#I HAVE AN ORCHESTRA CONCERT ON FUCKING MONDAY!! I CAN'T AFFORD TO GET INFECTED RIGHT NOW!!

[fabulouslygaybean]

my dad is a selfish fucking asshole

#he came over to visit but didn't fucking tell us that he was waiting for his results back from a fucking covid test #so can you guess which asshole texted my mom saying that his results came back positive an hour after he fucking left? :) #he KNOWINGLY put us at fucking risk. he didn't even tell us that he got tested. he just went along like it was fucking nothing. #I HAVE AN ORCHESTRA CONCERT ON FUCKING MONDAY!! I CAN'T AFFORD TO GET INFECTED RIGHT NOW!! #if i don't show up then we'll be down a cello player when we already have so few and it would fuck everything over #this would've been the first fucking show ive been able to play in two years!!! TWO! FUCKING! YEARS! #i was so excited bc we've been working on these pieces for MONTHS and now it's potentially been ripped from my hands because my asshole - #- father decided it was more important to sit around in my living room than to not expose his kids to the disease that caused the pandemic #shit has been hard for him but he refuses to believe that anyone else has any fucking problems #that anyone else has a life outside of him #im gonna go easy on chewing him out because he's had an awful fucking day but he possibly just ruined the rest of 2021 for the rest of - #- his damn family so i have to chew him out at least a little bit #im just. so fucking crushed