#I KNOW HOW FIXATIONS WORK

[bloodsbane]

fuck it. making a poll for my homies who also commit biting/picking crimes

#banebabbles #bane poll #orally fixated fidgeters unite #cw picking #i have no idea what else to tag this as. forgive me #in spirit there's an option that is just specifically the little callous you develop on your finger where your drawing utensils rest #but yeah. man. god. you know nothing is safe from me #my heels are a disaster pls dont look at them #been trying v hard the last couple years to reduce how much ive picked at them but it's difficult lol #im not a nail-biter anymore so that's good but the trade off is that i never have nails still #bc i just clip them if they start getting long enough haha #still it works best! #my lips and fingertips remain unsafe tho #used to chew on my cheek meat a lot more when i was younger but ive mostly stopped that #scabs... aw man.... depends. but usually um. not safe from me alas #SORRY TO EVERYONE. I KNOW THIS IS KINDA GROSS #but lol this is how it be sometimes

[a-s-levynn]

So i had a dream last night which wasn't a nightmare and i even remember most of it! which is super exciting. I barely ever remember dreams that are just simply that so this is a fairly rare occasion for me.

It was weird tho

But it was.. i don't even know what it was so let me ramble about it in the tags a bit

#there was this bioluminescent and also biotoxic creature in a city at night #it was bipedal sort of humanoid shaped but with definitive deep sea features #it had that transparent skin and flesh and body with bioluminescing highlights #which i have no idea how it worked because the entire dream took place in a city enviroment on very much dry land but it's a dream innit #the face was definitely not human more a jumble of fishy features #it was gorgeous btw in a humanoid monster sort of fascinating way #it had this weird feel to it that it's something very old that should not be here now.. some sort of reminiscence of a bygone era #i might try to draw it but i don't know how successful i'd be to be honest #anyway so i was part of a group (don't know what kind exactly) and i never seen any of them i just knew they existed #and there was this innate knowledge that the creature was kind of hunting or more like luring us but we also were hunting it #i don't know if it did something to us before or we just had this unexplainable pull towards it but we definitely were fixated on it #and it was supposed to be a big threat even just by existing and walking around but also would have been bad if it was dead #but i don't know why was it so bad because the “toxicity” of the creature wasn't lethal it just made you stuck in a blissful delirious stat #just by being too close to it and which in most cases would fade when it moved away so the other alternative felt way worse #cuz if it would die something else would have gotten loose which would have been worse than the delirium #it was some sort of unstoppable deadly madness i think.. at least that was what i felt the dream eluded to #and i think we wanted to neutralize it somehow but we had no idea how to avoid disaster that surely would come if it dies #but it would have also revitalize nature on a basically divine scale by giving it's body back to it so there was this dilemma the whole tim #but none of us would have any answers so we just followed this inner draw regardless of the uncertainty #and the entire dream was basically us lureing the creature somewhere but simultaniously it was somehow luring us in as wel #to the same spot #it was a vast moonlit fieald outside of city bounds surrounded with tall dark trees and the sky was littered with stars #and a sharp cliff to one side #so we arrived there and we were standing on opposite sides and look towards each other #but looking into the creatures eyes literally woke me up #there was a noise it made and i know i understood it as words inside the dream but i can't remember what it was after waking just the noise #and that was it #it wasn't long i think tho it felt that way

[silverydragonheart-blog]

yknow technically cloning works alot like artificial insemination or like fertilization treatments from what ive seen/been told by my mom so by that logic timkon clone baby absolutely couldve been more than one and has a higher chance of being say twins or triplets than not which means in a dcxdp crossover you can absolutely have dan dani and danny and it haunts me that no one else noticed this

Edit please note that I am not a doctor or anything I just had a slight fixation and tried my best to learn what I could which resulted in me knowing more about surrogates, adoption, and fertility treatments than anything else except I was very much a kid and didn't like knowing the full reasons of things so I'd learn enough and then guess the rest so on one hand I absolutely know how one thing works however I have absolutely no fucking idea how it happens its essentially like how we all treat the Talk I took one look at learning the ins and outs of these treatments and went "I know enough" and dropped it so if anythings wrong yeah that's why

#Like i had a fixation after learning my mom needed the treatments cause my parents have 2 different blood types #It was like ab and a but one was neg and the other pos and we have NO idea who got what #Dcxdp #Yall be sleeping on shit #Like is cloning not just fertility treatments but grown in a test tube???? #You start multiple hope one makes it and sometimes they ALL survive or half #Me seeing a timkon clone fic/fanart: i know what you couldve been #I cannot STRESS how often i think about this #Tim expecting maybe one or none to survive: oh no #tim now with like 3 kids: oh my God ive made a mistake #timkon #Tim drake #dc #I want it on record I knew how adoption fertility treatments adoption and actual birth worked #BEFORE I KNEW HOW BABIES WERE MADE #Like I did NOT care for the ins and outs I only cared for the end result #The fact I also knew how sex worked before how babies were made is an outlier and I'm not counting it

[wawamouse]

Anticipation → (4x06) (4x10) (5x01)

#imagine being morales and inheriting this.... 💀 you don't even know who miguel is... he's like Yeah Hahah (wtf) #and he literally went from Ahaha *nod* to '😐so?' like. how much u wanna bet he was over it months ago #oz hbo #my gifs #chico guerra #enrique morales #miguel alvarez #poor chico was so excited for miguel's return and then he had to wait 7 more episodes (ugly cackle) #that was like another year+ in Oz time?? #We? you and me? #'hoping and praying'? ??? i wouldn't even say that shit sarcastically to someone i truly hated like what. HUH? #there's no hope for you babygorl #fixating on revenge is a kind of edging if you think about it #who said that #hbo oz #also. nacim's headphones not working the bg of the 2nd panel. real.

[shittywriterbrain]

every time jon talked about how annoying martin is i already knew i was going to like him. and then the second martin opens his mouth i'm like yeah. yeah i love you actually

#look i know how popular tumblr ships work its the good old grumpy x sunshine dont lie #and i immediately clocked jon as the grumpy. obviously #making martin the sunshine and i always fixate on the sunshine guys in the relationship #prime example: azi and stede #and i was proven right i hope theres much much more martin content to come #tma

[mettywiththenotes]

I think we’re all forgetting one of the best team-ups of season 2: Mike “I would do anything for Will” Wheeler and Joyce “I would do anything for my son” Byers

The way they were so fixated on saving him. They would split the earth open if it meant Will was safe fr

#seeing them work together for will was just really good #did you SEE how they fixated on saving him and comforting him and making sure he was safe? #the best #also find it funny how joyce was like 'haha no wills just sick its okay' and mike was like 'i know what is happening i'm getting involved' #and joyce was like 'yeah okay you're getting involved go see your bestie' #stranger things #stranger things season 2 #will byers #mike wheeler #joyce byers #byler #mettys posts #metty posts

[sweetenby]

That one Rudolph lesbian post has me all kinds of fucked up

Me foaming at the mouth desperate to explain that male work animals are more often than not castrated vs clamping my mouth shut bc then I'd be siding with a homophobe vs knowing it's meaningless bc the animators didn't care about any of that and just gave the reindeer antlers bc it looks good

#God I know I'm an annoying pedant but I hate not correcting misinformation/misconceptions #I just want to share my knowledge #I'm shaking And Crying #Also reindeer are used as working animals irl #And they're normally half castrated so that they have enough testosterone to be strong #But they have lower levels of testosterone so that they're more mild mannered #Like most work animals have names to refer to castrated males specifically bc of how common it is to do that #Like oxen doesn't mean cow it means a male castrated cow that has special training to pull equipment n carts n stuff #my animal adhd fixation aside #I don't think any of this information is relevant to ppl shipping whatever they want #Like if you want to say they're lesbian yeah they're lesbians! #This is the most epic interal battle I've ever had #And it's just me telling myself not to add things in the tags of a post #I am mentally unwell #These tags specifically are driving me crazy #Bc like it's you're acting like it's insane for ppl to castrate reindeer when that is smt the indigenous ppl of the north do regularly #And I don't like that #But also it's a post about lesbian reindeer that's not relevant

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

BOYS NIGHT BOYS NIGHT BOYS NIGHT

#dracula daily #dracula #i dont even know if this meme makes SENse but... i'm posting it anyway #love how differently john and quincey deal w/ being rejected #john is like 'dear diary i'm sad so i'm gonna fixate on my work and potentially do some medical malpractice as a distraction' #whilst quincey is like 'HEY BRO LET'S HAVE A BOYS NIGHT SO ME AND JOHN CAN CRY ABOUT BEING REJECTED BY THE WOMAN UR MARRYING'

[jirachialien]

working on dsmp pkmn au

#i really dont actually know how team building works i just had a fixation on pokemon when j was younger

[puppyeared]

Xin Ya is so cute and well designed! more a question than a comment but I just love your style

thank u!! im currently redoing bits of their backstory and design so hopefully ill get some more art of them up soon

#ive already shared a bit of it with crow but rn im reworking their personality and backstory #mostly bc ive decided to change it a little and made baby xin real. so they do start off as a tiny little guy #and then grow at a normal pace. also took out the trauma so they dont know anything abt the circumstances of their creation #but now ive replaced it with bigger trauma >:o) hehehehe #i dont really have anything to fixate on and lmk kind of died off in my neurons a while ago so im just drawing whatever comes to mind #idk if id call it an artblock though cause i have the itch to draw but im not really sure WHAT to draw. maybe ill make character designs #for fun and post them here... or maybe ill work on my oc stories idk............ #although i have been meaning to make a voice claim video for xin and an animatic idea ive had for months but idk how long that will take #im rambling but yes!! thank u for the kind words!!! it makes me happy to hear ppl love my designs hehehe #if i got myself to draw more furry art im sure i could have a lot of fun with that.. or opened myself up to the idea of multiple sonas #god i have so many ideas for sonas.. id love to make myself some sort of badger or stoat sona cause they look cool #yapping #ask

[governmentmandatedryujinstan420]

FINALLY. THIRD ACT. IT'S BEEN 3000 YEARS, I'VE FINALLY ESCAPED THE BUILDUP DUNGEONS INTO THREE SECONDS OF DIALOGUE THAT IS ACTUAL PLOT EVENTS, PRAISE BE TO THE WRITING GODS!

#hand jumper #DIALOGUE #LIKE THE LAND YOU FIND AFTER MONTHS OF SEA #ryujin mention of the day ig but lord knows how many days i missed they probably though i was dead and i technically was #The Horrors™ persisted but through pure hubris so did i #they say the first work is the worst work and brother i am serving that right #the cops are gonna find my rotting corpse #and they will only find the delusional folders of side character brain rot in the remains of my freshly burnt living quarters #born with a curse and the curse was fixating on two people's 5 minutes and 32 seconds of screentime respectively and obsessing over it #when i finally finish this i can finally force the peoples to listen to the queerplatonic situationship that juni and ishaan have going on #only in my deranged mind #only thing that kept me alive this month was this and that game i've waiting for really #BUT THE HORIZON IS UPON US LADS #terrible writing dumpster fire /hj coming soon near you #if i can proofread in time since i forgot contemporary literature actually condemns huge paragraphs

[reloaderror]

Favorite food?

hello late answer cause i was busy losing a quiz <3 also struggled to put together a coherent answer.

short answer is: i dont know. it depends.

long answer is: i have come to realise i might have a strained relationship with the concept of favourites maybe especially when it comes to food. since cooking for myself, i don’t vary what i eat much on a short-term basis and i think this has helped me realise im not actually able to point to any one food in particular that id choose over all other foods even in a scenario where i dont have to prepare that food myself. i generally dont consider myself picky, i have many things i like and i can eat those for relatively long periods of time without getting tired of them. and so during these periods ig whatever dish im fixating on is my favourite? maybe? how do favourites work?

ask me one thing you’d like to know about me

#genuinely I’ve had the same thing for lunch every day at least during work days since September #For dinner I’ve had maybe a total of six different dishes in the past seven months #And that’s only because occasionally during I don’t know if fixations is the right word to use but during these same dish phases #I’d make something different because I felt like it in the moment #so I think out of the seven months I’ve been living here. how do I say this? #i’ve had the same three dishes for dinner at approximately one or two months at a time #so dish one for a couple months dish two for a couple months dish three a couple months #I’m currently back on dish two it’s having a reprise #ask #grassbreads

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

Rotating the monster alt au in my head again sorry guys- /lh

What if like. There are actual monster hunters out there, like how the BPS takes reports on alternates/ghosts, but they take jobs about werewolves and other monsters like that

So Seth has to make sure none of them find either him or Cesar (or even Adam to an extent) cause. The hunters know how to kill them.

#ramblings :) #monster alt au arc #I know that monster hunters are a big thing in these types of stories #but. I mean. what if Seth was working with someone before finding out they’re trying to hunt a werewolf #how. how funny would that be #sorry my werewolf fixation is coming back because of this au. they’re just. cool monsters. I like em

[silvercaptain24]

Growing up is weird

#silver rambles #vent #that post about the ‘how you knew someone else came from money’ is just. sticking with me #mostly cause as a kid I didn’t realize how bad off we were #like. I didn’t realize we got groceries from the food bank run by the church my dad worked at until I was a teen #it just. affected me subtly I guess #being worried about a $2 difference in shoes when I needed new ones because I liked the more expensive ones #and my mom having to convince me that it was fine #it still sticks with me #it’s really hard sometimes to not think about cost if my dad and I go get lunch or something #I’ve never been to another country #meanwhile my friends would go to Rome and Sweden and India and Greece and Mexico for their 12 year old trips #I stayed in the same state for the one with my mom and only went a state over for the one with my dad #but like #yeah. I always sorta knew #I just. couldn’t have told you that I knew #all the little things you didn’t know growing up #I didn’t know about the groceries thing until yeah. I was…16-17 I think #and now we’re much better off and I have my own job (technically two) but like… #hhh. #why is my brain fixating on this? idk #sorry #needed the thoughts out

[gideonisms]

it's really irritating and difficult to live my life sometimes and for what? not striving to accomplish any huge goals here but the tiny ones, are also excruciating,

#why couldn't i have been born with a fixation that makes me incredible at math or computer science #then i could at least keep the money rolling in #who cares if you eat dinner at 1 am or struggle through basic decisions and interactions if you've got that cash money. #then you're just eccentric #there's like whole social & economic theories devoted to this i'm aware #but sometimes it's like. okay i understand that socially we have decided to do things earlier in the day not my fault for hating that #but i also would like to see the sun. i would like to visit coffee shops and take pleasant strolls and have friends in my area #and do little tasks and contribute in some way to my society #and i would like to do all of this without playing 5d chess to work around the whole way that i am #i have projects of my own you know! and then i'll do one social thing and just be like a zombie the rest of the day #i forgot to get a working microwave today. how do you forget to solve the same problem you've been having for a week and a half again #what? it's just empty space in there #sometimes it strikes you eating dinner at 1 am that maybe you are the messy bitch #self love through the other or something

[elithemiar-blog]

Phoenix Rising

How many of my followers know about this story? I believe it had been my very (?) first published fic on FF.net a crossover between DP and Arrow.

My writing has definitely evolved from back then, even I have reread my own works and holy moly does it need an upgrade.

Fun Fact: I’ve wrote this BEFORE I’ve had a tumblr account, and oh boy that rabbit hole had a wild slide.

Now, I’m deep in the dpxdc side of things.

My followers who have already read this bloody thing, would you like to read an updated version? Little more fleshed out, less confusion, ideas added, deleted or just glossed over?

Those who are finding about it now, feel free to read it, just know that it’s only available on FF.

I don’t entirely remember every detail, Ghost King Danny is there...eventually. It’s one of those stories of partially planned out and spontaneous ‘sure lets go with that’ moments.

In one week I’ll be on a 2 week vacation, I’ll be working on this plus multiple other stories both fics and original, cause my brain knows no chill.

Leave your thoughts below.

#dpxdc #look i was young #and in school #i still know no chill #but at least its contained #fic needs such an update #as i'm literally working on an entire other crossover fandom #i'm trying to come off of hiatus #i just realized the dp fixation #and how extensive it is #this has been on my mind for MONTHS #i should be leaving for work #bye