It's OK 😌 ❤️
I experimented a little bit with brighter colors, and my intentions are to create stickers with these designs, so 🤞 that everything goes to plan.
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Experimentando un poco con colores más saturados, y mis intenciones es crear pegatinas con estos diseños, por lo que 🤞 para que salgan los planes.
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I think I'm ready to cry about it
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oops…🫢
looks like another parental red flag, except this time the medication did the work I never could and eviscerated any and all the emotional attachment! 👍🏽🙂
wow! 🙂
no contact break? sounds like peace and healing to me. 🙂
While, i can’t wait to be back on the 30’s and away from the 40’s. but in the meantime… strategic use will prosper. 🙂
I know they love me deeply. What greatly outweighs that love is the way it is translated. They very offen cannot share their love for me with me without the negativity, fear, and inability to see me for who I am today.
Unfortunately, despite over 10+ years of therapy I still am genuinely and extremely affected by their words. Their words continue to completely destroy me, at the most casual lip curl toward my life or choices.
I have always loved them so deeply it destroyed the very fabric of my brain and reality… because they were INCAPABLE of loving me the way i so desperately deserved and needed.
poverty and pressure robbed us both of that love.
I’ve chased and begged and wept and screamed and dreamed of the love of a parent my entire life. I recognize that they’re traumatized too and I’m finally learning to accept that they’ll never be able to treat me gently or kindly or genuinely.
I destroyed their trust as a mentally ill child, teen, adult. They may never forgive me. They may never sympathize with me. They may never see me differently.
That’s okay. I see me clearly for the first time i since childhood and I’m so proud of the growth I’ve endured and collected and the triumph I’ve forged to achieve.
IF YOU NEEDED TO HEAR THIS TODAY. IMMA BLAZE IT FOR YOU WITH THE CHANGE I COLLECTED FROM MY NISSAN TODAY. CUT THOSE TOXIC PEOPLE OUT TODAY. SLAP THAT BLOCK BUTTON AND TAKE A BREAK!! IT IS okay. You deserve peace and happiness. It doesn’t even have to be for the rest of your life, but getting some space creates room for other things. ❤️ iseeu
reblog for the sad bitches & like it for the mad bitches
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treat yourself in the way you’ve always wished people would treat you. give yourself a big hug, don’t get mad when you mess up and celebrate and love yourself no matter what stage in your journey you’re at ♡‧₊˚
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i don’t know who needs to hear this today, but
you can always start again
you can change your mind
it won’t be always like this
your worth doesn’t depend on your looks
your character is what matters the most about you
you deserve to be seen
you still have time to figure things out, some people just pretend they did
your best is your best and sometimes it varies
you matter too
you need you, always remember this
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It's okay if you have trouble understanding people. Reading others is not as important as being compassionate and open to understanding them.
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