#I am crying inside

[cloneloverrrrr]

Me rn knowing Wolffe will never be my husband cos he ain’t real

😭😭

#clone thot #commander wolffe #commander wolffe thot #commander wolffe smut #104th battalion #clone simp #clone troopers #talk to me about clones #i am crying inside

[hit-with-rock]

today I realized that my cross-sections had vertical exaggeration (I am actually an idiot) and locked my keys in my car at the laundromat (actually a bigger idiot)

happy monday :)

#kat rants #I am crying inside #also running on 3 hours of sleep

[thuidium-delicatulum]

i was reading a fanfiction and i just read, and i quote, 'he had commercially large breasts.'

time to close my laptop for a while.

#fanfiction #whackass authors #oh my god #i am crying inside #commercial #does it mean someone is buying them #can we trade mate

[blackkewpie]

a million homophobic jokes about the will byers lego man story. zero places to post them without fear.

#i am crying inside

[nothingbizzare]

Fashion icon

#everytime i hear someone say that he has a horrible fashion sence i cry inside because i am a guy who is taking fashion classes... #man .... #HE SOO SILLY AAAAAAAAA #love putting the trans flag everywhere because he is trans for me #my friend asked me to draw him in this outfit #nothingbizzare art #mp100 #mp100 fanart #teruki hanazawa #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho fanart #art #digital art #i would dress like him if i had so many clothes ...

[cadetral]

okay i have a theory(no its not a cry for help)

So, in this last scene:

Ron says she will have 60 seconds to read the script meaning everything Reagan said is in the window of suggestibility.

And she reads the script to create the identity they are going for but, then she starts talking:

So that also goes into Ron's head right? What if he starts wondering about the person that searched for thousands of lifetimes to make him happy?

What if he starts wondering who that little voice in his mind is or that sentence without a voice belongs to?

What if he can't stop thinking about that person who's gonna miss him,

And he'd miss too if it were possible.

And it would be so fucking painful to just remembering but actually not remembering at all. Like trying to remember a word but not being able to form it in your head or like knowing where your step is going to land but then stepping on a stair and so, stepping into a space; falling down briefly but still falling. Feeling that float-y feel of a fall and landing on the familiar ground; feeling the little sound inside and coming back to the reality.

That kind of an annoying feeling that comes and goes. And when he can't handle it anymore, can't handle not knowing; he tries to reach for it, search for it, tries to recognise it, name it and find it...

... does this make sense is this how memory erasing works JWEBKEBRKF I DONT KNOW AND I DONT CARE!!!

#dont mind me im just losing my mind #its 3 am and ive been crying for 2 hours and this is the outcome #tell me im not crazy and this does make sense #it does #RIGHT #netflix inside job #inside job spoilers #inside job season 2 #inside job netflix #inside job 2 #inside job #ron inside job #inside job ron #ron staedtler #reagan ridley #inside job reagan #edit 1: i fully convinced myself that ron is coming back in s3 #delusional bitches join me

[thelifelessgirl]

Everyone gets tired of me at some point.

Then eventually they’ll leave.

They all do.

#black and white #quoteoftheday #quotes #sadnotsad #poets on tumblr #depressing quotes #sad quotes #sadgirl #anxitey #i'm just so tired #sorry for being depressing #dead inside #i am alone #i wanna cry #i worry too much #my wrists are killing me #kill yourself #poemofthenight #my head is killing me #nobody talk to me

[meownotgood]

haha hey so apparently someone stole my whole fic... copy and pasted except for tiny things changed... here is the link to their """fic""" (sorry random person I had to steal the reblog from). they've since deleted the fic off their blog + deleted their ao3 + gone on a hiatus so..... that's cool and whatever....... but they have written a lot of other shit so... don't be a dick but maybe check that for funny business too...

#yall I am literally #I don't even know what to say LMFAO #their fic before they deleted it had more notes than mine....... like what..... #I've never had this happen before so I'm just.... in awe........ #is leon similar to aki or something I don't know this man. who are you #it sucks so much too because that fic of mine #is probably my favorite fic I ever wrote #I poured so much love into it #so many little aspects of aki's character that I enjoyed fleshing out #and to just have it stolen #like if you stole a shitty drabble I wouldn't be as wounded but to steal 20k words of love..... #that's messed up man........ #I'm laughing at this but also. crying inside a little #thank you to the person who told me about this because since they deleted it it would be really hard to know otherwise #yeah........... yeah.....

[neoncl0ckwork]

I just think they're neat

#inside job #inside job season 2 #ron statler #reagan ridley #i am crying from the finale jesus fucking chriiist #my art #fanart #doodle

[sysig]

They’re both so cute, what’s up with that (Patreon)

#Doodles #Adventure Time #Simon Petrikov #Betty Grof #Does an almost-married couple need their ship tag? This is canon (loosely) but I mean #Petrigrof #Anyway I love them <3 #They're so flippin' cute together ugh they're in the Love Is Real sector of my mind next to Morticia and Gomez Addams #They make me cry they are in love I love them! That's the formula lol #Also them being starcrossed probably adds to it lol I am also a sucker for Love That Cannot Be (for whatever reason) #They're a bunch of goods! And they're fun to draw! What more could I ask for #Anyway lol onto what I actually drew of them <3 #I am so in love with AI!Simon letting off love hearts in reaction to AI!Betty inside the crown it's literally so cute #I love when they're so full of ♥ for each other it's so cute ;; #They're both tiny as well but just the way Betty manhandles him haha #Especially when she hops through the portal and just moved him all over the place in relation to the flying carpet #Honestly that whole sequence is so good - Death rolling up and Simon refusing him despite being so ready I ;;;; He has so much faith in her! #They're so cool #I'm also pretty sure I also doodled that before seeing Episode 8 of F&C of the two twirling around where Betty ends up on the lower stair #They give twirly vibes! Pick each other up! Especially Betty tho haha #The only way he can be taller than her: She picks him up lol #Kiss attack because he's cute and he enjoy it <3 #And then more very aggressive compliments lol #Who can blame her for getting cute aggression looking at that guy #He'll hug her in revenge later don't worry about it lol

[w1lmuttart]

Omake that keeps me up at night redraw 🕺✨

#hey hello hi the implications and stuff in this omake makes my brain spin like the inside of a microwave #like the way sho figures out he has powers and immediately links it to fighting and violence #toichirou really had influence over baby sho and it seems like seeing his mom crying is what made him go ''oh shit that's bad actually'' #or like at least lead them to have that conversation #one doesn't show us a lot of backstory for sho's family but the small bits we get makes me go D': #i am holding him gently #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #mp100 manga redraw

[gyuville]

no bc i really don't trust people who genuinely think saiki hates his friends. like i get it, saiki does wanna be alone most times. but did they miss the eps where saiki kept an eye on his friends even when they weren't together and helped them?? i mean i could name numerous cases where he puts his friends above all else. i thought we all knew saiki is an unreliable narrator?? 😭 plus his mother did Not raise him like that

#like him having a ''mysterious sickness'' on the ship knowing full well he was just sea sick #its our job as viewers to see through the characte's facade #pls do not fall for it #he genuinely cares so much about every one of his friends #hes so amazing im gonna cry #i am so sorry abt the rant #i feel physically ill when i see blatant mischaracterization of them #it makes me feel so warm inside #do not play with me when it comes to my hyperfixations #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #kusuo saiki #saiki kusuo no psi nan #saiki x reader

[that-disabled-princess]

Merlin getting his magic back has affected my disabled heart so profoundly that I must write another meta on magic being a disability parallel.

#being forced to hide who you are to appease others #people wanting to force you into hiding themselves #for you to shut up and go away and/or take their bullying #expecting you to let them persecute you and kill you willingly #yeah #i'm crying #like... oh. maybe i AM magic. maybe it WAS inside me all along. maybe i CAN find myself again. #in a different way but... maybe we can all find ourselves again #find our magic again #and learn to embrace it #bbc merlin

[tetrakys]

Today I come bearing a new little gift, that you can enjoy while waiting for the next EDC chapter.

Some context: I got married a few months ago and Chino, who was one of my bridesmaids, asked me what I wanted as a present. The evil genius in me thought that this was the perfect chance to ask for whatever I wanted and she wouldn't be able to refuse me 😈😈 (in the limit of what was in her power of course, like I would've gladly locked her in a room and forced her to make the Eldarya game of my dreams, but alas it's not only up to her).

So I asked her to write something for me 🥰 the scene of the first kiss with Ashkore, as it should've been if he hadn't been removed from TO crushes. And it's the most beautiful thing in the world 🥺💕🥺💕 best wedding gift ever 💕🔥

So I'm sharing it to make all Lance stans a little happy too, here you go, full credits to @chinomiko

A shiver of fear ran through my body. This time I was trapped. Lance just removed his mask and tossed it on the side, while strolling calmly towards me. It was crazy to think such a beautiful face had done so many horrors. He stopped a few inches from me. I had already backed up against the wall, the farther I could go. Last time I was lucky to escape, Leiftan knew where to look for me. But this time I was pretty sure he wouldn't do the mistake again. "You have no idea of all the things I'm gonna do to you now that you are in my hands… " I swallowed with difficulty. I knew the rules by now, a demi aengel is no match to a full grown dragon. My only defense left came as some sass. "And what is it ? Torture me with wips, knifes, ice ?.. Whatever you planned, I can handle it. I won't break. " A smirk. Should have kept this sass to myself. "Thanks for the suggestions…" His hand grabbed my shoulder, then went up caressing my collar bone and lingered on my neck" "What about we start with this ?" His hand tightened its grip slightly. So strangulation it is I guess… I closed my eyes in an attempt to avoid the upcoming pain. And then I felt it. His lips crashed on mine, soft yet demanding. I was stunned and he took advantage of my surprise to slip his tongue further, now claiming my mouth with heated bestiality. My body didn't fight back, I should have, but instead I leaned in the rough kiss, a moan escaping my lips. This seemed to be like the signal to put the rest of his body in action. He pinned me harder against the wall, his chest pushing against mine. Making it all difficult to breath. His hands now travelled along my body, from the side of my breasts, fingers brushing my soft and delicate skin, to my waist and my thighs. There his hands gripped me firmly and hoisted me. That's when I fought back, by constricting him around his waist with my legs, caging him against my body, but also giving him an easier access. He rocked his hips against my core, already wet with burning desire, and it gave me taste of how hard and thick he was in response. This was a better torture I could have never imagined. A shiver ran through my body. Not from fear this time.

#eldarya #ashkore #we were so robbed soooo robbed #and here I am crying inside again #😭😭😭💔 #the things I do for this fandom #thankfully she wrote in english because my baguette is tres mauvais

[thelifelessgirl]

I feel like everything is falling apart faster than I can pick the pieces back up and put them together.

#black and white #quoteoftheday #quotes #sadnotsad #poets on tumblr #depressing quotes #sad quotes #sadgirl #anxitey #sorry for being depressing #dead inside #i am alone #i wanna cry #i worry too much #tw depressing stuff #feelings #words

[come-rain-come-shine]

Things Making Me Spiral

Wait I thought of more things to make me sad after 6x06.

This post is on the theme of "things that probably make Lucy's stomach churn to think about."

Angst below the cut:

Okay you want another giant piece of foreshadowing to make you feel better? Here ya go:

This was no mistake or fluke or decision made on a whim by the creators of the show. This is a promise: this is where we're headed. Keep the faith.

#chenford #6x06 #my posts #welcome to my mental breakdown #am i trying to give you faith or make you cry? #unclear #listen the angst inside me needs to go somewhere #season 6