#I cried watching this at like 3 am

[puriel-reblogs]

“QUIET, GENTLE AND ROMANTIC” MY ASS, WE SHOULD’VE ASKED FOR WHO SPECIFICALLY

#EAT UP INEFFABLE BEUROCRACY SHIPPERS WHILST WE AZIRACROW SHIPPERS FEAST ON OUR POISOINED SCRAPS #WE HAVE BEEN DECEIVED /j obvs #I wish I was able to see all the shocked phases all around the world as they react to episode 6 #crowley #good omens #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #good omens 2 #You are not okay #I am not okay :DD I’m glad we can come to an agreement #Amazing job Neil Gaiman #legend says if you listen close you’ll hear the pained wails and cries of those who have watched good omens season 2….. #but nil ending just feel like a strong bait for a season 3 #cause what sane person WOULDNT want closure to an ending like that-

[batfamfucker]

There are four main types of Batfam fans in regard to how people interpret Bruce Wayne as a dad (/Joking. This is mostly satire and should not be taken seriously):

Fans that think Bruce is emotionally constipated and isn't the best at being a parent but still tries (Differs per person). Don't necessarily think he's absuive but thinks he can be toxic or have unhealthy expectations for the Robins. Can smell the Oldest Daughter Syndrome coming from Dick and have Family Line (By Conan Gray) as their top song on their Dick inspired playlist and Daddy Issues (By The Neighbourhood) for Jason.

Fans that choose to believe Bruce goes to therapy in their own canon. Love B:WFA. Thinks the comic can be cheesy at times and so find a balance between B:WFA Bruce and Please Go To Therapy BruceTM as their middle ground. He struggles. They advocate that Bruce is not a bad parent, he just has bad writers that seem to forget Bruce wouldn't hurt kids, especially not his own. Love the humane moments and scenes he has in BTAS and the early JL cartoons. He may not be perfect but he's not literally abusive. Whores for Bruce being able to admit when he is wrong and for Jason and Bruce reconciling. I recommend Grow As We Go by Ben Platt for this one.

A mix between the first two. Was fine-ish when Dick was younger. Didn't help him in the healthiest way but eh. Still emotionally constipated but that happened more so after Dick left and Jason died. Started getting better when Tim came back but was still closed off. Should probably go to therapy with the kids so they can drag his ass about all the things he's done that have actually affected them negatively. Understands his mistakes and is also able to admit when he's wrong, eventually. It's not easy but he starts to do better and learns to be more emotionally available. Still has to get chewed out by Alfred sometimes but definitely better than he used to be and it shows. Reconciliation is slow and gradual but progress is made for everyone involved.

The one's I personally avoid for my own sanity and wellbeing:

Think Bruce is a complete bastard and abuser. Want him to choke. Hate any and all interpretations of him. Some of which will refuse to understand how anyone could have a different interpretation. Will point out comics where, in all fairness, he is a dick but forget that characterisation can significantly differ from one series to the next, as comic characters are constantly passed around to different writers and have been for decades. Not to mention movies, shows, etc.

#Bruce Wayne #Batman #Batfam #Batdad #I'm not tagging everyone in the Batfam I can't be assed #Sorry there's like 500 #Bruce has a child for every mental disorder he has #Dick is his ADHD. Jason is his C-PTSD. Tim is his Anxiety. Cass is his OCD. Damian is his Autism. #Like bro the therapist is RIGHT there #You have the money just GO #I am a mix of 2 and 3 tbh but more so 2 because he is my comfort fictional father figure. I already have a shit dad irl #I'm not dealing with it in my favourite media too #Type 4 fans scare me I lowkey see so many people like that and I'm like. If the block button wasn't free. I'd be in debt by now #I get that you saw Tom Kings work. So did I. I hate that fuck. But I personally prefer the scene of him in JL with Ace on the swings #Or the one with him playing with shape block toys with a baby whilst Supes and WW handle the questioning #Or when he hugs literally any of his kids #Or the one of him and Jason watching a movie and eating popcorn when Jason's ill. And they have the picture of them posing #Or when he cried in Flashpoint over the letter his dad left him because the little boy in him needed that #Plus any time Bruce and Clark interact as Best Friends. The Golden Age comics where they were basically Dick's gay dads 💀 #But yeah. I could make a poll from this tbh. #This is a generalisation on purpose genuinely do not take it seriously #If I see ANY disclosure. It's delete and block on sight #Bruh I'm still recovering from the notes of my Fallout 4 John Hancock in a Drag Race outfit crossover post #I know it sounds like I'm being paranoid but that's because I am. You have not seen the things I have seen in my notes #You do not know of the wars I have fought of over ghoul dicks and high heels #I have seen things I can never burn from my vision. Read things I will never have the mercy of forgetting #Over silly little shitposts. Lmao. Anyway. Here. Have some food.

[i-can-even-burn-salad]

Happy STS Elli!

What inspires you to write? Are there things that you know that you can get inspiration from or does it just come randomly?

Happy STS!

For me, inspiration doesn't mean "to write".

There are, and always have been, a lot of stories floating around in my mind - ideas, scenes, vibes, outlines. I get inspiration from literally everywhere, from talking to my friends, and video games, and scrolling past images or prompts, and reading books, and spending too much time on reddit, and…

Many remain daydreams, or character backstories, eventually lost to time.

Now for actually being able to sit my ass down and get words on the page? I don't know. It comes and goes as it pleases. Having a beehive where a brain should be does NOT help, let me tell you that.

I just. Can't focus on shit lately. Can barely make it through a chapter when reading. Every day is just suddenly over, and I got nothing done, and I am so tired. I have a completely outlined short thing I have been trying to write since Nov, and it's like pulling teeth.

I could do with several months off work while everyone leaves me the fuck alone. How would that be.

#salad-ask #aria-benedetto #sts ask #I cried new year's because after having 1 (one) day of my vaction actually completely to myself #Which was after I already didn't get any quiet time on my LAST three attempts at taking time off because someone was sick at home #And spending most of all that time just working (in my time off) and cleaning the depression piles #My mom berated me for instantly refusing to come over for some 'if I die you need to know where stuff is' talk #(note: there's no reason to think she might anytime soon and she was talking about like... a cd collection) #'You always have something!!!' #I don't know anymore how to get people to understand how fucking exhausted I am. #I'm about to let the stupid paint course voucher from work lapse because in a year I didn't find a motive I like and the energy to even #consider wasting 3 hours of my life after work to produce some physical object I have no room for while having to run to get there on time #Not to mention people!! A room full of people!! #I've just become sooo sensitive to noise lately I can't even stand to be in the kitchen when the fridge hums #And you're always always always the bad guy if you close the door in someone's face because they're whistling or watching tv or calling #It's cool :) Sorry I was being unsocial :) Lemme just quickly slam my head against a wall until I pass out :) #So uh anyway happy STS writing has been going well

[myersesque]

so like. what is the general consensus abt getting gale's orb tattooed on u. bc i relate to him n his backstory a fuckton and Really Want It (no promises i'll listen to the general consensus, i just wanna know what it is)

#like. am i good to go or am i signing myself up for eternal fandom discourse #for the record what it represents in the story is kinda WHY i want it #i am very aware of what it means #again i find him super relatable to the point i cried through his entire quest lmao. watching his cutscenes sometimes feels like watching- #-myself from an outsider pov. #i think i want it so bad bc it's like. a physical metaphorical manifestation of that very real trauma feeling that we share #and representative of surviving and getting past the specific flavour of abuse that we both experienced #and also. chronically ill gang lmao #idk. it means a lot to me and it's sorta a darkly hopeful sorta symbol in my brain #not bc of mystra or netheril or whatever. bc of GALE #but again. if i'm going to be yelled at and told i don't understand his character if i do end up getting it #i want to at least be emotionally prepared for that #no guarantee i will get it. no guarantee i won't #i'm just thinking abt it n want input #og #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #id

[gxlden-angels]

Not to ride Bezos's dick, but Shiny Happy People is free on prime video rn with ads and it's got all the hits including commentary from Fundie Friday, an interview of Paul and Morgan that's currently making Paul meltdown, and a summary of the "Joshua" generation

It is about the Duggars, so please be careful when viewing due to the nature of the documentary. There will be discussions of things like child sexual abuse material, child abuse, cults, and fundamentalism

#I'm so excited I didn't realize it was free #it's about the Duggars so be warned #and I am once again saying #it is about the DUGGARS family so please be careful #I'm so excited to watch tho for the emotional validation #this is the shit I was raised with #my grandad was 13 of 14 kids #my dad was 1 of 6 #my nana wanted 12 and only stopped cause she got cancer #she's cancer free now thankfully! #but yea this is the shit I dealt with #I was lowkey groomed #still unpacking that part with my therapist #I was a fuckin sister mom #I helped raise the younger 3 from 11 y/o onwards #and it felt overnight too cause I was an only child then suddenly had 6 stepsiblings/cousins in the house #I was told at 14/15 years old that I was a sinner and disappointment if I didn't submit to a man get married and have multiple children #but was told unless I physically could not give birth because of something like cancer like my nana #I fuckin CRIED cause I had undiagnosed endometriosis and an irrational fear of pregnancy #I better fuckin do it or get use to fire and brimstone now #I want to see Jim Bob. Michelle. and Josh get what they deserve on 4K television #I want to see their girls go free and heal #And I want justice to finally be fucking served #I am very passionate about quiverfull families #They showed the Rodrigues family too who have 13 kids #idk if they showed the Collins with 10 #n e ways I hope y'all enjoyed my brief moment of rage I'm gonna go to bed now #realized I didn't even explain the Joshua Gen but that's for another time #ex christian #religious trauma

[just-slightly-chayotic]

jeff is just so tiny

#yes this is a thought that deserves to be put on the internet #for people to see #LOOK IT'S EITHER THIS OR I'M TELLING YOU ABOUT THAT TIME I CRIED IN THE GROCERY STORE BECAUSE OF WDYS #AGAIN #okay but i'm right. he IS tiny. and adorable. i love him #anyway i am very sleepy and continuing to watch msp #that i've been watching since like march #i keep binging 2-3 episodes and then dropping it for months #DESPITE THE FACT THAT I LOVE THEM #but i am at ep 10 now i think #tea's ramblings #jeff satur my beloved

[orcelito]

Ok, I'm apparently in such a state that Iroh's story from the Tales of Ba Sing Se episode. Made me cry.

Watched this episode who knows how many times. I know exactly what would happen. But it sure is the first time I've watched this episode since several major deaths in my life.

God. I'm not used to being this emotionally affected by things.

#speculation nation #a part of me feels like im watching this show anew #it's the first time im watching since i started doing some serious writing #so ive been seeing things through a storytelling lens i didnt have before #seeing things with a wisdom and understanding i didnt have before #and experiencing things with a depth of emotion that im not used to having. #i also nearly cried at the end of the desert episode. when aang was so angry and upset about appa that he went into the avatar state #and katara just stayed by him. reached up for him. looking So Tired... #used to calming him down from these states but hating that she is. #then both of them crying in each others' arms. it got to me man. #i wonder if ill be crying any other times from this watch. im clearly much more emotionally affected than i used to be. #man. man. this rewatch is changing smth in me i think. #reaching nearly 20 years into my own past with this. getting in touch with the person i used to be. and still kind of am #what a time! what a time. #this is episode 15 of season 2. ill probably be finishing season 2 today. and im excited to start season 3. #the book of fire is truly my favorite one of the show. so many good episodes in it. im excited.

[ironasss]

"watcha thinkin about" alec hardy bitch what were you expecting something romantic??

#alec hardy #broadchurch #david tennant #I watched this show in two days lmao #Or really like i started it at like 10 pm one day and finished it the next day #I watched gracepoint first like the fucking menace i am #I had a good reason tho i promise #Im actually growing concerned i watched like five seperate david tennant shows in like 3 days #Cried a lotttttt over those

[reblogs-by-a-frog]

SHUT UP MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY IS PERMANENTLY ALTERED IM SCREWAMING CRYHIGN THROWING UP STOPPPP

#the owl house #toh #the owl house season 3 #i was not ready for that finale #i was (and still am) sobbing like a baby #FUCK you disney for forcing it to be cut short #dana thank u for giving us this wonderful show it means so much to me #i cried so hard during the finale that my cat got up and gave me the dirtiest look before leaving the room to find another place to sleep #watching and dreaming

[april-dachsbun]

sigh...back to stargate sg-1: enigma (s1e17) i suppose

#i personally asked sg-1 how they feel about the outcome of this match and they all said the judgement day sucks. <3 btw. #wres #sami and kevin ... cries forever #going to watch the rest of this later probably maybe btw i gotta. get caught up. like bad #on a kayfabe level i am at present heartbroken however

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

if anyone needs me i will be rewatching trigun 98 and tristamp over and over until my brain explodes

#had a bad time in therapy today sigh #first time i cried in front of the new therapist wooooooooo #and we havent even started talking about the painful stuff yet. how tf am i gonna handle that #(spoiler: im not <3 we dont have to talk abt it if i never bring it up) #also being. slammed with nostalgia (/neg) and i cannot get rid of it and it fucking sucks #got a. bad taste in my mouth. from like. everything rn #anyway. if anyone needs me i will be bolting myself into a shitty tin can and sending myself to the bottom of the sea. #not to see the titanic bc im not dumb and full of hubris. but just like. in general #im down there now. i want to fucking explode #sorry bad joke <3 i wanna kms so bad. i wanna wake up tomorrow and be in a universe that is Not This One #aaughrggghrghr. im angry and j dont know what im angry at . i wanna. fling myself into space #so instead i will watch trigun and if i start posting about max in the next day or so well can you blame me. #i hope someone draws him for artfight. specifically. hes rlly cool #i have his page uploaded already but im sooooo bad at making descriptions #oh fuck i also learned how to fucking tag things on artfight now omg. i didnt know that was a thing. #how did i do three years of this shit and not TAG anything. what the fuck #anyway. wish i was a guy covered in blood rn. maybe i should watch hannibal instead #is it time to bring out ol reliable and watch the stab scene from mizumono on a loop again #and perhaps i will listen to sodikken misery meat and people eater. idk. spice it up a little #girls when they say they want to be held: screenshot of the way hannibal holds wills face before gutting him like a fish #im feeling rlly normal rn if you cant tell

[destielhands]

I honestly do not know if I can take s12 destiel again after rewatching 12x12. It’s one of my favorite episodes ever, but I usually watch in isolation and knowing what’s gonna come in the finale… like damn how am I supposed to act normal. They’re so violently in love and they will never get a happy ending and it makes me sick

#s12 rewatch #also I’m about to see the mixtape again like how am I supposed to be normal abt this #the last time I watched all along the watchtower I cried for hours and drank myself to sleep #but I’m just gonna assume that this time it won’t permanently scar me #bcs I know cas is gonna be fine for another 3 seasons #we don’t talk about 15x18 in this house because it causes the sad

[coquelicoq]

tagged by @winepresswrath, @loreofcardigan, and @littleragondin to "Put your playlist on shuffle and post the first ten songs, then tag ten people. No skipping!"

Scotty Doesn't Know - Lustra

Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen

Maybellene - Chuck Berry

Leave a Tender Moment Alone - Billy Joel

Rue de l'Oiseau Lyre - Renan Luce

The General - Dispatch

That Ain't Love - REO Speedwagon

Super Freak - Rick James

Hasta la Vista - MC Solaar

Gettin' Jiggy Wit It - Will Smith

i will tag everyone who had me in their tumblr year in review and/or who was in my tumblr year in review!

@deimos-the-wolf @grammarpedant @rattyjol @ctl-yuejie @arecipeforfeels @opalescent-potato @psqqa @recapitulation

but as always, feel free to ignore <3

#actually i think littleragondin you tagged me in something similar except i was supposed to put my whole library on shuffle #and i'm pretty sure i've never listened to over half the stuff in my library lol #but i also never really know what is meant by 'put your playlist on shuffle.' which one??? #so i just picked one lol. it's called driving around money and i'm pretty sure it's from 2015 or earlier #so this was a bit of a throwback #i think the last time i listened to renan luce i couldn't make or recognize the [y] phoneme. wow! movin' on up!! #also i felt SO rebellious in high school listening to super freak but listening to it now i'm like... #she's got incense wine and candles/it's such a freaky scene? rick james i think you need to get out more 😔 #ask memes #anyway i watched the first natsume movie earlier this evening and cried straight through for the last twenty minutes #and then just kept crying. so i am. trying to move on from that lol #looking through my mentions on tumblr <3 thank you to people on here you are so kind to me <33

[enluv]

tehehehe good morning toots !!

#i am babysitting today and I’ve decided to show my siblings studio ghibli #when I was younger ponyo was a staple in our house #and honestly idk why but in a lot of little Hispanic girls lives 😭 #so I’m excited to pass that down to them <333 #my brother watched arriety last night with my sister and cried 😭 #hopefully he likes ponyo & totoro !! #chit chat with coco <3

[prismaticutie]

If I think abt Ace Attorney too hard I will explode not only is this a threat but a promise

#I get SO FUCKING MAD that this game progressed past trilogy #Ion fucken CARE that Klav is on my kinlist bro FUCK THAT GUY ‼‼‼‼‼ #Literally the art style post ds era. Not worth it. Get out of my fucking sight #Ik aa4 was technically ds too but the sprites had a different vibe #I still like them honestly but I don't love Pollo as a character #He's just lame and annoying and boring. And kind of a prick #Tbf I never cared abt Penix Write until game 3 #But idk the characters in aa4 are just less memorable imo #Wasn't there supposed to be an entire other case for that game that was scrapped btw or am I mistaken #Regardless I did not like the deviation from the og cast BUT AT THE SAME TIME I UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DID IT #The og cast got their endings more or less. Their story was wrapped up. No need to drag it on #This was like a big thing I had to cope w when I finished the trilogy. I had to learn hoe to move on #It took several days no joke and I cried a lot #Tbf I was watching gameplay for the game for 10-12 hours a day for like 2-3 weeks straight #But I get so emotional over trilogy...then I think abt games 5 and 6 and it's like UGH #That art style is so upsetting to me (not bad on its own it just does not compare to the og sprites) that I refuse to watch the games #Dgs I can overlook and mmmaybe get into. I rly want to #Olmes is sposed to be on my kinlist #I just don't know anything abt him #But seriously. I cannot stand anything other than base trilogy bc the spritework for that game is a MASTERPIECE #Ask me what game has best graphics of all time I site that trilogy every day of the week #Go back and marvel at it. I'm p sure game 1 was on gba or smth too #Like dude. Those games look good yo #The remakes are ugly as fuck in comparison #I will never get over ittttt I can never cope #Compare 3d penix to his sprite. Yeah. Yeah #Ugh. Just the worst #But ugh I love that series sm... #Lumi'z #I HIT TAG LIMIT LOL

[fintensifies]

Oh the moral dilemma of watching something people have been asking you to see or rewatching the same single episode from a show and specifically rewinding for that one scene fifteen times

#fin.post #game of thrones #battle of the bastards was epic ok?? #and the climb holds a special place in my heart #along with the tyrion trial man that was sick #bungo stray dogs #YOSANOS BACKSTORY IS A MASTERPIECE AND YOU KNOW IT #IVE REWATCHED IT LIKE 3 TIMES NOW AND I STARTED WATCHING BSD A TWO WEEKS AFO #dont forget literally every ranpo scene ever #he makes it so fun #chainsaw man #my brother in christ how am I supposed to go to sleep without rewatching every night before bed? #give me happy hayakawa family scenes while they still exist #*cries in read tha manga* #conclusion? #fuck you i do what i want #also #mean girls #love that movie