#I PROMISE I DONT NEED MONEY

[ghostespresso]

staff logging on to tumblr dot com today

#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site #changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too #this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus #if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear #if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine #the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money #someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont #tumblr staff #EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but #that doesnt stop the post from being stupid #the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase #if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything' #staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did #so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post #edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post #they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us #i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded #and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money #tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol #ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years #but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one

[lunearobservatory]

greg is doing normal and sane with 50 cats, thanks for asking

#i need a cat tag omfg #this is absurd #gov just wants an update and greg is losing his mind #gregosaurus. gregosaur. grego. g-money. g-dawg. #puts him in a u-haul box... #yea grego is hispanic. who made that hc i need to talk to you. #it's for good reasons i promise put your fingers inside my enclosure i dont bite #tell me he doesn't have the BIGGEST puerto rican italian family in brooklyn im gonna KMS OMG #he and PR can vibe..... omg... wait........................ #they're friends now #el manzanito is what miami calls NYC in my cityverse but. i needed it here too #lune talks #ben brainard #welcome to the statehouse #welcome to the table #lune posts art #wttt greg #wttt gov #wttt new york #wttt #wttsh

[queerdraws]

I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR ART, will you ever sell the last ones for the playlist in pdf or something like that? I'm from Brazil so is easy for me in those formats, and i would love to buy one. ❤💚❤💚

Thank youuu!! pdf? like I sell the fullsize image digitally & you'd print them off yourself? I hadn't thought abt that! I'd still need to redraw them at a larger size for print tho Here's the current sizing issue:

I genuinely wasn't expecting people to want merch lmaoo, I'm just drawing for my own sake (these were a fun lil side project) But esp since this is the third time someone's asked abt merch of these, I'm considering it! (gonna use these to fund my vitamin d tablet & multivitamin supply 😏) 🥲 i'm really glad my art is resonating w people so much ❤️

I know it's less of a "thing" these days but as w any of my art, u (and all my followers) have my permission to print out the tiny versions i've posted to tumblr [just for personal use, not for profit] & put them up on your wall or w/e. like those old-school anime collages.

If I do ever make a better print-size version, and u still want it, u can always buy it whenever that happens :)

#not art #my policy w printing out my stuff at home is basically “it's none of my business as long as you're not selling it” #especially since everything i post here is sized down for posting on the internet anyways #if i do end up making prints i dont feel like thats gonna interfere w the business model or w/e. 'oh noo somone has a grainy 2“x3” print... #anyways thanks for the interest!! <3 #I have a big project i need to finish first before I can start working on this #so gonna be another month at least probably? if i do get around to it #not making any promises bc ive got a brain full of 'cant finish projects' #and historically when ive tried to make money off my art it just makes the process of making art a lot less joyful u__u; #so im trying to approach this really casually so i dont startle my motivation like a wild deer #right right okay enough rambling

[moththegremlinchild]

hm. considering starting to take comissions. not like i know what im doing but yeah. im desperate for money recently for i hate asking my parents for it and im too young to get a part-time job in like a convenience store.

#random stuff #im really not promising anything #but like yeah #considering #or starting voice acting #but i need a microphone for that and that will cost me money and i dont have fUCKING MONEY #IM ALSO LIKE THREE MONTHS AWAY FROM BEING OLD ENOUGH TO GET A JOB THIS IS HORRIBLE #AND I KNOW THAT NO FUCKING ŻABKA IS GOING TO EMPLOY ME. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #hello welcome to my personal hell why yes i am ok

[panspy]

hmmmmmm.................vent post under tags...... feel free to give advice or dont¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#i think this is an autism related thing #but i genuinely feel like i wasnt made right for the world we live in #like something is just missing from me that ive never seen ppl talk about #and i know this is going to sound entitled and privileged and i KNOW i know i promise and im so lucky i can even be thinking about this but #it feels weird to have the privilege to be scared #this is specifically in regards to working #like having a job. like going to work #i feel like im missing an extremely important part of my brain or my BEING that is capable ot going through the motions of participating #in society. i never felt that switch of wanting to get a job in high school to make money for myself and get that experience #i feel like there's something i MISSED where everyone took a class on how to apply and go to interviews and write resumes and not be scared #like i NEED to be walked through every SINGLE step because i dont know HOW #and i see my peers and the literal entire world around me participating in this atmosphere and i dont know where to start #im fucking twenty three years old and ive only ever been an intern and an assistant #not even a full year of working #i cant drive and i probably wont ever because thats a whole other can of worms #and that means i have to rely on other people to even get to wherever it was i needed to go #i feel like a fucking child because im missing this knowledge that everyone else seems to have #ive tried i really have but none of it seems simple and its all so much and there arent steps to follow #i mean there ARE but its like 1) look up job 2) apply 3) interview 4) yay you're employed #and im talking about each micro step inbetween #what am i missing #and then theres the fucking demand avoidance that slaps me across the face whenever my mom brings it up to me like i KNOW youre being #supportive and encouraging and its not your fault my brain turns off and decides im full of shame bc i cant CONFRONT ANYTHING #jesus christ #manf i know u can see this maybe dont bring it up to mom i can do that on my own maybe #i WANT to help i just want to help at my own pace but unfortunately the world isnt built around individual paces and nothing revolves #around me. i know this #i want to help my mom i want her to never be stressed about money and to retire and never work or help me pay my student loans but i #genuinely feel like theres a switch that never turned on in my head and im being left behind and i genuinely dont know how to. like be alive

[mothbeasts]

so stressed over something so incredibly ridiculously unimportant that I feel sick why

#bee's buzzing #i was promised money for doing a chore. i have asked multiple times to be paid. i have not gotten my money yet #by multiple times i do mean. politely asking the day i did the chore + politely asking today. #and. we discussed and agreed on this a week ago. #but idk... i feel bad asking my parents for money anyway #and i just want a video game dlc which is like. inconsequential. its nothing. #i can just ask again tomorrow i dont need to be 'nearly throwing up' amounts of stressed over a game.

[localgardenweed]

Sitting and sadly staring into the abyss waiting and watching for smth to make life worth while again. Trying to get over my internet social anxiety cause weirdly i would rather say hi to someone in real life than send in a ask without anonymity or send a dm saying you’re awesome sauce.

At this point im so aimless and empty brain I have like no motivation for anything anymore its actually crazy. I have no idea what to do with myself cause my spark for art is hanging by a thread cause of my AP Art class and im trying to scramble together smth like “guys if i draw enough CKND personas for people and draw enough hetalia japan doodles everything will be okay it will all cancel out” when im sobbing and letting my tears smudge the ink and have this blaring in the back and my fists slam into the desk, lime lays chip crumbs all over my face when I know I should probably stop eating them cause my last job fucked me over so bad I had to emotionally stress eat and now have high cholesterol

I need another high i need a new spike of fire, i desperately crave the days I was so crazy into Hetalia, Eddsworld and CKND I NEED IT BACK I WANT THE AVATAR BACK /ref. I need to go back in time and relive the high it’s actually crazy. I tried to dive bacj into past fandoms like Lupin III, Mr Osomatsu and others but they dont hit the same and OMG AS I WAS TYPING THIS THE OSOMATSU SAN SEASON 1 OP STARTED PLAYING OMFG ITS A SIGN

Anyway please please I beg of you send requests for drawings I need content i need nutrients

#localgardenweed #the weed is rambling #i think the more im left to my own devices the more unhinged i get so like i need help fast #but sadly therapy is expensive and i dont want to waste more money when I cant even stay sane after I leave #i need to save money for college dude i may count for independence but i still gotta pay like hella cash bro #during the summer imma try to open my commissions and get COIN #when i turn 18 this December I promise guys its gonna get crazy #i will be free to draw and get commissioned for as much gerita/itager sex as I want JUST THINK OF THE COIN #ITS ALL FOR THE COIN #THE YEARS OF INTERNET ACCESS WILL ALL BE WORTH IT GUYS I SWEAR

[summerlycoris]

Guess whos potentially working a triple tomorrow?????????

Im going to transform into my final form if this shit keeps up i swear to god.

#summerly talks #im just. gonna have to tell my boss that. effective immediately. i cant work the weekend anymore #sad because its good money #but this is becoming a fucking pattern and if it does i may actually dive into a fission reactor while singing meltdown ;_; #like. i was okay with the double? my coworker called in because her baby was sick #and she promised me if i couldnt get anyone to cover for my am shift tomorrow she would take it #then at like 9pm i get a text saying. she cant. her baby wont let her leave #and i feel selfish because. she has a baby. but i have cats and luckily i was able to drop by today to pick up my sleepover kit #and also make sure minty had food. (fieldie has an auto feeder so hes okay) #and i just. want to go home #the reality is i cant. i cant go. not unless one of the people i texted gets back to me saying theyll come in #and no one has yet. its 11pm. no one will at this point. #im tired im tired im tired #i dont want to end up like i did at my ladt job. giving away entirely too much of me and destroying myself #ive already lost most if not all of my passion for this job #and when i was younger i dreamt of working with disabled people. i burnt too quick and now im a shell of what i was #but this is the only thing im trained for that would allow me to like. keep my home #maybe if or when i move to brisbane i can look into a different job. do an it course idk. something where there's less people skills needed #i better try to get some sleep orz tonights gonna be a bitch of a thing

[eileenleahy]

its just ahhhh i save money like crazy cause im so anxious about finances (growing up poor etc) and it gives me so much comfort earning and maintaining the means to someday live the little cozy life of my dreams. And Then. the Mother

#she promises she'll pay me back and. okay i believe her. and im fine without it like i dont NEED the money right now #but it's the fact that my money is getting put towards making a life that i so despise. it's such a little thing to get pissed about but #fuckk like. im just building a soccer mom right now and financially supporting my mother's self-whitewashing #because its not about the shitty white grey hgtv home decor (though i hate that) it's about my baby brother growing up in the sterile hell #with nothing dominican nothing working class nothing REAL because my mother is leaving all that behind for White American Suburbanism #i know we're not that nyc dominican working class family anymore but. seeing that all really shoved away is getting to me

[cum-villain]

theres always some 'emergency' that means they have to steal all my money, huh.

#braincell posting #i was promised a *fraction* of what i bring in #which is shitty enough given that its my money and i have no choice in the matter but. wtv. #but everytime i try to actually get that money it turns out theres an emergency this month and i cant have the money #this time its just blatantly something we dont even need that costs thousands of dollars im gonna have to pay for. ha.

[vanyafresita]

it's getting worst

#vent #people dont like self sabotaging assholes you need to stop stop stop stop stop ure only supposed to be happy !!!!!!! #nothing is happening and is too much too much stop thinking !!!!!! #something is going to happen i will fuck up im fukcing up right now by not doing anything by not being better #what is wrong with you what is up with you why dont u get help !!!!!! #i cant !!!!!! i cant i cant no matter how much i want to !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #ive been wishing praying beggin for help since i was 12 and i still cannot because i dont have the money !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #im trying to focus on not killing myself im taking one day at a time im trying im trying im promise im trying please believe me #its okay if im alone its fine its fine i will survive its alright if nobody likes me its okay its alright i will survive somehow its okay #vanya strawberry flavored #mental tag

[ghostdog1999]

#living in a foreign country where u dont speak the language and no one speaks english.........is difficult. #i promise you ive been studying and trying but i'm really struggling #i havent eaten anything all day bcs ive been all around trying to fix a bank acc which they wont give me bcs i need a document i cant #get without money and also i need to do the healthcheck but the website is straight up not letting me make an appointment......... #and then when i got home i had class for 4 hours and i havent tried to go to the hotel restaurant yet bcs i cant Communicate with anyone #and i know thats my fault but i promise u im trying #anyways im fucking hungry and sad and tired and i cant tell anyone back home bcs theylll be worried plus theyll tell me they told me so #and i cant let anyone here know how weak i rlly ammmm

[kissmehardy]

New law that anyone who works in an office cant have an opinion on my job because they fundamentally cant understand what im doing

#sorry if youre proud about sacrificing your dreams for a paycheck you cant tell me what im not doing isnt worth it bc its in your opinion a #poor roi #like fucking maybe but also maybe not everyone needs to sell their soul maybe youre just bitter that you are #stuck in middle management business hell #oh you got a job? *pulls out calculator* doesnt look like it will be worth it in the long run though #like fuck off youre the one getting an online business phd asshole #stop tell me to work in hr stop it stop it stop it stop it #stop telling me to get a sales job fucking stop i mean it when i say i will kill myself first #god why is everyone on earth so business pilled there are more life paths out there i promise i PROMISE #maybe you wont make 100k a year but fuck you might be free #sorry i would rather travel the country and excavate human remains?? walk through the woods the mountains the swamps?! #do something meaningful like preserve archaeological resources and not make a ceo money?? you have one life and you look down on me for not #dedicating mine to making a ceo money???? #sorry i would rather enjoy my job and life?? #i dont fucking understand why when i hit 25 suddenly EVERYONE is like ok but youre too old for dreams time to work in hr #fucking excuse me?? so the plan is tell kids to undergrads to follow their dreams and as they obtain them tell them that was stupid are you #kidding me?? #im fucking losing my mind i fucking hate you all just bc its not a nine to five doesnt mean its not viable #in fact its MORE viable i got the first fucking job i applied to!!! how many fucking people get the first hr job they apply to jesus christ #no i will actually go into data analysis and get 300 rejections bc i have zero background in it good fucking plan #yall im so mad #pulling out a calculator immediately to tell me my choice is bad fuck off

[sporksaber]

When you suddenly remember a fic that was so incredibly good but you know hasn't updated in years because you would've gotten a notification.

#i dont remember the name atm but it was from when i was really into naruto crack ships #this one was ino and deidara in a modern au where deidara makes bombs for people and ino is a lawyer and heiress #ino is doing pro bono work and meets deidara who kidnaps her (and is really bad at it) bc he needs money fir his sick mom #but then they find out someone put a 10mil hit on inos dad so she promises him the 10mil if he can help him stop it #theres a car chase scene that ends in them covered in garbage #and at one point ino plaits their hair together and is then like wtf am i doing i have priorities #fanfiction #naruto #ino yamanaka #deidara

[demonicmars]

I was stressed because i didn't had a job, now i'm stressed cause i have one

#my 20's #i dont wanna work #send help #will i ever be NOT stressed? #im “i wanna give her money” pretty i promise #i need money

[lorillee]

ok im going to be honest i came back for one reason and its to ask an incredibly important question. would any of you fund my questionably frivolous spending if i offered art in return

#in other words: would any of you purchase commissions from me. please i promise i can draw if i try hard #i just dropped like 15 bucks on a film red ticket and i want to spend 20 bucks on something else #but i really cant justify the purchase because i do not have that much money to throw around #so if i could even it all out with some commission cash i would be very happy #i wouldnt even charge very much i just need some money #also looking at this i sound like im dying on the street but im not i promise i just dont have a job LOL