#I could have been doing homework

[kitamars]

in my ponykata feels rn

#ough. ough #toshi……….save me……toshi……save me toshi……… #my son. he has 97 mental illnesses and is banned from most public spaces #i do wish we could have seen more of him……..he’s so ………….stray cat behaviour #just bushu era shinsengumi would have been very funny #just a bunch of country bumpkins #lead up to the ever popular edo workplace comedy #i should be doing homework but AUGHHHHHH #anyways it was my birthday on the 25th yahoo #doodling a bunch as a treat hehe yippee #im experimenting with my art sm i hope you guys like it #hijikata toushirou #gintama #ok bye

[siliconcat]

sorry for the cheesiest 24 ever

#agent 24 #splatoon #my art #JESSE WE NEED TO GO DO OUR PAINTING HOMEWORK JESSE WE HAVE TO LEAVE #mister white a drawing won’t take that long #JESSE ITS BEEN AN HOUR #agent 3 #agent 8 #captain 3 #looking back I could have removed all dialogue. whatever

[skyhon]

Yeah so like.... The mural thingie gave me an idea. um. Haha. [sweats]

I did this in like, 20 minutes, so it's not the best. But I hope you like it, @mod2amaryllis, @capnhanbers!

#my art #joat #been doing so much homework lads. so much #so i have no time to do shit #BUT #i made time for this ;) #also thank you mod you have ripped my soul out and stomped on it 🙃 #how could you leave me with a cliffhanger like that #(jk it was hot and sexy of you) #it’s finals in a few weeks!!! #gonna have tome to sit and do nothing all day long!!! woooo!!!! #worm talks

[wnterslder]

though realistically ( and ironically ) he doesn’t think he has the time to , i bet he’d love to go to some university lectures about space , engineering , anything like that … just sit and hear people younger than him teach and discuss things that were very early concepts when he was just a little kid. like he genuinely has a fascination with some technological advancements , one of the few softest things about him is his ability to dream and learn more 🥲

#he is truly amazed at some things - like fully captured by some lectures i bet #even if he can’t make sense of 100% of it - he’s learning more and more #sobs quietly about it #of course he thinks about the what could’ve been but #he’s changed his perspective - and working to do smth about it #like attend lectures !! #he’d probably look at some homework things but not have the time to do it #have one on one discussions if he could with professors … #❪ ⠀ * ⠀ ─── ⠀ 𝙼𝙸𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝚁𝙴𝙿𝙾𝚁𝚃. ⠀﹕ ⠀ headcanons. ⠀ ❫

[delladuck]

tw// discussion of postpartum depression and depression in general… this is a long post of random Della thoughts

Okay, so I've been thinking about that post I just reblogged a lot because I really the concept of Theory 4 (I know it's sad but it feels so real). I just have minor adjustments in my head. For instance, I personally don't see Della caring about the triplets father at all. Like, my guy was definitely not involved. I really see Della as a free spirit, and I can’t really see her ever wanting to be in a committed relationship… Wow, I'm sorry, I make everything about her sad. In my brain/headcanon world, every relationship she has had always crashes and burns because she doesn't like feeling tied down. She’s always running…. Anyway, about the postpartum depression, I feel like she suffered so badly from it— only not in the way where she wanted to hurt them lol. She just didn't feel bonded or connected and became depressed from that. That's why she was avoidant and would seem at times (to her family) like she wasn't being "responsible". Along with the depression, they also served as a reminder that everything is going to change. So what does she do? She runs.

I love the explanations for Donald and Scrooge under Theory 4. Head-on-the-nail for their thought process and feelings. But yeah, she finally thinks of the SOS and for the first time in months, feels something other than the nagging continuous depression. She thinks that if she can go the distance, do something as extraordinary as space travel, that it will prove things can still be the same and even potentially propel her out of her depressed state. She won't have to "settle down" as she’s constantly being reminded. I don't think it was to get away from her responsibility, I think she was completely overwhelmed and conflicted because of the effects of postpartum.

Being on the moon brings her entirely new traumas. Instead of getting help and speaking out when she was on earth, she’s now literally trapped. Her isolation is, obviously, no longer in her head. Queen, I'm so sorry (as if I'm talking to her LOL). Damn, she really was stranded on the moon by herself for a decade! Her untreated depression worsens into something entirely new (PTSD...!).

She obviously loves the triplets. I think that, relatively quickly, her time on the moon, when things went from bad to worse, her idea worked in a way? It certainly was something to knock her out of her “funk” (postpartummm). The kids are her motivation to keep fighting. She would take care of them. She would make it all up. She was committed, but how the duck was she supposed to think that anything could go wrong when Scrooge McDuck built this for her? Encouraged her to go for it? He always kept her safe and so on and on and on. She tried to free herself following his example and lost everything in her search for how things used to be (insert that Frank post about Scrooge betting it all and willing to rebuild from scratch if he looses everything).

It just seems like she was dealing with a lot— especially internally. So much was happening at once. My girl got so mentally ill. Like, being alive is so complicated… Deyla… I feel like she had a lot of highs and lows, but the lows were more often, common, and longer. One day she would feel like, “This is awesome. My kids are going to be the coolest and I can't wait to show them everything,” then the following week is unending flow of, “There’s too much to do and so many ways to screw up. Why is there so much that goes into taking care of them? They can’t really expect me to stay in the mansion for months on end right? I want to take care of them. I can’t take care of them. Donald thinks he knows everything. I'm a failure. They’re just eggs. What am I supposed to do with that? Yep, I feel soooo bonded... I’m a bad mom. Why don’t I feel the way that I should?” But of course, she’s stubborn and doesn’t tell anyone. So Donald labels her as irresponsible, and Scrooge don’t really gaf tbh because he thinks it will all smooth over and be fine as soon as they hatch. Troll goes ahead and builds SOS and the rest is history. I’m not really sure where I meant to go with this. I drew fanart the other night thinking about this, rediscovered that post I reblogged, and now here I am typing the thought process of a duck that I headcanon to have had postpartum depression. This is all just random and just what I think. I'm sure there are other posts like this but I just spent all this time typing this out so I figure, why not post? Goodnight.

#and nerp she would never tell anyone about it even after she returns #she doesn't even consider postpartum ever being something that she could have #sorry if this is a mix of things that have already been said #but tbh i could read hundreds of the same posts about ducktales reworded in different ways and still eat them up every time #i need to do my homework #derp #EFF IT IM POSTING #my thoughts

[macroglossus]

being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED

#which is dumb bc i have been formally diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses i dont think they can just take it back right????? #this is so stupid and cliche but what if i have been faking it........ all along........ Argh. #when i was in res i was put on adderall (bc the house psych just kind of experimented w meds LMFAO) and i had to go off them after like #two weeks bc it was affecting my appetite in a way i couldnt afford at the time lmao. but i do genuinely feel like it helped during that #time.... which is why i want to go on it again!!!! but im scared theyll just be like nah and i wont be able to take any of my meds anymore #is that crazy. am i being crazy rn. idk i truly do think most of my experiences w school and like. life could be explained by adhd and #when i was a kid they thought i had it but the two meds they tried didnt work for me so they just. kind of gave up #and i was really extremely unable to do school and graduated hs w an insanely low gpa and then dropped out of community college. LMAO. not #that people w adhd cant be good in school i just couldnt make myself do homework and couldnt listen in class bc i was too busy focusing on #listening. if that makes sense #IDK. idk. i know it's become like. a trend to have adhd is the issue and everything is being attributed to having it so im worried that ive #like. accidentally fallen in w that? even though ive thought i had it for forever and everyone has been like girl do you have this. IDK!!!! #idk. idkkkk im just like. genuinely scared. it's not the end of the world if im not diagnosed obviously but that means that #im just like this for no reason at all. and there's no way of helping it bc it's just the way i am. and i actually am just shitty n lazy. #epic. which incidentally is the proper name for how fucking long these tags are my bad. if you read this far sorry for being insane 👍

[calpalsworld]

i missed turning an assignment in on time for the first time this schoolyear 😦

#it may have been because i was drawing sexy windows. but it was also because i became mentally ill after drawing her #i did not quickly finish it before the deadline. instead i was just mentally ill... and layed there being mentally ill... #how could i let this happpen... this never hapoens to me.... #and now idk if ill get tomorrow or fridays homework done because todays homework isnt done. so. what am i gonna do... #my life is about to fall apart #i feel it

[whoatemyshoe]

"just google it" "do your own homework" "google is free" "find it yourself the information is out there"

but they are. they are asking people who have that information, for the information. they are doing their homework by reaching out and asking people questions. just because it's not typed on a search bar, doesn't mean it's any less of putting an effort to finding things out.

like i'm sorry people in the past refused/ridiculed you when you asked them for help. doesn't mean you have to be like them tho. why is learning through human interaction rejected in favour of isolated learning?

#my posts #rants #im part of the organising team for the women's march in my city #and someone interested to join the march was asking public transport directions to the march #the immediately response from the social media team in our group chat was to berate that person for being lazy/not doing their homework #like sure the transit map is available on the website #but anyone who takes public transport in my city KNOWS that the trains and maps are unreliable in so many ways #i was exploring a different line yesterday and got on the wrong train despite being on the correct platform #and i take public transport regularly and have a good sense of direction but the public transport here isnt designed to be user friendly #if they had to ask which line they should interchange at you KNOW they are clueless and probably terrified of the public transportation her #and yet as organisers they refuse to make it easier for people to participate at a march no one owes us to attend #they just gave them a link and asked them to figure it out themselves #i am very familiar with that route and i just KNOW the interchange is confusing and large enough that beginner commuters will get lost #and you know what could happen if someone struggles to navigate public transport? they probably would just go home instead #they blame the education system for producing youngsters who are spoon fed #girl the older generation said the exact same thing about your generation pls #your misdirected anger is being projected at the victim of this system instead of at the actual problem #which is what i've been observing from career activists around me and more #you claim to fight for the people #but the very people you're fighting for are asking you for help #yet you refuse to help them unless it's through significant policies or drastic systemic changes #your fight is conditional and only convenient for you but you refuse to admit it and then pretend the opposite #the moment they decided that they would 'teach them a lesson' indirectly by forcing them to figure out their own routes #they've already fallen into that activist trap of thinking they are above everyone else and that they are here to teach people how to #be a better person according to their standards because they know better by being more involved in activism and are better educated #instead of putting themselves in the girl's shoes and not assuming the worst of people as the default #maybe that girl is new in town and is unfamiliar with public transport here #maybe they had a bad experience getting lost before and wanted someone experienced to share some commuting tips to avoid getting lost #maybe she would rather pull her teeth out than try to figure out the route with unreliable mountains of information online #maybe she has executive dysfunction that makes filtering through tons of information to find that ONE route very daunting

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

haven’t been doing my required reading…. don’t worry about it of course but i’m literally so bad at this… i also haven’t been doing my required movie watching but that was at least expected so who cares

#and furthermore i haven’t been doing my required reading/movie watching that’s supposed to go together #and because of THAT one i’m behind schedule for march #not that i ever had a schedule #well. actu i do have a schedule. because of a certain. blonde. 🙄 #you know what don’t worry about any of it. basically i need to fucking finish rereading lady midnight #but that’s not what any of the other parts of the post were about. #but most importantly i need to get back to my assigned movie watching because this is pathetic fr #ok sorry none of this post will make sense to you guys #i have to give myself homework now that i’m a college graduate #in many ways you could say i’m getting a doctorate in cassie studies… #beth.txt

[melonnade]

girls will really sit there and write 10k words of oc lore instead of doing physics homework. it’s me. I’m girls

#mads talks #lol I submitted it a minute late so it’ll be half credit #middle school me would be horrified to see me now. high school me would sigh and go ‘eh. I guess I did say I’d take it easy’ #lol I have been skipping every single one of my lectures. this is so funny. #also. my homework may not be done. but I did make them kiss. my ocs are having a great time. #the power I could wield if I had a consistent enough art style to make a webcomic… I could get so much of the story out there. #just through my sheer reluctance to go to class and do actual work

[plushievash]

im FREE !!!!!

#talks #took my math final and i feel confident abt it #i have been awake since 8:30pm last night i took that thang sleep deprived but i double tripled #n quadruple checked my work i think i did good #i feel like. i did good. #i did however embarrass myself bc. turning in my exam #i gave it to the professor and then stared at her a little too long bc i forgot what i was doing #spun around and then turned back towards her bc i realized she corrected the final homework #and we could collect it but it was. on the table behind me. that i spun around towards. #i think she can tell im fucking. zonked outta my gourd #i cant wait to get home and pass away on the couch

[lagtrain]

i loveeee biology 😁 (she actually fucking hates biology and hasnt handed in like half the work despite only being like 3 weeks into the course)

#ermmm in my defense… ive been sick the past few days?? ive got nothing else tho i just straight up havent been doing shit LOLLL #like i really dont have much of an excuse i just really hate bio in general and have a tough time doing shit as homework esp for this class #i shouldve dropped it (and technically i still could?) but ill just stick it out #catching up on some missing work rn 👍 at least if i get a couple things in ill be better off than i was like an hour ago lolol

[berryblu-soda]

uni is taking too longg- i need to be old (also probably rich) and run a workshop/garden/ wildlife rehab center in the outskirts of town NOW

#please please please please please- #oh to be able to support my community while doing stuff i care about and die loved eventually >>>>>>> #sorry; in silly mode again; i didnt sleep too much due to assignments and also watched unhinged diy videos like if they were bedtime storie #besties i am going to diy the heck out of some insulation as soon as i stabilize these assignments #<- isnt gonna do it #no yeah i probably could?? but id have to worry abt the mass amounts of humidity we get in the winter; so if i use the cheapest option #(cellulose); im most likely going to have a mold problem ToT #also been watching stuff abt turtle; fish and isopod care #i loooove meticulously curated environments that act as simulated ecosystems!!!! #anywayyys!!! avoiding homework as always lmao #shut up sheo

[caroloftheshells]

so many things to grade in the next ~24 hours and i am SO tired from teaching as well as the makes-you-tired disease but we're going to do the bare minimum of grading and call it a day ig

#just glad it's today and not yesterday when i could barely make it over to the table to host zoom office hours #i like bare minimum grading anyway; last year all i did was give out 100s on homework #it definitely is something that our supervisor expects me & other person w my job to have 1 day turnarounds on 30-40 #written/qualitative assignments via a long rubric while we are both actively very sick #idk. worst of both worlds you are in charge of everything about the class on paper but not the materials or the grading scheme #or the lesson plans or the course structure. etc. #good thing is you get to be the ultimate grade-enterer for a core class & pass everybody #but yeah. this place is so reliant on grad labor; now that 4(?) of us are sick &still doing our jobs but slower the world is in turmoil etc #theorycomp tag #carol overreacts to life #like; breaking news: a covid surge at the beginning of the semester when maskless undergrads are moving in means ppl will get sick #also: tried getting another person in the theory teaching force to cover one of my classes last friday and my supervisor was like #'they haven't been here long enough; they're not qualified' & like. idk #not allowed to cancel our own classes bc we have to keep up with her class but there aren't enough qualified ppl to get subs so ??? #wack. truly wack situation #so called progressives/liberals when the pandemic isn't over and we aren't 'back to normal' etc

[septimus-heap]

Having a bad day :(

#sep talks #would elaborate but I'm too tired. That is part of it ngl. I'm so tired all the time #no energy for anything that isn't school. Barely enough energy for school #actually that's a lie. Not enough energy for school. I can't do homework bc I'm too tired #barely awake enough most of the time to remember to eat #I'm ill rn so that's not helping #I want to lie down and sleep for 1 million years and never ever have to get up. But unfortunately I Do have to get up #my throat hurts my head hurts I'm so so tired my feet hurt bc my shoes don't fit right my joints hurt bc of god knows what #I'm having a genuine crisis almost to the level of whatever the fuck I had going on in 2020/2021 #I have no plans for the future I have no plans for the present I'm too tired to even consider it #I need to deal with some school stuff but I really really really do not want to have to #I knew school made me tired and depressed but this is i think worse than its ever been before #and idk how to fix it. I need the qualifications #I can't quit. I don't know if I can carry on. Hell on earth. Idk why I'm so tired I wish I could fix it #but I'm too tired to call the doctors

[gaystby]

Diversity win! The girl who cyberbullied me 10 years ago is now a lesbian

#idk what to do with that information. like girl we could have been chill even kissed but u chose violence #kinda wanna catfish her and get a date only to stand her up #btw we hadnt talked in ages and i had never done anything to her. i had even helped her with like homework and shit #and years later she cyberbullies me out of nowhere. i was so shocked like i had forgotten about her