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Nakada Hiroki Channel Nakacha no Ma #49 2023.12.24 Notes [Eng translation]
β« Intro:
He's currently watching figure skating βΈ (he's got a hard time pronouncing "figure") He'd like some of us to watch it too but it seems the majority of people are watching M1 instead (M-1 Grand Prix, an annual stand-up comedy competition programme)
"Damn, guess I can't beat M1 then ww"
Someone in the chat says they'd rather watch H1 π€
Let's spend some time eating and talking together!
"'H1 is the only one for me', that's wonderful"
He's wearing deer antlers! π¦
Apparently he went to Donki just to buy that one thing and he was so embarrassed, he should just have bought it online lol
"I'm not planning on being (online) very late tonight [β¦] since lack of sleep weakens your immune system, I hope you all dress warmly and let's have a good time"
He wonders which one is more important, Christmas Eve or Christmas Day? He thinks everything is more active on Christmas Day. Personally, he feels like Christmas Day is the main event
This month's drink: Sui Gin & Soda 500ml πΊ (again)
He cut his hair recently!
He's had a make-up artist who has been doing his hair for him ever since Tsukista, but recently he's seen another one among his friends' photos on Twitter so he had him cut his hair for the first time instead
(It's not Miho-san, they're his stylist π€«)
His hair tend to grow longer during the end of the year and New Year holidays
He likes this current length, it makes him feel the most comfortable
He's got a bit of a stuffy nose π€§ He was feeling it a bit since yesterday evening, he doesn't know if it's the flu or not
β« Christmas shopping and that old lady:
This month's snack #1: Family Mart roasted chicken π
He wasn't able to get any of their fried chicken (definitely not on Christmas lol)
He went to Isetan (Jp department store) today and it was insanely crowded
He hasn't had anything to eat since morning so he's really hungry rn. It tastes like the chicken teriyaki he makes at home
He doesn't usually stuff his face with food on stream but he asks if it's okay today since it's Christmas
He wanted to eat something Christmassy so he went into Isetan today but there were so many people, he didn't feel like lining up, it was difficult to even walk around. There were so many queues, he didn't even know which one was for what
He was thinking of buying himself a fancy, slightly higher-quality cake for himself as a reward but then decided against it
There was an old lady wearing a flashy pink outfit (like Hayashiya Paako), he calls her an granny with an aura lol
It seems he got into her line of sight and then she called out to him - he didn't want to engage in conversation with her but he also wanted to help someone who might be in the slightest bit of trouble
He thought she kept calling out for him saying he looked good and he got so embarrassed when the surrounding people started looking too
Then he realized she was calling out to compliment his jumper/jacket (then he got even more embarrassed for misunderstanding)
She actually wanted to know where he got it from but he was simply too caught off guard that he wasn't able to give a proper answer
Note: It was this one (CROOKS&CASTLES PAISLEY AOP JACKET, 22 000οΏ₯)
Then again, he didn't want to tell her the brand of the jumper when there were so many people around him
He didn't think the clothes he was wearing were that much of a big deal compared to that "madam"
He got a Christmas cake at the konbini in the end
He's talking about how they used to sell Christmas cakes outside of the konbini and hand it out, then notes how they don't seem to do that in recent years (it might've be because of COVID) and how he misses it
Happy birthday to Kensuke and Ryousei π
β« Sushi talk:
This month's snack (?) #2: Sushi π£π£
He wants to eat all of it already
He only orders sushi from places where he can buy the pieces separately
"But at this time of the year, the people who work part-time at convenience stores and the likes are really saving the world, and without them we wouldn't be able to fully enjoy Christmas"
He's calling for Hope but she's very sleepy
He feels like he gets drunk quickly if he drinks while eating
He thinks this is the fourth (or fifth?) year in a row he's doing Nakacha on Christmas Eve
His favourite sushi are shrimp, salmon and negitoro
He's glad we're all here for him to celebrate Christmas together π₯Ί
"Otherwise why whould I be getting these antlers? This chicken? This cake?"
When the store clerk asked him about chopsticks, he asked for two! (HE'S SO PATHETIC i love him)
He says it's a sensitive topic to ask for the number of chopsticks, especially during Christmas π€£
If he asked for 700 for all his Chaba wives, that would've been a nuisance to the convenience store lol
He likes disposable chopsticks
Although he doesn't like when it's shiny, he tries to have some iwashi sushi with negi (thoughts: it tasted good)
During SRS22, there was a Sushiro and Hamazushi close-by (however he doesn't remember during which performance/city) and he went every day to each to try compare each sushi
People are asking in the comments if it was in Fukui but that wouldn't make sense since they only had performances for a single day so perhaps it was Fukuoka
He liked Hamazushi but when thinking of the sizes and variations of the ingredients, he liked Sushiro better in the end
He thought their servings were bigger and maybe it was because there was a fishing port nearby
Nvm this might have all been during rehearsals rather than the actual performances, he doesn't remember
Because of the circumstances at the time, the cast were only able to order for delivery (rather than eat out perhaps?) and while everyone had gotten their regular sized bento, Hiroki had ordered himself a huge family-sized one π It was like the ones he eat during New Year's when he goes home to his family
He just wants to eat huge servings after rehearsals/performances (he even calls himself greedy)
At least he shared with the other cast members π
But he was too drunk to remember who he shared with
If he's going all in, he'd say he probably eats about 50 plates
For today, he's bought about 20-30 servings
Normally, he eats about 30 by himself
He often gets told he eats too much
Kurumu told him he had ordered far too much with that family set
He thinks sushi from the Sea of Japan is really delicious
He's feeling the alcohol and he's slipping into his home-alone persona where he both eats and drinks alot by himself (he's aware that he doesn't eat much when he's streaming)
β« Kanji of the Year:
He asks if they've announced Kanji of the Year already or if it's revealed after Christmas (it's announced on December 12th every year; this year was η¨ meaning "tax")
He's not criticizing but he thinks it's laughable
It's not a necessarily good word but it's the voice of the public
He asks Chaba for their kanji of the year
He's forgotten he did a play at the very beginning of the year (Lycoris Recoil)
He confuses the first kanji in the word η·©ζ₯ (kankyuu; high and low speed), also read as η·©γ (yurui; lenient), with the second kanji in the word εΉ³η© (heion; calm), also read as η©γγ (odayaka; calm)
Sidenote: there's also the word η·©γγ (yuruyaka; loose). Kanji is a nightmare y'all
He mentions that he's bought a new Apple Watch (he did buy a new one a few months back)
He's got an MacBook Air, not Pro
It seems he's got an issue with it cuz he cannot edit/process a video if he had to
He's decided that his kanji of the year is η·© π
He wishes he had his sketchbook nearby so he could write it for us, instead someone in the chat suggest he writes on his shirt
The shirt he's wearing is completely new and he's wearing it for the first time
Since alot has happened since last summer (he knows he worried us all), he thinks it's nice for his kanji of the year to be akin to slow and steady
He's wearing an inner shirt altho it doesn't show well. It's apparently a stylish one with a quite deep neckline π«£ He'd prefer for it to be a bit higher up than it is currently
We get a peek of his mole
Ah, necklace (iykyk)
He's suddenly striking a figure skating pose βΈ
He thinks kanji of the year should be more lighthearted
For this month's rollcall, he asks us to write our name and our chosen kanji for the year
He forgets if he usually does the rollcall before or after he cuts the stream
Happy birthday to everyone born in December! π
And merry Christmas to everyone, even though some might still got work before the year ends and thus may not feel the Christmas mood yet
β« Fuyu no Jin:
He's doing Fuyu no Jin on January 14th!
He wanted to do it earlier, like the 7th or 8th, but the studio wasn't available until then
He's doing it for the 4th time and so far he's had Ryouga, Kitaryo, and Gaku guesting the evening streams
This time's guest is Hayashi Mitsuaki
"I'm kind of interested in him in a very one-sided way, so I'd like to.. dig a little deeper into that, or maybe I'd like to.. find out the true nature of him as a person"
He's thankful he's coming despite his busy schedule
Again, he mentions that he thinks Mitsuaki is very similar to another certain actor (Menjo Kentaro) so he feels very close to him
Someone in the chat says they heard he mixed up the two of them
So although the livestream will be held in the middle of the month, he wants to wish us all a happy new year
He wants to include a kotatsu but he doesn't know where to get one
He wants it to feel like it's New Years
He wonders if it's about the same time as kagami biraki (it's not, that's on January 11th)
He keeps fumbling over his words and mixing up the dates 11/4 and 1/14 until someone in the chat says it's easier to remember it as "ii yo" (i from "ichi" and yo from "yon", 1 and 4)
"Like Pooh-san's friend, that pug. He's a pug, right, Eeyore?"
He's always thought he was a pug, not a donkey π
"Then it's a donkey that looks like a pug"
He thinks he might be getting drunk already. He's remembering that time he got really drunk on stream once or twice during COVID when his mental health was really affected (he somewhat remembers it as a "live broadcasting accident")
His manager had gotten in touch with him afterwards
He's gonna do a gaming livestream after this playing Only Down, however he's also got Exit 8 that he wants to try out. He acknowledges that he could have played it a long time ago but he doesn't feel like doing it when it's trending (same with Only Down)
Happy birthday to everyone born in December again π
He's got a Christmas cake too! And an Ohagi fork π¦π₯Ί
The banner from his gaming channel is reflected in the fork ww
β«β« 2nd part of the stream:
He's off to bring Hope-chan but instead he brings a stuffed toy that looks just like her (only that it's probably double her size lol) The toy looks like the one from Gelato Pique's toy poodle lineup from earlier this year
Also, he's wearing his flower pattern denim pants from Khoki (55 600Β₯)
He's got two strawberries for his Christmas cake and he doesn't know where to put them (he wants at least 4 of them but they're expensive)
He put it right in the middle, then tries to put the second one on top of the other one (spoiler: it fell off)
He says he used to lick the cream off the cake but he's an adult now so he won't do it
The cake has got both whipped cream, buttercream, and some type of fruits
He thinks he might be able to eat the whole thing by himself in one go - he's so far eaten a third of the cake
This is the first time he's eating so much in front of people
He's offering us the strawberry π
He wanted to say it was sweet but it was actually sour π
"It was delicious because I got to eat it with everyone"
Bathroom break πΎ In the meantime, he's setting up a game for us of who's on screen, Ho-chan or Bo-chan (where he's named the stuffed toy Bo-chan)
He's leaving Bo-chan in the middle of the screen before he leaves but then Hope runs up and down the couch as well!
Now that he's eaten something sweet, he feels like eating something salty as well so he's having some more sushi
He's reacting to Sakamoto Kaori's third consecutive victory in the figure skating championships since he's got the TV on in the background (he forgot to turn it off today so that's why it's still on)
He's asking about Asada Mao (even though she retired in 2017 already)
He's telling Hope to eat her biscuit since she appeared on stream (he calls it her "appearance fee" ww)
He doesn't think he could skate himself but he feels like he could spin around twice
He might not do hatsumode because of the insane crowds
Someone in the chat asks where he wants to go for his next solo travel - he's always wanted to go to Europe but he thinks it's probably expensive so he can't go (and he's got Hope)
He's gone to Huis Ten Bosch once before during his school days
He's currently popping bubblewrap that the strawberries came delivered in
He's showing off tricks with Hope οΏ½οΏ½οΏ½οΏ½πππππ
This month's 2nd drink: Another Sui Gin & Soda 500ml πΊ www
He's gonna have a hard time playing games after this lol
He's having a bite of ankimo sushi and it goes very well with gin (he particularly likes the ankimo that's like a hard block, not paste)
"In other words, [gin soda] is like Tanaka Ryousei in Toumyu - it goes with anything"
He's starting to feel full from eating kohada sushi as well
He wants to take a long bath after he finishes the gaming stream afterwards
When they celebrated the success of Suehirogari, he got to see Ryousei get super drunk and he was very cute. Hiroki got drunk too but Ryousei got drunk way before him. He was showing a side of himself that he usually doesn't show
Someone asks who the strongest drinker in the Toumyu cast is and he instantly says it's probably Sato Ryuuji. He once had a drinking competition with him and he got absolutely smashed at the end of it
Ryuuji can handle both whiskey and highball
Fujita Rei is also a strong drinker
Torigoe Yuuki is also on that list
Hiroki might rank himself as the second strongest drinker after all
He hasn't seen Haru-chan drink that often, nor spi
Kitazono Ryo drinks alot and gets instantly red in the face
Spi drinks sort of responsibly (like he's "thinking of the next day"), he's not a big drinker to begin with
Mokkun doesn't drink at all
He hasn't really drunk with Shoutarou so he doesn't know about him but he can probably hold his liquor pretty well
Since Hiroki drank the same amount as Ryuuji and lost so he has a strong impression of him
Mizue Kenta is pretty weak with alcohol
(He won't get any more into that because it's private)
Referring back to that 4 hour long livestream in August two years ago, he thinks he probably said some strange things and he doesn't get drunk like that very often (?)
He's hardly ever drunk Strong Zero
He was so drunk that time, he doesn't even remember it. Someone mentions he was drooling and he finds it embarrassing. It seems he doesn't even remember he was crying at the time
"'Do you remember crying?' I don't remember it. I don't remember crying, but I can kind of understand that I cried. Well, if I cried, I guess it was because I was drunk. I think it was probably a combination of lots of things. Maybe it wasn't the place to express that kind of thing [on livestream] but oh well"
He apologizes for making us all worry at that time π
He's glad he's making us happy by showing this side of him
Someone in the chat reminds him that he said earlier in the year he wanted to become a YouTuber and he laughs - he doesn't want to necessarily become a YouTuber but he wants to try doing YouTube
He doesn't want to do it for profit, but he doesn't feel able to do it yet since he currently hasn't accomplished what he previously promised everyone. Also because it's tough for him to do everything on his own, he probably won't do it for a while
Apparently it's very difficult to get a manager as a single person (compared to being affiliated with a whole agency, I'm assuming). Additionally, there aren't that many managers available for freelancers
As for getting Mitsuaki guesting on Fuyu no Jin, Hiroki had to send the request to his manager who then likewise wanted to get in touch with Hiroki's manager, he then had to tell them he had none and they were shocked π€£ Afterwards, he was told that they had thought the request itself had definitely been written by some kind of organization/management and they couldn't believe it was written by a lone person - that's when he came to realize himself that over this past year, maybe he's starting to understand this whole thing as freelancer
(It's so nice to see him actually acknowledging his own growth π₯Ί)
"'Weren't you an idiot?' Well, I am an idiot but I've also probably got lots of moments when I'm not an idiot"
He thinks he still has a long way to grow, but thanks to all of Chaba, he is slowly growing up π₯Ί
"I think I've made up for the things that I lacked in, and I think I've made up for the things that are unique to me"
He feels like he's making progress π
He's making up a mental graph about people's strengths and weaknesses, speaking about plus and minus and percentage (idk what's going on)
"It's because I'm specialized* in myself, and my individuality is a positive thing. Whether you make your personality a negative or a positive thing is completely up to you" (he used the word ηΉε "tokka" which directly translates to "speciality" but perhaps it should be translated in more of the sense of "knowing oneself best")
"It's thanks to all of you that made me think that way. My personality, who I am, and how I live my life is gradually changing and becoming richer thanks to all of you [β¦] It's thanks to everyone that I'm even able to say things like that. I probably wouldn't have been able to do it by myself and my own circumstances, so in that regard I think to myself, 'I'm glad I got into this job'"
He reflects on how he used to say "someone like me" in a negative sense and how it made us all sad, so he's trying not to express himself by those words any longer. There are many moments when he still thinks about it, but he won't say it
This year has been the year for him to slowly start walking forward again since last year things happened that he had never experienced before
Little by little, he's starting to do the things he wants to do
He suddenly cuts himself off when he sees a commercial of Hanawa-kun from Chibi Maruko-chan on TV promoting a showerhead
He talks about oshi katsu and how to find a good balance for it in life π₯¦
He believes he might have gotten off track in his career because he has ideas that are probably a little different from other people, but he just wants to give energy to everyone in his own way
He's doing it slow and steady, much like the kanji he chose for this year πη·©π
If he keeps talking about this, he feels like he's gonna end up saying something unnecessary (you can see his increased blinking like he does when he's about to cry π)
He still feels bad and regrets that 4 hour livestream that he "messed up"
He starts looking for how/when to sell tickets for Fuyu no Jin (the chat keeps telling him to do it another day since he's drunk atm)
Someone asks if he'll do a Valentine's event and he says he'd rather do White Day
His current production company doesn't have an opening for White Day at the moment, but another production company might do
He's been asked to do alot of things for next year π€« But there's been alot of clashing/overlapping which is what he hates the most
He's got things scheduled for January, February and March but he still doesn't know if any of it will happen
He downplays the praise when someone in the chat says it's because he's "super popular"
He'll probably have his Tensura visual shoot in a couple of days, he doesn't know if the others are done with it already
He won't push himself so he doesn't want us to push ourselves either
He probably won't be doing much for us in the first half of the year. But he thinks that's fine because in that case, we can choose to spend money on ourselves or our oshi, so he'll leave that decision to us
Someone in the chat says they're gonna run out of money since they'll attend their other oshis' plays and he says it's fine, it can't be helped
He's having some more cake π° The whipped cream is dense, just the way he likes it
Then he briefly mentions the news about the Takashimaya cakes
He brings up the topic of someone who's said to reveal their true identity online but it was old news already apparently (it seems to have been a viral streamer account? idk tho). He was really curious about it even though he doesn't know who they were (half of the chat don't know what he's talking about, the other half are mentioning the fake Hiroki account that's been going around following Chaba accounts) Someone says it was Koume Dayu (Jp comedian)
(The chat is a mess at this point and no one seems to know what's going on, nor does Hiroki π€£)
Someone says he's annoying when he's drunk lol
This month's rollcall: Hiroki Santa π
"I think this year has been good for me, but really, without you guys, I wouldn't be able to do anything, so.. I wouldn't have any energy, you are all my battery.* You are all my Ochappa"
(*He said "gasoline" which is a common word for him to use, but I feel like it can be translated as a variety of things like gas, energy, battery, strength, juice - you get it. A source of energy)
It wouldn't be a complete Christmas livestream without the Santa toy he bought three years ago (!!)
Screenshot time!
It's a miracle that it even works still lol (it keeps walking but getting nowhere)
This man is a child at heart idk what else to say
(He's turned off the camera so now we're all stuck in the tea plantation with Santa singing on loop)
Followed by more technical difficulties cuz he didn't get Exit 8 to work
#and that's a wrap for 2023 folks#ζ₯εΉ΄γγγγγγγΌ#nakada hiroki#nakacha no ma#translation#my post
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End of the Year Recap
2021 was unpleasant for most of us, and I am not exempt from it. Bringing up my personal brush with covid feels like beating a dead horse at this point, but even a year later I still cannot shake the post-covid syndrome. Aside from superficial symptoms, like not regaining the full use of my taste buds, it hit my liver pretty hard, resulting in it losing the ability to properly process chemicals, including the meds that I take for my mental illness. Which meant I abruptly spiraled back into the cruel waiting arms of my severe depression.
November was hell. I had been gradually feeling worse this autumn until suffering a full-on breakdown around September. I had completely given up and lost the will to fight on. The future looked bleak. My best years were just passing me by as I was stuck in the bog of my depression, unable to do anything. Even going outside once a day to walk my dog caused me to return home and burst into tears and spend next forty minutes in hysterics. I couldnβt function. How was I supposed to go out, meet people, fall in love, hold a job, grow as a person, when I couldnβt leave my room, and I saw no progress in my condition in the past 2 years?
Well, at the beginning of December, my therapist prescribed me new medication. A Japanese drug called Lurasidone. And it was a game changer. So far my body is able to process it and send it to my brain, and I feel like a whole different person. I forgot that human beings actually can experience life like that. It's been years since I was able to leave my building block and it not be a struggle. Now? I can visit with my grandmother and entertain her through the lockdown, as she is cooped up alone in her flat. I started going to physical therapy. I went and did the lasik correction surgery. I have sprouted wings. I can leave my house, I can work, I fully experience life as a healthy human being. It's magical. I could cry with joy.
This all being said, my primary passion continues to be writing, of course, and writing fanfiction, and I am unable to do it when my depression gets bad. I once had a conversation with a friend of mine, who is a game dev, and he asked if I can tell when editing my writing if something was written when I had a bad day. Because, he says, that sometimes he starts delving into his line of code, and he will say to himself: Oh, I clearly coded this when I was pissed off. And he asked if it was the same for me, and I had to confess that no. It's not. Because for me writing is fully joyful, and I simply cannot produce a single word when I don't feel joy. When I'm depressed? No writing gets done. Which is why my AO3 is so sparsely updated.
Well, it's been a little under a month on this new drug, and I'm feeling pretty optimistic about it. I hope that in the battle of covid vs. depression meds it will continue winning, which means I will be able to get more writing done in 2022.
Last year, my New Year Resolution was to write a sex pollen fic π
, because I love the trope and I wanted to tackle it at least once. I met that goal and I'm very happy with the end result. This year's writing resolution will be to write more Dragon Age fanfiction. My craving for DA is at an all-time high, and I want to exorcise the ideas swirling around my big brain.
Either way, 2021 is ending on a super happy note for me. Thank you, new drugs. This is the energy I want to take into 2022. ππππ
#tag: i had to make up all the words myself#depression tw#tag: the portrait of the blogger as a young man
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HIIII MAY!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR! π omg i missed you sm. after my break i was gonna reply to you but then it turned out that i was just even more busy with school and everything :/ but how have your holidays been??
yeah no i totally get it. kids sometimes high key annoy me too but then my baby fever just makes my love for them go ππ
oooh now you make me wanna travel again and visit georgia π only if it wasnβt for covid ππ,,, and the fact that iβm broke SKSJSJDJ ik you said you donβt know much yourself but if i ever do visit,, do you have any places you recommend to go or sightsee? and oh naur what makes it so bad about living there? π₯Ί
pLS can you like,, tag me in your cb post or smth? i donβt wanna miss it skdjskjd or do you have a taglist that i can be added to? skdjskdj
ASLHFLAKJSHF ITS OKAY DWDWDW i understand we all got stuff going on HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO <333
and tbh i agree on the baby fever part. i love children but theyre literally so annoying- the thing is that no matter how much my niece annoys me SHE'S JUST SO CUTE THAT I CANT GET MAD AT HER AND IT'S SO WEIRD OH MY GOD ig its just how children are
the thing is like... i don't really like sightseeings in general - i say that like I've visited countless of countries when i haven't left Georgia at all - the things you can see here are mostly religious stuff, we're Christians specifically orthodox (as in most of the population is) and have been since the fourth century so most of the sightseeings here are based on that. so if you're into that stuff then georgia is definitely a good place for you to look at, people here are VERY religious. now i haven't really been outside of the capital city which is where i live, but i have been to quite a few places cuz my dad drags me and my family to road trips and stuff, and to be honest, some of the most memorable places - well at least to me - were the old castles that were built and have been standing for centuries now. also one of the skulls of the very first humans that have walked on earth are found in Dmanisi which is a town in Georgia so that's a place you can visit, we have a museum and everything. you can also visit Vardzia (search it up it looks rlly cool I've been there it's really pretty), etc etc. we also have house-museums of famous georgian writers here, not to flex but i'm gonna flex haha one of them is my grandpa. so yeah we have a lot of stuff, nothing specific i can recommend since we have basically everything one would like to see. from great scenery to great food and places that represent our culture quite well. NFLKJDANFKJA BUT LIKE LIVING HERE IS SO HORRIBLE. since i said people here are... quite religious... there's a lot of homophobia AND I MEAN A LOT. TW: death and physical violence. during pride month (which isn't even a month here its just a week...) a lot of people - some who weren't even part of LGBTQ+ - were injured, beat up and one of the reporters who was filming the scenes even passed away due to his severe injuries. the government is REALLY fucked up, the country is split into two cuz of politics... it's just a lot. can't wait to leave this place tbh-
AND I DO HAVE A PERMANENT TAGLIST SO IG THAT'S SOMETHING U CAN FILL OUT IF U WANNA but i will mention u on my post nonetheless since you asked me to fjndslkjgns also ignore the lack of emojis since i always seem to use them im just on my laptop and can't be bothered to copy and paste them
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Skdhjajjs heyya zacky good to see you back!! π₯Ίπ
So uh i just watched a perfumeβs βtime warpβ and im kinda addicted?? The beat is so catchy so i cant help but bop to the song heehee π€
Also im happy that you finally got the vaccine! I got mine last week too and sadly I wasnβt as painless as i hoped it too be :(. I got the same symptoms that i got when i had covid but it was not as painful so i got through it quick! :D
- bo(o)ba anon π§
Hellooooo, bo(o)ba anon π !!!! Nice to see you here again! :D always love when you guys pop back to update me on what has happened with you ^ u ^
I'm feeling much better, well rested and floating in relaxation (this last week was a very interesting one, many emotions, crying and realizing). However, I may take a bit more time to come back fully, but the box is now opened for some occasional chatting (ββ’α΄β’β)
π₯³π HOORAAAAAAAYYY, ANONNIE!!!!!! πβ¨ YOU DID IT!!!!! I KNEW YOU COULD!!!!! Now, onwards to this new step in life! Go forth and prosper in your desired career/major!! Best of luck, fortune, and tons of success for you!!!!!!! AAAAA I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU, THAT'S AWESOME!!!!!!! β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
TIME WARP IS A DELIGHTFUL LITTLE SONG!!! But, I must admit.... of the two singles they've released recently, I prefer Polygon Wave :b Do feel free to visit more of their songs! Perfume's concepts are so modern, you really don't realize the song you're enjoying was released like 7+ years ago!
Good to hear you've also gotten your vaccine now! Thankfully you broke through your side effects quick, and it makes me happy to hear you're doing fine after your illness. Remember to keep taking care, using your mask and washing hands frequently, disinfecting surfaces and using that hand sanitizer as much as you need
Aww, bo(o)ba anon, it was so very nice reading this little update π₯Ίπ
You know you're always welcomed to chat more whenever you like!
Love you!! Keep taking care and enjoy this moment in life called college~
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I will be screaming
did my ask go in
if not then hereβs another version of it LMAO
happy new years to the best most wonderful writer i know on tumblr πππ thank you for all the interactions we have had, all the laughs you have given me, and the fics that i enjoyed oh so much lana!!!! You dont even know how much you have made my year, especially at my worst times when i had covid no kidding captain sparkle fingers revived me from the dead (hopefully i got this title right HAHA) helped me and cheered me up so much when i was at my saddest ππ and just your answers to my asks made my mood flip entirely!!!!
And even after that dark time you continued to motivate me (somehow lmao) through my studies and exams even though i was falling behind so hard π
Know that Iβll be here at all times to support you and cheer you on!!! I look forward to 2022 for the both of us π»π»
Love you lots lana!!! Happy new year, once again !!!!!!!
- ccsa anon !!!!!!!!!
DFKSLLK this ask went in, but i didn't see another one from you :(((( t*mblr probably ate it up π‘
omfg i'm on my period rn so i'm extra emotional and this ask legit made me tear up π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί you are too sweet, my lovely ccsa anon!!! i'm so honored that my fics were able to provide you some comfort πππ and likewise as well!!! you have singlehandedly kept my inbox alive this past year and no matter how badly school was beating my ass, i knew that you would always be there for me and cheer me up with some funny joke or fangirling over nct!! thank you so much for being my only source of nct news while i trudged through classes and never being mad at me even when i would respond weeks late <3333
please know that i am always here to support you too (even if i respond a lil late) and that i love you vvvvv much!! here's to more shenanigans in 2022!! happy new year, my love!!! ππ₯³π
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