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joethehoeee · 7 months

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"Why did you save me that night?" The question bore through his heart like a sharp dagger. The thoughts about that night hurt more than the phantom-pain of his broken horn. His back faced her, he was about to leave into the woods, like he always does if the guilt was to much to bear.

He tried to let his emotions deep in his heart. He wouldn't let them out. Not now. "Because you couldn’t save yourself." He answered coldly, his rough words rip through the cold air of the night. He knew that the words hurt her, even if she would try to play it off. He was a bloody asshole towards her. He knew it. He shouldn't be.

The red-headed women behind him scoffed in a playful tone, yet he could pick up on the small disapointment in her voice. "Is that all? Just because you pity my weakness?" She shoke her head with a hurt chuckle, was she nothing to him? The leaves on the trees nearby rustle from the wind as she spoke. He could hear her tho, his ears would always hear her voice even through the roars of the dark lord right next to his ear.

No...That's not all..., the voice in his stubborn head urged to tell her the real reason. "I...Loved-....Love you. I love you, Barbara. I loved you then. I love you now. I will always love you." He confessed, yet the voices only grew louder, ...no, that's not the only reason why you disgusting scumbag. Tell her. Tell her the truth. His voices echoed in his mind.

"What...?" Finally, he turned towards her, his eyes wide as if he hadn’t planned to say it out loud. The salt and pepperd hair streak fell over his face (like it always did since he let it grow out). His face consorted into a soft, yet somehow...guilty...look. He took a step towards her, one of his hands moved to her cheek to cup her face, wich was still hurt but the light in her eyes couldn’t be mistaken. His clawed thumb stroke the scar she had gotten from the night when all of it started. God he hated himself. HE was that light. But why?! Why would her eyes light up for him.

"I couldn’t let you die. I would've never forgiven myself if...not after-..." his voice grew softer and he tried, with all of his willpower, to not break down. But he couldn't stop it. Not anymore. Everything was to much for him...the lack of sleep, food, water and the guilt...it was to much. He opened his mouth again but-

Her soft and warm lips suddenly brush over his own cold ones. His tusks tickle her skin as he pulled her against him. He should stop. He knows that he should stop her right now. He does not deserve this. It dosen't matter if he showed guilt or redeemed himself by giving her a grave, bones or this damn jacket that he was hiding in his bag (for now).

He pulled away. He pulled completely away from her touch. He stepped back, leaving as much space as he could. "Walt-"

"NO. Don’t say it. You don’t. And you won’t ever will...not after..." He steps back, shaking his head furiously as she tried to walk towards him. Suddenly she stopped, just looking at him with a confused and hurt look on her face. "I don’t care what-"

"I know. But this isn’t what I-" he growled, more to himself than to her. "It's my fault." He looked down at his hands. Tears form in his eyes but he stopped them from rolling down his face. He could still feel and smell the childs blood. And hers...hers too. "Walt, I don’t understand...? What are you talking about?" She sighed. "Look I don’t care about your past...I care about you now. And I...I love you too..."

"It's my fault that Jim died."

"W-what...?"

"I...I killed Jim."

Wasn’t that fun?

Well technically he didn’t kill Jim personally but-

He was ordered to make the plan. It pretty much went like the battle of the bridge just that they won. Strickler made that plan. (At least i think so but if not then he made it in this AU.) He also didn’t do anything as Jim was killed and Barbara dies believing that he didn’t care (in that moment) but he was actually frozen in shock. He loved that boy even if he wants to deny it.

This conversation obviously goes on and would be a bit more detailed if I write an actual fanfiction but this should work out, for now.

Well second non-"canon" Version.

And with light-

Aaaand closeup:

More Context:

Barbara was attacked while she came home. In this version she wanted to dress a little up for her boys theater role. Tho, she almost never made it out of the house.

The times are a bit differently from the canon ep. Jim was killed and Gunmar got free like an hour before the school theater. Wich is why Strickler could save her.

Gunmar saw his weakness in her and Strickler couldn’t let her die just like that. He dressed properly (bc he knew he would now be Gunmars enemy wich made him disgusted of his former clothes.) and saved her. She was subconsciousin the burning building and he brought her to a save place.

At least until it wasn’t save and he fought against both Gunmar and Bular to keep her save. He lost his horn only a few days after that night.

#trollhunters #walter strickler #barbara lake #stricklake #toa strickler #toa trollhunters #stricklander #strickler #waltolomew stricklander #tales of arcadia #well I hope you like it #I will give more lore and writtings to you #at least for this AU #YOU THOUGHT YOU ESCAPED THE ANGST #HAHAHHAH #no #however...that means a lot of ✨️trauma✨️#I hope you guys are ready uhm bc there will be more now-#I have those weird phases #yet I hope you will enjoy it bc I still have soft fluff around the corner....somewhere #and I can't draw his feet #I swear Walter #WHY DO YOU HAVE FREE FEETS #like damn just wear shoes 🙄#No ....I love those disgusting grippers. But like why? I don't want to draw them #Barbara is too curious for her own good #this women needs to know #He needs to say it #sweet trauma and hard fluff this time #oh and is that Barb's burning house un the background? yes.

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that-one-weeb-buts-its-the-main · 1 year

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Being Franks Daughter in Hawkins pt 17

Gif Caption: Top Gif: Dustin Henderson from Netflix's Stranger Things Bottom gif: Peter Parker aka Spiderman from Marvel

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Reader: female | 18-19

Characters Mentioned: Steve Harrington (ST), Dustin Henderson (ST), Robin Buckley (ST), Billy Hargrove (ST), Kate Bishop (MCU), America Chavez (MCU), Dr. Stephen Strange (MCU), Wade Wilson (MCU), Venom/Eddie Brock (MCU), Loki Layfeyson (MCU), Peter Parker (MCU), With special Guest star of The Corinthian from The Sandman!!! Ya!!

A/n: oof sorry I fucked up and posted this half ass I tried to hurry, also before you say But the Corinthian isnt MCU or Stranger things, Im using him for a reason and I just think he'll be the nightmare that helps Y/n and bs. Also your a fuck ton stronger than you think!!

Warnings: Swearing, bloody noses,

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So with Steve gone, and Superheros only in the house, you got to work.

You had probbed over the wall you had set up, with Stephen, none of it made sense.

"They all know me by City Bird." Y/n explained.

"And thats important why?" Wade asked sitting on the couches arm.

"Billy only calls me City Bird."

"Billy? Russo?" Stephen asked.

"No Harrington." Y/n explained, "Wanda called me City bird, I've never mentioned that to her. And so did Russo."

"Russo showed up at the Sanctum?" Stephen questioned.

"No. It was a dream. It lasted three days." Y/n argued, "Harrington found me outside in shorts and a tee shirt with a bad bloody nose. That sound normal?"

"Dreams are linked to diffrent Dimensions." America spoke up, "the diffrent lives you have, across a multiverse. But three day dreams...did you spend three days walking around in the dream?"

Y/n shook her head no, "No. It was more of three mintues? Maybe two."

"Its possible that you didnt even meet Billy Hargrove in that multiverse," Stephen explained.

"That doesn't make sense." America cut in.

"Why?" Stephen asked Y/n sighing looking up to see a shadow threw the roof cracks.

"She told me when he came to visit that the jacket she wears is Billy Hargrove's, she wears it in ever multiverse I've been too, you've all known each other every time I've jumped. Why wouldn't she know him?"

"Hey!" Y/n snapped holding her hand out, "wait"

"What-"

"Shh" y/n hushed, everyone going quiet, there was a creak in the wood as everyone stood up.

Y/n held out her hand to Wade, he handing over a knife. She walking towards the door carefully.

There was silence then loud knocking on the door.

"Y/n?"

"Jesus fucking-"

Y/n opened the door, Venom standing there.

"HI"

"Why are you here?" Y/n asked, watching them return to Eddie, "How did you get my address."

"You called me."

"What? No I didn't." Y/n told him.

"Yes you did, You said you're needed in Hawkins, so we can protect the world." He mocked.

"No-"

Just as Y/n spoke up a smoke grenade came crashing through the window.

"Get out the house!" Y/n shouted at every one, coughing and choking on the thick smoke as they ran out the house, "split up in the woods!"

It was quick everyone splitting up, Kate followed her, along with Loki.

"Shit!" Kate shouted, tripping over a root.

"Come on!" Y/n shouted tugging her up, and too her feet as the three ran deeper into the woods.

They ran across the creak, down uncharted pathways, stopping behind a large fallen over tree.

"You think we lost them?" Kate whispered, before Y/n could even answer an arrow stuck the tree between them.

"Look! Run deeper into the woods! I'll distract them." Y/n ordered.

"What?! No way!-"

"Do it Loki!" Y/n ordered, getting up and running the opposite direction, they watching her run off.

"Hey Arrow head!" Y/n shouted, "Come and get me!"

They watched her vanish from sight.

"Come on lets go." Loki spoke.

"But Y/n-"

"She asked us to go deeper into the woods we're listening."

You dont know how long you ran for, but you ran so far you made it too the damn Mall.

If they wanted you, it'd be hard to find you in a crowded area.

So not carring you ran in through the back door, careful to avoid any employees.

You opened a door to backroom, locking it and falling agaisnt it till you reached the ground

Cue the mini mental break down.

"Y/n?"

She looked up, Steve in his Scoops Ahoy outfit.

"The hell happened-"

She laughed, "of course! I fucking coming running into here!"

"You look horrible. What the hell keeps happening to you-"

"Hey Harrington I asked for-"

Robin stopped seeing y/n on the floor, "oh shit..."

"Hey! It's Y/n!" Dustin cheered, "wait. What the hell happened to you!"

Steve brings you to the other room, sitting you down on the chair he usually sat in.

"Look at you." He spoke, holding her face, "Jesus...you smell like smoke..."

Steve patched you up, and even gave you his change of chlothes to wear,

You thanked him quietly, and told them what happened.

Robin though new to this seems to understand more.

"You dipwads she cant fight because she won't hurt them."

Dustin things its the Russians

"You've had trouble with them before! Why not now? Mind control is a thing!" Dustin told.

He wasnt completely wrong, and even showed you something they've intercepted

"I have some of it." Robin explained, "The week is long. The silver cat feeds when blue meets yellow in the west. I dont know the last part."

"Its in Russian?" Y/n asked.

"If we let you listen-"

"Yeah yeah first rule about russian interception club is you dont talk about russian interception club."

Dustin handed you over the tape, you putting the headphones on as you listened to it.

"A trip to China sounds nice if you tread lightly." Y/n answeed taking the headphones off.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah."

"How'd you know Russian?" Dustin asked.

"Natasha." Y/n explained, the two teens looking at her confused.

"Black Widow?" Dustin cut in.

"Oh!"

"Hydra. In Hawkins?" Y/n asked, "this small little town?"

"Why wouldnt they? It wouldnt be suspicious. In the middle of the woods?"

Y/n hummed, that seemed reasonable.

They left you to think, Dustin and Steve apparently going Russian hunting whatever the hell that ment.

"So...Avenger huh?" Robin asked, "You and Steve?"

"Im not sure what I am to myself let alone others." Y/n answered.

She hummed sitting across from Y/n.

"Must be difficult." Robin explained, "Having so much to carry."

"I just. Want things to go back to the way they use to be. Before Hawkins."

Robin looked at her with Sympathy, going back to simpilar times didnt sound too bad.

"Harrington that bad?" She joked.

"Is it bad if I say yes?"

Robin chuckled.

"He's. Not." Y/n responded, "I just..."

"Have to be the hero?"

"I don't have to be Anything."

"Yeah." She spoke, "but it helps."

After that she left you to work for another hour or so before her lunch break.

You mostly sat there with a napkin and pen trying to map things out

You had an idea, and went to go tell robin but once you walked out Robin was gone.

Though the Mall was full, it seemed empty. Y/n walked out, "Robin? Harrington? Henderson?"

Walking around some more looking for the trio she found no one, for a while too, a good hour perhaps she walked around?

"Hey there." A man spoke up, he wearing a cream colored trench coat, with dark glasses, "You look a little lost."

"Uh. No... thanks though." Y/n answered.

"Lost someone then? Your kid? Boyfriend?"

"No." Y/n spoke eyeing him, "You look like my friend."

"Do I now?" He answered, "Now I should take that as a compliment? Shouldnt I?"

"Yeah ladies love him...mostly the glasses." Y/n told him.

He laughed, "No very much into the ladies. If you know what I mean."

"You like what you like...." y/n shrugged looking around.

"You sure your not loss there?"

"Yes-"

Y/n stopped seeing Steve himself looking into the distance, about to excuse herself Nancy came running into frame, into his arms, he swinging her around, before kissing her like he longed too for so long.

"You alright there? You look pale as a ghost." He answered, "I would hate for the fun to end so soon. It's just beginning. Hate seeing someone you love kiss another girl?"

Y/n looked at him, "what?"

"Oh come on." He laughed, "I know your not. That. Stupid City Bird."

Y/n stood her ground, "If you-"

"What?" He laughed, "Touched Billy Hargrove? Hurt him?"

Y/n's glare hardened, and he smiled, it was sick, full of genuine pleasure, he watched her think about her next words.

"This is fake." Y/n responded, "i wouldnt be surpised if I was dreaming."

"Oh?" He responded, "and how you figured that?"

"Because Dustins not with Steve. And there always together." She responded, "not to mention. Im wearing Steve's change of chlothes, and he's wearing the same chlothes I am. My reflection isnt in your glasses. Even if they were dark there'd be a reflection. Not to mention. I know when a magic user is fucking with me."

The mall went silent, everyone gone, just no clipped into an unknown plane.

"What do you want and why are you here." Y/n demanded.

"Because you're fucked." He responded, "and I want to watch it fuck you over, watch your worst nightmares come true. Its the onky thing that brings me that much closer to feel free-"

"Corinthian thats enough-"

Y/n's eyes shot open, she arched over head asleep on her arms which rested on the table.

"Morin sleeping beauty." Robin spoke.

"How...long?"

"Not long. Thrity maybe."

You sat up letting your bones crack and Steve and Dustin came back

"No Russians." Dustin spoke, "not yet."

"Good. I want my break." Robin spoke, "and do a bit of my own hunting. You coming Y/n?"

Y/n was silent, she looking at Steve in a way. A way she's never looked at someone, she dazed, feeling like she was gonna cry.

"Oh my god your nose is bleeding-"

Robin was quick to grab napkins, Stevee trying to rush to help as well.

She felt.

Alone.

"Hey Dustin. Go. Russian hunting with Robin-"

"What? No way-"

"Now." Steve ordered.

"Fine." Dustin spoke, "If you need anything. Uh. Tell Steve?"

Y/n lookrd over at Dustin, "yeah..."

He gave her a toothy smile and a thumbs up, before being pulled away by Robin.

"Thats the second time you know." He responded cleaning her face.

Y/n was silent, it familiar, this had just happened this morning.

"Are you okay?" He asked bringing a chair infront of her, sitting across from her, "all the sudden. This is happening. Why?"

He just got a stare in return, her nose hadnt stopped bleeding. She just. Stared.

Stared into his soul, he felt like. Like she was searching for something.

"Look. Im sorry what I said this morning."

"Did you kiss Nancy." Was all she said, "after I left?"

"No...why would you-"

"Did you kiss Nancy before I left."

"I. I didnt kiss her no. I."

"Did she kiss you?'

He was quiet, but nodded, "Yeah right after we..."

"Right after? A day? A week?"

"....the same day..."

"Did you sleep with her too? The same day-"

"No. I would never do that to you-" he answered then sighed cleaning her fsce, "why...ask now?"

"Because I just watched Nancy Wheeler kiss you..." Y/n responded, "I. I know it sounds crazy...my dream-"

"You just made me feel guilty because of a dream?"

"No. Thats- it wasnt a regular dream."

"Sure of the hell wasnt."

Y/n got up quickly pushing Steve behind her, it took her a few seconds, "You..."

"Guilty as charged." He smiled, "Now why doesnt your friend here get us some icecream? Swirl please."

"Y/n who is this-"

"Corinthian..." y/n spoke, "I dont fucking trust you."

"Well it looks like my names out of the bag." He sighed, taking a seat, "that icecream please? Whatever the lady wants and a swirl for me."

"Go Steve-"

"Are you kidding- no-"

"Go. Now." Y/n ordered, "go."

Corinthian watched Steve walk off and back to the front.

"Dont tell me I manifested your bullshit. When I woke up." Y/n complained.

"If your refering to the bloody nose." He responded, "that is not my problem at all...city bird."

"How the fuck do you know Billy." Y/n glared.

"Oh through you of course." He responded, "You dream. Alot. Alot Alot."

"And?" Y/n argued.

"You remember half them?"

"No."

"Any of the good ones?"

"If you know I dream so much you know I dont get the good shit."

"Yep." He responded, "I've been with you for a long time. Gets harder every time. Every crack, and nessle, nook and cranny."

"You seem happy bout it."

"Bout your nightmares shall we call them?" He asked.

Steve came back with two cups of icecream.

"Thank you Steve." Corinthian smiled at him.

Steve only looked at her, she looking back, and he left.

"You see Y/n." Corinthian started, "you...me...were not so diffrent."

"I think we're plenty different."

He chuckled under his breathe, "See...but we aren't. You and me were one of a kind, strong, independent, no where to fit in: we're alone. I suppose. Instead of insulting you. Us. I should be thanking you really."

Y/n watched as he broke off his monolouge with a spoonful of icecream, "Dream fucked me over once, ruined me. Thanks for bringing me back doll. That Mystic Arts Bullshit really does pay off, doesnt it?"

Y/n glared as he stood up, grabbing his icecream, "I'll see you soon doll. Good luck with the Russians."

He turned around to her, lowering his dark glasses, showing not eyes, but teeth, "Your gonna need all the shit help you can get."

With that he pushed up his glasses and left

You were a complete mess, he obviously was seemingly against you and had the power of magic and your completely fucked completely fucked

Your nose had stopped bleeding a while ago, and was drying up.

"Hey!" Robin called running in, "I got it! I know what it means!- and your still covered in blood..."

"Yeah. Sorry." Y/n responded rushing to clean her face at the sink.

"Are you okay?" Dustin asked.

"Yeah. Yeah." Y/n responded, "stress. Is...all.."

"I would be worried too, but dont worry, everyones safe. And okay." Dustin told her, "Im sure of it."

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