#I already simp so hard ple

[lutawolf]

Love In the Air Ep 4 Review & Running Commentary

Gif credit goes to @bfjeff  Here we go again! Are we ready to see more Kink? Well I'm here to bring you the break down. If you haven't read my previous reviews that go over the D/s aspect as well as the No kink, please check that out here.

Ahh, I'm nervous. What a fucking wimp I'm being. Have I mentioned on the masochistic side of things, I like physical pain not emotional pain? I like to emotionally dish out the pain, that's my Sadist but I can't take it. Nope. Nope. Okay, fuck me, lets go.

Brotherly love, showing some concern and then talking about the big boss. Okay, so Payu is saying that he won't bring Rain to the race. Then we jump to where Rain suddenly has food and is eating. Payu just sitting doing the Dom Simp thing. "Just so you know, I don't date underage kids." Boy, you've been dating him so you know he isn't underage. What you try to do here. Rain tells him he is already 19, to which Payu says that means he can kiss him. Rain reminds him that they already had and Payu said it doesn't count because he only tasted blood. Bitch shut up! You know you liked it. Do not tell me of all the kinks you've got that blood isn't one of them. Sir, I'm about to remove your Sadist card.

Gif credit goes to @gunsatthaphan Look at you Rain. You've come a long way from a clueless sub. He wants his kisses. His eyes are closed and he is ready for it. And that mother fucking SADIST tells him he shouldn't come here anymore. Rain isn't okay, I'm not okay, and don't talk to me if you're okay because you can go kick rocks with Payu. Rain tells Payu to not joke like that and goes on to tell him all the things he won't do any more. Nope, Nope, I can't handle this episode. Where is the fast forward button? "Please don't forbid me from coming here." Ugh! I like to see my submissives beg but it's at me, where I have control. This sucks and not in a good way either. "Listen Rain, I'm not annoyed with you. Didn't I tell you that I wanted you to balance your time? You're only on your first year but what's it gonna be like after this? Before you design a house, you have to design your life first. And if you are really serious about pursuing me... You need to understand that I don't want a spur of the moment relationship." I mean at least he is telling him that he wants a serious relationship with him but still. I don't care if I saw this coming. I don't give a shit that as a Dom I would and have done the same thing. That was me in control. Pouts "If you can't be responsible for your own life. How can I expect a more serious relationship?" That comforting touch of the hand. I'm not a sub so fuck you Payu. Hard eye rolls "This is how I am. If you can't accept it then don't come here again." Okay so to be fair at this point he is laying some guidelines. Though he isn't saying, I'm a Dom and I will hold the control. He is saying he is a Dom and he holds the control and you need to make a choice on if you can accept this.

"What if I can prove that I can be responsible! Can I come here again?" "Not until you prove it to me first. For now, finish your dinner and sleep over tonight. I'll send you home tomorrow." Now I've mentioned this in an ASK. Payu tested Rain, did you see that lean in to kiss and Rain going for it. At that point he knows that Rain is all in and that he isn't going anywhere. He has a plan and he is guiding Rain into not only doing what he wants but recognizing what he wants. He needs to agree to this. Now just because I understand it doesn't mean I have to like it. huff

Warm Me With Your Heart

Look at P' Som trying to be helpful. Poor sad sub. Oh lawd, she's one of those. Interested only when you show you aren't. Bestie gonna stick around and do the Bestie thing. See this is how my Besties are, sarcastic assholes but always there when I really need them. Sky never questioned that Rain was interested in a guy, he isn't surprised that Rain doesn't like Ple anymore. He knows his friend, he saw it coming and he's ready to help. Love you Sky! "Do you like P' Payu? Think about it and then tell me. Because no one knows your heart better than you do. Ugh! Goosebumps, I've never said something like this to you before." I can't wait till you have to take your own advice Sky!!! Sky, you so smiley. Damn, look what some good dick did for you. Get a little something something and it's sunshine and rainbows. Tell me that isn't you @victooooorious.

"I just don't want to let you down." That is a sub mentality through and through. In general they don't like to let people down. I mean you saw Rain with his teacher but their Dom.... Oh baby. Look a brat will push limits in the name of fun or wanting attention but they don't want to disappoint or let their Dom down. I mean it's a true mental state of being, they would rather walk over hot coals. I've had people ask my husband "Man what is your problem, will she beat you if you don't do what she told you?" Him "I would be okay if she did that. It's worse."

Sig is a straight up hoot. So it looks like we're doing a couple of days break. That's not surprising. Is it bad that I'm getting enjoyment out of Payu's suffering? Shhh... I know I'm weird. I hang out with a lot of brats vs Doms. Cause fuck the pissing contests. It's made me bias. It doesn't help that Rain totally reminds me of @suga4mycoffee cause you were such a baby sub when we met. Absolutely fucking adorable. Anyways, back to the show. Payu being like, I ain't telling you shit. This my business. Is he a Scorpio? I bet he's a Scorpio.

Aww. Poor sad baby sub. Rain get your ass over here and fix it. Sky got "I told you so" written all over his face. Shut up and do the heart to heart. I need to get to the good part. "I still don't know if I like him." Rain! You is a white crayon, you is! "All I know is, I don't want to give up." You are the most infuriating pain in the ass. 👀👀👀 Why do I still find him adorable?!?! Apparently so does Sky. We're a masochists your honor. He reminds Rain that he never gives up and that this is something that he really likes about him. "I'm gonna prove to him I can do it!" There we go, you just needed a pep talk. "No big deal. Just buy me ice-cream." hahahaha.

Woot! Here we go! Look at you not letting Payu bother you. Go Rain Go! Also, I would like to point out how much effort it takes me to make the sub's name capitalized because typically only the Dom's name is capitalized. This is to indicate the imbalance. Aww, poor Overachieving Engineer has to give the bad news. You shall not enter. Ahh, do it Rain. Yes, you did tell him not to come here but Bitch he isn't listening. Cause you got to accept him to be his Dom. Ha Bitch Ha. Seriously though, rain is still recognizing him as his Dom. He might not be doing what Payu wants but even subs can disagree and give a counter argument. He is still keeping a soft respectful tone though. He is cute! And he sucker punched! I love it! "I just want to see your face." See, he takes up very little space. Bye now. You were expecting this. Just give in. You get to see him..

Oh, good boy. Mr. Lube tells him that the brother okayed him going in the office, but Rain immediately shakes his head. "But P' Payu told me not to." See, he knows who commands he follows. Rain only gives in when he finds out that Payu is using his brother as cover. Ahh the cutesy brat voice "Thank you, P' Payu. You're so handsome and kind." so adorable.

"If I thought he'd run away, I wouldn't have been this invested." And this is how a Dom thinks. We have walls a mile high and you might think your over them but you aren't. Only those that have proven themselves will get that honor but once we are invested. We are just as much ride or die bitches as our counterpart. "A fighter like him really suits you." The brother has it right though. "Whose smitten with who. The love struck one isn't the boy, but you big brother."

Sky asks why Rain is working at his home and Rain explains that he would rather be working than driving. Plus, afterwards he can stop at the garage. Sorry Ple, nope. Aw, look at the smitten Dom helping out. lol, yes, he is seducing you. That stomach is so seductive. Wait a minute and you might get a glimpse of ankle. I'M FUCKING DEAD. SOMEBODY KILL THE BROTHER! We were having a moment and you ruined it. sobs Praise is everything to a brat. They need it to thrive. So, while he is commanding Rains life and discipling him, he is also balancing it. Rain is happy right now, thrilled.

My subs are messing up. What the fuck is going on. Okay, know that we've got that fixed. Back to our regularly scheduled programing. Rain completes his work and rather than sleep he heads to Payu. Payu trying to be the good Dom and make sure that his sub has done what he needs to, to you know graduate to the next level. But baby bro has Dom bro's number and offers to teach Rain how to ride a motorcycle since Payu is busy. He also put a hand on Rain. HAHAHAH go, baby bro, go. Payu says he's got this and takes Rain away. That was hot. I enjoyed it.

Oh, Payu you better reward the good boy for that. He recognized that he didn't ask you in advance and show up unannounced. Recognized that you have work and tells you that he'll head out. He accepted and recognized your guidelines. You better fucking reward that shit! Okay, you're grabbing him and not letting him go. Good Dom. Look at you. Gonna get your work done and take him to dinner. Yup, yup. I'm melting, I'm melting, gaaaaaaaaaaah. Ahahahaha, they kissed, and it was such a fucking sweet kiss and then Payu told him thank you. I sound like a mother fucking dumbass right now.

Ahh, do you see it. That little bit of encouragement was everything to Rain and became something he could lean on. The D/s relationship is an imbalance of power but that doesn't mean it doesn't balance. The Dom needs a sub for different reasons that the sub needs the Dom but they both need what the other gives. Maybe Rain would have gotten his shit together without Payu but it's not likely with his personality. We have the type of personality where a sub really needs that guidance, and the Dom really needs to be able to guide someone. To have that control but by doing so we even out. Think of it as ADHD, which there is a correlation, but I digress. Your mind works differently and therefor you adapt yourself to fit how your mind works. It isn't like other people but me with music on, tv on, and typing up this review all at the same time, works for me.

Oh no... He forgot his charger. Bad Dom, Bad. Our treasures are dependent on us and that's something we take on when we agree to this. I never not answer my husband's phone call or any of my submissives. You signed up for this. I wanna reach through the tv and smack him.

Rain's waiting in the rain. Payu gets upset, all what if you get sick. 👀👀👀 by the way, am I missing something? Why does rain make people sick in Thailand? It's been raining since May here and I let my kids play in it. What am I missing? And there I go again, BIRD! Fucking little baby Jezebel. That was a beautiful speech Rain and really, I'm far too old to be admiring both of you wet. Look at that smirk. Who's a happy boy. Oh, well speaking of wet. Is anyone not wet at this point? Fans self "Naughty boy, constantly stirring my heart." See, Dom males know themselves and make decisions fast. Most of the male Doms I know, honestly know very quickly when they've met the right one.

Here we go, you are seeing the No Kink in full swing. He does not want Payu to get out of the bathtub. He wants Payu to persuade him. But Payu isn't really throwing on the charm which is what a brat tamer does. They don't call us charming Doms for nothing. Ahhh, because he recognizes he was a BAD DOM. Baby sub might not recognize you owe him an apology, but you do. More No Kink and there is the charm. Yessssssssssssss. That's doing it right.

Can't tell me home boy isn't turned on. You could cut ice with those nipples. Trust me, I'm not complaining. I'm just pointing out the obvious. Ohhh, the leg over the should is hot. Like eyes rolled back in the head hot.

P'Payu commands Rain. "Rain belongs to P'Payu now, let me hear you say it." To which Rain quickly responds to his Dom. "Rain belongs to P'Payu." Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, that was beautiful. Excuse me why I go squeee. Seriously. Did you guys make it all the way to the end with me? I feel like you deserve a treat for that, but I don't know what I could give you. As always, thank you so much. I appreciate it more than you know. 💜💜💜

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[words-etched-in-her-skin]

For the people who asked me to elaborate on bottom!cass ;) (I’ll probably elaborate more and publish an ao3 story about this too because I am a big simp for Cass)

You grin at her stunned gasp when you thrust the strap on between her ass cheeks and push her against the wall of her room.

“Now, aren’t you supposed to have manners?”, you tease with another thrust against her backside. Cassandra turns her head to the side to glare at you, but her mouth drops open and a moan slips past her lips when you reach forwards and cup her round breasts.

“Put it in already! You’re the one who wanted this!”, she complains, but you’re not about to give her what she wants just yet. It took months for her to even consider letting you use the strap on her, you want to enjoy this as long as you possibly can. “So you don’t want this? My big strap on inside of you? Fucking you? Stretching your perfect cunt?” You smirk at the small, breathless ‘Fuck’ slipping past her lips. She’s so needy for you already, you know it can’t take much more to have the big, bad Cassandra Dimitrescu moaning, squirming, begging and gasping beneath you.

“Go on, Cassie”, you coo with a taunting thrust between her ass cheeks and a squeeze of her breasts. “Pl-ease”, she eventually pleads, quietly, but you don’t mind, you’ll eventually show your girlfriend that she can submit to you vocally as well as physically. You live for the high pitched moan you hear when you take mercy on the brunette woman and finally push inside her, her warm, wet pussy stretching beautifully and tightly around your strap on as she presses herself harder against your hands on her breasts and hooks her nails in the wall. “Please-“

”That’s it, Cassie”, you encourage with another powerful thrust inside of her. It becomes clear very quickly that your waiting has paid off, sure, you remember the countless nights where you laid in bed and moaned and got off to the imagination of taking Cassandra like this, but your fantasies never did her justice. Every thrust inside of her feels wonderful, her moans and shrieks are music to your ears. Her pussy grips the fake-cock so hard every time you pull out and Cassandra’s hips grind against yours deliciously. The strap on stimulates your clit with every thrust inside your girlfriend.

You use your hold on her breasts to pull her backside flush against your front and grin when she gasps and moans even louder whenever your hips buck up to thrust inside of her. Her claws are hooked firmly into the wall, but you don’t mind as long as she doesn’t dig them into your skin.

“You’re perfect”, you praise, and it’s the truth. You can’t get enough of her smell and the feeling of her against you. Her beautiful hair tickles your face as her head is thrown back, but you don’t mind. Her skin, softer than it has the right to be, red under your fingertips. She’s rather cold usually, but your treatment never fails to at least make sure certain areas of her body are warm.

You finally find the spot inside of her that you know makes her see stars and all too happily target it eagerly, hungry to hear more breathless moans and feel her push against you desperately. “Ple-ase!”.

“That’s it, Cassie”

You hum satisfied at her breathless pleas and can’t help but press a kiss, not sweet like your usual ones, but sloppy and hungry, against her cheek. Her eyes are pressed shut and her mouth is open, you hear moans and gasps and yelps whenever you push into her just a little harder or faster.

But what really gets to both of you is when you start to powerhorse inside of her. She shrieks and bucks her hips, helpless under your fingers and around your strap. But you wouldn’t have it any other way and, for once at least, neither would she.

You notice her legs trembling soon enough. “Please…”, She begs breathlessly. You’re not about to let her fall, you know you don’t need to torment her to get what you want, not when she already presents herself to you obediently, presses her breasts against your hands and spreads her trembling legs wide open for you, moans your name and now little pleas. You fuck her hard and quick until your poor, pretty girlfriend is at the point where she gasps and moans and repeats her pleas like a damn prayer for you; “please…Please! PLEASE!”

She comes and screams, neither of you can bring themselves to even attempt to muffle your spunde of pleasure, but you don’t have enough yet. You’re drunk on her scent and the feeling of her so impossibly close to you, you adjust your hold on her breasts and continue thrusting inside.

“A-Ah! M-Mo-ah’!-More!”

You happily grant the brunette the wish. Your hands let go of her breasts and hold her hips instead. You can’t help but pull her closer and hold her tightly as you thrust upwards, harder and harder, now eager to get off as well. You’re content watching her breasts bounce a little for you with each thrust inside and feel your own wetness running down the inside of your thighs already. But you’re not done yet.

Thank you for elaborating, dear! I'm sure the bottom!Cass simps appreciate it 😏

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[kariuann]

When He Cries for Him

yay part 3! sorry for the long wait, thank you for supporting this series!

i put all my heart and soul to this part

warning: cusses. also angsty

synopsis: Mammon is taken back to the Devildom to be punished for breaking the rules.

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

Back in the House of Lamentation, the day before Mammon got caught

Satan and Belphie slowly walked towards their older brother’s room. They never, ever wanted to do this because they hate Lucifer so much, but for the sake of the brother who cared for them so much than anybody else, they would take the risk. It was high time for reconciliation.

“Open up. Lucifer.” Satan knocked while Belphie holds his meal. They only got silence as a reply.

“Open the fuck up, or you’re losing a door.”

Still nothing.

Satan kicked the door hard. They were met with puddles of alcohol, Belphie almost slipping. In front of the desk was the ever so messy Lucifer. Belphie slammed his food to get his attention.

“Eat up.”

“Get out.”

Satan only snickered.

“Get out or what? Transform into your demon form and try to kill us? Please, Lucifer. You’re treating us just like how you punish Mammon back then. Ever the strict older brother, huh, Lucifer?”

“Shut up.”

“Why the hell would I want to listen to you? Would you hang me across this house as a punishment, huh? Go on then! For all I care! Besides, all you do to this family was to ruin it anyway, just to show how ‘strict’ you are.”

Lucifer just stayed silent.

“We’re having a private meeting tomorrow. If Mammon comes back, we’ll make sure you’ll never lay a finger on him ever again.”

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Present Time

“No! I’m not going anywhere!!”

Mammon bawled, hiding behind you as Barbatos and Diavolo walk slowly towards you. Lucifer just silently looked away, pain creeping from his eyes. It was a look you’ve never seen before—but then your thoughts snapped back to reality as you felt Mammon tug the hems of your shirt, gripping for his own life.

“I apologize, Mammon. But you will be coming with us no matter what.”

“No!!”

“Mammon, ple—“

“I SAID NO!!! I don’t wanna go back there anymore, I just wanna be here with her!!”

Diavolo reached out to help him stand up, but Mammon shoved his arm away. Barbatos was ready to retaliate, but Diavolo insisted. Lucifer slowly inched forward, making Mammon flinch.

“Get away from me! It’s all your fault, I hate you all—especially YOU!!”

Lucifer just watched Mammon release all his burrowing anger towards him. He never thought in a million years just how much he broke his own brother—the one who was always near him since the fall, the one who took care of his other brothers when he was incapable of doing it—and just seeing the look on his face breaks his soul even more than before.

“All I want…! All I want from you… was praise…”

Mammon bawled even more, gripping harder and sobbing louder into your arms than before. Barbatos took charge and swiped him away from your hold, with Diavolo giving you a knowing look before leaving, with Mammon struggling to get out.

“Lucifer…”

He responded slowly, tears falling from his eyes. You quickly wiped it away and fixed his appearance.

“Don’t do this, please… I don’t deserve this…”

“Shh…” You slowly brought him to your arms, rubbing circles on his back. Lucifer could only nuzzle against your shoulder and sob even louder. He was too broken, but he knows that Mammon suffered so much more than what he feels right now, and all of it was his fault.

Once he composed himself, he offered you to come along with him. You obliged.

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Diavolo held a private meeting the day after. All the other brothers attended, along with the purgatory hall members. They didn’t fully know what was going on, but they had a slight clue. Their thoughts were confirmed when Diavolo and Barbatos entered alongside a white-haired man. You followed afterwards and sat beside him.

“Mammon…!”

“Y/N!!!”

All the brothers rushed towards both of you—including Belphie—but was soon interrupted by Barbatos. They had no other choice but to be seated and wait as the meeting starts.

“Today we are all gathered here to discuss something very important. We do know that entering another realm should be done with permission from the heads, and entering without it is a heavy violation of a rule—and when someone violates the law, they deserve to get punished. Am I correct, Mammon?”

“…”

“…Thus, I hereby sentence Mammon to be locked within the deepest chambers of Devildom for years, and that no one should ever enter it besides me and Barbatos. Any violent reactions?”

A deafening silence ensues. Everyone was frightened at the declaration—even Luke was shaking that Simeon had to calm him down. Everyone knows Mammon doesn’t deserve another punishment—he already suffered that much from someone else. Yet, they also know about the law, and whoever breaks it must be severely punished.

They all got nothing to say. Diavolo continued.

“Well then, shall we—“

“I object.”

All looked around to know the source, and as it turns out, Lucifer just walked in. Mammon trembled from his seat, gripping your arms immediately.

“…State your reason.”

“Let me take the punishment instead.”

Gasps were heard across the room, particularly Mammon. Everyone was shocked by his statement—even Satan and Belphie, who both despise him so much. He quickly jumped from his seat and rushed towards his brother, but Beel and Belphie immediately grabbed him from both sides.

“NO! Don’t do it!!!”

Lucifer could only look at him. Then he continued.

“I don’t want him to suffer more than he could ever have. So, I’m doing this as an apology for all I’ve done.” Lucifer bowed, but then you stood up.

“If you don’t want him to suffer more, then why are you still doing this? Aren’t you hurting him much more with your decisions?”

“…I’m sorry, Y/N. But I need to do this.”

“No, Lucifer!! Don’t do it, you idiot!!!” Mammon cried out.

Lucifer flinched, but he didn’t let that deter his decision. He was determined to do this, to protect his brother who he trusts so much. He was determined to fix everything he ruined, and all the other brothers know that if he’s already made his decision, no one could ever stop him—even Diavolo.

Because of his pride.

“Let me be selfish one last time, Diavolo. I will take any punishment you’d give. Please.”

It wasn’t something Diavolo hears often, but he knows that when he says ‘please,’ it’s already final. Diavolo just nodded and ordered Barbatos to take him to the deepest chambers of Devildom. Lucifer was to take the same punishment he used to give to Mammon, but this time, no one could ever help him.

Before he was taken away, Lucifer looked from his behind and smiled at Mammon.

The smile that Mammon had never seen since they were back in the Celestial Realm.

“NOOOO!!”

Part 4 coming soon!

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[yatsugareboyf]

hiiiya >.< i hope you're doing wellll :D could i request for chuuya and aku like calming down and comforting their s/o who's really mad but like to the point where they're about to start crying because the anger is just really overwhelming? don't mind me asking for chuuya so m u ch im just a simp haha -🌞

im also a simp for chuuya :>> so here u go sun anon ^^

hcs for chuuya and akutagawa when soothing an angry! s/o

nakahara chuuya

when you came home, he felt as if the whole aura in the room changed swiftly the moment you slammed the door

fumbling with your coat and shoes, you're practically screaming as you tried to release the pent up anger

he waited for you to step in the living room with a bottle of wine and two glasses so you can talk it out

he rarely saw you this mad, and he never really now what to do but he tries because he knows how it feels to be fuming

"this is stupid! why do they keep relying on me? it's not like im a working citizen that has their own work and personal life because they keep piling shit on my desk!" you grabbed the bottle from the table to bite off the cork and drunk straight from the bottle, making chuuya stand up and snatch the bottle away from you

"baby, take a seat first and don't drink from the bottle-"

"i dont have time! i dont! apparently i have no free time whatsoever, and im such a workaholic!" you laugh sarcastically, again drinking from the bottle

"baby, please, come sit with me." chuuya tries to avert your attention somewhere other than work, but its hard to convince you when you're steaming

"i cant! i can't, i cant" your voice breaks in the middle, already feeling the build up of the tears in your eyes

chuuya sees it and immediately pulls you to his chest, pulling the wine bottle from your hands and on to the table

"hey, baby, its okay. you're okay. let it out, okay? ill be here with you."

akutagawa ryuunosuke

baby rlly doesnt know what to do when you suddenly slam the door open and stomp your way to the fridge without any sort of warning

kinda anNoyed because jeez open the door like a normal person /j

but once he saw you angrily sipping on water while aggressively tapping your phone, he knows something is up

"you seem pissed." he comments, not really knowing how to start the conversation, but ples hes trying

"you think? do i look like im pissed?" you say, crushing the now empty water bottle and dropping it on the ground

"yeah... you're pissed. do you need something?" he tries to appeal, but alas he doesn't know how to use the proper words

"need something? what i need is competent coworkers that can ACTUALLY do their work rather than SLACKING OFF and leaving everything to ME." kicking the bottle on the ground in the process, only able to look at the crushed bottle as you feel tears brimming your eyes

akutagawa notices it, and he really doesn't know what to do. but he picks up the bottle on the ground and throws in it the bin, all while you're tearing up

he grabs a hold of your hand, and you look up. he can see the distressed look on your face, but he stays pokerfaced while he pulls you outside

"where are we going?" you ask while pocketing your phone

"lets go for a walk. you look like you'll need it."

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