you see. i do not like solangelo bc of what rr has given me. i like solangelo bc i rotate nico & will in my head like rotisserie chickens, which gives me a nuanced & profound understanding of them that i only share w/ my beloved gay mutuals in my phone. k thx
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it's #TransDayOfVisibility!
i dont talk much about being trans but i am and sure damn proud of who i am :)
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“He really does hate to see him upset, doesn’t he. Like, I think he does a lot of things purposely to get a reaction out of Paul. And sometimes he needs to see him hurt to know he even cares. But from the way he’s watching Paul chewing his nails and rocking, you’d think Paul’s worries affected John physically. And then he breaks into “I Lost My Little Girl” almost as a sort of knee-jerk comfort instinct.”
Omg this comment just broke my heart. I rewatched this part and youre so right. I also completely forgot he plays I lost my little girl here so wow ok that hit me like a ton of bricks because really? After all these years he still remembers that little song?
Ugh they're so heartbreaking aren't they? They loved each other an unimaginable amount. I'm with you. Like if we're talking about a normal relationship that is seriously insane that he just remembers that little song. But we're talking about John and Paul here, the most obsessed people to ever obsess over each other. So yeah. Of course he remembers it. The way Paul remembers John sharing half his chocolate bar with him. Everything the other ever did or said is absolutely monumental to them.
Thanks for taking the time to be heartbroken over these two losers with me.
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During my downtime at work today I did a mock-up of what the NHL standings would look like if they did the 3-2-1 points system the PWHL is using and sad to say it puts the Penguins solidly at third in the Metro. So really by virtue of that we SHOULD just get to be in the playoffs automatically.
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CANT FIGHT MY OWN NATURE
Im not like any other Dutch fans because the difference I see is I'm not ashamed of what I'm doing nor what I am and i ain't afraid to expose myself 😌
I can see my 10yr old self back in 2010 would be mortified because it ain't John Marston 😆 I did pay the price of wishing to be like him tho 🥲 (full of scars, doubt and I still can't swim) if only my younger self would understand who John really was before I wish to be this "cool badass hot ass cowboy" when I grow up 😩😆
(I know my tv stand needs cleaning, I will get to it when I'm not playing red dead 😆)
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Youre pressing g gender conformity yet not sticking true to it. If you were to conform with being "nonbinary", you wouldn't have pigtails, or much of what you show. Being nonbinary is literally saying that since you don't conform by gender roles then you simply don't belong in them, which is wrong. You're still a girl, just nonconforming
[Image ID:
A picture of me holding up a note that says, 'You: 'I don't like gender conformity.'
Also you: 'No shlong, no dong? Hah, you fucking FEMALE'.
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Normal is overrated!!💯 I'm just me all day, everyday!!💯🫶
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When you say becoming a father??? Are you saying like SOON?! 👀
okay so
I've been looking into Single Father Surrogacy.
Now, I am still trying to understand the whole process of what it will initial, and different types of surrogacies because I honestly didn't know of these two above on the image, and that could only be it, but I'm trying to figure out or understand it better. I feel as though educating myself first is the right decision before I do anything else. I don't know what I'll have to do in terms of supporting said person carrying my baby, but I'm willing to fund everything and do anything required of me to make it happen.
I'll most likely start the application and inquiring process next year, but I am aiming for when I'm thirty-two or latest , thirty-five years old to make the single father surrogacy a reality.
I know it sounds pathetic or weird, etc but I've come to accept and be at peace at least that I might not find someone out there? You know, to love and create wholesome, small but meaningful memories with, etc.
I was also super okay in being with someone who already had children through prior relationship(s), heck I would have loved their kids as my own or at least treat them with so much love, care, and hopefully become someone they would be able to trust, etc. I was totally okay with that and all I would have asked said partner is one child from both of us or if not, them to be okay with me becoming a sperm donor.
However, I'm not going to go on dating apps ever again (although I might try eHarmony just to give these next two years a shot) and no one here where I live interests me so I know that I will most likely end up being single forever. And that's okay. I really am okay with that. 😊😊😊 Sometimes life is that way.
However, I am super lucky and grateful about the fact that I do still have an opportunity in becoming a parent without a partner through surrogate.
I know I said, I was okay with having a partner that didn't want kids, and I am, but only if they would be okay with me becoming a sperm donor so if ever, it would be used and I'll know that there's a little half me out there (if I'm not allowed to be involved in their life). I feel ready to be a parent. I want that responsibility. I believe in my ability to be a great father and so this will be the "taboo" measure that I'm willing and will take to become a dad. 😊😊
Sorry about rambling, but I'm passionate about this AND I just wanted to share a little more context to your ask.
Yes, I do have plans on becoming a father soon 😊😊😊
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