#I LOVED HER SO MUCH

[artharakka]

“Äiti itki. Isä lähti huoneesta. Vivian istui nurkassa ja kuunteli vaiti. Kissamme Minni hyppäsi vuoteelle ja käpertyi jalkojeni päälle ja kehräsi, sillä kehräämällä parannetaan sairaita.” — Emmi Itäranta. Kuunpäivän kirjeet

“Mom cried. Dad left the room. Vivian sat in the corner and listened quietly. Our cat Minni jumped on the bed and curled up on my legs and purred, for through purring the sick are healed.” — Emmi Itäranta. The Moonday Letters. Quote tranlated by me (unofficial)

#my beloved baby Minni passed last weekend and it has been rough #I loved her so much #I've grown so much since I first held her when I was eleven years old #she was with me so long and still it came too soon #I still love her so much #it's a silly little pillow but she liked to sleep next to it #@artist-rat 's grandma bought it specifically for her #tiny cat pillow for tiny cat baby #animal death

[hauntedhotel]

Okay so in the immediate aftermath I was actually ready to start chewing my fingers off but with time to reflect - it very definitely feels like the start of the third act of a story, y'know? Like the part where it seems like everything at the lowest point and there's no way it's ever going to be okay, end of The Empire Strikes Back kind of situation, so I'm holding out hope for a season 3 with a happy ending.

In the meantime I'm jumping on the bandwagon of the coffee thing being suspicious. It was given an absurdly significant amount of attention and framing if it was just a meaningless gesture, and given how we saw what ingesting human poisons does to angels/demons (with Crowley and the laudanum) I think it's probably likely Aziraphale wasn't entirely himself when he left for Heaven.

However, I do think it's important to consider that from an audience bias perspective we're throwing things at Aziraphale cause we know Heaven is full of shit and we can see Crowley's heart breaking in real time, but it isn't that simple for Aziraphale. He's a guardian, a defender, he genuinely thinks being in a position of authority in Heaven is the best way to protect everything he loves - Earth, humanity and Crowley.

And Crowley, emotionally, is at a different point than Aziraphale (further along a journey, say, he goes too fast). He's already been kicked out of Heaven and made some level of peace with the idea that he doesn't belong in Hell - the idea of being unmoored from his "family" is old news to him. And Hell is awful, but they never pretend otherwise. Aziraphale is trying to leave a toxic family that's constantly telling him they're the good guys, that everything they do is for his own good, for the good of humanity. It's like a cult, almost, in that he can know logically everything they've done and everything he stands to lose by leaving Crowley behind, but that kind of guilt and brainwashing and fear and programming doesn't get washed away that easily.

It's frustrating, as being at the low point of a story often is, but I don't think it's OOC, I don't think it's bad storytelling and I definitely don't think it makes Aziraphale as a character unworthy of sympathy.

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #go2 spoilers #Aziraphale #crowley #sort of side eyeing maggie tbh #such a consistent thing being made of the demons not being able to spell #and maggie misspelling urgent in her note #and then she went to get the milk that went in aziraphales coffee... #i loved her so much #and yet...

[tired-and-swaggy]

rest in peace to Lynja of Cooking with Lynja <3

i loved her content so much she was so great and funny and lovely she will be missed so much

#rest in peace #first thing I saw when I opened my phone #literally sobbed for like 5 minutes #i loved her so much #cooking with Lynja

[mirion7]

Red dwarf tarot card - The High Priestess

Featuring Kristine Kochanski and her emotional support spanner (she was so relatable in this episode I love her)

Next card up is The Empress, and it'll be Holly (preferably the drunk Holly from The Last Day)

#red dwarf #kristine kochanski #tarot #the high priestess #i loved her so much #she was breaking down in there and i was like hell yeah that's how it feels #i too like walking around in my blanket she was so real for that

[illustratingari]

Schools out for a week so here’s my completed Hera painting! There was sweat and there were tears but I made it to the end. Mary Elizabeth Winstead did such an amazing job as Hera and continued to be the badass I know her to be from Rebels. There’s a whole paragraph I wrote about her on my Instagram post for you to read if you want! I need season 2 right now. I’m very proud of it and hope you all like it! | Reblogs appreciated 💚

#I loved her so much #badass mother #also this painting took a month pls appreciate it! #peep the ghost in the background #hera syndulla #hera syndulla art #ahsoka series #star wars #star wars ahsoka #mary elizabeth winstead #hera rebels #Star Wars rebels #star wars fanart #rebels fanart #procreate painting #procreate #digital artwork

[im-still-watching-anime]

spent the last two hours trying to figure out how to get a car loan and now i want to die being an adult is so bad for you actually

#absolutely disgusting #cannot recommend growing up #it’s so bad #still salty my family murdered my shitty 23 year old car while i was away at college #i loved her so much #but now she’s dead and i have to read about INTEREST RATES🤢🤢🤢 #i made a PHONE CALL about it #disgusting #them: well it will be hard to get a decent loan without income #like bestie what do you think i need the car for?? #i miss being able to walk everywhere #bleh #life junk #not anime

[lunityviruz]

Being black means you will latch onto the shittiest representation of black people because you have absolutely nothing else to spare

#rants n rambles #xinyan #I loved her so much #even if she was shit representation it’s not her fault #man I miss her. she was actually just like me fr. I literally gave her the best treatment #I had her c4 unlocked I think? i dunno #never playing that game tho 😭

[just-a-tiny-goldfish]

She’s my little meow meow- done nothing wrong

#titane #I loved her so much #sure she murdered but she had daddy issues what’s a girl to do🤷🏽‍♀️ #goldfish art #titane movie #there is soooo much more that is suppose to be on that weird gadget things but I gave up #horror movie

[lightgaswaterelectricityrent]

Just reflecting on the fact that I acquired most of my french from a 65 year old man from Wisconsin. Don't get me wrong he spoke fluent French I just think our side activities were maybe a little dated

#omg though thinking about it all of my french teachers and professors have been highly iconic #the gay frenchman who became best friends with everyone's mom and then moved to las vegas.... #the retired dancer who married someone's dad... #i loved her so much #once in college I told my French professor I had been having some health struggles and he (french) exclaimed #you don't drink ice water do you??

[thisiskatsblog]

who was angela? 🌼

Oh anon, this question almost broke my heart! I'll explain why

Angela is the beautiful, crazy intelligent, most warmhearted and kind lesbian woman who ran a Tumblr blog that can now be found at lapelosa-blog.tumblr.com.

When I stumbled upon the Tumblr Larry fandom after reading a blind that was reportedly about them in February or March 2013, her blog was THE discussion place for all things Louis, Harry and LGBTQ+ . Her insights and analysis were spot on and she was a person a lot of LGBTQ+ fans struggling with their sexuality could talk to. It was a fandom hotspot for the LGBTQ+ young people who felt both inspired by Louis and Harry and hurt by what was happening to them.

She was a huge fan of Louis and she started the original Lesbians Love Louis club, LLL club for short. (Might be confusing as this is a name that Amy, who was then still called gossip-candy, later took on, but it was definitely Angela who came up with it).

My first interaction with this fandom was a request to join the LLL club. I sent her an ask hoping she'd accept me even though I was bi, not lesbian, and I signed off on the ask as Kat, which is not my real name, but short for my middle name, as I wasn’t out at the time. My ask to Angela/lapelosa to be allowed, as a bi person, to join the Lesbians Love Louis club, and her reaction to it changed my life, and ultimately also this entire fandom.

She said yes, and was extremely welcoming about my bisexuality, with some excellent analysis about the nefarious power of heteronormativity, bi erasure and monosexual bias. It was the first time I'd come out to someone, gay or straight, who made me feel better rather than worse about my sexuality with their reaction to it.

In the months that followed, Angela and I talked loads - she was an amazing person to share ideas and analysis with, and to discuss LGBTQ+ politics with. Eventually those conversations inspired me to set up a blog to combat homophobia in the fandom at takemehomefromnarnia.tumblr.com - It's through that blog that I met the people with whom I started Rainbow Direction. Without Angela's Lesbians Love Louis club there would have been no TMHFN, no Rainbow Direction, no Harry waving flags, no rainbow lights actions during SOTT, TPWK, Matilda or Lights Up, and no flags for Only the Brave.

But that's just my experience with Angela - she was so important to very many LGBTQ+ people in this community, her blog was really the "place to be" for the LGBTQ+ crowd. So many people shared their experiences there, and talked about what Louis and Harry meant to them on that blog.

It is Angela’s blog to which the anon “receipt" about Louis' encounter with an LGBTQ+ fan was submitted in July 2013, and while that fan may have been the direct inspiration for "Saved by a Stranger", because she was able to let Louis know what he meant to her directly, I would say that Angela's blog was full of such accounts and it could very well have been the broader inspiration behind the song. Her blog was a testimony to what Louis and Harry meant to LGBTQ+ fans, including herself and myself. And I think that is why she would have been very important to Louis and Harry. I am 99% certain they would have known about and read her blog, and that it meant a lot to them. Louis would have known her first name, but not her last. 

Angela left the fandom in 2017 for a combination of reasons. I cannot speak for her, but after 1D split the atmosphere became brutal around here, many fans left, and it wasn't an enjoyable place. I also suspect her professional commitments became much larger and more difficult to combine with a blog as intensive as hers. And I know that Jay's death affected her a great deal as well, it made her sad to be here and constantly be reminded of how dark Louis’ life was at the time. She is dearly missed. 

#lapelosa #there are no words for angela #was my tag for her #I loved her so much #and miss her very dearly #can you tell that I could go on forever about her anon? #I really could and ask me all you want #her blog was so interesting #and I have a fairly decent memory #but I don't have time to write more right now. #Matilda is clearly someone who changed Harry's life #the stranger someone who changed Louis' life #and Angela is the person who changed my life in that way

[silverior968]

Nuku hyvin, rakas Kirppunen

[Image ID: A digital drawing of an elderly pug laying in a field during sunset, surrounded by pansies./ End ID]

#art #we had to say goodbye to our beloved Kirppunen last thursday #Her health suddenly plummeted #I will never forget her #she had such a big personality for such a small dog #she was loud and unapologetic yet always kind and gentle #I loved her so much #I was with her when she went but when I try to remember it I feel like I'm watching all of it happen through a window #like I wasn't really there #we were so lucky to have her for almost 13 happy years #she has been in my life since i was 6 and it's hard to believe she's gone now #the house is so quiet #I will miss her terribly #animal death

[imgoingtofucjincry]

This image means nothing to anyone else. This cat is barely recognisable to anyone else. But I knew her. I know my cat, I know that glare. Google maps captured her, it allowed her to live a year longer than she did. She passed in my arms in that house. I miss her everyday. But for a year I got to see her again, the world could see her.

#google maps #grief #cat #i loved her so much #she'd have loved thst her legcacy #what she left behind was her glaring at a stanger #she was the angriest cat i ever met but she loved me and i loved her

[heraldofcrow]

I have had Lady Butterfly’s theme on repeat for three hours now. It’s just that good. I don’t care that I’ve already heard it thousands of times in-game. I can still hear her voice in my head…

“ImPrEsSiVe BoY”

#I wish i could experience her fight for the first time again #I was stuck for a whole day #It was amazing though #i loved her so much #still do #lady butterfly #sekiro #CrowNotes

[space-helen]

Not me crying this late at night over my childhood cat that we had to put down last September. I saw her that morning and knew she was going to the vet but didn't expect her not to come home. I got the call from my mum and couldn't make it home for a couple of hours to see her and instead of waiting I told my mum to let her go so she wouldn't suffer waiting for me. I wish I'd seen her one last time though.

#i wish I'd given her one last cuddle #she was 16years and a day old on her record #i loved her so much #i miss her #not looking for replies just needed to get this out

[we-survive-endlessly]

My cat Luna will walk around the house with this ratty shoelace in her mouth and SCREAM until someone plays with her 😭💚

#I loved her so much #luna 🐱 #Rae’s rascals

[milidraws]

Me and my bestie made a brand new look for her oc!! I just love drawing with her <3  

#not my oc #my art #i loved her so much #PLEASE CONSIDER COMMISSION HER #SHE MAKES EMOTES AND CUTE ART #HER INSTA IS @jae_artworks #SHE NEED TO BUY A NEW PC!!!