#I am so tired im so happy to post this

[bamsara]

Also why did July become of the most busiest, hottest and most expensive month of my life

I need August to become boring as shit. No more shit happening to me, no more emergencies, no weddings, no birthdays, no health scares, no more heatwave, no more social obligations, no nothing I just want to stay home, make stickers for my life blood aka patreons and write fanfiction in an air-conditioned space PLEASE

#due to multiple things i had to take a large chunk out of savings and there were several social obligations and i am so tired #there were like planned expenses like bills and the $400 monty pin order which im excited for #and then sudden stuff like an emergency health and family thing and friend could not pay for something so $300ish that way #which is FINE im alright and thats what savings are for and i can always rebuild it #but its also like IM TIRED!!! I WANNA STAY HOME #I DIDNT GET TO DO NEARLY AS MANY ARTFIGHTS AS I DID LAST YEAR #also the heat killing my health but like thats kinda universal rn kdlghlsgds #ON THE UP SIDE #MONTY PINS ARE COMING i am so excited im biting the drywall #its not so much as a vent post as just a bitching post btw im happy this month is ending #actaully theres a lot i wanna talk about let me boot up a stream #sara shush

[quinn-pop]

okay fine i’ll bring back the egg. sorry for the pun but i’ve been sitting on this for a while because i can’t decide what to name them

(thinking they/he???)

they love being warm and must be approximately as snug as a bug in a rug at all times <3

didn’t give much context before but we’re going with that the egg was abandoned in winter horns and recovered by a group of waddle explorers

there wasn’t a lot of (known) writing on dedede’s species so figuring out what to do from there was kinda hard and they didn’t really know anything for certain, but between a little research, a gut feeling, and dedede and mk already used to Parenting, they passed the egg onto them to look after and well. yeah

it was definitely a rollercoaster for dedede, to be given hope that there were others like him after all - so it was only natural he’d take it very seriously. he spends a lot of time with them and they’re very clingy because of it. he says they’re like a duckling

being so big also comes with problems because as clingy as they are, they outgrew being able to be held by other people pretty fast lol

“meta pls stop looking like ur gonna punt our kid”

anyway i guess i’ll introduce the other kid next? between the two of them uhh dedede had a very tiring few years. stay at home dad problems i guess. on top of being a king lol

he probably realized how grateful he was that kirby was so independent lol..

the real enemy is everyone (meta especially) having a busy schedule

#kirbyposting #i love getting carried away on ideas that were supposed to be small /gen #my art or something #meta knight #king dedede #metadede #how do you tag for fankids and ocs?? i have no idea #kirby oc #semi future au #omg oldee is in this post #if anyone has name ideas feel free to share #i couldn’t really strike a balance and find smth i liked #posting this for Wednesday because im not very impressed with it #so #happy cringe day Wednesday #i guess it’s kinda inherently uninteresting because they only really exist for a narrative #nothing new is being done here lol #buuuut since there’s a larger idea tied to this i feel i need to introduce them #and anyway! who cares if it’s interesting! two cakes or something #ill try to have the other post out soon I just wanted to save this for a wednesday #dedede is very tired in these doodles and i promise it’s just a coincidence lol #he might not be doing perfect but he’s doing good #and yes i am still avoiding redesigning him #bandee cameo wowie..

[ruubesz-draws]

Me on New Year's Day:

I can't believe it's 2023

Time flies so fast and I'm always so tired

BUT I'm trying to stay positive!

#new year #happy new year #2023 #new year 2023 #wow #omg wow #just... wow #it went by so fast #im so tired #now I have to deal with another year #am so done tbh #BUT hope it will be filled with hope and happiness #New Year new start #hecc yee! #ruubesz talk #ruubesz post

[upsidedowngrass]

HELLO here is............ reference art for my liam design/interpretation!!!!!! a lot of these r ideas ive already had and/or included in my liam art already BUT !!! now its all in ONE PLACE!!!! :)

#hfjone #liam plecak #hfjone liam #hfjone backpack #my art #i feel like there was more i couldve added but i sifted thru my liam ref art and couldnt find any #but!!!! im very happy w how i draw him so this was fun to put all in smth :) #esp bc i was able to explain my thought processes on him a bit more!!!! bc i put. SO much thought into how i draw him #its why my design for him changed like every week for a few months a good while back. was adding n adjusting stuff SM #this is not even counting the bone diagrams i made. i am not including the bone diagrams #(theyre just for limbs but ive spent a long time on this already and im TIRED its been over 5 hrs and it is now 2 am) #BUT!! this will be queued for a good time !!!so i may not be awake when this is posted lol!!! #(also i am VERY much willing to discuss my designs if thats smth anyone wants to ask abt.... i have so many ideas) #additional fun fact that i specifically dont draw his shoulder ANY higher than his pocket bc thats as high as it goes on my design #ANYWAY im tired so im gonna queue this now

[hybbat]

You know I've had a lot of posts on my dash about Lizzie including 3 fics... And all of them are about how she is ignored for the men.

I've not seen any of the content they're complaining about, and I've not seen any of the content they're asking for...

You know you can just... make content about Lizzie. Instead of content about the lack of content. You can just draw her or write about her or make headcanons and essays about her, instead of about how there isn't any.

We get it, nobody is talking about her. So, please just actually talk about her?

#id certainly love to see it but no ody is actually talking about her in favour of complaining that nobody is talking about her #its a really weird typw of irony #seriously the first thing i saw about lizzie on my dash like an hour after episode started dropping was someone already complaining #about it being made about jimmy before id even seen any posts about jimmy #secret life spoilers #traffic spoilers #but yeah just... make stuff? instead of souring the whole thing? #im also sick of hearing about the men lizzie is ignored for... and its these exact posts that are doing it and spreading it around #instead of being upset fans of jimmy are happy his 3 year 5 season long plot has concluded #posts ill def regret when i wake up but its 4 am and im so tired of not having any positive lizzie OR jimmy content on my dash #cause people are either complaining or too scared to be percieved as Part Of The Problem to make things for the characters they care about

[wistfulvulpine]

a perfume called love

#ensemble stars #enstars #arashi narukami #kit draws #i just wanted to draw something for the event to get out of my art funk #happy veiled fragrance to all who celebrate (<- suffering to 22 mil points) #doing it all for her #i was going to post earlier but uuuh i got distracted looking at naru-nee #also to note i am f2p so im already tired and im only at 1.8 mil right now

[pluggedintosaverockandroll]

hot to the touch, cold on the inside

#fob #fall out boy #pax am days #music #emo #pop punk #hot to the touch cold on the inside #i made quite a few of these over the past week so you can expect some more lyrics in the future #it took me a couple trues before i was happy with the second picture #tries* #anyways im dead tired and going to bed now good night #kj post #lyrics #lyrics.kj

[anxiously-sidequesting]

Sorry to be polluting this fandom even further with my bullshit but seeing Dasein stand up for himself to those world heads was hot as fuck bro...

#dasein wouldnt want my ass on novus just because of how i am LMFAOOO #wallaru spoilers #wizard101 spoilers #THAT WAS SO FUCKING HOT BRO LIKE YALL GOTTA HEAR ME OUT OKAY YIU JUST GOTTA LISTEN TO ENME #real talk tho im so happy dasein got the support and wisdom he needed from us and the other bros in the walkabout thing #havent finished the stream yet i rushed to tumblr as soon as dasein said “no i dont think they will.” LIKE HELLO?????? #a multidimensional eldritch GILF who threatens colonizers with the threat of world destruction is so sexy........ #ladies gays and theys. get you a man who will kill the rich #i.... really am built incorrectly LMFAO #wizard101 #wiz101 #w101 #dasein #text posts #one day you all will tire of me. i will keep pushing my limits. /j

[dakotafoxart]

Paintboo in progress 🎨

#wip #i hoped to be done by now ish but alas i am not #so insdead i give wip 🤲 #im quite tired rn lol #this one has been fun #im aiming to post later today wooo #happy birthday ranboo #ranboo #mcyt #fanart #mcyt fanart #ranboo fanart #digital art #my art #mcyt ranboo #ranboo art #ranboolive #ranboosaystuff

[sillymints]

I am a sonic fan.

And, all sonic fans are crazy.

But I am going to the most craziest.

Now don't mind me just writing a 300 page word document about all the Sonic lore in depth, every little bit of detail, character lore (probably will be separate) and other Sonic lore alternate universes and stuff like shows, comics and movies too

Yes... I am researching about everything Sonic. And possibly fixing the timeline because SEGA just had to say 'Everything is Canon'

Oh, just saying, this is only the plot lore.

As I will do the character lore in a separate document.

:) don't worry... I was already insane

#sonic the hedgehog #tails #sonic #tails the fox #sonic headcanons #lol #im bored #i am crazy #just a thought #i am slowly going insane #i am so excited #i am so normal #i am so happy #i am so tired #i am obsessed #i am okay #i am on the floor #i am on my knees #i am old #thats the post #okay

[druidposting]

Not to get sociopolitical in the cr maintag, but I think a lot of people arent understanding something VERY critical to the "gods good or bad" argument, so I'm gonna try and lay out these points as best I can.

(This ended up being very long, but if you enjoy analyzing CR through a sociological lens, it's all under the cut.)

To start, you have to understand that the Exandrian gods are immortal beings with immense power and influence compared to the mortals of the material plane. Yes, obviously gods have died/sustained wounds in the past, but comparing the power required to do any of those things to a god is like comparing the wattage of the Sun to that of a lightbulb. Its just incomparable.

In spite of this, however, I keep seeing posts about how its fucked up to kill someone just because they didn't give you what you wanted. For starters, the gods aren't just "someone" - as I said before, they're unfathomably powerful and immortal beings, and while they no longer have the ability to walk the earth and shape it to their whims, they absolutely have the ability to influence the ideas and ethics of the mortals that do walk the earth in very material ways (see the Angle of Irons cult, Tevan Klask the champion of Asmodeus we just met, and Pelor vs the Valley Coalition for examples). To put it in maybe more understandable terms, you can make a decent allegory between the gods and real-world political pundits, in the sense that while a president cant literally shape the world how they want, they have an overwhelmingly disproportionate ability to influence and shape how the people they rule over think and feel, and what should and shouldn't be morally permissible in their society. In a vacuum, the fundamental role of politicians in current neoliberal societies is to try and ensure their ideas and ethics are the dominant ones, so that the people they rule over can do the shaping of the world for them. This is why I find it much more permissible, and often necessary, even, to pass judgement over and rise up against (and wish death upon (in minecraft)) political pundits whos morals don't align with mine - their ideas have material influence on society, in ways that normal individuals don't, and I happen to agree with Marx when he said "the ideas of the ruling class are in every epoch the ruling ideas".

So all that said, I totally see why some Exandrian mortals would be very very upset with some of the gods for various reasons! And I fully support their desires and rights to protest and fight back against any proponents and arbiters of bad ideas and prescriptions.

HOWEVER. This does NOT mean I am pro destroying the Exandrian pantheon. I think that based on everything we know so far (especially with the new info from the latest episode), that would be a net bad for Exandrian mortals.

To understand why I feel this way even in spite of my above arguments, I think it will be helpful to outline what I think are the worst of the likely outcomes if Predathos is released;

A power vacuum opens with the gods eradicated, and Ludinus (or some other dictator, but likely Ludinus as I think this is his actual goal) promptly fills the position of god emperor of Exandria, With no external forces to restrict their actions, and free reign over how they choose to rule the people. The consequences of this are even less freedom for Exandrian mortals than they had under the oversight of the gods, which is in my opinion, very bad.

The swaths of demon armies who have been chomping at the bit for literal millennia to find any minute perceived weakness in the divinely appointed (whether by Prime or Betrayer god) defenders of the Material Plane from the Abyssal armies, are finally able to overcome these defenses and wage devastating war and eradicate all life on Exandria. This is something we're already starting to see happen in the Grey Valley in the current arc, and I have to say, this also seems like it would be really bad for mortals.

Predathos doesn't stop after eating the gods, and in the end, devours all of Exandria. That would probably also be pretty bad.

Even if none of those things ended up happening, the overwhelming threat level of any of those outcomes, and the fair likelihood of any of them happening, far outweighs the potential benefits Ludinus proposes. I'll liken it again to real-world politics in the US, because I think some useful parallels can be made here; Think of the Exandrian gods as the Democrats, and Predathos as the Republicans. No one likes the Democrats. They're cowardly, their polices are luke-warm at best and detrimental to human happiness at worst, they continue to bolster capitalism even though their constituents hate it, all of their politicians are way too old, and god damn do they ever come off as condescending. But compared to the Republicans? They are the bastion of freedom. The Democrats are far from perfect. The Exandrian gods are far from perfect. But when your other option for who gets to govern you and your society is a fascist, you must do anything to preserve the freedoms you currently have, even if they're limited. Under the Exandrian Gods, the limited freedoms mortals have are infinitely more favorable to the zero freedom they would have under a dictatorship or as a dead person. With the Exandrian Gods, individuals have the chance to rise up against oppressions they face from their disciples, and to make more and more gains over time that solidify and bolster their freedoms. This is just objectively not an option under any of the above scenarios if Predathos is unleashed. If you're facing down the existential threat of fascism in a neoliberal establishment, you do not toss the current establishment aside in favor of a better one - you buy time by bolstering the current establishment, and when the threat is lower, then you can look at revolutionary action and work towards better forms of governance again. I believe that similarly, Exandrians will have the best opportunity for the greatest freedom in the future if they're able to stave off Predathos and Ludinus.

Now with all this context, I can talk about something that Ludinus either fails to understand - or deliberately doesn't care about and misconstrues for the sake of enacting his end goal - that is key to this debate, that being the difference between positive and negative freedoms.

Very briefly, negative freedoms are characterized as freedom from external constraints on any actions they may wish to take. For example, freedom of speech allows an individual the freedom to speak whatever they wish without the imposition of government. Positive freedoms are characterized by the freedom to do something, the ability to enact your future goals and desires. Positive and negative freedoms are often at odds with each other. A good real-world example of this would be murder. I think everyone would agree with saying murder being a punishable crime is a good thing - but is it not an imposition on an individual's freedom to legislate against them acting on their free will, if murder was what they wanted to do? Technically, its a removal of their negative freedom to act without constraint, but outlawing murder is itself a positive freedom, as it allows people the ability to live without fear of death (and obviously grants positive freedom to the hypothetical victim in that they now have the freedom to live instead of having died to the murderer).

With Ludinus, the freedom he talks about, freedom from the meddling and imposition of the gods on the free will of mortals, is a negative freedom. But if the potential consequences of releasing Predathos could be as dire as the complete destruction of all mortals on Exandria, or the subjugation of all mortals to the dictatorship of whoever fills the resulting power vacuum, then I feel pretty safe in saying that Exandrians deserve the positive freedom to continue living without the fear of certain death or subjugation under a post-Predathos world, even if there's the possibility that the current gods continue to meddle with ideas as they have. A dead Exandrian can't rise up and resist the will of the gods and their disciples, after all.

#critical role #bells hells #ludinus da'leth #c3e67 #cr spoilers #cr meta #I should also note that im a rule utilitarian #so while i know i framed a lot of my arguments around what prescriptions will yield the greatest happiness and freedom #and not everyone shares the same moral framework as me #i like to think that most people in general value happiness and liberty and strive to achieve those things whatever their reasons or method #anyway i could say so much more on this topic especially re: the difference between persecuting a normal individual #vs an existentially powerful being #but this post is so long already and i am so tired

[edns]

FIRST, THERE WAS THE SUN.

#oc #original character #deity oc #sun deity oc #original story #illust #イラスト #clip studio paint #original art #Hello do you miss the bastards from FTPL because I do #Im gonna redesign some more guys its really wild how they look in my more recent art style actually #I wanted to make this creepier but got tired lol #Anyway Im gonna post more original art I think No I am not done with drawing Cyrus yet #Mental crop rotation and all tryin to figure out a good balance so I keep being happy w art #oc sol

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

man, your art is always so shaped. *eats it*

you drew human wally so adorable!!

ALSO

i LOVE reading tags on your art. so many thoughts i simply MUST imbibe. thank you

slowly (and Emotionally) breakdancing in my room over this ask <3<3<3

#thank you i hope it tastes good & thank you i tried & thank you i love to talk. in conclusion: tysm #im happy to hear that at least one person gets a kick out of my tag ramblings!!! #thats what its about babey!!!! #i hope to continue to supply Thoughts to be Absorbed #in fact i just queued a very rambly theory post for later today. so. yeah! #rambles from the bog #i truly believe that the best compliment an artist can receive is some variation of 'eats your art' #like Hell Yeah! Feast! ive Peaked! thank you!!! #lots of thank yous on this post.... well deserved ones tho <3 i appreciate You <3 #i may be a little tired. its... oh shit its 5 am ok yeah im posting this and then sleeping #gn i hope you have a nice day dude #same goes to anyone reading this

[s-cxups]

<3

#mingyu #kim mingyu #seventeen #forsvt #hourlymingyu #dokyelvblr #minarin #shuaria #svtdaily #svtcreations #malegroupsnet #kpop #kpop moodboard #🍒.c.edits #i have had this in drafts since april but didn't want to post bc low key im not happy with this #but now i am tired of seeing it in drafts so posting it after few changes lmao. im finally free

[wendybergmann]

disclaimer: I love ted lasso but this season fully cemented the large underlying issue I have with this show, namely its relationship problems

- sam and rebecca: I feel like there was tons of discourse when this was happening so I won't rehash it but i personally don't like how the show tried to push the narrative that there wasn't an issue with the relationship by talking about some of the glaring issues with it (age, power dynamics, etc.) within the show and attempting to counter them. I personally was against this relationship and the stress I felt this season every time they shared a loaded look took ten years off my life

jane and coach beard: red flags galore. I naively thought the show was going in a direction pre s3 where coach beard would have a storyline about getting out of this abusive relationship and was looking forward to this topic being addressed and done respectfully. I quickly realized this season that this was not the case when ted made a comment about how jane and beard's baggage fit together. I feel like this is a case of two "quirky" characters being in a relationship with red flags that are soothed over by just being like "these two people are weirdos, of course their relationship would seem weird/different" instead of just recognizing it for what it is: abusive

- jack and keeley: this was honestly the tipping point. I initially loved that they were making keeley canonly wlw (and yes, I know it can seem regressive to need a relationship for a sexuality to be "canon" but the references in earlier seasons did give me a vibe of straight humor where girls joke about experimenting in the past but it not being meant to mean anything more. maybe I am wrong to think this but given the state of media even today, sue me) and jack and keeley did have great chemistry right away. I have no problem in discussing toxic relationships, even in queer relationships, but the show irked me by having relationships such as sam/rebecca and jane/coach beard being supported by the show while the 1 wlw couple be the one where the red flags are discussed, brought up, and certified by the show by having them break up and show jack's true colors in the aftermath. to say it rubbed me the wrong way would be saying it lightly and the nicest way possible

- michelle and the therapist: yes i forgot his name. it's dr. something or whatever. the detail of ted having an aversion to therapy because his marriage counselor seemed to be against him when he went with his wife only to reveal that they started dating is just outwardly disgusting. the finale to even have him not even try to be invested in the game for michelle and henry's sakes and then have him sitting further away on his phone makes me wonder why are they even together. she doesn't seem that into it and it seemed to only be used as a plot device to show ted growing by being open and honest to his ex wife about his feelings and to be a driving force in having him feel left out of his son's life. why were they still together in the end is a mystery but I guess not shocking

#ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #mackenzie speaks #sorry for the long post and i wasnt going to do this but alas #i could have gotten more into it but it was already becoming an essay #im also tired of people not being happy being chalked up to tedbecca not happening like no #this show does have its issues dont minimize how people feel #jamie and his dad isnt romantic so its not included but it is one of my major issues with the show #also not included dr sharon and the rando only because i am jumping to conclusions by assuming it was potentially a sports team member of a #team she was working for and before you judge me can you honestly blame me for thinking that

[21stcenturyschizoidfag]

I am so back. I have BEEN back. For generations to come, people will be studying me due to how well I managed to come back

process notes under da cut

i desaturated this screenshot so that the text is readable LOL. it was originally neon red because. Well I dont always make good choices

i found a pose i felt most comfortable drawing vir in then iterated on it, this time trying 2 make the features more easily recognisable as those of a wolf :) i think i did a pretty good job honestly like i did learn a lot about wolf faces. it was fun ..

from then on i just fucked around with colours innit. Since vis just a very dark grey wolf i wanted to try using blues and browns to sell that colouring as opposed to just straight greys and blacks? and HONESTLYYY. I KIND OF LOVE IT i think this was really really good. i got to use a lot of techniques ive been interested in but unable to execute properly due to this last year of atrocious art block. :'') but safe to say i think im getting more and more used to a more healthy process and habits every time i feel compelled to draw now, which is really really nice to see. If U read this all the way to the end I hope U have an awesome day.. smiles

#ill be honest i am so tired im just posting this and going straight to bed LOL. but im very very happy #i missed having a fursona ill be honesttt #averyposting #artposting #furry #sfw furry #clean furry