#I cried soo so much

[luck-of-the-drawings]

oh the dread, oh the worry! you love your sister so much and you need to know shes okay. you trust her but you cant trust the world, and more than anything else you cant trust yourself

#jrwi riptide #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi show #gillion tidestrider #edyn tidestrider #RAHHH IVE HAD THIS ROTTIN IN DRAFTS FOR A BIT but im finally here n ready to POST!!!! #SO THE LIL GILLION AND EDYN ARC HUH?? #gillion as a character makes me so emotional. he means so well yet sucks so bad in every way he wish he didnt #HE CARES SOO MUCH ABOUT HIS SISTER. MAN HAS NEVER CRIED EXCEPT FOR THE DAY HE SAW HER AGAIN #HE WAS SOOO HAPPY TO SEE HER AND FIND OUT SHES OKAY. I ALSO REMEMBER SCREAAAAMIN WHEN SHE FIRST APPEARED #I HAD BEEN THINKIN ABOUT EDYN FOR SO LONG... ohhh older sisters where u at... u understand... only us older sisters get it #andNOW WHERE IS SHE..? WHERE IS SHE NOW.... working with the navy to 'undo' what the undersea has done to her precious baby brother #OKAY ENOUGH EMOTIONS TIME FOR ME TO TALK ABT MY ART #REAAALLY THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST DOODLE PAGES SO FAR. IM SO PROUDA THE COLORS N THE SCENES AND THE EMOTIONS #the lil scene with edyn comforting gillion after 'a day of alot of failure. that was the first we ever saw of edyn right? i love my colors #A MIRROR! edyn painted in red when shes often blue. framed by rock and coral and memory sharing bracelets and fire. #A MEMORY! a recent event! finding her at the bar and meeting her at a tavern. its cathartic to hear your older sister tell you its okay #even more cathartic to have her remind you that you are not your tragedies. you were just a kid. you didnt deserve what happened. #you really missed having her here #OH BUT THE NEXT. A NOTE LEFT BEHIND. NOTHING ELSE. i love you a million gillion #BUT THATS NOT A REASSURANCE IS IT? its a trust fall. emphasis on the fall. emphasis on the needle in your chest as wind rushes past #you anticipate the ground but you wish you could anticipate her arms. you wish you could trust. you need to trust. so why cant you? #instead you lash out. again. just like last time. just like always. you were never good at controlling your emotions #all you do in the end is break stuff. none of them can trust you. thats why she cant tell you. thats why he didnt tell you. noone trusts yo #chips got way too many damn belts btw. put some o those back boy u do NOT need all that mess jingling around ur gay hips. you FRUIT!!!!!!!! #I liked the scene with jay n chip dragging gillion around. its a comical scene ofc and i LOVE that balance here. but that sadness remains. #they care about gillion so much..... auuwuuuu..... #OKAY FINAL THOUGHTS. I RLY LIKE DRAWING DIFFERENT TEARS FOR DIFFERENT TYPES OF CRYING #when the tears well up so big from uncontainable joy that you cant even see

[hooned]

i can’t believe i took these photos oh my god i luckily had a great view of the entire concert and wow, again, had thee absolute time of my life. ❤️‍🩹 enhypen, you will always be loved by me.

#i talk too much & that's okay ♡ #spent the entire day crying btw — pcd is real i need two to three business days to process everything and start functioning again #right now all i could think of is DAMN TAKE ME BACK PLS I BEG 😭 #enhypen are such phenomenal performers with so much love to give oh god if i could say in words how amazing they all are I WOULD #their eyes shining while looking at the crowd OH GOD they’re everything really !! #and sunoo’s cover ???? I CRIED. sunghoon dancing gento ???? OH MY GOD I DIED AGAIN. #jake singing love yourself for us ??? hee singing give me your forever ??? RIKI LIKE THIS DANCE ??? OH MY GOD. #the fireworkd too UGH it was a perfect night like the pre concert experience wasn’t the best bc of the heat and some lapses #BUT THE CONCERT ITSELF ??? OUR BOYS ??? #OH MY GOD I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THAT AGAIN AND AGAIN IF IT MEANS SEEING ENHYPEN PERFORM AND BE LOVED AGAIN LIKE THAT. #I LOVE THEM SOSOSO MUCH I CRIED BEFORE DURING AND AFTER THE CONCERT #MY FANCAMS ARE A MESS BUT OH MY GOD IT WAS NOTHING SHORT OF MAGICAL #text post #this is my best picture everything else is unfocused coz i wanted to look at them with my eyes #they are soo beautiful ugh #the entire time i was screaming and crying and singing and dancing IT WAS LITERALLY THEE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE #i can’t wait to see you again #i can’t wait to see you again my sevEN 🌟🫀🧡

[kariighost]

Oh my god u guys I stayed off social media all day so I wouldn’t see anything and I just got done watching… how is everyone feeling??? This was basically me through out the entire episode

But I hope this fandom will live forever. Levi is my comfort character and I will never let him go hehe 🖤🖤🖤

#I cried so much #Levi also looked SOO good wtf I knew he would but it still had me drooling #levi ackerman #levi aot #levi ackerman x reader #snk levi #attack on titan #levi x reader #aot final episode

[transbee]

anybody else profoundly sad these days. clap if you're profoundly sad.

#not..!!! not doin good. not doing very good at all. #stressed over nothing but also everything and for someone who does nothing i am EXHAUSTED all the time. #crying soo. so much. #cried over my boyfriend cried because i got anxious cried because im tired of feeling lonely and abandoned and sick and weak and. UHGG. #and a new alter split off of me a few months back and ever since then it feels like theres a chunk of me missing. like i got ripped in half #sorrrry. sorry. i got stressed -_- #Sighs and rolls up my sleeves. Still I Cringe Onward. #.txt

[yikessims]

The Santiago's farm.

Owned by Maxwell, under the care of the owner and son, Marcus. (RIP)

-Photo taken 11 years ago.

#ts4 #sims 4 #look at them dad and son #both. precious lil pixels #;-; #don't come after me #ill be in the bathroom crying my soul out #sim: maxwell #and lil marcus santiago </3 #ik its so random to share-but seeing my boy again on the “tv screen” hyped me up #actually marcus existed since the moment i made maxwell #but i didnt wanted to come off as too much for a sim BC entry #this post is so simple yet i'm loving it #dont mind the fact im soo bad at posing sims #theyre 33 and 7andhalf respectively #this was taken 3 years before the *cries* incident #btw is HD if u click on it

[kendallroygf]

One thing that goes crazy is those distant screaming calls for help you can hear in the background of off to the races. Like the whole basic premise is this lolita inspired dynamic between this young lonely girl and this much older man where she swears that nobody else in the world would even have her except for him and this in itself is a feat because she’s ‘crass’ and has a ‘broke down life’ etc and the whole thing is entrenched in denial. He loves her in spite of all these things wrong with her, all he asks is that she does what he wants, he’s like an omnipresent figure for her - watches her in the bathroom, getting dressed etc. and the almost hyperbolic way she describes herself smitten with him and how she believes she needs him, she’s nothing without him, the dependency borders on the paternal. It’s not that she’s unable to leave it’s that she believes she has nowhere else to go, he’s made it so she’s so enmeshed that she simply thinks she could not survive without him. he’s ‘saving’ her from herself and she’s in even more debt to him for it (sorry that im misbehaving!!!) and imo she’s almost a parody of herself bc she doubles down on this narrative that’s she’s a seductress and insane and crazy and she needs looking after by this mature older man when in reality she’s so troubled, under constant observation but she twists it so it’s like she’s running away to be caught by him rather than to escape. And in the end her calls for help can barely be heard under the passionate repetition that he’s her one true love

#plus lana’s voice going higher during the chorus as if she’s making her self sound more youthful and childish compared to ‘says it sounds #like heaven to him’ which is so sardonic and cry. almost as if she’s making fun of him. and the gimme those gold coins line. like it’s equa #*dry #in some way if she’s getting something out of it too. waving golden jewelry in her face buying her things etc #like the fire of my loins line is not misplaced at all bc this song is so obviously abt lolita. but it’s like. humbert humbert’s perspectiv #almost completely overshadowing dolores’ i.e the calls for help in the background . like soo much of it is based on lines and passages from #the book . she literally cried every night !!! . ‘you see she has absolutely nowhere else to go’ + i love you i’ll never leave you they #would rue the day i was alone without you. like it’s so obviously humberts perspective on himself and how dolores feels abt him. but #modernised in a way. like i fully believe lana knew what she doing with this one. her philosophy degree coming thru … #sorry for analysing and going crazy over a lana song do u stil think I’m sexy …. #but also! that’s why this song pertains so well to fucked up paternal dynamics this is why you see every sicko on this website use this son #like there’s so many layers to it. like sorry but if i think abt succession and breaking bad to this song no i don’t. there was a while #where i was like this is sooo pre s1 tomshiv also. but yeah lol #just.. SONG OF ALL TIME #.

[hexxter]

Me every time I remember something small about kingdom hearts union x

(This game is literally half of my personality)

(The other half is sky children of the light)

#kingdom hearts #kh #player #khux #kingdom hearts union x #kingdom hearts union cross #sad hamster #khx #ummm trauma #yum #kh ephemer #crying about him for years #that poor friend I cried to when the ending was getting closed and its was or ephemer or the player dying #its was the player #but ephemer is also dead soo… #💀 #man i really should find that chat again i was crying crazy #attachment issues #to some random aaa character we got to meet for only a day #ephemer is the coolest tho #besides the part of breaking his promise and living shattering the players whole reality with his theories lmao #when we barely got to spend time with ephemer but fanfics gave me so much food

[wipeawaythosetearsofbloodagain]

I got too drunk tonight and lost my phone at an arcade and my sweet boyfriend took care of me and calmed me down and even met up with the person who found it so that I’d get it back safe and sound :)

#i thought it was gone forever I was so scared and sad #i have all my pictures of my old cat on my phone and I was worried he was gone forever #i was soo sad I never cried that much and he was so sweet to me #i love you my sweet boyfriend #i owe you big time you’re the sweetest boyfriend ever!!!

[insert-neologism]

i am. so normal abt natural habitats. SO normal (<- clearly Not Well)

#i cried 3 times #does NOT happen ofteb #(to be clear it's abt the fic. on ao3. by woodenpicador) #and im not even half in #crying screaming throwing up #heavens sake there's so much to say abt it and nothing at all #dreaming abt that i tell yall #only not livebogging it bc most of the time im reading where i dont have WiFi soo #BUT SERIOUSLY it's always in my mind like im thinking abiut nothing? wrong. Im thinking abt woman who makes bad decisions I and II #and like all of them it has not left my mind. In days #it's like a splinter that's fucking lodged into my brain only it doesnt hurt (mostly) #and I can NOONE of my irl friends GOD #js if it was a book id buy it fr #mitos incredible life #more or less incredible how am I gonna focus on anything else #yellowjackets #ig #EVERYONE READ IT (many many ppl read it but more should read it definitely it's like evedthuf) #anyways hi if youre still heree i dont actually think anybodys gonna read all of this. but as they say #'its not truly ur public trashcan on which u display the stuff u like best without fucking lamenting or somtheing #verbs suck

[saviorkink]

at the end of the day it's who you think about when you feel the first snow of the year on your face

#sorrryyyyyyyyy #spent an hr walking around feeling soo joyful and alive and simultaneously missing him so much #if i cried no one has to know #txt

[chorbyshort]

Well!! Blaseball is gone!

I feel. Bad about it for a lot of different reasons. I joined Blaseball around season four or five because of a friend, but didn’t start participating until around season eight because of a different friend. I was a Magic fan from start to finish and had an absolute blast with the team!

My experience with everything is a little up and down for a lot of reasons. When blaseball went on the long siesta after season twenty four ended I found myself pulling away from it, and by the time the coronation era was around I felt pretty out of touch. Yet I have a lot of memories that I can’t help but look back fondly on that i’m not sure I know how to put it into words right now. And on the other hand there also came a lot of abysmal things that soured not just my experience with blaseball but changed who and how I pick the people I want to interact/talk to even outside of fandoms/communities like this.

That isn’t to say blaseball was a bad experience though!! I love this game a lot, and I love so much of what came with it. It inspired me to want to create when I was in a slump for years, I have a folder titled “blaseball fics i’ll never finish” with over thirty pieces of writing in it I believe? Maybe I’ll finish them all one day for everyone, who knows!!

For right now I just want to say. I love you Magic. And I love you Fridays. And i’ll miss blaseball!

#chor-by #blaseball #I love the Beams too. It wasn’t always hreat but my friend started as a Beam #and the yellmouth song meant a lot to us #I created so much because of Blaseball #I have two loredocs about Chorby Short alone— one of them is eight pages long and needs to be updated and that’ll make it longer #And I have an uncountable number of pages of lore for just the Yellowstone Magic #I remember when during grand siesta someone did a voice recording of one of my park ranger entires in one of the Magic channels #It was so sweet. I genuinely loved it so much #I think I might have cried #Assa beeb abba soos Magic 👆👇

[elyy-o]

I just finished playing shtdn and wow

#its soo good i can't put it into words #its free soo..if you have time. its worth it #im falling into the hellhole and the fandom has like 8 people #uuu i cried so much playing it #the kind of game i wanna play for the first time again #~♡ ely speaks #shtdn

[qilinkisser]

EVERYBODY SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER NOWWWW

#IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!! LOOK AT HER BIRTHDAY ART #isn't she just so beautiful <333 I love her soo much #my gorgeous wife!!! I love her so much!!! #oh to lie in the grass with her and sleep #our bodies nestled together #the sunlight beaming down on our face...... #screams. cries. it's a want it's a need it's a must #Ganyu 🍨 #Pollen talks ☁️

[deus-ex-mona]

little brothers and their will to #slay, man </3

#while yes yes this post technically does apply to the simp bros i wanna cry about my own bro in the tags so you have been warned~? #so to start off my monthly existential crisis rant i just wanna say that… i’m so so soo envious of my bro. like to a really unhealthy extent #he’s tall enough to reach the top shelves. i can barely touch them if i jump. he has so many friends and even a gf. i have 0 irl friends. #he is able to sit in one spot and focus on his studies. i can’t even sit down for a full half hour to *eat* without getting up to take a nap #he’s learning how to drive. i can’t. he was admitted into university. i wasn’t. he’s able to find what he likes and stick to it. i can’t. #like mannn. he thrived in the course he chose in tertiary education while i lost my passion for it in the middle of my first year. #he’s good at picking up everything he tries (puzzle cubes; bball; you name it he’s good at it) while i’m just. bad at everything i try lol #he’s very good at his studies (aside from languages) and sports. i’m not good at anything at all. #he gets told that he has a great sense of humour. i’m just. boring and annoying. lolllll #he’s super sociable and he has good relations with pretty much every single family member (sans me). i’m not in contsct with most of the fam #heck he was pretty much the favourite from the moment he was born. his baby pics still get brought up from time to time bc of how cute he is #(granted it’s bc he looks like a bby m*ch*l*n man (like the tire company mascot) and he’s super cute in them but still) #and he’s also a guy and content with being a guy which is just… not fair y’knowwww~~~ asian family boy biases and all (cries) #our father pretty much cast me aside once my bro was old enough to hang with him. and even before then the bias was as clear as day. >:((((( #i make the dude mad? i get screamed at and whaccced. bro gets the dude mad? he gets a lesson on how to throw punches instead!!! like wow!!!! #he’s the only one who got to escape any direct physical harm from the guy and yet!!!! he was the 1st one to be singled out for trauma focus #idk if it’s bc of his age back then or whattttt but i can’t believe i had to friggin’ ask my therapist back then for a trauma assessment :( #2015 was a different time… my bro managed to succeed in school while i was rejected from the drama club for being too depressed :(((( #but i’m sure my bro has his own share of struggles… and i’m glad that he has a few groups of friends to chill with. really. #but i just can’t help feeling extremely envious of him. i could never tell him any of this though we hardly talk at home lol #and he pretends not to know me when i approach him in public lmfaoooo. i don’t blame him though; i’d do the same if i were to approach me #so yeah. if you read this i’m sorry for being cringefail and bad at everything~~ am i still allowed to pollute your dash~? <3 #and also. idk if i’ll be able to continue sischange over this week bc i’ll be handling 2 workstations by meself :( and idk how tired i’ll be #but we’ll see ok~? sorry for having zero time management skills am i still qualified to be a legit adult~? #sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂

[tteokdoroki]

he came home :(((

#cries so hard and loud i missed him soo so so much #✧ ₊˚💭੭ — aali just posted

[yamsgarden]

How has it already been 2 years since I last played Tales of Vesperia?! Time seriously flies too fast...

Anywho, I picked it up again 3 days ago and I can't stop playing XD

Iirc I had played it on easy because I wanted to focus on the story and go a bit faster since Tales Of games are longgg. Tho once I reached the end and wanted to start a NG+, I got a bit depressed when I realized this whole time I barely won any Grades since I was on easy mode... And I didn't know it would do that. I played around 65h in my first playthrough soooo ah I felt like I messed up XD I still loved it sooo much and I can't wait to replay it now, but I wasn't feeling like restarting right away back then and there are so mamy games I still need to finish...

Omori and Subnautica are in progress XD

All that to say, might drop some art :3

Oh how I missed everyone T3T I love them all sm

Sweet babes

Also wait...

SAM VOICES FLYNN?!?

  How-

How is he playing absolute crazy (beautiful) Ren in Indivisible and Mr Perfect in TOV-- If anything I thought it was Ben who was playing him and for two seconds I thought it was Dhar

Anywho

I’m just blown away rn cuz I didn’t recognized his voice asdfghjk

#delete later #hgn everythings so good in this game #the writing #the characters #the designs #imo the music coild have kicked a little more ass? #maybe i just keep comparing it too much to tales of symphonia #the soundtrack in this one is soo damn good and perfect djdkkd #and maybe the ending i felt could hve been a bit different #idk i feel it was missing a little something #but idk what #TOS and Wind Waker still have some of my most favorite and satisfying endings of any video games #they made the journey so worth it #iirc i cried to both #and i was like 8 #i mean when it first happened #tales of vesperia #indivisible