i think about this a lot and i think about how it would work. i mean, does he keep this thing inside a box or sum, or it just walks around his estate as if it’s nothing?
no bc i would be so freaked out and feel all itchy bc i have a serious phobia of insects and knowing that he owns one is making me think a lot . . .
my brain: what if the reason Kaede hates bugs so much is because growing up before he was sold to the Shimizu yakuza, his parents were so poor and indebted that his bedroom was always full of them
anyway, i got some food in me (that was so hard bc when i’m feeling massive emotions i have no appetite at all) and i talked to my sister to calm down & i am going to kick ass like i was already planning to do today because DOUCHEBAGS DONT GET TO RUIN MY DAY !!!!!!!!!