#I actually breathe the angst

[caelanglang]

first verse . seven cuts .

I hope to bring this out of wip jail soon…

song: THE LONELIEST - Måneskin

messiest storyboards that I am not doing properly bc I suck pls don’t be like me…

also animated another dead character breathing yahoo

#shoutout to the anon who inboxed me abt liking both my fluff and angst here ya go. angst. <3 #I’m scared to share this bc it’s still a wip and the story boards are so messy #and I know some people here are actually trained on stuffs like these and I’m just ;w; scribble awayyyy #but I wanted to share my progress :’3 #yes I am brewing my first animatic ofc it had to be abt beast ehehehe #yes this all began when I joined the skk bb last year and my partner gave me the vision #bsd #bsd beast #wip #wip jail #art progress #hehe one of the perks of being in tumblr s that there’s less anxiety posting stuffs ig or maybe that’s just me idk #also guess who animated another dead character breathing--*gets shot*

[afterartist]

More Phone content!! And yet again Tiktok decided to, not only steal my quality, but my lower spine as well ):<

(CW: illusion to Intrusive thoughts)

[ALSO!! important Disclaimer, Phone is based off of my own experiences with Misophonia and is in no way designed to represent the entire community, please do not take subjects I bring up and apply them to every Misophonic]

Therapist Sans belongs to the wounderful @pixiewritesstuff (go check them out they’re amazing)

On another note, this is actually based on an actual interaction I’ve had with a friend

Boy was I surprised to find out that this actually isn’t normal /:

On the only bright side I have an excuse to not join awkward family dinners

If you want more info on Phone and Misophonia it can be found Here!! but as always I urge you to do your own research on this disorder

And finally, the finished frames :D

#lol don’t read the certificate in the background #it’s so bad #art #my art #sans #sans au #undertale #undertale au #sans aus #utmv #therapist sans #Misophonia sans #actually misophonic #being Misophonic sucks cause you can’t just t #tell people to stop breathing?? #also I think all therapy sessions would be better if they just had a massive fish tank in the room #still don’t know how to draw people sitting down #angst #No sans was harmed in the making of this tiktok #which honestly isn’t something I can say often #my au #my undertale au #i had a dream the other day where phone met ADHD sans and Anxiety sans #it ended up in chaos and a surprising amount of whales but I’m pretty sure the whales were only there cause of Dream logic #i also still don’t know how to tag actually

[theclaravoyant]

what if Crowley gets ascended and they wipe his memory and he introduces himself to Aziraphale who is dying inside because he knows Crowley would never have done this if there was literally any other real choice . But Angel!Crowley is all peppy and cute like “hi! I’m Rory. Aurora if you want to be formal about it. Blurgh. Haha! Who are you? 😇”

#and David would nose crinkle and Michael would Face Journey so freakin hard #and actually I really love aurora as precrowley’s name #ineffable husbands #good omens #ineffable spouses #hi dying inside I’m dad #I made myself sad #angst #or OR ‘I remember you’ - breath of cruel hope - ‘-Aziraphale right?’ #I love you coming back from the dead wrong #oh and Aziraphale has to give him back the Fall? the pain?? and it kills him #but he does it because it’s right and it’s what Crowley would want and it’s right #if I’m gonna cry on my way to work I’m taking you all down with me

[modern-inheritance]

*passing out blankies to the Trauma Twins, Brom, Eragon, Saphira, Murtagh, Thorn, Nasuada, and heck even Angela*

I've not done anything to them today. Just figured they'd be a bit cold.

#im now imagining everyone sitting together like 'where'd these come from' 'do not care they are warm and fuzzy unlike my past' #'who invited the angst bois' 'eragon did.' #'brom's gonna tell spooky stories.' 'Arya stop using glen's arm as a tent pole' #saphira is quite happy to become the new tent pole #she's got the blankie over her snout. purposeful fire hazard. #angela has torn hers up and began knitting a whole new one from the shreds #glen's teaching Murtagh and Thorn breathing techniques. it's actually going well. #eragon purposefully misplaces his blankie and asks if Arya will share. because its her duty as a bodyguard to keep him safe and warm. #she rolls her eyes but still lets him in because he's a dork but he's her dork when saphira lets her borrow him. #i donno these nerds needed a break. #eragon #inheritance cycle #the cyclists #the world of eragon #the inheritance cycle #modern inheritance #ket's modern inheritance cycle

[cryiling]

No no no, kpop revalink angst let’s hear it 🧍‍♀️

(in reference to this post)

OUH GIRL NO DONT MAKE ME THINK ABT SAD THINGS *pulls out my notes of angst ideas*

thinking about revalink angst in terms of them being in the same group is actually killing my soul so let's come up with a different angsty au together 🤞

ok idea number one revalink as hyuna and dawn

honestly I don't know much about hyuna and dawn LMAO so we're gonna make something up. they're in the same label and they get put on a collab stage together or something, and the chemistry they have is so 🤭 they start talking more and eventually get together yay! but then drama happens and they leave the company to go to a different one, they get engaged and they're so happy but then one day link posts on his Instagram that they broke up?? and everyone is heartbroken and actually revali sees this and is like wtf is link breaking up with me over an Instagram post??? he couldn't be bothered to tell me to my face? because actually they had not broken up! turns out link's Instagram got hacked and he had no idea, but this causes so much miscommunication between them and yeah but they eventually sort it out and then get married yay! 😊

IDEA NUMBER TWO they're from different labels and their managers decide to make them fake-date to increase both of their publicities

hey guys so actually I love fake dating aus 🫶 omgeeee practicing holding hands and kissing to make it believable and then they get all flustered with each other.. great ideas yes yes, plus so much potential for angst + miscommunication when they think it's not mutual pining

so at first it goes great, their fans eat it up and they do end up getting more popular as two of the first openly queer idols in the industry. but then dispatch comes out with a cheating scandal bc like,, link hugged mipha or something AJDBAJDN so yeah. idk my ideas are not very creative lmao 😭

THREE they were together but the fans bullied them so hard they broke up, and now all they do is write sad love songs abt each other

idk what more to say. angsty love songs. yup. CONSIDER: the truth untold, she's in the rain, and 0x1=lovesong noraiir im crying rn and this is all your fault

hey guys wtungsten also recommended don't wanna cry pls go blame them for my tears LIKE???? just go look at the lyrics good bye

#revalink #revali #link #breath of the wild #legend of zelda #botw #the legend of zelda #loz #tloz #sorry it took me so long to answer this 😭😭 #i was waiting for more inspiration to strike me but it never did :'( #im ngl angst is actually really hard for me to write so honestly these ideas aren't very angsty sorry 💀 #noraiir-arts #crow's revalinkverse #me being So Normal about this game

[nailgunstigmata]

so cringe about macden since inflates happened….i need dennis to be the one to initiate the inflatable furniture sucking and fucking so bad its essential to my vision

#guy explaining sped up gif #its all about the consent its about dennis having the choice and mac letting him have it #and also about the angst when mac has someone else and den is like why doesnt he want me anymore #and starts thinking the only reason mac didnt initiate was because he didnt want him not because things got better #they actually didnt get better dennis just didnt notice mac slipping away (what den thinks) #thanks for staying for my ted talk delulu vision i need johnny ep like i need air to breathe

[resident-gay-bitch]

chapter 40 of crimson rivers is my thirteenth reason

#i’m in emotional turmoil #i cannot breath #i’m a wreck #i hate everything #i’m going to scream #why must this happen #why must all good be taken from me #i am eager to read on and yet i am here. avoiding it at all costs #litteraly about to bury myself alive and set fire to my own grave #:)) #thanks to everyone who so wonderfully recconmended it #i wish you all so much pain #but no really this is wonderful #i’m an angst lover at heart so like #this pain is actually really enjoyable in some sick way #i love this fic so much and want to reconmend it to everyone #SO READ IT : #crimson rivers #chapter 40 #jegulus #everything must die #jay talks

[erabundus]

today's  miscellaneous  ren  fact  of  the  day  —  i've  mentioned  before  that  his  equivalent  of  breathing  is  actually  part  of  a  cooling  function  meant  to  keep  his  inner  mechanisms  from  overheating  (  he  only  chooses  to  regularly  "breathe"  to  keep  up  appearances  )  but  that  isn't  all  that  it's  good  for.  his  voice  box  still  functions  much  like  a  human's  does,  which  means  in  order  to  SPEAK  he  needs  to  have  air.  if  you  cut  off  his  oxygen,  it  won't  cause  him  any  physical  harm  —  he'll  likely  just  get  mildly  annoyed  at  being  silenced.  it  also  means  he  isn't  able  to  talk  somewhere  he  can't  breathe;  underwater,  any  place  devoid  of  air. he can still survive in them, he just has to get creative with his gesturing.

#𝟎𝟎𝟒 : 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥. ◟ hc .◝ #suffocation tw #( not really but tagging just to be safe etc etc ) #( i feel like allowing speech is more of a?? secondary function of the breathing mechanism. because technically he doesn't need to talk. ) #( ren would beg to differ ofc ofc but in terms of just. strictly keeping his body working. breathing is primarily to keep everything cool ) #( he doesn't actually need to breathe as much as he does; it's only when he's exerting himself VERY heavily. ) #( & those are the situations where you might see him exhale steam ) #( he actually DOES hyperventilate when he's deeply distressed though. that was never an intended function. ) #( he's spent so much time ingraining breathing breathing breathing into his head that he accidentally gained the habit ) #( tries to breathe but everything locks up & he can only manage shallow gasps. ) #( it doesn't happen often bc not much shakes him like that ( he did it ONCE directly following the 3.2 angst coma ) but it IS possible. )

[nerosdayinanime]

5 song SabiGiyuu playlist GO.

Gladly~

Welcome Home (radical face)

Soul Meets Body (death cab for a cutie)

Eyes (rogue wave)

Stand My Ground (bob bradley) <yt link

Mountains (message to bears)

#loserboy giyuu posting #fratboy sabito posting #sabigiyuu #spent an unnecessary amount of time trying to find stand my ground on spotify bc its a banger bUT ITS JUST NOT FUCKING THERE #WHAT THE FUCK. 10 ALBUMS PER YEAR SINCE 2010 WHAT KINDA FUCKIN PSYCHOPATH- #desperately tried to keep this one diverse and not have it dominated by death cab for a cutie & radical face #ghost of you(MCR) meant to live(switchfoot) #now for the downloaded songs that i gave sabigiyu album covers #colours(grouplove) hidden in the sand(tally hall) outside(calvin harris) breath(breaking benjamin) what you know(2DCC) #not sabigiyu covers but Still #the other side of paradise(glass animals) mr loverman(ricky montgomery) thank you(dido) 1901(pheonix) dear fellow traveller(sea wolf) #more songs #hymn for the weekend(coldplay) always forever(cults) amber(311) tsumi no kaori(fujii kaze) greek tragedy(the wombats) #supernatural(barns courtney) scared together(silversun pickups) old yeller(childish japes) different state of mind(kid bloom) #sunkissed(khai dreams) anything you want(jawny) good to sea(pinback) stolen dance(milky chance) tounge tied(grouplove) #panic switch(silversun pickups) sweater weather(the neighborhood) #awe fuck thats actually the end of my likes list.... #oh well i think thats enough this was supposed to only be 5 anyway- #WILDLY different vibes from the lot of these #war between fluff & angst w them #my sabigiyuu playlist was too empty for my liking so i went ahead and had a category 5 blorbo breakdown and went through my entire shit #writing songs down. cherrypicked to be close-to-canon kny as possible and not my batshit ooc aus #sorry this took like 3 hours lmao #supernatural is here specifically bc the image of sabito singing it got so into my fucking brain it makes me crazy. fuckign asdkhfkASFDFJKD #oh probably couldve added a few more from the sdv au playlist theyre mostly just sabito being a lil loverboy #. #FUCK. #FUCK ME. IT COULDVE BEEN LOVERBOY SABITO POSTING. FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE IM SO MAD #LOSERBOY & LOVERBOY!!! THEY COULDVE FUCKING MATCHED!! I FUMBLED IT SO FUCKING HARD #AO U H FUCK

[you-hate-time-travel]

magnusstuck...

#rose is the most beholding girl in the world #john is lonely #(lmfao) #(or is he??? im not quite sure. maybe not actually...but breath is pretty lonely-core i thinks) #i think jade could be a spiral avatar. girl why you so micheal #doc and vriska are both web. /shuffles into angst corner #i have no idea for dave honestly. desolation? #maybe even hunt????? #boy so full of fear #talky tag

[towerofluin]

god I never finished anything for whumptober but I did really like some of these sketches. this is super rough I didn’t even bother separating the sketches or moving the prompts lol

#art #fanart #i actually dont know if i wanna tag this #you only need to know two things about me though; 1 techno hyperfixation going STRONG and 2 i breath angst #i just dont ever post it :'] #blood cw #also god i hate that cyberknife i should have redrawn that lol

[maschotch]

I've gone a little deeper about Emily's past in my fic 'Unrequited' and 'As It Was'. I'm just obsessed with her character and the backstory both she and Hotch have. And I just finish reading the little backstory you did about Emily and I loved it!!

i’m really not much of a jemily fan (partly because i think fanon characterizations of jj are completely delusional, partly because i think fanon characterizations of emily are beyond insulting, and mostly because i cannot fucking fathom what anyone could possibly like about jj), but i went ahead and read those two pieces because i figured you came into my inbox already knowing that. it’s just… not how i see either of those characters. not even necessarily the shipping aspect, even ignoring my reservations about jj, but because of the way i think emily approaches relationships

this sounds hypocritical after writing about emily + family, but i feel like emily doesn’t really care about her biological family anymore. at least i’d like to. i’d like to think she’s accepted that she’ll never be what her mother wants and that she’ll never get what she wants from her mother. she’s 36 when she joins the bau—surely that’s enough time to realize she can’t hold onto those childish fantasies anymore. not that i disagree with what i wrote, i just think it's given her a complex ab family rather than it actually being something she truly craves. it was a setup for her life: she wasn't meant to be with others, which is something she eventually tries to change about herself

i’m a big fan of low-empathy emily, so i feel like she has to put active effort into caring about relationships. as a child raised by an extremely distant parent, she probably chalked it up to never having connections growing up, so she never learned how to make connections in the future. it’s easier to assume she’s broken, and it’s easier to blame her mom for it

but really, i don’t think there’s anything wrong with her, she’s just different. at some point i think she had to wrestle with that: it’s hard to think she fell into the job best suited for her personality just by coincidence. being a spy requires that cold, calculating observation and analysis of relationship dynamics. she can view things objectively because she isn’t naturally inclined to get emotionally attached. she can witness unfathomable horrors without a flinch—things that would rock jj to her core, things that would perturb the unflappable hotch. she knows she’s better equipped to handle those types of experiences because having empathy was never really a priority. (it's part of why i think she was the only one who could've walked through hotch's apartment that day: she wouldn't get distracted)  

that being said, i don’t think connections are impossible for her. the bau proves that, declan proves that. but i think that was a conscious choice on her part: she had seen enough—caused enough—pain and grief to realize that she should feel guilty for it. so i think she wakes up every day and decides to care. she decides to be a good person. eventually she confronts that she's tired of living a life she doesn't feel like she could be proud of

she’s not heartless, by any means. she just doesn’t become emotionally involved until she comes to the logical conclusion to do so. she has a soft spot for kids because they haven’t had a chance to truly know themselves and the world they live in. she loves the team because of how deeply connected they are to each other. so, when push comes to shove, she’s always willing to leave if it means keeping them together. it’s easy to make that choice because she loves them: in season 3 when the choice is between her and hotch and she knows hotch’s loss will devastate them; in season 6 when she’s making them potential targets for doyle’s vendetta; in season 7 when she feels the tension that never quite settled upon her return. i don’t know if any of the others would’ve made those decisions as easily, even if it was the best choice for them as a whole. not even hotch, who is terrified that his proximity is enough to hurt people he cares about. she’s detached in a way that can separate her from others, but she’s able to turn that into her strength: whether that means manipulating her way into terrorist organizations or walking away from the only chance at a family she's ever had just to keep them safe

i have my bits and pieces of evidence for it that i can scrounge into a semi-believable character analysis, but ultimately i think it’s so i can enjoy more of her character without getting irked by aspects of the archetypes she could fit that would typically annoy me. i’d like to think she’s above some of that: she’s too cool to have mommy issues, too badass to spend years pining over relationships, too self assured to be insecure about her decisions, too smart to let anyone see through her. 

i say all this as a hotch fan, who has traits very similar to these. but it suits him. it makes him more interesting, to know that there’s a vulnerability behind his stoic appearance. but with emily i think it’s far more admirable for her to choose to suffer because she wants to care. minimal loss is the perfect example of that: she makes the logical choice to put herself at risk because she wants to protect reid. she’s not running away from who she is anymore, and she’s not really fighting it either. she chooses to be a good person, not out of guilt or even love, but because it’s something she values. 

for me, emily is the cool brooding hero who could be a villain so easily. maybe, in an earlier time in her life, she was. but she’s done being selfish. she’s willing to make sacrifices for others because she decided that living by a code is better than living for nothing at all, even if it causes her pain. guilt and love—two burning sensations that were so opposite yet so intrinsically linked—were burdens she chose to bear so she wouldn’t feel so hollow anymore. and it does cause her pain. so, so much pain. to me, it makes her endlessly more fascinating. i’d rather her be a knife that dulls its edges than something soft chiseled to a jagged point. 

#aljkhsfgjk was halfway through breakfast when i saw this in my notifs then got so worked up reading the fics that i just HAD to say smth #now--thirty minutes later--my toast is cold and forgotten #and im trying to decide if i feel mean enough to actually post this #asks #emily prentiss #i really just. don't like emily in most ships #i think ppl who ship her w tsia or derek are slightly more forgivable--they retain her fun energy #but with jj and hotch? #they just.. its just... its not her #she doesnt pine like that #even if i actaully liked jj i just dont think emily would waste her time with someone who's too scared to accept herself #idk im just so TIRED of queer ships where the main source of angst is rejecting their own sexuality #especially with the bau... htey know themselves better than that #not all of them! i think jj and spencer struggle to come to terms with it (jj moreso) #but derek? hotch? emily? penelope? they have deeper darker secrets that far outweigh whatever shame they may feel from being gay #if anything i think their homosexuality (bisexuality imo) is a relief for them... a breath of fresh air.. smth they can love ab themselves #an outlet... physically and emotionally... suckin n fuckin to forget how much they hate themselves #bc they DO hate themselves #but they're not plagued by the.. by the SHAME jj and reid have #theres a difference i think #and people can project if they want--thats totally fine #i just dont think it suits their characters

[alynnl]

The thought occurred to me after I shared my first collection of plot bunnies and head canons for Ace Attorney: that I like the hurt/comfort genre as much as ever, especially the "stoic character showing their feelings when someone close to them gets hurt" angle.

However, I also thought "But what if his friends and allies didn't have to be in danger for Edgeworth to realize how much he cares for them?"

As exciting as both fanon and canon drama can be, there's some value in more slice-of-life stories too. I'll probably come up with some in due time. But I know whatever I brainstorm will have to come naturally.

#Ace Attorney #Lynn speaks #Lynn's writing #I know the angst can be fun for all #me included #but I hadn't truly dabbled into the other side #although 'Edgeworth's fever' is kind of lower stakes #and just showing my favorite character not being invincible but still mattering #part of what I want for Edgeworth though is to give him a chance to breathe #and actually get to live his life #not that all of it will be easy #but I truly cannot picture hardship after hardship especially after case 2-4 #I think about how strong Edgeworth was in 2-4 a lot #maybe he can be soft and relaxed too as a treat #Lynn's fangirling #Your Honor I care for him

[serethereal]

shaking and crying and throwing up over a fic that hasn’t even been written yet is such loser behavior who even does that

#i do #its me #im the loser #i cant breathe #hannah baker smiling at me #walls closing in #(<—is actually obsessed w angst and is thriving) #fav wips in laws #act 3 ch 1. count your fucking days

[rotisseries]

rori this is me stumbling into your asks because i remembered you were a zukka fan and and and

have you ever read this fic because if not i HIGHLY recommend

I have not! but I PROMISE YOU I know all about it askfhkflb, my dash was insane when the last chapter dropped. I'm just not big on amnesia fics lmao, I keep hearing about how good it is, I want to read it! but it's been sitting in my marked for later for months. maybe years. I stand and salute to "fire lily," "yes sokka?" though

#idk what it is about amnesia fics like maybe the egregious secondhand embarrassment? #bc they always say something ridiculous to an ex or something #or maybe it's the specific brand of angst?? idk man #it's weird too bc some of my favorite media has the amnesia trope so what makes fanfiction different #I love pjo. including the amnesia bit. and breath of the wild is one of my favorite games. so what gives? #actually wait now I'm wondering if I've been a big baby about amnesia fics this whole time and they're actually fine #bc I haven't read one in forever it's been years since I read one maybe I would like it #oh damn is that gonna be what I do in 2023. finally read infamous zukka fic flwogb? #also when I realized I was gonna be getting a fic recommendation in this ask I was like “oh there is a HIGH chance I've read it” #and you picked the one fic I haven't read akshfjsjfl #I did have a few guesses for what popular zukka fic it would be cross my mind before I opened the link #sitting there like “what if it's taob? oh it would be SO funny if it's taob” #ask #andiwriteordie #hi andi!

[spicymcbean]

I was doing a bit of work on an au, and I was using an Incorrect Quotes generater for fun.

I was trying to see how Rhythm and Warriors would get along. Seeing how both are really fun spin-offs/crossovers.

Then popped up the reoccuring theme.

Wild doesn't really like Rhythm.

Ironically its how Zelda use to look at him. A reminder of his failures. He tries not to, seeing how silly it is, but it still happens.

Rhythm isn't an idiot. (Plus Twilight might explain it if he is in the au.) Regardless, he finds out.

Dude is-CRUSHED. Espically if I go with the idea that Rhythm grew up and was taught to live up to the hero that came before him (we get little to no backstory on this Link besides him living fucking alone so). Having this on him too?

Urika! That's it! I'll run away!

Rhythm takes off with his magical lute and just-he needs a moment. He needs to think about this.

So who talks to him?

Hero of Warriors of course.

The guy would most likely very much understand the expectations and such that he is going through. I think they'd attempt to talk about it but both went through a lot, and it'd be hard to fully understand without going fully through any of it.

So perhaps, Rhythm plays some music while Warriors hums along or plans out battle moves? Maybe?

Angst + Fluff.

I should write this.

A duo with potientel I have yet to explore.

#loz #zelda au #loz au #cadence of hyrule #hyrule warriors #breath of the wild #link meets link au #i saw someone say that CoH and BoTW had simaliar plot points so angst #if they worked on it i think rhythm and wild would actually be terror buddies #warriors says its his turn to be mentor