feeling that I have to interrogate and narrativize the first time I orgasmed with my current partner—I wonder to myself whether I felt pressured, whether I really wanted to orgasm or not, whether it was okay to do, whether he was hurting or helping me, whether our intentions for each other were good so it’s okay, etc etc and on and on. I love my partner and I don’t want to think that he did something unforgivable, but the evangelical programming in me wants to say that of course I didn’t want it, I was pressured, because it’s impossible for me to want it because I know how bad it is.

It took this experience of the accidental orgasm to crack open a possible escape from that seemingly unbreakable evangelical thought chamber. This experience that is bittersweet and scary. Because evangelicalism stole the tools for me to be able to experience sex in an empowering way through enthusiastic consent. I’m not very in touch with my body and my sexuality. Sometimes just thinking about sex causes an almost indescribable gloom to descend over me—I genuinely feel like my heart rate slows and I go into a mini-hibernation, I guess because the task of thinking about this stuff is so difficult. I know I never would have said yes without this “accident,” but I don’t even know how to understand if I wouldn’t say yes because I genuinely don’t want it even though it feels good, or if I wouldn’t say yes because I’ve been programmed not to want it since before I even knew what sex was. It doesn’t feel fair to struggle this intensely to develop this kind of self-concept, especially when not developing it threatens to poison healthy and supportive relationships with confusion around consent.

I still rarely ever give enthusiastic consent—my phrase of choice is “let’s just try,” because I have to allow myself the opportunity to back out, the non-committal space to even just attempt an experience that I think I might want but am also deathly terrified of. Often, once I get into it, the fear goes away.

#sexually repressed #eriscarnal #acorsexual #exvangelical #ex fundie #ex fundamentalist #ex christian #how's this for your morning #religious trauma #mine #I actually quite like this it allows a feeling of calm to come over me #I think because it feels like a confession lol #consent #relationship anxiety

[rizzystem]

same anon but i'm a bit dumb... was going to ask, what mediamates have you reconnected with and do you have any suggestions on how to meet them?

so ive reconnected with some in a few ways! personally, im alright with chatting with fictives and kins and counting them as my mediamates, and i have quite a few friends who kin or are IRLs from the dream smp! usually, i join discord servers(whether that be kin or IRLs because i do still kin other characters even though im cwilbur soot irl) and try to make friends through there.

i also have a tiktok where i post edits and use the tag dsmpirlsinteract and try to follow other IRLs and message them!

also, tumblr is a good place, i know there are kin calls, where kins, fictives and IRLs all send out messages to look for mediamates, and i used to message a lot of people via there!

thats my explaination on how i reconnected, but mediamates i have reconnected with isss

ive chatted with a lot of tommys over the time, and lots of quackitys(i used to sctivrly seek out chatting to quackitys but now not so much), and a few tubbos though i dont talk with them often. also a few nikis, i believe ive chatted to a phil once or twice(but not enough :(( id love to chat to any phils) and same with technos. i believe i talked to a dream irl once who was pretty chill. also a fundy, but wuite a few of these are like close friends or people i know! eg im very close friends with two tommy kins, a tubbo, a niki my bf is a quackity irl, and one of my best friends is a fundy kin(though bat isnt in the kinshift often) but i would LOVE to talk to more! literally any mediamates can reach out to me and message me here and im happy to chat, talk mems, and more!

when i ran moobloom, that(dc server)was also a place for mediamates to meet other mediamates! so you could also make your own dc server and advertise it

also, other sources that im happy chatting with mediamates from, in case anyone is interested

yttd

most bursonas aside from ghostbur(phantombur, simpbur, tommyinnit mod videos, rustbur, etc etc)

karmaland 4 and 5

smaller smps, like lifesteal, kaboodle

various anime sources(bsd, csm, jjba, death note)

so if anyone is from any of those, kin, irl, fictive snd you wanna chat, my messages are open!

but anon i really do hope that this helps explain! and if youre a mediamate from dsmp or any of the above sources, or even if youre not! if you just wanna chat, im happy to!

#im not entirely sure what to tag this as #mediamates #sourcemates #sourcemates interact #mediamates interact #dream smp #i think ive tagged this right #I LIED WE'RE A SYSTEM

[fundiepredictions]

Kaylee&Jonathan

Kaylee&Jonathan Hill (Rodrigues) had their baby boy, Gideon Daniel. But 8 weeks early. That was definitly not my prediction.

First, all the best to little Gideon. I hope he will recover from his early birth and will get home with his parents soon.

Second, it's time to predict when he will become a big brother since his parents are fundies and probably won't slow down despite their sons health.

The data suggests that they will have another child 184 days after Gideon's birth. That's because both Jill as Nurie had a relatively long marriage to #1 and a very fast #1 to #2. So the #1 to #2 multiplier, like Duggardata has, suggests that they will have #2 even faster then they had #1. Kaylee and Jonathan announced very fast after marriage and now had their baby 8 weeks early. So the data is totally not usable right now.

We can look at the general childpacing for the Rodrigues family. That's 551 days. That is much more realistic but slow in comparisement with Nurie. Using the 551 days, Kaylee would announce in may next year.

I predict Kaylee will be faster then those 551 days but a bit slower then Nurie. I predict she will announce again in february 2024. What do you think?

#fundie #prediction #kaylee&jonathan #kayleehillrodrigues #jonathanhill #rodrigues #hill

[spurgie-cousin]

1. Carlin, no real update, Mayo suggested some other tests and meds, its probably epilepsy (maybe related to the meningitis after Layla)?

2. Also, if it were Ben, would the Duggars have really kept him around the littles as a tutor? My vote is Derrick.

3, Also does TiffBoni use filters? Isn't that kind of like internet makeup.....

4. Did Nat and Esther actually go out to eat for their anniversary days after having a baby..... hopefully they went before the baby....

5. Also, I hope Tiffany B is actually pregnant and bad at hiding it.... if she isn't and struggles to conceive or something, she will be berated non-stop more than all of them already are with how much she talks about it.

6. I just started grad school so haven't been on fundie tumblr in a bit so sorry for all the questions at once. Thanks for being my study break!

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That's the vibe I've gotten from the reblogs and reddit. It sounds like Mayo doesn't have any concrete answers yet either and that it'll just be more of the same for awhile. She also had COVID which some people are speculating could've affected her but I have no idea if that's a possibility or not, it seems unlikely to me tbh just with the nature of COVID symptoms (but not impossible). -

We've got a real team Edward or Jacob situation on our hands here 😂 regardless of what the Duggars want people to believe I think it's *extremely* possible that they had no idea what most of their older kids were up to during this time. The older girls hung out with/helped the married girls at their houses all the time (I think at this point it was basically just Jill, Jessa, and I'm sure Anna was in that rotation too). So it's possible Jinger spent tons of unsupervised hours with Jessa and Ben pre-Jerm. I also don't get the vibe that Ben (or Derrick) like, sat Jinger down and went through a bulleted list of everything she believed that was wrong. I really think it was probably more of an osmosis thing, like she was just around someone who thought differently so much that it really rubbed off on her. -

It definitely seems to me like she does?? She's also hella image conscious in basically every other area and I really just don't understand that side of apostolic culture.........there are other ways to 'adorn' yourself other than makeup or jewelry like, extremely gawdy outfits, hair, and fanny packs, for example. How do they account for that in their ideology I wonder? -

They didn't say (or if they did I didn't see) so I can only guess that they posted that in real-time. All of the comments from moms I saw on reddit were like HOW is she doing this rn?? lol so maybe they did squeeze it in earlier and Esther just didn't say, that feels like something she would do (also this is adjacently related but my brain keeps wanting to refer to Esther by her baby's name Kenna??? I legit was just struggling to remember her actual name just now I think it's because she really seems like a Kenna). -

Yea hard same. Whether they're just doing it for clicks or they're actually trying and she just can't help but talk about it, there totally will be backlash in this corner of the internet if she keeps mentioning it and never announces a pregnancy. So for her sake I hope she actually is, bc people will not be very nice which would be super hard to take if you're struggling to conceive. -

No apologies necessary, the only thing on tumblr I like more than talking fundies are organized, numbered lists lol so you're all good. Good luck in grad school!!

#submission

[grimaussiewitch]

Clingy Duo MCC Team Ideas!

Posting here because I feel like the reddit would have my neck if I posted this wrong.

I’m posting it here on tumblr in a way I’m more comfortable and I’ve got no clue how I would tag this on the reddit so tumblr it is! :D

(Plus I have to really look into stats to feed the reddit but I’m far too tired for that)

I’m a big fan of whenever Tommy and Tubbo team with each other in MCC. In the last event we got to see them have a small interaction in parkour tag and well, this idea popped up. Enjoy!

Team 1: Tommy, Tubbo, Elaina and Eret

Tommy has teamed with Eret in the past and both him and Tubbo interact with Eret on the dsmp so the three already know each other. Ever since Elaina joined, I’ve seen people request that Elaina and Eret should team together and I agree! They are already close and it would make sense that the two will team at some point. (Although the two being on different teams have some funny moments lol) I do watch Elaina time to time and I believe she has the energy to keep up with the gremlins. It just sounds like a fun team with a lot of chaotic energy! Good vibes all around.

Team 2: Tommy, Tubbo, Niki and Dream

We didn’t get the Niki and Dream duo last mcc and probably won’t again. Maybe MCC 23 if we’re lucky. But regardless, this would be MCC 14 red rabbits again but with Dream who has teamed with the clingy duo before on separate teams. I just think this is a good team and if they worked hard, a Niki win with a clingy duo win? Yes please! I dunno, it’s just good vibes and it brings back some previous and new duos.

Team 3: Tommy, Tubbo, Shubble and Wilbur

What do you mean Tommy and Shubble haven’t team with each other yet? Anyway, Tubbo, Shubble and Wilbur have teamed with each other in the past so another repeat but with Tommy? I don’t think that’s a bad idea if you ask me. Plus you get some crime boi crumbs, Tubbo and WIlbur duo crumbs and the best of all, Shubble. I’m surprised this team has happened yet!

Team 4: Tommy, Tubbo, Grian and Scar

Okay, I know this team will never ever happen...BUT, its the vibes man. Last MCC there’s  Tubbo talking about him watching Scar’s videos and there’s Scar entranced with Tubbo pressing a button over and over, again and again. It’s a good duo idea. Then there’s Grian and Tommy... I can never see the two ever teaming, but it would be funny! Plus, if you count Phil being in MCCP21 for a little bit, Grian would have teamed with 3/4 Sleep boi inc. And if you have Tubbo in SBI, it would become 5/5. It’s a team to never be but honestly, it would be funny and probably a strong team? If this wasn’t a clingy duo post, I would also talk about a potential Scar, Tubbo, Cub and Gem team but that’s for another day.

Team 5: Tommy, Tubbo, Phil and Marytn

Wait, this is just two philzas... or two inthelittlewood... lol. I think this is a possible team! A lot a green + Tommy, four blonde white boy mc skin, british, there’s a lot going on here. There’s not much too say apart from I think they can work well together and have a fun time! 

Team 6: Tommy, Tubbo, Quackity and Fundy:

Chaos. That is all.

Team 7: Tommy, Tubbo, Ranboo and Scott

I heard that the bench trio team will never become a reality because it’s hard to find someone to encase their chaos and crack energy. So I suggest the MCC organiser himself, Scott Smajor. This is a far too op team but if all star red rabbit could exists, this team is up there. They all know each other and have at lest team with each other once or more.

Team 8: Tommy, Tubbo, The Captain and BBH

This is probably the most random team idea but who doesn’t want a tubbo and cap team up! And I myself would love to see Bad and Tommy team up. The concept of the clingy duo not wanting to swear for the cap but then there’s swearing to annoy Bad (affectionate). Also I can see The Cap and Bad teaming up, they have the vibes, you know? It’s a pretty balanced team and they look like they could have a good time.

Team 9: Tommy, Tubbo, Jack and Slime

Chaos, chaotic and crack energy all around. I like the idea of this team. Might be a bit too op but It’s just a funny team idea!

Team 10: Tommy, Tubbo, Pete and Connor 

This is just a joke idea. It’s far too powerful with Conner on. And with Pete? The server would break. Regardless, I think this could be a good team? 

#mcc #clingy duo #Grim talks #dumb team ideas but hey! it's just for fun! :D #apollo do interact?

[tiredfoxtf]

☕ honest opinion on mcc and what was ur fave event (and who was ur pov ahahha)

YAS MCC.

I mean- ahem.

MCC is INSANE to me, I have no idea how it's exists. Like Noxcrew haven't earn ANYTHING from events themselves, but they organized more than 24 of these!! With 40 creators in one event!! And continue to develop it, to add players to roaster, trying to improve games and scoring. While community just entertain itself with whatever they want: making fanart, memes, watching vods, discussing dynamics, suggesting changes and talk statistics. Always obligated to give a shout out to Scott for making bangers of a teams, that also can be so balanced, it's insane.

Of course there's discourse, I mean, if you have so many different people watching you, it's just bound to happen, you know.

A bit not happy with how some games just straight up hate people with some disabilities (*cough* BUILDMART *cough*), obviously, but I am sure they are at least trying to solve this problem, so that's good.

I absolutely love the games themself, really excited for open Beta of the MCCI, so I could try to play them by myself too, because most of them look genuinely so fun. Sands of Time and Parkour Tag are my favorites.

I think that event itself is fun because it's competitive but not for money. In my opinion that fact that, there's a lot of people who want to win creates content and great plays that we all enjoy, it's creates emotions and satisfaction for winning team.

For favorite events, there's four of them (two canon and two non-canon), so in no particular order: MCCP21 I watched Techno's POV (iconic), MCC16, MCC 17 and MCC All Stars I watched Dream's POVs.

First one is so iconic will never get over how funny it was. MCC16 is just my celebration and Piss duo embrace, I love them. Although Dream's team didn't even come close to winning MCC17, it was fire love the team dynamic, they all did their best, honestly fucking love it also bc it was last mcc where was Fundy and Violet coming in 9 was hilarious. Do I even need to explain why I love All Stars.

#> tired asks #I got carried away jfzgojgk

[commaclear]

I genuinely think the relationships between Dream, Tommy, Fundy, and also a little bit of George are really really interesting.

Dream and George’s friendship kinda stems from Dream wanting to fit in. George is your average peer pressure kid. George probably lives a way different (probably better) life than Dream and because of that Dream will just go along with what George wants because he cannot lose that friend. That friend makes him feel important and so when George makes fun of people because he really doesn’t have much exposure to different families and situations, Dream tags along.

Their friendship is why Dream bullied Fundy and Tommy. Because George saw a kid who’s just going through it and clearly has issues and decided that was their target. Tommy was also probably bullied because of the fact he’s so reactive.

I feel like the bullying from Dream to Fundy was more because Dream is mad at the world and Fundy was an easy target. George also heavily encouraged it. It’s also because of the fact from the outside it looks like Fundy’s just as privileged as Tommy.

The bullying from Dream to Tommy was due to the fact that Tommy got lucky. He has dreams and goals and access to what he needs to reach them. Tommy is supported financially and gets whatever he wants. And I imagine that is why Dream dislikes him so much.

It’s really apparent in the hospital because Tommy brags about how much more successful he’s gonna be and Dream just fucking snaps. (Which is valid btw. Been there done that.)

I really do think it’s interesting that Dream started bullying was because he was mad and wanted to fit in and in return Tommy bullies Dream because he doesn’t like being vulnerable so instead he goes for Dream’s vulnerabilities. They’re just two teenagers who’ve been through shit but don’t know how to cope or express how they feel so they take it out on others.

I think Fundy and Dreams relationship is so important because it shows that getting to know someone can change your whole perception of them. Dream didn’t like Fundy for a few reasons, mostly home life, money, and privilege. But I think Fundy finding Dream in that blizzard changed Dreams feelings towards him. In Dreams eyes, Fundy won. He got to brag. He got to embarrass the shit out of Dream, something Dream started bullying to avoid. Yet Fundy didn’t. And I think it’s such a big deal to Dream because he would’ve stayed behind and continued to talk shit.

Fundy chose to help someone who had hurt him so much over the last few months and that was more than any of Dream’s friends had done for him.

After that they talked and Dream realized Fundy really wasn’t who he thought he was. In fact, Fundy was more like him than he expected.

One of the conversations they had that really stood out to me was when Dream was at Fundy’s house and he gives a suggestion on how to deal with the nightmares. Dream says Fundy’s family sucks, and Fundy replies saying that’s not true. Dream elaborates on it and gets no response because Fundy just really doesn’t like talking about it.

(by the way, dream has some black and white thinking issues going on. I get that he’s still a kid and that kind of emotional maturity comes later in life, but still. Fundy is also different in the way that he tries to justify things even if he doesn’t want to. Both are probably from issues with their family. Still tho.)

Dream goes on to ask abt his mom, then when Fundy says he wouldn’t chose her, Dream asks about Wilbur’s drinking. And then the line “parents get scary when they drink”

And god that chapter just unpacks so much.

First was the mention of Foolish and his legos. They share a room and Dream is clearly not a fan of having to share. Then there was the talking abt Fundy’s family, especially the stuff about Wilbur. Dream also mentions that his dad was a big drinker and is in prison now. Which really begs the question of holy hell what happened to this mf.

When the conversation gets tense and quiet, Dream quickly moves on. The kid is definitely a people pleaser when he thinks he needs to be. Like when he’s with Fundy and sally and he texts Fundy saying you need to talk about what the adults want to hear.

Dream just wants attention. But he doesn’t want attention for his trauma. He wants people to just look at him and see him for him. To him, any attention is good attention. Especially when it’s validation from an adult. Honestly just attention from adults.

It’s not even that he doesn’t get attention. He just feels out of place and has no clue where he’s going or what he’s doing.

Puffy tries really hard to help him and she is trying her best to be what he needs, but she can only do so much.

Dream is definitely jealous of a lot of kids. He’s embarrassed by his personal life. When Fundy goes to his house it’s very obvious that Dream is insecure about a lot of stuff.

He’s a problem child, a smart kid without the resources to reach his full potential, a kid with insecurities who wants to fit in.

Kids who feel out of place tend to mimic the behaviors of the people around them who seem in control or in power. And I think that’s honestly a big part of why he acts the way he does.

I think him meeting and becoming friends with Fundy changed a lot of that. Dream finally got to know someone who didn’t want to judge him. Someone who despite how rude he was sees him for him.

George is a very controlling friend, but Fundy treats dream with fairness and it makes a big difference. He’s so willing to ditch George right now because for one he has a real friend. Not just someone who likes him for the act he is constantly putting up for the people around.

It’s nice to watch them get to know each other and have a sense of understanding for the things each of them are going through. Them getting along has honestly helped both of them grow as a person.

I might come back and add more to this later but for now this is all I’ve got

- The Quackity analysis anon

(Also I’m gonna cry. I was writing this on my phone and my teacher was behind me and asked “are you on tumblr?!” And it was so loud. Quitting the inbox after that shit)

Hmm yes... This pleases me. Very well, I accept your offering. Htid!Quackity will not die by hitman.

Fr tho this was excellent, you have not at all lost your touch, A+ analysis of my boy whom I love, and honestly I don't have much to add (except maybe the question of what the fuck he thought he was doing with that blackmail scheme)

Also.... Fucking RIP, my guy. I understand if you need some recovery time before your next ask (please file a wrongful injury report with our insurance office to receive compensation)

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