#I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE MY FAVOURITE

[vlindervin7]

realised yesterday just how often hozier actually used to sing about being not quite alive, not feeling like a person, about loving someone in a way that defies death and made him more alive, about suffering death for love. it's like he was constantly being buried underground and unearthed by love, over and over, which, while romantic in a way, is also incredibly sad. but i think it's interesting how his latest album (literally called 'unreal unearth') takes this idea and makes it its central theme. that's what this album is, one man's descent into the underworld. except, crucially, he makes it to the other side, and ends the album saying the darkness will come again, but this time he is "never going back [to hell] again." it feels like such a full-circle moment considering the rest of his discography and i'm so very excited to see what comes after this

#idk he might go back to being buried and unalive but maybe this is really the end of that... #when he was singing his most popular non album songs during the concert yesterday i was like huh he really does #sing about death a lot. interesting #hozier #it was great btw! he sang abstract and francesca AND jackie and wilson and cherry wine and movement #so all my favourites basically #and hearing take me to church live was actually such a slay which i was not expecting #and he talked abt gaza which i was so happy abt and was very grateful towards his band and crew #just a great night all around #jasmine has thoughts #i knew it was a lot bc that's kind of his reputation (boo) but i didnt realise how much it actually is

[greykolla-art]

I want them to do things to eachother!👏👏👏

(Let’s all cross our fingers for episode 6/7. 🤞👀🤞)

#grey art #fan art #ofmd fanart #our flag means death #edward teach #stede bonnet #stede x Ed #gentlebeard #ofmd s2 #I wanna see them roll around on the ground! #I wanna see them break furniture! #go feral boys! please!! #slam him into the wall then fall into bed! #also stede being the top is my new favourite #I knew he could do it! #Ed deserves to be a pillow princess for once!

[linusbenjamin]

But if this station floods, what happens to you? I die.

#lost #lostedit #tvedit #lost spoilers #charlie pace #desmond hume #nikolatexla #not gonna comment on this one #he was my favourite character #funny thing is he wasn't scared that much because he knew how he was going to die #i think it reflects on the audience too #i felt so bad when they hang him in s1 bc it was so unexpected #i felt bad this time too but i knew it was coming

[deardoomedworld]

Holy trinity of the PJOL trio being embarrassingly relatable:

Tereesz having to practise how to say hello before making a phonecall

Khan being proud of himself for saying something normal instead of voicing horrid intrusive thoughts

Jesper still seething and internally still coming up with new arguments for a fight that's already over

#sacred and terrible air #püha ja õudne lõhn #tereesz machejek #inayat khan #jesper de la guardie #pjol ramblings #I knew Tereesz was going to be my favourite as soon as that line showed up lmao #like me too bestie

[ranchthoughts]

this is the exact moment I knew I was in this Bad Buddy shit for life

#bb #bb images #ranch collections #episode 1 part 4 fight scene my beloved #I saw this sequence and knew this show was going to become one of my favourites forever #I am SUCH a sucker for secret plans/allies and pretending to fight #(also I would be remiss if I didn't mention the dimples...)

[butch-with-a-deep-voice]

Me: I still don't understand how people knew I was a butch lesbian this long before I knew

Also me: *Hears Andrea Gibson's piece "I do" for the first time at 15 years old and ugly cries so hard I start hyper ventilating and I can't figure out why*

#hmm the soft artsy butch lesbian found identity in the soft artsy butch lesbian 🤔🤔🤔 #even as a teen something inside me knew i was going to be sick. knew i was going to be chronically ill. and that id need my wife there #but. my wife and i wanted to be her wife. and i never understood that at the time. #that piece changed my goddamn brain chemistry #there are so many lines #buy me a ring that will turn my skin green so i can imagine our love is a forest #you were my favourite poem id read every night knowing id never understand every word #but thats okay because your lines were the closest thing to holy id ever heard #andrea gibson #bite me #butch #trans lesbian #two spirit #lesbian #sapphic #nonbinary #nblw #wlw #soft butch #butch lesbian

[koko-heads]

the psychological effect of yuma kokohead needs to be studied

#like... i knew i was gna like him going in but i didnt know i wld be OBSESSED with him #he might be my favourite protagonist #hajime is a close second tho #but yuma is PERFECT!!! he has it all #also that man is a homosexual argue with the wall #yuma kokohead #master detective archives: rain code #rain code

[beaft]

i'm enjoying bakeoff so much more since matt lucas has left honestly. i know that sounds mean but he had to go

#gbbo #alison hammond is so sweet and genuine and warm #and has way better chemistry with noel IMO #he seems a bit more subdued this year? not that that's a bad thing #also (SPOILERS) the epic highs and lows of a) finding out abbi is nonbinary (knew it!) and b) abbi going home that same week #i wish they'd stayed they were my favourite :( #paul continues to be Enemy. but what's new.

[kafkaguy]

character wrapped 2023 💥

tagged by @davidtennantpussytulpa ^-^ i didn't know how many to do so i copied tara and did top 10. i know the severance guys are Four Of Them but i can't separate them theyre all equally important to me

will graham (hannibal), em haywood (nope), aziraphale (good omens), mark & dylan & helly & irving (severance), hawkeye pierce (mash), martha jones (doctor who), ivan karamazov (the brothers karamazov), kim kitsuragi (disco elysium), stewy hosseini (succession), ruescott melshi (andor/rogue one)

i will tag... @fagician @britomart @libraryfag @roadwhores @majorbaby @globuspolski @hadleyfraserfaggot @tenderscience if u want to ^-^

#and now i will explain them all in detail #cos i started watching hannibal back in like. january or february and will immediately set up camp in my head and started to settle there #*I* pay rent to *HIM*. he lives there permanently. sweating and monologuing constantly #em was not only the character of 2022 but also of 2023 and of 2024 and the rest of the decade and all decades to come #she had such an impact on me keke palmer's performance will live with me forever and i love nope so fucking much #i almost didnt include her because nope was more of a last year obsession. but she lives on #aziraphale.........no comment #severance.......i love them all so much and at first i wanted just irving and then just helly and then i realise i cried over mark this week #and then i realised i couldnt possibly leave out dylan when hes probably my favourite character. so then i settled for all of them #hawkeye is my fucking wife. enough said #martha... well i knew i had to have a doctor who character. i thought maybe the doctor but then i thought their companions mean more to me #sometimes at least. i did have a fourteen icon for a while but then i was like but Donna..... and then i thought. well #these past few months at least martha jones has been eating away at my heart. i go batshit insane when i think about her #her impact. her grace. her power. so she had to go on the list.it was a toss up between her and donna for sure though #then i figured i had to include a karamazov since reading that book took up half of my year. and ivan was my favourite of the 3. so <3 #kim goes without saying. literally nothing to be said hes the character Of All Time. to me #stewy also goes without saying ive had so many Stewy Save Me moments since the beginning of season 4 all the way to the end of the year #i miss him every day. he is the moment. i wish there was more of him all the time #and the last one is a bit of a wildcard cos all my insanity abt melshi has been on my andor sideblog. #but rest assured ive been thoroughly Not Normal about him. he literally side appears in 4 episodes and has 11 total minutes onscreen #but i love him. so much. and hes occupied most of my thoughts since september. once again his impact his power his grace. his homosexuality #enough said. that's all. thanks for reading. this was a great year for autism and madness #tag game #🍪

[paul-simon-juggling]

It's October 1st today, my 22nd birthday!!

To celebrate, I thought I'd post these pics of Paul from the 1st October, 1980 ♡

You guys can join in by searching them + your birthday on getty images and seeing what they were up to on your birthday (some years ago probably) !!

#i was 21 years when i made this blog #IM 22 NOW BUT I WONT BE FOR LONG #paul knew it was my birthday like 20 years in the future look at him go #i am gods favourite to be having these as my birthday pics tbh #love him forever #paul simon #simon and garfunkel #simon & garfunkel #s&g #paul simon 80s #one trick pony

[crossedwiress]

you are my favourite shade of rose

@daydadahlias

#another mb for jess!! #this was a fun one to make #like i knew i HAD to make it when i first saw the photo ashton took of luke #it's just too good to pass up #look at them they're so sweet n cute <333 #anyways jess i hope u like it 💙 #lashton #my moodboard #luke #ashton #oh oh!! #caption from 'favourite place to go' by layup #this song means everything to me #also im so good at posting mb's at the fucking weirdest times asdkjcnasdkjcn #like what is with that #sigh anyways goodnight im gonna go pass out now #e*creations

[lastofthe20thcenturygirls]

#my favourite ever pictures of them together #she's soooooo #and he's sooooooo #and they look sooooooooooo #no wonder a whole generation and a half grew up thinking they were married #idk which movie's photoshoot this is #but i just know it's rahul and anjali #SRK crisis hours #kajol #bollywood #shah rukh khan #i should actually be opening my laptop and start reading before i get an email from my uni #but stupid fucking brain is mad at someone so i can't focus #also damn pt hurts #i thought at least my body will be pain free but who knew even physical healing requires you to go through more pain first #anyway look at my parents so beautiful #i do blame these two for the heart annoyances i am going through rn

[thexianzhoujade]

2.1 penacony spoilers (not major tho cause like... yknow i don't discuss much here)

just fought husband and managed to do it first try? like we didn't struggle at all! and i loved the gambling stuff idk why i was having the time of my life :c just didn't wanna hurt my husband that bad yknow

#i think the same goes for phantylia #i had so much fun fighting her? but also im a jy main so going into her fight i was like “oh yeah i can keep jy alive the whole time” lol #phantylia n' hubby are officially my favourite boss fights HGGGHHSHDHD #n' his boss theme... sobs #UGH i already knew everything abt 2.1 bc i couldn't avoid spoilers but #i'm still hurting yknow #the love of my life... sigh #hsr spoilers #kai.txt

[aerithisms]

i still have so many questions about the ff7 remake story. why did aerith even have knowledge of the future in remake to begin with? from a watsonion perspective, why does she lose that knowledge after the end of remake when sephiroth doesn't? (i'm fully aware the doylist reason is that having a character who knows the future would totally break the plot but i'm still curious if there's more to what they were doing with aerith's remake character or if this is it). what was her motivation to encourage the party to fight the whispers in the original game when she knew the party would defeat sephiroth in the end if events followed fate? was it simply that she wanted the chance to live? because that makes me want to lie down and cry!!!!

#blahs #ff7 #rebirth spoilers #sephiroth's whole “so must you” line to aerith about accepting her fate seems to imply he's saying she was resisting it #and that the aerith we see in cloud's dream reality is the aerith from remake with all her knowledge of the future #and her pushing cloud out of the dream is her accepting her death? #which makes me want to die!!!!! #it also seems implied by sephiroth that remake!aerith went and hid away in the alternate reality as a way to run from her fate?? #idk i might have to go back and watch things again #but if so perhaps that answers my question about why aerith loses her future knowledge #i do dig it a lot bc i have always been a staunch Aerith Wanted To Live Believer #i dislike the interpretation that in og ff7 she knew she would die and it was a noble sacrifice. i think that diminishes the tragedy #so the idea that she actively resisted it when given the chance even if she eventually had to accept the reality of death makes me very !!! #like it breaks my heart but it's in line with my interpretation of her character #anyway. i'm vomiting all this to my tumblr audience of People Who Don't Care About FF7 bc my bestie's asleep so i can't talk to her about i #tumblrinas please play ff7 i promise it's so good it's some of my favourite character writing in a game ever for real

[hella1975]

sometimes i think about the fact my grandparents literally overnight just cut us off and im like. how did u even do that. does it torment you

#eeaao's 'how did you let me go so easily' moment. like i dont let myself even THINK about this too often #bc i immediately beat myself back with the 'if it's hard for you then imagine how hard it is for mum. her PARENTS cut her off' #but like. idk. my nan i couldn't give less of a shit about which is something i always find so interesting #bc even as a child with NO basis for it or any understanding of her behaviour both past and present i still wasn't Comfortable around her #like children are smart actually. i just Knew her vibes were off and i Knew my mum was weird when she was around #like i truly dont think i ever loved my nan even when she was a very frequent part of my life #but my grandad? i ADORED him. id see him multiple times a week and he's the kindest man ive ever met #and hannah what i told you about my mum saying certain people have magnetic auras THAT WAS ABOUT HIM #like i cant actually put into words what it was about him but people just wanted to know him and spend time with him #but he was weak and let my nan walk all over him and when push came to shove he chose her and now ive not spoken to him in 3 years #& i KNOW he loved me. he thought the world of me like it's a bitter unspoken thing between me & my sister that we KNOW i was his favourite #he used to buy me egg butties at agricultural shows when my mum said no and specifically ask for two eggs #he used to sit and eat his soup with me when he came over to do work at the house #he used to play with me. he used to smile all the time. i can so clearly hear the way he'd go ''iya [my name]' with his proper rural accent #or how he'd tell anyone who would listen 'she's tough as old boots that one' #and i could make him laugh like NO ONE else could and he'd light up and go 'give over' and he genuinely enjoyed my company #i KNOW HE DID. and i havent spoken to him in 3 years. he'll be dead soon #and i cant talk to my mum about it bc it's her DAD it is so much worse for her and i cant talk to my sister about it #bc she wasn't close with him like i was and she just shuts the conversation down and those are the only two people #who know my grandad and know what he meant to me so im just here like. he literally stopped speaking to me overnight #i stopped hearing from him i stopped meeting up with him im so so angry with him the love is still there i dont know where to put it now #why couldnt he stay. why did he pick her when she's a loveless void of inhumanity. why werent we enough #hella goes home #my grandparents on my dad's side are also not in the picture funnily enough but idgaf about them. she got that grandparentless swag

[the-busy-ghost]

That occasional urge to just quit your job, abandon your entire life for six months, and follow a literary character or historical figure’s journey across the country by the original roads they might have taken

#I have so many especially for the eighteenth century #In terms of literary figures Scott's Edward Waverley and Stevenson's David Balfour in Kidnapped spring to mind #Violet Jacob's Flemington too actually since she knew Angus so well #In terms of historical ones obviously recreating Boswell and Johnson's tour would be fun #This brought to you by the sudden realisation that the main road to Perth in the 1740s DID go along the street my dad lives on #But afterr that it didn't go through a lot of the other main villages and somehow goes over the Braes and into Perth by the north #Unlike either the 19th century or modern road #OH speaking of the nineteenth century it woul dbe really cool to follow Jules Verne's narrator from his story about the Underground City #But there are no real ferries on that stretch of the River Forth any more #None of these are favourite literary or historical figures by the way I just think the roads/infrastructure was interesting in their day #reading log