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#I also use a mood tracker!
wtfcl0ud · 10 months
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i keep thinking i shld record these moods ... but then i dont
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writer-freak · 2 months
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Period Care | Lads men x gn reader
Characters: Zayne, Xavier, Rafayel
Warnings: Gn reader ,mentions of reader having mood swings,period cramps, english isn't my first language, haven't fully played the game yet so these maybe aren't 100% accurate
A/n: I wrote the Zayne headcanons for my bestie and I ended up deciding to also write for the others. I actually planned on writing a Valentine's fic but I haven't finished it because I was busy preparing for my Valentines date.
Comments, likes and reblogs are always appreciated and really motivate me to write more <3
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Zayne:
Zayne as the dedicated partner that he is has a period tracker for you on his phone. He uses it so that he can be one step ahead, ready for when your period comes around just to ensure that he is fully prepared.
He is like a walking pharmacy, he always has your favorite relaxing tees and painkillers on hand. In general, he has a period product stash, just in case you have forgotten to restock or were caught off guard. Just in case he has a secret supply tucked away.
He is a doctor so obviously he is offering some medical insight. He will probably explain to you the medical technicality with periods and all that kind of stuff. Would be the first one to tell you to see a doctor if you have bad cramps. 
He would probably also recommend some gentle Yoga stretches that are supposed to help with cramps
He has some hidden sense for your emotional needs. Somehow he always perfectly knows when to help you out and when to give you some space while on your period.
But of course, while he is a doctor and gives you a lot of practical solutions, he will also give you lots of physical affection if you need it.
He'll wraps you up in his arms holding you close and giving you all the kisses that you want. He might be a bit exhausted from his demanding job but Zayne is dedicated to being there for you.
Even if he's barely able to keep his eyes open he'll stay by your side offering you comfort and support.
Okay, now imagine this.
It's early in the morning and you are curled up in bed battling with cramps straight from hell. Before Zayne heads off to his shift in the hospital he slips into the kitchen makes you a hot water bottle and gathers everything that you could need. He brings them to you and gives you a kiss on your forehead telling you that he will come back as soon as he can.
Zayne will do whatever you need and will be especially good at giving you practical advice. And even if you ignore his advice his explanation will at least put you to sleep.
Xavier:
Xavier is the epitome of patience and care, he is your dedicated partner during your period.
 He's not just there, he is really present offering you a comforting presence. 
There is just something about Xavier that makes you feel safe almost like sinking into a warm hug. He really is a master at cuddling, wrapping you up in his arms, and napping alongside you.
Xavier tends to be a bit forgetful about the timing of your period. But when it's actually there he is by your side, doing whatever it takes to make you feel better.
Oh did I mention that voice of his? It's just so calming. 
If you need a distraction from some cramps Xavier's soothing voice and words will ease your mind lulling you into a peaceful sleep. And when you wake up you'll find him right beside you, probably also asleep. 
He in general just relishes in keeping you close and caring for you during this time. Even if he doesn't fully understand your mood swings he remains calm and understanding trying to support you in every way he can.
Also, any medication you need he is gonna immediately get, if he doesn't already have it, and whatever your craving he is gonna bring to you. 
I think he would maybe like to pet your head or play a bit with your hair to help you relax if you are fine with it.
And I can't forget to mention his hands, if you ask him to put his hands on your tummy to help with your cramps he will do so immediately. And in general, he would give you back or tummy rubs if you ask him for them.
Xavier just wants to do whatever you need during that time and is a very caring and dedicated partner.
Rafayel:
Rafayel tends to only realize that you have your period when you are more on edge than usual. He isn't really thrilled about you being in a bad mood but he rolls with it, kinda finds amusement in your crankiness, and uses it as an opportunity to playfully tease you.
With teasing, he will especially do this if you are being extra clingy, but he also uses your clinginess as an excuse to be extra close to you.
He'll wrap you up in his arms and always refuses to let you go until you feel better, he loves the extra cuddle time.
While on your period he would use darker bedsheets to help avoid staining.
He isn't exactly an expert about periods but he always stocks up whatever you're currently craving or your general favorite snack just in case.
If you need painkillers he's on it, he wants to make sure that you have everything you need to help ease your discomfort.
He can't really stand seeing you in pain so he will try and shower you with extra affection, peppering you with kisses and gentle touches, claiming that it's just for your relaxation.
Playful banter is kind of his love language. Beneath that, he really just wants to make you feel better but it includes a little bit of teasing and complaining from his side.
I imagine him preparing you a nice bath if you want to, bringing you into the bathroom, and telling you that you should relax. If you ask him to join you he would probably tease you about how you just can't be without him.
But actually, he just waited for you to ask, so he happily joins you while relaxing in the tub.
And if you thank him for helping you so much during your period you could see him getting a little embarrassed, his ears turning a faint shade of pink.
Rafayel all in all is just really affectionate and loves using your period to soak in extra attention and affection from you.
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chessiecc · 2 months
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König being around smaller operative.
Not König ignoring your ass the first time you're in his unit. Not really viewing you as anyone different, special, or yet a pain in ass.
The only reason you got put on his radar was because you were shorter than him and went into his blind spot when he turned around. He was usually hyper aware of who was around him in a room, what they were doing, and where they were going to need to be. But you scurried in without a sound and threw him off completely. 
You had scared the shit out of him.
He caught you harshly by the arm before you fell, but afterwards scolded you for not paying attention to where he was. "That was not smart. If I was equipment, you could have been seriously injured.”
After your first encounter (and set of pushups), you ran into each other three to four more times. He thought you didn't get the point of being aware of your surroundings the first time and would smoke you constantly afterwards. 
"If you can't look up to see me standing or walking, how will you see a sniper coming after your team?"
"Do you run into walls as much as you do me?"
"For someone so small, you are in fact durable."
At the end of the day, it wasn't as though you didn't see him. It's just that the man moved too quickly around a corner and you only saw his equipment before it was too late. You would stop and try to dodge, but he would keep on walking and get you.
Apart from you running into him, he did hit you with the back of a rifle, a mug, whacked you with his glow sticks... several times, and has back handed you on various occasions from swinging his arm backward to give everyone hand signs. 
He also tried to move a broom and has literally swept you off your feet. Thinking he just knocked something over until he goes to check the sound of what may have fallen.
Also, when you have tried to scurry off duty by him, there have been occasions he has got your hair caught in his equipment, pulled it, and kept walking not even noticing he was dragging you until a body hit him.
He started finding your situation amusing / concerning and started using it as an excuse to not be around larger groups of people. He wasn't opposed to talking to them, but since he kept running into your disorganized ass... why not spend some time with you and occupy himself in other ways.
Nothing romantic, he just couldn't keep still and you were becoming entertaining to him in your encounters when you did not see him around a corner.
This Colonel has checked in multiple times with your team on how you are in the field and found out that though you are clusterfuck in the barracks and out, it tends to work for you when you're out... and are around flammable materials.
You were the team's tracker / hunter and was a damn good one if they were to say anything about it. (This would probably explain why you were so quiet when walking and would be so close to people when getting by unnoticed. Problem was, you were too good around taller people and since you did not see any of the taller people in your unit as an impending problem you would linger too long in their blind spot before being trampled.)
Nonetheless, he would try to train you more. That way you would be more predictable to him and you essentially became his mini me. (However, it turned more into him being the black cat in the relationship and you being the orange cat.)
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When you first started to prevent getting in trouble with König, you would jump up or away for the first few times and freakingly go to salute him. Looking like you just heard the sound of 20 bombs go off on 80 soon to be dismembered bodies.
You would be tempted to make jokes and snap back, but the command in his voice would warrant a rain check.
At some point, depending on how aware he was when you were around and what he would say and do after would be a good indicator of his mood.
After you got over the interactions more, you would say things like
“Heh heh heh *cackle* You missed me.”
“I can see why you're not a sniper.”
“I didn’t think they put a new rack of equipment there? Looks like it missed me that time.”
Of course, you would salute first before saying these things, but still would get smoked for these afterwards since it was not an appropriate way to address a colonial and you still almost ran into him — again. But he was laughing under the mask while doing it and you learned to accept your fate.
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König tries to take things slower around you, as you have too many random bursts of energy and may hurt yourself… or him if he is also rambunctious around you.
The only time he may commit to his own chaos is if you are seevveeraal arms lengths away. 
He instead waits for you to be rambunctious. (This method seems to distract his anxiety enough over time that he gets very comfortable around you as a monitor and Colonial.)
He has also gotten better about getting out into social situations. As whenever you two are walking together, you tend to say greetings to people you know or try to get an itinerary from people to get others prepared in your unit to save time by prior planning. (Your foresight is something he gets encouraged by for you to stay and flourish in your position) 
He gets indirectly introduced to people and seeing you tend to keep the conversation on track and predictable, social situations end up being more enjoyable with you more than by himself or with anyone else. 
He starts creating situations that would call for you to be an icebreaker with him more and more until you're tied to the hip semi-naturally.
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When in a room with König while training you tend to sit up high on top of the vending machines or mats to make your presence known. At first, he ignored you since you were staying out of the way and wouldn’t care if you disappeared from the spot in the beginning.
However, as you have run into each other more, if he does not see you in your usuals spots he will start to panic and move very slowly until you are located within the crowd of soldiers.
There have been a few occasions, he has had everyone line up in specific areas so he can keep a path clear for him and relocate you.
However, this system has failed him a few times and he has ended up getting aggravated and setting you, personally, above mat stacks and vending machines himself, telling you not to get down unless someone has brought you back to the floor.
You decided to be an ass one time and responded in German (only words you knew he wanted to hear from you from when you were being smoked). He decided that would be how you respond from now on.
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If you guys haven't seen each other because of being on a mission, it would start to become tradition for you two to bicker and revert to old dynamics between you to. 
You: “What don’t give me that long face. I missed you so much, I just wanted to give you a return hug.”
König: "Wow, you manage to duck under the sniper bullets and live. Looks like I have trained you well."
You: "Well damn, I can see that China’s missing there wall"
König: "They said I couldn’t be a sniper."
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One time, you tied bells to your uniform, so he could hear you from afar. He immediately told you to take them off and that was not combat appropriate. But after you two kept running into each other, you tied them to him and he started laughing. (At this point if someone had a problem with you, he would handle the smoking endeavor and since you decided to bring bells into the mixture. The sessions intentionally had the objects involved at times.)
Another time, you peaked around the corner before walking around it cause you thought you felt his weight through the floor or his booming voice around the corner laughing at something someone had said.
He flicked your head after seeing you in the reflection of a nearby object and made you act it out as a sniper getting you. He made you go to a funeral with your team and afterwards made you all sleep in separate one inch propped open caskets.
When König was monitoring you guys, he learned you were not only an idiot walking around corners, but also when you move in your sleep.
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One day, he overheard you talking with another operative as you were preparing to go back to work out of the mess hall about how you are 'not short' and that you are in fact average height. Everyone else was just overgrown. Your theory was that people of a taller stature needed people who were shorter to grab things in small crevices and get into holes to clear them, meanwhile smaller people didn't need any help from another person, and when needing help could just grab a stool.
"Taller people are not needed, they are wanted."
"They are the defective height and too overgrown for society, but since there are so many of them we have to accommodate. Otherwise shorter people are superior—"
*Thump*
Guess who you ran into?
I feel like if he were pissed or feeling sadistic, there would be little to an extreme amount of humor with this man at that moment. Seeing he does not want to run into people and deal with a concussion. He would definitely throw you into a hole after that and tease / barrage you into how short you could be. Only letting you out once you asked for help. He might continue on occasions by putting you in various situations to show your body type weakness in an attempt to cut out your complex. Not too intensely or too bullylike, but enough to highlight to you, you were "short" and needed to watch your shit.
If he was in a good mood, he would just laugh and mumble something in German before giving you some form of leniency. Later, if he or another person were smoking you for being in people’s blind spot, he will have you do an extra set of workouts just to keep his points far and consistent. (not as many as he would usually have you do for it though)
About two months after your shorter, taller argument, you got a vehicle stuck in the mud and could not get it out. He laughed and was an asshole demanding that you do something about it. He was meaning it in fun, but he made himself come off authoritative.
But after an hour of you seeing you were too small and would not be able to get it out, you yelled at him for not helping, being impractical, and making it worse by sitting in the vehicle. You also told him that if he was not a Colonel and would take off his rank right then and there, you would fight him (but we are totally gonna ignore that, right?). He single handedly moved it himself after that.
He wanted to get the move on, but still wanted to teach you a lesson to cut your shit. However, learning that did not work but made your eight foot one shadow come out to play, he decided it was best to motivate your energy elsewhere.
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Sometime in your time being an operative around him, he was put on a case with you where you were working on hunting down a war criminal.
There was an instance in the mission when he was lecturing you on the aircraft about your performance in the field and how you were not to go into holes without giving everyone enough prep time to be prepared to back you up in case something happened while you were in there.
This occurred after a spur of the moment transition from you to clear a tunnel area. You thought you were doing the natural clear cut thing to do, but apparently you should have given more warning and paused for everyone to settle in. (NOTE: you WERE NOT used to working with that many people up close!)
Anyways, you guys hit turbulence and he was heavy enough that he didn’t go anywhere. You on the other hand went flying. He saw it coming and caught you, planting you firmly and passive aggressively in the seat next to where he was sitting.
Seeing handing you something heavy to hold or put on your back while you could help everyone strap down the contraband on the aircraft would create possibly two flying projectiles, your Colonel ended up forcing you to strap in as everyone else handled the cargo or confiscated contraband.
For the rest of the plane ride, he was fuming.
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He has gotten very impressed by how destructive you are in the field and will let you off your leash when needed. Otherwise you are on his hip and are not to move unless directed.
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For Christmas, you got the higher ups a small object each catered to a theme about them (if you knew them well enough). After all, it did not seem like a lot had family to celebrate with and it seemed like a small gesture that would not overstep too many boundaries... 
But for König, you also got him and you a tracking bracelet. That would show where your positions at any given time. The bracelets would also vibrate if you got within a certain proximity to each other.
He thought this was really fun and clever, but most importantly a breach of security if worn inside the facility.
After considering all the ways he could mess around with you with it. He decided to smoke you again when you got back from leave.
The oversized teddy bear still put it on and wore it. Afterall, he was a little worried about giving you a concussion. 
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After a while he does not smoke you as much and just gives you disappointed dad sighs or grumbles. As if you have really done something he knows smoking won’t fix.
Instead, he will just lift you onto a tall object and walk away letting your complex take over from there... 
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Just please keep your temper in and don’t throw anything at his helmet.
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you will love these apps 🤍
daylio. you can record your mood and the activities you did during the day, it is intuitive to use and at the same time it is very complete, you can customize all your habits and activities.
habit. works as a habit tracker, you can add the activities you have to do during your day and mark when they are complete, it will help you to have a record of your habits and keep you motivated, in fact, you can add from drinking water to exercise, whatever you want.
stoic. you can use it as a diary, answer daily questions about how was your day, it also asks you other questions that will make you reflect, you have motivational phrases and gives you the option to do short breathings and meditations, it is very complete!
notion. it's a very complete app and you can give it many uses, but it's especially focused on organization. you can add calendars, to-do lists, everything!
i am and motivation. they are very similar and you can use them to read positive affirmations or motivational phrases, they also send you notifications with the affirmations. you can also add widgets or if you have iOS add them to your lock screen.
moon phase. tells you what the moon is today and more, it also tells you the best times to take pictures, day or night.
plant parent. if you have plants this app is very useful. you can add. what are your plants, they give you care tips and let you know when to water them.
spotify. we all know it! but besides the music, there are many interesting podcasts about wellness and lifestyle, even audiobooks and music for meditation.
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icarustypicalfall · 5 months
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There you are
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summary: period comfort, no further explanation
warnings: SFW fem! reader, periods, tiny headcanons\fic sorry
note: not proofread, I'll edit it later
Also I'll post another fic about rudy in the day, i am just emptying my head or I'll explode.
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“Like fire weeping from a cedar tree, know that my love would burn with me We'll live eternally”
This man is just too sweet :(
Rudy is usually just too sweet, he never stops offering affection, his gentle touch and tiny kisses are enough to cease your worries and sorrow.
He always keeps a snack and water in his nightstand in case you woke up at night.
When you wanted to come over, he was more than excited. He wanted to pamper you and take care of you.
His strongest trait is how observant and thoughtful he can be.
Rudy loved you deerly, he wished to give you the Ultimest love and unlimited comfort.
He offered to go shopping "to restock his apartment"
Secretly wanting to know what brands you used/prefered so he gets some for you, "just in case" :(
He ended getting more than just one packet of tampons.
Rudy got a whole section of sanitary/hygiene products and put them in a special drawer in his bathroom.
He even got your prefered soap and conditioner. Along a vanilla scented candle and a plushie :(
You thought he'll change after some time?
Ha
Jokes on you
Turns out he planned to be the sweetest man till his last breath :((
Today, because it had to be today :(
He figured out something was wrong when you woke up earlier than you usually do.
You were restless, fidgeting and roaming around.
He realized you were on your period when you kept holding your stomach and complain about back pain and headaches.
Your burning cheeks as you nodded, saying you were okay were the key.
Why were you embarrassed of telling him?
He didn't understand this embarrassment, you had nothing to feel shame about.
Rudy made sure to check the calendar and marked it down.
He did even keep a tracker on his phone for this time of month. Why wouldn't he?
He uttered, eyeing your tired form
"you alright, mi Cielo?"
He sighed when you nodded with an embarrassed yes.
You were lying
You were in fact, facing the ultimate- greatest - throeful - most painful period cramp of your entire existence.
You shed a tear while keeping the huge grin from ear to ear
Ha
You thought that'll fool him?
Nuh uh
He told you to go lay while he prepared something
Rudy preppared you a cup of warm tea, smiling as he handed you the cup
You sipped the hot drink, grateful for his kindness
He whispered, sitting beside you on the coach.
"There is no need to be embarrassed...I get it...you are not feeling well, and thats understandable, I just want you to be comfortable."
He smiled, stroking your cheek with his thumb.
When you finally told him, he chuckled, kissing your forehead.
"Thats alright, I figured you had it...just wanted to be here for you, mija"
You thought he'll be annoyed because of your mood swings or cravings?
Ha
Fool
"You are not whiny nor too sensative. You are just a human being...there is nothing to be guilty of, cariña.
"We can take the day off and rest at home with some pizza and icecream..."
He was startled when you started to tear up.
"Mi amor if you don't want pizza we can make something else!"
He nodded when you explained through tears you were just a tid more emotional, and he was just too sweet:(
Rudy kissed your tears, his lips brushing over your eye lids and cheeks :(
He smiled, uttering.
"I love you...you deserve the world, amor, you hear me?"
He said in a soft tender tone, letting his eyes roam on your tired face.
"we will have a nice day and you must rest as much as you want. I got you, amor..."
He ended by making the best pizzas. He gave you medicine, a warm bottle to put on your tummy and the best back masage of your existence :(
Rudy was unlike any men you ever met, he was just, him.
He treated you like the most precious gem.
He loved you deerly.
In fact, he wished for nothing more than holding you in nights like these, where you bury your head in his neck and he tells you fairytale in Spanish till you fall asleep.
He adored you
this could be me but instead i have an exam and dump finals to take care of. help
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inkdrinkerworld · 8 months
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beefy?soft!james period comfort just for you!! i’m sorry you’re feeling bad :( i hope this helps, even a little!
james honestly checks your period app notifications more than you, so he knows your cycle. the week before when you’re afflicted with pms, he’s prepared for you to be grumpy and clingy. he knows it’s only going to get worse when mood swings and cramps come into the mix. he makes time to stock up, making sure you have different options of pads or tampons in his bathroom, getting you a special bouquet, like the same kind he brought you on your first date or some other milestone in your relationship.
he knows snacks and comfort are needs as well, so he makes the couch comfy enough for you guys to nap on and repeatedly goes out to get you whatever kind of little treats you want, if he doesn’t already have it on hand. he has all your favs ready to pull out and he’s making you as many meals as you’ll allow him to. he hate hate hates it when you’re in pain and he automatically goes into fix-it mode
“can i get the heating pad for you, love? or some tea? i picked up the kind you like at the shops”
“are you okay in this position? can i adjust your pillows for you?”
“what can i do to make it better, sweet girl? a massage? do you want me to carry you to bed?”
eventually after you’ve been thoroughly pampered and offered a million different things, you just have to be like “jamie. if you don’t just lay down and hold me right now i might start crying” and he’s immediately cooing apologies at you and getting you arranged so he can lay behind you and be the big spoon.
also i feel like he’s one of those guys who’s always generating heat especially during cuddling so he reaches around and let’s you use his big, warm hands as natural heating pads :((
omg this was so sweet and cute and i loved it!!
on the pms part: he def checks your period tracker or even a calendar if you track it that way and braces himself for quick, snide retorts and then teary apologies later because, “i don’t mean to be mean to you jamie. i’m sorry.” he finds it so adorable because obviously he isn’t going to hold it against you, but he lets you apologise anyway!!
he makes you little snack jars! fills them up with your favourite stuff- sour and sweet candies and keeps it stocked so you never run out! he also isn’t bothered by having to go out and get you more pads or tampons! james is period positive and has pictures of the brands and the type you like on his phone in case he ever runs out!
james makes sure you’re eating iron rich stuff and stuff with lots of magnesium too! makes soups and stews cos that’s what the cycle app says you should be having and he’s always got your favourite show/movie close by.
when you tell him you just want him to cuddle you HES ON THAT SHIT!! slots himself behind you and rubs his palms together before pressing them on your belly! especially after you’d told him in a very weepy tone that heating pads can scar your tummy after extended use! if you do need it though, james is always sure you never fall asleep with it on!
ugh he’d be so perfect and i need him
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houseoftulips · 1 year
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Personal Period Tracker | K. Nanami ~ the one with your boyfriend being more observant than you thought
➤ pairing: boyfriend!nanami kento x f!reader
➤ mentions of: period things, fluff, more of a self-insert bc i’m on my period
➤ what reader goes through is something to similar that i go through but i hope some of you can relate
visit the bakery
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Never thought you’d see the day where you’d have a partner who’s a period tracker.
It’s been about eight months since your blonde and stoic boyfriend, Nanami Kento had asked you to be his girlfriend. With your relationship growing, you’ve both learned great many things about one and other. Sleeping habits, each other’s schedule, hobbies, mood changes, etc. But one thing you did learn about the blonde is how observant he is.
So much so that he had managed to learn your period schedule in less than four months. He had claimed that he got the jist of it around the third month in of your relationship. Reason being he learned so fast is because he hated to see how much you were going through before and during your period.
“Well, what did you learn about my period?” you asked with a appreciative smile as you watched him cut some vegetables for dinner.
“It’s basically you on your period for nearly two weeks,” he says in a factual tone.
You scrunched your eyebrows together i’m confusion. “But I only bleed for three days?” you question with a small laugh.
Nanami smiles softly as he turns his direction towards you to see that you a have a small pout on your face. He knew right away that you wanted him to explain further. “I say two weeks because of your symptoms that you get before you get your period,” he says, “You start cravings sweets like they’re going to run away from you,” he laughs.
You laugh along with him because it was true. About a week from the day you’re supposed to get it, you start craving sweets. Not like candy sweets; cake and ice cream sweets. If there are ingredients for the cake your craving you’d make it in a heartbeat. It you don’t? You either buy the ingredients or just buy the the actual cake itself. If you want ice cream and don’t have any, you go get whatever flavor you’re craving.
“Okay but knowing cravings is something that everyone learns fast. Do you know my actual period cycle?” you tease.
“28 days, if I counted right,” he said immediately without batting a damn eye.
You almost choked out of shock because you didn’t know how to check your cycle till your mom told you to download a period tracker app. “How the fuck did you learn that?!” you said in disbelief.
Kento laughs again at you being dramatic before answering, “To be honest I just counted back to when you told me you were going to miss dinner with me because your cramps were killing you,” he said.
“Then you showed up to my apartment with dinner and took care of me,” you smile as you lean up to kiss him, “Thank you for that by the way.”
“No need to thank me when I’ll always take care of you,” he smiles before kissing you again.
You pull away with a happy hum and kiss his shoulder. “What else did you learn, my love?” you asked.
“If you get cramps you have to take Tylenol right away or else they’ll get worse,” he sighs as he kisses your forehead before going back to making dinner, “You also have migraines two days before you get your period. I really hate seeing you like that, baby.”
You shrug it off because as much as the pain hurts, you’re used to it by now. “You worry to much, Ken,” you smile, “There are days when it’s even worse than that.”
“That doesn’t make me feel any less worrisome.” he sighs with a shake of his head.
“Okay, wait,” you say with a small cheer, “Do you know how my flow is?”
“Your flow?” he questions.
“Yeah! Like am is my period heavy or light?” you ask.
“Ah,” he muses, “You’re heavy the first day then gradually get lighter the next two.”
“It’s scary that you know that much,” you say to him.
“I’d rather know more than not know at all, love.”
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thatgirlie-diaries · 6 months
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Week 2 - #100DayReinvention Progress log ୨୧
Original challenge by @dreamdolldiary
Hello girlies! Welcome to the second log of this challenge. I liked this week alot since It has been the week that I have felt most productive and relaxed during this year, filling mostly my weekly habit tracker, achieving goals and tasks in a "soft productivity" way by acting based on my energy levels and letting myself rest and do fun things. I feel so excited for next week!
𝐈. My weekly progress
Health: did pilates on friday and saturday, slept earlier, my skin looks clearer and hair smells nicer, ate so healthy! (no soda, chips, more fruit and healthy meals, drank more water)
Academic: studied Italian 3 times this week, got an 88/100 in Economics' exam, listened to businness and climate change podcast.
Adulting: no progress
Hobby: wrote 3 quick blogs during the week
Social: planned two girly hangouts for next week, walked my dog with my sister
Healing: started meditating and doing yoga after waking up and before sleeping, answered journal prompts, understood why I have my avoidant attachment style. Understood soft productivity and applied it
Style: no progress
𝐈𝐈. I need to work on
Read more! I only read once throughout the week. Also, I need to journal more often to release my emotions and understand myself. I should use less my earphones for my sensorial health. Lastly, I want to learn more cooking recipes.
I need to practice driving (adulting goal) and improve my cheer skills (hobby goal) . I need to find a job too (adulting goal).
𝐈𝐈𝐈. Next week I will focus on
Maintain the great progress I have achieved last week by doing daily my healthy habits and having a relaxed mood, adding reading and journaling and taking action based on soft productivity and feminine cycle. Alongside, I will focus on practice driving and improve my cheer skills since those are the goals I am feeling behind.
See you next week, girlies! 𑄽𑄺ྀ
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petite-phthora · 7 months
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Nova... after a supernova
[DP x DC fic]
[Love at first... murder? - part 7]
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Part 1
Ao3
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In-chat nicknames:
OGnerd = Jason
BatDad = Bruce
Discowing = Dick
BloodSon = Damian
TheHotOne = Steph
TheCuteOne = Cass
Omnipotent = Babs
Flashlight = Duke
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Clockwork watches as the scenes unfold from the screen in front of him, a fond smile on his face.
He chuckles at the awkward farewell young Danny leaves one of Gotham’s Knights with.
However, as his gaze turns to one of the other screens, his expression switches from amused fondness to one of contemplation.
As he watches the recently deceased manic clown cackle his head off at the revelation of his newly ghostly existence, Clockwork can do no more than let out a weary sigh.
As much as he would like to interfere so young Danny would not have to deal with this endeavor, alas, he is not allowed.
Regardless, he muses, Danny will be able to handle it quite well on his own. Clockwork has complete confidence in him, as he gazes at the many timelines that may yet come to pass.
It will all work out in the end...
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After taking some deep breaths to calm himself somewhat, Jason puts his glove back on before getting back on his motorcycle and leaving the apartment building behind.
He should probably use the rest of the night to sleep, as it’s already quite late.
However, not too long after he leaves he starts feeling eyes on him. He's being watched, and he has a pretty good guess of just who it could be...
And that guess is confirmed when he sees the shadows moving across the rooftops.
Of course, they followed the tracker to find out what he's up to even after he told them not to follow
He lets out an irritated sigh as he revs the engine and makes his motorcycle pick up more speed. At this point he’s most likely going way over the speed limit but, it’s Gotham, so no one’s gonna care.
At least they only just found him and started following him, rather than when he was still with Danny. Small mercies…
Though, he notes with mild curiosity, interestingly enough Replacement doesn’t seem to be with them.
Jason decides not to jinx his luck by questioning it, for now. Tim’s probably just overworking himself on a case again while doped up on so much of his awful Red Bull, Monster, and coffee mixture monstrosity that he should’ve had a caffeine overdose by now 3 times over.
Either way, Jason’s so not in the mood for their questions
Jason wants to keep his family as far away from Danny as possible, for as long as he can. And not just because of their not date, but he wants to help Danny keep people off his back about the murder of the Joker.
While, as he has mentioned to Danny before, most people will probably celebrate his death more than anything, he wants to spare Danny from B’s disappointment and his 5 hour long morals speech at the very least.
At that point, Jason decides to try to throw his stalkers off by making some unexpected, sharp turns and using a lot of alleys. He avoids the cameras and makes a point to also disable the cam and tracker the Bats ‘sneakily’ left in his helmet, again.
After spelling out ‘Fuck off’ with the tracker’s path on the map.
Luckily for him, Jason has just made it to Crime Alley, which is his turf. He knows his way around better than the furry brigade that's still following him does and he’ll gladly use this to his advantage.
With a small grumble that's muffled due to his helmet, he decides to try another more blunt method to try and dissuade them from following him.
Or, at the very least, distract them so that he has an easier time getting away.
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0 days without the Joker breaking out of Arkham
OGnerd: Stop stalking me.
BatDad: Don’t text and drive.
OGnerd: It's speech to text. Dumbass.
Discowing: Jason!! 😃 What’s up, Little Wing? 🐦 Sooo, why didn’t you patrol tonight?? 👀
OGnerd: That's none of your business dick wad. Fuck off.
OGnerd: What part of don’t follow me did you not understand.
Discowing: I just wanted to catch up with my little brother!! 😁 Is that too much to ask? 🥺
BloodSon: Todd. Who are you courting?
Discowing: Dami!! 😠 I wanted to ease him into it before bombarding him with questions 😩
TheHotOne: no damian id rite
TheHotOne: we ned a more direct aproch >:)
TheHotOne: so jayyyyyyy, whos ur mystery boo ;)
TheHotOne:  dont worry u can tell m privtely ^-^
TheHotOne: i wnt tell, scuts honor o7
TheCuteOne: scuts
Omnipotent: scuts
Discowing: Scuts
Flashlight: scuts
Flashlight: Wait, you were a scout??
TheHotOne: no <3
OGnerd: I was just following up on a lead on a case I’ve been working on.
OGnerd: Besides, shouldn’t you all be focusing on finding that clown freak instead of stalking me after I explicitly said not to.
Omnipotent: Do you buy flowers for all of your ‘leads’ or are those just for the cute ones? 🤨
Discowing: Oh!!!! 😲 He got them flowers?? 🌼 That’s so cute! 🥰 I didn’t take you for such a romantic, Jay 😉
BloodSon: Considering Todd’s reading material it should not have come as much of a surprise, Richard.
BatDad: Red Hood, what do you know about the disappearance of the Joker?
BatDad: Is the person you were meeting with involved?
OGnerd: Nothing and no. Now leave me alone.
OGnerd: Middle finger emoji.
~ OGnerd changed the name of BatDad to WhyDoesClarkCallYouBabyGirl ~
~ OGnerd locked the name of WhyDoesClarkCallYouBabyGirl ~
WhyDoesClarkCallYouBabyGirl: Red Hood, this is extremely immature.
WhyDoesClarkCallYouBabyGirl: Change my name back and come to the cave for a meeting, now.
WhyDoesClarkCallYouBabyGirl: That was a misunderstanding and you know it.
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Jason turns his phone back off and mutes the chat once again. He managed to throw them off of his trail a bit ago and just now reached his apartment.
They know where he lives, yes, but it seems that they had finally noticed how not in the mood he was and decided to make the smart decision to give up and leave him the hell alone. For now at least…
Jason wouldn’t be surprised if they showed up at his apartment tomorrow anyway. But the metal baseball bat by the door and the gun in his holster should help.
After getting inside he changes out of his clothes and takes his time taking a shower. After getting out, drying off,  and putting on something comfortable he practically collapses onto the couch.
His eyes fall onto the faded number sequence still scribbled on his hand. With a small smile on his face, while thinking of the person who wrote it, he takes his phone back out again and makes a new contact.
While he’d love to call it some sappy shit like ‘Danny <3’, he knows his family and it has enough hackers in it that he’d rather make the contact name a bit less obviously stand out.
It takes a while, but after thinking back on Danny’s space rambles earlier that evening in the observatory, Jason settles on a contact name.
He names it Nova, after a supernova.
He doesn’t know how right he is.
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Taglist:
@i-always-say-yea   @uraniumwizard    @why-must-i-be-like-this   @griffinthing
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probablysomethingtm · 1 month
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Ok so I had an orchiectomy last week; here’s what I’ve noticed so far:
The pain was worst in the first 2-3 days, rapidly dropped in that time, and then plateaued. I didn’t need the super strong painkillers on the third day after the surgery, but I will probably need Tylenol for the next week or so
My mood and energy have been so much higher. Which sucks because I need to rest but I really want to do stuff
I feel my emotions way more strongly in a way I literally haven’t ever been able to before. I’m not as detached from them, I can actually feel them now
Because of the pain/discomfort, I can’t comfortably sleep on my side. This is the worst thing ever
Because they don’t want me to risk bleeding, I can’t lift more than 10 pounds or really exert myself. This is also the worst thing ever, I want to work out and squeeze my partner while we hug but I can’t ☹️ (also I was this close to using heavier weights when I do bicep curls and now I have to not work out for the rest of the month ☹️)
Walking is still a bit painful at times, but it’s getting noticeably better every day
They told me to avoid spicy food. I am not doing this. I have not noticed a downside
Not having to take T blockers every morning is nice. I kinda miss the extra color of pill in my pill tracker tho
I really hate being useless around the house
I’m pretty good at painting minis
Gloomhaven is really fun (scoundrel my beloved)
Anyway, yeah. Recovery is going well, there was a tiny amount of bleeding for a couple days but that seems to have resolved. Other than that it’s been fucking fantastic, I should’ve done this ages ago holy shit
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kissesforsatoru · 1 year
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Your writing is awesome! Can I possibly ask for some headcanons for Izana Kurokawa?
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pairing : izana x gn!reader
summary : general yandere hc’s for izana
⤷ cw : NSFW 18+, general yandere themes, manga spoilers, violence, threats, manipulation, unhealthy relationships.
notes : i’m gonna be totally honest, i didn’t read the manga before i got this ask, but i spent all yesterday reading it so that i could do this for you nonnie. and let me tell you,,, i have some THOUGHTS about izana. but it’s kinda long sorry 😭
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– izana doesn't really like people, especially new people, so the only way i see this happening is if shinichirou introduces the two of you while he's still in the detention center. and even then, he would hate you at first. you aren't his family, you don't care about him--you're just here because shin is, and that really annoys him. he thinks that you're just trying to take up his precious time with shinichirou, and it pisses him off more than anything--even if you smile at him sickeningly sweet and genuine, even if you're nicer to him than you are shin, even if you only seem to pay attention to him the entire visit, all you'll ever receive from him for the longest time is a sneer of his lip and the cold shoulder.
– but eventually his hatred for you drives him to think about you more than he would like to. and he notices every little thing about you because it all drives him mad with annoyance--like how you gasp and perk up whenever shin catches you in a lie or tells an embarrassing story about you, or how you get quieter when you have a snack or drink with you, or how you can't sit still when you're excited- or how when you're tired you start to sway and your pretty eyes start flutter, and he can tell you're trying desperately to stay awake but you always fail miserably. he hates every single one of those annoying habits, but god, does it make his heart flutter whenever he thinks about them after you and shin leave.
– then one day you just stop coming. he doesn't know why because shin refused to tell him, but of all the things that ever pissed him off about you, this one was the one that got him most riled up. so, when he's finally out of the detention center the first thing he does after meeting shin is find you, and once he does, you will belong to him--even if he doesn't kidnap you or even talk to you at first, you're still his.
– izana is a very manipulative and patient man, so he will wait till he has you in the palm of his hand to take you, no matter how long that takes. he'd install cameras and listening devices in your house, have trackers installed on multiple of your devices, do background checks on you and have his men stalk you--anything he can do to get information about you, it'll be done. he wants to know everything about you so that he can use it all to manipulate you into being his, but also so that he can be the perfect person for you. if he already knows your favorite foods and drinks, if he already knows the shows you like, if he can already pick up on your slight mood changes, if he does the things that make you swoon, then you're more likely to only need him and not some other person
– and once he has you, i honestly think he'd be worse than mikey, because at least mikey has a support system, but izana does not. he's unstable and doesn't trust people easily or at all, which makes him lonely. so when you're the only person left aside from kakucho that he truly loves and cares about, there's no way that he's letting you go or even giving you the chance to think about leaving him. he locks you up and only ever lets you leave if he's with you and if it's absolutely necessary. you don't have friends- why would you need them anyway? you have izana. and if you're really that desperate then izana will begrudgingly let you call kakucho your friend. but he wants you to depend on only him, because if you're gonna be the only person he has, then he will be the only person you have.
"i'm the only one you have, angel. nobody understands you like i do, not even kakucho. you need me, just as much as i need you, okay?"
– and like i said, he's lonely and unstable, so i think that he's very needy. he wants you to love him, please for the love of god just love him. he wants to hold you in his arms and he wants to be held in your arms, he wants you to tell him that you care about him and that you will be his family if nobody else in this world will be. he never says any of this to you, because as much as he wants it he's not someone that just admits his feelings, but he makes it very obvious in the way that he acts--glaring at you when you get up from bed to go do something and stopping when you're back in his arms, pointing out that you've been getting quite fond of kakucho in an annoyed tone, looking at you expectantly when he talks about family, like he wants you to say something. and you think that it's kind of cute that he desperately needs these things from you. you can't really be mad at him because he's just a broken, lonely person that just wants someone to love and care about him.
– honestly i can't see izana knowing a lot about sex, let alone having any expirience, but while he was in the process of manipulating you into being his, i think he'd definitely learn. because again, he wants to be the perfect person for you. he's soft and takes his time just thrusting at a nice, even paces that's pleasurable for both of you. and when he eats you out or blows you, it's very sloppy cause he doesn't know what he's doing, but he does know that you taste good and he can't stop until he makes you cum. i also think that he'd be a bit emotional during sex--not too emotional, but more than usual you know. it's when he tells you just how much you mean to him and that you make him feel so good all the time, but especially now when his thrusts are getting desperate, and he just wants to cum all over you cause you're so fucking pretty. yeah, he's extra needy during sex. it doesn't happen all that often, but sometimes he can get rough and aggressive during sex, mostly when he's super stressed or in a bad mood, and when that happens he gets more possessive than needy. he tells you that you're his and makes you tell him how good you're feeling and that he's the only one that can make you feel that ways--much different compared to when he's in a better mood.
"shit, shit, shit. you feel so fucking good. i'm making you feel good too, yeah? mhm, yeah, yeah i am."
– izana is the same as mikey when it comes to taking care of his darlings misebehavior. if you so much as think about disobeying him, then he's quick to correct it using any means possible. you know, the usual cutting, hitting, starving, isolating, even psychological abuse--it doesn't matter to him because as much as he loves and cares about you, he will not let you disrespect him by misbehaving ever again. i think that if you piss him off enough, he'd "let you go", but he's actually just letting you see for yourself that you need him. you have no family, no friends, no job, no money--you have absolutely nothing, because izana has always been the one to provide for you. and when you're about to be attacked by some aggressive gangsters that you just so happened to bump into and piss off (izana set them up), all you can think about is how much you want to go back to him. and once you admit that to yourself, he's won. it's kind of fucked up and manipulative, but it reminds you that you are nothing without him, and you will never be anything without him.
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neverchecking · 10 months
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More on the topic of reader who knows their power, making me think of y/n even rewarding the chain after they find out the people died. Like whether it’s a handmade gift personalized for that specific Link, or maybe a kiss, or maybe even just praise (could be in a way that’s subtle enough if the chain still doesn’t realize their goddess has a darker side yet, like maybe even just saying how they love the way they smile, how bright their eyes are, etc etc) and it just motivates the chain even more.
But also making me think of y/n (and chain ofc) coming across Bozai and y/n doesn’t even have to try and goad the dude, he’s already just so creepy that y/n wants the dude D E A D. And if all it takes is a wave of her hand or even sniffing to have them ready to tear out someone’s throat and make their goddess happy, imagine y/n fucking crying after Bozai said something a bit too creepy, or maybe his hand wandered. And after Bozai has been dealt with, giving her boys extra rewards for dealing with someone like that ✨
Also Sage my absolute beloved feral asshole 🩷 committing war crimes for his goddess and getting so many kisses as a result
Reader for sure uses praises and kisses to reward their Links. Maybe they get a handmade treat, maybe they get a slip of the tongue. Really, who knows? Depends on what they do and how fast they did it.
Lmao imagine a point system. Minus ten points to Sky who left a bloody trail, but plus three to Twilight who used Wolfie to throw them off-
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO BRING UP BOZAI
Like, okay, imagine Reader who is well aware of their power, but they come across Bozai. Bozai who moves too quick and speaks over them too loudly for them to do anything. Who gets too close and lets his hands get too bold.
Now, imagine Reader does the unthinkable.
And bursts into tears. It's all over for that man, I swear. Like all it takes is that one shaky gasp, yk the one, and all Links are scooping Reader into their little huddle.
Her tears are wiped and goodies are offered, anything to see their Goddess shine once more. And maybe Reader tries to feign like it was no big deal, knowing that would just rile up the Links even more. Like who was this...PARASITE?! Where did he get off dressing you down like that and making you doubt your self worth?!
Half of them, prolly the 'softer' half (Maybe Sky, Hyrule and Wind, possibly legend depending on his mood) stay back while the others go after Bozai go run some errands.
This is like the only time you will see the Triplets (Sage Wild and Cal) work together. Their the best trackers. They find him in absolutely no time. And while Sage is quick to want to snap this pathetic bastards neck, Time pulls him back. He made their goddess cry. That would be too quick, too merciful of a death.
Their gonna make sure the punishment fits the crime.
And this is a great crime.
Who knew errands could take hours at a time?
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pleaseeeimjustagirl · 3 months
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Things You Should Prioritize In Your Resting Season
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Heyyy babes<3 I'm surprised I never made this blog post I was looking back at my resting season post that a lot of you love and realized I never listed activities that could optimize your resting season so here It is<3. 
♡ Journaling. My favorite form of journaling that I talked about in ‘Building A Productive Routine And Being Consistent’  is gratitude journaling I always start my day with a gratitude prompt. You can do regular journaling as well. Journaling is a great way to let out your emotions. I prefer the pen and paper method I connect more than when I use my laptop.
♡ Mood Tracker. The app I use is Daily Bean the app allows you to track your emotions every day and shows you a diagram of your emotions for the overall week, month, and year. It does have a journaling feature as well I don't use it but if you prefer digital journaling I recommend it.
♡ Reading. Start reading self-help books I have listed many recommendations in ‘Reinvent Yourself In 2024’. Reading can help give you a lot of insight and allow you to learn new things. There are so many books on so many different topics find books that relate to the issues you face, read, and implement the teachings into your life. When I'm not reading self-help books I love romance books so much I'm forever a lover girl lol.
♡ Listen to podcasts. Start listening to podcasts that you relate to and actually find interesting. there are so many great podcasts out there. The podcasts I listen to usually focus on self-improvement, femininity, fitness, and mental/physical health. My favorite podcaster is Leo Skepi he is so real I don’t agree with all of his takes but I agree with most of them. I also love Hailey Gamba her YouTube channel is definitely a must-watch.
♡ Hobbies. Write out a list of hobbies that interest you and give them a try. Give yourself time to see what works and what doesn’t. I've learned so much about myself through hobbies and most of the hobbies I have are related to my goals and of course, some are not. Hobbies are a great way to get yourself out there and make new friends as well.
♡ Solo dates. Take yourself out once a month. It is super important to date yourself babes<3. Spending alone time with yourself is beneficial. You can do at-home solo dates as well. Here is a list of solo date ideas.
♡ Eating Cleaner. You are what you eat is so real! I'm not gonna get too deep into the science behind your gut health and brain health and how they are connected. But watch the two videos created by Andrew Huberman ‘Food And Emotions’ ‘Sugar And Your Brain’. Eating cleaner is good for your overall health. You can still eat out and processed food but an 80/20 lifestyle is key babes!
♡ Sleeping Routine. You can tell by now I love Andrew Huberman (Daddy Huberman) because again I'm going to drop some gems from him. He states that you should try and get a consistent amount of hours of sleep rather than trying to force yourself to get 8 hours of sleep every night. Try creating a sleep schedule my days start at 5:30am so I usually fall asleep at the earliest 8pm or the latest 11pm because I know getting 6-8 hours of sleep is best for me and keeps me going throughout the day. Everyone's body is different do what works for you. Video Link 
You don’t have to do the things that I have listed above if they do not fit into what you require from your resting season. I hope you loved this post babes check for this week’s affirmations<3.
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tempvstas · 1 year
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Hello! I’m new to your blog and I really love your work.
May I request Trey, Jamil and Leona with a reader who is stubborn and always claims that everything is fine..
*insert a huge fire happening behind them*
yep. this is fine.
And also, when they get upset of something or if they get severely injured, they’ll tend to hide it until the truth’s out.
- ♊️ anon
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Character(s): GN!Reader(no pronouns mentioned), Trey Clover, Jamil Viper, Leona Kingscholar 
Authors Notes: Hi ♊️ Anon! Omg I just realized your my first anon lets goooo. Apologies for the long wait, here you go!
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Trey Clover
There are times when Trey is also stubborn as hell and he cares a lot about you so there's you who's stubbornly trying to refuse any help whatsoever and there's him who's stubbornly refusing to let you do whatever you're stubbornly refusing help for on your own.
So it just turns into a whole back and forth thing until eventually you or him caves and lets the other do what they need to. Usually you're the one that caves first cause Trey is just that adamant
He scolds you lightly about not getting in over your head and tells you to tell him if you need help, even if you don't want to
He cares a lot about you okay? Don't push yourself too hard :(
If you still refuse to listen to him, he'll grab your hands and pull them into his own, and then he'll tug you away from what you're doing into his embrace
No you can't leave, this man has a vice-like grip on you.
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Jamil Viper
Well the both of you are in pretty much the same position, Jamil’s used to masking his emotions in favor of looking after Kalim
But he also cares a lot about you because you’re one of the first people who’s genuinely expressed concern for him without having an ulterior motive.
Jamil can easily pick up if you’re acting off or if you’re mood is somewhat different from how you usually act. He’s not going to pry into what happened if he can sense that it’s something that’s really, really upset you. But he’ll press you until you admit that something’s wrong.
There was this one time you had an accident in alchemy class and you burned your wrist. Instead of asking for help, you opted to keep quiet despite the pain in your arm.
Jamil quickly noticed the way you would shift things away from your injured arm and how you would opt to use your other hand. Pulling you aside, he asks to see your arm, concern in his gaze. 
While you refuse at first, Jamil persists and upon seeing your wrist, he magically pulls bandages out of thin air, wrapping it up. 
So in short, you can’t hide anything from this man, he’s gonna end up finding out anyways LMAO
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Leona Kingscholar
Stubborn, stubborn stinky lion
If he senses that you’re self-sabatoging; ie, you don’t say anything despite the fact that something is clearly bothering you, he’ll smush you underneath him and will refuse to let you go because even if he won’t openly admit it, he doesn’t want anything to happen to you just because you won’t say anything
So you can protest all you want saying that you’re fine when you’re clearly not, but you’re not escaping his grasp anytime soon, good luck
He won’t let you leave, until you admit that whatever happened to you was indeed not fine, and if you want he’ll sit there and listen to you rant about it. It’s good to get those emotions out. 
He never says anything out loud, but he does worry for you, and he’ll be damned if you get hurt on his watch. 
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strugglingatart · 3 months
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Jr year ep 2
This is me live blogging bc I need to get thoughts out also would love fandom friends full spoilers bellow the cut just so no one accidentally reads anything they don't want to this will be long
No shenanigans at the begining way lowkey sad I love our intrepid heroes being dumb
Siobhan and Zac kick it off with SUCH good turns straight away we love (also emily's cutting words? delicious)
Them all discussing more stuff mid battle is so nice I love but also not Ally forgetting they could try to heal lol
"playing with you all at level 10 has never convinced me more that this game is unplayable at level 20. fucking unplayable" Brennan the man who I 100% have seen play att level 20. But we HAVE to stan the complaing I love them so much Murph especially I always laugh so much
Siobhan please we cannot be confident before rolls they go bad then
we were doing so well like seconds ago and now everything feels terrible
ARMOR OF AYDA omg my loves
Kristen and Riz are me when my friends are being to sexual but also Kristen please remember you and tracker?
NOT FABIAN FALLING AGAIN, and his idea was real good as well, but Ally yeeting the dice also a big mood
Lou's sass was so good I love im so much
only one person saving out of everyone is brutal why do dice currenntly hate them
Murph loosing it at Ally's saving throws being empty is so funny, and poor them gatting so defensive (also have they been doing it wrong this whole time then? has it never been written down? was is just a mistake on their season prep?)
Zac and Lou killed that look at me bit I'm sorry they are geniuses
I truly thought Brennan was gonna make this fight SO much easier and in many ways I get why he didn't but I'm not over it
Listen Murph is looking SO GOOD this season it legit distracted me for a few seconds I had to go back to understand what Brenan said about the van flipping I am a disaster queer through and through
this is so intense all of a sudden omgggg
Poor hangvan ily and know Gorgug will fix you tho
Oh no Kristen, but also the die deadass turned on them, sad vibes (also I miss good rolling Murph I know we had him for one ep but I loved him)
once again yeeting the dice is a mood and then the whole if i hit anyone bit, art tbh
AHHHHH that nat 1 followed by a nat 20 was magical, also Em is wearing the naddpod live shirt 😍 I was 110% with her tho I wanted Gorgug to get it so bad so that deception roll was EVERYTHING TO ME, Ayda claming Gorgug as the greatest wizard is legit one of my favorite things whenever they bring it up and support that theory my heart is so happy
Brenan just being like yes these npcs i made up for the media res are just for that they will die even if they don't
Zac has what healing thing? again not knowing enough about DnD makes me bad at knowing who can do what
shoutout to the two crew
listen this theme of exaustion specifically with school will end me like i cannot it hits too close
Moggy the doggy! we stan Adaine the little guys guy(gal?)
Did Cassandra text you? Nonstop
this flourish lacks flourish (me giving the finishing touches to art projects for university)
LISTEN Fig asking about first day of school outfit was literally Emily choosing violence omg I felt that deeply
I still have jump and i haven't used it so I'm just gonna... I love Zac
They all LOOSE IT at two more guys and I know it was mostly the players but honestly having an absolute laughing fit out of exaustion is another big mood and I felt both seen and called out (I have STROIES about this) and like it just fit the theme so well
there's two nat 1's, Lou's full discociated, Murph's loosing it, it's pure chaos for a bit but whoever did the closed captions? A+++ job
Kristen taking ths ice cream sandwich out and going to the hangman is gold (also I remember the pouch of ice cream sandwiches existing like I fully remeber Kristen usinf it before but i don't remeber when/where she gets it despite having just rewatched both freshman and sophomore years and it's bothering me)
I want the so tactical so late t-shirt
Fabian passed so I legit thought that was gonna work but you know what? it's funnier that it didn't
"I was a turncoat the whole time" is so funny for no reason, also Fabian babe, ily but like why do you wanna kiss a mirror it will not be enjoyable (also at this point Lou is either feeding into all the comp-het queer theories or is like the queer whisperer)
The father the son and the balthazar made me cackle
I have said this before in a post somewhere but while I get where Kristen is coming from so much like truly I'm right there with her but also I kinda hate how she's avoiding Cassandra but also I get it baby but also pls do better (or at least change tactics in odrer to to it lowkey unhealthily)
Fabian I promise you you can do better LMAO Riz, you are correct
Again to me Fig's hypothetical is like fighting words I'd be pissed and depressed
But also high school me would have loved a dance camp tbh (also to be able to dance in general rip my dancing dreams, taken away by a chronic issue and over protective parents)
"I think I do a really half hearted prayer of healling just because I don't.. trust you" I love Ally so much
ah yes the silliness is back but they are so tired
wanna stay at our place? we have so many beds
The entire ecaf bit was so good i cannot deal
Hallariel is saying Fabian's name more like the elves or am I tripping?
Gillear is slightly less pathetic! he won a cruise! oh and they are engaged, full step sibblings Fig and Fabian
also poor Fabian like he needs his parental figures here... Cathilda better stay or I'm personally gonna have words with Brennan, stop making them suffer they fuck up things alone
ALSOOO there is no way Gillear would not want to talk to Fig omg I'm fighting brennan again
Gillear luck... did Fig uncurse him by taking that deal and is she about to get his bad luck?
SKLONDA we stan
Brennan I swear to god this tiny goblin has saved the world three times what do you mean he cannot go to college I will fight you, this scene hit me so hard omg we were promised silliness not heart wrenching reality in my fantasy
I think Zac legitimately forgot the mirror didn't run away for like a second which makes it funnier but Fig IS just that good. 32 decepetion fool the character and the player
BRENAN what do you mean Zelda gave back his stuff this is DURING the seven where they are still TOGETHER I swear I will riot
Frosty fair mentioned twice it's connected to or the big thing this season
The Thistlespring are SO PRECIOUS
Jawbone and Sandra Lynn made a cake I can't deal, and it's belated birthdays omg the way I would cry
THE RAGH AND LYDIA ART IS SO GOOD
the justaposition of Emily's cackle and Ally's face to the dangers Fig and Kristen are dangerously and/or wildly close to being expell is so good
Lou choking on water at "we're allowed to fail a certain number of classes each semester" also real good treiler editing bc I thought that was 10000% connected to the you let your god die line that comes right before it on there
Fig's been multiclass since start of sophmore year, does she do warlock classes sometimes I wonder
I like that Jawbone is not judging here he's just like facts: you are failing and this is why, now we can see what we do about it
ouch that whole im swimming my head is liquid kristen thing felt dangerously close to me... I usually relate to gorgug and riz like i adore kristen but she's never me what is happening (this is not bad just me having like my 10th identity mini crisis this year)
THE AYDA ART she looks so bummed but so pretty.. but also Brenan I feel like I said I'll fight you a couple of times here but if we get no ayda I will fly to LA and fight you
I reached text limit will do a part two
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Pairing: August Walker x Megan Jacobs (OFC) x Syverson
WC 3737
Warnings: Spousal abuse, mentions infidelity, and shower smut (mfm threesome)
@brattymum96 , @ouroboros113 , @peaches1958 , @summersong69 , @henryownsme , also @raccoon-eyed-rebel because this ho (affectionate) is horny on main no mood board because I couldn't find enough images I liked for one.
Megan walked into the office quickly, pretending not to hear people say good morning to her as she went past, schooling her expression into one of concentration. Going over to her desk, she set her bag down and started up her computer, sitting down in the chair heavily and dropping her forehead into her hand with a sigh.
“You’re late, Jacobs.” She heard but didn’t look up.
“Your powers of observation are astounding, Syverson.” She said and there was a pause.
“You okay, doll?” Shit. She may have been a little too aggressive with her comeback.
“I’m fine, Sy.” She said, “Just tired.”
“Hubby keep you up late last night?” It was said with a playful tone, but she ignored it, not really in the mood for banter. “No smartass comeback? Now I know something’s wrong.”
“Like I said,” Megan said, “Tired.” She heard his heavy footsteps come up behind her and he leaned against her desk, arms crossed over his chest as he looked down at her and she was once again clueless about how the dress shirts he wore didn’t burst at the seams when he did that. Life in the Army had clearly ingrained a disciplined workout regime that he still carried on even after leaving.
“What’s up?” He asked and she looked up at him briefly, taking the sunglasses from her face.
“I’m fine.” She said again but he wasn’t having it.
“You’re not--”
“Sy, can you please drop it?” She asked, looking up at him again.
“Whoa, hold on.” Reaching down, he gently brushed the fringe of hair away from her face. “Doll…” His jaw tightened.
“Shit.” She apparently hadn’t covered the bruise up well enough with makeup this morning as she thought.
“With me.”
“Sy, it’s--”
“Now, Megan.” There was a moment of hesitation before she stood, following him down the hall to another office. He walked in without knocking and the man behind the desk looked up at him with an arched brow.
“Sy.” August said and his eyes went to her as she stepped out behind him. “And Megan?”
“Close the door, doll.” Sy said and she did with a grimace.
“Mind telling me what’s going on?” August asked.
“Come here and take a look at her.” Sy said and August got up from the desk, going to her and looking her over.
“Okay?”
“Right cheek, under the eye.” He said and she was very still as he reached up, taking her chin in his hand and turning her face to the side gently.
“I don’t--”
“Look closer.” Sy said and he squinted a bit before realization came over his handsome features. “You did a good job trying to hide it, Megs, but I know what a bruise looks like when it’s covered by makeup.”
“What happened?” August asked, releasing her chin.
“It’s--”
“Megan.” August said and she sighed, closing her eyes.
“I confronted Jake about the fact that he hid an Apple Air tracker thingy in my car, badly I might add, and his response was to, invariably, punch me in the face.” She said, “As was his right. I looked it up in the domestic violence desk reference and everything.”
“Megan…” Sy sighed, running his hand over his buzzed hair. “I know humor is your defense and all, but now’s not the time.”
“You’re leaving him.” August said, “And I don’t want to hear anything to the contrary. I’ll get you set up with a good lawyer, but I won’t force you to press charges if you don’t want to.”
“I was already planning on it.” Megan said, “I was going to pack my things when I got home tonight.”
“You’re packing your things now. He’s at work?” August asked.
“Should be, yeah.” Megan said with a nod.
“We’re going with you in case he tries to play hookey.”
“Guys…”
“Megan.” August said, putting his hands on her shoulders. “Let us help you.”
“I know we had that open…thing in college, but really, you don't have to.” Megan said and both men sighed.
“We’ll stay in the car, but we’re still coming with you.” August said and she gave him a look.
“Fine.” She said and they left the office, heading down to the garage and getting into August's sleek black sedan. Megan sat in the back after giving August the address to punch into the navigation and the trip was made in silence. 
"Car in the driveway." Sy said and she leaned forward into the center console.
"Ah hell." She said.
"Babe?" Sy asked.
"He's home." She said, "Probably to catch me doing exactly what I'm doing."
"Well, we're not staying in the car." Sy said and August hummed in agreement as he parked outside, turning off the engine. They got out of the car and the front door opened, her husband standing in the doorway. Whatever bluster he had vanished at the sight of the two much larger men flanking her and she would admit to holding her chin just a little higher as Sy’s hand settled on her low back.
“Megan, I--” Jake started but she cut him off with a hand.
“I’m packing my things, Jake, and yes, I’m leaving you.” She said and they pushed past him into the house, August staying with Jake as Sy followed her up into the bedroom, watching as she started to pack some of her things. She would only take the essentials for now and would come back for the rest later once divorce proceedings had started. With a sigh, she sat down on the edge of the bed, looking around the bedroom. Ten years. Almost ten years they had been together, marrying after they both got out of college. Sy had gone into the Army officer's program right after graduation and August disappeared into some shady government job, leaving her behind as she was a year behind them. What they had hadn’t been serious, but she still had missed them terribly. Had she settled with Jake? Maybe. Needing some kind of companionship since the two giant masculine presences in her life were gone.
“Doll.” Sy said and she looked at him, her eyes starting to burn. “Shit.” He went over to the bed, sitting down next to her, and wrapping his arm around her shoulders, pulling her against him. “Is this the first time?”
“He’s shoved me before.” Megan admitted, “But he never actually hit me until last night.”
“Shoving is still violence, darlin.”
“I know that I do, I just…”
“I know.” Sy said.
“He was getting better, though.” She said, “It was rough when we first got married, seeing as all our friends knew that I had been seeing both you and August in school. I tried to reassure him that it was over and you two were gone, moved on with your lives, it was a college fling nothing more. I don’t think he believed me.”
“Controlling?”
“Kinda.” Megan said, “Didn’t like when I went out after work with friends, didn’t actively try to stop me, but he was pissed when I got back. A lot of yelling back then, a lot of accusations. Things evened out the more time went on, but then…”
“Then?”
“August got in touch with me and told me that you and he started up a security firm and needed a business manager. I jumped at the chance, not because it was you two, although that didn’t hurt because I knew you two, but because it was a big upgrade from where I had been and would actually be using my degree.” Megan said, “Jake didn’t like that. I didn’t tell him it was you two at first because I knew how he would react, but then the party happened and he saw who my new bosses were.”
“Damnit.” Sy said.
“It’s not your fault, and it’s not August’s fault. You couldn’t have known.” She said, “I think…I think Jake was always a bit insecure given who my last two partners were. You guys cast a big shadow.”
“Yeah, gettin’ that feelin’.” Sy said and there was a bang from downstairs making them jump up from the bed. Heading down the stairs, August had Jake face first against the wall, his arm twisted behind his back.
“What the hell happened?” Megan demanded.
“He attacked me!” Jake said.
“Bullshit, he took a swing at me.” August said evenly.
“Jake, with your recent behavior, I’m more inclined to believe August than I am you.” Megan said, “August, let him go.” He did, pushing away from him and Jake stepped away from the wall, holding his arm. “Explain.”
“Jakey-boy here started making accusations.” August said, “Saying that you were sleeping with me and Sy again. I told him he was wrong, and he called me a damn liar and swung at me.”
“Jake, I have never been unfaithful to you.” Megan said, “I’m not you.”
“He cheated on her.” Sy said, “You hear that August? He cheated on her.”
“I heard it.” August said.
“Well, maybe if she--” Jake cut off as August took a step forward, Sy moving to him and keeping him back with a hand against his chest.
“He’s not worth the police report, Walker.” Sy said.
“As if they’d find him.” August said, his tone even and Jake paled somewhat. “Are you finished packing?”
“Almost.” Megan said.
“Go ahead and finish up, we’re okay here.” August said and looked over at her as she hesitated, his gaze softening somewhat. “Really, it’s fine.”
“Sy,” He heard her ask as they turned to go back up the stairs, “What exactly did August do in his government job?”
“Unless you don’t want to sleep at night, you don’t want to know.” Sy said and August grinned a little, turning his eyes back to Jake who had paled even further, having also heard the exchange. He kept him locked in place with a steady gaze until they came back down the stairs, each holding a suitcase.
“You’ll be hearing from her lawyer, Jake.” August said, “Don’t make it any harder than it has to be.”
“Fuckhead.” Sy muttered as they went past him and they left the house, putting the suitcases in the back of the car.
“I don’t even know where I’m going to stay.” Megan said as she settled into the back seat of the car again, August behind the wheel as Sy rode shotgun.
“You can stay in my downtown penthouse.” August said, “Not having you stay in a hotel.”
“I couldn’t--”
“Accept it, doll.” Sy said, “Let us look after you.”
“Okay.” Megan said after a pause and watched the world go past out of the car window as they left the suburbs and went into the city. August parked in the garage of a highrise and they got out, him and Sy taking her bags from the trunk. She followed them into the building, the receptionist greeting them as they went past and the elevator ride was made in silence after August swiped his keycard for the top floor.
“Get comfortable, sweetheart.” August said once they were in the apartment, “Don’t worry about work, I’ll put some time off in the books for you.”
“Thank you.” She said quietly and he sighed, going to her and pulling her against his chest.
“It’s going to be okay, Megs.” August said, “It doesn’t feel like it, but it will. We’ll get through this and it’ll just be a bad memory.”
“Good thing I never joined our bank accounts.” Megan said, “Every time I thought about it, I just got a bad feeling and kept them separate.”
“Good.” Sy said, “You trusted your gut. That way he can’t fuck you over financially.”
“I paid all the bills anyway, so there’s that.” She said.
“Oh, so not only is he an asshole, but he’s a useless asshole. Good to know.” Sy said and she gave a humorless snort, patting August’s low back as she pulled away from him.
“I need to take a shower, get into something comfortable. Maybe eat a gallon of ice cream.” She said and August reached up, holding the side of her face briefly.
“We’ll be out here if you need us.” He said.
“No, you guys should head back, I’ll be fine by myself.” Megan said but he shook his head.
“Not leaving you alone, not right now.” He said and she opened her mouth to argue, but he silenced her with a finger on her lips. “End of story.”
“Fine.” She said, batting his hand away. Going over to a suitcase, she unzipped it and pulled out her toiletries and pajamas, heading into the bathroom after August gave her directions.
“Let’s see if the game is on, at least.” Sy said and they sat down on the couch, turning on the TV as they heard the shower start.
Quite a bit of time went by but the shower never turned off and Sy pushed up from the couch, heading into the bathroom to check on her. The bathroom was filled with steam, the mirror fogged over and he could see her standing in the stall, her head down as she let the hot water flow over her, her form distorted by the textured glass.
“You okay, doll?” He asked and her head picked up.
“Yeah, I’m…fuck it, no, I’m not. I’m not fine. I’m not fine at all.” She said and he hesitated a moment before pulling off his clothes and stepping into the stall with her. She looked up at him as he stood in front of her, her eyes red and he hissed as he saw the bruise now that the makeup was washed away. It was large and ugly, deep blue and purple at the center and fading out to sickly yellows and greens around the edges.
“Oh, babe.” He said, holding the side of her face gently, his thumb moving over the bruise. Tears gathered in her eyes again and he pulled her against him as she started to sob quietly, her arms wrapping around his waist. Sy held her as she cried, a hand at the back of her head keeping her against his chest. He pulled away only so much as to look at her and she turned her eyes up to him, hiccupping slightly. Leaning in, he pressed his lips to the bruise lightly, then to a tear as it fell from her eye, tracing it down to the corner of her mouth. Her gasp pulled him in tighter and he groaned, kissing her and holding the back of her neck. There was a moment where she did nothing, but then she relaxed against him, her hands sliding up his back as she surrendered to him. Sy parted her lips, sliding his tongue into her mouth and catching the moan she gave, the sound shivering down his spine. “Fuck.” He said, pulling away and breathing heavily. “This is a bad idea, you’re vulnerable right now, darlin’, and I--”
“Sy…” She pressed her lips to his collarbone, moving them up his neck.
“Fuck, doll. When’s the last time someone made you feel beautiful?” He asked and she looked up at him.
“Not since you guys.”
“Fuckin’ criminal.” He said and kissed her again, pulling her against him as he turned and pressed her against the stall wall, picking her up so she could wrap her legs around his waist. “I have an idea.”
“I know that look, haven’t seen it in a while, but I know it.” She said and he turned his head to the side.
“Walker!” He called out and the door opened. He must have been right outside. “Get the fuck in here!” There was a pause before the stall door opened and August stepped in, having shed his clothes as well. They were bigger than she remembered, heavy muscle giving them highly masculine forms with wide shoulders and narrow waists. She could feel the strength of Sy’s core through her thighs and he lifted her higher, his biceps bulging as he pressed his lips to her neck. August came in closer, capturing her lips in a kiss, his mustache rasping over her top lip as he deepened it. “Let go of me, babe.” Her legs dropped from around his waist and he turned her to face August, the other man looking down at her with dark eyes. Pulling her hips towards him, he kicked her feet apart gently, palming her backside in his large hands and squeezing, making her eyes close. “Fuck, you’re just as pretty as I remember.” August’s hands went to her waist as her own pressed against his chest, fingers curling against his skin as she felt Sy run his fingertips between her legs. “Fuckin’ gorgeous.” He whispered and she gave a small mewling sound as he slid two fingers into her, her lips parting and her eyes closing.
“Look at me, sweetheart.” August said and she opened her eyes, looking up at him as Sy started pumping his fingers slowly. His fingers turned inside her and his thumb pressed against her clit, moving around it in circles. August held the side of her face, tugging her up into a kiss, catching her soft cries as Sy pushed her further and further into arousal. “She’s ready, Sy.” August said, looking into her eyes as she panted against his lips. His fingers leaving her made her whimper, but then she felt the wide head of him move through her folds and press against her entrance. “Easy does it, I have a feeling it’s been a while.”
“Ah, fuck!” Sy gasped as he started pushing into her, her eyes closing tight as he stretched her open. After what seemed like an eternity, his hips were pressed against her and he ran his hands over her thighs. “She’s still so fuckin’ tight.”
"Make her feel good, Sy. Then it's my turn." August said and he held her face in his hands as Sy started a steady pace, his hips meeting her backside with every push. Pleasure shivered up her spine from the feeling of him moving inside her and August reached down, feeling between her legs and rubbing at her clit in tight circles. "So wet for us, baby. Just like old times."
"Only…" She cut off with a moan as Sy shifted, running over the spot inside her. "Only you two can make me feel like this."
"You hear that, Sy?" August asked. "Only we can make her feel this good."
"I heard her." Sy panted, "Never should have fuckin left her, never should have let that asshole get anywhere near her." He punctuated his words with heavy thrusts making her cry out each time he slid home. "You feel like a fuckin dream, doll."
"Fuck, Sy, don't stop." She gasped, August's fingertips still moving in circles around her clit. "Don't stop touching me, August."
"She's going to come." August said, "Take her home." His strokes lengthened almost pulling from her completely before sliding into her to the hilt, his jaw clenching in concentration, and she gave a cry, her fingers curling against August's chest.
"Fuck!" Sy exclaimed, slamming into her one last time before he emptied himself in her. "Shit." He pulled out of her and August tugged her to standing, capturing her lips and picking her up. Turning he pressed her against the wall, her legs wrapping around his waist and there was a moment of adjustment before he pushed into her, his head falling back at the feeling of her inner muscles still quivering from her orgasm.
"So fucking beautiful." He said as he started moving, her eyes rolling back at the feeling. "You always could take us one after the other."
"Missed you so fucking much." She said, weaving her fingers into August's hair.
"You hear that, Walker? She missed us."
"I heard it. Missed you too, Princess. Missed this pussy of yours, this gorgeous body, the way you look when we make you come." August said, "No one is ever going to touch you again, hear me? Just us. Sy's right, we never should have fucking left you. Ten. Fucking. Years." He accented it with particularly hard thrusts making her have to cling to him, "Ten fucking years we wasted. No more. Should have bent you over my desk the first time you walked into my office, called Sy in to have a go when I was done. Left you fucked out and sated."
"August." She whimpered, holding onto him and burying her face against his shoulder. "Love you two, so fucking much."
"Love you too, doll." Sy said, "Never should have left you. No one else ever compared."
"Megan, look at me." August said and she picked her head up. "You're ours, you hear me? Now and forever." She nodded and he kissed her, parting her lips and sliding his tongue into her mouth. "Now come for me, my love. Let me feel you." Her eyes rolled back again as her second orgasm hit her and August rode her through it before speeding up his hips only to push into her to the base, spilling inside her with a groan. "Fuck." He sighed, dropping his head to her chest and he felt her cheek press to his hair. "Sy, turn the water off. I'm taking our girl to bed."
"You got it." Sy said and August carried her out of the shower and into the bedroom, laying her down and catching her whimper with his lips as he slipped from her.
"Walking is going to be an adventure." She giggled and he smiled, climbing into bed and settling a hand on her waist. She reached up, running her fingertips over his face as if memorizing him again and he pressed his lips to them. Sy got into bed behind her, wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her back against his chest. She giggled again as he nuzzled her neck. "Your beard tickles."
"Not as bad as Mr. Porn-stache over there." Sy said and August scowled at him.
"Get some rest, love." August said, "We have a decade to make up for."
"Not nearly done with you yet, doll."
"Love you two," She said, "So much. I'm sorry it took me this long to realize it."
"We're sorry it took this long to get back to you." Sy said, "Should have never left you alone."
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