#I KEEP DELETING STUFF AND REWRITING AND IM NOT HAPPY WITH IT

[askfallenroyalty]

Here's some more deleted scene panels that never made it in

sorry there's no captions, there's just too many panels to describe and i'm tired. hopefully i'll have the energy/rememebr to do so tomorrow ):

IM REALLY SAD THIS ONE DIDN'T GET IN. I even drew asriel shutting flowey in a box for this joke to work. There was going to be a visual gag of it being a "soap" box. Haha.

Asgore was originally going to tell Asriel to think of something nice to get his mind off of his panic attack.

Which, while funny, took away the feeling of intense panic the audience and asriel should have been feeling at the time. It just didn't fit the pacing/mood. It also showed that -well, i don't know if this is a legitimate grounding technique or if it'd be read as "its ok just think happy thoughts <3 then ur panic attack would end" which... is not.... how that works. Even if it was only to give Asriel a moment of respite, it's shown as effective until Asgore brings up a bad memory. So. bad comic sequence.

more stuff under the cut

I had a really, really hard time balancing the tone of the scene that is currently happening in the redraw. it's why i'm so behind in my drawings, so i'm only now sketching the next couple month's updates.

This chapter has gone through SO MANY changes. I feel that comes with it being the first chapter to completely diverge from the original tumblr version.

Asriel was originally going to have a very on-the-nose nightmare about Flowey feeling excluded from the family and fearing drowning. Now, the whole darkness/water metaphor for suicidal depression will be introduced when that stuff starts to come into play in chapter 4...

i mean, just to really hammer home how much i had to delete for this: i actually did sketch out the original tumblr version here. I had it all ready before chapter 2 began posting. But as I was finishing the color for the warship section I realized, shoot, I don't wanna repeat it.

When I first made the tumblr version, i was getting burnt out and the characters just became so much... meaner? rude? to each other. some bickering or annoyance is fine but I have a bad habit of going overboard. That's something I hope to correct in the rewrite -and focus more on less drama and more wholesome/loving moments.

(note the above scene is shown not in full. its jumping around a bit)

Even tho I was mostly keeping chapter the same the first time I sketched it for the redraw, I added this scene. The idea was that when the house was on fire, Frisk would of ran off to the right of the house to where you can see Old Home.

There, even tho Frisk can't verbally talk, the two have a nice heart-to-heart. Chara remember Frisk has [spoilers] issues. Chara was going to own up to their bad behavior.

Now well, hm. Chara's got a lot of shit going on. Frisk of course has forgiven them (like they do for everyone in the underground -_- oh frisk...) and it's going to be something that's addressed down the road. for now, they've held hands, and shown solidarity for each other. As kids, they're going to goof around and be buddies and not let the cruddy stuff chara did earlier matter. things are so much less of a big deal when you're a kid.

#redraw #deleted scenes

[quitefair]

Fanfiction Writer Questions!

Was tagged by the very lovely @optiwashere some time ago, and I've only just had the chance to sit down and take a crack at this!

Not gonna tag anybody, but if you read this and want to do it, consider yourself tagged!

(Also this is talking about a lot of fics that I've written but not published because well... that's just how it's been lmao...

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

13 at the moment. I’ve deleted a few things that I’m not entirely proud of/works that I’m planning on rewriting and improving upon.

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

26,031 (my WIP folder has almost 100k words, if we want any comparison)

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Mainly Dragon Age! Although AO3 is misleading… I’ve only got 7 fics on there for Dragon Age. But these don’t include the ones I’ve deleted and also the literal hundreds of WIP documents in my writing folder. It’s become quite a problem. I’ve also been writing for Baldur’s Gate 3 a bit more recently, but those fics are on hold because of lack of time/motivation/the fact I’ve not finished the game yet and want to do my research and understand characterisation and plot better.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1. a lesson in grief (T-rated, Vi/Caitlyn from Arcane) 2. slip away (G-rated Gen-fic from Hades 2020) 3. Names (G-rated Fenris/Female Hawke from Dragon Age) 4. Anxious Grief (T-rated, Cassandra Pentaghast/Male Cadash from Dragon Age) 5. Fear and Forgiveness (G-rated, Dorian Pavus/Male Adaar from Dragon Age)

5. Do you respond to comments?

I try to! Every single comment I get is like fuel to my brain so I love and appreciate each one!

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I think I did toy around with a fic where I left Hawke in the Fade. The process of getting into Fenris’ headspace during that was way too painful for me to continue.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Most of my fics tend towards happy endings, even if they pack a lot of angst in the body of em. Of the ones I’ve got published, I’d say Names.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I haven’t, but then again I post so rarely and sporadically so people forget I even exist huhu.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

… Yes… (and that’s all im gonna say)

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I’ve not written crossovers per se, I’m more of an AU kinda guy. Though there’s definitely an ancient story I wrote back when I was like 13 that had like, every single bit of media I’d ever loved merged into one, and the excuse was that I’d just read His Dark Materials and wanted my own universe where everything I loved existed at once. COMPLETELY self-indulgent shit.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not as far as I know…

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope! At least not that I know of.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Again no… I’ve not done a lot of stuff huhu!

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

It’s the one and only. The girls that live rent free in my head. The girls that deserve everything. (It’s Josephine Montilyet/my Inquisitor from Dragon Age Inquisition)

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

It’s the Dragon Age Inquisition rewrite I’ve been complaining about for the longest time. It’s become the pet project I keep poking at whenever I have the energy to. All my Tashak/Josephine fics are set within this, and honestly at this point, instead of making one large fic, I might as well just post the disjointed chapters separately even if they don’t make sense. I’ve got WIPs in the folder from 2016. It’s out of control.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I’d like to think I’m good at descriptive writing, at drawing the reader into the scene and pulling them along with the story.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I’m so bad at dialogue it’s not even funny. Also, my writing can tend towards too much rambling – I guess that’s just because it’s the way my brain works.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

The only other language I’m fluent in is Malay, and I really can’t imagine myself writing in that unless in very specific circumstances.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Dang, I think it was probably for BIONICLE. Way back when I was like, in secondary school.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Published? Names. There’s stuff in there I still feel jealous of, even today. Unpublished – a bunch of stuff for Aforementioned Dragon Age Rewrite. I should really post stuff from there at some point LMAO…

#meera talks #my writing #WAHOO ive been in a good mood and sorting out my writing folders...... its been getting me excited to publish stuff again #whether or not if happens.... we'll see!

[aethergalaxias]

ninjago crystallized rewrite (kinda)

UGH so i guess i deleted that post i made where i asked people about complaints they had about crystallized??? so here i am making a brand new post instead. please kill me

spoilers below!!!

harumi

give her a consistent character please. please. please. ple

redemption arc?????

im giving her a redemption arc instead of keeping her evil because i think thats what the writers were aiming for,,, it just didnt turn out well :/

also i feel like keeping her as a villain would be way easier so i wanna do the opposite >:)

no llorumi. get away. die 

in this version shes only working for the overlord because he brought her back to life and she doesnt want to die again

a lot less cruel; shows genuine regret over her actions 

still doesnt like lloyd, but willing to work with him to get rid of the overlord

refused to explode the ninja in ep 14 which led to the overlord replacing her with clouse (yes. clouse is here) as his second in command

some shit happens with pythor and harumi finds out that he freed the great devourer. harumi gets pissed and decides to betray the overlord

instead of lloyd escaping on his own harumi helps free him and they escape the temple together. emotional conversation ensues. harumi officially leaves the council and becomes an ally

shes down fighting with the main gang during the climax instead of at the overlord’s floating island thing

after helping to rebuild the monastery she pulls a garmadon and goes off on her own to go on a journey of healing and self-reflection or whatever

or she goes to jail and then goes on a journey of healing and self-reflection or whatever. consequences babeyyyyy

i mean i could also just keep her as a villain

i feel like that would be a lot easier. not rewriting a lot here since keeping her evil takes way less effort than giving her a legitimate redemption arc

getting rid of all the scenes where shes like “noooo dont kill lloyd D: possible redemption arc?? oh no wait nvm im evil again” shes just consistently evil now

lloyd doesnt take her with him when he leaves the temple she just jumps out after him. because she is insane <3

uhhh idk what to do with her at the end. she either dies or goes back to prison

problem one fixed. onto the next one.

oni lloyd oni lloyd oni lloyd

it was built up to be this huge thing and we got like five seconds of him??? unacceptable. where is my boy??? let him be angry and go feral and destroy stuff he deserves it

while escaping the council lloyd goes partial oni. he only realizes this once he ends up in the river, which ends up freaking him out, which ends up with him being unable to revert back to Normal Human Form. not full oni at this point hes just got like. the horns and fangs and stuff

(he stays like this until the final battle because why not)

(he stays like this AFTER the final battle because why not)

lloyd is like “oh no im a monster :( what have i become :( this is horrible :(“ until garmadon tells him to stfu and starts training him

(training goes better in this version since lloyd’s stuck with the oni traits which leads him to be a little more accepting of them)

episode stuff happens. yea h

uh uh overlord “kills” garmadon, lloyd goes batshit and turns full oni, Fucking Murders the overlord, crap now hes lost control of his oni form oh no. garmadon is freaking out, garmadon turns into an oni, the elemental dragon shows up, cool epic battle, lloyd regains control, yayyy happy ending cue the music

post battle he still keeps the horns and stuff. its part of his acceptance arc or whatever. im a very big fan of creacher lloyd okay

problem two fixed. man i am killing it

um uh those were my two major problems i guess i’ll just put minor stuff here

nya doesnt get her powers back. consequences for being turned into the ocean. sorry bbg 😔 no more elemental powers all the ninja are average human beings except for zane who is still a robot

“bbbut then howd the merlopians get the message that they needed help???” idk power of friendship. someone sends them an email. nya just yells it really loudly. general Bad Vibes or smth

nyas still a ninja bc like you dont need elemental powers to be a ninja. or something inspirational like that idk

pixal stays as samurai x because nyas too busy being an epic girlboss 

the elemental dragon IS the og 4 ninja. they had an awesome magical girl transformation or whatever. dw they turn back to people afterwards just without their powers

clouse should be there. clouse needs to be there. clouse is revived as part of the council and becomes a major antagonist

lloyd legitimately thought his friends were dead in that one episode??? and then he found out they werent and he was like oh ok cool :D ??? anyway now theres a scene after nya and wu rescue him where hes like hhhhhhow the fuck. are you alive i thhought you all got murdered and then he has like 50 emotional breakdowns at once bc i! like! suffering!!!!!!!

wu’s wing mechs are actual dragon wings because garmadon got wings therefore wu should also get wings. i think thats only fair

wu DIES. he falls off the temple and DOESNT land in the water and the newspaper kids DONT find him. sorry dude its for the greater good (lloyds character arc again)

the new ninjas actually do stuff. they are helpful!!! annoying but helpful. also they dont get turned to crystal right off the bat wtf writers

vania gets lines. and a cool emotional fight with her father

lloyd’s problem with his father learning empathy is less focused on the fact that he’s part oni and more focused on the fact that he was literally brought back as a violent destructive overlord hellbent on murdering his son and conquering ninjago

i get rid of the birthday card line. like i get the significance behind it but you could have picked literally anything else??? turned the emotional moment around real fast 

also lloyd and garmadon get a better reconciliation arc instead of just arguing Forever

minipix gets a name goddammit. she literally saved their lives and they’re like “oh yeah minipix 7 is a good name” what the hell. why 7. are there 6 other minipixes who've saved your ass from exploding?? yeah i dont think so

that is ALL I HAVE RN ill probably come up with some other stuff later

#ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago crystallized #ninjago crystalized #ninjago crystallised #WHY ARE THERE 3 DIFFERENT SPELLINGS #ninjago s15 #or #ninjago s16 #hoo boy character time #lloyd garmadon #harumi jade #harumi ninjago #garmadon ninjago #wu ninjago #nya ninjago #kai ninjago #zane ninjago #cole ninjago #jay ninjago #KILL ME #pastel talks about stuff

[llondonfog]

fic writer asks!!! 🌈 🎀 💝 🍭 💎 ☯️ (i got. a bit excited ahfbsjfn)

Let's Get ((REAL)) fic writer asks

🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with?

the upcoming zine fic my god i just wanted it to be so perfect because this was my first time committing to a word limit way above what i normally write, and it would be illustrated by someone i really admire— i really agonized over every word of that fic and kept deleting pages of it because i doubted it so much lol overall though, if i'm struggling with a prompt, i'll just delete large portions of it and rewrite entirely, if not from scratch until the flow finally kicks in and the words start to piece back together

💝what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?

there are quite a few that i wrote as throwaways that spiked in notes which left me thoroughly bemused, but i have to say it's the potion!au one!!! that was a completely isolated prompt that i didn't expect to touch again after the twstober writing event, and i STILL get asks on it today!! it blows my mind how that resonated with so many of you- it wasn't one i was intending to world-build or even write more about, so i'm really happy that i've had the chance to explore it with everyone<3

🍭why did you start writing?

this is so lame, but i honestly can't recall. i've just always loved stories and i've always enjoyed writing/essay prompts for school when i was younger- pretty much all of my english classes would have us free-write for about 10 min of the period starting from when i was in 3rd grade, and that definitely fostered my joy for exploring new prompts and ideas. i think i was around 13 yro when i discovered fanfics, and that opened an entire new world where i learned that if i didn't like a scene in a book or how characters interacted.....i could just rewrite it and that completely blew my mind lol

💎why is writing important to you?

funnily enough, most of my writing could be considered vent pieces. i write to purge my emotions (positive and negative), and to validate for myself that i can still weave a story after abandoning the practice for a few years. it's a way of expression, and i enjoy having a partner along for the ride to grow with and from as we explore ideas together

☯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

i personally think the positive engagement outweighs the negative- i love being able share work from the community and go wild with praise in the tags, i think that everyone deserves to hear how their artwork/story/post touched their audience. in that same way, it's how we all get to trade ideas and build off each other's premises that gets fed back into the community until they take on lives of their own. it's amazing to see what a thriving fandom can create when there's so much affection for the content and those creating, it's something i've not been a part of before when most of the fandoms i've joined have been dead ones lol

i can't say that i have social anxiety, but i am a highly forgetful person when it comes to engagement ; A ; i'll see that someone reblogged my stuff or left a message with a highly insightful and sweet comment, and i'll get all excited to respond to them later.......and then later turns into several days because it completely slipped my mind and it's too late to acknowledge it now ; A ; im really bad at that, i can only keep a conversation up with like two people online before i get completely overwhelmed and neglect everything else ailfjiafd

#lettie's asks #kicks my feet excitedly #we just submitted zine previews #so hopefully those will get released soon so you all can get a sneak peek of The Horrors<3

[yoongisqrd]

hello author yoongiyoongi, i’ve read all of ur works multiple times and i loved them on a deeper and more intellectual level than anyone else ever will. i was wondering how u got into writing/developed your skill? bc the stories you create are so amazing and your dialogue is always perfect and i just wonder how u do it

hello user anonymous,

all of the works multiple times... omg pop quiz time...... (jk jk i would fail this pop quiz)

thank you for reading my fics and being so nice!! ;-; i really appreciate it!! i'm glad you find something worthy enough in them to keep revisiting.

ahhh i don't really know how/when i got into writing. i'd always been a huge reader as a kid, and i think that was probably the greatest influence on wanting to write. monkey see, monkey do. i used to write a lot of short stories, and did all throughout college as well. also i took writing courses throughout high school and college but tbh i don't think those helped me much. i think what helped me be a writer more than anything else was english courses, and reading classics, and reading books that made me see the face of god (im an atheist). and, of course, you'll never write anything worth reading if you don't have something you REALLY want to say. you gotta have something to say... even if that's just 'namkook married' you've got to want to say it with ur whole heart..... and i do.. i rly do... hope readers can see that 💞

as for dialogue.... 1. my birth chart is mostly air (gemini tbh) so i think that cannot be undervalued as a contributing factor... just... love to have a lil chat... ask anybody who dms me rip.... 2. my rule of thumb for dialogue is that it should read/sound like something you'd wanna eavesdrop on and not miss a word of (which is what readers are essentially doing). whenever i write and i start getting bored by the conversation, i delete and rewrite. if i'm bored by my own stuff, spare a thought for the poor readers... also, personally, i have focus issues reading fic so i also try not to weigh dialogue down with too much narration, exposition, internal monologues, and unnecessary movement. also i think dialogue scenes read better/faster/stronger when there are line breaks between speakers and clear indications as to who is speaking. i cannot speak for other people, but my personal mount everest is trying to read a dialogue scene that is dialogue + huge brick of narration after every exchange... may god save my soul.... basically i write as i'd wanna read... i hope everybody does that for themselves! maybe everybody who likes my dialogue just enjoys their adhd being catered to hehehe quick and snappy, people!! let's gooooooo!!

sorry i feel a little silly answering this/writing this much bc i'm just a lil ao3 writer lol idk what i'm doing here but i appreciate u thinking i do!! lots of love to you and happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!

#also i'm sorry for the late reply i literally forgot my password aldksfjdfj #as for my story ideas... #those are implanted into the core of my brain by aliens every night at 3 am #anon if u message me i'd answer all ur questions more fully... idk i feel self conscious answering like this lol #persona... who the hell am i......

[hopalongfairywren]

c!eret lore liveblogging!

He's such a good actor that was all improv what the fuck. omg

-let me make sure everyone is in the right place. M-multiple people? Is more than three or four people gonna be in this? This part was planned

-They aren't doing the book opening today because wilbur updated. okay.

-when. When is volume two coming. AGH i'm so excited

-Thank god for Eret and his sense of pacing

-cc!Eret is a volume dsmp guy. We stan a queen.

-Ok now Im trying to imagine cc!Eret on the discord server being like. Wait guys we can NOT do everyone's finale at the same time everyone's minecraft blorbo takes their own turn.

-Seriously I would pay. I would pay to watch the entire dsmp argue about their lore meta.

-Improve lore my beloved

-I hope we get at least one for the blooper real

-I love the 'lore time' voice

-also the music choice is gonna make boobers cry

-oh c!eret :(

-what why do they keep hinting at c!sam lore

-REVIVING c!RANBOO? WE'RE REVIVING c!RANBOO?

-what if cc!ranboo just deletes minecraft after getting revived. That would be funny

-c!hopeduo assembling a TEAM?! SERVER WIDE INTERACTION?

-If they don't revive c!connor i'm rioting

-Ok maybe the power of friendship can solve all.

-my heart is literally pounding rn

-ceret is the best person. Wrong. c!Connor is or was right their?

-c!HBOMB? FUCKING HBOMB?

-AND c!PUFFY

-it's my birthday i'm a small child on christmas my babies are coming home i'll incorperate this into my rewrite but with c!sam too because fuck it

-they are bringing back the knight lore. Here's how c!puffy lore will win

-dsmp good ending c!aimsey becomes dsmp server leader.

-c!Hbomb?? The guy who nobody remembers? c!Niki's friend? alcoholic? the guy who nearly died at the red banquet? The guy who straddles the liminal space between being an actual character within the lore and just a guy messing around with friends so he ends up being a background stock character?

-vc is cannon?

-wait. WAIT. WASN'T CALLAHAN A KNIGHT? C!CALLAHAN LORE

-If fucking c!niki is a part of the "good guys getting their stuff back" group without any of her shit being acknowleged I will scream

-this is how hbomb learning about boomerville can win!!

-I will also be sad if nobody talks to c!sam. IK he deserves it but still fuck. I just want a redemption or at least an acknowledging him. Yeah I hope c!sam makes a debut in this stream

-What if they bring back c!alyssa.

-throwback to the disc finale

-disc finale but without the plot twist? I hope?

-god i'm gonna be sick im so excited

-pleasebringbackvikkandlazarpleasebringbackvikkandlazarPLEASE

-Dream's still in the prison. Poor dude is about to get jumped in his own livingroom for a second time

-Alyssa probably won't be brought back and probably isn't even dead or a canon character i'm just coping

-my man c!hbomb is finally winning

-they keep dragging people who either don't do much lore or have stopped doing so much lore so here's why c!purpled is coming back this is totally a non delusional take

-*sighs tiredly* c!niki mention Here's how c!niki's actions having consquences can still win

-Eternalduo!!

-Yes Eret. Everyone on this server has amnesia. You can't even go down prime path anymore without some asshole dramatically monologuing about how their loosing their sense of self or their marrige is failing because their are more amnesiacs here than in greek soap operas.

-If c!sam is acknowleged I will be happy. Others might be physically dead but that man is dead. emotionally.

Part one!!

#dream smp #dsmp #dsmp lore #liveblogging

[spitdrunken]

How do you write? Like not even how do you write good just how do you write creatively for fun... I've got so many ideas for stories and then I open notepad and go blank. On the few occasions I do manage to write I think it's going horribly and my work is awful garbage the whole time and then I reread it the next day and most of the time it's like aw man that wasn't that bad why did I stop and then it never gets touched again. Would really like to get into writing darkfic but... :(

i would also like how to write /j (for anyone wondering; im quite burnt out on everything atm, but i will return when i feel better <3)

I totally get what you're talking about. Genuinely, I think most of the stuff I write is hot garbage and then edit it again and again and eventually I'm happy with it HAHA But I tend to go about writing in two different ways:

(rare) I have such a strong desire to write out a certain idea that I can just sit out and pump it out in one sitting, without getting distracted. I do something else for a couple of hours and then return to edit it. (sometimes, if it's a less formal post, i just post it)

I use The Most Dangerous Writing App. It's a website that forces you to keep typing for the amount of words / minutes you set it as, or all your progress will be deleted! This is what I do the vast majority of the time, since it forces me to just get all the words / ideas i have out there. Then, like the first option, I return after a couple of hours to edit. For me 'editing' is basically rewriting the entire thing though, especially if I use this writing app. I'll just use the original paragraph as a reference, and write a better one based on it. (optional; get a friend to read it after. i always make my girlfriend read anything i write LMAO)

I'll admit: Writing is tiring, and sometimes you won't really feel like it at all, but still have the urge to write. I recommend doing it then anyway! Just make yourself write anything. But do keep your own limits in mind, if you're genuinely tired / burnt out, don't force it :') I just often feel tired but want to write anyway LMAO Right now though, I'm just tired </3

If you post anything, let me know! ^^

#nw

[lunavadash-creates]

You surprised me with such quick replies! I guess it’s my turn for spamming you with responses to all your messages! At least I’ll try!

Like I said before, you are an amazing writer! And I will say it again. I respect you a lot and I am endlessly grateful for this! You take your time to create such high quality pieces. And I am pretty sure you sacrifice much of your time you could spend in other ways. I know you like to write, but please remember that you are NOT obliged to write my and any other requests. And I know that you like to make people happy and I know that you know that I love your writing and it makes me feel at ease, especially after a rough day. I beg you, don’t do anything under pressure, because of the idea of making someone happy and content. You are your first and most important priority.

At the very same time, I would like to say again that you are an amazing writer. Just in case you forget this already or you are not quite sure of it. Because you are and everyone could say the same.

You know what I love about your writing the most? Emotions. Feelings. The fact that you are describing them makes me want to read more, but the way you are describing them? I could read your stories all day, just like a good book! Emotions are complicated. Every situation could make people feel and react in such a different way. But I think it is really challenging to describe it in a reliable way, and force the reader to feel all these emotions.

As you surely noticed, I am a curious creature. What does the process of your writing look like? Do you prepare yourself somehow for writing? Do you work in silence or listen to music? Do you prefer to write at a particular time of day or maybe at night? Where do your ideas come from? You write your own stories, not based on request. Even when you write an idea from the request you have just a general idea.

As for the necklace - I am not sure tbh. And the idea that it broke for good makes me really bad. Symbolism of this necklace was and still is very encouraging and very important to me. Such a small thing, with not so obvious meaning. So I understand your reaction really well! Your bra did a really good job! Haha, your lucky necklace was saved by your lucky bra!

I would never say that kissing the neck is an innocent gesture, because for me it is one of the biggest turn ons lol. So the idea of Shay helping put on the necklace and then kissing neck was ASDFGHJKLLOVE <screaming>. So, thank you once again!

🔪

I have no idea how to react to such compliments but Im really blushing and melting whenever you way my writing is good. This is literally the best feeling ever and ahsjsnjsjabs. I just bite on my hugging pillow and try not to make weird sounds.

I think that vacation and generally this year is important for me because I'm learning to actually take care of myself. I try to cut toxic people out of my life and do something for myself and to start respect myself. And it's the same with writing. I take my time and let myself chose what I want to write and when. It's a slow process but I think it's going to be better over time.

Thank you Knifey. I actually feel like the problem of my writing is lack of descriptions. Like in my mother language I can go on and on. But it English? I'm like... Ugh. I'm looking for words and synonyms. And read description of places to learn words. I'm really happy it's paying off, at least with emotions.

My writing process? It's called a mess.

Like literally. There are things for which I sit down, turn on my laptop, Google Doc, grammarly, Google translate, page with synonyms and write word after word. Sentence after sentence. Then delete it all and start again. And again. And again.

There are request which I write at 6.07 am on my phone in Google docs while still holding my hugging pillow.

Usually I don't wrote with music. When I have too much stimuli around my mind goes elsewhere. Like if I hear a song I imagine a character performing it. Like random character performing idk. Halo by Beyonce. Bit because she is making it I start to think why is she performing it. Who is watching. What she wants to achieve. And boom. Another story. Or if I smell good I imagine character making it. And my mind goes on and on endlessly. So I try to write without music or other stuff that can take my attention elsewhere.

Time of the day? Random.

Proces? Random.

I swear i just either have a mood and write 3 request and my own story or I have no mood and write 1 sentence everyday for 1 request for another 2 weeks only to delete it and rewrite and publish it in the next hour.

When I get ideas from? I think I just have hard time keeping my mind in order. I just have ideas. All the time. For everything. Some are terrible and cliche and Mary Sue and weird. But other are nice.

Anyway.

My mind? Big mess.

Knifey, i really hope there is a way to fix the necklace. But if there is no... Maybe you can change it a bit? Like for example hang it in your room to have it close?

As for neck kissing... I have never been kissed on the neck so I have no idea ;; I just write what I think it may be like. But neck kissing being a huge turn on is a perfect thing! And sounds adorable.

#ask #knifey #knifey my beloved

[strangetownsayit]

ok so um.......... .. . . ..

 i had a really bad time, went crazy and deleted all my maurice fics. Yes I have them in my notes and if someone wants them, I can send them to them, but still. i no longer feel confident about You Don’t Own Me and To a Happier Year.

but i feel bad and guilty bc then i remembered someone who left a very nice comment in my fic. maybe ill rewrite everything and publish it again, but not today and certainly not tomorrow. so ill explain my outline for the two fanfics cus i already had a ending in mind

before anything-- do i plan to write more maurice fanfic? the answer is yes. i hyperfixate very hard on maurice so ill never stop, but ill try not to make it public till i trust my bilingual capacities

 so, You Don’t Own Me

Percival Darsey is a young man who spend time in Penderleigh’s after having an encounter with Anne in the village next to Penge. He becomes Clive’s pupil bc of Anne’s desire, and so Percival bounces between them (wanting clive’s attention, then wanting anne’s)

Clive doesn’t really care about Percy’s attraction to Anne, bc he was sure it was silly love-at-first sight stuff. It was supposed to be explained later that Percy was really naive when it came to love. I actually had some dialogue written in my phone’s notes app to show how percy views were when it came to love and how easy it was for him to fall in love:

“I can’t do nothing but leave it to take me, Mr. Durham”, said Percy gently, with his back resting against the black slate of the roof; the light rays of sun --whose bright, blinding face was hiding behind clouds-- were worth coming the next day. “When someone smiles back at me, when someone touches my shoulder to get me out of the way, when they wish me a good day; I fall in love too easily, with many people. Approximately five times a day.”

“Many people?”, Clive laughed. “You mean, many women.”

Percival contemplated the sky a while.

“No,” he finally said, “many people.”

 Percival was supposed to be Clive’s opposite: excited about loving and be loved in return, excited to be discovered and being so happy with himself, he can barely hide it.

But when Percival got infatuated with a man, an acquaintance of Clive, Clive started to snap, to wander, to ask questions he could’ve never asked before. But Percival had nothing to hide anyways, and this would make Clive distant

Resume: with time Percival would’ve become closer and closer to anne’s circle, and thus he would’ve grown tired and exhausted. Bc Percival is autistic, and he has very little spoons (a metaphor about being autistic), meeting new people every day, being dragged to social compromises and being treated as some sort of servant that these rich ppl needed for entertainment, he would’ve suffered a meltdown and avoid Pendersleigh for a while

But bc Percy is not dumb, he would’ve returned bc he needs to eat, and bc of his neurodivergence he couldn’t keep jobs that were mostly aimed to neurotypicals. So when he came back, he decided to stay in Clive’s side. He found comfort in his cases cus all he needed to do was ignore Clive and sleep and little lol. And so this was supposed to be the first step to develop their relationship: Clive being interested in percy now that he has discover Percy likes men as well, Percival feeling drawn to Clive. They get to know each other and eventually, they fall in love.

But ofc everytime Clive perceives a hint of flirt, he panics and back off, bc hes an I—HSHFS- NOO- WAIT—LMAO DLFAOF—IM SO SHY--- gay, and Percy is a ;)) bisexual, so they keep flirting a good part of my outline.

But then BOOm I planned Mrs Hall to visit clive. And so clive wouldve remembered everything with Maurice, feel bad, and reject percival once for all. Percival cries a lot and anne thinks he is sick bc he has an uncontrollable sobbing, but then he escapes again

Clive has some awful months and Anne notices. She knows, but at the same time, she doesn’t: she knows Percy and Clive had a cute dynamic and relationship, she knows they loved each other, but she cant notice the homoerotism they had, and so she goes on looking for percival

I shpuld add that even tho I didn’t outlined this, there was a subplot exploring Anne’s bisexuality. I was working on how to do it when I deleted the fanfic

She finds Percival and discovers that he lied this whole time: his real name is Daniel Darcy, son of Mrs. Darcy, a middle-class woman who fell in disgrace after her husband escaped with his lover. It is revealed that Percival has many brothers and is the youngest of all, being 22. It is also revealed that he have been running away from home and coming back since he was twelve. His mother openly talks shit about Percy and it is hinted that Percy is a  Bastard, a product of a love affair.

There was a silly joke I had in my notes app:

“Many years ago, Mr. Darcy ran away from us, in the gay nineties”, he spat, struggling with laughing and bitterness. “Gay, my mother hates the word, just like she hates me and everything that is stunning.”

Then Anne wouldve told Percival about Clive but he wouldve stop her and ask her to go. But he wouldve return to penge a few weeks later cus he a dumbass who doesn’t value himself. Then he and clive wouldve kissed in the rain while he sees percy in the darkness of the night at penge’s garden, but then percy wouldve been like “lol bye” bc he just wanted to let clive know that he loved him too and that he would be back in the morning.

Fluffy ffluffy fluffy flufly

Then BOOM Maurice makes an appearance, telling clive everything about what happened with kitty, then asking for money lmao so he and alec can look for another place, and he tells clive that didn’t anywhere else to go. At fisrt Clive says no but then percy manages to persuade him into helping Maurice, who is surprised to see Clive with a man. Clive and Maurice have a nice chat, clive apologizes and cries and then the next day Clives calls Risley and cries too and say something like sorry I wasn’t there for you yoy didn’t deserved to go through that and it was so unfair, and then he -in  a very subtle way- apologizes to anne. And thus Clive is clean of guilt

But then Clive and Percival have a fight bc he wants to participate in Clive’s life but Clive refuses. Angsty angsty angsty. Percival reveals he was promised by his mother his part of the heritage if he married and became a proper gentleman. He tells clive he will accept his mother offer if clive keeps being ashamed of him

Clive wants to be with percival but he sees himself in another drama, so he does what is easier: letting Percival go.

But percival didn’t expected that shit to happen ?? as extra as he is, he thought clive wouldve comfort him and kiss him. .. .. . . .

Bc he doenst know anywhere else to go, and doesn’t want to get married and hates his mom and he would hate it if he became clive, he goes with Maurice and Alec CUS HE WANTS THEM TO BE HIS DADS ¿’¿’’93 me too bitch get in the line

So advices advices advices. Percival has a clearer mind and he runs his way up to penge

So kisses kisses kisses, he and Clive are in love nd stuff. JUMP TIME, Maurice and alec live in France and they are Percy’s and Clive’s neighbors. Anne is looking for adventures and kisses many women and many men. Everyone is happy YAY I can cope

TO A HAPPIER YEAR

Ok I am a little tired I want to sleep jdswiow io

So Clive’s durham first love. Fluffly fluffly fflufy

It cover events during the movie (clive being tired of bullshit after Christmas vacs).

Bc clive is an asshole, he ignores Quinn (his first love and stuff]) and quinn wants to know why he is being pushed aside and why is clive so distant. But then he discovers it and wish clive luck

JUMP TIME they are both in their 36 and clive is miserable during a trip in Italy. They both meet during said trip, reconnect romantically,  and HAPPY YEAR YES EVERYTHING IS HAPPIER THE YEARS HAPPY ENDING WHATEVer. I swear it is cuter Im just very sleepy now lol

#maurice (1987)

[witchsickness]

i literally agree with your tags on that post so much. i’m new to harringrove and i feel like it’s impenetrable sometime and i have a lot of fics i want to write but it also feels like? idk maybe what’s the point? but you and one or two other bloggers have followed me and that really helps. THANK YOU for recommending those fics that are from authors i haven’t seen promoted!!! i literally can’t wait to explore them. love your writing so much, love the way you treat people even more <3

it makes me so. so happy that you found new authors to love and fics to devour, like. it feels my heart with warmth, and i’m. so freakin honored you’re reading my stories too? and finding something good in them? you’re really really sweet and i’m so glad i could help

having said that, i just wanted to say. my tags were never meant to discourage you, or anyone, anyone from posting their work. i can only speak for writers bc objectively. artists receive more attention and recognition bc fanart is easier and faster to consume, but. listen. crafting stories? having sth in your mind and putting it into words? that’s magic. and it’s wonderful, and it’s so freakin hard, and it gets really lonely. but then you put it out there, you. share it with the world, and you get someone stepping into your inbox and telling you how your story felt personal to them, made them think or feel or cry or smile, and. i can’t. can’t explain how incredible that feels. just one kind word from someone makes all the hard work, all the hours spent writing and deleting and rewriting, it just. it makes all of it worth it, believe me

im. not the best at talking to people? and i understand that fandom means being loud, so people won’t forget you’re there, and thats. not something i can do. i cant produce content every day, and i dont have a lot of fandom followers so when i do put content out there it’ll very likely go unnoticed, and it won’t get around, and that. can get discouraging, and it can start feeling pointless, but. it’s not? it’s so not, i promise. and again, that’s just my personal experience. im sure if you ask others they’ll give you a completely different perspective, so

uh idk how good i am at pep talks? but what i mean by all. this is. please put your stories out there, if you feel like it, obviously, because there’s always someone who’ll read them and tell you how much they mean to them, and that right there? magic. so please please write all the stories you wanna and share them and know that you’re making a difference? bc you do. i hope that helps, somehow? even a little 💖

also just know my inbox is always open? im really bad at keeping up w fandom stuff, but if you end up posting sth i’d love to read it? so if u wanna, maybe. send it my way? or even before posting it, if u need cheering up? im up for that too 💕

#also thank you? so much for being so kind and so sweet and enjoying my stories. i appreciate it so So Much #and re: treating people w kindness. i just. why wouldnt i yknow? the world's already filled w people being awful to others and it just #makes me real sad? and if someone's being kind to me. why wouldnt i return that yknow? idk i think thats just. basic stuff. or. should be ig #anyway i hope you see this and i hope it helps? and just know i. meant it? if u ever wanna talk im right here 💖 #anon #ask

[dr0wning-in-hell]

Till You Go Nuts - Cisco Ramon

Summary : Y/N decided to tease her boyfriend at work by wearing her most revealing outfit and doing the most subtle things ever. By the end of the day, she’s given what she was craving for all day.

Word Count : 2.9k +

Warnings : smuuuttt, teasing, flustered!cisco, thigh riding, dry humping, fingering, oral, cursing, loottsss of dirty talk from both parties, just smut really

Pairing / Characters : Cisco Ramon x reader, Barry Allen, Caitlyn Snow, Iris West-Allen, Ralph

Prompt : “Okay Swoon killed me. Please forgive me but could we get another nsfw Cisco?? Like, maybe the readers teasing him all day at Star Labs in subtle ways but it drives him NUTS so he breached her home to be all dominating?? Ashdjgikrn im sorry I just loved your other fic and it made this pop into my head!! Tysm!” - anon

A/N : I had to rewrite this three times bc I’m stupid and accidentally deleted twice. :( but here it is, enjoy :)

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Y/N woke up with a master plan on getting herself laid that day. No, it wasn’t going to be just by anyone, but by her long term boyfriend Cisco Ramon. He had teased her the week before with subtle ass grabbing and occasional slip ups of some things that only she would know about, leaving her flustered and angry for the rest of the day. Today it was her turn to get her revenge. 

She started off with a shower, using Cisco’s favorite smelling shampoo and body wash to get the show on the roll. After that she dressed herself in a leather skirt, paired with low cut band t-shirt that showed just a little too much cleavage. To finish the look off she slid on a leather jacket and some heels. Once she thought her outfit was finished she headed to S.T.A.R. Labs. Upon walking into the Cortex she sprayed Cisco’s favorite perfume all over herself. 

When the elevator door opened she strode into the Cortex, the sound of her heels clicking against the tiled floor grabbing everyone’s attention. Cisco turned around, his jaw dropping to the ground at the sight of his stunning girlfriend. 

“Wow Y/N, trying to outdress us much?” Iris teased. Y/N shrugged, a smirk growing across her lips. From the corner of her eye she could see Cisco gawking over her. 

“Well you’re just on time, we were just talking about our newest enemy.” Caitlyn began to explain the situation to her, Y/N, still going on with her plan now leaning over the desk and giving not only Cisco, but the newest member Ralph, a show. When Cisco caught Ralph looking down his girlfriend’s shirt he made sure to point it out.

“Stop starring down my girlfriend’s shirt, Dipney.” Cisco growled. The way Cisco was becoming possessive over Y/N turned her on more than it should have, but she couldn’t help that fire in the pit of  her stomach when he acted like that. 

When Barry and Ralph left to go fight their newest enemy, Y/N got extra close to Cisco as he talked to Barry through the coms. Y/N would lean in from behind him and place chaste kisses on the back of his neck when she knew Iris and Caitlyn were too busy focusing on the situation at hand. Cisco tried to his best to ignore his girlfriend, but with the way she was dressed and the small kisses it was getting harder and harder to ignore her. 

“Cisco! Cisco are you even there?” Barry yelled through the coms.

Cisco shook his head from his thoughts and replied to the hero, leaving Y/N smirking behind him. Her plan was working just like she wanted it to. She was sure that within maybe two or three hours tops Cisco would be putty in her hands. 

Barry and Ralph got back to S.T.A.R. Labs moments later, exhausted from the fight. They hadn’t apprehended the enemy, leaving them a little anxious and angry. 

“He’ll show up again, don’t stress about it. For now, you all need to get to work, Cisco and I can stay here.” Y/N said, patting Ralph on the shoulder and then looking back at her boyfriend with a certain gleam in her eye. “Right, Cisco.”

The meta human contained himself, only barely though and nodded at his girlfriend. “Yeah, right. We can stay back in case anything happens or this guy shows up again.” The rest of the team agreed and left to go to their separate jobs. Once everyone was gone Cisco shot a glare in Y/N’s direction. “What was all that earlier? Teasing me while Barry and Ralph were on a mission?” He growled. Cisco got up and walked over to Y/N who was waiting patiently at one of the desks. 

“Whatever are you talking about, my love?” Y/N smirked, “I wasn’t teasing you.” 

Cisco’s hands gripped his girlfriend’s waist, pulling her closer to him. He just wanted to feel her skin, feel her against him, and she wanted the exact same thing. The meta human’s knew separated Y/N’s, placing his thigh under her cunt. Y/N was desperate for any type of contact with Cisco, so when he started grinding her hips down onto his clothed thigh she couldn’t help the moan that escaped her lips. 

“Think you can get away with teasing me like that? What if Iris or Caitlyn saw what you were up to, huh? What would you have done then?” Cisco was moving her hips faster now, pressing her clothed clit harder against his thigh. Y/N moaned loudly, head tilting back. “That’s not an answer, baby, what would you have done if they caught you?” 

“I- I would have continued.” Y?N let out breathlessly, “I would have kept going.” Y/N was losing her leverage against Cisco, she had to get the game back in her control. Even though she didn’t want to, Y/N pushed herself off of Cisco’s thigh and away from him. “I’m not done teasing you yet, I’m gonna tease you till you go nuts. Till you can’t help it anymore, not being able to touch me, not being able to have my pussy wrapped around your cock. Baby, you haven’t seen anything yet.” With that she wondered off, leaving Cisco standing there with his mouth wide open, a wet spot on his pants from where her soaking cunt was pressed against him, and a raging boner. 

Y/N was not seen for another hour, she had started working on something in Cisco’s lab, a project they had been neglecting for a while now. Cisco went to his lab looking for her, and was happy when he saw her working on their project. “Damnit!” Y/N said angrily as she threw a piece of metal across the room. 

“Hey, no throwing stuff in my lab.” Cisco teased. He never liked people throwing things in his lab, but Y?N was usually en exception to that. “What’s the problem?” He asked as he walked to his girlfriend. 

“You know that piece we found the other day that we thought would fit into the machine? Yeah, doesn’t fit.” Y/N put her head in her hands, “I don’t think we’ll ever get this done.” She mumbled. 

Cisco rubbed Y/N’s back, trying to get her to calm down or relieve some stress. “We’ll get it done babe, it’s just gonna take longer than we thought it would.” Y/N nodded and got up from the stool and went to grab the piece that she had thrown across the room. Smirking, she bent over, her skirt rising and showing off her electric blue, lacy panties. She heard Cisco groan behind her, then the scrape of the metal stool against the concrete floor. 

Y/N was pulled upwards, her ass colliding with Cisco’s evident bulge. “I think I’ve had enough of your teasing, princess.” Cisco’s hands were everywhere, Y/N’s throat, her chest, her stomach, her legs, everywhere except where she needed him most.

“Then why don’t you do something about it?” Cisco smirked, one hand leaving Y/N and reaching out to create a breach. 

“I thought you’d never ask.” Cisco pulled Y/N through the breach that landed them straight into their bedroom. “Now baby, you are going to follow all of my rules, my commands, and if you disobey me at any time you’ll be punished. Am I making myself clear?” Y/N nodded furiously, her skin already heating up with he thoughts of Cisco may do to her if she disobeyed. In a way, she wanted to see what would happen. “Strip for me, love. Want to see what you’ve been wearing underneath this sexy outfit all day.” 

Y/N didn’t hesitate to get herself undressed, leaving herself in the electric blue set of lingerie. The way Cisco’s eyes were raking up and down her body cause heat to flush her skin, and pool in her lower region. She felt so exposed to him like this even though they had had sex so many times before. This time she felt like the prey, while Cisco was the hunter about to get what he wanted 

“So beautiful, and all for me.” Cisco stepped forward and stood in front of his lover, his hands reaching out to her hips and pulling her forward. His knee parted her legs as he seated her on his thigh. “You’re gonna ride my thigh until you cum, darling, want to see you get off on my thigh.” Y/N nodded and slowly started rocking her clothed core against the fabric of Cisco’s pants. The friction seemed to take forever to build up into something, but as soon as he started pushing her hips down onto his thigh harder it began to build up. 

The moans flowing from Y/N’s mouth made Cisco’s cock strain against his trousers, making the pain he had already felt worsen. As Y/N rode his thigh and chased her first orgasm, Cisco began to rock his thigh up into cunt, his fingers bruising her hips as he gripped her to keep her in place. 

“Ci-Cisco, baby I’m gonna cum.” Y/N whimpered, her hips stuttering against Cisco’s thigh. Once those words came from her mouth Cisco pulled Y/N from his thigh, and then pulled himself away from her. “What the hell?” Y/N screeched, her orgasm so close and now so far away. 

“You’ll get what’s coming to you, princess, just you wait,” Cisco stripped himself of his clothes, finally releasing the built up tension between his boxer briefs and his cock. “We’re gonna try something new, I want you to ride my face whilst sucking me off.” Y/N’s ears burned at the thought of Cisco eating the life out of her, while she gave him head. 

Y/N watched as he laid back on the bed, pulling his hair from his face and then looking at Y/N to beckon her over. She crawled over to him, heart hammering in her chest. “Sit on my face baby, then turn around.” She did as told, positioning her dripping cunt over his lips and then turning around to face his erection. “So wet,” Cisco mumbled, his lips ghosted her parted lips sending chills down her spine. “Go ahead and get started baby.” 

Dropping her head, Y/N licked at the tip, collecting the precum that was leaking from it, then slowly she began to ease her head down his length. The sudden connection of her warm mouth to his aching member caused Cisco to accidentally buck his hips up and force more of his cock down her throat. Y/N gagged, but stayed still and steady until she started bobbing her head. While she was sucking him off, Cisco had pulled her lace panties aside and was eating her pussy so right that she almost stopped breathing. His lips were sucking at her clit, flicking his tongue back and forth on the nub, then sliding it into her glistening hole. The sensation of the new angle was bringing Y/N back to the brink of her first orgasm. She was silently praying that he wouldn’t pull away again and leave her on the edge. 

Cisco began to eat her out harder, basically shoving his face into her cunt. After a while he pushed two of his fingers into her pussy, causing a delicious moan to leave her mouth. “Mm, you like my fingers in your cunt, princess? You like my mouth on you while I fuck you with my fingers.” Cisco felt Y/N nod against his member, causing a weird, but delightful sensation to run through his body. He got back to work at her core, sucking at her clit while shoving his fingers in and out of her, occasionally curling them to hit a that one spot inside her that sent her hips bucking down onto this mouth. 

Y/N pulled back from Cisco’s cock, a string of saliva following her plump lips. “Cisco, please let me cum, I need it, please.” She begged, her hand now jerking him off. 

“Gonna cum in that pretty mouth of yours while cum on my lips, you got that?” Y/N nodded, placing her mouth back on his tip and hollowing out her cheeks as she began to suck him off harder. Cisco’s fingers moved faster and harder in her pussy until she was gripping his fingers and she was screaming against his dick. Cisco placed his lips at her entrance just in time to catch the sweetness that came from her as she let out her first orgasm. Her hips stuttered and bucked, moans fell from lips and were muffled as she still had her lips wrapped out his dick. Not long after Cisco came after her, hot strings of his seed spilling into her mouth and down her throat. When they had both come down from their highs, Y/N rolled off of him, chest heaving as she caught her breathe. 

“Oh, don’t think I’m done with you yet, my love.” Cisco hummed, grabbing Y/N’s legs and gently dragging her across the bed to meet him. “You’re gonna get fucked so good.” The smirk on his face told Y/N not to doubt those words. Grabbing hold of his still hard cock, Cisco rubbed the tip through the folds of her pussy, collecting her juices and then pushing into her. The sudden stretch caused Y/N to let out a loud, high pitched moan. Every time Cisco entered her it was like the first time all over again.  His thrusts started out slow and steady, moving Y/N leg’s over his shoulders for a better angle so he could hit every right spot inside her. Y/N’s eyebrows scrunched together and she shut her eyes, the pleasure so overwhelming it put her mind in a thick haze. Cisco grabbed hold of her chin, causing her eyes to open and look into his. “Look at me while I fuck, love, want to see every single part of you.” Y/N struggled but did as told, not once closing her eyes. Her eyes stayed connected to Cisco’s, making the moment even more intimate.

“Feels so good, fuck.” Y/N reached up behind her to grip the sheets, her hands clutching the fabric. The feeling of Cisco’s thick cock feeling her insides grew her closer to her second release, but she knew it wouldn’t be long until Cisco pulled out and found a new position to torture her with. She was right, just as close as she was the feeling was gone and before she could ask anything Cisco had laid behind her, hiking up a leg and putting it over his hips so he could easily slide his cock back into her. As soon as he did the pace was now hard and fast, moving Y/N with every thrust. 

“Such a tight cunt, so perfect to fuck and fill. Love fucking you my love, all mine, all mine.” Cisco repeated as he continued his penetration into her soar center. Y/N clenched and unclenched her pussy around his dick, moaning louder and louder as she inched forward to her next release. “Gonna fill you up so nice with my cum, gonna make you full for days.” He growled into her ear, his lips ghosting down and sucking dark purple bruises onto her neck.

“Love your cum inside me, baby, feels so good.” Y/N mewled, throwing her head back. “Gonna cum again, fuck, make me cum.” Cisco grunted loudly, his hot breathe fanning Y/N’s skin as he fucked her until his hips stilled, slightly stuttering as he released his second load into her swollen pussy. The feeling of him pouring his seed into her pussy made her own release trigger, her ass pushing against his hips. 

When Cisco knew their orgasms had ended he gently pulled out of Y/N’s pussy, their mix of cum sliding out of her stretched out hole and spilling down leg and onto the bed sheets.

Now too tired to move and clean themselves up, the two laid on the bed together, breathing heavily as the tangled their limbs together and dozed off into a peaceful sleep. They both knew though that when they woke up, the second round would begin.

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[midoriyasbones]

Sheith is canon. Stop peddling klance. You're too talented for that juvenile bull crap.

im gonna hit my fucking limit if you don’t piss off.

i’ve received so many of these over the past few months and i’ve just been deleting them because they’re a waste of my time. but im so angry right now i could scream. how dare you call me juvenile when you come into my inbox spewing this shit almost on the daily. also who the fuck says bull crap?? it’s 2018 you either swear or you stay in the chucke cheese ball pit where you clearly belong.

it’s people like you anon who are making me absolutely hate my work as an author, as an event runner, and above all you’re making me fucking hate myself. i can’t stand this. fuck.

anon, you’re making me loathe sheith, and not because of the ship itself. i think the ship is a great concept and has many amazing people behind it, but recently when i see sheith all i can think about are these fucking anons and i get sick to my stomach. the stupidest shit goes through my head like… ‘would people like me more if i shipped sheith?’ ‘is shipping klance wrong?’ ‘would my work be better focus towards sheith?’ ‘do people even listen to me because i ship klance? are they right, is klance ‘juvenile’?’ and it fucking hurts. because i like sheith’s dynamic. it’s a relationship built on trust and pure adoration. it’s a kind of love that lingers in your soul, the slow burning of sweet incense until you’re drunk from the smell, it’s that kind of intoxicating. i want to be able to see sheith exactly how i just described it there and not see this fucking anon taunting me. i thought if i didn’t answer you’d go away, but here you are. you’re always here.

anon, i’m not sure what you’d thought you’d accomplish by praising my intelligence, my compassion, my persistence, my strength for these past few months, and then saying i’m wasting it. if you were trying to get me to ship sheith, you’ve fucking failed. had you left me alone i probably would have started shipping it. but no, you kept sending these. well fuck you anon. i still don’t ship sheith and now i just feel so fucking angry at myself for allowing you to become what i associate sheith with. im so angry. the real sheith shippers don’t deserve my anger just as the real klance shippers don’t deserve it either. i should be angry at just you, but i’m not. i’m angry at it all and i hate myself for it. i hate myself! fuck!

but at least you’ve emboldened me. i’ve rekindled a love for klance because of you. i’ve kept my ship despite you coming in and trying to explain why klance won’t be canon, why sheith is already canon, why klance works are inferior, why i should rewrite my stuff as sheith, why i shouldn’t ship klance. in fact! i’d say i ship my ship more because of you. my talents are not wasted in creating what i love. they will never be wasted. as long as what i do makes me happy then you can go eat a full pound of sugar free jelly beans (aka the most powerful laxative in the fucking world). i am creating what i love just as other shippers are creating what they love. the point of a fandom is to create and enjoy. it’s not a place to debate about what ship is better.

klance is… it’s a ‘say you’ll never let me go’ kind of love. it’s an ‘i’ll be your anchor’ kind of love. it’s ‘i’ll be your voice when the whispers get too loud, your home base and the king that keeps you crowned, your lips when your choking on your words’. it’s a wildfire. it’s raindrops,  it’s who do you love, it’s stutter, it’s haven’t had enough, it’s a smoke filled room, it’s surrender, it’s clarity, it’s something better, it’s closer, it’s it’ll be okay, it’s firestone, it’s i’ll fight or you, it’s enjoy the ride and a million other songs i could link. 

klance to me is the sunlight reflecting off the ocean, orange rays staining the blue ripples. it’s the rainfall to the desert, droplets quenching the parched earth their creating new life. it’s the vivacious spirit of a summer storm, the lightning and the thunder. klance is the spirit of adventure, a great wondrous spark of curiosity. it’s an impulsive fling that turns into an eternal flame. it’s an iceberg: fun and bright on the surface but the passion runs deep beneath it. it’s the thrill of a new discovery, the innocence of a child in a park and simultaneously the father watching his child learn. it’s the drive behind competition, an adrenaline rush. rev your engines, smirk at your rival, ‘eat my dust’ trash talk but you know when the crowd dies down you’ll be in each other arms. it’s a thrill you get from going really fast and the fear from a fall yet all the overwhelming relief when you are safe. it’s a soul splintering sob that leaves you vulnerable and shattered in the best ways and a carbonated laugh that tickles from your nose to your toes. the warmth from the sun, the sighs of a wind, the light of the stars, the beating of a heart, the cool of the mist. it’s a thousand words in a picture. it’s a rush of air. it’s clean and fresh and youthful and exhilarating and i thrive in this kind of place. i thrive in the polar opposites and extremes. i need this kind of joy and reverence and mix of agape and eros like oxygen, like water, like touch.

and i thrive in the peace too. the gentle quiet of the dawn and the calm after a storm, the waves lapping on the shore, the fire crackling in the hearth, the ship docking at harbor, the plane gliding over the clouds. it’s the feeling of a good sleep. it’s the reassurance of a lover’s forgiveness. it’s the great tranquility of standing up for what’s right. it’s the great strength of a smile won after tears. if morning coffee and cuddles and blankets and nuzzles.

what im trying to say is… klance to me is joy. joy is my favorite emotion. i live to feel joy to make joy to be joy to spread joy. so let me be joyful in what i do and let others be joyful in what they do.

so i ship klance. and now you know why. this ship leaves me raw and empty in the best way. i’ll never stop loving it, you can’t make me, i won’t let you. just like i won’t let people like you ruin this ship or any other ship for anyone else ever again. the next ask from you i get i’m just going to ip block. i won’t let you take the joy from my ship or taint other ships for me anymore.

#ask jules #klance #anonymous #voltron #vld #discourse #pro shaladin

[rexsilentium]

❚ : : — ♚ ( Hiatus Notice )

Alright guys, it is time for me to go. I have hinted and said this multiple times but here is the post for it. For those who have just followed me recently, I am sorry about the short notice ( and no warning for you ). Sorry this is long, but everything is important please read. 

I will be gone for the rest of June, all of July, and most of August. 

This is because I obtained a job at a summer camp and I will be there 24/7 for the rest of the summer. I really do apologise for this. I only recently came back to Red and I love him dearly. I will be back when I am done, I just don’t know if I will have service to even be on mobile. ( its in New Hampshire, and I have shit service pretty much anywhere that isn’t heavily populated. )

There is a read more because its long af.

Though I may be gone and working with kids, I do have plans for this blog. Listen up: 

1) I do plan on rewriting most of his bio. While the core concept is not leaving, the bio has been in REAL need for a rework. I will be adding his journey as well as his relationships to the gym leaders of Kanto. I will also be working on writing his relationship he has with Green as well. If I get to it and I want to, I may even work on post-alola, but don’t really be surprised if I don’t have it done because honestly, I really didn’t like the SuMo games. ( yea it was fun but really im kinda just really meh about it and didn’t like their attempt at bringing back Red and Green )

2) Verse Pages. I do actually have verses for Red. The page got deleted when I remade my theme to match the babe. But I’ll be trying to work on that. Maybe touch them up or put them back on somewhere. 

3) Team page. I actually have been needing to update this really bad. Hopefully i can work on their bios during camp. but idk if I will be able to get to all of it.

4) Relationships page. I will be adding the following people ( I will not be @ing you but essentially these people have interacted with Red enough that I am comfortable with them on the page ) Bri -- corvidmagicae Kitty -- laurxlle M -- lvl-0 Matilda -- caeciliam If you wanna be in the relationships page as well, just message me. I don’t mind. I am sure I forgot a few people anyway.

5) Threads. In regards to these, I will most likely NOT be working on them at the camp. Again, this is because I need service and idk if I will have any. I am sorry that I haven’t been doing the longer threads. RPing a mute can be VERY difficult for me and thus causes me to get frustrated and draft the thread for a later time. Essentially, if I do not have the motivation to do it, I keep it until I do. Please know its not because I want to do this. I had keeping drafts. its why I respond so quickly. But if I don’t then they just kinda get to be like “I’ll do it when I feel like it” and it really actually upsets me that this is the case, but seriously. I have tried to reply to half of these drafts and literally i CANNOT write anything.

I will be @ing you for these, just so you know that I do have them in my drafts. please please PLEASE forgive me that its taking me 5ever to reply to them.

@conceptualmortem // @caeciliam // @cryostasia // @extraplanaire // @corvidmagicae ( x2 ) // @spiritusdomine

If I have forgotten you, please tell me, you can send me a message anytime. You can either use the inbox or the private messages if you want.

6) The poll. Please vote if you haven’t. So far the multimuse blog is winning. I will be prepping for a multimuse blog when I come back. but I will ALSO be prepping Vahirom and the Tesla OC as well. 

7) I will be purging follower list upon arrival back. I regret to say this, but its PROBABLY going to happen. For those of you who don’t know. I have a total of 184 followers. I HIGHLY doubt that the number is going to stay that for long. It happens, I get it. People who are gone for long periods of time will lose people. But that’s not why I am going to purge the list. I also follow people who have been gone for 1+ years. I will be unfollowing those people. I will also most likely unfollow those who are non-mutuals ( i follow you because i want to interact , i rarely ever follow because i enjoy your posts -- though there are a few of you lol )

I will also be checking my follower list as well when i come back. I will not just unfollow people. I will also be following too. Course when I lose people, I also have new people come.

8) In the case you delete your blog and you have talked to me OOC. PLEASE at least come to me and tell me that you are okay. I do actually notice those whom I have talked to and I get really worried when you leave. Believe me. I had a frined who disappeared on my about 3 years ago and i FINALLY found them after these years. and it made me happy to know that they were okay. While you don’t have to do it, I do have some peace knowing that you are okay. 

9) Discord. No I will not be sharing my personal discord. BUT I DO HAVE a server with 2 lovely ladies. Here is that link: https://discord.gg/WYrqVN8

You guys will get titles when I get back too. You guys are probably gonna be stuck with limited options. But the 2 other ladies are admins so I am sure that they would be more than willing to help. We also have bots in there too. :3

Anyway. I think that is about it. I will be reblogging this a lot -- cause I’m gona be queuing it. Nothing else is gonna be in the queue so you probably will see this for the new week or so. I@m really sorry about that. 

I love you guys so much though. Again I am sorry that I have to leave. I pROMISE you guys that I will be back. okay? until then, you guys all have a good summer.

Note: if I do actually manage to get service, you can bet that I will be posting stuff on mobile.

#❚::♚ — ( p;out.of.silence ) #❚::♚ — ( p;update )