Happy Birthday Soobin! (⌒▽⌒)
You deserve the world and more,, thank you for being a wonderful leader and an amazing person! （╹◡╹）♡
I had a lot of work to do this week so I didn’t think I would be able to make anything for his birthday. But I worked really hard to finish my work and create something for this wonderful person! It was the least I could do for someone who does so much for Moa’s,,
cw // food
[ 6:37 pm. ]
you trudged up the stairs on your way to your dorm room, your feet screaming for a break. you were exhausted from the day that was finally behind you.
to put it simply, you had been working nonstop since seven in the morning. you had attended early classes, then went to your part time job at a cafe as a server, not to mention how your shift was always during its busiest hours.
you rummaged through your backpack to fish for your keys, and turn the keys in the lock with a click. a scent wafts past the opening door crack, and you eagerly open the door all the way and make your way inside.
your eyes land on your boyfriend, choi soobin, sitting on the table frosting what looked like freshly baked cupcakes, little bits of frosting in his fluffy light brown hair and on his face.
the scent of the cupcakes fill your small dorm, your mouth watering with hunger and enthusiasm.
“soobinie,” you call out in a sing song voice. “i’m home!”
he turned to your direction, his bunny-like smile already starting to grow on his face. he approaches you with arms outstretched and ready to trap you in a warm hug.
and he did just that, wrapping his arms around you happily and squeezing you tightly. “how was your day y/n?” you melt in his comforting embrace, sighing happily.
“tiring, very tiring,” you say, and he pulls out of the hug and leads you to the kitchen where the cupcakes were. “maybe soob’s cupcakes can help y/n feel less tired?” he winks jokingly, turning your cheeks bright pink.
“i think soob’s cupcakes and soob’s presence himself can help,” you grin, poking at soobin’s squishy dimple, and it’s now his turn to blush.
you grab a cupcake and eagerly bite into it. “mm, it’s really good soobin!” you say energetically, watching soobin’s overjoyed face. you then notice that his eyes suddenly drop to your lips.
“oh wait, y/n, you have frosting right there..” he says, pointing out something at the corner of your mouth. “hm? where?” you make an attempt to find and remove the stray frosting hiding in the corner of your lip, ultimately failing.
“you know what, i got it y/n,” soobin whispers, suddenly leaning closer to your face, pecking the side of your lip where the frosting was, eating the frosting off.
“yum,” he grins cheekily, dimple popping out as if it was teasing you.
your face is bright red, not being able to process what just happened. “when did you get so confident doing these things?” you reply softly, still in awe, amazement and shock, and now leaning towards soobin’s face for another sugary frosted kiss.
hell yeah i’m back w ur fave fluffy boi (and his multiple personalities oops) to celebrate his AE announcement
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Yield [verb.] - to bend or break under pressure
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There was a high chance of light rain today, the weather forecast had said, with a possible chance of snow. And it was gloomy, of course, blue skies clouded over with thick blankets of grey in such long stretches that it was hard to believe there was ever any blue at all. It was damp and cold and miserable out, and it was the kind of chill that seeped into his bones and lingered.
But Ray had to go out and water his roses. With winter approaching soon, he hardly had any time left with them at all, and with the weather the way it was… he wanted to make sure they weren’t too lonely.
Or maybe he wanted some company himself.
After all, he hasn’t had anyone to talk to in a while.
Ever since he’d brought you to Mint Eye, you’ve been despondent. The meals he brought you went untouched and he’d hardly catch a glimpse of you curled up beneath the sheets before you’d request for him to leave.
You’d been lively in those chatrooms, always so cheerful and optimistic, but he’d seen none of that since you’d arrived. You loved them so much more than you would ever come to like him.
But then again, who would ever like him? Why would someone like him ever be deserving of affection?
His eyes raised to sky as he felt something cold splash against his cheek. Then there was another, and another. And then he was standing in the rain, empty watering can in his hand.
Ray stared at the can for a long while before slowly moving over to take a seat on the bench, gaze fixed on his hands. The gloves he wore were slowly turning translucent, sticking to his skin, and for once he felt uncomfortable in them. Undeserving. They were wasted on him.
His eyes grew hot, and warm rain dripped from his cheeks.
Perhaps he was there for a minute. Perhaps an hour. Perhaps a century. He couldn’t quite tell how time had passed- there was only a before and after.
Before you were there, and after you were.
“This is quite some rain,” you said quietly, when he’d realized the rain had stopped pelting his shoulders. His red-rimmed eyes lifted to see the umbrella you held up over the both of you, then met your gaze.
“I-I-I’m s-sorry, I didn’t realize you’d come all this way-”
“That’s alright. When someone else came to bring me lunch… I thought something had happened.” Your gaze left his for a brief moment, almost bashful as you nodded at the hooded man standing a ways off. “I threatened him to bring me to you.”
“They aren’t supposed to…” He frowned slightly, peering over at the figure who’d begun to walk away. He’d have to mention that to the Savior later.
“I know. Maybe let it slide this time?” You took a seat next to him, close enough that he could feel the body heat emanating from you.
He said nothing at that, only looking over at you before turning his head away. What were you doing out here? You sounded concerned about him, but that could hardly be the case. You couldn’t stand him. Rightfully so, too- it’s not as if-
“You have a lovely garden out here,” you said, interrupting his thoughts.
“Thank you.” Although the rain had thoroughly soaked through his jacket and dress shirt, a slow burning warmth bloomed in his chest. He was quick to stomp it out.
It felt too much like hope.
Silence filled the space between the two of you, only disturbed by the steady plinks of rainfall and the occasional unspoken words neither of you could bring yourselves to say.
“I was worried about you,” you finally said, though you’d spoken so quietly he nearly missed it.
“You were… worried?” Ray looked up at you, head tilted. Why? Certainly he wasn’t someone you cared for.
“Well, I thought something had happened. To you.” You averted your eyes. “I wanted to make sure you were okay.”
He blinked, unsure of what to say. Words tumbled around in his head, though he struggled to string any of them together to make a coherent sentence. What was he expected to say?
Does this mean you care about me?
I like you a lot. Please don’t give me hope.
He bit his lip, deciding to let your words hang. You weren’t about to, though.
“Do you think you could bring me out here again tomorrow?” you asked softly, breath warm against his cheek.
Ray’s eyes lifted to meet yours, and there it was- a smile. It was small, budding, but it was there. He swallowed, the kindling in his chest sparking. “I-if you’d like.”
“Then… I’ll come by your room tomorrow?” It wasn’t meant to come out as a question, but uncertainty lingered in his voice for a touch too long.
“I’d like that.”
When your smile widened, it stirred up that same warmth in his chest again, the kind that burned slow and sweet. And just this once, he’d allow himself to fan the embers.
it’s interesting seeing mystic messenger trending on here for once :)
if we had to go through 2020 to get saerans after ending then so be it
there was always something about going shopping that made him feel so CHEERY- even if he never really purchased anything. the atmosphere was always so welcoming and warm, and almost everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves spending time with others. it always made him feel like he could still be a part of that, too. although at the same time it also made him feel a little lonely, too… with everyone having fun together
(or by themselves) then where did he fit in really? he just didn’t know…
but he didn’t like to think about those sorts of things for very long. he just wanted to enjoy his second chance (at whatever stage of life and death he was in) for whatever it was! so he glided his way through the open doors of a store
he really had no business in and began having a look around. and in his surveying he caught sight of a girl! she looked like she was thinking pretty hard about the threads in her hand…. hey! maybe he could HELP! that would be nice of him- wouldn’t it? he did love making people smile! so he floated right on over behind her and spoke:
I can point you in the direction of some cool Youtubers are really great about explaining DID as they experience it if you learn better from a source instead of looking on your own because there are a lot of places on the web that don’t have the means to explain things properly or they do so in a way that doesn’t help one get a better picture. There are a few things to note here and I’ll my best to give you an explanation that makes sense.
After all, I’m just a singlet dating a multiple, so while I have spent a lot of time learning to be more informed and well-advised, I’m still not perfect and I’m bound to make mistakes and explain something wrong.
Alters that fuse, whether it be something they figure out together or something that happens that nobody in the system is quite aware of until it happens, do not fuse and un-fuse at will. This isn’t Steven Universe if that’s where you’ve found yourself confused.
There’s also blurring, which can happen often when two members of the system are co-fronting and their personalities and actions can mix together, making it a tad hard to know who’s out. I’ve seen this with my partner since he and one of the other members in his system are often co-conscious and some mannerism that I would expect from the other member comes out in his speech, and vice versa. Blurring or blending, whatever you call it for yourself since I’ve seen both used, is not the same thing as fusion, or integration.
Not all systems look to integrate! There are systems that have a goal of slowly integrating over time from being a multiple but that’s not for everyone. It’s very personal and different for everyone in the system. Some systems function just fine together and like how things how, or vice versa. It’s just good to be incredibly respectful of anyone if you let you know how they feel on the matter altogether.
I haven’t heard of anyone un-fusing, per se. So, no, anon, I sincerely don’t think that GE Saeran would fracture apart, and boom, suddenly there’s Ray and Suit Saeran. When they fused, they shared their experiences, memories, thoughts, and feelings together and those feelings coming together would make who we know to GE Saeran, who is his own person, who is made up of those two parts that came together and he’s still trying to figure out what that means for him. I’ve talked about that before.
A fusion can be sudden and all those feelings together can feel perplexing as you feel what made up the ones that fused. He doesn’t have a name that he’s settled on, he’s okay with whatever you call him. He’s still trying to figure out his thoughts and feelings on many matters, as well. He knows that he’s not Ray, and that’s he’s not Suit Saeran, alone. He’s not both of them smashed together and co-fronting. He’s made of those thoughts and experiences from them together, and now he’s his own identity that has more awareness of his memories from multiple angles.
Now, that’s not to say that it’s not impossible for Saeran to experience more splits in his life due to traumatic situations. Those are how alters are formed in the first place. Something happens, and someone can’t handle it, and so, a split can happen and a new identity is born within the system. For example, I tend to connect Unknown as a split from Suit Saeran during that two-year period that he experienced at Mint Eye without the MC around to change things.
But, not everyone views it that way! Since Deep/Common and Another Story can feel stand-alone to each other and many view it that way. Either way, that’s just how I view it. A split isn’t un-fusing. So, I hope that makes sense. I don’t think that GE Saeran would suffer through a split once again since life should be getting much more healthy for him, but I can’t say with certainty that nothing bad will happen.
DID is, after all, a manifestation to protect the body from traumatic events that happened to a child at a young age. Before your main personality develops at… I think somewhere between eight years old and ten years old. There are blocks and gaps in memory to protect you, and different members of the system have different memories. It’s a coping mechanism. There’s a lot that goes on in this, and it’s not obvious to everyone that someone has DID. It’s the brain protecting you from harm. Many people do not have an awareness that they are a multiple until they are older and start experiencing episodes of confusion, waking up places that you can’t remember getting to, etc.
Seriously. Don’t look at horror movies or a lot of popular media for your educational research on DID. That does a lot more harm than good and paints a monsterization of people that are more likely to be victims than anything, much as anyone with mental illness is demonized by the world and media. It’s just some bullshit.
Sabe uma coisa que eu fico impressionada nesse mundo K pop , é que ninguém aceita ou respeita a opinião de ninguém , e tem pessoas que até passa dos limites pra que isso ??
k pop é de todo mundo todos podem gostar ou se não gosta pelo menos tenha RESPEITO !!!
OBRIGADA PELA ATENÇÃO
@cappujinho San and the 58th song on my playlist which is Ily by Surge Mess and Emilee
“I love you, baby and if it’s quite all right I need you, baby to warm these lonely nights Ilove you, baby trust in me when I say…”
Hearing San sing is and has always been one of your favorite things. Even when he sings in english it’s just as pretty. Your lips tilt up as you lean against the wall while San sits on the couch, sings softly as he has the phone proper up on the table.
Careful to stay out of frame you head towards him and sit infront of him, behind his phone. A smile curls his lips as well. You knew atiny would support him if he found a girlfriend but you weren’t ready for the ones who wouldn’t, who’d find your social media and send you hate.
You rested your head on your hand, watching him fondly as he spoke to the phone. You had gotten the vlive notif that one of the members had gone live and automatically heard San’s screams about Atiny from the bedroom. You loved watching him talk to and about his fans. You listened to him say his goodbyes before ending the vlive. “Did you hear that special song? It was for you.” You feel pink spread across your cheeks at his bold words. “How are you so bold?”
He chuckled and stands up, walking towards you and picking you up, arms around your waist. Your wrapped your arms around his neck and his giggles vibrated against your neck as you let your dangle in his hold. “You can wrap your legs around my waist.” You hum teasingly. “I don’t know, it’s stretching my back nicely…” You grinned before hiking your legs up around his waist, letting him get a better hold, legs holding the back of your thighs.
“I love you too y'know.” He hugs you tighter and drops a wet kiss on your cheek. “Ew!” You whine, wiping the wetness off your cheek. “Why’d you do that?” You couldn’t help the smile that forced to spread on your lips and his laughter.
♡ stubborn ♡ c. hyunsuk
“Hiii. Can i pls request an angsty scenario for hyunsuk that turns fluffy and soft?? Im so soft for this small boi. I just want to cuddle him and tell him hes a hard worker. 🥺🥰 thank u” - @silent-potato
warnings: slight angst
a/n: i hope you like this angel! i agree, i just want to tell hyunsuk he’s doing great and that he’s worked so hard! (also who isn’t soft for him >_<) - bee
It wasn’t long past 10 that your phone started ringing, the sharp sound snapping you out of your studies, the textbook strewn across the sheets when you saw the Caller ID was Junkyu. Confused as to why he was calling that late at night, you answered the call with a very surprised, “hey Junkyu, what’s up?”
There wasn’t a response for a few moments, just the muffled talking of many people at once, so much so that you couldn’t make out any of the words being said. You waited, hoping that this wasn’t an accidental dial. It was only until you heard rustling on the other side, and a painful groan in the background that you heard Junkyu’s voice.
Wooyoung at San: you look so hot when you find me annoying
choi hyunsuk ♡ 11. back hugs + 13. kissing someone’s forehead
11:29pm ♡ throwing your cards down on the table, you leaned back on the couch, admitting defeat to jihoon. there was a loud cheer, the members all gathering around jihoon to pat him on the back.
except for hyunsuk, who cooed at you, his arm around your waist pulling you closer. he placed a kiss on your forehead, chuckling at the pout on your face.
“it’s okay, baby, you did so well.” hyunsuk kissed your forehead again, “jihoon is just too good at this game, i can’t remember a time when any of us beat him.”
your pout turned into a laugh and you leaned forward more, waiting for another kiss on your forehead. hyunsuk didn’t hesitate, his lips finding the spot right between your eyebrows.
“as the winner and the champion of this game, i hereby declare that the loser must go grab all the snacks for our movie.” jihoon crossed his arms and legs, acting like a king on his throne. you laughed at him, swinging your legs from hyunsuk’s lap before standing up.
“whatever you say, your majesty.” you did a small bow before walking in the kitchen, grabbing bowls and candy and any sort of snacks that you think the boys would want.
all of a sudden you felt hands wrap around your waist and a head being rested on your shoulder. you didn’t need to look to know it was hyunsuk.
“i came to help, baby.” his arms tightened around you, pulling you into his chest. it seemed like he was doing everything but helping, but you didn’t mind, enjoying the feeling of his arms around you and his chest pressed against your back.
“by helping did you mean distracting me? because you’re succeeding,” you giggled when hyunsuk began pressing kisses to your neck and shoulder, a smile stretching across his face.
hyunsuk didn’t say anything, continuing to press kisses to any skin he could reach. you fought against succumbing to hyunsuk, turning around a kissing him as many times as you could, there would be time for that later.
“we should get back to the boys.” you said, leaning forward to grab the bowls and leaving the candy to hyunsuk.
“okay but later you better be prepared for endless hugs and kisses.” hyunsuk kissed your shoulder for the last time, unwinding his arms from your waist and grabbing the candy to bring into the living room.
“sounds good, babe”