#I be thinkin tonight

[stedebonnit]

One thing I haven't stopped thinking about is that scene where Ed and Stede dine and dash and we get that glimpse as they run off giggling. Because really, more than the hopeful reunion, the soft confessions, more than the anger and bitter jabs, that moment was a glimpse into who they'll be as a couple.

Just a couple of chaos gremlins doing whatever the fuck they want and giggling the whole time, because when they're together the rest of the world fades away, its just them and their silly little whims.

#ofmd #our flag means death #gentlebeard #blackbonnet #edward teach #stede bonnet #just thinkin soft thoughts tonight #pls renew so we can see them giggle again #i thought of this bc my partner made a joke about running across the street before our bus left just so we could #jokingly fist fight in a dennys parking lot #and it made me think of how ed and stede would do that and be giggling the whole time

[edsbacktattoo]

oh my fucking god. it's about 'being a dick' and still being loved. it's about stede not being a very good pirate and still being loved. it's about both of them leaving at one point or another, breaking each other's hearts at least once, and still coming back to love. it's mistakes and wrong turns and fuck ups and it's love all the way down. for exactly who they are, the bad bits included. they've finally found where home is and it's with each other. oh my fu c king god.

#i am not coping in this chilis tonight #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd s2 #ofmd #our flag means death #oh we thinkin?

[roychewtoy]

#finished manifold garden tonight ouuuuugghghgghh it was so Very good. yes👍YES👍yeahyeahyeahyeah #i luv u exploring endlessly stretching impossible spaces. i luv u mandelbulbs and twisty fractals. i luv u thrumming synthy music #man it was so tasty. end of the game was giving me fearful..cosmic dread? i havent felt since outer wilds. just THROWIN urself off #like. these are colours these are twisting colours. why are u slumping down the couch ever so slightly with a chill down ur arms #fucking wonka boat tunnel dmt trip nightmare of a colour sure. sure yeah. and it was AWESOME awesome ending. TOTAL collapse #fun puzzles. throwin urself and free falling through a level never got old. loved snappin the gravity round. nada motion sickness✅️Score✅️ #playing manifold garden: this is just like jacob gellers shape of infinity video....... #couldnt stop thinkin abt him describing the airborne funerals given in the library of babel #the body falling eternally never hitting the ground thats CRAZY THAAAAAAAAAAAAATS. i would like to read it. im gonna read it #jacob geller u have not led me astray yet on video game recs. manifold garden! MANIFOLD GARDEN!!!!!!!!!! #great ost yeaaaassirr. just really liked it so i did oohheeeeooo :] :D yeahboshdone #manifold garden #structure tag #chewtoy

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hey what if fantasy au Julie was not only a runaway princess but also had a tail. food for thought

#i will look at any character and think 'what if they had a tail tho' #no but fr... she's a Monster... she deserves a tail... #but yes im doodling fantasy au julie and im having Fun with it #julie brain is onnnnn tonight! #yes yes... runaway princess... flower powers... super top secret past that only frank knows about... #opening up the Thinkings document rn #jot that down Jot That Down!!!!! #absolutely unprompted #im thinkin that jonesy franny and bea like... share the throne maybe? #they're on rotation... #and julie permanently opted out via 'escaping' Dramatically! #too many rules! too many restrictions! too much responsibility! what a stuffy and stressful life!

[todayisafridaynight]

tani

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 4 #yakuza series #yakuza 4 #masayoshi tanimura #snap sketches #i finished my first batch of sticker sketches tonight so i wanted to draw My Guy since i was thinkin bout him #sega please stop making blue underestimated short king cops they keep becoming my faves #'short king' he's like 5'9 he's average height but to the yakuza universe ??? help him #i make fun of y4 a lot of tanimura is still my fave part of it and he deserved to be in a better game #rip at tanimura in his remodel they really got rid of his snakeskin belt

[espy-heart]

Ive been working on this on and off for a week or so.

#espy art #pokemon #bulbasaur #ivysaur #venusaur #ahh how appropriate to finish this #by sheer coincidence i drew sleepy mons as im boutta go to sleep with the pogeyman sleep app that released tonight #that is absolutely surely not gonna sell that data to some advertiser somewhere #why would it? it's gotsa cute piiigachu #it does look cute tho. and i heard it's got shinies #at this point i'm tired and i'm gonna choose to focus on the positive parts of the idea #cause i'm just tired of thinkin bout how awful everythign is

[gemsofthegalaxy]

I'm also obsessed with the moment when Greg is like "you do know Shiv's working with Matsson," and Tom is like "obviously I don't know that. Wink." and Greg is like "right okay, but also should I use that information?" and Tom is like "only when the time is right"

It really solidifies what we were saying all along this season, that they are working in tandem here, to play both sides. even if they can't fully protect each other they're gonna try and when they can't, they both seem to support the other getting whatever he can.

As well, while reading the scripts people have posted, i am reminded that Tom has told Greg time and time again not to trust anyone including himself (even though he ends up proving to be more trustworthy than anyone else ie boar on floor) but after their scene at the wedding something has shifted there. I'm still really not forseeing a gregtrayal especially because I don't think Tom would even hold it against him maybe- his need for Greg's support isn't in what he can do professionally for him but emotionally.

#succession #tomgreg #i dont think theyll even get a chance for gregtrayal tonight im just Thinkin

[aurosoul]

people whomst I instinctively respect and feel at ease around:

- ppl who refer to inanimate objects as ‘old girl’

- little old ladies in the checkout line who strike up friendly conversation

- old hippie dudes with white beards and circle shades who drive retro vans

- any counterculture teenager

- cleaning staff

- gardeners

- basically all service industry workers

- mushroom sellers at the farmer’s market

- people who make art that’s considered “cringe” in any capacity (sparkle animals, FNaF ocs, warrior cats ocs, etc)

- anyone with a fondness for unconventional animals (snakes, lizards, insects, etc)

feel free to add more in the comments/reblogs

#incessant meowing #this post inspired by the maintenance man who referred to our fireplace as ‘she’ #and also the personal assistant old woman who worked for an elderly man #who’s favorite food was hagen das ice cream popsicles #she told me that the grocery outlet was the only place to get a 16 pack for the cheapest #i told her that i worked as a personal assistant once too and had to find the best grocery store to buy delphiniums #anyways i’m thinkin about humanity and love for strangers tonight if you can’t tell

[edsbacktattoo]

i just want it be said that i don’t think ofmd would have hit as hard without the ‘his name is ed’ scene. like we got the kiss, which was of course revolutionary, but if the show had continued the way it did without the scene where Stede confirms that the love is reciprocated, it wouldn’t hit as hard. it changed it from ‘aww Ed likes him’ to ‘oh. they’re in love with each other.’

#i talk about this scene all the fucking time because it’s so important to me #but that’s because it has permantly altered my dna #like can you believe it #i still cannot #the way that scene tells us no. you were right. they’re in LOVE love #idk after so many years of being taught to expect the worst ending it’s so refreshing to be told that we were right this time #they’re in love. his name is ed #ya know what i mean #in my feelings tonight #ofmd #blackbonnet #oh we thinkin?

[fastcardotmp3]

forever thinking about the narrative we could've gotten if Kali had stuck around long-term and thinking about it specifically in conversation with the character arc of Abby in TLOU2, because like.

obviously the source materials are tonally different enough to not make it a clear-cut comparison, but there's something about the cycle of violence there and the desperation that comes with a years-long search for justice or revenge or closure, right?

these young women who were so deeply wronged by people more powerful than them, and so then run away and seek their own strength, seek out ways to use it. Abby gets this amazing storyline where we first see her exclusively from Ellie's perspective as the villain who killed this person she loved more than anyone, but who then becomes a person and who is given reasons and who is given a fullness of self that makes not just her more of a gut-punch to the world, but everyone around her too.

and I just keep thinking about what that sort of care could have done for a character like Kali who is so similarly caught in a cycle of violence in her search for closure, so similarly set in her pursuit of it, and what it might have been like to see her instead of seeing El's witnessing of her.

where are her hurts? what scars does she carry? whose death does she believe will be the one to make her feel okay again and when will she realize that none of them will?

Abby changes through relationships with people, through a relationship with a young boy who comes from such a different background to her but who has been hurt and who has lost in so many similar ways and Kali has that too.

Kali has El to show her a different perspective, to give her something worth loving again, to give her something to protect rather than something to fight.

I dunno where I'm going with this, I've had Kali on the mind lately and I'll always live on the Abby defense squad, but I really do mourn the direction the story could have gone if Kali had been offered the same level of personhood and depth by the narrative that Abby was.

#dot post #maybe i'll write it for her one of these days she's been really prodding at my brain worms lately #kali prasad #stranger things meta #cursed to always be the defender of characters fandom hates I SUPPOSE #it's been a minute since i did a ramble but i'm simply thinkin out loud tonight

[woosansang]

“he wanted to fail with me if he had to fail. he wanted to succeed with me if he had to succeed”

congratulations on ateez’s seventh music show win!! — THE SHOW 220802 ‘GUERRILLA’

#ateez #ateezedit #woosang #jung wooyoung #kang yeosang #kpopco #atzsource #~ #guerrilla~ #im emo about them tonight #not even tagging anyone this was just for me <3 #beloveds beloveds these besties ... so important 2 me u have no idea <3 #thinkin abt wave first win................... im sooooo emo about them actually i might just start crying lmfaoo #i lied actually i am going to tag people bc they.... need to be percieved. im soft. goodnight. #meganbyte #cheytermelon #lunanuggets #jonghomies #blueberryshay #tusersofie

[ramontism]

#Of course he thinkin bout that #Wa #idk what else to put #is the salmon run weapon rotation actually gonna be good tonight can any of u leak it to me #Last night I watched one of my friends get banned off splatoon all cuz their WiFi went out #That’s so gay #ramon salazar #resident evil #resident evil 4 #re4 remake #salazar re4 #salazar #sala-cest #biohazard 4 remake #biohazard 4 #biohazard #re4r #re4 #re4make #re4 fanart #resident evil 4 remake #I drew this on my gay little phone that’s why it lookssooo baaaaaad/$;

[byanyan]

thinking about a younger byan getting invited to go to the pool with some classmates... but then they just sit on the edge of the pool with their feet dangling in the water. if they get in at all, they stick to the shallow end and make sure their shoulders are always above the water and their feet are always on the floor. ...they get really offended whenever someone asks them if they know how to swim (they don't and they're embarrassed about it) and insist that they do, they just don't like to. even when an adult offers really gently to teach them, byan keeps up the (extremely transparent) act bc they don't trust anyone enough keep them safe in the water (they don't trust anyone to keep them safe, period).

...thinking about them kicking and screaming and biting, probably hurting someone pretty good in the process, when a couple of the kids (boys, for sure) try to drag them out into the deeper end of the pool because they're "no fun." then, embarrassed, they run off to change and leave even though someone's parents definitely drove them there and they're on the other side of the city from whatever foster home they're staying in (and they're definitely not crying the whole time, shut up).

#they have....... a fear of deep water that is definitely in part bc of them not knowing how to swim #but also they've just. never spent that much time around water?? #idk idk i'm just thinkin about baby byan tonight and idek why #i'm not kidding when i say my brain is ping-ponging ok it is EVERYWHERE rn akjfsdf #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made.

[nintendont2502]

yknow what I think I'm never gonna be good at art. It's at least like not for a long time and not without it being incredibly exhausting trying to force myself to draw. so like idk maybe I should. stop doing that? because I just draw and it turns out bad abd then I feel like shit abd I don't draw and feel like shit for not drawing and then when I do try to draw again I'm carrying that weight of like. It's been so long since I've drawn how can I call myself an artist + maybe I just atraigjt up can't draw and those few times I've made something decent are just a fluke because o stg I'm getting worse but also I'm probably not? But then art has just felt so much harder lately and 9 times out of ten I just give up ans feel like shit and that tenth time is just me thinking something is. Decent enough but still not good and posting it. like idk I got other hobbies. Other art forms. But I don't wanna give up on drawing because I do really enjoy it but also I haven't really been enjoying it lately but also I don't think I could live without it but also I'd really fucking like to be good but also the amount of stress that brings is. Idk it's like 1 am maybe I should just sleep I'll probably be more normal about this in the morning

#thjs isnt even like something im upset abkut its juat 1am and im thinkin #trjed drawing tonight #looked like shkt #usually does #satisfied the urge tk #*to draw ig? #but jts less satisfaction at creating and more well that was fuckinf shit why try again #idk i shouldnt be judging my art by the metric of whether its good enough to post #but also i love enagaging qith people through my art #hut my art isnt good enough fkr that yet #been drawing for years and yeah im better than i was but im not *good* yk #especially not compared to my peers who arent knly drawing better than me but more frequently and consistently #while i get exhausted after drawing one thing #feels like im doing something wrong bjt idk what #agh #whatever #pribably something to do with thr 5+ hobbies + work + uni im stretched between but fucckin whatever #me.txt #lmao morning mes gonna crimge so hard at this shit