#Gonna post 2 shit posts in one day✌️

[onebraincell-itmiebcraft]

Liveblogging real life part 2: Joel (it's been 12 13 days) (already watched)

Okay so maybe we'll do the liveblog-every-five-minutes-unless-something-crazy thing also idk if I should link this up to my intro post (idk how) or reblogged my og one with this oh well we'll figure it out why am I eating AGAIN doing this

I got inspired after rewatching secret life my beloved for the umpteenth time :P

Okay ep. 1/finale is hilarious and new "series" 😭

Joel why did you point out the cursor I can't take my eyes away

First batch

Joel jumping then immediately keeling over in nausea:

Idk how to respond to that but it struck a chord within me, how true

BigB wholesome waving but it also looks like his arm is BENT I can't get over VR arms man 😭

Punching BigB because he's so tall is so real tbh + love the smash cut to Gem being salty

Headpatting + baby-ish voice "little gem/Ren/skizz" what a gentleman makes me think of the try not to cry challenge or Jimmy's crazy christmas series where he says Joel is a crybaby and Gem says he's a romance guy in a mental gymnastics train of thought

Grian throwing his head back from the outside?! Cryptid behaviour

The real life vids don't make me motion sick but Joel making retching and vomiting sounds does NOT help it makes me sick by proxy or something I hate being disoriented and nauseous too buddy

There's probably a video out there of someone comparing regular mc to vr because vr just hits different like proportions wise

Joel noises

Love this Joel-Gem duo already idk how to describe it just fun

Also Joel having to process out loud he won't throw up on Gem I remember playing Richie's plank experience or whatever years and years ago shit was REAL

Joel's inventory becoming disorganized with things that can be stacked together :(

Hey what gem said kinda reminds me of what grian said :D at the end of his episode awful :DD

Poor Joel he's battling his height complex alongside his motion sickness (rip bozo poor little meow meow)

I think almost everybody had the problem of facing the wall dude, it's okay it's very silly

Water foreshadowing (he will swim with his future gang and become incredibly sick)

Geminislay that pig

Wait till Joel learns about lying down‼️‼️

JOEL STOP MAKING NAUSEOUS SOUNDS I'M GONNA FROW UP 👹

"...Falling in powdered snow" kinda reminds me of this short story I read in grade 9 English class "The Bamboo Trap" protag fell in The Bamboo Trap™ and got bitten by big ass spiders or something the idiot, also I think got published in the same anthology as the most dangerous game 👊

Joel admits to weakness

Weird ass snow, someone built this or something?

Joel with his arms out looks so silly, so does gem

Oh gem how graceful with the figure skating history 👊👊👊✌️👉✌️✌️🤜🤛🤛🤜🙏

Lol they learn about the wrist chat

Second batch

Jimmy, oh iconic Timmy

Shield (why did I write this again?)

Bi shoes, love seeing gem's skin wearing the bi shoes I forget about it every once in a while and when I see it again it's a pleasant surprise

Vr players learn to pvp

When you use the shield to block in first person it looks kinda stupid dude

Campsite vibes tbh, I really like it.

Bee spotted 🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝 what is it doing

Shaky controller cursor over top chest plate I feel you

Falling irl indeed (recursive mention about plank)

LOUD holy moly Joel is loud (not negative)

Healf being something people can't look at at all times is actually a kinda funny mechanic

Smajor friendship aww when will they team up (did I forget about a series)

The poor beg for bread, we live in a society ✊😔

Grian killing??? Since when??? (Sarcastic)

Batch three

Peace and love is why they haven't died yet 😘

Arms again! Weird looking things

Hand gesture reminds me of that one diamond scar short with etho's greedy "I want the diamond" voice

Flint and steel? Weird looking thing

Omg red club looks like bugs, the way the trio gossips about them ♥️

Right no out messages...

Can't believe the most motion sick man gets in the water not once but TWICE this ep

Does he know

Where did the horse thing come from

Can't remember if I mentioned this but when the sword swings without critting in VR it looks so silly it pokes

A bugs life: the sequel

Club: deadly euphemism

Sword 😐

Something about jimmy doesn't get burnt...

Why is Jimmy jiggles the only one with a wooden sword???

Strong words from a man on the verge of mania 👀

Lol knowing impulse breaks the ground under Joel big brain man going for the kill

Something about the disappointed way Joel says "scar!" And scar stabbing him in the first caused this

Tim is so British he says "get in" so much

Joel, again exasperated, cries out "where's all my stuff?!"

Funny Minecraft men, my favourite funny Minecraft men

My god seeing from Joel's perspective his second death is from zombie

I think Joel was about to saying bluming + the cover behind house + the constant begging for his stuff back + violence as an answer (he hits men)

4

Oh scar up to no good again

JOEL GETS IN THE WATER AGAIN!!! MOTION SICKNESS WIN!

Joel and scar just did mitosis stop being scared of biology 🙄

What was Mr solidaritygaming doing in that hill and said yes to did he finally get iron?

Aw the silly arm motion I love greeting people with spirit fingers reminds me of that

GOON SQUAD?! (neuron activated)

Famous moment

Oh more famous moment here comes the smallidarity kiss

Love Tim's body language once again the sharp smooth head turn to grian he's like a cartoon character

(what grian mean they are suited and booted he cut this part out I don't remember the other povs 😢)

Leave it to solidaritygaming himself to be the most homoerotic straight man there is of course + Joel is still patting him on the head? + Timsel being cringefail needing to jump multiple times on ONE BLOCK + Joel did NOT need to lean that much he looks like he's powered by springs + Jim's arms always being so tight together. Makes him. Look like. An old granny??? + Joel IMMEDIATELY checking his wrist afterwards like it's a Tuesday and he's on break + homophobic GRIAN + impulse's dad delivery one liner

The more I watch smallidarity kiss the more bizarre and asinine it becomes to me 😀

When did Joel learn to button jump (he WAS mental for jumping irl irl)

Okay Joel cut out that canary comment why don't you 🙄🙄🙄

WHACK 💀 SHAKE YOUR HANDS REAL FAST 💀💀 JOEL SCREAM #3997 💀💀💀

Fond of Joel's cadence of saying "hello guys!" And "I'm coming in boys!" And "HAHA!" oddly musical

Okay aaaaaaand he dies worst ranking ever good for him the end

Idk if I should liveblog scar next or watch Ren because I've already watched up to skizz + me 'ead 'urts oh well

#real life smp #real life spoilers #real life #rlsmp #rl #rlmblr #rlsmp liveblogging #am i the only one using that tag #smallishbeans #liveblogging

[still-a-morosexual-help]

@🌹anon asked about my ocs sometime back and as I was answering it rn I accidentally deleted the entire thing😭😭😭😭😭

I'm gonna try and write whatever I remember again✌️:

Yes I did it again (shut up);

I'm such a fucking idiot, I found the "deleted ask" hidden deep in my drafts - apparently it went there when I lost my internet connection but instead of getting saved at the top of my drafts it got saved on the day anon first sent me the ask so somewhere in the middle between other drafts??? Anyway:

!!!You asked for it!!

They were all created for some game or another (characters I'll be able to toss away once I'm done playing the games) But I ended up falling in love with all of them🤡

I can't draw people for shit & I don't wanna describe appearances so I'm gonna use picrews (with links added for anyone who wants to use 'em too)

Starting from first created to last & answering it like I'm making them character profiles for a dating sim (but leaving out the three from Choices 'cause I don't know if they can be considered proper ocs rather than just characters the game handed us? Also leaving out the others from fictif because they're not as well developed)

1. "Lex" Alexandra Lane

(Lex after Lex Luthor and Lane after Lois Lane because I think I'm funny)

[1] , [2]

Origin: Love Island the Game S2

25 at beginning now 26 years (Birthday: November 16th)

5'5"

She/Her

Bisexual

Professional Cellist

English/British because the game didn't give me a choice

Married at 26 (because the game gives you no option), will definitely have a couple kids at some point

No gross out factor - probably ate bugs as a kid. Probably will still eat a bug off the ground if dared to. Biggest point of pride is that she can do a backflip in heels. Loves fashion/beautiful clothes that are usually stupidly expensive. Biting her lip and making bedroom eyes at every single person but really just wants to fall in love and settle down. Hates confrontation/any sort of fight but also really wants to know everything about everyone's business. Good at being the mediator. Always the big spoon. Actually pretty buff - can absolutely bench you.

2. Eliza Ramskin

(Eliza after the official name of the porcelain apple doll sitting in a box on my cupboard but then I decided I didn't want it to stand for Elizabeth so now it stands for "A Lizard" after the rubber gecko pasted on my bedroom wall. Ramskin: a bad pun because of the game)

[1] , [2] (yes the little frog is supposed to be me)

Origin: Obey Me!

23 at beginning now 26 years (Birthday: April 21st)

5'10"

They/Them

Queer

Wildlife Photographer

Has chronic pain

Has a scar over one eyebrow - will smugly tell you a cool story for it. In reality dropped a jar of peanut butter on their face. + top surgery scars

-> Essentially just om! gen MC with a background and name. Have you read my post about gen MC's canon facts? Have you read any of my gen MC theory posts, where I take individual canon facts & connect them to see what happens? Have you read any of my obey me! fics? Can you remember what general MC was like in them? Then you know exactly what Eliza is like. But still, here are some of my favourite parts:

Ambiguously human. Would fight God at 2am in a Denny's parking lot and WIN. They're very lowkey an asshole but underneath that they're kinda nice but underneath that they're a bigger asshole but underneath that they're even nicer and so on and so forth. Surprisingly down for murder. 0 self preservation + 0 shame + 0 fear + max drive & determination + max stubborness + max can do attitude + unconsciously charming + actually pretty strong + danger kink + horny = the world's greatest monster fucker.

3. Len

(Len's short for Lenora which she no longer goes by but irl named after my Lenova laptop, No surname.)

[1] , [2]

Origin: The Arcana

31 years (Birthday: June 7th)

5'11"

She/They

Bisexual

Same occupation as the game's MC

The only one who has a defined body shape in my mind and that body shape is plank of wood

Pitch black eyes that reflects no light. Vague cryptid energy. Stoic, cold yet thin polite smile that seems very surface level. Posture's so good just looking at her makes your back hurt. Warms up once you get to know her; is caring and gentle and understanding and soothing but also stuborn and tough/harsh/strict. Responsible but also has no problem breaking the law if needed. Dreams of travelling the world. Gives off black cat energy but is a dog person. Sadistic in both the sexy and unsexy way. Bad puns. So much untapped potential to be a super villain. I think I accidentally just created a female version of om!'s Lucifer...

4. Vale Knight

(Vale after welcome to night vale which I hadn't watched at the time, Knight from the same place but it's also a pun because of what happens to them in the game)

[1] , [2]

Origin: Last Legacy

28 years (July 10th)

6'0"

They/Them

Queer Polyamorous

Same occupation as the game's MC

Not only are they a weeb they're an ASSHOLE. The kind of person to get stabbed because their first instinct was to mock the mugger. Decided to dye their hair for cosplay once and then went "wait a minute -" A shameless flirt until someone flirts back and then they're a flustered annoyed mess. Had a lot of jobs over the years, currently a barista - doesn't want to be a barista forever but doesn't know what they want to do (other than gaming, watching movies/shows/anime, reading books/comics/manga) until they accidentally discover a passion for medicine and go to nursing school

5. River Bouwmeester

(River after Lake from Infinity Train which I've never watched, Bouwmeester because it's a Dutch surname meaning "master builder" because they work as a home renovater)

[1]

Origin: Monster Manor

27 years

5'1"

He/They

Queer

Same occupation as the game's MC

American (because the game gave me no choice) with probably Dutch origins from their father's side

Couple of big scars here and there

BIG "I can fix him energy". Moves around a lot = not much possibility for a long term stable relationship = oblivious and shy when it comes to romantic attraction. Strong, patient, practical. Very little can rattle them. Came from a long family line of home renovaters/builders (of the magic, strange & weird) but no close living family. Unironically loves bob the builder. Trying very hard to forget about the fact that they're extremely lonely by keeping up a very positive optimistic attitude. Their truck is their pride & joy. Absolutely loves their job even though it's what causes them to move about so much and so makes it hard to form close connections. Very friendly from the first moment but isn't tolerant of anyone's bullshit.

6. Roo Kidd

(Roo after the baby kangaroo from Winnie the Pooh, Kidd because the baby kangaroo was a kid. Surprisingly the actual meanings behind both names fit with their character/circumstances)

[1] , [2]

Origin: Twisted Wonderland

16 years (Birthday January 10th)

5'7"

He/They

Gay Demiromantic Asexual

Wears reading glasses

Lots of small scars from scrapes and scratches all along body

Always cold + loves cute clothes = wearing summer dresses and instantly regretting it. Head in the clouds 7 outta 10 times. Has never felt romantic attraction before - believed they never would and was 100% okay with that - so the one time they did start feeling it went "wow I'm really into this friendship" and stayed oblivious for an annoyingly long time. Also similarly oblivious to romantic attraction directed at them. Kinda klutzy. Big wet eyes. Big bright smile. A ball of sunshine but also really snarky. "This might as well happen" energy. Fast with quick reflexes and a sharp eye for detail. A cunning edge that comes out only during emergencies. Strength of a wet noodle though. Gets a shitty impromptu/accidental haircut that leads to him buzzing it all off and having to grow it back.

#asks #obey me #obey me oc #obey me mc #love island the game season 2 #love island the game #litg oc #litg mc #the arcana #the arcana mc #the arcana oc #monster manor #monster manor oc #monster manor mc #last legacy #last legacy oc #last legacy mc #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland oc #twisted wonderland mc #twst oc #twst mc

[starigen]

☆ Short Intro..

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˚₊‧◜💫◞ lavera — starlah ! ꒰ she . her ꒱ ⭑ ‧₊˚

༘ ⋆｡˚ straight ally ︶︶ 

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☆ I post art, life content, and random stuff i see!!

(maybe fandom content? Just a lil.)

( =ω=)..nyaa

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ byf

. 01 ⋆ IM 13 NO WEIRD COMMENTS UM

. 02 ⋆ im a proship + comship anti. (I could care less if you interact w/ me ig i wont bite unless you force me into it.)

. 03 ⋆ my jokes could be offensive (ex: some kys jokes or homophobic jokes) i don’t usually mean them.

. 04 ⋆ i make nsfw jokes (i’m not serious when i make them)

. 05 ⋆ i might use slurs (ofc i don’t usually mean anything that bad)

. 06 ⋆ i swear obvi

. 07 ⋆ expect a post every few months atp, i post when i want

. 08 ⋆ i’m not too entertaining of a blog

. 09 ⋆ my blog isn’t all about inappropriate jokes or stuff. sometimes i make ironic jokes, if you don’t understand irony well, my jokes can come to be misleading or rude.

. 09 ⋆ if you’re one of those sensitive gen z/alpha kids my blog ain’t for you.

. 10 ⋆ Leave if you don’t like what I post lol!! Don’t be a hater who doesn’t know how to scroll and comment on my posts lmao,, im not tryna waste ur day (FYI: I’m not going to lose sleep over what you think of me!!!!)

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ DNI

. 01 ⋆ overall annoying individual to be around

. 02 ⋆ weirdo in general (iykyk)

. 03 ⋆ if ur a fucking snowflake (VERYYYYYYYYY sensitive person,,)

. 04 ⋆ (Occasionally) On like Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, I’m busy like hell.

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ extra

. 01 ⋆ Yeah,, you can become friends w/ me. I like interacting w/ peoplee, but im kinda socially awkward so if i seem a bit impolite sorry ig (yeah ik u arent gonna do shit to me but like still)

. 02 ⋆ only dm if ur friends w/ me :]

. 03 ⋆ i will never stop yapping abt object shows (specifically if it’s inanimate insanity lolz) if u mention it!!! (Mention steve cobs or anything meeple related and i WILL go bonkers talkin abt LOREE) ☆ feel free 2 be friends w/ me if ur an ii fan ><! (Id love it more if ur a meeple fan 2!!)

. 04 ⋆ i might not respond to ur dms ina. WHILE bc im using the tumblr website,, not app, so i dont get notifs (but its also bc like,, if ur an online friend, i just get nervous in general lol im not too used to it..)

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ socials

. 01 ⋆ Discord: starigen ☆ for friends only er

. 02 ⋆ adding later lol

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☆ honestly all for now might add my fellow moots laterr anyways bye ig ✌️

#intro post #introduction #introductory post #blog intro #introducing myself #pinned intro #introducing post #byf #before you follow

[feelbokkie]

Okay, I finally came upon some free time today! Love the new theme and pfp! You post so much too! I legit had to go back and fix this message before sending it since you posted LR14 while I was typing this lmao.

I'm glad Changbin and Hyunjin officially ended the bet in and are just genuinely spending time with Y/n (but I still believe they're way too late with that...like, it's still gonna blow up in their faces I'm afraid) and that Cerberus is getting signed! The second bet boys need to stop though!!! 😩 Seungmin is the main menace in there but I'm so disappointed with Minho being cool continuing the second bet even AFTER he saw Y/n struggling emotionally??? (Also Jisung has to get himself together, he seems to be struggling himself from his tweets lmao)

Also, how is LR going to end in a WEEK!?! I'm so excited/anxious about how it's all gonna go down 😣 Still holding out for Felix physically fighting people 😤

"Please Don't Care About Me It's Okay" was also so good! I also really hate crying in front of other people. It's why I think I'm so awkward comforting people who are crying since I assume they also don't want to be seen crying, but I also can't leave someone alone if they're crying unless they ask me to (but they always ask me to stay 😭)

-👻✌️

P.S.

Your SKZ shelf looks great! You'll eventually need a second shelf though since they release so much music! I'm jealous since I'm a relatively baby Stay so I'm working backwards to get the older albums 😔

I'm trying to rest more (I'm actually using my comp hours to leave work early today 👍) but I'm in one of the worst states for air quality because of the wildfires rn so my asthma is acting up 🫠 I'm hoping it doesn't look like the apocalypse again this afternoon like yesterday. The sky was so hazy and orange and everything smelled like smoke, but the superintendent refused to cancel school 🙃

I tried to answer this during my break but I was taking too long, but I’m home now!

Thank you! I feel like a change and here we are! And yeah, i’ve been posting like crazy but I think it’s mostly rambles and LR. I inly uploaded early so I could read comments while on break at work lol. I also gave up writing for 3 years before starting Feelbokkie so I think the reason why I’m posting so much is because I repressed my creativity for so long and unfortunately it everyone else’s problem now😅

Seungmin is an absolute menace with the bet I think he just wants to watch the world burn. And as far as I know, I say as if I didn’t write the damn thing, Min doesn’t know that the reason why Y/n shut down is because of the bet. Felix doesn’t even know that because he’s choosing to trust Hyun and Bin when they said there’s no bet going on. Hyunjin vaguely knows it’s because of the bet. He knows that she spiraled because she felt bad for sleeping with both him and Bin but he never put 2 and 2 together. As far as Min knows, she was just sad. But if he realized that it was because of how Hyun and Bin were messing with her, he would have shut that shit down immediately. As for Ji, idk what his problem is. He’s just taking over as leader for baboracha I guess.

And yeah, last night I did the math and if I post a chapter a day it should end by Wednesday. I’m going go try to finish it up today and schedule the posts but we’ll see. Just try to mentally prepare for the last 6 chapters.

I hate crying period, let alone in front of other people. It’s so bad that when my oldest brother died this past December I don’t think I cried. I was like Y/nnine in chapter 12 basically, just worse off, until something totally unrelated happened the week before I posted my first post on here and lost it. I cried in front of my mom and nieces and nephews. It wasn’t pretty. I’m so bad at comforting ppl too (which is shy I don’t write as much fluff I think)

PS

Thank you! I have 5 more albums coming next week and then I should have at least one of every album, including the Japanese ones so I should be good until next comeback. But I have all the Korean albums rn. I’m a baby stay too! (although am I even that anymore with the amount of content I’ve made?) i’m just really bad with saving money 😅

You deserve to leave work early! Take a break! And I get the air quality thing. It’s (almost?) wildfire season here so Imm going to have to start wearing a double mask out to avoid getting an asthma attack. (i say almost with a question mark bc I saw a smokey the bear billboard today on my way to work but I’m not entirely sure). They never cancel schools when there’s a fire over here unless the campus is on fire. Last year the mountain right next to campus was on fire and we still had class. And my school is in mountains. Literally one gust of wind and it would have been over. 😩

#feelbokkie answers #👻✌️ anon #LR press tour

[badmouthedmama]

Out on my morning walk. Just watching the big beautiful Moon just disappear behind the clouds. So I'm so energizing when she's out in the morning what a great start!

I started this blog like all the other mom's out there. Searching Pinterest day after day. Reading all the blogs, how to make quick money as a stay at home mom? Well, that was years ago I thought about that and I'm a totally different person now and I am starting to blog to make money but not to make money off my blog LOL I disconnected from Facebook back in January, one of those challenges, I saw an Pinterest, but it spoke to me. A little bit more with the spiritual journey that I've been on to just take a break with everything and man has it just been amazing! I really haven't missed it besides the pictures and feeling way out of the loop. So I started this blog to get my name back out on social media but this time I'm just gonna be who I am none of that fake s***! The reql raw ugly me. So who am I might you ask?

Well, I'm a 40yr old, soon to be divorced woman, with 3 beautiful amazing kids. That's what we're supposed to say, right LOL 2 boys and a girl, 8, 10 and 12. Just like everybody else. I lost track of myself a very long time ago. And I'm finally finding who I want to be again, and it's beautiful and amazing. And I feel like sometimes people are too afraid to be who they want to be because who they want to be isn't who they are, and people won't accept you for who you are if you change, and let me tell you from experience It is definitely very true because there are a lot of people in my life who don't like the person that I'm becoming because it's not the person that I was. F*** them, they can k*** my a** cause I'm f****** fabulous. I'm a quirky weirdo moon child, and I absolutely love finally just being me

And I'm sure by my Bad Mouth Mama title and all the f bombs and bad words in between you would think. I'm probably going to hell, but I don't really think I am, I am very spiritual, and I believe in an ALL loving God.

So this is what this blog is for, all mama's out there that I'll just try to raise some good f****** kids. But I'm telling you right now. It is rough raising some good f****** kids in this world. It takes a village for sure. And if you need a village I want to be your village because if a mama ain't happy ain't nobody happy and THAT is what this blog is about, this blog is about Mama's. We are forgotten. Well I see you. And I guarantee to give you plenty laughs along the way because my life, no joke, is a constant series of "you can't make this shit up"

Don't you love my s***** f****** pictures 😁

My phone usually does good but clouds fucked that up this morning, maybe it'll make someone look at my blog, like wtf, who would post those horrible pictures. Me... I would...but hey if you read this far then maybe I made ya look 😘

BRB

#TBGLU ✌️🌙

#moonchild #moon #bad moms #bong hits

[gstring-theorist]

going to a family gathering today ✌️✌️ and i'm already setting it up for disaster lmao

1. fell asleep around 3 am, woke up at 7:30 (STRONG start /s)

2. planning on telling my cousins whom i havent seen in three years that im not a girl anymore ahahah assuming i don't pussy out, that is

3. gonna have to at least slightly girlmode bc there will be several old people there which SUCKS

4. despite having to girlmode gonna dress queer and fuck with the old people

5. there's actually other shit to do today besides this one thing which officially makes this the busiest day of my summer

6. um. yeah ok i ran out of points how do i end the post

7. nervje

#derainged rambles #save me

[robincantfunction]

you are so beautiful ✰ S.B x fem!reader

pt. 2 to it’s fine to be nervous

hi! so i’m back from the dead-

requested: yes/no (requests open)

warnings: smut (please be aware this is my first time writing smut so it’s probably shit), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), swearing, shy!reader, virgin!reader, tbh this is just kinda fluffy smut, cute boyfriend sirius, also a a bit cringe worthy when she asks him cause i don’t know how to write this ✌️ (as always please let me know if i missed anything) also i refuse to believe that sirius wouldn’t call his partner mon amour so yeah don’t mind that

also i hate the word panties so we’re not gonna be using that 😭

summary: after finally becoming more confident around sirius, the reader asks him to take her virginity.

Also i don’t know who on my taglist is or isn’t comfortable with smut so please message me or put in my asks whether to remove you from it when i post smut again

y/n was happy and so very comfortable in her relationship with sirius. the two had been dating for nearly 8 months, and she felt as though she was finally ready to take a step further in their relationship.

and although she may be comfortable, she was still inexperienced and quite awkward at times. kissing him without needing him to initiate was one thing, but initiating anything more? that was quite far out of her comfort zone.

but, alas, it was an unspoken rule between the two that sirius would wait until she gave him the all clear. he wanted her to feel safe, and he certainly didn’t want her to feel pressured in anyway. so he left it to her to decide when she was ready.

after endless tossing and turning, she finally decided to just go for it! she finally plucked up enough courage.

“siri” she spoke quietly. “yes my love” he asked, face showing a bit of concern. the only thing running through his mind was ‘why is she so nervous?’ and ‘is she ok?’

had he made her uncomfortable? did she want to break up?

what he didn’t expect was for the conversation they were about to have. just above a whisper, “i’m ready”. he looked at her slightly confused and she continued “i want to have sex with you” he barely even heard it, not quite believing his ears he asked “could you just say that one more time?” she looked him in the eye, still obviously quite nervous “i want to have sex”.

he looked her in the eyes and whispered “y/n are you 100% sure? cause i don’t want you to regre-“ he couldn’t even finish his sentence because she smashed her lips onto his. “i’m sure” she breathed as they pulled away.

the two had been sitting in his dorm, the marauders all out for the day. they had the room to themselves, and for once they were gonna use it to their advantage.

“i love you, so much” sirius whispered as he kissed her again. “i love you siri” y/n muttered against his lips.

laying her down on her back, he kissed down her jaw, neck, collar bone, and finally got to where her top started. “can i take this off, love?” she nodded, reaching to hep him take it off, soon they were back to participating in a very heavy makeout session.

she could feel him against her, bucking her hips up to feel more friction, sirius couldn’t help but groan against her lips. “fuck… love you have no idea what you’re doing to me”

sirius trailed kisses down her neck, detouring to her chest. the more he kissed her the more she whimpered, just wanting all of him.

before anything could go any further, he grabbed his wand, locked the door and casted a silencing charm. and finally, double checked with y/n that she’s as sure. “you still up for this, love. cause we can forget this and just cuddle if you want.” she shook her head with a. smile “i want to, siri. i’m sure. please.” she practically begged.

happy with her answer, he kissed her one more time. but this was different. it was full of love, admiration, trust. it was slow, it was meaningful. she started to grab at his top, he understood what she was doing and took it off, smiling at her, before kissing her again.

“you are so beautiful, you know that right?” she smiled at him, kissing him one more time, before her hands trailed down to his belt. once again getting the message, sirius helped y/n take it off. he then trailed his hands to her jeans, looking at her one more time for confirmation, and when she nodded he quite happily started to unbutton them. he trailed kisses down her stomach, slowly pulling her jeans down, and with them her underwear.

“please, sirius” he looked at he and smiled. then he started trailing kisses down her thighs, and back up to where she wanted him. he placed a kiss in her clit, before licking a stripe up her core. “fuck” she muttered, he trailed two fingers up and down her slit, before slowly sliding them in. he began with a slow pace to let her adjust, but the louder she got, the faster he went. when he realised she was close, pulled his fingers out and trailed back up to her face, kissing every spot he could in the process.

“why’d you stop?” she whispered “wanna cum with you” he whispered back. “you ready?” he asked quietly, as to not disturb their peaceful and quiet atmosphere. she could feel his tip sliding up and down her slit, she could also feel the tension in her stomach desperately wanting to be released. “please” she responded in the same hushed tone. it wasn’t long before she felt him push in, both letting out a gasp.

“you’re perfect” sirius whispered, kissing all over her face while she adjusted to him. “i love you sirius” she softly said, he smiled “i love you too, mon amour” they stayed like that for a while, just looking into each others eyes. “you can move” she broke the silence, but kept her quiet tone.

he slowly thrusted into her, eliciting quite a few quiet moans from her. he swore that was the best sound he would ever hear, she truly was perfect to him. “feels s’good, siri” she whispered, afraid if she spoke any louder her voice would give out. her hushed whisper turned into a moan after he hit that spot. “shit, siri, right there” she moaned, he upped his pace after that, determined to hit the same spot every time. “love you so much” he groaned out, also not trusting his voice all that much.

the two were living in a moment of pure bliss, neither of them feeling the need to speak all that much, their ever growing moans, whimpers and groans were enough.

sirius trailed kisses up her neck, underneath her ear “m’close, love” she responded with kiss, telling him she too wasn’t far off. “let go, my love” and that she did, her orgasm over taking all of her senses. she could just about feel him releasing in her, the feeling odd and unknown to her, but good nonetheless.

the two spent a while just breathlessly looking at eachother, until sirius got up to get a cloth from the bathroom. “you did so well m’love” hw said, she sleepily smiled down at him. “thank you” he returned her smile.

once he was finished cleaning her up, he kissed her forehead. “get some sleep love” she nodded “only if you cuddle me” he chuckled, “was planning to” getting into bed next to her and moving her head to his chest. sirius kissed her hair, “you’re perfect”. then he too drifted off to sleep.

taglist (link to join is on my navigation post): @messy-insomniac @imintofictionalmen @spookybooisa @siriuslyjanhvi @blackst0nes7077 @sassybadqueen @itzzzzcookie @x-heartrender-x @j-cat @nestiaisgod

i’m aware this isn’t the longest and most detailed thing i’ve ever written, but i hope it’s ok. i really liked this idea (i just wish i could execute it better 😭)

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[marquez-junky8920]

About my blog! I was tagged by the wonderful @marcsmarquez. 😌

1. Why did you choose your url?

Marc and Fabio are my favorite riders, and Fabio's last name is just too perfect to not put 'oh my god' after it. Thus, marquezquartararohmygod was born. 😂

2. Any side blogs?

Nope! Just this one. My little baby.

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

Almost 2 years! I took a little break after I deleted my old blog, and just recently came back in October, I think.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

Given that I have NO clue what this is, I'm gonna be safe and say no. 😂

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I started this blog because, obviously, I'm a whore for motogp, and because I wanted to start writing again and feeling the atmosphere of Tumblr. Gotta say I haven't been disappointed so far.

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

So, to make an extremely long story short, I got covid and couldn't go to the motogp race in Austin in 2021 that I had tickets for, and I was so proud of Marc's win there. So that picture stood out to me and holds a meaning for me.

7. Why did you choose your header?

For obvious reasons - two world champions in one picture and my 2 favorite riders.

8. What's your post with the most notes?

For my incorrect quotes, it's this one and for my actual fic writings, it's this one. The first smut I ever wrote, and of course Marc takes the win. 😗✌️

9. How many mutuals do you have?

I think like 9? And I love every single one of them.

10. How many followers do you have?

Only 79. Please help. 🥺🥺

11. How many people do you follow?

24!

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

Depends on your definition of a shitpost... 😂😂😂

13. How often do you use tumblr?

I'm on it pretty much every day.

14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?

Can't say that I have. Not looking to change that anytime soon either. 😂

15. How do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts?

In terms of talking about the importance of reblogging, I love them. I think it's always important to reblog and support other blogs. But in terms of like those chain reblogs, nah. Not my forte.

16. Do you like tag games?

No I fucking hate them (thanks Emma 🙄) I'm totally kidding, I love you, please don't crucify me. 😂 I really do like tag games actually!

17. Do you like ask games?

Yes! Love love love them. Any type of ask game, I'm 100% there for it.

18. Which of your moots do you think is tumblr famous?

Either Sharon or Brenda. DEFINITELY EMMA APPARENTLY WITH HER 1300ISH FOLLOWERS. (Even though Emma isn't a moot because she doesn't follow me. Be my 80th follower? I'll give you a flower. @marcsmarquez 🌺🥺👉👈)

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

If you're nice to me and don't talk shit behind my back, I have a crush on you. That's very sexy and loyal of you. 😏

I tag @73marquez93 @marc-marquez93 @icemanhoneybadger @sachsenking93 @souds7 @fabioquartararhoe @fabiettoquataro @alexmarquez-73 and @motogpee

#tag game

[bisexualnathanyoung]

@super-unpredictable98 tagged my @crabstick (won't let me tag my damn self I gotta check my settings, somehow have it where only followers can tag me probably) blog but I already did this a while back on there so I decided to post it here 💗

name: Ry

gender: no❤️ (is okay if you call me gendered terms like dude, bro, girl, queen, king, sis as long as you don't mean them as gendered, I am comfortable sharing that I'm AFAB tho, I prefer they/them the most tho)

star sign: Aries

height: 5'3"

time: 7:11pm

birthday: April 12, 2000

favorite bands: (I can't remember what I said last time omfg) Avenged Sevenfold, The Beatles (come for me), The Monkees, Slipknot, Gorillaz, TWRP, Ninja Sex Party, Queen, Rush, Traveling Wilburys, ELO, Green Day (I had trouble thinking of some and looked at my spotify playlists and was like OOO BUT ALSO THIS ONE)

favorite solo artists: George Harrison, David Bowie, Billie Eilish, (the other Beatles' solo work lmao), Billy Joel, Johnny Cash, Elvis Presley, Elton John

Song stuck in my head: that one time (maybe it was more than one time idk) Arin Hanson went 🎶 I'm gonna fuck your dad 🎶

last movie: Rocketman, that movie was the fucking shit

last show: Shameless UK (unless you count me searching through season 1, episode 6 of Misfits to see what color hoodie Nathan was wearing. It's black btw.)

when did i create this blog: I created my main blog in 2012 but I created this one to reblog and post fanfic from probably around August- November.

what do i post: anything I vibe with

last thing i googled: white maine coon

do i get asks: suprisingly I do sometimes, it makes me feel thrilled

why i chose this url:

1. Simply because it wasn't taken

2. I HC Nathan Young from Misfits as bisexual

3. I'm bisexual and love Nathan Young

4. I'm bisexual and think I'm kind of similar to Nathan Young lol

followers: 88 on this blog

average hours of sleep: oof

lucky number: 4

instruments: I played saxophone in middle school and high school, and piano for one year in elementary school. Fun fact: my dad plays classical guitar professionally and when he tried to teach me when I was in elementary school I got bored and started doing flips over our couch instead. I'd like to try to learn again as an adult sometime.

what i’m wearing: pooh bear shirt, pooh bear pajama pants 😎✌️

dream trip: somewhere with lots of grass where I can vibe with some sheep or horses

favorite food: I be liking sushi

nationality: American

favorite song: Absolute Favorites playlist on Spotify, judge me

last book i read: Interview with The Vampire by Anne Rice I'm still reading it

Top three fictional universes: Star Wars, Misfits, TUA (wait did I completely steal Flor's answer omfg)