#I cried the second time I played it

[chrisrin]

JADESOL MOIRAILS!

#jadesol #jade harley #sollux captor #homestuck #hs #i fucking love this pairing no one understands #my rarepair my beloveds #theyre playing stardew valley in the first doodle #sollux is setting up the sprinklers and automating the farms #jade is petting their dog before heading to the mines #second doodle theyre playing outer wilds #thinking about how outer wilds is the Definitive Space and Doom Aspect Video Game of All Time #thinking about how both of them would get something different out of the game #thinking about how sollux actually cries at the ending and jade comforts him #chris doodles #ask me more about them im insane for it #this is all apart of my very elaborate #davekatsoljadearafef multiship #which is the Ship of All Time

[blinkpen]

sometimes i think about the two gay undertale guards and how their fight plays out in The Bad Run i never did myself and then i'm like "which OC ships of yours would be a dual battle in a Kill Em All run and which half of the ship ceases to fight if you kill the other one first, and which one instantly becomes 500 times harder to kill if you kill the other one first, and do they Transform"

#sporadic warbling #much to think about #i have played UT twice #i got the golden ending perfectly the first time despite playing blind and respected the wishes of the pixels #i played a second time only when i bought a playstation copy and played it with a friend who wanted to experience it #but was TERRIBLE at baby's first bullet hell #so i played it for her and narrated the stuff n got the golden ending on that copy she cried bigly and we had a fun time

[operationtimeguard]

im never going to recover from canto 1 emotionally

have a yuri

#limbus company #limbus yuri #fanart #my art #he first time i played limbus i cried about yuri to my twin because i was DEVASTATED #second time it hurt more cus i knew what was going to happen #dont even get me started on greg and yuri ill sob even more their dynamic means the world to me

[bumblingbabooshka]

Five more minutes! [Tuvok and T’Pel make friends at their betrothal ceremony and have to be dragged away from each other kicking and screaming.]

#read on a wiki that children aged 7 have a little ceremony so their minds are linked and they can be alerted of one another's pon farr #when the time comes so I thought it'd be cute to draw that~ They see each other and become besties on the spot #T'Pel is the first person who cries with Tuvok instead of getting frustrated with him #and if he says something telepathically she just responds instead of asking why he isn't speaking aloud #on the flip side T'Pel likes this quiet boy!! He is her friend. She says so immediately and then takes his hand #they play for like an hour and then 'five more minutes'-ing gets them another half hour #When they actually get married it's a much less instant emotional bond bc I like the idea of Tuvok and T'Pel not /really/ getting along #as newlyweds...they're awkward around each other and think the other doesn't like them but it blossoms into a love that's stronger #than even their bond... #Tuvok: I love Jara #Tuvok's dad:....I thought you said you would never forget T- #Tuvok: STOP THIS. I WAS SEVEN. #Tuvok/T'Pel #in honor of my mans getting second in the wife guy tournament v_v #but also in honor of kids being adorable in fancy clothes #also this a tiny detail but T'Pel gave Tuvok the little pouch thats attatched to his hip #and Tuvok gave T'Pel the pin in her hair #Tuvok art #Tuvok #T'Pel #T'Pel art #vulcans #vulcan kids are adorable once again #st voyager #st voyager art #star trek voyager #star trek voyager art #bea art tag #comix #child Tuvok

[thedrotter]

sweet sweet re:kinder community... I would like to ask y'all how you came upon the game and your experiences with it because i wanna know. im genuinely so curious to hear about other people's experiences and little opinions about this game because of how wild the game is (/pos) I'd love to hear it. do ramble to me about it

#re:kinder #not art #so in my case i once saw someone talk about it in a video and some scenes with the very vague context really struck with me #i was like wow...that is so sad... i wonder what goes on #but the thing is i watch videos talking about games like that ALLL THE TIME while im multi-tasking so i FORGOT FOR A YEAR?!?!? #until one day i was sick in pain on my bed could not move. and then it came to me. yes. “RE:KINDER. I SHOULD PLAY IT.” LIKE OUT OF NOWHERE #i will never understand how i dying of pain remembered a game i saw once BY NAME AT LEAST A YEAR LATER when jve heard of so many games #and you wanna know why it stuck with me. i saw in the video an image of the “as if id be reborn as a princess” line #i did not know the context but it was devastating #AND WHEN I PLAYED THE GAME when that scene game i was shocked to silence😭😭 BECAUSE I BASICALLY WENT COMPLETELY BLIND?? #I DID NOT KNOW THE LITTLE KID WOULD BE THE ANTAGONIST???? AND THAT HE WOULD HAVE SUCH A SAD STORY?? #like. i saw the sad coming i knew it was bound to happen yet i could have never been prepared for how hard it would hit me #I HAD TONS OF FUN but at first when i finished it i was so confused and so lost i was like welll.....what a game... TOO STUNNED FOR WORDS #then i thoughr of it for 20 minutes and bawled my eyes out and realized it was art #so when i got to my second playthrough i CRIED LIKE CRAZYYY😭😭 I WAS BLOWN AWAY IT REALLY HITS YOU #personally it admittedly hit close to home and while it made me bawl my eyes out it was also very comforting i felt very understood #AND IT WAS CRAZY FUN TOO i was not bored once the first time i played through it i was sleepy but i was so excited to keep playing😭😭 #its funnt becayse i was initially apprehensive about playing cuz im sensitive to stories where sad things happen to kids #but i played it regardless because i was like “but what if its one of those scary media that hit close to home and i enjoy” #AND I WAS RIGHT. BUT NOT ENTIRELY BECAUSE I DID NOT THINK IT WOULD HIT AS INTENSELY AS IT DID😭😭 IT WAS MYCH MORE THAN EXPEVTED #many ways in which it impacted me but if i started listing them i would not shut up . so for now it is enough #IN SUMMARY WOW.. WHAY A GOOD GAME!! PLAY RE:KINDER!!! #i rambled more than i intended to i do apologize

[abysslll]

the nostalgia of the childhood whimsy i used to feel when i listened to this song just kicked me in the face

#I HAVENT HEARD IT IN YEARS #I STARTED CRYING THE SECOND IT STARTED PLAYING I CANT BELIEVE I FOUND IT #this song is the reason i start learning japanese. #god god god #luce cries over song lyrics #literally this time #Spotify

[maddy-ferguson]

failed my driving test twice, no actual friends in college, applied to a cool thing and was rejected, no bitches...thank god i'm seeing goodfellas in theaters in a few days because what do i have going for me rn

#the only ones who understand me are cher horowitz and pacey witter. and pacey got his driver's license later (i don't remember but #like i'm sure he did lmao) we don't know if that'll ever happen to me #what's annoying is i still don't think i'm a bad driver. delusions of grandeur maybe. but like yes for like 30mn after i failed the second #time i cried like while walking to the bus stop (i only saw like three people because YEAH it takes like an hour for me to go to the place #where you take the test like it's so annoying i have to take 2-3 different buses AND THEN i don't even have it. plus the money...) and #i was like you are the dumbest bitch ever but it's not because i don't feel capable it's because i DO and i make dumb avoidable mistakes #like it's just very frustrating #talked about the no friends at school thing like a month ago. we were together on wednesday and it's actually not as bad as it felt the day #i posted that but i don't hang out with them outside of school and don't want to is my point. they're like acquaintances that i'm not sure #i like #the thing i applied to i really wanted after i failed my test i was like i need ONE GOOD THING to happen to me this month and then i was #like no i can't post that because what if i don't get it. well #no bitches is self-explanatory #and goodfellas in theaters is real remember when it was already playing earlier this year but there was only one showing and i couldn't go #and i was so annoyed. there's three this time and i could even go to all three if i wanted to. one scorsese movie every monday at 1 from #now on for me please #and like i say: brf slt

[benbamboozled]

Jason Todd to Damian: I’LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO CRY ABOUT!

*gives him a copy of Black Beauty for his birthday*

#Jason Todd #plays the long game of emotional destruction #Jason—while Damian cries in the library: Ha ha…yes! yes!!! #to be fair #Damian stayed strong #until Beauty met Ginger again. #that was too much for him. #for like two weeks #Bruce has to listen to Damian expound on Horse Injustices Of The 1800s #Jason also rereads it and cries though. #Jason first read Black Beauty at the manor. #Bruce had to hide it. #Jason kept re-reading it and crying. #so this is actually the second time Bruce had to listen to a child holding back tears… #yelling about Horse Injustices Of The 1800s. #Clark: it *is* a really good book though. #Bruce: Yep. #Clark: and sad. #Bruce: I know. #Clark: …when Ginger… #Bruce: … #Clark: ;-;

[clowndensation]

Charoum Anouilh

Dark Urge - Bard - Chaotic ???

#now i know what you're thinking: you're playing a fantasy game and you made ur character blond AND french???? #and to that i say. what other choice is there for a man with a delicate constitution who cries himself to sleep after committing atrocities #anyways. can't wait for him to go through 8000 breakdowns. can't wait for him to promise that he WILL be good this time #and then the second he's out of eyesight from anyone who would judge him he's elbow deep in gore and dancing with corpses #charoum with expertise in performance just utterly incapable of knowing if he's actually sickened by his actions #or if he's just SUCH a good actor he's even convinced himself the gut wrenching revulsion he's projecting is real #<3 #charoum #bg3

[hall0wedwyrm]

just came home from seeing Hamilton.

feeling very very normal (it was so amazing oh my god and the ACTORS WERE SO GOOD AND THE ENSEMBLE WAS SO TALENTED AND-)

#yeah it was kinda epic #i did it for the experience of seeing Hamilton in person #THE ACTOR WHO PLAYED HAMILTON WAS SO MUCH LIKE LIN #ESPECIALLY IN THE SECOND CABINET RAP I WAS LIKE HELLO #and King George was SO FUNNY HE HAD SO MUCH PERSONALITY #all of them did honestly it was so nice #like their own takes on the characters augh #okok I won't ramble anymore I'm done now okok I'm going to bed lmao #don't get me started on how I nearly cried three times- #hamilton musical

[reikunrei]

sleepy bc I accidentally stayed up late monologuing to myself about how free! really should have ended for the nth time 🥴

#imagine haru saying what he said to rin at the end of fs1 right. the ‘you always run away’ or w/e #and he’s angry but also upset w himself for saying it when he doesn’t REALLY mean it #and now he’s afraid he’s going to hurt his other friends so he secluded himself and throws himself into swimming #but his body is still shutting down! and albert is the one to say something #he says how he admired haru’s swimming. how the water favored him. but now something’s different. something’s wrong #and he says something that gets haru to listen. maybe haru’s a little stubborn and is like ‘stay out of this’ but it still gets #under his skin. so either he just goes to iwatobi or azuma tells him to #and he wanders around reliving memories. but they’re sort of staled now. he feels like he has no emotions. it’s like the start of s1 again #then he goes to their time capsule. and he digs it up. and inside are all their letters and the footage we saw of all his friends at the #beginning of fs1 on a dvd or thumb drive or smthn #he takes it home to his empty iwatobi house and plays it #at this point he is thinking about quitting. but then HE would be the one running away. and that fight with rin stings even more #and he doesn’t want to let his friends down. not when almost all of them are swimming Because of him #he’s so scared they’ll hate him or br angry. he wants to quit but he feels like he can’t bc who is he without swimming? #but then he watches the videos. and it mentions swimming sure. but he realizes all of his friends love him for HIM #and he can go back to tokyo and tell them everything he’s been thinking. about how he’s gonna quit. bc he just can’t do it #and of course they all support it. makoto does right out the gate. as does nagisa. rei cries a little bit he’d rather haru be happy #very similar to his choice in s1. he’s sad he can’t swim with haru. but he understood that the friendship comes first #and rin is maybe pissed. but you know he can’t be pissed for long. and he apologizes for putting haru on a pedestal #and then haru’s like well… I have to swim one final relay. so they sneak in and explain to the teammates at the last second and swap places #(none of that talking to the coach shit. I want them to commit crimes like they did in s1) #and they don’t care about winning they don’t care what the results are. they just want to see one final sight. share one final swim together #and it makes haru strong. but he’s accepted that competitive swimming isn’t for him. and he quits happily #maybe becomes a coach of sorts alongside makoto #anyway. stayed up late thinking abt it and now I’m in bed late writing it out #I did Not mean to do it it just Possesses me #i say things

[actual-changeling]

#alex yells at the void #havent had a good panic attack in a while #how refreshing #idk how long it lasted probably a good fifteen minutes at least #almost grabbed my lorazepam but just cried it out instead #and by cry it out i mean almost suffocated while trying to breathe through my tears #spins wheel #lets see which of my disorders caused it this time #and the culprit is of course #as it is so often #bpd my fucking beloathed #wait one second let me make a meme about this #meme has been made and added to the post #fun times #time to play video games until my brain liquefies and grants me peace

[lcaspbrak]

wait a second. am I into men barking

#never been a puppy play kind of girl but the person whose patreon i pay for likes to call himself a doggy. ANYWAY! #at first i cringed the odd time he barked but now i'm like 'well. wait. hold on a second...' #but maybe it's just his voice like he laughs and i get tingles at the base of my spine so i think he just works asmr magic idk #whatever. no matter what it's still not as good as when he cries 🫡 #nsfwwwwww. forgot to tag whoopsies!!!

[luxrayz64]

wyvern was my favourite titan before the dlc bc of how cinematic it was. break through it all fucked hard, you were racing this giant dragon above the island you'd been exploring before. you'd soar past familiar landmarks. it was breathtaking. it was such an insane moment and one of the highlights of the game

I'll have to actually beat the dlc first and see how I feel afterwards but rn I want wyvern to explode and die and if I see that wretched snake beast again I will tear those stupid fucking yaoi hands off its body and beat it to death with them

#I took a break and I feel more normal now but I think it's fun how quickly my opinion can change. I might feel better about it later on #I couldn't get past wyvern on hard. I could like semi consistently parry gigantos attacks but wyvern felt genuinely random #I was at the point where I could semi consistently parry its attack in its first phase but not its second phase. what the hell #and you NEED to hit the parries otherwise you get sent back to missile hell #the cinematic parts of this fight became wastes of time in a trial where every second counts #don't play the dlc on hard mode. check what mode you're on if it's been a while. DON'T PLAY THE DLC ON HARD MODE #shocked I got this far without realising. I beat the dragon trial in like 5 or 6 tries? it really wasnt that hard. man #espeon cries

[alcohol-eyes]

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#2 whole weeks sobeR let’s talk abt it #this the longest I’ve gone without a crumb of weed in my system in 5 yrs and the second longest in 8 yrs #For a long long time I thought I was self medicating the adhd but turns out I was making it Significantly worse #I have an attention span now I can watch tv without scrolling on my phone or playing w fidget toys #My apartment has stayed perfectly clean for the past 2 wks #haven’t rly struggled with eating or sleeping routines are v important wit it tho #been relying heavily on safe foods I’ve eaten the same exact thing every day for 2 weeks but it’s fine #ashwagandha helps me not wanna peel my skin off in rage #time moves INSANELY slower when ur not h*gh every waking second of the day these have been the Longest 2 wks of my life #but also I have So Much more time to do things and SO much more energy to do the things #I thought being anxious and exhausted was just my constant state of being but turns out that was Also just the weed #The insane nightmares have been The hardest part but most of the time my dreams are just weird #Feeling emotions is weird I’ve cried more in the last 2 weeks than I have in the last 2 years #I cry about good things I cry about beautiful things art as a whole is just so moving #self regulating after stressful things like work or staying with my parents is definitely New as w as decompressing after socializing w ppl #I do things like paint and journal and make silly little bracelets now #Idk man it just hasn’t been as hard as I thought it would be #A few months ago me and ******** were talking about how we’d actually k word ourselves without it #turns out the jazz cabb was making my depression and anxiety so much worse than it actually is #shits literally fine #Anyways don’t let ppl tell u u can’t develop an unhealthy relationship w weed I was h*gh every waking second of my day for 5 yrs #Last time I tried this I immediately became an alcoholic instead this time I don’t even feel the desire to have a single little drink #Overall I have A Lot more self control in every single area of my life #I don’t waste my money on dumb shit I can eat normal amount of food like a normal person #The thought of buying my favorite cookies and only having like Two of them used to be such an unreasonable concept to my little brain #I don’t know if this is gonna be a permanent thing I definitely know I can’t do it habitually #just like I learned I can be normal about alcohol if I don’t keep it in my house and only do it when socializing for special occasions #anyways if ur thinking about taking a break from ur favorite substance maybe give it a try #thx for coming 2 my ted talk if u read the whole thing I luv u take care of urself

[kaddos]

i am so tired of hearing everyone talk about how sad the third episode of the last of us was. you watched two people find each other at the end of the world. drinking wine and taking showers and growing strawberries for each other. you watched two people build a hearth in the apocalypse. and grow old here. with music and painting and love. and die peacefully, together, the way they wanted. and thats a tragedy?

#i cried a bit when bill played the piano but the second they ate those strawberries i just sobbed for the whole rest of the episode #even in the apocalypse there is love. oh my fucking god #‘i was never afraid until you came here’ im going to kill myself 1 million times. #even in the apocalypse. they were so lucky to be able to share all these joys together. at the end of the world they had each other. #im so speechless. so fucking good. #honestly even if you dont watch the last of us the episode holds up on its own if you want to see the most beautiful old gay romance ever #the last of us #tlou #my post