#G-D. do you ever. g-d

[mewkwota]

“Under the light of the moon...” “We shall...” “Destroy you!!”

Call me crazy, but RoB's opening gives me the same beat as Sailor Moon's-- it’s probably the key and end note. Well that's 90's anime for you (as is our darling little 90′s anime vampire hunters)... This is the same vampire-hunting anime we're talking about, right?

. . . Because I'm not talking about Knock Turn, I don't like that thing.

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#Hello. I'm reuploading this because I kept getting-- uhh-- unwanted attention from certain fans of a certain show. #I normally don't do this but I reeeeally didn't like that #yeah I like the anime for this series-- the one with this boy with the sweet smiling face who's fighting evil by moonlight #that's the one right? yeah :) #please don't ever associate any of my art of those two with that other flexing-net thing thank you I am not interested #back on the subject: RoB has G o o d M u s i c #and you can say I'm reaching or whatever but I think it's a cute comparison with the music (it's just... ~90's anime~) #Mew's Art #akumajou dracula

[thehallstara]

hi hello!!! I do hate to be doing this but!! I recently (see today) cracked my laptop screen and bc I've been in between gigs and stuff lately for a variety of reasons, I don't exactly have money to cover repairing it. Because of that, I'd like to open emergency comms!! If you've ever wanted fic/writing from me, or have a need for sensitivity reading to do with Judaism/antisemitism/anything along those lines, please hit me up and dm me for rates!!! Also gonna throw my kofi in here bc well. your ghouls in a pickle.

#s.txt #I really hate to be doing this g-d #but when I said I had things covered I wasn't thinking about a $500 surprise out of nowhere #and I am trying desperately to not freak out rn #but I can't emphasize how much I like #need a working computer rn so much is hinging on that #but yeah jdjdlsld if you ever wanted to commission me now's your chance #help a disabled mostly housebound gal out lmao

[macksartblock]

I need Lincoln to pipe down actually

#dndads s2 #dndads season 2 #lincoln li wilson #hit a lil too close to home I’m- #Matt Arnold how could you do this to me personally #don’t ever stop I love the drama of course but good g o d #dndads spoilers

[theflyingfeeling]

If you watch the stream later can you maybe share your thoughts about that part?🥺

I just finished watching it and dfdgfgfsdfkkfjsd many many thoughts!! 😭 I mean, I've been smiling and swooning about the whole thing stupidly since the morning but now I'm just a puddle on the floor 🥺

First of all, his fucking smile when he was texting Olli, it's too much cuteness 😭😭😭 And then he kept checking his phone to see if Olli had answered?! Like, constantly?! Aleksiiiiiiii your crush is showing SO bad it's almost embarrassing (except that it's not, it's just friggin' cute) 💞 The DELIGHT on his face whenver there was a new message from Olli, and dffgddffsfsssf can we also just take a moment to imagine OLLI in the dead of night being so completely down with the idea of looking for spooky stories for Aleksi's stream, because it's not like he had anything better to do, apparently? Come ooooooooooooon guys what are you doing 😭😭😭😭😭 What was the time even at this part? Getting close to 1 AM? Oh god, imagine Olli just sitting in the dark browsing the internet for something suitable for Aleksi's stream, and Aleksi didn't even have to ask, Olli suggested it himself 🥺 Because he's a supportive boyfriend like that 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

My headcanon for what happened afterwards is that they kept texting each other about how Aleksi's stream went and just about anything, maybe there was even a late-late-night phone call with soft, low voices... 💓 I'm so happy they'll be back on tour soon and they can resume their late-night talks in person again 💕

Imagine if Olli stayed at Aleksi's the night before they fly to the US and they did a stream together from Aleksi's studio?? I would combust 😭

Other noteworthy moments I found from the stream include (apologies for no timestamps):

Aleksi mentioned something about his "biggest fear" but didn't want to elaborate because "then it might happen" or smth -> what if his biggest fear is to fall for a bandmate but he can't even think about it because that would mean he'd have to admit that has already happened 😭 /shippyglasses

At some point he was browsing his phone and said there was a video of him cycling -> I bet Allu and Olli send each other silly cycling videos 🥰

Also, a fic idea popped into my head: Karl the studio ghost is real and he's trying to spook Aleksi and his "very close friend", but he fails because Aleksi and Olli are too lost in each other hanging at Aleksi's studio 🥰

#if there's still someone who's not convinced they're in love or crushing on each other the very least: COME THE FUCK ON?!?? #just. the fact olli was SO invested in the spooky theme of aleksi's stream and the fact aleksi knew EXACTLY who to text about it too #I N T H E M I D D L E O F T H E F U C K I N G N I G H T #that's fucking amore right there if i've ever seen any 🤧 #siiiiiiiiiiigggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh what do you want from meeeeeeee 😩 #when will YOUR otp ever 💅 #ollixallu #answered asks #anon asks

[doulayogimama]

It’s insane how much happier we are now that we are nomads with no home of our own vs in our 100% paid off (and genuinely beautiful) condo in FL that was a 10 minute drive to the beach.

Our neighbors were the craziest collection of energy vampires I’ve ever witnessed. My dad kept telling me the entire time: “you can’t let people affect you this way, this is how people are everywhere, they’re all miserable” and I was like

Sir.

SIR.

You haven’t left FL in 15 years. I’ve literally traveled the world and lived in 3 states in our country in the last decade. People are most certainly NOT the same everywhere, and thank goodness for that.

I have lived in more apartment buildings in my adult life than most people and I have neverrrr had such issues before or since living in Bradenton FL.

I’ve had neighbors ripping each other apart verbally on a daily basis in NYC, an upstairs neighbor that seemingly drops marbles every day onto their floor (or her hypothetical cat did) in Miami, a chick that only had super loud sex in the middle of the night and an old dude that was bitter with dementia that accused me of shit my loud sex neighbor *actually did* (in Boulder). I’ve seen it all, but the dementors in my last neighborhood had me swearing off FL forever *insert sandlot kid saying FOR.EV.VER very dramatically here*

Anyways, as usual, my dad was wrong and I was right 😆😂 Bless humans, we are not all, in fact, terribly miserable energy vampires 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

#when people that are offering advice do not lead lives that you would ever ever want to lead: ignore that shit #love my dad but thank g-d I did not listen

[knowlesian]

yellowjackets has me back in my dionysus feelings

like just to start no matter where you are: dionysus is never a local, we didn’t grow him in our soil and he’s not one of us no siree he could never be made from the same clay as our creation

he just arrived here one day, bringing all his transgressive sex and gender stuff and his compelling/gross violence and his wine and excess and now we’re all under his sway, but no matter where you are he is most certainly Not From Around Here

#true blood got this too (at least season two did oh season two of true blood i loved you so) #i need to actually do some yellowjackets writing and finish it it’s like they went down a checklist of shit i love #girls who become ghosts who become bones who become gods #it’s a whole thing! #g o d dionysus as the repository for the pieces of ourselves we cannot claim or say yes to #like the black eyed little girl tara killed in a vision thereby bringing maryann down upon bon temps #you don’t kill that little girl and you don’t give her control #you acknowledge she exists and you don’t decide she’s evil just because she’s scary #g o d my feelings about tara mae thornton will never ever die

[came-out-of-the-coffin-desisted]

it’s him…. mr whore vegas

also YES this is the humphrey bogart pose bc i saw some old art from somebody who didn’t survive the tumblr purge where they made benny look like bogart and i went feral for like three hours

#benny gecko #benny fallout #fallout benny #fnv #fallout new vegas #benny fnv #g-d i’ve done sooooo much practice lately no one will ever see bc i realized i like drawing and i’m NOT bad at it i just set an unfair #standard for myself bc my mom has a masters in art history/ed but like. because of that i DO know how to draw lol #like is this perfect? no. is it definitely the best thing i’ve ever drawn and am i SO SO SO happy with it? HELL YEAH #i like this style too it’s VERY fun. i usually try to do a more realistic style/painty style bc my hands shake a lot and i have a hard time #with thick lines but i just went slow and used the eraser a lot. double layered the lines etc and i think it looks awesome #anyway i love you i hope you’re having a good day ❤️❤️❤️❤️ #mutuals who don’t care about benny sorry i only post benny rn #my art

[itspileofgoodthings]

all he was was QUIET. T O O quiet.

#not to quote me but to quote me: #it’s hard not to overrate a quiet man because so many of them aren’t #but it doesn’t mean you’re deep! #‘you don’t ever say too much’ try saying a little more!!!! #you weren’t even listening is a D R A G #also a plea #does it matter if you’re not reading what they call her lately if you’re not doing anything ELSE #(Taylor’s layers alksjsjsjsjs)

[doggirl-narcolepsy]

how is my mom being prescribed almost a thousand morphine pills to manage mild pain after having scar tissue broken up in her knee when she already gets 200mg tramadol every day... yet they could only give my wife with blood clots in both her legs and lungs a single sheet of 50mg tramadol to manage the pain after she got home...

#AND SHE WON'T EVEN TAKE THE G-D DAMN PILLS #because she doesn't like being ever so slightly high #even though she spent the vast majority of the 80s and 90s smoking weed non-stop #I'm so fucking tired of this song and dance where I have to beg my mom to give my wife pills she should be getting from a doctor.... #and having doctors be like ''well you're constantly sitting at an 7-8 on the pain scale but I can only give you an aspirin'' to my wife #and my mom go ''just threaten to buy them illegally'' as if that doesn't make your doctor instantly stamp you as a problematic patient... #not to mention not having the money to actually do that. which would be like 1000x more convenient than any of this bullshit #idk I'm just getting really tired of having to see my wife be in constant agony from when she wakes up until she goes to bed #it's really getting to me emotionally and making me feel fucking useless because I can't do anything...

[emiliosandozsequence]

ivy's father giving up being rich for the sake of his trauma induced experiment...that is what i call clinical insanity jfc.

#i love this movie #but good g-d the people who started the village are suffering from true insanity i s2g #why would you ever DO that omg #emilio.txt

[therevengeoffrankenstein]

😒

#myevilposts #sighing so loud. #g-d i'm so pissed off. i hate misandrists soooo much i especially hate when they deny that that's what they are. #or act like they are somehow valid bc one (1) man was abusive towards them. #like honey my mom was both physically and mentally abusive to me and i don't hate women. it's very easy to not be a dick actually. #once again. what they should actually be angry about is the systemic issue of the patriarchy or their single abusive man. #not men as a whole. like it's so easy. #it's actually so easy to just hate shitty men and not men as a whole. btw. #also i can't believe people think my struggles to be included in discussions about pregnancy due to uninclusive language #(which is very very much a trans issue.) isn't real just because i'm a man. #honey. i have a womb. i can in theory get pregnant. i don't want to be misgendered and excluded from a conversation #that literally fucking applies to me and is important to my physical and mental health and well being. just because i'm a man. #i am being oppressed in this situation. that is what transandrophobia is. #like is the fact that people are calling pregnancy and abortion 'women's issues' and i'm like 'hey. those things apply to me #and i'm a trans man. please use inclusive language that doesn't misgender and/or exclude me.' and people are #like 'ugh shut up you're literally a man. you should deal with being excluded from this conversation. #that literally fucking applies to you and being misgendered by our language.' actually like progressive? #like do you think it's progressive to say that me getting misgendered and excluded from a conversation due to #cisnormativity is fine. because oh i'm a man. men aren't ever treated like shit ever. #when i am quite literally being shat on for being a man in this situation. despite it literally including me. #transphobia tw #like don't you all literally see that what you're saying is that misgendering is ok just because i'm a man? #and that my having to deal with pregnancy and abortion is invalid? just because i'm a man. and acting like that's a progressive thing #to say??? like literally stoppp. you are literally telling me. who is trans. and being oppressed bc i am trans. #that the transphobia that is specifically targeting me. bc i am trans. isn't real. bc i am a trans MAN specifically. #and like yes. i experience transandrophobia in real life. it is not just an 'online' issue bc no form of transphobia is.

[age-of-moonknight]

“Horoscope,” Moon Knight (Vol. 9/2021), #5.

Writer: Jed MacKay; Penciler and Inker: Alessandro Cappuccio; Colorist: Rachelle Rosenberg; Letterer: Cory Petit

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 616 #Moon Knight vol. 9 #Moon Knight 2021 #Moon Knight comics #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #when I tell you that I thought that I had DIED and passed away when I read this for the first time #my typical joke is “bury me with a copy of the Lemire/Smallwood run” but…this too #because these pages alone have /everything/ I ever wanted/loved about Moon Knight comics #first off the reference to Exodus 20:3-4 SENT me #and “my father’s G-d took us out of Egypt. My new god had kept us there” slew me #because that right there is the kind of irony inherent to Marc’s character that has kept my attention for years #(and motivated to blow through all of his comics in like 2 months hahaha) #and then there’s the last page…the culmination of all of Marc’s regrets #hey comics do you think it’s cool making me cry #because this really takes me back to the early runs when (as I’ve mentioned before) #“Steven Grant” did all that he could to bury “Marc Spector” deep both mentally and physically #what with all the regrets and mistakes making it impossible to return to society otherwise #but nonetheless! much like how Marc won’t stay dead the past doesn’t stay buried either #rather it’s what we do with it that matters most #whether we’ll take all that regret and hurt and use it to fuel us to do better in the future what ever that may look like #but yeah…this issue man

[mishapen-dear]

dominion smp is powerful enough to take me out of trafficlife brainrot okay THAT is how you know you should watch it. tan and viking are so. . .

#THE most platonic foils ive ever seen #he trusts her and she's trusting no one #she's killing everyone he's helping she won't kill him she did kill him #theyve both killed the other on purpose and by accident now in the Two Streams ive been obsessed over #this is like early d/smp but with good rp etiquette okay listen #you'll get all the lore you need from watching viking's videos for Dynamic Context and then you too can also go insane over Two Streams #legit some of the best mcrp ive ever seen okay and i've been in this shit since the mi/anite days #oh god almost a full decade #but no no seriously. if you have read these tags just go do a little watch #give it three viking episodes itll be great #i can only recommend viking as a starting point because thats how i started but its great #g o d #the Dynamics. the Fucking Dynamics. #i've got feelings about how tan is to viking who viking is to everyone else #and how viking and legs Directly stab each other in the weak spots all the fucking time #tan is karma legs is antagonist yknow yknow #go watch dominion smp. #please

[mashkaroom]

local man once generously described as “a new accordionist in town” by local klezmer musician kinda fucking bad at accordion

#in my defense it's not like i've ever had formal training (or any training at all lol) #my accordion has one button (middle c) marked out so you can use that to orient yourself #accordion is arranged in the circle of 5ths -- so F C G D A E...etc #the thing that's giving me a lot of trouble is going from Fmaj to Amaj #i had a stroke of using my brain and put tape on the a chord so i would be easily able to locate it by touch #and that def helps! #the other thing is that i have absolutely zero hand independence -- as in i can't play with both my right and left hands simultaneously #this hasn't been a problem with any other instrument -- though with string instruments it's not like your hands are rhythmically unsynced #i never played anything super complicated on piano but i didn't have trouble playing like quarters with my left and eights with my right #bc that's a very simple rhythm -- but on accordion i basically can't do it! #idk if it's a specific quirk of the accordion -- there's def a lot of differences #you can't see your hands for one. also on the left hand both your fingers and your wrist is moving #though literally in just one smooth motion lol -- but nvtl it's an extra variable #it's also possible the necessary skills were damaged in a seizure #it might be a combo of both factors! but i am doing exercises to try and desync the hands #also to clarify this isn't self-deprecating or anything i'm upset about #i would definitely like to develop my accordion skills but this is just for fun -- i have no goals of being a professional accordionist lol #i just think it's kind of funny -- people are always like 'wow it's so cool you play the accordion!' #and i'm like Yes i ''play'' the accordion. revel at my coolness #tomorrow i'm playing my first klezmer concert! excited :)))

[t4tdykes]

z.ionism in the tags, tbd

#at this point #you have to wonder just how sacred this land really is to you if you're willing to do this much crime directly against g-d on and over it #i am studying quite a lot right now & reading a LOT about the zionist perspective bc it's an integral part of the books we are given tbh #and so much of the phrasing is about this yearning for what sounds like a completely understandable thing but the thing about it is #it's ancient and it's an ideal and the world has changed *so much* since that yearning took root #when it says we are meant to yearn for a return to isr.ael it makes so much more sense to conceptualize that as The People(hood) #it is *understandable* after everything that the people have been put through over history to want a safe returning point! yeah! #How Ever!!!!!!!! #in what FUCKING WORLD does it make sense to create an environment like this out of that place? to exemplify hypocrisy? #in class we literally study and talk so much about all sorts of historical events that are so similar #and about how amazing it rly is that the torah never actually shies away from the wrong that the ancient ppl have done #because it takes accountability in ways no other holy book does and it says ''we cannot ever do this again. we must never do this again.'' #how the fuck are so many people blind to the fact that this is the exact same thing as a Lot of the shit we already understand as wrong #i am just. beside myself constantly at the double standard it puts a sadness in my *bones* it makes me feel ill #the way the perspective is presented is absolutely like... you can see Why a lot of people attach to (and fall for) it. #it's presented in an appealing and touching and personal and *necessary* way. that is how it's phrased. #but it cannot possibly overshadow the reality of what's being done on that soil right now and what is happening to another People. #sorry but i cannot believe this is what my g-d wants. #a.txt #zionism tw #world #antizionism is not antisemitism! js!!!!