#I HAVE TO WAKE UP IN FOUR HOURS

[skoulsons]

i am in crushing game joel feels tonight so i have the sweet sweet love of my life from tlou2 and his beautiful smile and personality and who he is because he’s perfect and incapable of doing any wrong ever because he’s perfect.

#I have to wake up in four hours #but brain said no #we’re sad over game joel #we’re ALWAYS sad over game joel #I don’t know someone on Insta reposted this and I’ve had it saved for a few months #tlou2 spoilers #the last of us #the last of us part 2 #joel miller

[ofyoursilentreverie]

so uh it’s kind of two thirty in the morning now and I just finished watching heartstopper straight through so um yeah. feeling things.

#my heart hurts #like in a good way #like it was so sweet #but also in a bad way cause oh. #i want that #I have to wake up in four hours #but I don’t regret it #just- oh. #heartstopper #text post #long tags

[90sgrungelouis]

drank a redbull at literally 1 pm today and it is 2:30 am and my blood is pounding thats sooo great

#i have to wake up in four hours

[cheeseballcheeto]

yosuke doodle ٩( 'ω' )و

#p4 #p4g fanart #p4 golden #persona 4 #yosuke hanamura #best boy #i love him #omg i can hear birds #i have to wake up in four hours oh god

[tangledinink]

i was feeling very eepy and not up to completing tasks so i took some adderall and let myself lay down for a nap with the thought being that the adderall would kick in and prevent me from sleeping for too long and then id be all ready to do shit when i woke up and folks. ima be honest the hypothesis did not quite play out

#me groggily emerging two hours later #i feel like the nap ate the adderall lmao #the intention was just to kind of lay down for like twenty to thirty minutes oops #txt posts #personal #oops #i hate having a body it is so senseless #the other night i slept for like. four hours before waking up super early for no gd reason #and i was like “its fine ill nap later its not like i have anywhere to be” #did not nap but also? energy was overall fine all day felt no urge to nap #last night slept a full eight hours and today im like #omg so eepy #need nap... sleepy... #and im like BRUH WHAT DO YOU WANT

[whatthefuckisasweep]

cant sleep … plagued with thoughts.. overstimmed… also starving… time to scroll tumblr till i have to go to class :,((

#my thoughts #i slept like 3 hours but my roommate kept moving and it bothered me where every movement made me irrationally angry #and i keep waking up and having immediate brainrot lfjkfnfjnf so its fun but also not bc im literally SO drained pleasssseee shut up brain #like baby i have a presentation tomorrow at 8:30AM and i have to do a whole reflection paper #go to fucking sleeeeeeep #and the worst part is i FORGOT to eat . before bed . cuz i was too tired and said fuck it ill eat in the morn #which is horrible bc now im like. starving and gross bc i also didnt do anything i kinda just collapsed JFKDNDKDN #but i dont wanna get up. because. um. four am and i dont wannnnaaa eat.i waanaa eat in the morning #so ive just been holding stan bunny close and thinking thoughts while actively trying to sleep JFKDNFKDJD #anyways. Im a functioning human person! #: D ! #GggfrRRRAGGhggh #so annoying bc i usually can sleep on command like its nothing lmfao #but i have too many things on my frickin mind i cant shut it up pensive #anyways THIS IS A LONG TAG THING NSJFJDKFJD UHHHHH runs away #DELETE LATER????

[paperglader]

motherfucker said “she makes me so happy” and I fell to my knees

#i was not ready #quite literally by the way #it fucking hurt 😂 #critical role #imodna #the way that I’ve slept like four hours so I couldn’t wake up for the start of the ep #BUT I WOKE UP FOR THE IMODNA #i have no idea how I keep doing this #also #marisha and Laura just crying I can’t #critical role spoilers

[tmae3114]

I cannot go to my usual source of affirmation (my parents) for this because it would require admitting to them just how bad my sleep schedule has been the past several weeks (<- read this in the tone of a person who does not want to admit to being cold after being told to bring a coat) so I am instead coming here, throwing a post into the vague void of the tumblr dashboard

anyways

I got to sleep before three am. please clap.

#me #I have been falling asleep between three and four for WEEKS and it is a PROBLEM #because I need NINE HOURS OF SLEEP to function and if I don't get it my body WILL attempt to reclaim it at points throughout the day #and you know what four plus nine is? it's thirteen. that's one in the afternoon. #not!! viable!! long term!! #so I need to try and claw myself back to between midnight and one. where I was previously. #which has me waking up between nine and ten. still quite late but. easier to shift for an eventual Work Schedule

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

whar. why am i AWAKE

#HOW #i was awake less than four hours ago how #-> has been waking up at 4pm for the past few days brother in fuck it is 8am #is this some sort of divine blessing #delete later holy cow its rare for me to have this much time conscious #maybe i should go out

[skitskatdacat63]

Lmfao my mom was getting on me abt not having enough to do this upcoming semester so I decided ah okay I'll add another class. And that's perfectly fine. But the one I picked results in the majority of my schedule being generally unaffected and still lax, but my Thursday being absolutely fucked.

For reference, on every other day I'd spend like less than four hours in class/commuting(anywhere from zero hours to almost four), but Thursday, its almost 9 hours combined 😭 which is like fine with me, but I think ill despise thursdays after this, AND MY BIRTHDAY IS ON A THURSDAY :(

#she doesnt like the fact that im practically free on Fridays #<- online class that doesnt meet on that day #so ah i hope this balances out sjkfkflg #the way scheduling in my school works has such a weird affect #my mon/wens/fri are gonna be so chill and then tues/thurs is just....something #it makes it worse bcs one of my classes only takes place for a section of the semester #and that class is mon/wens so im only gonna be online after that #though i still think ill have to meet w that professor bcs there is in fact reasoning for that class to be so short lasting #but tues and thurs is just stuff that ill never get any reprieve from lol #four classes in one day. we'll see how it goes 🥰🥰 #also thurs will be interesting bcs i will have two classes just abt middle eastern politics #i came across a class on the arab-israeli conflict and wanted to take it bcs its obv very relevant rn #and then the one i just scheduled is also abt middle eastern politics so i really am going to be thru the ringer #not that its a bad thing at all!! i just mean its interesting how relevant this semester will be and how im just getting intensely informed #anyways i think the way i schedule would be a nightmare to anyone else #i try to schedule every class after 12(or 11 at least) so then all of them are crammed right after one another #and i wake up an hour before class and leave myself that meager time to get ready and commute lmfao #my friend asked me when i eat lunch. and im like uh ;;; never? 🥰 #lol dw i do eat but like i treat my time on campus like how can i pack this as densely as possible #i dont like sitting around by my lonesome it makes me depressed dhfkkg #also i think i will actually kms with all the writing im goong to have to do this semester #that is my reasoning to my mom abt why she shouldn't be pissed at my supposed lack of activity #like im taking so much thats emphasized with writing. dont worry i will be in fact budy #*busy #catie.rambling.txt

[weirdfishy]

i feeelllll a poem abt my relationship with writing coming to me in visions (guy who is on their 20th hour on consecutive consciousness bc a paper is due in 4 hours that they’ve been avoiding for two weeks when it’s on a fucking subject they know almost literally everything about)

#when i tell you the low simmering annoyance i have at this #the ‘i’m okay! i’m fine! gwenchana- tengtengteng’ is looping in my head #along w the ‘ah..jinja?…ottoke…’ like i am sooooo fine and doing great #i WILL cry if this is how it’ll be for my soc paper next week i KNOW imma love writing that paper but it’s a monumental task getting there #rant bubbles #yk it’s bad when the rest of the fruity four went to sleep and are waking up while you haven’t 😀 #i sure clowned myself thinking i was gonna go to sleep three hours ago

[wannarun]

Loustat dynamic is: me and narcissistic bisexual bitch I pulled by being depressed

#interview with the vampire #lestat de lioncourt #louis de pointe du lac #iwtv #loustat #loustat poste #FUCK I HAVE FOUR HOURS TO SLEEP BEFORE I HAVE TO WAKE UP TO GO PASS MY EXAMS THAT I’M NOT PREPARED FOR

[murderballadeer]

i'm trying to get my sleep schedule to something more normal (aiming for 12:30-8:30) so i got up at 9am but since my mom is at work, my sister is out of town and my dad sleeps until like 11 almost every day the apartment is basically empty for two hours which is kinda spooky

#it's a relatively small place for four people so i'm used to it being busier #& i mean it's like this sometimes during the school year bc i don't always get up at the same time as my mom & sister #but that's different bc i only have an hour to get myself ready & out the door #these days i'm just milling around indefinitely & i can't make too much noise bc i'll wake up my dad #soapbox

[aflairformisadventures]

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#SIX FUCKING YEARS I'VE BEEN STUCK IN THIS MERCILESS HIATUS PIT. NO LONGER BOYS WE ARE MEN NOW AND ARE FINALLY OFFERED MERCY BLESS BE TO PTV #I'VE BEEN VIBRATING NONSTOP FOR THE LAST FOUR HOURS BUT I COULDN'T EVEN LISTEN TO IT FULLY WITHOUT THREAT OF EXPLOSION PLENMSSE HELPSDMJ #AND NOW I HAVE WORK IN AN HOUR SO I'LL KEEP MY OTHER THOUGHTS FOR LATER. FUCK I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL THE LAST TIME PIERCE THE VEIL WAS ALIVE #NOW I'M BACK ONCE MORE WITH MY BULLSHITTERY TO RATTLE THE CAGE BARS SLAP EVERYONE IN THE FACE WAKE UP BABES FIRE FROM THE GODS JUST DROPPED #Y'ALL PIERCE THE VEIL FANDOM HEY ARE Y'ALL STILL THERE. BC I SURE AS HELL AM AND I LOVE YOU ALL. TALK TO ME. SCREAM WITH ME. WE WIN AGAIN #ptv #pierce the veil #pass the nirvana #song #music #vic fuentes #tony perry #jaime preciado #mike fuentes #(shut up i'm leaving that tag in for honour) #emo #post-hardcore #punk #bandom #it's been so long i hardly even remember how to tag for this blog anymore djhfjffs #FIRST THE BiG TIME RUSH COMEBACK NOW THIS?!?! ALL I EVER DO IN 2022 IS FUCKING WIN AT LIFE HASHTAG GIRLBOSSING IT #AND YES THIS BLOG IS VV MUCH BACK IN COMMISSION LIKE I PROMISED. HUBRIS TO RUN 2 BLOGS AT ONCE BUT IM INSANE AND FULL OF LOVE #WELCOME BACK YOU BEAUTIFUL BOYS WE MISSED YOU AND YOUR SOUL-CHANGING MUSIC SO DAMN MUCH <3 <3 <3 #Spotify

[liminalhymnal]

Getting sick is a lot like a zombie bite where I can feel my body getting slower and worse by the hour until I finally fall asleep and wake up groaning and dead

#Four hours ago I was feeling fine but I have the strangest feeling that once I actually lay down I'm gonna be Disturbed tomorrow when I wake #Uwah ah ahah <- The Down With Sickness noise when I start inevitably hacking up mucus from my lungs gn everybody