#I am almost definitely wrong but

[allthoseotherworlds]

I've heard of "they would not fucking say that" but I also sometimes feel like. Not only would they not say that, they specifically said the opposite of that and I know you all know it

#keeping this one vague for my own sanity #I am talking #I am almost definitely guilty of this too don't get me wrong I am very hypocritical

[aropride]

my shirt that says "i don't have an eating disorder" has people asking a lot of questions already answered by my shirt

#text #(this is a reference to another tweet i dont have a shirt that says that) #ed tw #weight loss tw #talk about weight in general tw #like yes i eat the same thing almost every single day & have to force myself through every bite #no i dont have an eating disorder #i just have autism and anxiety and its making my life a little bit unliveable at the moment ❤️ #i know i also have arfid which yes is an eating disorder but not like. in the way people probably think of if they look at me during #a meal and judge the way im eating and decide they think i have an ed (which i know is anxiety and nobody does that but still) #but i probably wouldnt get diagnosed bc im at a ''healthy weight'' #even tho i know that for My Body it's not healthy . i was eating relatively well for a brief period of my senior year of high school #& very briefly my freshman year of college #and i got to around [number] both times #and they were both short periods of time so i still dont know what like. a healthy weight would be For Me and for My body #but i know a doctor would tell me my weight rn is Normal and Good and that if i gain weight thats Bad and Wrong #even though i am definitely not eating enough and not getting enough Fuel For My Body To Work Right #its such bullshit. also i hope whoever invented the bmi kills themself #Well anyway. swagever ive been eating one singular slice of pizza for half an hour so i gotta get back to that

[dayas]

Wait I have a Genuine Question.

And this is no hate!! But…

What has Ricky actually done for Gina?

EJ bought her a plane ticket so she could be in the show she worked her ass off for, drove her home from the airport, asked how she was and boosted her self esteem, swooped in to be her exercise partner & swooped in again when the undercover mission went south and respected her when he thought he wasn’t what/who she wanted.

Ashlyn let her stay at her place so she wouldn’t have to move away, offered Gina a spot with her and Kourtney for their audition song and hyped her when she came up. She also supported her going after EJ because that was what made G happy.

Heck, even Nini basically said Gina was solid af in the moment they had together! Their friendship grew as well with equal support on all sides.

By contrast, has Ricky done anything for Gina just because he wanted to, out of the kindness of his heart, or anything like that? All I remember is Gina constantly running after him/trying to make a connection. They did connect in S1 due to their similar situations/natures but at the same time, the only scene I remember of Ricky doing anything for her was the car ride back to her house.

It just seems like she’s always making the first move with Ricky/chasing, but everyone else puts her first and reaches out/chases her instead.

#JUST TO BE SAFE I’M TAGGING THIS ANTI RINA #SO #anti rina #i was just thinking about it like gina did the heavy lifting during seasons 1 and 2 w/ ricky that’s just facts #but in relation to almost everyone else when it came to connecting (romantically or platonically) they extended to gina first #idk man I’m team Gina Being Loved Respected Appreciated And Put First #gina porter #ej caswell #ashlyn caswell #portwell #hsmtmts #k chats #i definitely could be wrong or misremembering but did anyone else notice this as a trend or am i trippin fr #on the real tho it feels like gina always cared more ab ricky than he ever cared ab her even in s1 i’ll say it #free my sis from it 🥲

[schmabbald]

poor olimar. he's not even a full inch tall and he's been sent to the Horrible Alien Death Planet so many times and it's still unclear wether he got to see his family in-between these journeys

#okay. definitely between pikmin two and three he got to finally see his family again. but the gap between one and two? #'hey there guy whos been struggling to survive on an alien planet for a month!' #'yeah so.... erm... you know that alien planet you almost died on?' #'yeahhh... well... you kinda have to go back. sorry. no you do not have time to see your wife and kids or sit down or shower or eat or-' #and then he gets paired with the absolute degenerate (affectionate) that is louie and instantly thrown back into that death trap #like. hes 1.9cm/0.75in tall please let him have nice things #and i am saying all of this with pretty limited knowledge #....he got to see his family after pikmin two right? he got to rest? he got to go a minute without being in mortal peril right? #i know he was in mortal peril again in the third game but he seems to have come back to earth On Purpose that time #granted everything went awfully wrong again but he and louie seemed fine for the first few minutes? #then olimar gets yoinky sploinkied by the magma wraith and louie robs three peoples food supply (albeit in self defense) but. details #why cant olimar have nice things #oh yeah i dont know what happened in the fourth game. i think its a soft reboot of the story? and if we consider that to be the case then- #POOR OLIMAR #poor little guy. hes not even 2cm tall and he has encountered such hardships

[thompsborn]

i know i’ve said that being able to do the stereotypical insane ao3 authors notes is fun and amusing to me but can the universe NOT take that as a challenge to add more shit to my list of things to add next time i post ???? like. fucking. Calm Down Please.

#situations keep happening and i am TIRED #had to restrain a kid at work today which was AWFUL but he was trying to run into the road so i literally had to #almost cried bc of it but got the situation under control #but then when on my way to meet w coworkers to carpool to a meeting #my tire popped #super fun times super awesome super great #i mean my mom helped and we got it all fixed and handled #but basically from noon to like 6pm my mom and i were dealing w it bc everything had to be COMPLICATED #so i only just got home like 45 mins ago ish and i am SO tired holy fuck #but im eating left over orange chicken and then gonna shower and then just gonna be lazy and read and maybe write #if i have the brain power i will work on hb chp17 #but i also have a 4 hour training for work tomorrow so yeehaw #its 12:30-4:30 which isnt that bad but still #im also going to my dads afterwards to stay the night and visit him and my siblings #which is a good thing dont get me wrong i love visiting them #it just means i wont have a lot of freetime this weekend to work on writing and cleaning and stuff #not the end of the world and definitely worth it to see my dad and my baby siblings #but i wish it was a 3 day weekend so i could also have a day to just stay home and do things that i havent had the time to do yk #oh well. tis life. adulthood. having to handle situations and finding the best out of shitty circumstances. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[kingdomoftyto]

Rotating Simon Petrikov in my mind again...........

Right now I can only envision the F&C series ending in one of two ways for him:

Simon is persuaded to permanently move to Fionna's magic-free world--a chance to live the peaceful, scholarly life he was denied by the war and the Crown. We see that he can't relate to the humans in Ooo because they're so far removed from what humans were like back in his time that they might as well be aliens, but this alternate world would be just like he remembered his old life to be, and thus more comfortable for him to settle down in. Even if it meant leaving Marceline and the others behind in Ooo, I could see this being a real possibility if Betty somehow finds a way to go with him. It would require moving on irrevocably from one part of his life, but they'd get their simple, mundane--yet happy--ending.

Simon is forced to reconcile with the fact that reuniting with Betty is either impossible or not worth some terrible price. Maybe he realizes he's not willing to cut himself off from his Marceline and the little ragtag family they've built, even for a life with Betty. Or maybe accepting the mundane life for himself would also doom Fionna and Cake to a life of misery and broken dreams, and he can't bring himself to betray his new friends for such a selfish reward. Either way the result is that he returns to Ooo, to basically the same situation he was in at the start of the season, but finally free from all the regret and guilt and grief that was stopping him from moving forward and finally embracing the second chance that Betty gave him back in "Come Along with Me".

I honestly don't know which I think is more likely at this point OR necessarily which one I would prefer, because they both have pros and cons. I maybe lean toward the second one because I tend to hate "the magic is gone, and that's good!"-type endings, but depending on the buildup I could still see it working. Ultimately it'll depend on wherever Fionna and Cake themselves end up, and I have NO idea where that's going lmao

#Adventure Time #Fionna and Cake spoilers #they'd BETTER not try to pull some crap about FIONNA being happier in the non-magical world because THAT would be nonsense #and like. hm... it would almost make the most sense to me right now for F&C to just live in the regular Ooo??? #despite their current goals in the most recent episodes I haven't really seen any compelling reason why the world Fionna started in would #benefit as a whole from becoming magical. and in fact it feels like it might be kind of a jerk move to everyone else to do so. #she seems to be the only one who's definitely unhappy with her life there (though maybe the Gumshall b-plot will prove me wrong later!) #but obviously it feels weird and maybe like. unsatisfying? for her to just exist in the same world as Finn #so maybe they're going to resolve this by creating a whole separate Ooo just for her (which seems excessive) or #OH OH what if Fionna and Cake end up able to just travel the whole multiverse at will!! #maybe they'll resolve the cosmic crime stuff and connect their home universe up to the rest of the multiverse web #allowing easier travel between the worlds because of some kind of convenient plot device #idk now I'm just throwing out baseless theories because they sound cool to me #I am gnawing on the bars of my cage WHEN IS THE NEXT EPISODE

[synthshenanigans]

Soul was so real for that

What IS going on behind my eyes tho

#nothing the answer is nothing #no thoughts behind those eyes #is almost 4am let me have my random ass thoughts #anyways soul is so real i love that guy #for all the wrong reasons #i am definitely mentally stable #moss post #chonny jash

[oculusxcaro]

I absolutely LOVE the body horror and how it's not flattering or cute, like this isn't some cute little ears and tail shit, this is ACTUALLY GROSS and I love that,so many people refuse to actually make their "monstrous" characters unsettling in any significant way that might impact their attractiveness. Respect. Also, the idea it makes petting cats and furry critters harder is genuinely the most tragic side effect I've ever heard, that hit me way harder than so many other "was a lab rat" character's after-effects because holy shit, that would be the WORST for ME PERSONALLY. It may not seem like the most tragic awful thing compared to PTSD and pain and so on, but like, it's UNIQUE and it's incredible relatable in its mundane nature at the same time, and feels so much more sad and real than a bunch of OTT trauma stuff I can't actually relate to. Hope I expressed this well!!

Please tell me your favorite things about my portrayal/muse?

Thank you so much for the lovely response!!! I will admit I was floored by your words and couldn't help but stare at the inbox for the longest time pondering how to respond to such a thoughful message, because you touched upon something I didn't think many people would really pay attention such as Khare's issue with petting cats? It's such an everyday, mundane thing like you said so the fact you can relate how hard something like that would actually be despite it being one of the simplest joys most people wouldn't think twice about. Sure, there's the PTSD, the pain and trauma that comes with being an unwilling lab rat and growing all those very gross eyes and teeth which are not cute at ALL, so you finding that one very tragic aspect to her character is something I honestly smile about (in the worst possible way!) because for all the horrors that are part of her background, the everyday and mundane is something I wanted present too? At the end of an awful day, giving your beloved pet a hug is pretty much the only good thing about it and this poor bitch can't even have that because of her nasty, staticky little hands LMAO.

#sebastianshaw #memes ;; what's your favourite thing about my muse? #Seriously though bless you for this RF! #You touched upon some things I was a bit self-conscious about like was the cat headcanon too silly? #So you liking it and understanding the tragic aspect behind it is so reassuring like I can't even begin to describe it #In a series like DC almost everybody has deep heartbreaking backstories full of trauma and this is one of those little things that #really sucks for Khare even though it's something as simple as stroking a cat #Which she can't really do bc of her skin carrying a stronger electrical current #It's so random and not something people would consider tragic but you do! You understand! #I would die if I couldn't pet my dog or snuggle with her anymore and she can't understand why #Also YES I AM SO GLAD YOU MENTION HER GROSS BODY HORROR #It is definitely made to be as unappealing as possible like it shouldn't even be a thing it's so wrong #Eyes and teeth growing randomly in places they SHOULDN'T and overall just being unsettling/disturbing/ugly #Bless you for this again and cheering me up friend ;u;

[piplupod]

mother: "theres this great job where you'd be on-call to come in!"

me: "ahhh i don't really want to be on-call, that would stress me out a lot because I'd always be on edge,,"

mother: "no you wouldn't, you could make it your thing!"

me: "...my thing?"

mother: "being on call! it'd be great! :)"

me: "i would probably be crying like... a lot ahaha. because I would always be on edge never knowing when to expect having to go into work, yknow?"

mother: "nooo, you could just make it a thing!"

me: "sorry, what do you mean by thing?"

AND I NEVER FOUND OUT !!

#i feel very ill fdsjkl tonight was ... not good #not the worst definitely not the worst #just. a lot of diet talk and making fun of other ppl that she expected us to all laugh at (and we did. idk if they found it funny.) #and brother labelling some influencer having rape charges against him just ''internet drama'' #number one: i dont want to hear about that. number two: that is not just ''drama'' that is like. serious. what the fuck is wrong w youuuu #my mother will say that all the food i eat is very bad for me and do that while knowing full well i struggle to eat Anything #and say that simply Adding things to the diet is pointless bc ur poisoning urself still! u have to Take Out things! i cant fucking do that! #im still baffled that two years ago when i tried to go to them for help when i was almost fainting from not eating they just shrugged at me #''okay? why are u telling us this?'' BECAUSE YOU ARE MY PARENTS. AND I AM TRYING TO GET HELP. #i should've known better than to try tbh but like. its so hard to completely let go of every sliver of hope that they'll... be kind #like me saying i was feeling suicidal a few yrs ago just garnered a ''oh don't start this again. we're not doing this again.'' #and me admitting my own damn self to the psych ward just had her telling me ''i dont think you actually needed to go :/'' #mother dearest if it werent for the other fuckers in the brain (caused by you abusing me) then i would've been dead several times over #i am so fucking tired i am so sick of these ppl it is so incredibly painful and terrifying that this is supposed to be my family #this is the one support system i get in life. and it is no support system at all. i am fucked !! i am so unbelievably fucked!!! #i know other ppl make it thru but they are much stronger than me. i am lacking something that they all have lmao. i am cowardly and weak!!! #i have been trying so fucking hard to figure out how to like. make this work. how to survive in this society and its just. impossible #i think we're back to the clock ticking down as my bank account runs out #i cannot be employed and ppl keep telling me disability won't accept me so i am just. unanimously fucked over i suppose #i have two years !! two years until i run out of money!!! thats a lot of time!! to make all the art i want to make!! #i will make this work for these two years i will cope and make my art and disconnect and daydream through the intolerable parts #i will make these two years so good sdfjkl im gonna make it to the end of them #sorry this is all coming flooding out fsjdkl i've just tried so hard to be like. positive abt things and laugh abt things and be okay #im tired of trying to make it okay fdsjkl i am wallowing tonight i guess. boohoo poor little me fdsjkl i'll probably get over it soon #just need to like. let a little of the pressure leak out so i don't completely crack and do smth stupid #it will be okay !!! or as okay as it can be !!! this will be blocked out by tomorrow morning probably!! #or it'll have to be LMAO i have my silly old lady yarn group tomorrow and i need to be Normal for that #suicide tw #abuse tw #ed tw

[arlo-venn]

GI says next plan re: my pain spreading across my abdomen and to the spleen area is to do chest and full abdominal x-rays 🩻 I hope I can schedule them for before the gallbladder surgery.

#bc I don’t want a second surgery if something is wrong #he also doesn’t seem to think it’s normal for me to be carrying pain around my gallbladder for as extended periods of time as I am #(which is almost always) #I thought that was normal for gallstones but he seems to be saying that it should only hurt soon after eating and not for more than 15 mins #I say it seems bc the message was confusing- I think his assistant was typing it as he said it and she kept switching yous to shes and back #with little to no sentence structure lol #idk if he means that it should only be extremely painful after eating or if he means #that there should only be pain at all after eating #he said spleen and intestines won’t show well on ultrasound so- xray #I’m worried if the xrays don’t show anything then he may stop believing me about the pain #and not decide to proceed to CT #he says insurance won’t approve MRI without abnormal xray or CT results but #my insurance has literally never questioned a single order a doctor has sent #I’ve definitely had MRIs for things without abnormal results from other tests #but that’s ok #I love MRIs tho they’re so relaxing 2 me #Makes me feel like I’ve been abducted by aliens #in a good way lmao idk #the only thing I’ve ever even had to get prior authorization for was when I could only have name brand adderall #if you live in Ohio and have Medicaid I promise you CareSource is the best option they have #if you’re on a different Medicaid plan and they give you trouble you should def switch to caresource

[minglana]

i get home after 4 hrs of biking (i usually dont exercise at all) tired, thirsty, hungry, and i still have to make lunch. i ask my dad if he can go downstairs and open the garage for me. he pretends he doesnt hear me and keeps talking w my friend. i get increasingly mad until i have to go downstairs myself. but im the one in the wrong bc i yelled at him in front of someone

#the fact that when i try explaining myself he literally ignores me bc he /knows/ hes right #and i start getting mad AGAIN bc HES NOT LISTENING TO ME and he tells me i dont have control of myself #well maybe i dont have control of myself bc i never feel in control anyways! and i never get to explain myself! #and i never get to do what /i/ think is right!!!!!!!! fuck 'elders are always right' #if u treat me wrong how tf do you think im gonna respond!!!! im definitely not making you a bed of roses and im definitely not backing down #'not in control of myself' and its just. having my own opinions and wanting myself to be heard and MAYBE have someone listen to me #from time to time #oh and i almost tripped down the stairs bc my knees were so weak from biking! so its like. mmm yes. i have to do everything myself. #oh and i literally told him and he basically said 'tough luck' like???????? what am i even supposed to do!!!!! #i truly feel like im not even being respected as a person this yr in the dorms. and i come home and i get this shit too???? #z xarre

[britneyshakespeare]

being aroace is weird bc i’m queer but other queer ppl for the most part don’t understand the way i’m queer unless theyre also aro and/or ace

#i belong to the queer community but ppl think i'm an asterisk #queer on a technicality #queer because i'm definitely definitely definitely not straight #and i relate to other ppl under the queer umbrella but i feel like they don't. relate. to me #most likely bc they haven't seen or heard from many ppl w my experience which is...... hmph #bc i didn't really see or hear from anyone w my experience until i realized... oh shit that's me #& had to go seeking out others. i had to be inclined for my own self-interested reasons. which were totally fair #but like most other ppl are just. not. inclined to learn about aspecs especially not arospecs #which frankly i think i just get more and more aro w age #tales from diana #i'm gray aro (but very VERY aro okay very very disinterested in romance & borderline romance repulsed) #it's happened a couple times.... briefly for the most part. the 'gray' area is not very important to me nowadays #but when i was younger & i had NO CLUE i was aro & i just wanted romance i was very very confused #trying to figure out if i liked girls or not...... which i do....... but like...... in the same...... lukewarm way i liked boys #so i am sapphic and when i finally started to accept that side of myself around 18-19 it felt very important to me #& i still am sapphic. i still am queer in that way. but i hardly hardly ever care to define myself as bi these days. #not because i'm NOT bi anymore. but bc the way almost everyone uses 'bi' i just don't really feel represents me. #im aroace... that's what i am. other aroaces & their experiences represent me #my friends irl all know i'm queer but only like 3 of them even know i'm ace. bc it's not easy to come out as. #but i... do not like to tell ppl i'm bi. not anymore. they get the wrong assumptions in their head. #& those assumptions don't make me uncomfortable except for. it's not ME. #that's the only thing wrong w it. it's that there's this big missing MOST OF MY IDENTITY in my relationships. #i wish ppl fuckin understood more widely the aspec experience. for real. #my fellow aspecs i love you all btw.

[tj-crochets]

Hey y’all! Weird question. Is there a way to get a definitive diagnosis about whether or not the flashing lights issue I have is flicker vertigo without an EEG? I found out last week that EEG adhesives are a fairly bad asthma trigger for me, and idk if there’s a point in continuing to try to go to the neurologist if they can’t actually test me for anything Also, side note for people who get migraines: does taking a benadryl* end your migraine if you take it in the beginning stages of the migraine, or is that a “my allergies are weird” thing? *specifically US benadryl I think it’s a different medication with the same brand name somewhere else but I can’t remember where

#the person behind the yarn #I mean. I do get migraines but only with allergies #and if benadryl completely fixes my migraines...I figure that's not really a neurologist issue that's an allergist issue #I also get pretty bad muscle cramps and spasms but I already got the neurologically test about that one #and it's not nerve related #also I have like...three different 'I process electrolytes wrong' health issues #my muscle cramps are almost definitely related to that and thus #and endocrinologist issue (or possible nephrologist) #really it's just the flicker vertigo I'm trying to go to a neurologist for #but the one neurologist I couldn't even get in the door because his nursing staff smoked outside it #and the other I found out I can't be around EEGs #so like...at this point I am very close to just listing neurologists as an asthma trigger #fun fact: cops are also an asthma trigger! not a joke! #well. kind of a joke. it was one specific cop #his cologne was so strong I had an asthma attack in a Chilis once #anyway the list of people I am allergic to is: neurologists! a cop! and my sister!

[maeo-png]

australia moment

#35° today and the bus driver dropped me at the wrong stop #turned a 5 min walk to work to a 20 minute one #i am dying #and almost definitely sunburned #i’m hella lucky the break room is air conditioned

[fructidors]

the best thing about mountain goats shows is that you can go to several. if you want

#finally letting go of my pre show anxiety for my fourth & fifth shows this year and seventh & eighth overall #these ones might suck! i have reasonably evidence to suggest they almost definitely will not! but should they suck it will Not be the end #of the world because i already have FIVE life changing tmg show experiences under my belt #FAR more than my fair share #also am i getting the info wrong or are all these venues Small #both of the ones i’m going to are like. 700 capacity?? #which i get isn’t Small small but still compared to places i’ve seen tmg before #anyways. full of joy & peace my beautiful wife (the mountain goats) is coming home from the war (not being in the same state as me)

[spider-sideblog]

saying, “I do support the existence of a Jewish homeland.” makes you a zionist. my brother in christ pleaseeee use your brain !!

I am not your brother in Christ, I am Jewish. Please use your own brain

#we keep switching up definitions btw #by this definition it wouldn't be wrong to call me a Zionist but I wouldn't call myself one #by almost any other definition #which most people don't use the actual definition #I am not #it is so hard to navigate which definition y'all wre using at any given time