#I died and she’s brought me back

[shima-draws]

Ghost Cora AU where he’s actually been following Law around ever since he died but nobody has been able to see him, so all he’s able to do is watch Law get hurt and suffer in silence. UNTIL, miraculously, the battle of Dressrosa ends, and for some strange reason—through some supernatural bullshit or maybe just fate—one person is finally able to see him.

Law is sitting on the deck of the Yonta Maria watching everyone party when Luffy comes trotting over to him. And Luffy plops down beside him and says, “I’ve been meaning to ask, Torao, but who’s that really tall blonde guy with the funny makeup that’s been following you around?”

And Law’s just like

#Meanwhile Cora is absolutely THRILLED. LMAO #Eventually Zoro calls Perona over and since her devil fruit power deals with ghosts. She makes it so that Law can see Cora too #(And by some bs he’ll probably be brought back to life somehow idk) #One Piece #Trafalgar Law #Donquixote Rosinante #Cora #Corazon #Luffy #Law: Ha. Haha. #Law: You’re shitting me right. #Luffy: ??? What? No? #Cora: LAWWWWWW 😭😭😭 #Luffy: He’s crying your name this guy CLEARLY knows you Torao #Law; having a mental breakdown: Uh. Uh-huh??? #Shima speaks #Sorry I’m coping. I’m coping really hard rn #Actually. I feel like I was more upset about Cora’s death than Ace’s. WHICH LIKE. YOU’D THINK IT WOULD BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND BUT #I’m very. Very weak for the unsuspecting father figure who dies trope #(Sideeyes Tony and Harry (who didn’t even die anyway but it was still Traumatic for Eggsy to watch)) #COUGHS

[aroaceleovaldez]

HoO is so funny to me when you actually think about the ages of all the characters. Octavian is 18. Percy and Annabeth are 16, almost 17. Reyna is presumably 16. Frank just turned 16, Jason’s about to turn 16. Leo and Piper are like 15. Hazel’s like 14 and a half, and Nico is 13.

The Death Sibs are both the youngest and oldest on the Argo II. Octavian is a college freshman getting into petty drama with a bunch of high schoolers. He gets told to shut up at one point by a random 8th grader. Everyone is scared of the 8th grader. We Sent A 13 Year Old To Superhell and he came back weirder, Just Like Middle School. TLH was just three high school sophomores being sent to do a task and it going Exactly Like You’d Expect. Percy’s the only demigod on the ship who can legally drive (though Reyna gets her drivers license at some point before TOA). What Is Happening.

#pjo #hoo #heroes of olympus #riordanverse #my second favorite thing related to this is like every time Hazel references someone's age especially in SoN it's just. blatantly incorrect. #she goes into very specific detail about how she's 14. detailing like exactly how many months it had been since her birthday #and when she died and when she was brought back. just like ''okay. im 14 and a half. got that? good.'' #''anyways here's Frank. he's 3 years older than me'' like literal next chapter. we are told Frank is not 3 years older than her. #Hazel: Here's my older brother! [Nico is younger than her in literally every way feasible] #ive just decided Hazel is an unreliable narrator who is just really bad at guessing/remembering how old people are #which like. adhd mood. forgetting how old everybody is. #and she has the bonus excuse of saying her sense of time is skewed from being a ghost for so long #but it's just so funny every time she's just. with the upmost confidence. blatantly the wrong answer. #i want a scene of Hazel looking at Percy and just going ''hm. I bet he's like 20.'' and then learns he's 16 #and she's just [surprised pikachu] #also we know it isn't an error that she's 14 cause in TOA she's like ''oh yeah im learning to drive!'' #so she's 15 by then #it is however an error that *Nico* is said to be 14 in hoo cause he's 12 in TLO and 14 in TOA #but we know in HoO the reason that error was made was cause Rick hadn't figured out Nico's birthday yet #and he was flipping it between January or March #so he just forgot how old Nico is for a series and then we went back to normal

[aroanthy]

i love how fraught and complicated discourse around various utena characters ‘dying’ is when anthy is literally stabbed to death eternally by a million swords imbued with human hatred. and then utena gets stabbed to death by them also. like. ‘death’ is incredibly interesting in rgu because most of the time it’s this ambiguous figurative thing that has interesting implications re: ohtori as a closed-off world one can escape. we are all trapped in our coffins. mamiya is the only named character with a grave. nemuro memorial hall functions as one all the same. ruka is implied to have died in the hospital— was he dead all along? who was the boy we saw for these two episodes? is this dead boy the same boy, or is this just another coincidence from the shadow girls, cutting like a knife? it’s heavily implied that akio and anthy murder kanae by poisoning her, adding to the previous implication that they were poisoning mr ohtori too, but there are no perceptible consequences of this. kanae’s absence is not felt. she’s fed an apple slice. what happens to the bodies? we know what happened to the 100 boys, but what about everyone else? and so on and so forth. ‘death’ is a tricky thing in utena, i think it’s constantly functioning on figurative and literal levels in very different ways for very different purposes. dios died. dios was dying. dios didn’t die. he grew up. etc etc

#what am i trying to say here? #idk! think about all of the pieces you have #dying is complicated in ohtori in countless different ways #and i find it boring to see so much ‘this character is dead and that’s it’ stuff #when death is used farrrrrrr more figuratively than some ppl give credit for #and i think the movie too does wonderful things with death #and what ‘dying’ really means #being disbelieved. being forgotten. being rejected. haunting despite this #much more interesting to think about wrt commentary on abusive relationships than it is #to think about what?? oh me when my brother died but plot twist he’s alive and can walk on this road all cool. like????? #akio doesn’t have the power to make himself revenant #he THINKS he does and he absolutely has power when he’s alive and he imbues that power with such meaning that it does live on after him #but ANTHY. anthy is the one struggling with herself and her feelings and the impact of trauma and abuse (that power!!) in aou #he’s dead? he died? she brought him back through her memories? or she’s left him (metaphorical death) and he’s haunting her?? #all such interesting interpretations #i haven’t mentioned touga bc i don’t have the energy today. if dead and just illusion of others memories then why active. why awful #like in aou akio is only Obviously scummy when he’s alive. his illusory self is based upon anthy’s love for him #if anime!touga is nothing more than nanami/whoever’s memories of him before he died……. why does he actively choose to suck again and again #like nanami wouldn’t do that. unless it was meant to be a subconscious thing like ooo he’s dead all along but that’s not what her arc is #it’s not ‘he’s been dead all along’ literally or figuratively. it’s ‘he’s unsafe and i don’t want him’ #sigh. once again i am asking people to think about nanami and touga’s dynamic through touga’s eyes #it’s so interesting to me how people forget to consider his motivations or feelings on ANYTHING #like sure his motivations and feelings are scummy but they’re interesting!!!!! they intrigue me!!!! #compel me even #anyway ignore how i said i didn’t have the energy for this and then typed it all out anyway #dais.txt

[freckledgeto]

too many men in jjk my gawd give me some women

#jjk leaks #kinda #he brought choso ino and fucking annoying katana man kusakabe before being in maki #like goddd maki is the only woman still there isn’t she. like miwa was rendered useless and what’s momo gonna do #why isn’t maki there #all the other women are dead #my god #i miss women #dl #i’m still reading this shit only for yuuji and higuruma. if higuruma dies. it’s over i give up #yuuji will keep me in it and if maki comes back she will. but higuruma better not die #although i’ll say i do love ino. hope he doesn’t die i beg #hope we find out wadda hellll he had to say about nanami like thirty chapters ago

[panic-and-procrastinate-writing]

for ages i wanted jason to be ressurected by gotham as a means of no.1 making his ressurection timeless, and no.2 making him have a very very strong connection to the supernatural and gotham, enough so that even bruce cannot shake it.

HOWEVER, after batman 183, i want nothing more than jason to get the fuck out of there. idk what im supposed to do now, about how to make his ressurection timeless, bc my one sweet idea got fucked by circumstance, and i never ever want jason to go back to gotham again. i want him to see that theres really nothing left for jason, that bruce will never kill the joker, that the joker will never die, and sure his siblings are great trying to fight for him (this time), but i don't think its enough to stay in a city that has done nothing but hurt him over and over.

jason needs to leave gotham after realising everything he wants is never gonna happen, and move onto find something that can work.

now i just need to figure out how to make that possible...

#honestly how fuck up of me would it be if i made gotham sentient still #and she brought jason back from the dead #but she also brings joker back from the dead every time he “dies” #god what if she brings people back as a means of entertainment #like the game joker and batman play; jason included; she enjoys watching it #and jason would be horrified being an eldritch-being's play thing #:) #jason todd #jaspers ideas

[cosmicmakos]

imagine holding your f/o when they need comfort from their lover (even if they don't make it known and/or try to deny it). they feel safe in your presence and can finally let their walls down and release all of their pent-up emotions while in your embrace.

#my favorite war criminal <3 would sometimes avoid letting herself let her emotions out #half the time its because her mission takes priority and she wants to avoid distractions and the other times she denies she needs it #when she first came back to the citadel after she died and got brought back she shoved all her emotions down when she saw me again #a friend of hers convinced her to go over to me while i was watching skycars go past in the market area #she came up right next to me and said my name quietly to get my attention - all i could do was stare at her confused #she started to stumble out what happened and to tell me everything but she started talking too fast and the tears made it worse #i pulled her close to me and told her it was a story for another time while she mumbled apologies into my neck #she held on to me like i was going to disappear into thin air #during the war she just refuses to give herself a moment's rest since the galaxy is depending on her to save it #she always tells me her emotions can wait and goes off on her next important mission #unless we're all alone between missions she won't let her emotions out as they could compromise the task at hand #if those conditions are met she finally lets her emotions out while i hold her close to me for as long as i can #corporate necromancer has a hard time letting her walls down and at one point it caused an argument between the two of us #she doesn't like/want people to see the vulnerable side of her #she thinks it'll make people think less of her or make her look weaker #she slowly opens up to me and after some time she doesn't keep her walls up around me #its hard for her to admit she wants to be held while she lets her emotions out but one of the times she did was before the o4 relay mission #oops only two characters on this one since i have too many thoughts on this #f/o imagines #imagine your f/o

[pisshandkerchief]

to be honest I think Rose Tyler should have died for real in Doomsday (opinions that would have had me hunted for sport in 2013)

#and this is coming from someone who likes Rose! I do! honestly! I actually like her a lot! IN seasons 1 and 2 that is. #after that it's just like come on oh my god. she should have just died. #it would have made the plotline more meaningful too! #I'm a tragedy enjoyer and frankly the possibility of her coming back ruined that for me #like every time she's brought up after that episode and the Doctor's like “she's gone 😢😢😢.......but like. not really” #it's just so annoying to me. sorry. #oh and they shouldn't have made Martha The Rose Replacement but that goes without saying and is also like. a WHOLE other conversation #sorry I know no one cares about my Doctor Who opinions but I need an outlet

[courfeyracs-swordcane]

@nosongunsung11’s Ambrose Finch-Fletcher diagnosed with Sells Bad Weed and Causes Problems as one of the top four guys who Absolutely Cannot Cope with mortality in this city

#just me #look I drew a thing #Kyrie ballad brothers #Ari ballad brothers #Alonzo ballad brothers #Ambrose finch-fletcher #this is immediately after alonzo confessed his feelings for both ari (romantic) and Kyrie (daddy issues). died. got brought back. #and immediately cut himself off from all of them to go work for the Evil Organization even harder. his ass is NOT coping #guy who keeps in contact only to purchase his kind-of boyfriend’s cousin’s shitty weed #yes Kyrie is verified on scifantasy Twitter yes it’s not even her company account from when she was actually a celebrity #an is also verified on scifantasy Twitter but they’re normal about it

[centurieslove]

finally had the guts to watch the finale again. takes me months to work up the nerve. the result? destroyed me again

#“just hold me” hits like that fucking blue truck #the FOREHEAD TOUCH #merlin screaming arthur's name bringing him back from the brink for a second #arthur not being able to take his eyes off morgana as she dies #until merlin picks him up and he chuckles and says “brought peace at last” like ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! are you FUCKING KIDDING me #gwen being so filled with pride about merlin protecting arthur and the kingdom all this time #they way her eyes are so bright and full of tears but she's so strong and so proud of her friend #merlin tracking arthur with his eyes so determined to keep him conscious and focussed on him when he jokes around #“wait a second does that mean you're doing to give me a day off?” joking so casual whilst following his gaze and keeping eye contact #the whispered panicked smile “stay with me” as if he didn't just scream arthur back from death #don't even get me STARTED about gwaine. #gaius saying he's going to have merlin's favourite meal waiting for him when he comes back #i don't even have the words to unpack that

[sudokuplayer]

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#boris was attacked by my neighbor's dog and i've been crying so much. i'm so scared #it's 9pm so my sister is driving him to a vet 1 hour away cause the vets near close at 7pm #idk why bad things keep happening to him i'm so heartbroken idk what i'll do if he dies #my neighbor is a cruel bitch cause this happened around 1 pm and she didn't tell us. she hid him in a room #she was gonna let him die like that #my sister was supposed to take me somewhere tomorrow so she came home one day earlier #i'd been crying all afternoon and i told her to please ask around and then they (w mom and brother) went to my neighbor's house #they brought him back and he looked very weak and with blood all over #my sister called a friend of hers who's a vet and she came to see him and adviced to take him to a vet clinic #cause he was bloated and there was air(?) and her face was worried when she said that cause.. where does air come from #plus he was breathing weird #i had the worst panic attack the whole time since they brought him from the neighbor's house until they left with him #i couldn't even speak cause i couldn't stop crying #now i'm calm but i'm so worried #if my sister hadn't come home today boris would be still hurt and locked in my bitch neighbor's house #cause my mom thought i was being paranoid :( she wasn't going to ask around #cause she thought boris would come back since he's been missing before #also my sister's the only one who can drive #:( #i'm so angry cause that bitch next door heard me calling boris name all afternoon and didn't say shit #i hate her. not only bc of this but she's suck a snake in general. she's always gossiping shit about everyone #she didn't do anything and locked him in a room for like 7 hours. maybe those hours were crucial #idk. if boris dies i'm gonna do some crazy shit to this bitch so she'll have a reason to call me crazy

[moogle-mafia]

so.... i am officially done with the curse of strahd campaign... i did NOT expect all that. i think our dm chose violence on day one and he never stopped. he was merciful maybe... once? the npcs were great, i wanted to study them like bugs... but damn was that campaign difficult difficult lemon difficult.

got me emotional far too many times. the guilt for what we all messed up was always there in the back of my head. we were basically put through a wringer every week. i want to do it again.

and here's the problem i have. i don't know what to think, because i wanted her to get her own happy end. instead, she ended up:

it was kinda sad that we didn't get the Good Ending™, basically everyone in the party lost. only my character survived the endgame after being revivified, but i can safely say that she wishes she stayed dead.

1) objectified (decided to sell herself in hopes of getting out of the whole mess and fixing things)

2) a traitor (because she killed her friend who protected her this whole time she was dying and after that he stood guard over her dead body)

3) as someone even worse than she was before the whole adventure (came back to being opportunistic, but with an addition of crippling guilt and shame)

yes, in that order. didn't save anyone she ever cared for, sold the rest of her agency for scraps, ended up as an accessory to the count. sure, she did lift the curse, but the cost was... ehhh. and the consequences of that were also... ehhhh... her turning evil i think. because the epilogue i got didn't give me much hope for her keeping the rest of her humanity.

now i am unsure. paradoxically, i think that if i actually got the good ending, i would not be this involved in the story. this whole thing we did was a mess. i don't think there were any quests we did correctly. the dice were also ruthless. so i don't know, maybe it was meant to be, and our dm just cranked up the tragedy levels.

i made this character as an experiment, just to see whether i could play someone morally dubious. it was fun. more fun that i expected it to be. i don't like the fact that throughout 6 months of playing, she made approximately... one step towards the good. and in the endgame, she took at least two steps back.

but then again, isn't this what i wanted? i wanted terrible choices with terrible outcomes and i got them. maybe i just feel bad for being satisfied with a tragic ending, even though i shouldn't, because not everything has to end with rainbows and unicorns. and i agreed to the possibility of an absolute fuck-up.

i don't know where i was going with all that, i guess i needed some space to vent and figure my feelings out. the campaign was good. very fucking good. gave me brainrot. inspired me to write a diary. in character. in polish. almost 60 pages of writing. i haven't written anything in polish since high school.

slay, my fucked-up arcane trickster with a stolen name, you were the best. give my regards to dracula, since you are on earth already. and bring me some english biscuits when you're done with your conquest. aaand maybe stab the count with the sunsword, if you ever find it.

so... no more venting, i'm done. accepted the fuckery i did and its consequences.

#curse of strahd #cos spoilers #but not really i think #let me just say that when she died rahadin swooped in. brought her body to ravenloft with her paladin friend #dropped the news that he sent her mother away from barovia to save her during the massacre #and that now her only purpose was to become a bride #all she needed to do was to kill the paladin #i don't think I'll ever be able to stop telling his player that i am so fucking sorry #she did what she was asked to do in hopes of surviving and getting everyone back alive #and as you can see from this post #all that moral dilemma was for nothing bc she ended up worse #so like... you can fix her... you SURE can make her worse... but then you'll have to deal with a moral hangover

[thelovelybitten]

“Why? What’s the point of living when the only girl I’ll ever love is gone?”

“No dude, i feel worse.”

“Dude, i don’t have time to start over with other girls. I’m nine years old, dude. If i don’t work things out with Wendy, I could be alone my whole life.”

“I can’t let Wendy go. This whole time, I’ve been having my friends do all the talking for me. It’s time i took control.”

“Tell her i love her.”

“I can’t believe it. She’s in love with someone else.”

“There’s nothing else i can do. She was my whole life.”

And antis really think Stan doesn’t care about Wendy. Weird.

#otp: i cant do it alone #south park #stendy #stan x wendy #viv speaks #LIKE BE SO FUCKING FOR REAL PEOPLE #season 7 ep 14 ended me. brought me back to life. and killed me again. #friendly reminder that i still haven’t watched all the episodes yet ad I’m still learning about the characters. #SO WHEN I WATCHED THIS. I DIED ON THE INSIDE #it’s the audacity of antis to really say that Stan hates her or Wendy doesn’t care abt him—delusional. #Wendy wasn’t treated properly so she left. Stan noticed after the fact and he was lost without her. LIKE HE CARES. but he’s fucking 9. #he doesn’t know shit abt feelings ok #tbh what wendy did was underhanded by dating Tolkien but she just wanted someone who’d actually give her attention #they’re fucking children but from an adults’ perspective—yeah. it’s a dick move #anyways live laugh love stendy #i know they’ll come around I’m just mad this happened #like WHY TREY AND MATT WHY #THIS WAS SO UNCALLED FOR ??? #all I’m asking is for happy stendy okay thanks #END RANT.

[chryzure]

aurora and chrysi should’ve been rlly close friends before the timeskip too. yesss, aurora tried to kill her, but what friend doesn’t go through phases like that? (says this to chrysi & chrysi agrees. says this to azure & he studies both of them. then agrees. says this to LUC & he’s like, “i think that’s atypical, but maybe a therapist can help you work that out.”) anyway, mostly thinking abt a charlie bone au where aurora sides w chrysi and azure and.. jacks, i guess 😬 AND all the other “good” aligned ppl in the red king’s room, and her siblings reject her for it. but it’s bc her friends are nice to her… what has her family done? shove her off to the side where she has to pretend like she’s a fairy princess to feel like she’s lovable? she’s sticking w her friends, thank you very much!!

#and she gets to use more aggressive spells to PROTECT HER FRIENDS. i think she’s the type to attack someone #for being mean to her friends… i love her oh my god my best friend my sister my daughter #but YEAH… anyway castor isn’t in the red king’s room since he doesn’t have magic (until he dies and is brought back wrong) #& he sides w aurora bc that’s his twin and also he feels left out from his family too #GOD BUT CAN WE TALK ABT AURORA’S CHILDHOOD #lala was being such a bitch abt how… aurora liked feeling like a disney princess? #for throwing flower petals behind her? and using magic? and generally entertaining herself away from her family??? #like… look between the lines… aurora was probably so lonely……… #i bet she met chrysi separate from jacks &castor #so she feels annoyed and slightly jealous of others knowing chrysi besides her #since chrysi was the only one that paid her any mind & was nice to her #of course she had a crush on chrysi… she jst didn’t process it bc the comphet came in SWINGING #chrysi&aurora childhood summertime friends…………… DO YOU HEAR ME #they’re the weird girls making potions together and pretending to be fairies!!! #and i know they did the ‘sleeping beauty’playtime thing and aurora always got flustered when chrysi insisted on being the prince #……☹️☹️☹️ STOPPPP I LOVE AURORA. AURORA VALOR DEFENDER NO.1‼️‼️‼️ #memorie.txt #p.fated #au.charlie bone

[lonewolflink]

if i had to discover this video today and suffer, so does everyone else

Source: tiktok.com

#chaeryeong why #i literally can't even look at ryujin because i'd need to look away from chaeryeong to do that #the sweatpants #the CLEAN air force ones #the abs #the open button down #the boy group energy #pushing her hair back halfway through the video (i'm gagged) #the LIP BITE (im gonna kms) #literally everything she does in the last 10 seconds (i died and it brought me back to life to kill me again) #i'm on my knees forreal #death by lee chaeryeong #maybe yeji doesn't have the biggest dick in itzy #maybe #just maybe #it's chaeryeong #go itzy go #the way this is hockey au ryuryeong energy as roommates tho #hockey au

[awek-s-archived]

I’m like forever insecure re friendships bc everyone I’ve met so far is like. incapable of communication and I don’t even mean that as an excuse .. ppl just genuinely can’t talk abt shit when it matters and then it ruins everything

#I had a roommate who like. actively tried to get my best friend back into drugs #like class A hardcore drugs. he doesn’t remember the entire year we became friends. he literally didn’t know who I was when he got clean #anyway he got back into them and knew what they did last time so he asked me to help him and he gave me all his drugs and told me to give #him one or two when he couldn’t function at school and it worked for a couple days. then our roommate kept sneaking him extra drugs without #me knowing bc she thought it was funny ?? so naturally he got worse and he ended up having to get clean on his own. which is a very painful #and lengthy process #anyway we were never friends again after that (me and the roommate) and whenever one of our other friends brought her up I’d be like I #literally hate her I would not care if she died stop talking to me abt her etc and the friend was like #‘I put up with u at uni but i will not anymore’ bc like. I don’t wanna talk to the person who actively ruined my best friend’s life #anyway that was 4 years wasted bc she basically pretended to be my friend the whole time. when she never liked me bc i said I wouldn’t piss #on the roommate if she was on fireFJSJFNSN #sorry I think that’s millions less serious than the roommate giving my bestie class A drugs because she found addiction funny #but anyway never told anyone that in such detail but that kinda messed me up re friendships so yeaaaah #sorry everyone #aweks.txt #idk

[fatherramiro]

why is the cazador boss fight such a nightmare its been 84 years (possibly seven attempts now) and that bastard keeps winning

#im doing everything right! im misty stepping over to sweet astarion to get his ass down from there #but lets be clear #by the time im in range to misty step im choked with bad guys so they just rip my face off trying to misty step #shart can't survive more than 30 seconds #wyll's counter-spells are great! all three of them #and 'oooh just use daylight' turns out my game is bugged so cazador takes zero damage from daylight #and then he hits astarion with his staff five times in a row and astarion dies #brought karlach originally but she's also. useless because she gets ganged up on by baddies too #why are there so many fucking bats did cazador train these bats just to fuck with people specifically #hell i even put it on easy mode and all it did was give me MORE health points to lose #all i want is for this boss battle to be OVER #and ive come too far and spent too much money on arrows to give up now #(should i bring gale. should it be gale and wyll doing big spells from the back as astarion and tav knife their way through the front lines