#I AM HAVING A 94S WEEK OKAY

[turtle-babe83]

Okay I am SO SORRY- I got confused with everything and still am not used to tumblr. Ignore all the other requests I made- here’s the actual one.

Fem reader with raphael, nsfw. He just had a fight with Leo and he is gonna pound reader into the next month 👀

Here’s the prompt requests!

Prompt: #5, #53, and #56

Location: #58

Action/kinks: #84 & 85, #86, #89, #94, #96, #97, #101, #102, #105, #109, #112, and #113

Inspired dialogue: #116, #123, #130, #137, #143, and #147

Kinda in the mood for something intense lol. Feel free to reject this aswell! No pressure!! :D

This one is going to be fun!! ♥️♥️♥️ I hope you like it @jynxthelittlelynx!

Hit Me With Your Best Shot

Raph x F!Reader

Warning: Language and NSFW content 18+ only

The shouting coming from the tunnels was the first clue. The rattling chains and stomping feet were clue number two. The third clue was the growls and curses coming from the one making most of the noise. You sighed from your spot on the couch and placed a bookmark in your latest paperback. It was going to be a rough night.

“Hello, Raphael,” you greeted him, drawing out his name like a plea for mercy.

He grunted as he stormed off to his bedroom. You closed your eyes and counted to ten, steeling yourself before following. When you entered his room, he was pacing back and forth at the foot of his bed. Your eyes followed every jerky, huffed movement. He breathed in deeply, puffing out his chest. Then, like a tiny spark had ignited a powder keg, he exploded.

“Fuckin’ Leo and his bullshit! He thinks he knows everything. He neva listens to a word I say. Ya know, I might have a good idea once in a while if he would botha to shut up an’ listen to me,” he raged.

This was nothing new. The same old song and dance that you had to listen to every few weeks. Worse, it was so close to their spring mating season. The time of year when they were hormonal, territorial, and ready to fight at the drop of a hat, or a misspoken word. You had wondered how this year would pan out since you and the red brute had made your relationship official.

As he continued to rant about his elder brother’s alleged flaws, you contemplated a way to make this evening more enjoyable for both of you. Well…there was one thing that always caught his rapt attention. Reaching behind you, your nimble fingers turned the lock. So engrossed as he was in his tirade, he didn’t even notice you making your way around the room, slowly peeling off articles of clothing as you went. By the time you had made it full circle, you were completely bare, and he finally looked up.

Raphael froze at the sight of you, stark naked with a come hither stare. Bedroom eyes, he believed it was called. What had he been saying? Hell if it even mattered anymore. His body was swiftly stirring to life and more than willing to focus on the beautiful woman standing before him.

“Bed,” you purred, “now.”

Raphael’s eye ridges shot up at your sultry tone, and he moved to obey.

“Yes, ma’am.”

He maneuvered his larger frame into the middle of the bed, then scooted so he was leaned against his headboard. He patted his lap with a leer, growling, “Come to Daddy.”

A shiver worked it’s way down your spine at the sound of his lust-roughened voice. You made a show of swaying your hips as you sauntered over to the edge of the bed. You climbed up on all fours and crawled across the mattress until you reached his thick thighs. Straddling his lap, you pressed your damp folds to his still pant-covered groin, rubbing your clit on the bulge beneath the fabric. Raphael scented the air and his jaw clenched at the smell of your arousal.

“Still want to talk about Leo?” you asked, pointedly.

Raph’s meaty paws came to rest on your hips and he bucked up, making you gasp.

“Leo who?”

With that, his mouth descended and coherent thought vanished. No one could kiss like Raphael. His tongue twisted and tangled, licked and coaxed, until you were breathless and your own lips swollen. You continued to roll your hips, soaking his lap with your wetness as he met you roll for roll. It was beautifully building the pressure at your apex, but not quite enough to get you to the finish. His name came out as a desperate whimper as you ground down harder, and he swore, tearing his lips from where they were sucking at your neck.

“Say that again,” he moaned, “I want ta hear yer voice.”

Your breath hitched as you tried to articulate words. He bucked up harder as you struggled to do as he asked.

“Again,” he repeated, more forcefully, “I wanna hear my name again. Just like ya said it before.”

“Raphael!”

A smirk graced his handsome face and he licked his lips before ordering you to touch yourself. You stared at him in disbelief for a moment, then hastily reached down between you and rubbed furiously at your aching nub. You needed release and you needed it now. Raph watched your fingers circle, and just as you began to stiffen, he flipped you both so that he hovered over you. Shock slackened your jaw as you realized that he ruined your orgasm. You smacked his bicep and scowled at his shit-eating grin.

“Whatsa matter, baby?” he drawled.

You bit back a curse, knowing it would only egg him on. Schooling your face, you gave him a demure smile.

“I think you owe me, sweetheart,” you replied, voice like saccharine. You tugged at the waistband of his pants and with a pout, you muttered, “You’re wearing too much.”

Raph barked out a quick laugh but removed his pants and underwear one-handed, while still holding himself above you. The feel of his pebbled skin against yours was always a little thrill, the contrast so stimulating. The turtle settled comfortably between your spread thighs, pressing his plush lips against yours. You curled one leg around his back, just under his shell, holding him close to you. As his kisses drifted down further, you stretched like a contented cat and spread your legs wider. He lingered over your breasts, sucking at your nipples and lapping the underside roughly, just like you liked. He left hickeys on both hips and then turned his attention to your thighs.

“Not so hard!” you admonished him after a particularly hard bite to your inner thigh. He just chuckled and licked the spot to smooth it. He caught your eye and then the hand that was pressed against the opposite thigh slid higher. You bit your bottom lip as he worked one finger into your tight entrance. A moan warbled out of your throat as he curled it and rubbed just right.

“Ya like that, don’t ya?” he smirked.

You nodded, rolling your hips along with each thrust of his thick finger. He continued to watch your face as he drew you closer and closer to your first release. He licked up your thigh again and caught some of your juices on his tongue. A churr rumbled his chest at the taste. He curled his finger again and your eyes rolled back as an orgasm wracked your body. He barely gave you time to finish before yanking his finger out and sucking it clean. You panted and pushed up onto your elbows. His finger slid out of his mouth with a wet pop and he leered.

“Spread those legs, baby. I like to eat my dessert first.”

Hooking your hands under your knees, you held your legs back and wide open for him, blushing at being so exposed but too turned on to care. He let his long tongue hang out and wiggled it suggestively before diving headlong into your pussy, stabbing deep. On the heels of your release, your inner walls were sensitive and clenched involuntarily at the intrusion. A gush of fluids coated his tongue and he slurped and smacked his lips. As much as you were enjoying his ministrations, you couldn’t help but want to return the favor.

“Raph-oh god! You’re so good at that, baby,” you moaned as he licked roughly. “but…I-ah-I want to-to…”

He pulled back for a split second to ask, “Ya wanna what?”

As you opened your mouth to answer, he latched onto your clit and sucked, so a wail came out instead of words. You were about to go over the edge, again, and you hadn’t done anything to him yet. Reluctantly, you pushed at his head and made him look at you.

“I want to touch you, too! Let me taste you,” you pleaded, breathlessly.

A grin spread across his face and he moved so fast that once again, you were nearly dizzy with the position change. You suddenly found yourself atop your beau, straddling his face, but your attention was focused on the hard length of his cock, bobbing just above the lower edge of his plastron. You felt saliva gathering in your mouth and wrapped a hand around the base. You could never get over halfway without gagging, he was so long and wide. You licked a slow stripe up to his tip, savoring the salty taste of him. The hint of his musk in your nostrils turned you on even further and you swallowed him down with no other preamble. Twisting and turning your head, letting your tongue massage his shaft as you coated it well in your spit. Satisfied that he was slick enough, you bobbed your head at a steady pace, listening for the certain grunt he made when you hit the right rhythm. There it was. The grunt and softly muttered curse. You mentally patted yourself on the back as you added a little more suction with each bob.

Raphael paused for a moment to enjoy everything. Feeling your mouth tight and warm around his cock, staring up at your ample ass cheeks while your soaked folds dripped down onto his waiting lips. This was heaven. This was what he wanted for the rest of his life, this worship and adoration of one another, and he knew he only wanted it with you. On the brink of his mating season, he resolved to focus on making you his completely. With that in mind, he redoubled his efforts, attacking your folds with a frenzy. Licking and lapping everything he could reach, plunging his tongue deep inside again and again, then switching to your clit to flick and suck alternately. He knew he was doing well when you hesitated your sucking to moan around his tip.

Nope. That was it. He couldn’t wait any longer.

You squealed as you felt yourself moving once again, flipped around and positioned on all fours. There was no warning as Raph grabbed your hips and slammed his cock as deep as he could go on the first thrust. It nearly knocked the breath out of you! The next thrust was just as hard and just as deep, as if he was trying to crawl into your body, cock first.

“MINE,” he growled, and you felt the word vibrate through your body like a brand or a seal.

It felt right. You belonged to him and he belonged to you. You knew it intimately and without any doubt. Your relationship may be just less than a year old, but your friendship had created a bond that was only growing stronger. Tears pricked the corners of your eyes and you trembled.

“Yours,” you whispered, “and you are mine.”

A resounding churr belted out in response to your heartfelt words and he slipped his arms around your waist, pressing his plastron to your back as he kept fucking you, easing up a touch. But you didn’t want gentle. You wanted your turtle. Your rough and rowdy hothead.

“Don’t hold back,” you bit out between clenched teeth, squeezing your walls around his cock and bucking back. “Show me how you wanna mate with me, Raphael. Show me.”

“Fuck,” he spat out, feeling his adrenaline rise at the intensity of your plea.

Feeling an overwhelming urge to bite, he clamped his teeth down on the place where your shoulder and neck met, hard enough to mark and just shy of drawing blood. The pain of it only increased your pleasure as he kept his thrusts deep but powerful. A litany of curses fell from your lips between loud moans and attempts to say his name. Raph felt a surge of pride for each “Ra-ahhhh” you uttered. He was going to blow his load soon and he’d be damned if you didn’t cum one more time first. His skillful finger played your nub like a violin, creating a symphony of sensations in a rising crescendo that peaked with a wail from your throat. Your exquisite finale.

With a groan, he released his bite and straightened his back, grasping your hips tight. Totally wiped out, you went limp as a rag doll while he pumped you full of his seed. He strained on the last two thrusts, then finally pulled his half-hard member from your still quivering cunt. He gathered you into his arms, murmuring words of affirmation and asking if you were alright and if he was too rough. You shifted so that you were completely encompassed in his embrace, snuggling your head under his chin with a yawn as you reassured him that you were absolutely fine.

“I love ya,” he mumbled into your hair, bringing a smile to your face. “I love this. I love us. No one else can put up wit my bullshit like ya, and I don’t eva want anyone else. It’s all you, babe.”

You tilted your head up to kiss his lips gently, eyes shiny with emotion.

“I feel the same. There’s no one else for me, but you,” you assured him.

His arms tightened around you and it was quiet for a few minutes, when suddenly something struck you and you giggled.

“What’s so funny?” Raph asked.

You smirked and quipped, “I oughta go thank Leo for getting you all worked up for me.”

Raph raised an eye ridge, snorting, “Again, Leo who?”

You both laughed as you settled in for some much needed rest, content in one another’s arms. ♥️

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[bratshaws]

through the hourglass 125. brb x oc

a/n: are you guys ready for the Nicole content next chapter? Good, so am I . reblogs and comments are super encouraged <3333

pairing: plus size!oc x rooster

warnings: none.

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They had expected seeing one baby, one baby was the common thought right? Then why were there two?

Beatrice looked at the screen with her eyes wide, Rooster did the same but he was much closer, squinting his eyes, then looking back at her with his mouth wide open, “....th-there’s two of them Bea.” he whispers, “Two.”

‘I-I know.”

“So far they look fine.” the lady says, breaking the absolute surprise that filled the room, ‘They seem to be growing well and there’s nothing out of the ordinary, but it is only one month and twin pregnancies can be a bit more complicated…so I’d like you to return in sixteen weeks for another checkup.”

Beatrice blinked at the woman, snapping out of her shock, “I…o-okay.”

“Good!” she wipes Beatrice’s stomach and then stands up, “I’ll be right back, you can sit up if you want, but don’t leave.”

It’s possible neither of them could move even if they wanted to. 

Nicole babbled happily, oblivious to her parents’ silent surprise and the way they were just gobsmacked by the sudden discovery. Rooster puts a hand on his forehead, blinking hard and then smiling, “Holy shit we are going to have twins!” he laughs, “Twins! Two! Two babies!” 

Nicole squeals happily when her father raises her over his head, bouncing her in his hands and laughing alongside her, “Baby girl you’ll be the old sister to twins! Twins!” he says, but he’s confused when he doesn’t hear Beatrice’s celebration. He looks back to where his wife was, seeing she was staring at her knees,clenching the edge of the bed so hard her knuckles turned white, “Bea?”

No response but he could see her mouth moving and her eyebrows furrowing.

“Gorgeous.” he tries again, this time getting closer to her. He hears her mumbling something, something that weirdly sounded like ‘oh God’ “Bea, look at me.”

It took some time for her to look up, but she looked terrified, “...twins…” she whispers,” How-how did I not notice they’d be twins?”

“What?”

“T-Twins change the mother’s belly, makes it bigger,” she lifts her shirt up and frowns, “How did I not see it? I-I should’ve seen it.”

He is confused because of her reaction, she seemed happy and worried at the same time, “Baby…what’s wrong?”

“I…I should’ve noticed it,so I could,I could prepare!” 

‘What are you talking about?”

“My family has a lot of twins and triplets,I should’ve thought this could happen…and now,now I have twins too and- and I’m scared because…because I don’t know…I don’t know if I’ll do good.”

Bradley huffs a soft laugh,sitting next to Beatrice with Nicole playing with her monkey - even showing it to her mother in hopes it’d cheer her up - “Hey, do you see this one?” he lifts their daughter a bit, that gummy smile melting Beatrice’s heart and making her face relax, “She looks great to me.”

‘I know…”

“Then why are you freaking out?”

Beatrice sighs, dropping her head to look down at her thighs, sliding her hands on top to squeeze them tightly, “I just…I don’t know,Roos. I want to do well,I really do…but I just,I don’t know. What if I mess up, it’s twins. Like…two babies instead of one.”

Bradley furrows his brows, then arches one higher than the other, “Baby, we can manage it.”

“I…I know,I guess I’m overwhelmed right now.I’m really happy,I am Roos.I swear.” he knew she was, but her nerves were acting louder than her happiness was, so it was making Beatrice anxiety act up, “I just…wow…twins. We might uh,we might need to fix one of the guest bedrooms for them.”

“I think so.” he smiles, “Any idea what you’ll paint on the walls?”

She laughs softly, looking up at him, ‘Not yet, give me a few days to think about it…okay?”

“Okay.” he didn’t know what she meant when she said she should’ve known, there was no way she should’ve known before going to the clinic. He knows it was the excitement mixed in with the surprise that made Beatrice act like she was doing right now and he understood that completely, but he didn’t want her to think there was some way  she’d find out she was carrying twins.

…damn,they were going to have twins.

He breathed out a laugh, holding Nicole to his chest and shaking his head, “Fuck,Mav was right.”

“Huh?”

“Remember when I told you, back when we didn’t know Nikki was Nikki, that he thought you’d have twins?”

“Oh…I completely forgot about that.”

“Yep…God he’s going to be so smug when he finds out.”

Beatrice lets out a soft laugh again, this time she feels a bit better. It’s crazy to think that now there are two babies inside of her,growing slowly, one besides the other…she really is going to give birth to twins.

They’ll have three kids before either turn forty.

If her count is right.

“We need to keep it a secret still,Brad.” she says, sighing quietly, “We can’t share this with anyone until I reach the third month mark. For safety…like she said a twins pregnancy is…delicate and I’d need to keep an eye on them until it was time.”

Them.

Beatrice rubs her stomach gently and Nicole notices it, her curious little mind just tells her to repeat the movement, touching her mother’s tummy with a soft gurgle, looking up at her with her eyes shining and a gentle ‘Aaa’ leaving her lips. Beatrice’s hormonal fluctuation was only making her even more emotional, she couldn’t help but sniffle at that gentle touch, touching Nicole’s cheek with her free hand, “Yeah,I know Nikki.”

“Aaa!’

“Hmhm,I know.” and she kisses her forehead. Beatrice sighs again, leaning her head on Rooster’s shoulder and whispering, “We need to go to Mr.Scoops once we get out of here.”

“Deal.”

-

She was so happy to have ice cream in the middle of Winter. Which in San Diego didn’t mean much, honestly she just wanted to relax and have a good time with her family. Nicole still couldn’t have ice cream but that didn’t mean she didn’t want to. She was leaning back against Rooster as her parents ate their respective bowls,”Man…does this bring back memories.” his voice makes Beatrice blink,spoon still in her mouth, savoring the Christmas Cookies flavor spreading on her tongue.

Rooster smirks, looking at Nikki then back at Bea, “Our first date…remember?” he just looks so happy as he says so, “We watched the Alien trilogy then went out for ice cream…and we kissed, for the very first time.” and she blushed just like she was doing now back then, her smile shy and eyes dropping to her bowl. “You know, it was amazing.”

“It was.”

“Not only because I was really into you.” he begins, crunching a piece of hazelnut between his teeth, “But because I had a lot of fun…with you. And you,I don’t know, you just made me fall in love even more.”

“Brad…”

“I guess that was the moment my brain went,” he snaps his fingers mid sentence, the sound making Nicole look up at her father’s hand,”I’m going to marry this woman, for sure, without a single doubt…I just didn’t want to admit it yet.”

“Too soon to think about,huh?”

“Yeah,I hadn’t even met your family either.”

“And then I just…took you to meet everyone.” she laughs nervously, moving the spoon inside the melted part of her ice cream, “God I was so scared.”

“It went well,I mean,look at us now.”

Beatrice smiles back at him, sighing as she leans back against her seat, looking out the window from the second floor, watching the palm trees in the distance move wildly because of the strong wind, “...yeah,” she says, ‘Look at us now. Can you believe it? We’ll have three kids.”

“Before we get to our second anniversary.” he smirks, ‘I mean,I don’t mind it. I love that, I think it’s great.”

“The more the merrier,huh?”

“As long it’s safe for you.” he adds, his eyes softening, “I’d never want you to pop ‘em out so often…which is why we need to take care after the salt and pepper duo is born.” she loved how he was already giving them nicknames before he could even see them straight,”We’ll be okay…I can handle myself.” she chuckles, holding her head up and arching her eyebrow, “Hey,I can.”

“No you can’t.”

“Yes,I can,come on.”

“If you did, would we have gone to have the ultrasound six months after our daughter was born?” his mouth opens, then closes, then opens again only for Nicole to babble happily, focused on the colorful spoon by her side as her father tried to find words, “See?”

“Okay…maybe so.” she arches her brow higher, “Listen…you are beautiful,can you blame me? Can you really?”

“I mean I think you are absolutely handsome and I can control myself a bit more.”

“Not that often.” he smirks, “You know that.”

Beatrice playfully kicks him under the table, making him wince but laugh quietly, with Nicole joining in because why wouldn’t she. The two of them laugh like two teenagers and Beatrice licks her lips, “...well, you know…we are doing good for two people who didn’t have their shit together a few years back.”

“I agree.”

“You did have your shit together,I was talking about me,Roos.”

“Stop.”

She laughs again, sighing as she taps the spoon on the side of her bowl, “...Did you ever think about that,” he hums in question, “That you’d have…three kids so quickly?”

“Honestly,I’ve always wanted a big family, you know that…three kids is more than fine to me.” he smirks, his smirk however slowly disappears, “My mom used to joke about it.”

“Hm?”

‘She used to tease me about kids, when I was younger. Like…around seventeen or something, a few years before she passed. She used to say she wanted to hear the little feet on her floor during the Holidays.” he laughs almost painfully, “She'd go crazy,if she was here.’

Beatrice smiles sweetly, reaching for his hand across the table and bringing it to her lips to kiss his wedding ring,much like he did to her, and placing his palm on her cheek, “She’s watching all this with a smile,I’m sure.”

“I hope so.”

“You’ve been thinking about her,lately?”

He sighs with a grin, dropping his head forward only to lift it up again,”Yeah…I’ve been thinking about both of them,honestly. We’ll be going to Virginia in…a few days and I just want Nicole to have a good first time there,” he smiles down at his daughter,”She’s going to see snow for the first time…wear really thick clothes that make you want to stop walking and just fall flat on the ground because how can anyone move in those.” he kisses her head, “And thinking…about life.”

“What do you mean?”

He chews the corner of his mouth, dropping his hand from Bea’s cheek and then tapping his finger on the table,’I just am thankful.” he whispers, ‘That I can see all this…in my line of work…it’s amazing.” he looks down at Nicole, watching as she noms on her monkey with her eyes turned to the window, “I don’t know,I’m just feeling a lot of things.”

Beatrice smiles,”I know.” she says, holding her chin up by her interlaced hands, “I know you are…and it’s okay. You should allow yourself to feel,Roos.” she blinks, “Oh, before I forget,I need to write some notes down so we can get things before we go home.”

“True, that’s okay.”

He lets Beatrice type away on her phone, his eyes locked on the same direction Nicole was looking at, focusing at the wind and how everything seemed to move in slow motion.

Maybe now the euphoria of being a father again was finally simmering, maybe now he could say that it was real and it was going to happen. He was happy, he was overjoyed…he really was living the life he always wanted, the life his mother envisioned for him when he was younger.

A nice job, even if it’s not the one she desired.

A lovely wife who gets lovelier as the years go by and kids. Three kids now, with the oldest one being the smartest, cutest little girl he had ever met. He smiles down at Nicole, her pigtails moving as she turns her head to follow a bird that flew past the window, all the while chewing her little monkey.

He didn’t want to miss any second of her life, of their lives. He knew that after the holidays…something could happen, he could be called and he had to go…so he was going to enjoy these days the best he could, now even more knowing there are two babies growing inside of Beatrice instead of one.

“There.” she smiles, “Finished,made a little list.”

“That’s good,gorgeous.” he says back, returning to his now melted Cold Cocoa ice cream, being able to save one lone marshmallow and plopping it into his mouth as he adjusts himself on the seat, seeing she was still looking at her phone, “What?’

“Evelyn messaged me, she’s asking me to come over for a bit.”

“Really?”

“She said you can come too, she doesn’t mind.” Bea hesitates, “...I don’t know if I should accept,I mean…we…we just found out we’ll have twins.” she frowns, “But if I say no…she might be suspicious.”

“Or she might understand, Evelyn is like that.”

Beatrice tsks, “I guess…but she said it’s important,Roos.” she looks up at him with her brows low, “Maybe we can stay a little bit.” she shrugs, “Just to see what she wants, right?” 

“Bea…is that a good idea?” he asks with his brows furrowed, “I mean, you just said why it wouldn’t be wise.”

“It’d be just for a little while, just to see what she wants.” Beatrice says, trying to swallow the anxiety, “Then we’ll go home and everything will be great.” she repeats the words in her mind, nodding to herself, “Just great.”

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[jlawbenn]

Reasons why I gave up on hairdressing;

81. Clients demanding too much unrealistically i.e, the perfect shade of white blonde (think Annalise Dalins or Taylor Bleachella) when they have box dyed their hair black or brown for months AND IT TAKES FOREVER TO LIFT

82. People who use box dye. I mean. Come on people do you care about your hair.

83. Hot colours. I am guilty of constantly using hot colours over the past 10 years myself, but people expect them to last forever. Hot colours generally wash out pretty quickly, especially if you wash your hair often.

84. People who wash their hair everyday! It’s so bad!!! It strips your hair of natural oils. Please try to wash it only twice a week!!!

85. People who try to trim their bangs themselves and I’m expected to fix the most teeny tiny, misshapen thing and this happened three times in my apprenticeship (diy bangs were in at the time) and i just. Couldn’t.

86. People who sit on the chair with one leg crossed over the other, ESPECIALLY if I’m cutting hair. When you do that, you’re unbalanced and putting your weight mostly on one side, and you’ll have an uneven trim.

87. Do it yourself people who literally come to the salon for us to do their hair, and they wanna apply the colour themselves or the foils or constantly check on it and want to wash their hair themselves. Fine, do it yourself, but either way I’m still getting paid.

88. When you tell me you want ‘exactly this much’ taken off their hair and then proceed to tell me I’ve ruined it and cut it too short. You ASKED for that much!!! Man

89. When people bring their kids into appointments (my apprenticeship was done in a high end salon) and the kids constantly fussing to the point of becoming dangerous. My daughter is also guilty of this. Once, when I was trying to cut her hair, she lost it and grabbed the scissors off me and the situation became way too dangerous. Also kids that run around the salon screaming, picking up things, spraying numerous products that could potentially be dangerous to them…we had one once who picked up a hot curling iron when I’d put it down for one second to section off a part of hair and the mother of the child tried to sue us. CONTROL YOUR CHILDREN!!! It’s a hair salon!!!

90. Not sure, most hairstylists seem okay with this but personally if you are eating in an appointment in front of me I tend to get very uncomfortable. It’s gross, crumbs/sauce can end up in your hair and if I look in the mirror I have to see you munching with your mouth wide open. Also, I’m on a 9am-9pm shift, I barely have time for a lunch break, it’s just really rude.

91. People who don’t use heat protectant and then heat style their hair everyday! I mean if you didn’t put SPF on your skin it would burn, it’s the same deal with hair and heat protectant.

92. People who brush their hair from the root down. My best friend @fazcinatingblog is guilty of this, when we were in Sydney I watched her brush her hair the wrong way and how she’d really yank it at the ends. Please start brushing from the ends and work your way up, helps de tangle it so much better and helps control split ends!!!

93. People who are uneducated on shampoo-conditioner use. This is a big one. Please shampoo your ROOTS only - and do this twice. It assures for a much deeper clean. But only apply to roots. And as for conditioner, once, and on the lengths-ends of your hair.

94. This is the biggest problem I’ve had with clients and I hated it. People who use the cheap, generic crap from Coles/Woolies! If you use Garnier, Pantene, Tresemme, Head & Shoulders, Sunsilk or anything else, the sulfates in it are going to strip your healthy hair and burn it. I know of a situation once that ended in tears - someone was using that white bottle Pantene crap and went to apply colour to their hair, their hair started smoking because of the bad chemicals used in Pantene mixing with the hair colour/bleach. Please, people. If it’s cheaper than $30, put it down and head to Hair House Warehouse. The products I use are Kerastace, so much better and healthier.

Thank you for coming to my ted talk, please stay tuned for the next episode of why I quit working in customer service at the local council.

[x-x-bones-x-x]

Down to 94 lbs today, I think I was a little bloated 2 days ago because I went down .8 from yesterday. I don't know if I'll be able to reach my goal of being 90lbs by September 20th but im definitely gonna try. If I get to the 92lb range ill be decently okay with it.

Main goal right now is to get to ~85lbs in October and hopefully be around 85-80lbs for Halloween. That would be really nice.

Please don't use this next part as a tip or anything, just a reminder for myself.

For future reference for myself this point in time my eating habits are something like this:

-not eating till 6:00-8:00 pm

- eating a normal dinner and purging it/ or binging and purging it

-am allowed to have something 200 calories or less once throughout the day, but if I chose to eat it in the morning I can not eat something else after I purge.

-trying my hardest to get 10k steps a day

-aiming to exercise at least 3 times a week

-also trying my hardest not to b/p more than once a day because I've noticed weight loss is usually slower with more than one. Purging something small is allowed but not recommended, more of a situational thing.

#notpro4n4 #notprojustusingthetags #anorex14 #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #tw disordered eating #ana and mia #ana trigger #tw mia stuff #⭐️ving #⭐️ve #🕯️as a 🪶 #tw self destructive behavior #tw binging #thinspø #thin$po #i will be small #i wish i was small #i will reach my ugw #i will be a skeleton #i will lose weight #i wanna be weightless #i wanna lose weight #i want to be weightless #i will be thinner #i want to be tiny #i wish i was weightless

[distant-screaming]

for the ask game...

favourite season, favourite non-chocolate candy, four talents you're proud of having!

~ ranchthoughts

hi hello ranch my belovedest of beloveds!! love seeing you in my inbox always <33

94. favorite season?

spring! fall is a super close second but spring has my entire heart <3 I've been telling anyone who'll listen that I felt the spring sun on my face last week and officially my depression has been cured. I am no longer mentally ill. I looove spring the flowers start appearing the weather is starting to warm everyone is happy :)

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

hmm this changes all the time! typically it's something sour because I adore sour things, but currently it's werther's caramel candies - they remind me of my childhood!

58. four talents you're proud of having?

okay, let's see. one, if given enough time to talk I can argue about absolutely anything and at least convince you that my argument is valid. two, I can sight read music really easily, especially on the guitar. three, I am great at picking up new skills. aand four, I can handle little kids super easily!

yipppeee I love ask games

#self depreciating era over we in our healing era #ask answered #ranch beloved #distant screaming screams into the void

[polizwrites]

PoliZ's WIP Update - 1 Nov 2023

A surprisingly strong  week -  but will probably be slowing down for the rest of the month due to Real Life Stuff.  I touched 3  fics (1 WIP & 2 new works)  for a total of  2247 words, about half of which was on one fic .

On Ao3, I posted: 

Carving Out Time Together - Pre-slash one-shot with Tony & Bucky spending time together on the seasonal activity, 

Chapter One of  Recessive Traits - a Werewolf!Tony fic featuring  Howard Stark’s A+ parenting  (and found family).

On Tumblr I posted: 

A Close Call - a pre-war mutual pining Stucky ficlet 

I have  21 semi-active WIPs  😬 with my  current  deadlines being  the WinterIron Bingo which wraps on 16 Dec and Stucky’Verse Bingo which wraps on 22 Dec.  

See  below cut for what I’m working on/planning to work on - arranged more or less by bingos/challenges/etc.  As always, feel free to send me   prompts or plot bunnies as well as asks regarding  any of these projects  or any other WIPs I’ve got out there.   Interaction really helps feed the Muse and keep me motivated!

Seek & Destroy Collab

After reading @psychiccatpanda‘s amazing   Morguna and the Green Queen, I  got the itch to explore the Soldier’s POV and talked  Faustie into   collab’ing with me!  We’re working on a new part of the series, and I’ve  contributed about 900 words towards the  2500-ish we have so far.   Going to see if I can squeeze any of my BBB squares into this fic.

Halloween Horror Bingo - [HHB_23] (unofficial end 31 Oct 2023)

This bingo is still technically active, but as of this morning I qualify for a B column bingo, so am not sure if I’ll try for any other squares at the moment.     

* B1 - Dealing with Extreme Cold  -  Posted  A Close Call to Tumblr - it crosses over with my BBB Cold  and  SVB Last Resort  squares along with the Whumptober: Delirium  prompt and came in at 817 words.  It’s less spooky and more whumpy, but hopefully still qualifies. 

* B2 - Getting Blood Samples  -  Posted the first chapter of Recessive Traits on the 29th -  It’s a crossover with my TSB  Animal Transformation square  as well as  Whumptober Troubled Past Resurfacing | “What happened to me?”  and Flufftober Soothing Touch prompts. Tony becomes a werewolf due to   Howard Stark’s A+ parenting, featuring found family before (and after) the Avengers.  The chapter came in at 934 words and chapter two is sitting at 94 with a possible third chapter to wrap things up.   

* B3 - Dealing with an Extraterrestrial   swapping in my Alt1 completed prompt:  A Hairy Situation  - No Powers WinterHawk werewolf fic. 

Fictober/Flufftober/Whumptober - [FFWtober_23] (Ends 31 Oct 2023)

I’m lumping these three prompt challenges together as I plan on mixing and matching with a goal of using at least four prompts from each list by the end of the month for a total of 12 prompts.  I made it to eleven total prompts used with one more I’d like to do – so am pretty happy with that result. 

* Whumptober Day 2: Delirium  - see  HHB Dealing with Extreme Cold 

*Fictober Day 3:  "Okay, show me."  Filled with A Falcon Turned Phoenix - a post TFaWS Sam Wilson & Joaquin Torres ficlet.  

* Flufftober Day 6: Corn Maze - filled with An A-maze-ing Afternoon - a Tony Stark/Stephen Strange bit of seasonal fluff. 

* Fictober Day 9: "I wouldn't do that if I were you." - filled with Lessons Learned  - a Sam Wilson/Clint Barton meet cute ficlet. 

* Fictober Day 12: "I'm not saying I didn't like it."  Posted  a short Chapter 2  for   Caught By the Rain and Blinded by the Lightning  as a crossover with my  TSB Pairing: Tony/Thor square. 

* Whumptober Day 15: Makeshift Bandages | Suppressed Suffering  –  see HHB  There’s something under the bed  above. 

* Fictober Day 20:  “This better be good”  and  Flufftober Day 20: Pumpkin   Filled with  Carving Out Time Together which combines these prompts with my  TSB  Holiday Fic and  WIB   Pumpkin squares and the Flash Fiction Friday prompt  By Candlelight  - it’s a bit of  pre-slash Tony & Bucky spending time together  making jack-o-lanterns.    

* Fictober Day 23:   "No, you won't understand, ever." Tweaked the prompt a bit and combined it with my  WIB Unreliable Narrator  and BBB Never the Fall that Kills You squares for  Cutting the Strings  - where Tony intervenes a bit to help recovering!Bucky get some breathing room from Steve.  It came in at  740 words and will post on  Ao3  sometime before the bingos finish.     

* Fictober Day 27:   "I don't know if they will accept this."  - This could be a fun combo with TSB  T2 - KINK: Cock-blocking 'bots. 

* Flufftober Day 28:  Soothing Touch see HHB  Getting Blood Samples above.  

*Whumptober #29:  Troubled Past Resurfacing | “What happened to me?”  see HHB  Getting Blood Samples above.  

WinterIron Bingo  - [WIB_R1]   (Ends 16 Dec 2023)

I have nineteen  fills completed and two WIPs for this brand-new bingo event that I’m helping mod!  Along with crossfilling against my other bingos,  I’m going to try to combine my B column squares for the Iron Soldier badge (complete a bingo with a single work). – Alpha Tony Stark, “That was not my intention.”, James Rhodes, Alpine loves Tony and Blind date.   (Tony POV remix of A Sugar Coated Pill?)

* N1 - Bucharest –  I think I can fold this into a future chapter of My Love is Vengeance -  where a young!Tony and a recovering!Bucky have been kidnapped by Hydra, who still thinks Bucky is the Soldier.  

* N4 - Unreliable Narrator - see FFWTober Day 23 

* G2 - Eye contact during sex - Posted  Chapter 6 of A Sugar-Coated Pill, last Friday,  where Bucky figures out what making love really means, with Tony’s help. It crossed over with BBB KINK: Gentle Sex and came in at 1177 words

* G4 - AU: College Students – looking to expand Beaten to the Punch with some backstory on Bucky and Tony as science camp counselors to fit with this square - will also cross over with my WFB  Volunteering Together square.  

* O5 - Gentle – use this poem  as inspiration?

* Oct Adoptable - Pumpkin  – see  FFWTober  Day 20.  

Stucky’Verse Bingo Round 1 - [SVB_R1]   (Ends 22 Dec)

Twelve  fills, three  WIPs and a couple of ideas.

* A1 - Harem - crossover with CABB Secret/Forbidden Relationship - Bucky and shrimpy!Steve are both concubines who love each other more than their lord. I poked at this a little for 71 words.

* A5 - Haunted Hotel -  combining with my SRB - Darcy Lewis &   pJBB B1 - Ask the neighbor if they know why your apartment is haunted squares for A Kindly Word in Grief’s Dark Hour  featuring modern!Bucky (kind of?)   and ghost!Steve.  It’s sitting at 1178 words and I plan to post on Friday as a belated Spooky Season fic.  

* A4 - Fairy Tale Curse  - this seems custom-made for a continuation of Beyond the Beast😁  Nothing written yet, other than some Vague Ideas.  

* C3 - FREE -  probably using this for Chapter 2 of   Half of the Flesh and Blood That Makes Me Whole   - a Bucky POV remix of at least the first part of Take What Was Wrong (And Make it Right), which is currently sitting at  52 words.  I’m expecting at least one more chapter, possibly two, depending on how far I want to take the remix.   

* C5 - Last Resort - see HHB Dealing with Extreme Cold 

Bucky Barnes Bingo  - [BBB_R5]   (Ends 10 Jan 2024)

I’ve got  sixteen fills,  four WIPs,   and a couple more Vague ideas.

* B2 - KINK: Seduction Mission - See SWB  Natasha Romanoff above.  

* B5 - Cold - see HHB  Dealing with Extreme Cold

*  U1 - Never the fall that kills you -  See FFWTober Day 23. 

* U3 - Fireplace -  Working on a 1980′s No Powers WinterIron fic set at a ski lodge where Tony’s being wooed by poetry and love letters that Bucky wrote to someone else.   Started poking at this as a crossover with a Love Letters prompt and it’s sitting at 129 words.

* C2 - Yelena Belova–   The plan is to use this prompt in the next chapter of Peresmešnik,  (aka Three Avengers and a Baby), which is currently sitting at 1303 words (600-ish of which are mine).

* C5 - Marriage of Convenience/Pretend Couple -  next chapter of   Lady Natasha’s Consort and Lord Steve’s Companion.    Got a spark of an idea the other day that might get me a bit further on this fic.  

* K3 - Magic -  Aro!Bucky healing with a kiss idea?

* K4 - Accidental villany - the BBB Discord party resulted in a hilarious Mob AU communal story  (mobster!Bucky & clueless!Steve plus Clint&Natasha&Scott shenanigans)   that several of us did/are going to contribute to Rashomon-style.  

Original plan was to squish this fill  into  Somewhere to Turn when I posted it to Ao3 

* Y1 - Gentle Sex – In-progress Chapter 6 of Sugar-Coated Pill- see WIB Eye Contact During Sex.

* Y3 - Alpine  - see WIB Iron Soldier combo.

* Y4 - Forgotten Things -   using this for Chapter 4 of   You Can’t Stop It With a Gun  - it’s sitting at  116 words at the moment.

* Y5 - "This might as well happen"  - see  HHB  Something Under the Bed above.

* May Adopted - Insomnia - finally got this filled with The Dead of Night, which also filled a Flash Fiction Friday prompt [#FFF211 An Old Friend] along with my JBB FREE square. It came in at 317 words and will post to Ao3 before this event ends.

* August Adopted: Take the Shot - sounds like a WinterHawk fic to me… maybe cross over with JBB Touch-starved?  Whumptober/Fictober possibilities as well. 

Tony Stark Bingo Round 7  - [TSB_R7]   (ends 15 Feb)

Fifteen   fills and one WIPs, with a couple of ideas in play.  

* S1 - Galaxy - possibly use in final chapter of   Never More to Go Astray ?  

* S3 - Pairing: Tony/Thor - see Fictober Day 12 above. 

* T2 - KINK: Cock-blocking 'bots - see Fictober Day 27 above

* T3 - A pairing you've never done - @SomeSortofItalianRoast and I are looking at collabing on a  Steve/Tony/Scott fic - possibly throw in a  Flufftober/Fictober prompt?  

* T5 - Shawarma - possible crossover with SAUB Canon Divergence – Battle of New York-related?

* A2 - KINK: Concubine - possible crossover with SAUB Gentle Dom

* A5 - Building your friends - used this for the Tony Stark Bingo Mark VII - September Round Robin - contributed 395 words to the overall fic.    

* R1 - Animal Transformation -  see HHB Getting Blood Samples

* R5 - Doppelganger/Evil Twins -   The Flash Fiction Friday prompt [#FFF214 Broken Mirror] got me at least a good start on the idea I’ve been playing with for this square. I posted NamNori on Tumblr and have a general idea of how I want to build on it to also fill my SAUB AU: Crack square. It’s currently sitting at 360 words.

* K4 - Holiday Fic - see FFWTober Day 23 above 

* September Adopted:  Tony/Stephen - see  Flufftober Day 6 above

Stony AUniverse Bingo  [SAUB_R1] (ends 15 Feb)

Another brand-new bingo I’m helping co-mod!   Six fills, three WIPs and several  crossover ideas already!

* S1 - Edging - Filled this with Ringing in the New, where Tony makes a suggestion to improve/change up their love life. It’s a crossover with a Flash Fiction Friday prompt: How Do You Use ‘It’? and came in at 324 words - I will post it to Ao3 before the event is over.

* S2 - AU: Crack - see TSB   Doppelganger/Evil Twins

* S3 - AU: Wings - see SVB FREE square

* S5 - Accidental Baby Acquisition - see BBB Yelena Belova

* T1 - AU: Fantasy -  CoffeeOwl shared a really cool dragon!Steve/indebted!Tony prompt in the ACB Discord server that I may be playing with for this.

* T4 - AU: Canon Divergence - see TSB Shawarma above.

* N2 - Mutual Pining - crossover with CABB Royal Knight?

* N3 - Gentle Dom - see TSB KINK: Concubine above

* Y4 - AU: Soulmates  -  @chrissihr  posted a cool idea about Animated soulmarks, where  only your SM sees your mark move - may try to do something with this!  

Captain (America) Bottom Bingo - Round 2 [CABB] (ends 28 Feb 2024)

I signed up for a 3x3 card for this bingo and have four fills, one WIPs and a couple of crossover ideas.

* A2 - Secret/Forbidden Relationship - see SVB Harem

* B3 - Royal Knight - see SAUB Mutual Pining.

Post July Break Bingo  [JBB_23p] (Ends Apr 2024)

@julybreakbingo is running another event to tide participants over with a 2x3 non-fandom-specific card - still working on  potential crossovers.

* A1 - “It’s you. It’s always been you.” - This might fit in with my TSB Doppelgangers/Evil Twins fill NamNori above :: ponders::

* B1 - Ask the neighbor if they know why your apartment is haunted  -  see SVB  Haunted Hotel 

* B2 - Character’s personality is split into two different beings – I’ve never played with Bucky & the Soldier being two different people, but this seems like the perfect opportunity! Will see what might be a good crossover on BBB or WIB (or even SVB)

*  C1 - Touch Starved – another good fit for a Bucky-centric fic. (Steve or Tony or Clint) possibly crossover with BBB Take the shot?

Steve Rogers Bingo - Round 3 [SRB_R3] (ends  15 Jun 2024)

Got my card and requested a few swaps - need to ponder possible crossovers, especially with SAUB, SBV   & CABB  

* C5 - Exes to Lovers  - crossover with  CABB - "B1 - "All I wanted was for you to be happy."  – Bucky or Tony as the Ex?   SAUB S4 - Arranged Marriage  might be an additional crossover  

* D1 - Multiple Submissives -  crossover with  CABB - C3 - Bath/shower sex  and SAUB  Y1 - Pre-Serum Steve Rogers?  

* E1 - Darcy Lewis - See SRB A5 - Haunted Hotel 

Warm and Fluffy   Bingo  - [WFB]   (no end date)

I got my card from  @warmandfluffybingocards back in February but really haven’t done much with it  - however, I’m picking it back up for some crossover possibilities!

 * O5 - Volunteering Together – see WIB AU: College Students

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On  other creative fronts:  I am working on a Spider-Man Stuffed With Character figure for a commission and am waiting to hear back from my  Marvel Trumps Hate  auction winners - I’ll be making either five or seven figures total (depending on whether my second-place person wants in)   

If  you’re looking for one of a kind gifts for birthdays or other celebrations, check  out Stuffed With Character    over on Facebook for a full list of my designs (now over 150!).   These soft stuffed figures are  mostly Marvel and monsters, but I have some Star Wars, Star Trek, DC   and Disney figures as well. Plus I love to take custom design   requests  for any fandom!

#writing stuff #wip wednesday #WIP Update #shameless self promo

[crymeariveronceagain]

ah yes the rambles. they have arrived. click if you can stomach it.

legit don't know how i'm gonna do it all!!!! legit don't know how i'm supposed to!!! my freshman friend helped me do my academic planning for next semester!!! i want to curl up in a ball and cry!!!! i don't want to rely on others!!! i don't want to suck at things!!! i got a 94 on an assignment today and gaped at it for a solid minute cause i mean it when i tell you i shouldn't have gotten anything above a 70!!! I've got two tests this week! i've studied for neither!!! two huge papers are coming up!!! I'm gonna die!!! Idk how to do it all but I want to be okay!!! please!!! am begging!!!! I don't feel like it!!! Oh well!!! the days are moving whether I want them to or not!!!

#personal #feeling cute might delete later #not fandom content

[curiouselleth]

Oh no I got a new fic idea from my 1st age beleriand d&d campaign.

The general idea: The party saves Finrod, and it starts with general Dealing With the Trauma with Finrod.

The party will go to Balar or Sirion after the fall of Gondolin to see Finrod and discover Finrod is missing - he either disappears into thin air, or, for a extra scary almost traumatizing bonus, seemingly drops dead for no reason, one second fine, the next - boom. (Random but I might have him and (child)Elwing share the Nauglimir and become friends and etc because the Nauglimir was Finrods)

What they will figure out is that the valar noticed the changes the party and Finrod made rippling out and think, "oh no ripples bad things aren't going how they are supposed to (how they were written to go.)" so the valar yank Finrod out of Beleriand, either back to Valinor, or in the Finrod-dropping-dead case, into the Halls of Mandos.

The party (who are very attached to Finrod in the first place - hmm I just realized I am really making Finrod go through it, I should spread it around and share the trauma with the other NPC's too-). Get to sail to Valinor to try to rescue him (elwing lets them borrow the nauglimir but they tell no one about that, everyone still thinks it's in Sirion), and because of Changes (TM), they have to try to convince the valar to help out in Beleriand.

Probably spoilers after this (okay definitely but this is pretty far away from even being in the planning stages.)

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Whatever the result, I'm going to let this part be very party controlled and I'm not going to railroad them into a certain outcome. I think I'm going to leave the valar's decision unknown to the party because something happens and they want to get Finrod outta there. (Also the whole Finrod situation is not common knowledge, Finarfin doesn't know, in Valinor, only maiar and the valar and the party really know, maybe some of the elves in the halls.)

They will actually get back in late 538 after the third kinslaying because time is bendy around maiar, valar, and their powers so time can pass faster/slower around them then in the rest of the world.

The party walks sails into the aftermath of the third kinslaying (not the immediate aftermath like a week later or something,) encounter a very ticked off Earendil and Elwing panicking a bit about Elrond and Elros being missing still (the party: wheren't those two kids?? how do they have kids) and a Very Tired High King Gil-Galad (who was only 94 at the time, and still technically a child, because elves aren't of age until 100.) Then again if I go the Finrod "dies" route he ends up back in his body and the party gets back ridiculously late.

Finrod is Tired (TM). He is so tired. But he's not about to leave Gil-galad stuck with the kingship because he hasn't gotten a break for longer than Finrod's been alive. (Gil-galad is Finwe - the party saved him and yanked him through time to year 444 but time travel messed with him and de-aged him a lot. Oops.)

Finrod is high king and they still don't know if help is coming from the valar until one day Finarfin shows up!!! Finrod and Finarfin reunion, and Finrod wants to know why Finarfin didn't come to see him when the valar kidnapped him to valinor when he was briefly in valinor. *cue angst and shock* la la la stuff stuff, them leading together in the War of Wrath (I know Tolkien said only the hosts from valinor really fought in that. I don't care they would definitely still be heavily involved.)

I don't know how it will end but it will definitely end very differently because:

Finrod is beloved by everyone

The valar messed with him and did some generally really screwed up things to him

I don't think anyone will stand for that, and it might cause some civilization wide reflection on how the valar has done a lot of Not Great Stuff, even if they had good intentions.

I'm putting this near the top of my wip pile (which only has 3 things. For now.) so maybe when I need a break of Be He Foe or Friend or the Founder (<- working title, it's not sticking around) I'll work on this!

Anyway here's way too much context and me rambling about my d&d campaign under the cut

I've been running a d&d campaign set in first age Beleriand (starting in 455). And I thought a good way to start was they were travelling west into beleriand and encountered Finrod and became friends and etc, possibly with him sending them on missions and quests and such, with this first part of the campaign reaching a climax in the Lay of Leithian.

Problem: the party adores Finrod (who doesn't?) and they're going to try to save his life (when we meet tomorrow). But I've been struggling with just... what the heck to do with Finrod if they manage to save him?

Because he can't stay with the party for two reasons;

he's way to powerful for a level 11 party (let's just say I really failed at making the middle earth and d&d magic systems interact and Finrod is over level 20 via multiclassing and leave it at that 😅).

Trauma (I read a post, but I can't find it 😭, about how the worst thing that could happen to Finrod would be him surviving that, with him surviving but his followers not and etc)

So I've been trying to figure out what to do with him for the past 3 or 4 months, and I finally got it.

The party is going to Hithlim briefly, then Doriath, so obviously he can't go to either of those places - Doriath because then he's too close to the party yet and Hithlim is too close to Angband and the front lines for a extra traumatized Finrod. So he's either going to Gondolin or Balar, (I'll decide based off of how much he needs immediate medical attention and etc.)

So after the whole Finrod situation is wrapped Beren and Luthien will continue on their quest, and the party will either head to Hithlim or Doriath (I try to give the party choices lol.) If they go to Hithlim they'll be escorting Gil-galad who is actually Finwe (party intervention via weird time travel,) and if they go to Doriath they're going to find some kind of darkness or sickness fell upon the kingdom, either after Luthien went after Beren or after they returned to life and left. It depends on which thing they do first.

After Doriath there's a small sideplot with a player character being kidnaped and the avari and such.

There will probably be smaller missions here until the sack or doriath or second kinslaying, the party will play a part I just haven't decided how much yet. After that they are going to head to Gondolin, possibly be there for the fall as well but probably not in the thick of fighting, probably helping with evacuations.

Anyway. After Gondolin its the whole Finrod thing I talked about with the fic idea. I think we're gonna get into the war of wrath eventually but I'm going to need to generate a lot of original plot for the in between stuff and the actual war.

#why do my original posts always get so long lol #uhhh I don't think any of my party follows me here but my d&d party dni lol #silmarillion #tolkien #the silmarillion #finrod #silm #the silm #d&d #d&d 5e #fic #fanfic #fanfic idea #fic idea #d&d nonsense #1st age beleriand d&d campaign

[redwonyism]

day 5 - friday, october 6th, 2023

hi! sooo i didn't eat the *greatest* today, but not nearly as bad as yesterday. but unfortunately, i'm not going to the gym today because they close in less than an hour, so i'm going to do some at home workouts and hope for the best. i guess it's better than nothing. i am planning on going hard at the gym tomorrow though to hopefully make up for it.

also, i've decided to make mondays the days i weigh in since it's the start of the week + i started this blog on a monday, so stay tuned for mondays where i'll update on my weight! also i think it's a good idea to take some measurements, so i'll update those on mondays too. for right now< these are my current measurements, but i don't think they'll change by monday.

waist: 77 cm / 30.5 in

bust: 94 cm / 37 in

right arm: 33 cm / 13 in

left arm: 32.5 cm / 12.5 in

hips: 110 cm / 43 in

right thigh: 72 cm / 28.5 in

left thigh: 72 cm / 28.5 in

right calf: 41 cm / 16 in

left calf: 42 cm / 16.5 in

i know measuring your calves is a bit unconventional, but i have a lot of extra fat on my calves so i'm really just doing it for me to keep track since i'm trying to slim my knees/calves

i did get some unfortunate inspo because i bought some new clothes without trying them on, and they were too small :(( but i want to keep them because i'm hoping they'll eventually fit so i can wear them </3

okay i'm pretty sure that's all i have for today. i'm hoping to work hard this weekend so that i have something for when i weigh in on monday. 윤서 파이팅! *some self-encouragement to get me through the rest of the week*. OH also i know this blog has been very weight loss focused, but another goal of mine this weekend is to get caught up on my homework too! don't forget that wonyoungism is also about being smart, working hard, and getting your bag! goodnight everyone!

#wonyoungism #wonyoung #weight loss #red #weight log #korea #korean #kpop

[avidbeader]

I posted 3,202 times in 2022

That's 1,249 more posts than 2021!

86 posts created (3%)

3,116 posts reblogged (97%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@avidbeader

@josilverdragon

@flashedarrow

@story-kat

@tattooedsiren

I tagged 2,948 of my posts in 2022

Only 8% of my posts had no tags

#voltron - 2,222 posts

#sheith - 2,127 posts

#the great sheith reblog - 1,389 posts

#sheithart - 1,303 posts

#sheith meta - 129 posts

#dent-de-leon - 94 posts

#sheith fic - 81 posts

#lightningstrikes-art - 69 posts

#pretty - 63 posts

#avid writes - 59 posts

Longest Tag: 137 characters

#look i'm just saying that in at least three of those languages they chose the most passionate and romantic version of the phrase possible

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Finally upgraded my Google Docs into a nice basic website. Things will be added when I have the opportunity and if you have suggestions/corrections, please let me know through a DM!

47 notes - Posted March 30, 2022

#4

100 followers on Twitter!

30 followers here on Tumblr!

37 fics in the tag where there were 9 two weeks ago!

Hope everyone is thinking about what to write/draw!

49 notes - Posted March 18, 2022

#3

Commission from @Macu_artz on Twitter! This is a scene from my Sheith fairy-tale AU The Six Cursed Heirs. I am so happy to have this.

101 notes - Posted December 4, 2022

#2

Okay, so, about “The Sandman”...

It’s amazing.They pulled off a really elegant adaptation, based on the fact that I cannot point to either the comics or the series and say one was better than the other. Plots were tightened up. Characters got shifted here and there. They did the wise thing, in my opinion, and removed just about every reference to the DC superheroes other than a pair of name-checks. By allowing characters to be played by actors regardless of race or gender, they ended up with a cast that did a stellar job. Where there was classic bloody gore/horror, they surrounded it with intense psychological horror so that even those of us who are the type to look away from the screen got almost the full impact. And they took full advantage of the medium to produce incredibly rich and lush visuals and bring iconic pages in the comics to life.

As I said last night, if you feared what a live-action version would do to a story you treasure, don’t be afraid. And if you’re hesitant to watch a series without having read the source material, don’t hesitate. This feels like the once-in-a-generation event where the adaptation not only lives up to the original, but can stand beside it as an equal.

Spoilery thoughts under the cut for both the series and the comics.

I am still really astonished at just how deft an adaptation the series it. Every time I went, “Wait a minute, I don’t like this change,” by the end of that episode or the next I was sold. For example, I was missing Miranda, Rose’s mother, at the beginning of Episode 7, as the buffer between Rose and Unity and also because we were shown the circumstances of their separation from Jed and not just told. But when Gault took on Miranda’s appearance and then railed against Dream because she didn’t want to be a nightmare anymore, it made perfect sense.

And Gault herself was a revelation. In the comics we have a team called Brute and Glob, a rather dumb pair of nightmares, trying to make their own little Dreaming in Jed’s mind. (And if I remember correctly, they’re a reference to one of DC’s older horror comic titles.) They are the ones who capture Hector Hall at his death and bring Lyta to live with him in their fledgling kingdom, and Hector is the “Sandman” of Jed’s dream world. It works in the comics because the text and art pay homage to an early 20th-century comic strip called “Little Nemo”. But it would have been extremely hard to do that on screen without losing the viewers, so they made Jed the star of his dreams instead and gave him all the hokey superhero trappings. And that works because Jed is a kid, with a kid’s imagination. But it gets even better when we see that Gault’s motivations weren’t about power, but about protecting Jed from his abusers because she had changed and wanted to be free of the limitations of her origins. It hit me a little later--it’s such an elegant metaphor for those who are constricted by society because of their race or sexuality, constantly fighting the huge obstacles wanting to prevent such people from any kind of metamorphosis (I mean, Dream gave her butterfly wings when he recreated her as she wanted to be). Which leads me to the one giant tonal shift that has me curious about future seasons. Dream in the comics is almost completely without humor. He is ultra-serious about his duties and responsibilities and way too proud, unwilling to change as the aeons go by. And his inability to change leads him to his end in a classic literary tragedy - even though he knows change will be necessary, he resists and even plans for his demise by setting up for the possibility with Lyta’s child as his successor. But it’s really hard to get a TV series off the ground when your leading man is not just the aloof emo archetype but stoic and stern to the point of needing to be introduced as a prisoner to garner sympathy for him. My husband and I were genuinely surprised in the first episode when Dream cried over Jessamy’s death, because it signaled a depth of caring that we don’t see until much later in the comics. But the TV Dream does show emotion, albeit mostly quietly and with a lot of amazing face acting by Tom Sturridge, does appreciate humor and irony, and at the end of this season does seem to see the need for change.

So now I’m very curious as to how they will herd Dream to his death. Will there be a back-and-forth because Dream can’t change enough? Or will the undertone about the universe having rules mean that Dream’s arc will be less about tragic choices and more about circumstances, with him having to accept the consequences of spilling family blood when he gives Orpheus the coup?

(Of course this is assuming that Netflix allows the series to be completed instead of cutting it off after 2-3 seasons. Yes, I’m still bitter about Sense8.)

TL;DR - I loved it, I think Neil Gaiman has taken full advantage of his previous TV experiences to find what works and find who will work best with him, and I will re-watch this series many times and keep watching any future seasons.

145 notes - Posted August 10, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

tagged by @josilverdragon

favorite color: royal blue, purple, red and black together

currently reading: The Love Hypothesis by Ali Hazelwood

last song: “Fire and Rain” by Matt Kearney

last movie: I genuinely don’t remember

sweet/savory/spicy: Sweet

currently working on: a major work deadline so I can get back to writing fic

Tagging: @attheendofsummer @goldentruth813 @stlgeekgirl @rangergirl3 and anyone else who would like to play

177 notes - Posted October 28, 2022

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[poisonouswritings]

Rant below:

(TLDR; One of my classes had a two part final exam, I did both parts and triple-checked they were submitted, I log on yesterday and it says one half wasn't even started and says I'm un-enrolled from the class. Today (20th) is the day the teacher is inputting final grades. I've emailed the teacher and am waiting for a response and am going to throw myself down a set of stairs.)

I am soooo fucking exhausted. I had this class, right? And I joined late. Within the allotted time (three weeks from the start of the semester) but late. And because I joined late, there were three assignments that I had missed. I did them and submitted them within the first week of being in the class. Emailed the teacher and she said she would add them in. Because of the way the categories were weighted, one singular 1.0 point assignment made up 30% of my total grade (because it was the only assignment in that category). And she just never fucking added it in. I emailed her at least five times about it. Nothing. She still hasn't added it in and we're technically done with the class now. That means that even though I was getting ≈90% on every single thing I was submitting, I was barely at a C because of that one category. And then she finally added something else to that category that was worth way more points, and my grade finally went from like a 72% to a 94% and it was like. Okay. Fine. You still didn't add the original three assignments that I repeatedly emailed you about, but fine. Whatever. I'll drop it.

Our final was online. Opened on Wednesday the 14th, closed Monday the 19th at 10PM. There were two parts. I finished them both on Wednesday at around 6 and 7 PM respectively. I triple-checked they were both submitted. I went to the completed assessments tab (this was in a separate site that we used specifically for tests, not the main grade site) and they both showed up but said the grades were unavailable until Monday the 19th after 10PM. Okay. Fine. I checked again on Friday the 16th and Sunday the 18th, thinking that maybe if everyone finished early the grades would release sooner. Didn't happen. Both assignments showed up as completed, but I couldn't see the grades. That's fine.

Yesterday (the 19th), I had a final in the morning/afternoon. My last final, specifically. And then I went to the airport to pick my sister up because she's coming to visit for Christmas. I get home at around 11:30 PM. I decide I'm gonna go check on my final grade because I'm curious as to what I got. I log onto the testing site and it says one half of the test wasn't even started.

Um. What the fuck.

I immediately try to go to the completed assessments tab where it fucking said I had finished them both on Wednesday, and I get a 'You Are No Longer Enrolled In This Course' message (meaning the course has been closed for access).

Um. What the fuck.

I try to go back onto my dashboard to where it says the test wasn't even started. I get the same not-enrolled message.

Um. What the fuck.

So at this point it's 11:49 PM and I'm emailing my teacher and on the verge of a panic attack because I have put soooo much fucking work into this stupid fucking class all semester. I did that fucking exam. But guess what? If this situation doesn't get fixed, and she just marks it as incomplete (just like with the first three fucking assignments), my grade goes from a 96% to a fucking 78% because of the way the columns are weighted.

I'm. Just. So fucking exhausted. I feel painfully burnt out. What's the point of trying if I'm just gonna get dicked over again and again? It's barely 7AM so I obviously haven't received a response yet. She said in an announcement earlier on Monday that she's finalizing grades today (the 20th). And I'm fucking terrified that she's just going to ignore my emails like she did at the beginning of the semester. I'm fully prepared to escalate this to the damn department heads if I have to, but I am just,,,, so. tired.

#ozzy speaks

[cloud0818]

RKDD spoiler -- Chapter.94

Okay, It have been few hours I was read it. But I am still confuse and speechless.

The last few chapters have been full of surprises anyway. I feel "Omg,this is most terrible things ever." when I read new chapter everytime, then, it's exceeds them in next chapter. Can somebody please help me?

Toto has a very strong sense of justice. But this time, as Ron's best friend, he is trying to stop him, not to be police. This time, it not about murder to happen right in front of him, of course that is still important to him, but he wants to stop his best friend from being affected by the disease. He's best buddy always.

And I am also concerned about Milo's statement. He said "little brother". Is this a reference to Winter? But did they(he/she) have time to contact Milo when he came to Japan? Even if they had that time, I don't believe they would ask Milo to wear a bulletproof vest.

Oh okay, a frightening speculation came to mind right now. If that "little brother" is Elmer? I want him to stay on Ron side. The three of them should go eat Kuromitsu sweets. Yes, let's invite Spitz!

But if he is another collaborator, the reasons for his past behavior become clear. However, more Moliaty at this stage will only make the situation worse. Or it could be Kiku's son. If it's a new character, I'm looking forward to it.

And professor Fin..... She is a victim completely involved. Her partner was complicit in the crime and died before her eyes. It shows how brutal Moriarty's eldest son is. Be bring them all back to life:'(

Btw, Milo said "I was chosen". In other words, does House of Moriarty give priority to its predisposition rather than its birth order? Oh, maybe does Ron is the eldest son? Therefore Milo is obsessed with him, but can't kill him. A doubt gnaw at me :D

There is certainly an atmosphere of end chapters. But never happen like "Well, thanks to this, he won't to kill the murders, no problems be happy story end!". Many mysteries still remain. I can't wait for next week. Please help me soon.

AND WOW. YOU CUT YOUR OWN VOCAL CORDS? Oh.... I don't know what to say.... As a layman, I'm concerned that he cuts off their heads, he won't die? At least, he got serious injury. Everyone. Everyone get well please.... Development like this.... I don't read many comics. However, I think this development is unique in that it is not found in any other works.

Milo is drowned by evil and Ron is drowned by good. They are hold thier legs by belief. Take care of your bodies and lives. Everyone. Don't die for belief. Be protect both.

#kamonohashi ron no kindan suiri #rkdd #rkdd spoilers

[t-nd-rfoot]

ask game!! 5, what's your relationship status and why is it "married to user rassvetsky"??? hehe.

jokes aside, i'm very curious about your favorite pieces of media and such so i can be like "one of my favorite people liked this. they wouldn't like this for no reason." and consume them as well and bother you later with my thoughts on them. so!! 18, 36, 37, 94!! you don't have to answer all of them, or any of them— ilysm and i hope you have a wonderful week, love 💞

5. what’s your relationship status?

As seen above, I am virtually married to @rassvetsky 😌 who needs a reason for love!!! ILY VI 😂💗

Okay for the legit questions now (and omg I love this)

18. favorite tv show?

At the moment, 911 all thanks to @beachbabey and @nobody7102!! This show actually got me back in a groove of watching since I barely watched anything for the past two months. Am really starting to love situational shows like this and Grey’s Anatomy, and the characters (at least the ones I’ve met so far) are so wonderfully written. Also, they’re firemen 😌

Now, if the question is favorite TV show of all time…I will literally not be able to decide, so I’m going to list as many as I can (in no particular order):

This Is Us; Grey’s Anatomy (though I stopped watching after ***** ****, spoiler alert just in case anyone sees lol); Brooklyn Nine-Nine; The Good Place; Bodyguard; Peaky Blinders; On My Block; Agent Carter; Gilmore Girls; E!’s The Royals (major guilty pleasure); Outer Banks; Teen Wolf; Grace and Frankie; Maid…just to name a few 🫣

36. favorite movie? 

If you thought the answer to my TV question was overwhelming, this one is just as or even worse 😂

Top Gun/:Maverick (obvi); Flipped; Cheaper by the Dozen (‘03); The Parent Trap (‘98); A Cinderella Story; Yours Mine and Ours; When the Game Stands Tall; The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants; Step Up (only until the 4th); Ready Player One; The Nanny Diaries; Love, Rosie; almost everything Disney/Pixar…I could go on

37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? 

I haven’t read anything recently, but I love The Cartographers by Peng Shepherd! Literally so exciting with a fun and pretty unique concept. Another one that’s pretty personal to me is The Midnight Library by Matt Haig. Extremely relatable. In terms of series, the Crazy Rich Asians trilogy is a fave! And special mention to Windfall by Jennifer E. Smith.

94. favorite lyrics right now

(Can’t name specific lyrics so songs it is!) Since I’m on my k-pop mode, I cry at the lyrics of All My Love by SEVENTEEN every time I listen to it 😭 and also love anything Reese Lansangan, NIKI, and Lizzy McAlpine!!!

Omg sorry if these were so long, but literally if you want any media recommendations, feel free to message, my love! I have a full list of almost every single movie and TV show I’ve ever watched and I’d love to talk about these with you 💗

Unusual asks

#📮 #rassvetsky

[iloveyou-writers]

I posted 446 times in 2022

That's 418 more posts than 2021!

366 posts created (82%)

80 posts reblogged (18%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@sourpatch-encouragement

@deniselavestal

@queerlilchinchin

@axolotl-anonymous

I thought it would be fun to share this with you all. So here's sourpatch-encouragement's year in review for 2022:

I tagged 298 of my posts in 2022

Only 33% of my posts had no tags

#asks - 146 posts

#writing tips - 142 posts

#writing advice - 141 posts

#writeblr - 117 posts

#anonymous - 110 posts

#writing encouragement - 110 posts

#writing - 109 posts

#writing motivation - 109 posts

#dynamic encouragement dames - 101 posts

#writing inspiration - 94 posts

Longest Tag: 113 characters

#sorry for reblogging another post on here but i have no clout on my personal blog and this one is kinda important

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Notes For Writers:

1. Write what you like without shame

2. Your writing doesn’t have to be morally “just” to be good writing/storytelling

3. Being “good” and being “righteous” are not one and the same

4. Your writing doesn’t have to meet any guidelines to be good - just write it

5. It doesn’t matter if your writing sucks now. Get the words down; you can always edit later

6. We all have self-doubt. Yes, even the famous author you think could never possibly because you think they’re that incredible. One day, if you don’t already, there will be people that think like that about you. Keep going.

7. Your writing is not less important than anyone else’s. All writing has its purpose. Yours may not be something that’ll start a social movement, but it has a purpose to the people it matters to.

8. Stop comparing your writing to others. You’re insulting yourself and them. Your writing isn’t meant to be like theirs. Your writing is meant to be like yours.

9. You are better than you give yourself credit for.

10. ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE PROUD OF YOUR WRITING WITHOUT FEELING SHAME. It is not self-centered, conceited, selfish or anything similar to be proud of what you create. YOU SHOULD BE PROUD OF IT.

11. You’re allowed to be proud of your writing, even if you think it sucks. You are allowed to be proud of your writing, even if you think it sucks. Be proud of the growing you’ve done. Be proud of the fact that you push forward in spite your self-doubt. Even terrible writing has things to be proud of.

Remember: What you do is incredible and hard. Let yourself feel pride. Let yourself struggle and find what does and doesn’t work for you. Allow yourself to learn and grow. That’s what life is about - growing into yourself. That means creatively as much as any other way. <3

Happy writing, my friends.

🤍 H

3,346 notes - Posted April 28, 2022

#4

Dear Writers Everywhere:

1. It’s okay if you lose interest in your story. It doesn’t mean you wasted your time; it means you’re growing in your hobby.

2. It’s okay not to want to publish your work; that doesn’t mean your writing isn’t worth reading. It means you have different goals than some other writers.

3. It’s okay if you need a break sometimes. It’s frankly unrealistic to think you never will.

4. It’s okay to write fanfiction; that doesn’t make you any less of a writer but makes you that much more of a fan.

5. It’s okay to sometimes have self-doubt. After all, you are human and sometimes as humans it’s easy to fall into that trap. Sometimes the feeling doesn’t even have anything to do with the writing but has everything to do with being overwhelmed, mentally exhausted and ready to give up. Don’t give up.

6. It’s okay to feel relief and happy upon reading this. Give a like if you did and spread it to your writer followers and maybe make their day a little.

🤍 H

4,960 notes - Posted April 25, 2022

#3

Am I still considered a writer, even if…

“I don’t write every day?” Yes.

“it goes weeks or months between sessions?” Yes.

“my stories don’t get any or much interaction?” Yes.

“I only write fanfiction?” Yes.

“I only write for fun?” Yes.

“someone criticizes my skill?” Yes.

“my family are the only ones who read my stories?” Yes.

“I only write for myself, with no intention of sharing it with the world?” Yes.

“I don’t know writing terminology?” Yes.

“I’m not very good at what I’m doing?” Yes.

“I don’t believe myself worthy of being called one?” Yes.

“the publisher turned me down?” Yes.

“I only write one genre?” Yes.

“I use clichés?” Yes.

“I lack motivation?” Yes.

“I excel at dialogue but suck at description, or vice versa?” Yes.

“I keep abandoning projects to start something new?” Yes.

“I say screw the rules?” Yes.

- D

11,362 notes - Posted March 5, 2022

#2

—D

11,674 notes - Posted July 10, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Reblog to give your writer friends, or yourself, a pat on the back, to let them know you’re proud of them. This is a message of love and encouragement.

15,386 notes - Posted June 9, 2022

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[leonpob]

I posted 1,200 times in 2022

That's 295 more posts than 2021!

79 posts created (7%)

1,121 posts reblogged (93%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@gunsatthaphan

@machikeita

@smittenskitten

@forever-in-phapundao

@laowen

I tagged 1,166 of my posts in 2022

Only 3% of my posts had no tags

#thai bl - 158 posts

#not me the series - 107 posts

#not me - 99 posts

#seanwhite - 96 posts

#offgun - 94 posts

#off jumpol - 90 posts

#cutie pie the series - 84 posts

#gun attaphan - 77 posts

#vice versa - 73 posts

#zee pruk - 73 posts

Longest Tag: 84 characters

#but like how is the scene with tian looking at phupha drinking not the most replayed

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I have had a little time to gather my thoughts after the GMMTV 2023 event. First off, all the couples are back. I can’t not be happy about this. So here are my thoughts.

Hidden Agenda: I am excited for it in the sense that I do like Joongdunk, but if it doesn’t feel like it’s just a more talkative Kluen and a more talkative Dao then what is rain? Lol I am so here for AouBoom though. They looked fantastic and adorable and just yesss. Am I going to watch it? Obviously I always watch everything for at least an episode.

23.5: It’s MILKLOVE. We got our GL. Everyone was manifesting it and I guess it finally came true. How adorable was Milk being all shy. She was reminding me of myself honestly lol. Fourth and Gemini are in it too which awww they’re adorable 🥺. So excited for this one.

A Boss and A Babe: Forcebook are back!!! Yay!!! This looks so funny to me. Force’s character is so stiff. I am so here for it though. Office romance sign me up.

Only Friends: this entire trailer basically gives you whiplash. Jojo came to play. Firstkhao and Forcebook and NeoMark(which apparently I am okay with 3 hours later). It looks super messy and crazy. I am EXCITED!!!

Last Twilight: I have nothing but good things to say about this one. Definitely one of the highlights of the trailers. It’s JimmySea done by P’Aof and a blind storyline. Ugh. It’s just chef’s kiss if it’s done right which I feel like it will be. I have high faith in Sea and P’Aof. This is not grammatically correct, but oh well 🤷🏻‍♀️

Cooking Crush: OffGun clowned us. This looks too cute for words 🥺😍 NeoMark are in it too. Sign me up.

Dangerous Romance: why am I so obsessed with this one?! I have watched the trailer like 3 times. I love perthchimon now. I love enemies to lovers. I am just so excited. It looks so good. So much depth 😍

Cherry Magic: now I have never been a huge fan of TayNew. I watched DBK and I did enjoy it, but I would never choose them as a favorite. However, I am intrigued by this. I know everyone is concerned. My wife is absolutely angry over it. She was like no no no so I guess I’ll be watching this one with @gunsatthaphan 😂 I am interested to see how they do this. It looks like there are new characters.

I’m adding The Jungle because it has some of the favs in it. Lee Krist Off Mix 😍😍 That is all.

Our Skyy 2 is 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 As soon as I heard the jingle I couldn’t believe it. I was like no freaking way and here we are. Thank you P’Aof 😭😭

21 notes - Posted November 22, 2022

#4

Vice Versa is all about the eyes. I freaking love that. JimmmySea are so so good.

21 notes - Posted August 14, 2022

#3

I don’t care anymore. Not Me is such a superior show. The only thing close to it is 1000 Stars. Sorry not sorry. Offgun supremacy. 🔥😍

21 notes - Posted January 30, 2022

#2

Forgot to post my bingo card from yesterday’s event 😂😂

Thanks bestie for making it for me 😍

@gunsatthaphan

Apparently JoJo is directing 3 shows so I have 4 bingos 😂

29 notes - Posted November 23, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I very rarely write text posts anymore. I usually just message @gunsatthaphan or @leofiat about my opinions, but today I felt like writing one.

Cutiepie the series may have a weird plot and people may think it’s strange, but I just have to commend everyone working on it.

ZeeNunew have been DELIVERING every week. Max and Nat’s chemistry has improved as well.

I love the production, the writing, the directing. The fact that we get it in 4k ultra hd an hour after it airs on tv with English subtitles. I am so thankful.

I also just need to discuss how beautifully done the scenes for LianKuea were just done in episode 8. The fact that Lian asked Kuea not once, but twice for consent is just…I have no words. That is amazing to see on the screen. The intimacy they portrayed through their actions felt so real to me. I know that sounds naive, but I really felt understood and seen.

This is definitely in my top 5. I know it keeps changing, but all the new stuff just gets better and better. The Korean shows are even coming in hot with Semantic Error and Blueming. It’s nice to see change.

129 notes - Posted April 9, 2022

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[istherewifiinhell]

reading progress: chapter 97 havent touched it in a week but had nothing to do so.

highlights: (now with chapters!)

81 Weird gay thing increasing

KDJ wife moments (uriel seems to have thoughts about this)

82 CARRYING HIM

Ohhh were we maybe judging people for things they havent even done yet kdj?

oh i see. dokhyuk and hsy is there

AH Yoo Sangah sexy black power suit

83 KDJ for real man you are the reason a bunch of these people are alive

yoo sangah: did u fuck the protagonist big strong dude

84 Cant kill her cause YJH will be unhappy

85 mr wolf lion to the rescue (86) -> "what the hell is this"

Dokhyuk mental pep talk.... (88) and dressing down

ah. i also forgot about bookmark power

KDJ will do some sequence breaking hacks before doing any self reflection (affectionate)

89 why are u as a man receiving enlightenment from another man

kdj stopped dissociating for 1 second and reached like 200 percent power

90 seeing all these people die sure is sad. should i connect to yjh on a personal level about it?

91 fucking kangaroo court

swk and secret plotter are the only bitches i respect

(side thought i had: could dracula be a constellation?)

92 dont try and scam the scammer lol

constellation who likes to change gender you say?

93 MATCHING COATS?!

Uriel is a shipper huh...

MY POOR SOLDIER IS WAITING

94 Lee Gilyoung what the fuck

95 i love it when women threaten each other

96 "am i as bad as thanos or the joker" okay hey what the fuck

how many lives are you gonna save for YJH

KDJ is the sponser now...

97 secret plotter (throwing spaghetti at the wall) author??

Rotating in my mind: did i do "Kim Dokja, guy with problems" already? cause oh my god. dude u have problems. like. extremely relatable but taken to their most extreme problems. problems that make me reading at work zoning out feel too meta for cheering him on. extremely love people pointing out to him the whole. that he doesnt have perfect knowledge and even if he did that doesnt mean he actually controls anything. god. putting him in a petri dish. just. oh man. so moral relativism but honestly always doing like. 150 percent. im gonna say, basically as good as a guy as can be expect and then some. but. like okay. views the world as a story. obvs. is often surprised at the actions of others cause he forgets others capacity for deliberate move making. yes. is very attuned to reading people (heh) but like. words. where does all that canniness go... god. ill go in circles but. fascinating

#some shit #orv blogging #for the love of god i hope im not mixing up all the acronyms