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#HE! HIM!!!!!! HEEEEEEEEEEE
r-truth · 7 months
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(Inspiration)
(TW: brief suicide contemplation)
Alyssa exhales softly. She'd managed to keep a steady job for two weeks, which was a new record. Though of course, it didn't last. They dug into her past employment, saw everything, saw she'd been fired from Connected Cosmos Company, and then fired her. Because why would want someone who couldn't keep a stable job?
She flops onto the couch in the small apartment she has. Alyssa was grateful that her landlord was a sympathic person. He didn't require her to pay rent as nearly as often, instead having her do work around the complex in exchange to stay.
But even then she knew it couldn't last.
She rolls over and looks at the coffee table in front of her, vision blurry in her right eye. She rubs it.
"For once, Alyssa, just fucking do what you're TOLD TO DO!"
The searing pain of both a slap and sharp nails racking over her eye made Alyssa cry in pain.
She inhales softly and rubs her left eye before sitting up. She leans forward and grabs the small notebook, and opens it, frowning softly.
Concepts for more firewalls, more programs, and characters. Many she knew she'd never get to make them. Never get to see them come to life and talk to them.
.. God, she missed Chroma, Blaze, Comedy, and Tragedy. She remembers laughing when they chose their names, both from disbelief and amazement. Somehow, someway, she had made life.
Life she so desperately tried to keep from Jayin, but it failed in the end.
Alyssa doesn't remember when Jayin took a turn. Maybe when she first started the company and hired Alyssa? Or when The Cloud's Songbird began rising in popularity far too fast. All she knows is that the Jayin that ran CCC wasn't the same Jayin she once knew.
She rises from the couch and grabs the notebook, stuffing it in her pocket. Walking to her front door, she slips on her shoes and jacket before leaving.
She had to take walks at night now. At least then she didn't have to see the dirty looks given to her by all the people in town.
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Walking through the park, the streetlights flicking above head, Alyssa sighs.
She couldn't remember the last time she felt happy, had fun, and smiled. She pauses and lifts her head up, looking to the sky.
Her eyes drift over to the lake not too far. It was winter now.
If she was to jump in.. would the hypothermia take her first? Or the drowning?
She purses her lips. Both were shitty ways to go, but it's not like she could afford a gun. And she doubted she could get to a tall enough building in time.
Alyssa turns her body.
.. would it be worth it?
Should she..
"Hello, Ms. Alyssa."
With a gasp, Alyssa whips around with wide eyes. That did not sound like a normal person, that sounded like someone using a voice modifier or something.
There, from the shadows, a heavyset man in all black with his face hidden and an electronic voice appears. She swallows thickly.
"I am-"
"Did Jayin send you?" Alyssa interrupts. "If she did, then just make it quick."
That stops the man. "..what?"
Alyssa pauses. "Jayin. Director Jayin of-"
"I know who you're talking about." The man holds up a hand. "But what did you mean? Did.. did you think I was here to kill you?"
She nods, frowning. "I wouldn't put it past her at this point."
The two stare at each other before the man speaks. ".. let's move past that for now."
"Please."
He regains his composure. "Well, Alyssa. I'm Director K of The Grid. I've come to learn a lot about you, Alyssa - how you worked for Director Jayin for years, how you were kept in the dark about the true intentions of the company, and your programs, to name a few."
A shiver runs down Alyssa's spine. "How.. how did you figure this all out?"
"It's not the concern at the moment." Director K brushes it off. "What is the concern is the deal I'm going to give you here."
"Deal..?" Alyssa narrows her eyes. Did this dude expect her to take a deal after not so indirectly confessing to knowing way too much about her.
"Come work with The Grid." Director K says simply. "We've been invested in Living Programs for a bit now, and considering you made four of them at once is interesting. You even cared enough to hide them."
Alyssa swallows. "It's not like I could let Jayin just.. use them. They're people, even if they're programs."
The director seems pleased by that. "That they are."
She frowns. "So how do I know you're not doing the same?"
"I can show you."
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And he did. Director K showed her.
And despite some hesitancy, Alyssa took the hand outstretched to her, and joined The Grid.
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mzcain27 · 5 months
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My Buffy rewatch/first Angel watch is taking a very long time but I thought I’d update y’all
Xander still fucking sucks
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bonerey · 7 months
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I MISS MIKE WALTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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oranjeleeuw · 8 months
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Every day I absorb as much Max content as possible and my serotonin level is intact. Thank you good sir, it's lovely to adore you from afar
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sollattes · 6 months
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HELLO N WELCOME TO ANOTHER CRUSH RANT 🤩🤩🤩
Okay so first interaction was when we were grouped together for a project, and while we were planning on what to do, we were sat next to each other, I was feeling kinda bored so I was like looking for something to draw on and he noticed so like he pulled his sleeve(he was wearing a sweater) and then he offered his arm for me to draw on but I didn't get the gist at first so I asked him what was j supposed to with his arm AND HE AND HE BRO HE GESTURED TO MY RED BALLPEN AND "draw on it" HIMINEWJWIEBRII the thing that makes this heart fluttering is that he is a very clean person so him offering his hand just like MADE ME FOLD ONCE AGAIN since I knew he was like a clean person I just wanted to draw something small so i just draw a tiny moon n stars on his wrist and draw a flower ring on his ring finger, and when I told that I was done he looked at it and said "cute" while chuckling WDYM WDYM STAAWWPPP MAKING MY HEART FLUTTER BRO STOP IT AND HE ALSO TOOK A PIC OF IT LIKE WHAT DID YOU DO THAT FOR?!?!🤨🤨🤨(I'm kidding, I don't want him to stop) Then he was like my turn, so he like gently grabbed my arm and started to draw on my wrist and finger too, he drew this like sun n clouds on my wrist and draw a bunch of sea animals on my ring finger with the shark on main front HE LOOKED SO CUTE BEING PROUD OF HIS WORK I COUDNT STOP MYSELF FROM GIGGLING TOO and he took a pic with both of our hands HEEEEEEEEEEE IS MAKIN ME FEEL THINGS ONLY MAKOTO HAVE MADE ME FEEL OMFG
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msfbgraves · 2 months
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TIG in Crackerjack is insanely handsome how dare heeeeeeeeeee. This is pretty much how I imagine him in Silverusso fics when he's younger lmao. He's too gorgeous. UNREAL. I like to picture him looking like this in Mobverse too lol. Danny boy would climb that like a tree!! (CAN WE BLAME HIM??)
Ha, it's a biiiit shorter and Terry tries so hard to keep it suave and slicked back but it's Danny's entire life's mission to have the curls come loose. Especially in their first year of marriage, when Danny may be with pup but he's young and strong and doesn't have that much to do yet he does like to tackle Terry. "Danny boy, you're pregnant!"
"Then catch meeee!" 😇🥰😚
He does do that later as well but then he spends much of that energy tickling his puppies. And pacing himself for when the pups are conked out and it's playtime for Mama and Daddy.
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qaevze · 1 year
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rewrites it for u (/ω\) tgis was such a good thought
heeeeeeeeeee knows he’s beautiful, knows you shower him in praise because of it, and though he’s fond of his day-to-day appearance, it’s moments like these— catching a glimpse of himself in your bedroom mirror all dolled up and pretty for you— that make him think he understands what you see in him. so gorgeous, all long legs and smooth brown skin and silky hair and half-lidded eyes. anyone would stop and stare, he reasons with himself, settling himself down in front of the glass and watching the kaeya in the mirror do the same, fluttering eyelashes back at him. he runs his fingers up and over his hips and waist, mesmerized by the picture he makes. he looks sexy, he decides, and he feels sexy, undressed by his own reflection, sliding steady hands down the flat planes of his stomach and squeezing his thighs. oh, you’d love to see him now, wouldn’t you, beautiful and needy and spreading his legs and sighing sweetly and twitching his hips up into his teasing hands—
the sound of the doorknob turning snaps him out of it just enough to look mortified but not enough for him to pull his fingers out from where they’re buried between his legs when the door swings open and you find him. he’s momentarily at a loss for words as the fog clears in his mind and makes him realize how desperate he looks, dressed up like a pretty whore and unable to wait the ten minutes it took you to get home.
kaeya’s beauty will be the death of him, though, he thinks, watching the corners of your mouth twitch up as you move toward him and settle behind his trembling body. he meets your eyes in the mirror, darkly excited and glazed over, so tense he nearly jumps out of his skin at your smooth, low whisper in his ear.
“pretty little thing, don’t stop on my account.”
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erinaceina · 1 year
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My mind seems to go blank whenever I'm required to think of tropes, but uhh here goes...
Soulmates Enemies to lovers Fake married Found family Amnesia
Soulmates: A-. Done right, this can be a favourite trope of mine but I have specific things I want from it. I want to feel the characters’ connection beyond the soulmate thing. I want to feel them pull against it. I want them to be soulmates who are chosen as well as made. But ooh, the delightful angst potential of mutual pining with ‘they wouldn’t like me if we weren’t soulmates’ but they would and they do.
Enemies to lovers: C, I guess. It’s a bit of a weird one because my first impulse when someone says enemies to lovers is a favourite is a visceral nope, especially if they still feel like they hate each other once they become lovers (hate fucking will make me nope out of a fic so fast, especially for a favourite ship, especially if the hate is genuine rather than something they’re trying to convince themselves of). But so many of my favourite ships do have an element of enemies to lovers (Lymond/Philippa, Wangxian, Eugenides/Irene etc). When I like it, I really, really like it. The gradual getting to know one another, the realisation that someone you thought was awful is actually amazing, the way it can explore the idea of getting to know someone utterly, the guilt and confusion because this is your enemy, damn it… So yeah, a true C in that it depends massively on how it’s treated.
Fake married: B. I think I prefer forced marriage/marriage of convenience to truly fake married (i.e. pretending for reasons) because I tend to think of those as angstier (oh no, I’m stuck with someone who I can’t love/can’t love me) and fake marriage as more comedic (oh no, all our friends believe it too, how will we tell them the truth?) The need to support each other in a difficult situation, the gradual building of trust… But fake married is still fun and still has the potential for pining in close quarters which…oooh yesss.
Found family: B. A hard one to rate again. I love found family and I find stories in which the ship ends up happily together but without (found) family/friends viscerally upsetting - e.g. scenarios in which WWX and LWJ head off into the wild blue yonder and cut all ties with the cultivation world. I’ve never seen anyone do something like that with Lymond and, honestly, Richard would just chase him down with a big butterfly net at this point. Something he should have considered earlier in canon tbh. But anyway, I love seeing the development/fulfilment of platonic emotional bonds but, at the same time, I never think to filter for found family and I usually want the fic to be doing something else as well.
Amnesia: A+. Heeeeeeeeeee yeah. I love it so much. So much angst, so much confusion, so much vulnerability, so much doubt and fear. All the hurt/comfort! It’s sickfic turned up to 10. There are so many different ways it can go, poking at trauma and trust, exploring the possibility of healing damaged relationships and getting to see aspects of a character which they usually keep hidden. It’s a trope which lends itself really well to a close focus on the characters and their emotions. I especially love it when the amnesiac character doesn’t understand why the others are treating them so well and has to go through the process of learning to be vulnerable all over again. I might have to go and find some amnesia fic now…
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cashandprizes · 1 year
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AS YOU SHOULD BABY PINK OBSESSIONS FOR THE WIN
but also
i just think that
king sam and baby pink
STOP. WAIT. OH MY GOD. HEEEEEEEEEEE. HIM. OHHHHH MY GOD. HIM.
zo. i am not going to make it. He's the fucking King, he can get whatever the fuck he wants and dress them however he wants. Oh. He's too powerful. I can't live like this.
brb naruto running into a glass sliding door
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poppy-anon · 2 years
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HE! I-! HIM! HEEEEEEEEEEE
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writerinsonora · 2 years
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Aug, 13th 2004
Heeeeeeeeeee-ay. Well, today was different..to a point.
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I spent the night at Claws' house last night for Smackdown. We woke up around 7am, which is VERY good for me. I have to be up around 6:30 am for my dumb school which starts only next Monday...I think we're the last school to start in our state or district..idk.
Anyway, we woke up at 7 and spent the day trying to move the plot along in our RPG. I was extremely short of ideas today. My mother picked me up around 4pm, then we went home. I just hopped on my computer once I could and started RPGing with Claws on msn....no life for me *sob* sob* -don't kill me claws-
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So........we get onto an interesting point....
AND THE FUCKING POWER GOES OUT
Thats extremely annoying, cause once I settled down in my bed, listening to Ayumi Hamasaki...the power just jumps right back on after about 45 minutes or so...(might be less) So right now I'm talking with Claws on msn and Fairy on AIM. I'm happy. =D
But while I was over at Claws' house..I finally sent my Father his well deserved letter. Full of guilt trips about how he's been SO WONDERFUL and full of my rants. All I have to wait for is for him to respond. *shrug* I expect him to call yelling at me..denying each and everything I said....I think I'm ready for it.
-Phoenix_Wolf-
P.S. I'm going to try to keep up with this thing more....if its going to do anything for me.
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#hahaha if only a few days was the difference between depression and neglect.
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yibowang · 3 years
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201226 YIBO-OFFICIAL weibo update 
concept trailer A · symbiosis
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effei-s · 2 years
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n in nat stands for number one paris anderson ambassador.
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dailysuju · 5 years
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pictures of kim heechul that leave me emotionally distressed — part 2/∞
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hexagonsgalore · 6 years
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All might╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
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YES HIM
PRAISE THE SUN
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