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chaosinterlude · 1 year

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thinking about lucifer again and how much i hate the “sadist” image he has.

in the words of the lovely kazuya yamashita (lucifer’s va) in what is probably my favorite otaku fm episode: i believe lucifer thinks about his brothers constantly. honestly love how much kazuya seems to understand lucifer’s character pretty well.

and it doesn’t take that much digging to realize how much lucifer cares about his family. he signed away the freedom he just earned to save his sister. he kept it a secret from his brothers to save them the hurt - thinking it’d be better if that burden fell to him alone. he hid belphie away in the attic to prevent diavolo from finding out belphie wanted to destroy humanity - and face punishment that’s likely worse than death for it. lucifer relies on mammon the most, the one who he seems to be the strictest with. and honestly, i’d be strict too if the last time i rebelled against authority i lost my sister. lucifer is strict with them to protect them, to protect his family.

and i keep thinking about mammon who expressed to have no regrets following lucifer after the celestial war. about beel who sees it as his duty to follow and protect lucifer. about levi being introduced to anime and manga through lucifer.

it’s really no wonder that the way to lucifer’s heart is getting along with his family.

this is only the tip of the iceberg, and there’s so much more to say! but yeah, i think the sadist label is a huge mischaracterization.

#disclaimer that i am in fact very biased #because lucifer has been my favorite character from the very beginning #but the love he has for his family is a HUGE reason why i love him so much #as i said there’s much more to this than the things i’ve mentioned and i definitely want to get into more of lucifer’s character #especially his relationships with diavolo satan and simeon!!#mammon too tbh #just so much to think about this man has taken over my mind 24/7 #no surprise that my mc (who is romantically involved with lucifer) also has a lot of themes surrounding family #love him very much <33 #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me lucifer #lucifer obey me #obey me swd

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13eyond13 · 7 months

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underrated funny thing about lawlight is they never actually did get to confirm that 100% of the time they were basically thinking exactly what the other person thought they were thinking every single time

#im thinking about this because of the relationship i have with one of my bosses #like hes extremely hard to read and doesnt make small talk but hes also considerate in quiet ways #so im always like guessing what hes thinking and feeling and wondering if hes trying to do the same back #but then im like am i just projecting onto him completely? making this all up in my head #hes giving nothing and im imagining everything. and you really dont want to make assumptions because it would be awkward to be wrong #for example a few times now things that i wondered if he was doing to make my life easier were actually just things he was doing #because he was secretly preparing to close up shop #so i was glad i never voiced my appreciation for his thoughtfulness out loud to him when i found out the truth lol #ANYWAYS unlike in my situation #the entire time whenever one of those two thinks one thing the other one is like 'i bet he's thinking this' and we the readers #look between their thought bubbles and go 'pffft he sure is what are you gonna do now'#its probably a good thing they went to mu because the afterlife couldn't handle all the smug sex theyd be having on every available surface #24/7/365 #lawlight #p

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medicalunprofessional · 6 months

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mystery patient whytehead

#trainofthought #crispin whytehead #psychonauts #god hes so interesting to me #my brain has been writing him a badkstory for like. 8 hours straight #bit of a timewaster drawing idk. I am pondering him #he stomps around in my head 24/7 btw #also Oh Haii Fred! Hi!#tbh fred and crispin as a whole. been thinking about them

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shadowtraveled · 2 days

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this is a largely meaningless observation but, based on the fleki uniform demonstration comic, mithrun seems to wear the default style of the canary uniform, probably because he has no desire to personalize it or preference for how to do so, etc. when he does seem to pick his own clothes, though, they don’t look super in-line with what we’re shown of elven clothing styles in his region: high collars look like they’re fairly popular with elves in general, but out of uniform he tends to be a lot more covered up than everyone else—long sleeves, long pants, boots rather than sandals, and he dresses that way both prior to getting eaten and after the events of the series. anyway it’s kind of cute that after everything that happened to him, someone cared enough to remember what his clothing preferences used to be.

#sorry my head is full of him #dungeon meshi spoilers #just mentioned. just a bit #dungeon meshi #mithrun #he’s like a case study in the problems that would Of Course arise in a society with the standards and values we frequently see in elves #in fantasy which is very refreshing because again What is with fantasy writers writing their elven societies Like That and going no they can #be weird elitists they’re hot and they’re kind of right. and leaving it at that. i mean i know why that happens but. anyway #if elves are going to be elfing in that way it’s so much more interesting to see how that manifests and affects individuals within that #culture. this was a large part of essek’s appeal to me also lmfaondns and it is why i can’t stop giving my dnd characters elf ancestry. if #you’re going to make them be fucked up let me think about the consequences !!!! but anyway yeah no mithrun gets to be on my mind 24/7 #because he Is the consequences. and it’s very good but also i am so so sad

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crescentfool · 9 days

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i've been doing a bunch of tartarus runs in reload lately, and it got me thinking about how i miss certain ways FES's clunky gameplay can characterize minato… (ramble about the great clock mechanic + leveling up party members in reload vs fes under the cut)

when i got to yabbashah block in tartarus (block 3), i remember commending the developers for adding the great clock mechanic. it's a much more convenient way to keep party members at the protagonist's level- so when you think about p3 from the perspective of trying to make it easier for people to play, the mechanic succeeds in this respect.

but now that i'm in adamah block, and that i've done lots of my once-a-month tartarus runs… i think that i got a little too dependent on it, and the way that i played through reload feels like a vastly different experience from how i played FES.

in reload, my party's levels are very lopsided. minato, yukari, akihiko, mitsuru, and fuuka are all level 90+, meanwhile junpei and aigis are at level 79, and then… poor ken and koromaru are at 71 and 64 respectively. (i never got to have a great clock for them…)

meanwhile, in FES, my party's levels were much more evenly distributed and were at least level 90. i did all of this manually for every monthly tartarus run because i enjoyed having options available for the taratarus guardians and monthly operations.

with how i perceive minato, i feel that the way i played FES feels more in-line with his character than me dawdling around waiting for the great clocks in reload.

FES's gameplay loop left me with the very strong impression that minato has to work twice as hard as everyone else in SEES does. it makes sense because, yeah, he's the leader, but something about having minato run through tartarus multiple times with different groups of people just to make sure that they are adequately prepared speaks volumes about his character, to me.

and while the tired mechanic is present in reload to some degree, most notably with allowing you to freely raise your courage stat when you visit edogawa after school… the tiredness system doesn't hit the same way that FES does, i think.

the way your party members in FES will call it quits when they return to the entrance floor at tartarus when they're tired, versus minato, in spite of all his tiredness and sickness, still pushes through tartarus because it's his responsibility…. idk!!! i miss that! i feel like this really hammers home the difference between minato and the rest of SEES, how minato doesn't really see himself as a human with needs worth respecting as long as he's useful to someone.

i don't think that tartarus being tedious (in FES especially) is not what most people would describe as fun, and i can respect people thinking it's a slog. but, regardless of how it feels to play, it doesn't change that FES's gameplay loop is a fundamental building block in how i perceive minato…

of course, i do recognize that you can just opt to NOT use the great clock in reload (and it's great when players are offered the choice to not partake in mechanics)! i definitely think that if someone really wanted to, they could manually level up party members, but i do feel that kind of playstyle isn't necessarily "incentivized" to the type of people who are into playing games for Having a Good Time. it's kind of like… "why would you do that when there's a much more convenient option available to you."

in any case! despite my woes, i do want to emphasize that i'm glad that reload has a much more smoother gameplay loop than the original P3 did, because it does make the game more accessible to people. having played both FES and reload, it feels very strongly apparent to me how the core gameplay formula of persona has really been refined in the past 18 years (to think og p3 was 2006 and reload is 2024.. time flies!). and reload has made revisiting a story that i love so dearly much, much easier because the gameplay just bops!

at the same time, due to my "i miss characterization informed by weird and dated FES gameplay quirks" woes, i still think that playing FES is worthwhile. (really, i feel this way about all iterations of p3! i think it's worthwhile to see what each version and side media has to say even if it doesn't Land™ for you.) but i also understand why people wouldn't want to play it, so i will keep writing posts about things i liked from FES's gameplay because i'm still very fond of FES (especially in respects to minato. these mechanics are so telling about him!!!) 💪

#lizzy speaks #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #<- specifically mentions of mechanics. no added story content just tartarus talk #minato arisato #today on lizz life: lizz wakes up THINKING about minato for the NTH time and is compelled to write a tumblr post about it #tartarus in reload is excellent looking and fun but i keep thinking about what i liked about how FES characterizes minato so #here i am... LOL... with my 790 or so word ramble... im so normal about the blue boy #i needed to get my feelings out there somewhere i just could not stop thinking about HIM HE IS IN MY BRAIN 24/7 #me playing reload last night like 'minato would not fucking wait for a great clock to make sure that SEES is adequately prepared.'#and yet my sloth brain awaits the great clock... LOL gameplay convenience is not lost on me #i'm stuck in tartarus rn im grinding rubies and stuff trying to get equipment so i can throw hands with elizabeth its going to be fun #im still not done with this game i continue to be haunted by tartarus i fucking love that tower unironically #uh usually id ramble more in tags but. go read my post!! because i like analyzing FES gameplay mechanics!! i am full of passion and love!

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opera-ghost · 1 year

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me laughing at the same jokes i’ve heard 1000 times every time i listen to/watch a recording of phantom

#and i swear it gets funnier every time!#was dying while listening to an audio today #(it was specifically nehal joshi during the il muto ballet)#(i could not stop laughing and i couldn’t even SEE him it was just his delivery)#(ugh he’s so funny i love him)#poto shitpost #also side note im about to go on a tangent #but my phantom hyperfixation runs so deep and i have so many thoughts about it #i have at least 100 posts in my drafts about it and i’m not exaggerating #they’re mostly silly memes but it’s still like an overload of posts about phantom #and i’m like. insecure about how much i think about it???? and how much of my headspace i dedicate to it????#so i keep the bulk of the memes/random posts in my drafts because i just feel weird about posting so much #i really could post about it 24/7 if i didn’t have to be a Person with Tasks #and idk i think im just hyper-aware of how i present my interests in daily life while offline #i am someone who hyperfixates and obsesses and while i could talk about phantom for years i am terrified of annoying people with my interest #i’m worried about being perceived as weird so i kind of flatten myself to make myself more palatable for others #which has me being insecure about the things i’m passionate about and how deep that passion runs #and these feelings have bled online to the specific space i have created as an outlet for my passion #like it’s my blog i shouldn’t be censoring my love for a thing that brings me joy #but my fear of being othered is like. overtaking me. because there are many things that i can’t change about myself #that categorize me as an ‘other’ (sexuality identity mental health etc)#and this is something i can control. i can control how i portray my personality #so i flatten my personality to compensate for the other (perceived) weird things that can’t be changed #idk i just shouldn’t feel the need to do that here bc pretty much everyone on here is super passionate about something #like obsessive about it #and that’s what i love about this site with all its faults. like this is a space for people to come and Be Weird and Act Strange #and everyone just accepts it #and also the phantom community in general #why should i water down my love for phantom in the one place where people can understand it and relate to it???#hit the tag limit but i’ve come to multiple revelations while typing this lmao

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paarthursass · 1 year

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i think it’s funny that death is, technically speaking, the only other person “present” with lucheni as he tells the story. everyone else is just a shadow, an illustration that lucheni is painting. but death is there, too. he shows up in the prologue. but he’s silent, he doesn’t offer commentary (aside from his solo in the opening number) and just plays his role. and i think that’s very funny of him.

luigi’s undoubtedly an unreliable narrator but death does NOT speak up to confirm or deny ANYTHING lucheni’s saying. either death’s had to do this song and dance a few time before an is INCREDIBLY bored with it and doesn’t feel like putting in more effort than he has to, or he’s bored and playing along for the lolz and just nodding his head in agreement. lucheni could say ‘and then elisabeth fought attila the hun’ and death would just be like ‘yep. that happened. what do you mean he died 1400 years prior. he was there i saw him.’

#sophie.txt #elisabeth das musical #biggest clown in elisabeth das musical is death bcs WHATEVER way u look at his character or motives #any option is incredibly funny #does he actually love elisabeth/rudolf? cosmic entity gets feelings for the first time. clown behavior #is he just messing around with them? cosmic entity ignores job to fuck with royals. clown behavior #was he actually not even there in that capacity and lucheni is just embellishing and death isn't even denying it? clown behavior #i say this affectionately btw #when i call him a clown i am giggling and patting his head like a kitten #also when actors playing death choose to glare at lucheni or shoot him a look when he says something. ugh so good #thinking about that moment in the 2004 revival when death clares at lucheni for making fun at elisabeth's expense in the opening #saying 'she loved heinrich heine' and then lucheni turning and FREEZING at the look death is giving him #SO GOOD UGH #SO MUCH to unpack there #rotating that moment in my head 24/7 #also sorry for spamming the elisabeth tag im just having completely normal thoughts about it as u can see

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honeymochibubbletea · 3 months

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Heya my beautiful dearies! Long time no see, huh? Yeah, sorry about that! XD

But for today: may i offer you all this?

Something, something, Phantasmo brain rot, something, something, obviously gonna do a better sketch than these.

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sugurizz · 9 months

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The more I watch and read about Toji the DEEPER I fall 😭😭

I've never wanted a man to be REAL this fcking bad

#like he's a litteral angel despite all tha endless power hed has #his character is way deeper and I can't fcking stop thinking about him 24/7 #I wish I could give him the WORLD istg #here I am weeping about a freaking imaginary man again it's embarassing #toji fushiguro x reader #hana rambles

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atlantic-riona · 2 years

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personally I think the medieval Irish were onto something

#this doesn't even have to be about anything specific this is just the constant thought looping around my head 24/7 #but if you must know #tonight it is specifically about medieval Irish versions of various legends #for example the medieval Irish Odyssey back when they didn't have access to a copy #Odysseus' men being like 'bro if you take us on one more crazy adventure we'll DIE' and then they DO #Odysseus and his men floating over the cyclops #the whole bit where Odysseus notices he's being carried off by a cyclops and wriggles out is 😂😂#Penelope being overjoyed that Odysseus has returned but also refusing to kiss him until the enchantment that makes him ugly wears off #the DOG #the purple and green dog!!!#see also: the King Arthur story where Arthur has a kick ass daughter #who travels the world disguised as a knight to rescue her true love from where he's trapped in an enchanted castle #she collects magic items and has fun adventures #this isn't even touching upon the native legends near and dear to my heart #but GOD do I love reading medieval Irish lit #except for the Book of Invasions #that one SHOULD be cool but in fact reads like stereo instructions 😔#thank you for coming to my tedtalk #this is what it looks like inside my head at all times #I am usually thinking about something that predates the Industrial Revolution 😂😂

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alexoreality · 3 months

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You might not have to hear this but some one piece ships literally don't make sense that it gives me the ick 🥲 (some ships i just respect and leave alone, i'll color them in blue.) (And the ones that give me severe trust issues is purple)

AceSan - ...okay... The smirk...? What else...? Trauma bonding?? What...? I mean, its cute, i can leave the ship alone and its fans. I think this ship stemmed from the way Ace was drawn looking at Sanji *my boy was greasy* Y'all are horny though.- (sorry. But they'll get along so well with supporting and stuff- TRAUMA. MY GUY. I KNOW IT WHEN I SEE IT 😭

HanLu - thats a grown ass woman.

LawLu - and thats a grown ass man. (But Luffy's 19- AGE GAP???)

ZoSan - i'm sorry HUH. The two men that insult each other 24/7 were being shipped??? HUH. (But they respect each other- I KNOW THAT??? BUT GODDAMN THE FICS DON'T GET THEIR CHARACTER RIGHT 😭 ZoSan is a well-liked ship, but don't consider them canon and that they'll kiss after Zoro defeats Mihawk)

ZoBin - THAT IS HIS MOTHER FIGURE.

SaboSan - ...They never met 😶... and what if they do? Trauma bonding again?... Y'all I'm sorry but huh- how. Legitimately I'M SPEAKING RATIONALLY, HOW THE FUCK WOULD TWO PEOPLE FALL IN LOVE??? THAT WAY???

UGH ITS JUST A 2D CHARACTER!!

Well DAMN YOU WEREN'T TREATING THEM LIKE THAT WHEN I WAS DISSING THEM??

#coming from a aroace so... y'all might think my opinion doesn't matter #my friends don't usually talk about their love lives in front of me cuz of it #but i've shown support and interest in them #i am the coach. not the player #zosan is really popular cuz they look hot with each other #i won't use their tags cuz i'm scared of getting comments #acesan i'll have a respect for since they do seem to have a chance to hit it off #also Sanji would've fucking kicked him if he tried 😐#I once liked LawLu but i saw the red flags of the ship in general #age gap and all that also Law is stressed 24/7 with Luffy what #HanLu is just Hancock's reaction to a person treating her like a person.#and some people arr delulu enough to believe they'll be canon #SABOSAN. THAT SHIT EXISTS. Its funny that ASL is shipped with sanji and its Luffy having none of it bUT PEOPLE take is SERIOUSLY #i'm suffering what the hell #guys make the ship make sense #what?? the two of them look hot?#you think Franky isn't hot???#SABO NEVER MET SANJI AND SANJI LITERALLY ONLH HEARS OF SABO FROM THE OTHERS #“its an au” well okay i won't argue there since ITS AN AU.

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moonrecalled · 1 month

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good morning ryoji lovers!! >:)

#ooc #I AM THINKING ABOUT HIM AGAIN 24/7

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eternal-brainrot · 10 days

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making myself UNWELL thinking about a-yao too much again hhhh i feel like i need another 2 day ban on thinking about him so that i can regain some sanity but also I DONT WANT TO I WANT TO THINK ABOUT HIM NON STOP ALL THE TIME I LOVE HIMMMMM

#hes all i can think about!!! 24/7!!!!!! it gets out of hand!!!!!#literally somtimes i am incapablw of doing the tasks i need to do because i must spend that time thinking about him it is all consuming #but like. its manageable until i start forgetting to think about real life at all and so a-yao feels more real than reality #have to take the 2 day breaks when thinking about a certain piece of fiction overtakes and makes me go dissociatey #but then when i force myself to stop thinking about it for a moment i feel lost and like i have genuinely lost a part of me #idk if this is a common thing and would be kinda curious to know tbh #anyway. think i would actually die if i didnt let myself think about him for the rest of the evening so well see how it is tomorrow lol

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shoyoist · 1 year

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ydk ydk i want to fuck him stupid sooo bad <3