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doodle17 · 11 months

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Dion song associations - lightning round!

"Line Without a Hook" By Ricky Montgomery; water themings and longing vibes made me just kinda latch this song onto Dion for no real reason. it vibes.

"The Kids Aren't Alright" by Fallout Boy; this one vibes so hard actually. I don't have an infodump as to why it's connected I just think the refrain fits Dion pretty well.

"Semi-Automatic" by 21 Pilots. "The family will be better off when YOU'RE out!" Dion you mean little bitch. You mean little asshole I am going to crumple you like a piece of paper. Oughhhh

"Dazed & Confused" by Ruel is such a HUGE Dion/Gisu song to me. Just. Dion grappling with his bigotry and what Gisu's actually like,,, the BRIDGE oh my godddddd this is. You get the vibes right

"Painkiller" by Ruel. idk man something about the vibes. The slow dance feeling of this song. The "Heartbreaks, headaches / the doctor says I'm diagnosed with / shit days, mistakes / but I'll be fine." Do you get my vision do you feel the vibes.

"Wrecking Ball" by Mother Mother. Just. Dion making these awful little mistakes that hurt his loved ones because she's an emotionally repressed teenager with Issues. Feeling remorse over how she's not as good an older sibling as she wants to be. hhhhhhh

"Trampoline" by The Front Bottoms. Dion & Frazie reconnecting after the events of the games vibes, after the psychophobia and secrets and adolescent stresses pushed them apart.

"I Like Me Better" by Lauv. Kind of a joke one but like. Dion/Gisu Dion/Gisu Dion/Gisu Dion/Gisu Dion/Gisu. I am a sappy little romantic at heart and I very much love the idea of these two being able to be happy together.

"Turn Off the Lights" by Panic! At the Disco. This is mostly a vibes one but also "Our consciences are always heavier than our egos / I set my expectations high / so nothing ever comes out right" and "So I'm taking every chance I got / like the man I know I'm not" and "I need a little sympathy / disarm my insecurities" LIKE DO YOU SEE IT. DO YOU SEE MY VISION

"Forest" by 21 Pilots. Something about these lyrics just,,,, I might have to do a full infodump on the vibes I get and the animatic I imagine but stuff like "I don't want to be heard / I want to be listened to" and "I took some food for thought / it might be poisoned / the stomach in my brain / throws up onto the page" and like. The whole bridge but especially "Something happened to my imagination / this situation's becoming dire / my treehouse is on fire / and for some reason I smell gas on my hands" and Dion growing up too fast because of her parentification. I just. I just. oughhh

"I/Me/Myself" by Will Wood; GENDERFLUID DION GENDERFLUID DION GENDERFLUID DION

"Be Nice to Me" by The Front Bottoms. This is also a "Raz is babey and tired after the games" song to me but like. It also vibes to Dion so so well, like just "There are certain things you ask of me / and there are certain things I'll lack / the beginning we were winning / now I'm just making up facts" and "I try to write you poems, but the words they don't make sense / The hand tries to grip the pencil, but the fingers are too tense / I try to show emotion, but my eyes won't seem to wet / I'd love to tell you stories, but I can't remember how they went" and then just. "I think you're changing / Don't worry you don't gotta stay the same" and Dion slowly coming around to everything that's happened, to Raz' embracing of his powers. I just. Yeah this is a huge song for the Aquatos in general but Dion brainrot go brrrr

"Glowing Eyes" by 21 Pilots; this is a vibes one but like. Dion having to work through their issues.

"Trapped in the Thought of Free" by Faith Marie. No I have no idea how to explain it but it vibes I swear. Dion would listen to this unironically and also it vibes with his character trust me

"prom queen" by beach bunny. You can't tell me this song doesn't vibe with Dion Aquato I will not hear it. I'm too busy having fun with the knowledge that this song vibes with Dion Aquato and he would unironically listen to this.

"Way Less Sad" by AJR. Yeah it's really easy to make AJR songs vibe but like. This one definitely vibes with Dion. She's getting better but it's slow. It's not an easy process.

"Prom Dress" by Mxmtoon. Do you see my vision. Do you see it. "I keep collections / of masks upon my wall / to keep myself from / revealing it all / upsetting others is the last thing I would do / I keep to myself though I want to break through" and "I'm sitting here / crying in my prom dress / I'd be the prom queen / if crying was a contest / makeup is running down / feelings are all around / how did I get here / I need to know" DO YOU SEE MY VISION. DO YOU SEE THE VIBES

"Demons & Angels" by Marina. Another vibes one but trust me it fits I swear. "Try to change / but I can't get a grip / wondering if I was born like this" and just. the entire fucking song are you getting these vibes

"World's Smallest Violin" by AJR. I think about that ending bit so much. I think about it and my Dion brain ideas so much. And like. Yeah Dion's got issues but so does the whole family!! So Dion feeling like his issues are small and unimportant in comparison to everyone else's but still needing to vent. mm

"MANiCURE" by Lady Gaga. Again this is both vibes and "Dion would listen to this and enjoy it. Dion would sing this to themself under their breath while working" and I am RIGHT.

"Sorry About Your Parents" by Icon For Hire. This is another vibes one, mostly the whole vibe of "yeah shit sucks but you can't just lay around crying about it because that's no way to live" and how that fits Dion in my mind. Also the song is a bop.

"Pieces" by Icon for Hire because yes. This fits Dion so so well oh my godddddd like just. "You can fight just like you've been taught / it won't undo the life you've got / Cause the pieces won't pick up themselves you know" and "You're not running just enough of a wreck / to hold the hurt heart everybody expects" and I'm going to explode this is such a Dion song to me AUGH

"Venom" by Icon for Hire. Yes I know I just put down three Icon songs in a row I'm going in the order of my playlist. Anyway. "Misery, Misery is the venom in my brain" and "Don't meet their eyes, it's hypnotic / make you forget that it's toxic / caught up in all the chaotic / sold you a lie and you bought it" and "I can't tell if it's real though / Don't know if it's lethal / did we drink the poison / or just a placebo?" and "Don't look down / you won't get far / you're only as strong as you think you are" and this is a Dion song. Yes I know I didn't explain it well but you gotta trust me on this.

"Allies or Enemies" by The Crane Wives. This is a Dion & Raz reconciliation song and I will not hear otherwise. "The words I speak are wildfire and weeds / they spread like some awful damn disease / I swear I didn't mean what I said / I swear I didn't mean it" and the way that Dion's so mean to Raz, the flicker of regret on his face after telling Raz the family would be better off without him, augh augh augh. And then "Remember when I could tell you not to smile when you were mad? / And you would always crack / and we'd both be laughing in the end" THEY USED TO BE SO CLOSE BUT "And now you're not so quick to forget" THEY'RE NOT ANYMORE. And then just,,, "I'll admit I've had my doubts / But I want to be let in, not out" and the refrain as Dion and Raz being able to reconcile and try again, ough ough aughhhhh

"Disco in the Panic Room" by Bug Hunter. Definitely a Dion song. Like. Look at this kid. Look at this kid with his struggles and anxieties and tell me that this song doesn't fit him. "If I look cool I'm fooling you / at any point you can assume / my mind's computing every path that screws up what I wanna do" and "I made a promise / now I feel nauseous... I'm honestly exhausted" and "The things that I can't shoulder well / I pass onto my older self / and hope I learn to cope so I don't end up broke or overwhelmed" and I just. this whole song is a bop and it fits Dion so well

"Problems" by Mother Mother. Dion would listen to this. Dion would vibe to this and this song lowkey vibes to him and yeah,,,

"It's Alright" by Mother Mother. DION WOULD VIBE TO THIS SONG AND I AM RIGHT. He would hear this and it would hit his chest and he'd listen to it unironically I am correct. "Oh hey / I had a night I had a day / I did one million stupid things / I said one billion foolish things / I'm not okay" like. That's a Dion line right there.

That's not every song on my playlist bc some are more AU-related or harder to explain, but it's most of them I think.

Omw to youtube music

#doodles rants #psychonauts #dion aquato

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chelseasdagger · 2 years

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Hey, doll 📓

hey lovebug!! ;) i was just eating gyoza and thinking about you

hmmm for youuuu i think i’ll list off an idea i’ve talked about with @chellestrash for like a year now, and it came to mind when talking to you a few weeks back

but iiiiii really like the idea of knife play. *old man voice* back in my sub days… CJSKDKS sorry okay but back in the day i used to only want frank to do it to me! like cmonnnn it’s frank! he knows exactly how to use his weapons and i KNOW he’d make sure you’d be safe the entire fucking time, dragging it down your skin just so faintly and watching your tummy clench but shushing you, telling you to be careful cause “don’t want you gettin’ hurt, sweetheart” and it ends with him cutting the side of your panties off your hip and fucking you HOWEVER!!!!!!

i’ve now got a bit of domme when it comes to him (not much) but i really adore the thought of switching the roles on him. of you holding the knife to his jaw, dragging it down and watching the way it slowly catches on his stubble or dragging it down his neck and how he swallows hard against the blade. i REALLY love the idea of using it on him? just faint little cuts on his chest and stomach cause i’m sorry but he’s got such a big pain kink hello?! and i know he’d just watch your hand before going “a little lower… there you go.” and just showing you where and how to actually make the cuts GODDDDDD

thank you for sending this innnn :*

send me a book emoji and i’ll reply with a WIP

#ask game #friends #laphira #tw knives

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sewersewersewercouch · 5 months

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Dion song associations - lightning round!

"Line Without a Hook" By Ricky Montgomery; water themings and longing vibes made me just kinda latch this song onto Dion for no real reason. it vibes.

"The Kids Aren't Alright" by Fallout Boy; this one vibes so hard actually. I don't have an infodump as to why it's connected I just think the refrain fits Dion pretty well.

"Semi-Automatic" by 21 Pilots. "The family will be better off when YOU'RE out!" Dion you mean little bitch. You mean little asshole I am going to crumple you like a piece of paper. Oughhhh

"Dazed & Confused" by Ruel is such a HUGE Dion/Gisu song to me. Just. Dion grappling with his bigotry and what Gisu's actually like,,, the BRIDGE oh my godddddd this is. You get the vibes right

"Trampoline" by The Front Bottoms. Dion & Frazie reconnecting after the events of the games vibes, after the psychophobia and secrets and adolescent stresses pushed them apart.

"I/Me/Myself" by Will Wood; GENDERFLUID DION GENDERFLUID DION GENDERFLUID DION

"Glowing Eyes" by 21 Pilots; this is a vibes one but like. Dion having to work through his issues.

"Trapped in the Thought of Free" by Faith Marie. No I have no idea how to explain it but it vibes I swear. Dion would listen to this unironically and also it vibes with his character trust me

"Way Less Sad" by AJR. Yeah it's really easy to make AJR songs vibe but like. This one definitely vibes with Dion. She's getting better but it's slow. It's not an easy process.

"MANiCURE" by Lady Gaga. Again this is both vibes and "Dion would listen to this and enjoy it. Dion would sing this to himself under his breath while working" and I am RIGHT.

"Creature of Habit" also by Bug Hunter also fits Dion so well fr fr. Mostly as a vibes thing though.

"Problems" by Mother Mother. Dion would listen to this. Dion would vibe to this and this song lowkey vibes to him and yeah,,,

This is kind of a joke one but. Icon for Hire's "Off With Her Head." Dion psychophobia guilt. "Your way to life / has only shown me what a fool I am" and "My enemies belittle me / reminding me the penalty / of all my deeds / despite my pleas / is death" but the enemies are Dion himself. Again this is lowkey a joke suggestion but also consider it. bc it's a banger song and I think it's funny.

these next two are a little weird but "Enough is Enough" from Central Park. Not sure who Dion would be singing to but like. He would love this song's energy. He would hum it under his breath while working.

And then "Trying Too Hard" also from Central Park kind of fits? Just,,,, "In a world where no one wears disguises / we would all be free / but being divided / is what was decided / so that's how it has to be" and "And just remember / you're never alone / if the back that you've got is your own" and "Gotta be unique / but gotta blend in / hide my inner geek / and keep pretending / gotta keep em laughing / though I'm only half-in / gotta put a show on / 'til I know they like me" and like. Dion trying so hard to seem cool and impressive and Grown Up when in reality he's just distancing himself from his siblings. The refusal of vulnerability on his part. The desire to be seen as impressive when he is, in fact, quite pathetic. hhhhh

And then I got this one from a comment someone made somewhere but "Tip Toes" by Half-Alive is SUCH a Dion song fr fr. "I'm on my tip toes / trying to get past my ego / reaching for something more than / this feeling of being important" DION AND HIS EGO AND HOW HE NEEDS TO PULL HIS HEAD FROM HIS ASS DO YOU SEE IT DO YOU SEE THE VISION

"Level Up" by 8 Graves fits in that generic "this asshole has a lot of growing to do" kind of way. And also it's a bop.

"I Won't" by AJR is like. like it doesn't exactly fit Dion (look at how much he sucks up to his parents) but also it does fit his attitude, the way he tries to seem unaffected and cool and how he's so so tired all the time. And also it fits the way he's not taking having his whole world turned upside down very well.

"Words" by Scotty Sire is. Yes. This is a Dion song. This is a Dion being an awful flirt song. This is a Dion song.

And lastly (for now) we have Steffan Argus' "Ship in a Bottle" which is just. OH MY GOD. the themes of struggling alone, of putting away all his thoughts and not being honest about how he feels,,,, "Oh, Captain/ let's make a deal / where we both say the things that we both really feel" DION BE MORE HONEST WITH YOURSELF CHALLENGE. "I feel scared and I'm starting to sink / and I only sink deeper the deeper I think" THAT'S A DION LINE TO ME FR FR. DO YOU SEE THE VISION

That's not every song on my playlist bc some are more AU-related or harder to explain (and i have "Surface Pressure" in there like four times lmao), but it's most of them I think.

Sorry this took me so long to answer! I’ve simply been chewing on it so hard but wow I love all of these my aquato family playlist is going to be feasting

#psychonauts #long post

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lihikainanea · 4 years

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Ok so I've been having dirty thoughts and want to delve back into Bill's cum kink. What if he goes cold turkey from getting himself off for like, most of a shoot? Maybe it's taking a lot to distract himself from it, so he hasn't really been around to chat with tiger because he's spending his time at the gym or going out a lot. But when he gets home, he tells her he's been saving up for her and just fucking lets loose.

oh godddddd yes hit me harder kid. I like it.

Maybe it’s...is it for a role? Maybe Bill is playing someone really on the outskirts of society (you know, for a change. SNORT.) A total fucking recluse. And Bill gets really into his roles--like if his character is isolated, then Bill isolates himself to really get a feel for it, delve into the psyche. And that’s what he does with this role.

He doesn’t let tiger come visit. Bill is all-in on everything, and this character is very far from his happy, sociable baseline--so to really get a feel for him, Bill has to immerse himself in it. Do what his character would do. Tiger understands--she’s worried, of course, always a little concerned when he’s this maniacal--but Bill is so passionate about what he does, he’s so good at it, that she lets him just...do what he’s gotta do. It’s not her place to step in anyway, because she’d kill him if he tried to interfere with her job.

In any case, Good Dude Bill is pent up. Because he’s not even getting himself off, no no, his character wouldn’t do that--so he doesn’t do that. And all of these pent up feelings are just adding to the rage his character would feel, and every day Bill is giving it his all and it’s one of his best performances to date. He’s fucking dying, and by the time the shoot wraps he’s basically walking funny because he needs it so bad.

But at that point--look man, he’s gone this long without an orgasm, and he’s like two days away from seeing tiger. He can either cave in and get himself off--which would be mind-blowing after this draught, no doubt, but it wouldn’t be nearly as incredible as slamming into tiger and losing his fucking mind in her warm wetness. And for as much as it hurts, for as much as it feels like he’s just a walking ball of tension with a chastity belt far too tight around his dick--he’s willing to wait. Because it’ll be good but unsatisfying if he does it himself, but if he waits for tiger? The heavens will fucking open up and shine down upon him. And he’s so close to seeing her.

So he packs up his trailer, packs his bags, and he calls her to tell her he wrapped. And he’s barely spoken to her--her safe word still applies in this case, if she needs to see him or talk to him that’s all she has to say and he’ll call her, but she was doing okay and wanted him to focus on his work, so she let him disappear into it. And he swears, just hearing her voice over the phone gave him a hard on that nearly had him admitting defeat.

“I can’t wait to see you,” she says excitedly, “God just to kiss you and hug you and sniff you and get on my knees for--”

Bill grits his teeth, twists his neck until it pops.

“Stop,” he commands, and Jesus it’s harsh. Tiger squeaks a little, and goes silent.

“Tiger, I haven’t--”

“But I thought you did it yours--”

“I didn't,” he says, and he can almost hear the shock in her silence.

“Bud, it’s been like two months,” she says, incredulously.

“I know,” he grits out.

“You must be so uncomfortable,” she sympathizes and his heart softens.

“I am,” he whines, “Please tell me you don’t have any plans for like, the next week.”

“All yours bud,” she says, “Just get home to me.”

The plane ride back is torture--Bill basically has a perpetual hard on that just won’t let up. And now that he’s so close, she’s all he can think about--her warm lips, her soft skin, those little gasps of surprise he’s rewarded with whenever he does something she really likes. Her taste, her smell, everything--he’s a man insane, it’s all he can think about. His knee is bouncing uncontrollably, he’s so hard that he’s throbbing, his music is blasting, but it’s hopeless--nothing can distract him now.

And I’ll bet the minute he walks in the door, the minute he sees her standing there with a kind smile on her face, waiting for him--he’s already undoing his belt. The door isn’t even closed behind him, and his buckle is already undone. He doesn’t dare reach for her, doesn’t grab her to press her to him and kiss the hell out of her--because he’s legitimately afraid that he might bust. And that would be incredibly anticlimactic, after having waited this long.

He doesn’t even greet her, actually. Just stares her down, undoes his belt and his jeans.

“This is going to be real quick, kid,” god it’s a struggle for him to even talk, but he licks his lips as his gaze washes over her.

“That’s okay Billy,” she says, taking a few steps towards him.

“Probably none too gentle, either,” and his pants are down and off--he’s so hard it actually hurts. She just steps closer again, and then it hits him--the smell of her shampoo, the warmth radiating off of her body that is so close now--so, so close. His knees almost buckle.

“Let go bud,” she encourages, “Come on, let’s see what you’ve got.”

“Tiger--” he tries. He tries for her sake. He needs to know that she’ll safeword if it’s too much, he needs to know that at least SHE trusts him not to hurt her, because he doesn’t trust anything about himself in that moment.

“Bill,” she says and it’s surprisingly harsh, “Go for it. Now.”

And with a fucking roar, Bill dives for her. He doesn’t even make it to the bedroom, he just slams her back onto the hallway floor and takes her there. Its rough, but tiger ain’t no bitch and she can take it. Not that he needs it, but she does everything to egg him on even more--digs her nails into his back and rakes them down as he growls, grabs onto his peachy little butt and pull him forward forcefully to drive him in deeper. His release is almost immediate--just barely 2 pumps in and he’s losing it. He comes with a shout, contorting enough to pop his back, every single muscle in him tensing at the same time and he probably punches the floor just for good measure. It lasts for a long time because there’s just uh, so much of it but tiger helps him ride it out--pulls at his hair the way he likes, keeps him buried in deep, arches her hips up towards his. When his spasms ease he probably just straight up collapses, flumps on top of her on the verge of unconsciousness, and he can’t move.

She gives him a few minutes--probably more than a few minutes, because Bill is basically just drooling onto her shoulder and he’s barely breathing--but she starts scritching at his hair softly, and he moans. She runs her hands soothingly up his back as he gets some of his wits about him again, but his full weight is still on her.

“You good?” she coos in his ear, presses a soft kiss there. Bill just groans.

“M’sorry,” he slurs, “That was--”

“Well deserved,” she interrupts. He balances some of his weight clumsily on his elbow, shaky as all hell, and rests his forehead against hers.

“Better?” she asks.

He just hums. Bumps his nose gently with hers.

“Hi, kid,” he says softly, “I missed you.”

“You just missed my--”

He cuts her off with a kiss, slow and deep, and she melts into it. And like, it probably takes him a long ass time to be able to feel his legs again, but when he can, he starts to move off of her and bring her to the bedroom--where he basically doesn’t let her leave for like, 4 days. And once he’s gotten enough of finding his release while buried tight inside her, her muscles squeezing the hell out of him and he’s just enveloped in everything warm and wet and amazing, then his other come kink kicks in. The one where he wants to see her covered in it. At her encouragement, it’s everywhere. On her chest, on her stomach--anywhere he wants, she lets him.

Bill’s so insatiable that she might ask for a small break after 4 days, just because she can’t walk anymore. Bill tries not to pout, but he’s not doing a very good job. But that’s alright. What he’s lacking in sex, tiger makes up to him in sloppy BJs.

#BFF!Bill #bill skarsgard #bill skarsgard drabble

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lihikainanea · 4 years

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Lei, I’m on my period and I’m needy, we’ve all been there. So what if our girl Tiger get very emotional and small on the family trip with the family cause she’s PMSing? Bill notices it when she wakes up and pulls her to the side. She starts off cranky on the family nature walk and then she starts crying at a deer she found in the woods and the families so far ahead that he just plants one on her and tells her to focus.

oh godddddd babes YES.

Bill has just been quietly monitoring her over the past few days, because he knows the signs. The candy that is rapidly disappearing. The way she keeps stealing his sweaters to huddle in, because she always gets a little more cold. The uncontrollable hunger, and the temper/small angry meltdown that happens shortly after. The perpetual frown and pinched eyebrows, and the way she’s been rubbing at her temples when the headaches set in.

And sure enough, the first night they’re there, Bill wakes up when she rolls over and out of his arms, grumbling in pain.

“Owww,” she mumbles sleepily, curling in on herself, “Motherfucker.”

He sighs, reaching over and giving her tummy a few soft pats.

“Do you need Advil?” he rasps, and he’s still half asleep but his subconscious is so trained by now. Little Human needs help. Offer 1) meds, 2) snacks, then 3) cuddles.

“No,” she grumbles, oozing out of bed. She goes into the washroom and Bill all but throws himself out of bed to go and get her hot water bottle ready. She’s already back between the sheets by the time he gets back, so he tucks it to her front and bends to kiss her cheek before climbing in behind her. He curls around her and she takes his hand, puts it low on her belly for rubs--hell he even swings a leg around her when she shivers, pulls her more into him for warmth.

And like, look. Tiger is grumpy central. Bill wakes up the next morning to tiger just lying on him, laid flat out on his chest, and somehow he can already tell that she's scowling. The hot water bottle is pressed between them, her cheek on his chest, his thumb still in her mouth. He grumbles, stretches, peels his eyes open.

“Morning,” he mumbles.

“Fuck you.”

He’s not really surprised. He puts his hands on her back--god they’re big and warm--running them up and down slowly, pressing a little and kneading her lower back where it always hurts.

“How’re you feeling?” he asks, but tiger just groans in pain.

“Lower,” she says, and his fingers readjust to knead more into her hip.

“We have the hike today,” he says, plopping a kiss on her head, “If you don’t feel up to it, we--”

“It’s hormones, Bill,” she snaps, “It’s just fucking hormones. I’m not incapacitated.”

Bill just sighs, rolls his eyes. Tiger sits up and rolls off of him, no doubt petulantly trying to go get her own coffee, but when she stands he just promptly pulls her back into the bed--plops a noisy, wet kiss on her cheek and then gets up to caffeinate her before she bites him. He grabs her hot water bottle on his way out, and 15 minutes later the little hellion has her hot cup of coffee, the hot water bottle soothing her lower back, and Bill’s hand on her stomach rubbing out some of the aches. She’s mildly placated, but she’s also probably getting a little small about it. Bill’s just so big, you know? And he’s seated behind her, cuddling her into his strong chest, and he’s so warm and the stubble on his chin is so cute and his eyes are big and wide but still bleary with sleep and he’s just patting her stomach gently. He’s always so good to her, so gentle with her, and so preoccupied with her safety and her comfort and it’s times like these that tiger gets all soft about it. And god, come breakfast time--she doesn’t even say anything, but Bill loads her breakfast plate with a lot of iron and calcium, two things he knows help ease some of the pain for her. He brings Advil with him on the hike. Tiger nearly cries on their first little break when she reaches into the front part of his backpack for the gummy bears she knows he brought, and she sees that he stashed a few tampons in there just in case.

And you know, she’s trying her best. She woke up grumpy as hell but a bit of walking is helping for the most part. She has to stop every now and then if her lower back seizes up and Bill stops with her every time. He waves to the group to keep going and then puts his hand on her lower back and rubs gently, waits for her to nod and start moving again.

And listen, I’m such a big fan of the thought that these two....my god, even on a chemical level, they’re so intertwined. Tiger’s pheromones are screaming at Bill’s that she needs comfort, she needs softness and cuddles and to be taken care of. And Bill’s pheromones are screaming with protector vibes--to provide for her, take care of her, make sure she’s okay--which in turn are lighting up every single fibre in tiger’s being that just wants to be taken care of. And he can see the shift, can see it start to happen, can tell she’s getting a little small on him. Because he’s just...he’s being too good, you know? He’s giving her exactly what she needs and the poor bean is so incredibly emotional about it, because it’s just comfort. She’s safe with him.

And as they start to catch up to the group, he tucks a knuckle under her chin and turns it up so she looks at him.

“Hang in there, kid,” he says softly. And the message is clear. He knows, he acknowledges, and he’ll take care of it--take care of HER--as soon as the situation allows. It’s a promise. But her eyes kind of tear up, her bottom lip wobbles a bit, and he steps in front of her. Just gently takes her face in his hands, and swipes his thumb across her lips.

“No,” he says, but it’s gentle and soft and not reprimanding in the least. It’s just the bit of strength that she needs, the small but gentle order to wait. Not here.

He waits, waits as she takes a deep breath in and exhales slowly.

“Again,” he coaxes, and she does. And with a kiss to the top of her head, he playfully flicks her nose.

“Just a bit more, kid,” he promises, “You’re okay.”

And like, look. Tiger is super emotional. She’s all over the place, and kind of needs an outlet for it. So they continue the hike with the group, but Bill is just getting a little more concerned for her--because she’s really sticking to him, which is fine, but he knows that it also means she’s not doing that great. So he tries to find any excuse to touch her--grab her hand and help her over some rocks, even though she doesn’t need the help. Pull her in for a playful hug as they take a break to take some photos over a pretty creek, keep his shoulder pressed to hers as they spread out the blanket for a picnic lunch. Every once in awhile he’ll hang back, put a bit of distance between them and the group, and just do a small check in with her--a quick kiss, a little head scritchie, just making sure that she’s holding up as much as possible. And it’s helping, but it’s also probably not helping as much as it oughta because she can feel him and touch him and smell him but not the way she wants to, and it’s just making her even more emotional.

I love your train of thought though, and I think that’s exactly it. Her outlet for this massive influx of emotions that she’s felt all day finally comes when a little baby deer just kind of pops out on the trail in front of them, munching on some leaves, looking every bit majestic and beautiful. And Bill can see it happen in slow motion--the deer pops out, and it’s so goddamn cute and Bill just thinks....oh god. Oh no.

As if on cue, he hears a sniffle--just a small one, but then a wail. He claps a hand over her mouth as the rest of the group turns and looks at her, alarmed. The deer scampers off, scared.

“She’s fine,” Bill says, “She just...loves deer.”

Tiger is crying, sniffling, mumbling shit about Bambi and cruelty and how unfair the universe is.

“You guys go on,” he says to the group, “We’ll catch up.”

And he doesn’t wait, he pulls her a bit off the trail and out of sight. And you know, he wants to be soft with her--because Jesus she’s cute--but I think Bill is sort of realizing that all this softness probably pushed her even further into this state and that maybe he needs to be a little stern now, set some boundaries and some rules, just to help her reel it in.

“Get a grip, tiger,” he snaps when they’re far enough into the bush, “Enough.”

“But the--”

“No.”

“But he was--”

“No,” he says harshly, flicks her nose, and she shuts up. She ducks her head, and Bill scans his surroundings. When he’s sure that no one is around, he knocks aside some of the brush around his shoes and pushes down on her shoulder to put her on her knees. She doesn’t fight him anymore on it--just trusts that if he’s doing that, then it’s because he’s already sure that she’s safe and that no one can see. He traces his thumb over her lips, and pushes it in gently.

“Tiger, you’re safe with me, you know that. You can always be like this with me if you need to,” he says softly, “But I can’t take care of you the way you need it right now, not here.”

She sniffles, and he crouches down so he’s level with her.

“I promise I will, when we get back. I’ll take care of it for you--as soon as I can, I will. But you have to try and keep it together until then, okay?” he asks, “Can you do that sweet girl?”

She’s quiet, her eyes kind of glassy, as she gazes at him. He nudges her tongue slightly with his thumb.

“Can you do that for me?” he asks again, and he keeps it gentle. Encouraging. And it’s already helping--her trust in Bill is infallible, and this is one of the reasons why. Because he never drops the ball--and even if he can’t give her what she needs in that moment, he does everything he can to give her something. And just taking her away from the group for a bit, getting her on her knees, keeping her grounded until he can really take care of her the way she needs--it’s enough. It’s enough to get her past the threshold so she can hold on for a bit longer.

“Yes,” she mumbles.

“Good girl,” he praises, kissing the corner of her mouth. But y’know, GOOD DUDE BILL--he doesn’t move. Doesn’t make like he’s going to stand up, or take anything away from her. He just settles in front of her, weaves his other hand in her hair.

“When you’re ready, kid,” he says softly.

GUH FUCK YOU MY HEART.

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