#I also laugh at myself for half of these

[aphsillyos]

his default recall is so cool..........

#not me arts tag #ive never used his default skin so i didnt even know what it looked like until now....ough #i wish u could mix and match sounds or recalls with skins................ #i honestly forget half the time hes supposed to be like. Cool and Suave and a Competent Badass #because my brain is always like. god hes so small and floppy and will die if you breathe on him wrong #also hes always crying and breathing heavily in my ear so im just like. poor guy #he should be at the bed taking a nap not fighting....... who made him fight.... stop that he doesnt belong on the battle field #he might be a badass hitman or smth but my brain is like #this is just a sad theatre kid who took gymnastics #''aphelios how is your assassin training going'' aphelios who has only been reading the acrobatics textbook: my what #is there anyone still reading these tags. hi there #i have a lot of thoughts on him. im very obsessed with his animations #like he has a laugh animation for every weapon....... #all the various weapon animations... #maybe the real reason we wont have a legendary for 10 more years is all the animating they have to do #i mean his base animations are so good id honest be like OK if they reused them #cant rly do much better than already Top Tier animations #unless we get an alune legendary..... #hope alune is super awesome and badass and all the aphelios voicelines are a really shy awkward guy or smth #like you look so cool and awesome fighting and the whole world doesnt know ur listening to a lil guy in your brain the whole game #the contrast would be very funny methinks #if anyones still reading this. yes i know riot made up some reason about budget or whatever for voices #but i choose to believe aphelios is head empty no thoughts and thats why he doesnt talk to alune #(STILL GOOFY OF A REASON... lots of VAs can do both genders of voices.... like. what about kindred and kayn....) #then again wouldnt be surprised if they were overbudget on the animations but still smh my head into oblivion #can relate to a guy who simply doesnt wanna talk #(said after 10000 tags of talking to myself) #i should really put my thoughts onto a separate post or blog or something #anyways have i mentioned i think hes really cute

[a3outfitstournament]

now that we've done 3 out of 10 categories (yes 10 categories we're in for the long haul fellas 🤠) i've compiled some of my favourite tags on the polls so far hope these give you as good a chuckle as they gave me <3

#a3! act addict actors #not tournament related #a3! #i think a lot about what could've been of the spring outfits final match #what if it had been gnc femboy yuki vs villager c tsuzuru that would've been hilarious #tsuzuru would've been absolutely obliterated but at least he can say he was the first harugumi member to make it to the finals #the 'banri is a fashionista' is mine from my main i typed it half-asleep went to sleep then woke up and made myself laugh #“clown shoe battle” sent me into a laughing fit when i first saw it 😭 #ALSO REAL ON OMI HAVING SURPRISINGLY SLIM LEGS #i think he's handsome as he is but im surprised he isn't absolutely JACKED like a greek god

[galwaygremlin]

"do you feel like a 'real adult' yet" well it's 11:34am on a friday and i'm in bed doing a defensive driving course to get a ticket dismissed while i shop for scrubs in another tab does that count

#in my twenties experiencing the horrors etc etc #i can't stand getting asked this (always by family members) #i was a real adult the second i turned eighteen #but also. yeah the mundane responsibilities of my daily life do make me feel Grown Up thanks #houston we have a problem #i can't really pinpoint my feelings here i'm like half annoyed at myself and half laughing at myself

[yeonban]

Seeing a photo of young Mello smiling brightly brought an ache to Tobias' heart because of the knowledge that he'll never see Mello again, much less his smile, and just as I was about to point this out on here Quin rbed Ash's dying moments. You can't make this up

#tbd. #muse: tobias. #And RIGHT before seeing baby Mello I saw a pin Elijah related to that was also connected to (his own) death. Tobias; speechless: #STOP!!! killing every blond man he's growing fond of it's getting ridiculous. Tobiasphobic even #Ngl tho I'm half heartbroken myself and half laughing at Tobias' reaction; the universe fr decided to smack him THRICE at this exact moment

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

hate how im now at a point where im legit like kicking my legs and grinning like an idiot over fictional characters SEND HELP

#take One Guess who im talking about. YES ITS KOI BOI #hes so prettyyyyy and cute and lovely and i love looking at him i wanna hear him speak and laugh and sing just AAAAAAAAAAAA #(turns to my own brain) BITCH WE ARE MEANT TO BE AROACE WHY ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH TWO FICTIONAL CRIMINALS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING????? #my brain: (that fuckin anime girl gif from evangelion (i think??)) #like fuuuuuck man is it self shipping if u use a proxy? like. hes an oc but he's a stand in for me. he is me and i am him but we also arent #he is his own person and i am my own our lives are very very different but i use him to express love for Mad Dog and Koi Boy #cause they could actually love him if i were in their world i wouldnt stand a chance but my boy has one so he loves them for me #its far easier to imagine him kissing them than it is for me to imagine myself kissing them but that might be because im wired weird #idk it *feels* like it counts yknow. my dumbass out here gettin jealous when i see a Certain Ship cause like i disagree with it on #a Fundamental Level. and on TOP of that half the time the art is so CUTE and im like 'motherfucker that should be ME' or i guess my lad but #STILL am i making sense?? doesnt help that i worry im like. misreading what content i have but also fuck you i can do what i want and also #i get him more than yall kgyugkhjhk (jk jk. Unless) basically when i call them my boyfriends i fuckin mean it #look its Real Missing Nishiki Hours i love him i wanna kiss his perfect face someone shoulda shown him love i could save him and he could #make me worse <3 I Want Him #and do not get me wrong i may be focused on him but Majima is still my wifey too!!! hes mine you cant have her <3 #i just have koi boy brainrot i very much desire them Both (YES THAT MIGHT BE WHY I SHIP THEM TOO LOOK I ALSO THINK THEYD WORK WELL TOGETHER #OR AT LEAST HAVE A FUN DYNAMIC TO EXPLORE I SHOULD DATE THEM AND THEY SHOULD DATE EACH OTHER WE ALL HAVE 2 HANDS) #might delete this in the mornin who knows but im feelin silly i wanna talk about them i wanna talk about my boy but idk if ppl would really #GET IT yknow i can think of maybe Two People and that INCLUDES bestie but just aaaa point is i love my koi boy so much hes so lovely <3 <3

[amrv-5]

Genuinely unbelievable how much basic face to face conversation makes life feel good and worthwhile and bearable 😭

#easy to forget I’m fundamentally somebody who loves and needs socializing #starting to feel tentatively like myself again for the first time since early 2022 #i knowwww it’s been two days and it’s the high of meeting new people etc etc but also #MAN. spoken out loud more in the last 48 hours than probably the previous year and a half combined #like oh fuck that’s right i’m funny i’m quick i’m warm and friendly I stand on chairs and make people laugh #feels like I’m re-meeting part of myself this week I was a little worried was Gone Forever #and genuinely what a relief to like. for the first time in 18 months discover something to like about myself #idk!! genuinely feeling so strange and complex. Like a full 3D person for the first time in a long time

[simplyghosting]

Awful lot of power surges at my house happening..

#ghost posts #when we first moved in #an electrician friend looked at the wiring in the attic #and kinda had a pale look on his face and half laughed #said it looked like they tried to use as little wire as possible #so it’s just spider webbed everywhere #and he said no one should really go up there #so wouldn’t doubt if that was part of the issue #haven’t seen it myself #also if you plug the fan and vacuum at the same time it trips the breaker #fan and iron together dims the lights #this is unrelated to the random power surges I mentioned

[maramahan]

So a friend of mine started running a Pokemon ttrpg for a few of us, and I’m having a very good time so far

I caught my first pokémon yesterday — my first Pokémon aside from my starter, that is — and it went something like this:

#my art #just me rambling #my character is a bit of a disaster and it’s great #their motto so far is #‘I don’t ask my Pokémon to get into any fights I ain’t willing to get in myself’ #and. uh. yeah. #half the battles I’ve been in have involved me stepping in with a baseball bat because I don’t want my starter to get hurt #…..the other half have just been me looking at my starter like ‘don’t worry I got this’ and letting my beloved starter stand by #while I bap a pigeon over the head with a stick #Anyway #my starter is a trapinch named Clementine (because she is Round and Orange and Sweet) #and my newly acquired Meowth is named Lucky. Because he is. #both of them are very Friend-Shaped and I adore them #also my friend who is GMing makes very silly Pokémon Noises for us and it makes me laugh

[pepperpixel]

Smiling pastrys… she has like a quota, she’ll do 1 smile every 2 months and that’s IT… she is not a smiley person. But I noticed I’ve basically only ever drawn her upset so, I wanted to try and shake it up! Draw some of those rarely seen smiles.. (even if one of them is like a creepy “let me tell you about my cult” smile. It’s still a smile!)

#cookie run kingdom #cookie run #pastry cookie #crk #doodles #she would be the type to laugh w a hand over her mouth.. #anyway I’m lov her ghghg. #I think I love her so much because my own life is suffering. and there is SO much potential for suffering in her life #like I look at her and I’m like ‘oh ur entire life could fall apart around u too.’ #like I mean! and obviously her life would fall apart for diff reasons then mine. mine is that half of my immediate family died #and I’m including myself in the other half that lived so. rlly if I’m not included it’s more then half lol #but hers would be like. getting ostrascized and hunted down by her own religious group. that she thought she could trust #having everything she believes called into question. #but. still.. total breakdown of the status qou of life. total uncertainty of the future #total feeling of ‘what even is the point of the future. of my existence’ #I’m like. this girl has all the pieces in place for that. I see it. in my mind #but! that’s not the only reason I like her ghgh #I think it’s just one of the reasons I’ve rlly latched onto her at this specific point in my life ghgh #anyway. sorry for rambling about pain and suffering in my ‘pastry actually having an ok time’ art post gGHG #(but also lol not only did half of my immediate family die in short time. my hOUSE BURNED DOWN IN THE SAME STRETCH OF TIME!!!) #(like I have a fucking. Mary sue baby’s first oc level of tragic backstory. like it would be criticized for being ‘unrealistic’ in fiction) #(or ‘too dark’ or something. like 1 tragic backstory was enough u didn’t have to kill BOTH her grandparents. and burn down her house) #(one of those would have been sufficient suffering!) #(I’m sorry I try not to talk about that stuff too much on her. and not to be a downer w it) #(but it almost feels like. idk. I have to acknowledge sometimes. putting on a face that everything is fine just like. feels awful) #(I don’t wanna talk about it too much tho. but. it’s awful ghghg. I’ll get thru it tho) #(and I’m in a better place now then I was like a month ago. but it’s still rough) #(so yeah sorry if there’s too much information on my personal suffering in these tags gGHG- I just! I have to talk about the suffering #I can’t pretend it’s not there. that makes me feel even more like shit.) #(​I mean. I can pretend MOST of the time. so I’m not a total downer. but I can’t do it all the time lol)

[deus-ex-mona]

s. s ave me, meoto…

#n o t me clinging to meoto to retain my sanity bc g o o d l o r d today was the worst #today was truly a very bad; very horrible day indeeeeeeed #man. today truly was a comedic tragedy in every way possible. i’d laugh if i were anyone else tbh #first i couldn’t start my workstation bc we were out of this cleaning acid thing. #t h e n this other branch lab sent over a precise amount of [reagent] that we needed to make the cleaning acid thing #*and* what’s worse was that they also demanded like. 1/5 of the acid we mixed. like bro. make it yourself mans. #but the worst part was when i tried to use a dropper to poke this sediment out of [tube i was supposed to be cleaning] #bUT THEN HALF OF THE DROPPER MELTED BC THAT BUGGER CAN’T HANDLE HIGH TEMPERATURES AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #stupid new droppers man. the old droppers could handle 100 degrees just fine. s o now the tube is clogged with melted plastic and it’s just. #life’s *really* great sometimes yk~~~~? (ʘ‿ʘ) #and so the night shift dude who came to take over the workstation against expectations seemed kinda pissed that i hadn’t started anything #and im just there. with my intestines wriggling about like internal abdominal worms. tryin not to cry in the face of my mistake. #while he’s fumin’ away like a freakin’ chimney or sth. like. man. no one asked you to take this workstation. you came here on your own. :( #anyway i ditched him and left for my break to calm myself down only to be approached by some random terribly lost middle aged to old lady #who was looking for directions to *somewhere* but she only spoke chinese aaaaaaaa #and i can’t read maps/i don’t even live in the area of my workplace so i have no idea if the lady managed to make it safely #but. lol. the lady showed me her message screen when she asked me for directions to her destination #and by pure coincidence the person she was texting is apparently related to someone with the same first name as me #the cons and cons of having common names man. i hope the lady managed to find her friend with the same name as me though lol #anyways. pls hw im begging. pls drop the crossfade for lxl birthday tmr i n e e d more meoto to carry on— #s o b s this is what im living for now ig. meoto………..

[cupioriot]

todays game was funny as hell it almost makes up for our humiliating defeat which i have to announce tmrw

#one of my classmates was the mascot #which is a fucking terrifying horse called mustang #and i almost pissef myself laughing at him fooling around #also he got 2 baskets during half time with the mascot head on #anyways tldr i had fun today #even though we lost 13-60 💀💀 #damien shut up challenge

[hanabeeri]

okay i dont drink anymore but i feel like singing metal gear songs would be so much fun after some cocktails ahaha

#i wont drink though #my poor liver #never again 💀 #also the last time i had a caipirinha in a hookah bar i almost threw up because the guy barely put any lime and soda in it was straight up #cachaca with some ice #NOT EVEN CANE SUGAR can you believe #which you know.. is not the worst thing that you could drink but then again after that one time i tested my limits on accident after drinki #g half a bottle of vodka on an empty stomach then trying to eat bread to cushion the effects but it not working it really is the worst thin #for me ahahaha #the entire world spun that night and my head spun with it. i was laying on a soft and big bed and had to hold on for dear life because the #pinning didnt stop. during the night i had to pee but the toilet was occupied by my friends bf who fell asleep on the toilet. after he woke #up my friend went first and meanwhile i was talking to her bf and he was still drunk and he went 'hanabeeri nooo dont go to bed alone come #cuddle with us' and i had to stop myself from laughing because it was very cute. after my successful trip to the toilet i went to bed. #to this day i get teased by my older siblings about this night. as if they didnt do worse things at a younger age </3

[eatyoursparkout]

i'm supposed to be in bed but instead i'm fiddling around with a fav character bingo for fun and profit

link for anyone that wants to make one!: https://anime-bingo.aikats.us/

#i had to cut myself off at 4 TF chars or they would have been half the board 😂 #and then there ended up being too many star wars instead #also laughing b/c there are at least 5 mad scientist type chars on here #book.chatter

[ectoplasmer]

did I tell you guys earlier that i might’ve almost cried when I saw littlekuriboh was streaming ryou playing phasmo. i’m so Unwell

#LISTEN i get happy like STUPIDLY happy when i see him unprompted and then i tear up and agdkdhsks #no but the stream was so fun to watch!! i know it’s meant to be abridged but it was still enjoyable seeing all the silly british gags and- #-prods at ryou’s canonical personality #it was also funny whenever martin would break character for a moment just to laugh at his own jokes #i know he’s been having a rough time recently so it was nice to see that he was doing well on this stream!! #anyway. ryou playing ohasmo was a thing i knew i needed but actually seeing it (abridged). so much serotonin #*phasmo #hate keyboards sorry #giving him screen time </3 #i was only there for like half the stream so i’m gonna rewatch the earlier half later!! #(or. watch the earlier half later >_< rewatch the whole stream?? something) #i really need to try to play phasmo myself again… maybe this will push me to it lol #anyway hi hello hi hi #rainy.file #delete later #also hearing him curse is SO FUNNY AGDJDHSJ #let the soft spoken overtly british boy say fuck!!

[katierosefun]

contemplating once again how i’ve just learned to not take things too personally these days. not so much as a “i’m cool with people being rude to me” kind of way, but more like how i’ve noticed myself just FORCING myself to not linger on every single social interaction i’ve had with a person. that one girl who just walked away after i introduced myself? whatever. that other guy who pointedly ignored me every time i said something? go off, i guess. that one girl who immediately dropped me once she found shiny new people to play with? could not care less. i think there’s a lot to be said in that a) i’ve decided i should be on my own side at least, and b) i’ve decided that i don’t need to go out of my way to be nice to people who like to ice others out, and c) cool, these experiences have just taught me how to reserve my energy for people who i might actually care about!

#caroline talks #mm. law school orientation . . . #don’t get me wrong I’ve met so many fantastic people #but I’ve also met some really . . . mm….questionable folks #I mean such is law you’re gonna find insanely privileged folks who are like ‘oh my whole family is composed of lawyers <3’ #and ‘omg your English is SO good for …. you know [pointing at my obvious Asian-ness]’ #and just in general other trivial things like some folks trying to find Who their people are y’know #and it’s like. i get it. #im probably subconsciously doing the same exact thing #so I can’t be mad at anyone #but y’know. i actually just was talking to someone #for like an hour and a half over text. someone I met for 2 minutes and we’ve hit it off #and im like ‘huh. this is neat.’ #and im forcing myself to not immediately go into ‘WHAT DOES THIS PERSON WANT FROM ME’ mode #this person literally goes ‘hey I thought you were sweet :) just wanted to say hi :)’ #and my lizard brain goes ‘THIS PERSON HAS ILL INTENTIONS THEY’RE GOING TO TRY TO GET SOMETHING FROM ME’ #until I realized a) they’re not in my section so we literally can’t help each other in the study sense at least not during finals #and b) we talked to each other for 2-5 minutes what could they have POSSIBLY gleaned from me in 2-5 minutes #and c) maybe people are just NICE and FRIENDLY and i should STOP acting like every person is like the folks from my hometown #also she laughed at my fanfiction joke SOOOOOO #anyways. nervous ramblings from a nervous person and etc carrying along #ngl I would resent all my past for turning me into the wary wreck I am today #but like I think I’ve also reached the point where I’m like. so everyone’s got some weird trauma about social settings #there’s got to be another person like me out here #and there are!