#I don’t play anymore tho

[sugarsnappeases]

thank you for the tag @fxreflyes this is so cute, except the format is trying to hinder my propensity to ramble, so i’ve rectified this in the tags lmao

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

no pressure tags for @static-radio-ao3 @inevitablestars @itsjaywalkers @carniferous @orbitfalls @transsexualpriest @futurequibblerjournalist <333

#i'm like 5'7 i think. fun fact i used to wear glasses when i was like 11 bc all my friends were getting glasses and i wanted some too so i #lied to my optician. lol good times. don't actually need glasses tho soooo. #this is me coming out as a natural blonde guys….. like my hair hasn’t been blonde in a good year or so and it hasn’t been my natural blonde #in like three/four years but still in my heart of hearts i identify as a blonde. like i get confused when people don't count me as one #i have my ears and nose pierced and i would love a tattoo but unfortunately i have both a fear of needles and commitment issues so. #not sure if that’ll ever happen… would be very hot and sexy tho. also i'm one of those freaks with green eyes lol it's appaza quite rare #my hair is currently like dark dark brown… have been getting the itch to dye it again tho like a kinda reddish colour idk yet we’ll see #i had braces for AAGES. i have freckles in the summer and i paint my nails whenever i remember to. rn they’re a very chipped lilac colour #i think i have a resting bitch face but i can never tell tbf like it might be more of a resting 'dead to the world' face lmao #okay technically i don’t play an instrument anymore! but in the past i’ve dabbled with the cello the oboe and the xylophone. singing too #spanish and italian baybee although ig if this means like fluently then that’s not me but this is literally my degree it’s my whole brand #yes i like to read but also the only things ive read in like the last few months have been either books in spanish/italian for my degree #literary criticism for said span/ital books and… fanfic. so. also i like writing but it's my worst enemy rn the thoughts aren't working :( #i have many best friends that i’ve known for years!!!! in fact i've known some of my friends for like my entire life it's very cute #okay sorry for rambling i can never help myself and i also literally could go on icl like there was Some restraint applied here #kara lore #bc there's quite a lot of it in this one lol #tag games

[phoelipop]

So sad I won’t be able to watch the Poké direct today but I’ll be popping online a lot to check things out 👀 I’m so excited!

#phoe speaks #i feel like something black and white is cooking too and would not be surprised if there is #all I *really* want is new pmd #or remake of explorers! #and new Guzma alt in PokeMas even tho i don’t rlly play anymore ehe

[noa748]

Just when I think this game can’t lean any harder into the silliness, RED XIII SHOWS UP IN A FUCKIGN GRUNT UNIFORM AND TRAUMATIZES A CHILD

#I cannot #I love the homage to the OG #I was wondering if we’d see red dress up!! #I don’t want to play queens blood anymore tho #cmon red I thought I was done 🥲 #ffvii rebirth #ffvii rebirth spoilers

[kugisaaki]

i never knew they had a diavolo version of the sheep mc plush!!!!!

#with the black bow!!! i never knew that!!!! #i thought they only had the brothers…… #very tempted to get it #i don’t play anymore tho so i dunno…. #obey me

[daincrediblegg]

You know the older I get, the less star power means to me. Give me shows where the leads aren’t played by a true A-lister, who actually cares about the part they’re playing and why they’re playing it and the nuances they want to convey with that over some hollywood darling any day and THEN I’ll pay attention

#and the thing is major institutions don’t recognize this but some other indie studios are really wising up to this #like. if robert de niro and leo dicaprio get noms for killers of the flower moon what even is the point anymore #lily gladstone was ABSOLUTELY the highlight!!! and it’s clear from the way she played that #not so much from the dudes who have worked with marty a million times and even made their career with him #like. I mean seriously? you martin scorcesse had to rely on those names to get the film seen??? unreal man #everyone who came back for scott pilgrim gets a pass on this tho that’s kindof a baller move #sorry I can’t sleep so I’m philosophizing on main #and yes once again I’m talking about jared harris bc he’s really one of the poster children for this #along with ke huy kwan and now also brendan fraiser with all their career comebacks #that shit needs to be RECOGNIZED more often #stop casting like the same 5 people in movies please I beg you hollywood

[meteor752]

I just realized that I never shared any of my summer larp photos, which is a crime

I’m in all of them, so now it’s time to play everyone’s favorite game, “Where’s Meteor”

#I was on three this summer and they were all back to back #the second one tho (the one where me and my group wore masks) I played mute tho #So that was really fun #My names are Lillium Bothynus #Khufu Sommarvind #and Inhe #Inhe used to have a last name but they don’t anymore #larp #larp photos #larpers #fantasy larp #me irl

[lesbianlenas]

the thing is that i HATE orientation stuff so much like i hate having to do little activities i hate having to talk to random ppl around me i hate having to pretend like i care abt the school as some sort of identity like i do not care i am just here bc i want an education……& like fr and honestly i hate heterosexual ppl so much like i really do and i’m always surrounded by heterosexuals at these types of things and they never want to talk to me & i never want to talk to them so i just feel incredibly uncomfortable the whole time. like this happened to me in both high school & college and it will inevitably happen again. i am not made for this world on god……….

#michelle speaks #if i have to do a single ice breaker i will start ripping ppl apart w my teeth perhaps 🤪 #s2g my whole life it’s like i have had dyke written on my forehead & everyone is like oh it’s dyke girl let’s pretend she doesn’t exist #like i’m talking all the way back to when i was in prek where none of the other kids would talk to me 😭 #like bc of my rsd ive always had a VERY hard time initiating convos even back when i was very little #but it’s like that’s not normal for little kids to not approach another kid. like when i say NO ONE would talk to me in prek i mean fr #the only ones who talked to me were two boys who would make fun of me for sitting alone when we were in the play room #bc no one ever invited me to play w them & i was too anxious abt approaching anyone to ask to play #even tho i really wanted to…..like ppl literally just ignore me it’s BIZARRE!!!!! #it doesn’t bother me anymore really like idc actually i like have friends so idc if i make more or not #but there HAS to be smth abt me since i was a child that makes ppl like i’m mot going to talk to her. & i think it’s the lesbianism……. #ANYWAY. i hate orientation i don’t want to talk to anyone i don’t want to hear abt anything. bye.

[danrifics]

guys i spent like £30 on in app purchases in an ipad game cos i’ve decided to hyperfixate hard on it 😭

#i barely have £30 to my name why did i do that #also tho it was low-key worth it #at least it’s not fucking homescapes again cos the addition to that game was so bad and i don’t wanna know how much i actually spent of it #overall and like i don’t even play it anymore #anyway the current game is good pizza great pizza

[crowcryptid]

ok i guess the servers are dead rn

#i will play infinite instead which apparently is overrun by cheaters now idk #I haven’t played in a while #saw that they changed the anticheat #then saw people complain about cheaters being common #I’ve only seen like 2 cheaters in infinite before #I don’t bother with MCC anymore due to the sweats and the cheaters tho

[zackmartin]

omg i just check yr about (i was looking for yr resource blog hehe) and zeldas suchhhh a pretty name it suits u so well 💞💞💞💞💞 and i promise im not just saying that bc video games its srsly so good for you I LOVE YOUUUUU

asjddksjz THANK YOU, I LOVE YOUUUU 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕

#asks #Lizzie tag 🐸 #I’m really terrible because I randomly add things to my about but then I don’t say anything asldkfjslk #I've been wanting to use it for so so so so so long. like long before I even announced I didn't want to use my old name anymore #I’m genuinely okay with all three tho <3 like nobody has to change their tags again or anything if they don’t feel like it 💗 #honestly the games are the whole reason it’s taken me this long to say anything AJJDJS #because I knew that was the first thing people would think of but #idk anything about them. Like at all. Like up until a few years ago I thought the main character you play as was Zelda #but I guess she’s a princess??? See how little I know skcksksks #so that stopped me from using it. Which is stupid but I decided a long time ago it wasn’t worth the energy #trying to figure out why my brain does anything lmao #I’m gonna be real. I know the name Zelda from like. Aunt Zelda. As in. Sabrina the teenage witch SKCJJSNS #anyway none of this means anything I'm just talking

[bo0zey]

anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol

#laying in bed everytime i think abt myself i feel literally nauseated n like it’s so weird #this feeling comes in waves intermittently just even .01 sec of ‘hm i’m hungry’ FFFFFNOPE HRRGRHFFF VOMITTY #i want to curl up in a ball and die forever i don’t care about me i don’t want to take care of me anymore i’m not even good at it #whyyyyyyyy did i stop taking my meddsssssss i guarantee y’all this is why i’m being such a crybaby on the dash lmaoooo #i have a headache i’m def dehydrated from crying n sniveling n barely drinking any water today while sweating like a mf at work #imma go to bed 🛌 if i don’t wake up i will be soooo pleasantly surprised y’all have no idea FINGERS CROSSED🤞 #real talk tho can someone tell me why my body is literally reacting this way for like no real reason #like am i truly that disgusted with myself i make myself nauseous just thinking abt me #ok yeah the answer is yes lol BUT LIKE WHY THATS SUCH A DRAMATIC BODILY RESPONSE TO MY BRAINS DUMBASS THOUGHTS??? #ik the body and mind have a super powerful link n the brain influences the body like crazy but like #why this why does my brain literally want me to berate and degrade myself and isolate me and make me cry alone n starve me that’s so mean #i’m not starving btw i’m literally always eating just these past 2 days i’ve been such a fuckup my body won’t let me do anything #i had a chocolate poptart for dinner last night (thurs) n threw myself to bed #i hope i don’t end up hurting myself that would be so lame #i literally don’t have time for that like i am Not doing wound care duty off the clock for my damn self lol #also don’t want to take care of myself so i wouldn’t bandage myself up properly sooo yeah i’m not gonna do anything actually #cleaning ur wounds r super important ok yall ur literally playing god if u don’t do good aftercare snfjfbdj #i can’t believe i’m in this nasty ugly depressive episode i hate this so much i don’t have time for this i hate this cycle #i hate being bipolar 2 n my moods n meds have been so fkcdd up lately that i don’t even have the rlly fun hypomanic episodes anymore #i’ve just been constantly having mixed episodes im unbearable to be around im so sorry for everyone that’s ever spoken to me im insufferable #ok that’s enough im done being dramatic lmao #im gonna give myself a bolus PRN dose of clonnie then i’m going tf to bed #ramblings #shut up cianna

[friendzoned61]

Do you have any specific hc that you imagine for the convict ?

Idk if it’s like a Headcannon but the convict, i see as like a scientist. I think all of the Eden members that participated in the attack were all mostly scientists. Because it was a colony! If you send people up to space to establish a new civilization, you want to not send some random Joe, you wanna send Jeff the bioengineer or bob the ME. and members of the COI aren’t a colony, they’re what’s left of humanity after the rapture. More scientists. I’m kinda rusty on lore but all these stations for the COI I think were gathering data and materials and more for earth so they probably had a ton of supplies both food and resource wise and in comparison to Eden, a colony that may have had more limited communication with earth due to distance and shit and, again I’m rusty, we don’t know how long that colony was established. Looking up the wiki I got there’s 480 people up there, so they’re probably either just getting established and they sent a shit ton of scientists to start priming mars for a larger population or they’re maybe a generation in. And if your home planet goes no contact and you try to reach out to the only space stations that might have a reason why-and like I watched the Martian what if there was some disaster that meant a food scarcity, or maybe they just needed more materials to keep expanding and providing for life there- AND THEY JUST GO DUDE IDK? EARTHS GONE? I’d get a little pissed and I’d say hey dude can you help us out then? We have like no way to like consistently gain building materials without earth and maybe the station was greedy! Like no! We’re our own governing system now and our first rule is FUCK YOU! I’d raid them if I was desperate! But hey we’re a fuck ton of scientists and yeah we’re got enough to withstand space travel and to adapt to the gravitational pull of mars and to keep expanding, but we’re not on our turf and shit I’m captured ahhhh.

Um. So all this to say, yeah I think both the convict and the player are scientists and uhhhh their punishment for their desperation is forced exploration of the unknown. :)

#fern rambles #taikeero lecoredier #so sorry I had an iron lung moment right after mark played it for the second time and idk if any of this makes sense you kinda just get #my word vomit instead #I don’t even know if that’s really a Headcannon or more of a theory it’s just something that’s kinda bouncing around in my head #I don’t really remember the lore anymore tho like the letters from the terminal sooooo uhhhhhh #iron lung #heart heart 🫶🫶 #yeah so sorry pure unfiltered thought #this is how I used to explain algebra to my friend in highschool with slightly less cursing actually

[seadem-on]

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#if you (generic tumblr user) knew about my workplace situation you’d immediately file it as toxic yuri #i swear there is nothing homoerotic #even if in theory the elements are all there #boss and coworker allied to humiliate me #gaslighting gatekeeping and girlbossing the hell out of me #its driving me insane #the further you watch the more you ask yourself how much I am still willing to endure #more and more people are taken down #they are playing the game of thrones #they try to get as much power as possible by strategical alliances #i don’t wanna play anymore tho #do not screen #do not reblog #personal

[lady-tortilla-chip]

Nglll there is something tiring about seeing a regular occurrence of people going “SIGH Chuuya and Mori actually do have a mutually respectful dynamic”

#I’m TIRED #THIS ISNT NEW #Chuuya vows to Mori with his hat to his chest in the first scene where Mori is established as boss #Mori has Chuuya lined up to be his successor and y’all think they don’t respect and value each other? #I won’t lie and say I never saw it as more transactional and cold #but I don’t think that’s the case really anymore #I don’t think he’s playing DAD tho #bungou stray dogs #bsd #nakahara chuuya #Mori Ougai

[harrylights]

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#update that nobody needs on guitar playing lmao but i genuinely do wanna track my progress #figured out the funky little finger plucking part in timezone and it’s???? so much fun it sounds so cool??? #i’ve been playing guitar for over a decade but never rly did any picking at all just strumming n shit bc it’s way easier #and my tiny ass hands don’t help lol #but i can just make it work w this and i can’t wait until it’s not a struggle anymore and i can play it w my eyes closed #all i wanna do when i get home now is practice and i love that feeling sm #my hand hurts tho so i gotta take a break and try to finish some fanart teehee #ty for the art grind while everything else is shit haha:) #rowyn rambles

[rosemary-bells]

idk if it’s actually canon or an edit but y’all know that one persona 5 thing where that one lady’s like “i’m a teacher… and you’re my student…” and app like. one of the responses to that is just “that’s the best part”?

bingyuan.

#buzz #someones probably made this comment already but i’m covering the bases #bingqiu #bingyuan #highkey the only reason why ik abt this is bcs they have an edit of this for like. fe3h #i think it’s claudeleth?? don’t rememebr #svssss #sv #is this even relevant. do people play persona anymore. i didn’t. i heard it was good tho #part of me thinks i might’ve made this comment already . but like. who knows. my memory’s bad #just realized i tagged svssss instead of svsss #actual moron me. but that’s ok