this is how i feel about charlie california split

A girl I went to highschool with just shared in FB the Miami GP post basically saying ok but are you gonna prolong the Mexican GP contract? And now my anxiety is back because I'm not gonna be able to live in a world where there's no mexican GP and it doesn't seem like there's gonna be a renovation of contract, and I've gone to all the mexican GP since 2015 and that's also the place where I cried like a baby in 2017 because now I was only supporting Checo and not Checo and Guti

Decided to put my ko-fi page back into my bio, for the first time since the quarantine started. Here it is, unearthed, after a year.

I originally made the page in question when things were really, really dire back during the first lockdown. Thankfully, they are not as dire now, but they're not easy, either - one of the members of our household is currently out of a job and I got majorly sсrewed over for a month on my last job, so money is currently very tight. We'll survive, but I'm not gonna lie - it's hard, and it likely will be hard for a month more at least.

Ko-fi is for creators, and I realise I haven't been all that creative recently, mainly because of the reasons above - I'm not really in a position to refuse any extra shifts I'm being asked to take, so free time is scarce - but I thought I'd plug it just in case, since it exists anyway. Anything that potentially comes out of that will be invested in the mundanities of life, such as bills. Once again, as I said before, definitely do not feel obliged to actually click it. There are definitely people who need it more than me. This is more of a 'this is why that's there' post.

/End rant. That aside, I'm definitely hoping to start being more present on here once again (especially writing-wise), as things start to slowly settle down. All my best, folks.

Guys, I feel like I'm living behind the moon. There's actually a show called "kiss the series" in which Tay and Newie are also palying Pete and Kao...

It is even 16 episodes long.

I can't process this picture:

Positive vent!!

Please stop being so nice to me

I swear every time someone compliments me my head starts hurting (in a good way)

I just wanna cry when someone is nice to me tbh

I just dont understand it????

Why would you be nice to someone like me??

It makes me go like this:

Positive vent: over!

(I'm also gonna start using Hiyoko's pixel sprites because they are ADORABLE)

the color of affection notes

-do a scene on adelle meeting elvis after a brief stay in wiswald

-pepper in some martha thoughts whenever applicable

-maybe a martha POV chapter discussing gladys being turned by helio? Or perhaps more dream sequences between martha and adelle, especially after doing the salve maker sidequest in enderno)

-adelles reaction to Folie (disgust and horror at the lengths an artist can go to, as well as at the way folie madly accepted death by crushing), impacting adelles thoughts on art in general and giving her hands a shaky quality when thinking about paint. May tie into glorias painting sidequest)

-adelles reaction to castor and pollux (introspective, coming to a conclusion about humans being a mixed bag with more good than bad)

-scene establishing adelle as settled in to the monk asterisk. Her secondary job after martha fight 2 will be dragoon

-description of seth: a young man of about 20, sailor, revived by the wind crystal and its chosen hero. Vanguard gambler.

-description of gloria: 19, but by age 15 had been through enough trauma as the average person would accumulate by the age of 70, wise beyond her years and selfless to a severe fault. Water crystals chosen. Dedicated white mage freelancer.

-description of elvis: 45, a man almost as loose with drink as martha could be, smart guy but misses the trees for the forest, trusted partner but doesnt fill the same role as martha. Earth crystals chosen. Thief black mage.

Adelle doubts on herself: secretive, doubting, worried, yet has a deep appreciation for humanity by the events of holograd

Adelle from others pov: compassionate, mysterious, coy, cares for others but takes no shit, is attached to experiences associated with objects.

I just had a big bowl of chocolate ice cream. I was going to save you some, but didn’t know if you liked chocolate - so I ate it! 😬

Hand over the chocolate ice cream and I won't need to command my minions to attack

celine dion: ashes // spn 13x01 13x06

Tom Tom Club: “Wordy Rappinghood”

You know that text post about “man the Talking Heads sure were some funky white people” or something like that? The Tom Tom Club was a side project of Tina Weymouth and Chris Frantz, and it was, if possible, even funkier. If you ever wanted to hear a white woman in 1981 rapping about all the different kinds of words she can think of, it’s your lucky fucking day

furudate didnt have to be smart like that. we could've had noya vs hinata vs kyotani like we really could've and we (me) were robbed this is some bullshit 😟 thats the most heartbrekaing thing ever hes so talented but he was born short so he went to be a libero, which hes good at and pretty well recognized for except officially.. bc hes a highscooler who jumps around they didnt wanna invite him to the camps ⁉️ his fawking talent you gonna ignore it bc he's enthusiastic⁉️🤨 the guy who was carrying karasunos defense on their back his whole highschool life.. NAWL INVITE HIM OMG. hes so talented and such a hard worker and he had a rival (yaku) and the potential power of the all japan team if they had both him and hinata on it.. or if we couldve gotten noya + tsukishima + kyotani VS hinata + atsumu + sakusa + bokuto VS kageyama + ushijima + hoshiumi ?!!?!1 but nawlll since hes so talented and a hard worker but hes like osamu and has different goals (which we dont even know wtf 😐) and loves volleyball he never aspired to go that high but wants to win anywayyy ⁉️ so he has to be in italy fishing for mf marlins. get him on the team before i start crying omg

How is he so cool!!!!

the joker having a mental breakdown when he learns it’s in fact normal to want to squeeze cute animals to death

I know this is an old post but I saw this “ Catch me still having uncomfy feelings over Alex being out to literally everyone but still having to come out in a public way to be considered out of the closet” and the follow up you wrote later and wanted to thank you for writing them. They made me feel validated. I noticed those things and they made me uncomfortable and upset but I told myself I was being overly sensitive or overthinking things.

No you're definitely not being overly sensitive or overthinking things! There's this weird culture around like the capitalist version of sexuality. Just like the whole #GirlBoss white feminism kind of thing instead of actual intersectional feminism, there's this whole weird belief that the only way to be out and proud is if you're Loud and stereotypical about it or you're not queer/not out which is. Borderline homophobic in itself if not actually fully homophobic. Everyone is different. I'm a private person (believe it or not lmao). My sexuality is my business and who I care to tell. That doesn't mean I'm not out and doesn't mean I'm not comfortable in who I am.

As for Alex, he's out. All season one he was out. He told his father repeatedly to his face that he was gay. He told Mimi "I've come out to you like six times". He was an out man in the way he wanted to be out or felt comfortable being out in that time. And sure things change, but to have Alex have so many different plot opportunities and instead gong with a coming out arc just because that's palatable to the CWs majority viewership makes me want to riot. Not every queer character needs a coming out arc, nor do they need to be stereotypically queer. Every human being is different. Let Alex be out the way he wants to be out.

im gonna kermit i can’t BELIEVE...

ah there’s that Supernatural writing we’re all familiar with.

No but actually I'm not done because what. That's not like a new phenomenon form parents to have another child as like a do-over and just try to treat them better than their first kid to make themselves feel better, that's not new, but to say it to TK's face!!! And then never acknowledge that they were neglectful to him!!! Wow. Wowee.

not feminine like pink and white and lace

feminine like neon lights reflected in puddles, like paint covered hands, like poorly made quilts, like sunsets, like the sound of cicadas

im making a doc of monster of the week classes for genshin characters and ive hit the immediate roadblock of making diluc the chosen or the wronged

new icon because my social medias all have different icons

Daniel Warren Johnson fucking rules, tbh. thinking about that panel in Wonder Woman Dead Earth where Diana rips Superman's skull and spine from his corpse like fuckin Sub-Zero.