That's it. That's literally it.
That's the post.
*feeling sentimental*
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19 months sober for the win 🏆 😎
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holy shit holy shit i just reached 50 days clean from self harm!!!!!!!
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I wanted to acknowledge, even for a little while, one of my struggles. Bipolar sometimes comes with an addict disorder. I’m mostly addicted to caffeine but I did other stuff in the past, stuff I’m not proud of. So, I decided to get clean and downloaded a sobriety app. Here’s today:
More than half a year of progress. It’s enough to make me cry lol. I’m really proud of this. ❤️
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omg i was so close to reaching the end of the day without scratching my scalp but i started fucking doing it halfway through math and im STILL doing it now in psychology class IM KILLING MYSEL
this is genuinely a living hell for me i dont want to go home and disappoint my mom again
i didn’t even tell her ive been doing it every other day this week, she’s gonna think that today was just another 1 time thing
i wanna know how i can stop :’) i wanna stop picking at my damn dandruff but it feels too good to stop.. if anyone here on tumblr has struggled, PLEASE tell me how you managed to stop
my mom and i attempted to put a penguin plushie in my pencil case so that i could pull it out and squeeze it whenever i feel the urge, but it only worked for a day
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I Am Sober's message "you should be proud that you're trying" messes me up every time I reset it. I'm not proud. I'm not trying. I'm falling down this hole and I can never get back out of it. If I cut deep I feel guilt that I can't or won't go deeper yet - like just now, because I know I have to leave the house in like five minutes, so it can't be like. actively bleeding to an extent that I need to put pressure on it. Sure, it's gonna be messy and sure it's going to bleed through my trousers, but that's why I have dark trousers. They're soaked with blood already from so many times. If I cut less deep I feel like it doesn't count and hesitate to put it in I Am Sober. Just now I have no idea how deep it was because it was all bloody before I could properly assess depth. It's gonna bleed a Lot. But it'll be fine. Might get infected but do I really care? Do I really? That would be a no. But I held Ransom and sobbed my damn heart out afterwards. Why am I like this? God help me.
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Heyo, ik this is an ED blog but i still thought itd be nice to show my progress with sh occasionally :3
Yippee 🎉🎉🎉
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This comeback is personal, it’s an apology to myself for putting up with shit I didn’t deserve.
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