#I don’t particularly like venting on here cause I always feel hella just idk whiny

[touyaniii]

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#I don’t particularly like venting on here cause I always feel hella just idk whiny #but idk I’ve been like real lonely cause 1) my roommate decided that she was gonna move out 2 weeks before our lease was up #and screw me over 2) she’s moving in with another one of our friends who stopped talking to me entirely #not to mention we’ve all been friends for 10+ years but whatever #idk I think it’s time to move on I’ve felt this coming for awhile tbh I was always the third wheel to them #I wish nothing but the best for them too I really do but they just don’t have a place in my life right now unfortunately maybe one day tho #work has been hell too everyone has decided to talk about me behind my back yet again and I have to hear it from someone else #I don’t even do anything but it’s cool #so im all stressed out about this shit OH and my cats have fleas too which is great #and I’m being mean af to the one boy who is trying to make me feel better at work and I have big feelings for him AND I CANT STOP #I wish I could so much I don’t know how he even puts up with me I feel so bad every time god #idk how I’m holding all this together right now I’ll break soon enough lol #not to mention again these girls at work talk about me when I’m on THEIR SHIFT helping THEM out cause they can’t do it by themselves but #you know whatever I guess #fuck #personal #venting #negative