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#I don’t give a fuck who honestly
edenfenixblogs · 4 months
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I don’t think most non-Jews understand how disappointed we are in the left right now. How completely abandoned we’ve become. How our contributions to progress for other groups have been erased or disavowed or hidden. How the actual tangible things that Jews have contributed to black rights and civil rights are being ignored. How we’re being told we contribute and have contributed nothing.
How we are being told that the world has been kind to us when it never has. As if my mom didn’t grow up getting called a Kike and getting beat up for being Jewish. How I thought I had friends until I caught them saying “xyz was beautiful until Jews showed up.” How people told me I was pretty “for a Jew.” How I grew up hearing stories about bombs being set off in Israel in buses and markets. How I couldn’t even go two weeks without hearing that and how nobody cared and somehow, every time that happened, the whole world became more hostile to me for some reason.
I just don’t understand. I don’t understand what leftists are doing. Or why. I hate that I have to say—of course, I support a free and self determined Palestine (which I truly do)—in order for you to decide I’m worthy of care and support.
We showed up for you. All of you. And the entire movement is abandoning us at best or targeting us at worst. Celebrating our deaths. Saying we deserved it. How are we supposed to trust you ever again? How are we supposed to feel safe ever again?
A very few select people who are in my life have taken the chance to actually learn about and dismantle their own unconscious antisemitism during this time. And I’m eternally grateful for them. But most people haven’t reached out at all. Most people are still sharing hateful things that could get me hurt and they don’t care. Most people Reblogging my posts are still Jews. Because we are alone. And it sucks. You need to be as loud about antisemitism as you are about Palestine or you’re an antisemite (unless you’re Arab/Muslim/Palestinian—I totally get that these groups are also doing damage control in their own communities just like Jews are).
But we are all in tremendous pain right now.
This moment will pass. And when it does, I will remember how many people let me down. I will remember that when I needed support more than I’ve ever needed it in my life, people fucking vanished. They pretended violence against my people wasn’t happening. They ignored and rewrote the history of Israel to suit their own narratives.
You don’t know what it feels like to be hated this much for opposite things. PoC hate us for being too white. White supremacists hate us for not being white enough. Europeans hate us for being middle eastern. Middle easterners hate us for being western/European. Everyone hates us for being settlers but continually kicks us out of their countries so that we have to settle somewhere else.
I saw a post going around from a Black person who said that the reason he and his fellow black activists go protest for Palestinians instead of fighting antisemitism (as if it’s a binary, which it’s not) is that Jews don’t show up. Muslims and Palestinians do. And honestly? Fuck that guy. Heather Heyer died standing shoulder to shoulder against racism in 2017. [CORRECTION: When I first wrote this post I was under the impression that Heather Heyer was Jewish. I want to correct to avoid spreading misinfo. She was just the first (and incorrect) Jewish civil rights activist I thought of. However there are plenty of other actual Jewish civil rights activists to choose from. If you have reblogged this post from me, please feel free to add a link to the permalink version of this post with my correction to your reblog.]I have devoted substantial time and effort and money that I don’t even get paid a lot of because I don’t get paid a living wage. I have continually reached out to PoC people in my life of all religions to ask how they are doing and what I could be doing to help more—both for them personally and how they would best like me to help their community. I have elevated their voices at every opportunity. And not one person I checked in with has done the same for me or for my community.
And it’s bone chilling. It’s awful. And it’s even worse knowing that when it’s over, people will want to go back to normal. They won’t apologize. They won’t self reflect. They’ll just live their lives, maybe a little more aware of how much they hate us and completely indifferent to the harm they’ve caused us. How disposable they made us feel. And the thing is…it’s not hard for you to know. You just have to ask.
Too many people are cowards. Too many people care about looking good than actually learning something or making the world better. And to those people: you should be ashamed of yourself.
I don’t have any hate in my heart. Truly. Not a drop for any group of people. But I have a tremendous lack of trust that anyone would actually lift a finger to keep me safe.
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wearetenderashell · 3 months
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i will unashamedly ship eddie with dulcie bc my era of fandom doesn’t give a fuck, ship whatever it doesn’t even have to make sense, but do not bring me cath hate. i specifically cannot ship eddie/dulcie without cath there in support and involved. i will not be throwing her away. this blog loves every single person and character who are loud and dorky and Too Much and exquisitely painfully in constant need of reassurance and affection and attention and maybe even aware of it but so agonizingly unable to control it
cath is actively working on herself and humbling herself and trying to swallow the pain to be a better person. it’s a rough journey but she ultimately accepts criticism of her motivations. and she is still, every time, the loudest and most passionate friend of all friends. everyone could stand to be a little more like cath. everyone needs a cath in their lives.
#every cath enjoyer is the superior fan i will not be taking notes#stede bonnet blog#cath york blog#deadloch#dulcie fucking loves her and theyre allowed to have a valid disagreement and repair their relationship after#if you’re a teen or young 20s maybe you havent had the chance to be in a long term monog relationship before#but their relationship is one of the first realistic long term relationships i have ever seen come to think of it#you don’t have doe eyes. you do still have plenty sex if you want it / are able. you have firm and honest disagreements.#and sometimes both of you are a little right and a little wrong. and if you stop communicating honestly it’s all over.#also in regards to openness of expression of affection i am more like dulcie#i will lay down my life for you but i am not often inspired to shout it from the rooftops. it’s a conscious effort.#and im usually putting on a show for new people or we’re engaging in a hobby i like#but no matter the optics of my affection my spouse is my first and my last obligation absolutely no question#and dulcie does that for cath by even considering giving up so much of what she loves to make cath happy and feel safe and loved#and she only speaks up and lays down a boundary when it’s clear that something greater is at stake#LISTEN THESE MESSY LESBIANS ARE A FANTASTIC MODEL FOR CONFLICT RESOLUTION AND Y’ALL SHOULD LOVE THEM FOR IT#sometimes life and love is messy and it hurts a lot but it is so worth the effort you can put in to cherish someone#anyway im afraid of the ao3 churning waters bc it has given me some rank ofmd stuff and im so worried with what ive seen#from deadloch fans elsewhere that it will also give me rank deadloch content like back in the shameful martha days of doctor who#my newest era of rebirth is loving the lonely and loving in general
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fortyfive-forty · 3 months
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are u picking up what i’m putting down here…
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hee-pster · 7 months
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I’m curious about why boys who don’t really want nothing other than to hook up go for the girls who make it very clear that they’re not looking for that kind of relationship and don’t want nothing to do with it at all?
#so some of u may be familiar with my recent boy drama#and tell me why this boy insisted on being touchy with me when I made it so fucking clear in the beginning that I didn’t like it#that I didn’t want him to touch me unless I initiated anything?#and I also told him this was us ‘getting to know each other’ and not ‘dating’ because I didn’t even know him yet properly#he also had the audacity to ask me about if my exes ever kissed me??#like hello?? who tf do you think you are??#the way I immediately told him that it wasn’t his business and he should ask stupid and weird shit like that#he should not be*#oh he was offended#he was like ‘I got my answer’#so? am I supposed to care?#am I supposed to give a shit?#I made it clear what I wanted in the beginning of your fragile ass couldn’t handle it you should’ve just walked away#so glad we talked about it and I told him that I don’t think we’re a match#and that he made me uncomfortable and so I didn’t want this to go on#but we’re unfortunately in the same group so I’ll be seeing him from time to time therefore we said we can be friends and just talk casually#I just honestly prefer if we don’t have to talk at all after all this#but I’m glad at least I was able to conversate about this and put an end to this misery#advice from me; just say no in the beginning if you’re not really attracted to the guy#don’t ‘try’ to give them a chance because you’re afraid of what will happen when you say no#just say no freely loves#Jan: rants
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queenofbooknerds · 7 months
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Me @ my blorbos: There is something deeply wrong with you but unfortunately I find that attractive
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watching episode ten and the contrast between kaji recognising asuka is literally obviously a child and being incredibly uncomfortable with her making moves on him vs misato who’s entire job is basically grooming children into combat and who has her own issues with expressing herself so she acts suggestively towards shinji despite obviously having no interest in him and seeing him more like a little brother or a son is really interesting. nerv, as a whole, are predatory towards the children piloting the evas, and while they’re not being sexually groomed what’s happening to them to make them child soldiers is still like, literally child grooming, and i don’t think the contrast between that and misato and kaji's response to their respective ward is unintentional. misato is instinctively defaulting to the same thing that’s basically her job description even though she clearly isn’t doing it intentionally, whereas kaji is uncomfortable with the idea of taking advantage of asuka in a sexual way (as he should be, she’s a literal child) but either hasn’t or doesn’t want to come to terms with the fact that he’s taking advantage of her in non-sexual ways and that grooming, even though it’s non-sexual, is most likely a large reason why she and the other children often act out sexually in ways that aren’t entirely typical of young teenagers.
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5 more days until I’m free from this Hell.
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doctorweebmd · 6 months
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I was thinking about this the other day and wondering why it’s become so much less fun to write for BNHA and I think it’s because… I’ve written too much?
Like being a one-off author was fine and fun and novel and people were so cool and supportive, but now I’ve got multiple long fics and people have started treating me like someone that “creates content” rather than someone who is writing for fun. And I’ve shot myself in the foot by continuing to write long-fic and putting my heart and soul into them and it’s like never enough, people just expect more and more and more and I want to keep giving and keep doing better but no matter what I write it’s just not ENOUGH
And like… this started a little after I finished Zero Sum Game but like… people have started forming “opinions” that they share openly about “me” - I can’t stand going into fandom space and seeing people say they can’t read anything I write, or they don’t like me as an author, openly ranking my works, saying xyz is overrated or mention me by name in shipping discourse or send me hate mail or update requests or just straight up telling me they’re not going to read what I write anymore… and these people don’t know me!!! I’m just an empty space to them!!! Just a machine that pumps out thousands on thousands of words to just look at an forget about instantly!!!!!!!!
Where do people get off honestly. Is it like this everywhere or is it just BNHA? Is it because it’s so popular that the community has broken down completely? Sincerely what the fuck how can anyone treat writers like this…
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neorxnawangs · 7 months
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hilarious how there are so many ways to make a character from a book you’re adapting into a feature film gay and you manage to make it the most homophobic choice possible
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waugh-bao · 4 months
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itsukicoded · 8 months
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is it petty and childish to quit your job bc your boss keeps talking shit abt you to your coworkers oui ou non
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thetriggeredhappy · 1 year
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thinking about how metal ballet is. hello this is our art form we are very pretty and very dexterous here, look at us spin. this is because we have done this from a young enough age that it melted our bones a little and permanently stunted our growth in certain ways. our entire bodies have been adapted to be extremely brittle and we require double the caloric intake of the average person, and our body acts as though we’re constantly in a state of near-death. body fat no longer functions correctly for us and if we get even one broken bone or torn muscle we may never be able to dance in a performance for the rest of our lives. pretty sparkly clothes :)
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snowsoftime · 2 years
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So does anyone else not fully understand how Kusuke is supposed to be viewed
Even though his character profile describes him as a sadist/masochist, it’s really not that relevant to the story or his character. The few times Kusuke does show that part of himself, Kusuo’s reaction is so… tame.
Example 1 - The first time Kusuke gets described as a masochist. Kusuo just says “That’s why I don’t like him” and then it moves on to the next scene.
Example 2 - That “I’m so close to trapping him in a hopeless situation” panel that didn’t get included in the anime. Kusuo says “This is gross” and then it moves on to the next scene.
It’s a stark contrast to how Kusuo treats Teruhashi’s brother, where he repeatedly calls him a pervert and emphasizes how gross he is. With Kusuke, Kusuo makes a singular comment about how that’s not okay and then immediately moves on.
Also during the final showdown arc, Kusuke literally stops his villain monologue to redress his brother because he felt bad about Kusuo being in such an embarrassing state, despite the whole ordering Kusuomega to run around school naked and him motioning for Toritsuka to strip being about exactly that: embarrassment.
Why even make that part of his character if you’re just not gonna give it any impact and then make it so inconsistent??? Why include it at all then???
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babyfairy · 6 months
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gonna be alone for like the next ~2 weeks petsitting and i’m in the midst of some sort of depressive episode so. lol. i should probably Not be alone but i need the money bc i have no more sick time at work 😋
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bisexualrapline · 1 year
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the way i didn’t even know the grammys were tonight lmao
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puzzle-paradigm · 1 year
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Can’t believe I have to say this but calling random Jews child mutilators is antisemitic, fyi.
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