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laurachouette · 4 months
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Ich bin kein Mensch der einfach geht; ich verlasse niemanden ohne Grund.
- Laura Chouette (Buch)
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doodlerh · 8 months
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GOAT/DRAGON SIBLINGS!!
YAAAAA AREN'T THEY COOL thank you guys for taking the trait poll, that was super fun i might do that again sometime!!
jianjian (literally just means "spiky", not really a name) is a goat-horned, dragon-tailed young lady who is super sensitive and impulsive. she's very fiery but ironically can't handle spicy food. she will unflinchingly destroy whoever bothers people she cares about (such as her brother), but killing flies makes her scream and cry and sob. and also bell peppers
haihai (just the word for "harm" twice) is a dragon-horned, goat-tailed young man who can't feel anything. sometimes he actively puts himself in harm's way seeking pain, anger, fear, anything, but he can't feel a thing. he is thus very good at handling spicy food, though he can't taste it </3
haihai is like 4/5 yrs older than jianjian, and jianjian grew up just as he (and their parents) started to realize he isn't sensing stuff like he should. whenever jianjian gets a papercut or stubs her toe she cries, meanwhile haihai breaks his leg falling down da stairs and he's just like ? why isn't my leg working
once he realizes what's going on, he feels determined to feel something ANYTHING, like he doesn't really feel happiness (though he doesn't feel sadness either) or pain or anger or grief which he's smart enough to know are Bad, but also are what what makes you human. he feels inhuman, as a result he gets himself in massive danger to see if he can make things right.
his parents (mom is a shepherd and dad is a scholar) try to stop him when they can and they are so scared for their son n his self-destructive tendencies but yknow like they can't always keep an eye on him so he sometimes slips past and gets himself in trouble :(
meanwhile, jianjian is Overly sensitive, and she can sort of tell something's up with haihai and always wants to help, but haihai is distant and won't talk to her because she wouldn't understand what he's going through. and she wouldn't! she feels everything too hard, and he can't feel a thing </3
bc of this distant relationship and lack of a guide in proper childhood, and also bc she has a dragon's claws and temper, jianjian ends up impulsive and somewhat reckless herself. if she sees anybody doing evil she straight up decks them in the mouth. this includes haihai's bullies (whom haihai brought upon himself purposefully to test himself). haihai, his plans foiled, lashes out at jianjian repeatedly, which only makes her more angry and confused. meanwhile, haihai doesn't even feel frustrated, he just recognizes that he has to start all over again, with no results still.
over the course of their lives, jianjian always tries to look out for haihai when she can (they've left their childhood home of course) but they aren't always together. they live their own lives and have their own adventures and lore, though i haven't given em much thought they just came in a pair here SDHSH in their main art, they're like around 23 and 27?? haihai has thankfully become wiser and has moved to focus more on emotional sensitivity, putting himself through the Psychological horrors instead </3
jianjian doesn't really know how she can help with that so she just tries to hang out with haihai n take his mind off things. he doesn't really laugh or cry, but she can tell he seems to prefer hanging out as opposed to constantly pursuing the horrors. EVENTUALLY sorry im hungry so im just gonna lay it out, EVENTUALLY haihai learns that his constant drive to find his humanity and purpose is a feeling!! he wants to LIVE!!
once he has that realization, haihai spends more time with his family and less time holed up in his study or the horrors places. jianjian learns a little impulse control from him (not that he has much of it himself tbh) and stops being, that much of a menace, and they get along a lot better and share their experiences/knowledge/feelings and overall live much richer, happier lives the end
FUN FACTS:
jianjian's tongue is forked, while haihai's isn't
jianjian is right-handed, while haihai is left-handed
jianjian works as a mercenary (she can't kill unless she's really riled up so she mostly takes her targets alive), using her horns as a sort of battering ram and everything else about her as intimidation
haihai practices floromancy, hence the flower motifs on his clothes. their dad is a sea dragon, so haihai can do a little bit of hydromancy as well, but he prefers flowers. he isn't sure why
their mom's people are closely related to cunhua's sheepfolk, while their dad's people are distantly related to jing'er's mountain dragon tribe! the CROSSOVER
they're eating chicken soup udon because im gonna make that for lunch today
jianjian is stocky and broad-shouldered like their mom, while haihai is tall and slender like their dad. though both somewhere in the middle; so like if the dad is idk 6'4", haihai is 6'2", jianjian is 5'11", and the mom is 5'9" (not drawn to scale up there)
this doesn't really matter but i see jianjian as aroace and haihai is probably demiromantic n maybe pan, it'd probably take him many years to be comfortable enough with himself to be comfortable with another person but he wouldn't be picky
they go visit their parents many years later and jianjian is significantly less chaotic and haihai is smiling, and their parents are like WAHHHHH OUR KIDS ARE ALL GROWN UP. is it irresponsible of them to just let em go when they are both clearly Somewhat Wrong in the Head? yes. but idc
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iamthedisorder · 13 days
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Hab tausend Gründe gehen zu wollen,
aber du reichst aus es nicht tun zu können.
Du hältst mich am Leben
und lässt mich nicht gehen.
- iamthedisorder
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ohnedichgibtskeinwir · 9 months
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Es ist seltsam, wie das Leben manchmal funktioniert. Menschen kommen und gehen, Gefühle verändern sich, Prioritäten verschieben sich. Manchmal verlieren wir uns selbst in dem Chaos des Alltags und vergessen dabei die Liebe, die einst so bedeutsam war.
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fck-diewelt · 4 months
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Doch ich geh' nicht, nein
Zumindest nicht vor meiner Mum
Nah, das tu' ich ihr nicht an, nicht in einhundert Jahr'n
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sadgurly99 · 9 months
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Nicht jeder, den du verlierst, ist ein Verlust.
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eiiskaaltesmaedchen · 9 months
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Ich schaue zu den Wolken hinauf und sehe ich nur einen Sonnenstrahl, weiß ich du bist hier.
Wie ein funkelnder Stern in der Nacht schaust du von oben hinab.
Du bist nicht hier aber trotzdem immer bei mir.
- @eiiskaaltesmaedchen
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dankefuerganzviel · 11 months
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Wir wussten beide, dass dieser Tag kommen wird.
Aber so wie Du mir schon immer viel zugemutet hast - nicht aus böser Absicht heraus, es war vielmehr Dein unbeirrbarer Glaube, ich hätte diese Stärke - so herrschte auch die unausgesprochene Gewissheit zwischen uns, dass ich diejenige war, die gehen musste.
Natürlich, Du hättest nicht gehen können. Zu Recht hätte ich es Dir anderenfalls zum Vorwurf gemacht, mich genau in dieser Situation alleine zu lassen.
Aber Du musstest auch gar nicht gehen. Es waren nicht Deine schlaflosen Nächte. Während ich mir mein Leben hätte aufbauen müssen, waren meine Gedanken nur um Dich gekreist, Jahr für Jahr. Dabei kannte ich die Vergeblichkeit meiner Träume, aber Träume haben es nunmal so an sich, dass sie eine Sehnsucht erzeugen, die stärker ist als jede Realität.
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lady-mkl · 2 years
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Wenn du deine Ängste überwinden möchtest, dann musst du durch sie gehen und nicht um sie herum.
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Ich spiele verstecken mit mir selbst. Nur dass ich schon weiß wo ich mich verstecke. Mich aber nicht finden will
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worte-mitohne-sinn · 11 months
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Wie oft hast du versucht zu gehen, nur um am Ende dann doch zu bleiben?
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doodlerh · 1 year
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diversity win! new doodlerh sameface male oc is wrong in the head
LORE !! there’s gonna be some mention of child abuse/mutilation, so if that makes you uncomfortable, feel free to Not Read :’) however, if u do still wanna know what gehen gets up to after, skip to the line of [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[s. see u there king
gehen’s father is the demon king’s younger brother, who was kicked out of hell for being cringe idk. anyway this guy took on a human disguise (how? idk idc) and ended up falling in love w a human woman, and they had a kid (gehen) and then the demon king’s brother . idk left. he dipped. he went to buy milk
gehen’s mom was unfortunately part of a cult that worshipped angels to a freaky level and thought of themselves as the angels’ chosen destroyers of demons who escaped from hell. demons don’t escape from hell, so sometimes they’ll just accuse ppl of being demonic and kill them to appease the angels (who, btw, do Not care)
when gehen was 9 yrs old, his horns and tail started growing in. the villagers always thought his ears were goatlike, and they start to think that this boy is actually a demon. they kill gehen’s mom (who is just as mortified and willingly dies out of disgust with herself and her monstrous son) and torture him for evading them for so long; they try to tear off his horns for an offering to the angels, and they succeed with one of them. however, fueled by panic and mb a sudden adrenaline burst of demonic power, little gehen escapes, then loses consciousness in the woods from blood loss. SAD! he’s probably found by some shaman or other who performs a Ye Olde Skin Graft with her own arm to save him, hence why that patch of skin on his forehead is a different color from the rest of him
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omg hey! ok so
recap, gehen lives with a shaman who saves him from a pretty bad injury that made him flee the anti-demon cult he was born in. gehen is grateful and stays with her, healing while also helping her w her daily chores. she tells him that his horn is special and that he is not a monster who must be destroyed as the villagers said he was. he is a living being who deserves love and life just like everyone else. instead of becoming an all-loving pacifist, gehen begins to harbor an intense hatred towards the cult that raised him. when he turns 20, he asks the shaman for some help...
with the shaman’s aid, gehen returns to his village amidst a storm of terrifying supernatural occurrences. the stars go out (smoke from the shaman’s special incense), the temperature rises (heat/fire magic), he appears larger than life (illusion magic); gehen wreaks havoc in the village and destroys the shrine where the angels are worshipped, setting fire to it and shattering the angelic idols housed within. the villagers recognize him in the firelight, and he recognizes them; he cuts off the hands that held him down and stole his horn, and he forces all the villagers to worship and obey him as their new god. he is thence known as the one-horned demon king. not to be confused with the actual demon king, who has four horns and two awful kids
that would’ve been great awesome, however, gehen doesn’t stop there. to repent for harming their master, gehen has the villagers sacrifice a 9 yr old every fifteen years. however, the night before the sacrifice, the 9 yr old always escapes; gehen frees them and sends them to safety in a far away settlement, acting as the person he needed to save him when he was their age. brings the guy comfort. but also like the kids have “was about to be a human sacrifice to a demon god” trauma forever now. at least the demon god was nice abt it
btw gehen helps and visits the shaman until she passes away a happy and healthy old woman :’) once she’s gone tho he kind of starts to spiral deeper down into a self-hatred cycle where, even though he is now these people’s god and they fear him, all they DO is fear him. they don’t like him, they don’t accept him. they’re just scared of him, and there’s nothing he can do to change that NOW. sure the kids he rescues don’t hate him but they’re not gonna come back and say it sldhgskdg GOD. now that the shaman is gone, gehen has nowhere he can just be himself (a demon) without being feared/hated!!
except for hell.
gehen wants to go to hell /pos. however, he has no way of doing that because first of all where is hell. second of all he wants the villagers afraid for their lives at all times. gee what’s a guy to do!!
(on the other side, abaddon wants to escape hell but doesn’t want to leave his 4 yr old half brother as the sole heir to the throne. gee if only SOMEONE of royal blood who DOESN’T LOOK ANGELIC really WANTED TO TAKE HIS PLACE!!!
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gehen doesn’t spend all his time in the village, he’s just there to strike fear in the ppl’s hearts and usually spends his time elsewhere striking fear in everyone else’s hearts. he’s learned to embrace how intimidating he is and thus never has trouble dealing with people, but he has now pretty much lost his humanity (pity/mercy/morality etc.). he really only saves those 9 yr olds to heal the ache of his old old wounds, he doesn’t care what happens to them after he “rescues” them. after 1000 yrs of being feared, gehen doesn’t know how to accept kindness anymore. not a problem, since he doesn’t receive any, but still
i think gehen longs for a family and a place to belong, but he doesn’t know how to deal with this feelings. carving out a place for himself in the blood of his tormentors worked for a couple decades, but that only lasts for so long. bloodshed is the only thing his heart can handle, it hasn’t betrayed him yet. he suffered from violence too, but he had to survive in this cruel hateful world with a ton of pain and isolation. by ending his victims’ lives, they have it easy!! win win!!
idk what gehen expects when he finally gets to hell, taking abaddon’s place. he’ll probably do whatever it takes to be accepted, maybe even loved. he is most likely respected due to him actually looking like a demon, but he only knows rule by fear. the demon king is gonna have a lot of teaching to do if he wants his new (very obedient and desperate to please) heir to not order sacrifices every fifteen years and kill people just to feel something and such
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my-thoughts-and-me-x · 4 months
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Schwankend zwischen bleiben und gehen.
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ohnedichgibtskeinwir · 9 months
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Manchmal scheint es, als würde das Schicksal seine Fäden im Hintergrund ziehen, um Begegnungen, Ereignisse und Wendepunkte in unserem Leben zu bringen. Es lässt uns Menschen begegnen, die unsere Welt auf den Kopf stellen, es öffnet uns Türen zu neuen Möglichkeiten und schenkt uns manchmal unerwartete Chancen.
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Wenn man anderen ein Bein stellt, dann hat man deren Gehen manipuliert.
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