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sheabuttahwrites · 2 years

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in the Morning

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III.

My eyes came open, greeted by the sun spilling in through the curtains. And, for about a second, everything was all good. In my limited consciousness, last night didn't even happen. Hell, I didn't even remember who I was yet. After a good, deep stretch, I caught a glimpse of what I was wearing and it all hit me right in the gut. I grimaced through a yawn, capping it off with an aggravated groan as I sank deeper into the bed, pulling the covers over my head. Maybe I should've tried that shit last night. A full-on tantrum ensued with legs kicking and arms flailing. I was so pissed at myself, for a few reasons. For one, I had shown way too much interest. Especially in someone I hadn't even really met. The smiling and blushing were also very excessive. And the worst part; the part that shall not be called by name. Neither my guard nor my clothes had ever come down so easily. How did I let him do that to me?

I flung the covers back, but laid still in disbelief. I had to tell somebody. Somebody who wouldn't judge me had to hear this mess, and I knew the perfect person. So I made myself get up and I hopped in the shower, threw on some clothes, and headed right over to her place.

I rang the bell and Koree answered the door, but I didn't get the smile I expected. “Hey, girl. Why you looking at me like that?”

She shook her head. “What’s up?”

“I just wanted to come over. And I knew you wasn’t doing shit, sooo...” I walked in and she closed the door behind me.

“Whatever,” she laughed. “You don’t know what the hell I was doing.” I just looked at her, waiting to hear how I was wrong and she smacked her lips. “Shut up.”

I hollered. “Oh, ok.”

“Anyway, I was in the room. Just popped a bottle.”

“White?”

“Yep.”

“Oooh, I’m just in time. Let me go get my glass.”

She laughed as I bounced my shoulders toward her kitchen. “Ok. I'm up in the room, though.”

“Aight.” The biggest wine glass she owned had always been my favorite, but I certainly needed it today. Luckily, it was right at the front of the first cabinet I checked. Almost like it knew I was coming. “What you watchin’?” When I walked into her bedroom she was sitting on the couch already having a sip.

“Torturing myself with this ‘Delicious Miss Brown’ marathon.”

“Ooh, girl. Her food be looking so good.”

“Don't it?”

I dropped my bag on the couch before sitting down and putting my glass out to her. “You was getting ready to kill this whole bottle by yourself, huh?” I asked while she poured me up.

“And you know this.”

I cackled, focusing on the TV as the commercials came to an end. “Ol’ drunk.”

“Mhm. So what you really come over here for?”

Confused, I gave my attention right back to her. “What?”

“You never just pop up on people. I mean, you know you’re welcome here, but you always call or text first. So what’s going on?”

She was right. I was strongly against unannounced visits. In fact, I hated them. But I was so out of it that it hadn't even dawned on me to hit her up first. I couldn't even try to lie.

I groaned, taking my eyes down to my lap, then I chugged my entire glass of wine. When I held it toward her for a refill, her face let me know I was gonna have to explain myself.

“Girl! Start talking.”

I smacked my lips and sat the empty glass on the end table. “Koree… I did something bad.”

“Bad how?”

“You know I was on Skype last night…”

“Oh lord.”

“Don't do that.”

“Ok, my bad.”

“Anyway. There was this guy. He had a nice pic, so I added him,” I said, hitting her with the calm before the storm. “I wasn’t even gonna call him, but he called me. And, girl, he was so damn fine…”

“Ok…?”

I didn't mean to pause, but I was trying to get the rest of the story together without making myself sound as crazy as I felt. “We were just talking, kinda flirting a lil bit; you know, just having fun. But, girl, I was a smiling, blushing mess. The whole time!”

She frowned instantly, a deep wrinkle in her brow. “Um, what?”

“Yes! I don't know what the fuck was going on. I was acting a straight fool. But that’s not even the worst part.”

“Oh?”

“Not at all. We were just playing around and I told him to take his shirt off. He did it, so I let the top of my robe fall, but I had on a bra.” I peeked over at her again and all I could see were eyes from behind her glass. “That’s when I just lost control.”

“Giiiirl,” she said, with a smirk before taking another sip of wine. “What happened?”

I took an incredibly deep breath, then I looked her right square in the eye. “...I took off my bra and the rest of the robe, and he watched me with my hand down my panties! Probably for a good ten, fifteen minutes!”

“What?!” she yelled, almost jumping up from her seat.

My face went down into my hands. “Girl, I spread eagle right in the damn camera. He talked me through it and everything.”

“Sis! You didn't.”

“I’m not even joking, Koree. I don’t know what happened. One minute we were just talking and the next, I was lying there titties out giving myself the business.”

“Oh my god. Ever.”

I sat back, staring aimlessly, more unsure of myself than I had been in a while. “But then, like, I’m usually not ashamed of anything I choose to do.”

“True.”

“So why do I feel so weird?” I looked at her for an answer, but I knew she couldn't give me that.

She shrugged. “I don't know, friend.”

I had to go back inward for that one. “I really gave somebody my coochie over the internet, though. When did I get this wild?” When I heard her trying to stifle laughter, I cut my eyes at her. “Really?”

“I’m sorry, girl, that's funny,” she said after letting it go. “But, look, you never have to see him again. It’s all good.”

“He lives in Ladera, sis.”

She was sitting back, going for another sip, when her eyes popped open. “Shut up.”

“And I’ve never seen him around. Watch I start seeing his ass everywhere now.” I rolled my eyes just imagining him popping up on me in Trader Joe’s or something.

“This is some TV shit. So what happened after the, you know?”

“That post nut clarity hit and I slammed my laptop down so fast.”

“Just own it, sis. It happened, you can’t take it back, and I’m assuming you enjoyed yourself while it was happening. If you don't like how it made you feel afterward, just try not to do it again.”

I laid my head back on the chair and closed my eyes, groaning loudly to the ceiling.

“And, if you see him while you're out, you hold your head high. Remember, you decide what emotion you attach to things.”

Hold on. I checked myself immediately after hearing those words. I hushed the groans and unhid my eyes. “You know what, you right.” Then I sat up and looked over at her. She was nodding, as she should. “You are so right.”

“Now,” she laughed, “tell me what this man looks like, because I am so curious.”

“Oh, girl, he is gorgeous. I’m talkin’ the most beautiful man I have ever seen in my fucking life. Beautiful chocolate skin, deep sexy ass voice. With the biggest, brightest smile. Teeth, lips, everything on point.”

“Oh, shit. Ok!”

“You feel me? But, Koree, he’s also tall as fuck—six-three. He’s 32, has a full beard, and, sis, he’s fucking buff. I’m talking about…” I stopped to flex my arms out in front of me like a bodybuilder.

She laughed. “Ok. Now correct me if I’m wrong, but last time I checked, none of those were your ‘thing’,” she said, making air quotes with her fingers.

“Girl, I know, but that man is fine!”

“What happened to your baby-faced, regular-bodied youngins that you love so much?”

“First of all, don’t say it like I’m a pervert. I don’t mess with ‘youngins’, I mess with legal guys just slightly younger than me.”

“Yeah. That’s what I meant.”

“Shut up.” I reached over and nudged her arm, and we were cracking up for a minute. Then something amazing popped into my head. “Yo, he looks like he can pick my big ass up.”

“Oh my god, you weirdo. You claim to not like ‘em super built, but you’ve been talking about somebody picking you up for as long as I can remember. I love you, but ain't no skinny person ever gonna be able to pick you up, girl.”

I fell over in another fit of laughter, resting my head on her shoulder. “I know, right?”

“With your horny ass. You always on some freak shit, I swear.” That heffa pushed me off of her. We were both dying.

“Excuse you. I am a perfectly normal, healthy young woman.”

“Hey, I know you take good care of yourself. You just got caught up last night.”

“Did I ever. But playas fuck up sometimes, too.”

She was finishing up her glass and had to get a hand over her mouth. “Anyway. Are you ok now?” she asked, still laughing. “Because I could see the stress all over your face.”

“Oh, I’m much better. It gets a little crazier, though.”

“How could it possibly?”

“...I kinda wanna link.” I clenched my teeth in an uneasy smile, knowing I wouldn't get the best reaction.

“What? Oh, hell nah. You thought you was trippin’ before, you trippin’ now.” She reached over for the wine bottle to pour herself another glass. I guess I was still on restriction.

“You ever seen somebody who just looks like they can fuck? Well, I’m tryna go find out.”

“What happened to you getting yours? Why can’t you just call up one of your usuals? No need to be sexing potentially dangerous strangers.”

“You just don’t understand. He was the first thing on my mind when I woke up today. No lie”

“Hol’ up,” she said, giving me the full stink face. “Weren't you just worried about possibly seeing him out in public? When you were actively planning on being the one to initiate the next meeting.”

I shrugged. “Well, him popping up on the cereal aisle isn't the same as me going to see him.”

She sighed heavily, rolling her eyes. I know it came from a place of genuine concern for my well-being and, honestly, I appreciated it. But I just couldn't pass this up.

“So, when you plan on doing this?”

“…Tonight.”

I left Koree’s a lot lighter than I’d arrived. Bless her for somehow always making me feel better no matter how crazy things got. The only thing weighing on me now was making the call to pin down my plans for the night. I was either about to invite the embarrassment back or prepare to get my back broke. And, honestly, the possibility of either was almost too much for me to handle right now. But I had taught myself to live without regrets, and leaving this one untried would surely haunt me. Probably for the rest of my days.

I grabbed my phone and went into the app store to search for Skype. My compromise was to leave his face out of the equation. I couldn't look at him again just yet. I logged on and began to scroll, hoping that by some stroke of luck he would be there. When I saw his lone name in my online contacts, a mischievous grin found its way onto my lips. I took a deep breath, ready to put myself out of this residual misery.

“Wazzam? Didn’t think I was gon’ hear from you again.”

“I know. Sorry about leaving you hanging last night. Truthfully, I was kinda embarrassed.”

“Oh nah, it’s cool. I’m not trippin’ off that.”

“Ok.”

“Yeah. So don't even worry about it. We grown.”

I was smiling my ass off once again. Not only did I feel better about where I was about to take this conversation, but that voice. It hit even harder when I didn't have his face to distract me. “So, um, speaking of being grown, I obviously hit you up for a reason and I'm not usually one to beat around the bush.”

“I can appreciate that. What’s on your mind?”

“Well, I was just thinking that maybe, if it’s ok with you, we could get together tonight. That is if it’s not too short notice.”

“I didn't have any other plans, so I don't see why not.”

“Ok, cool.”

“Yeah. So, what you wanna do? I know this dope restaurant we could hit if you down. I also know a nice lounge, a dessert spot, arcade. What you like?”

I can't lie, my smile vanished after hearing him say that. “Um… I wanna be really upfront with you. And I’m apologizing in advance, in case I offend you.”

“Ok.”

“All of this sounds so fun, and I would love to do it another time. But, tonight, I really would rather just chill at your place.”

“You must be tryna creep with a nigga or som’?” He joked, laughing right after.

I laughed with him, too tickled that this was his first thought. “Oh my god, no. There’s just something about you that has me extremely curious… about some of your abilities.”

“Ok.”

“And, really... I just wanna fuck.”

“Oh, shit. Um, ok… that could be arranged as well.” He chuckled and I knew I had caught him off guard. Though I was quite sure he was used to the pussy being thrown his way. Maybe just not via Skype.

“I don't mean to make you uncomfortable or anything, but I just gotta be honest. I want you.”

“Nah, you good. Closed mouth don’t get fed.” He laughed again and my goofy behind fell out, finally losing that last bit of apprehension.

“Oh my goodness. So, anyway, I was thinking of maybe stopping through at around ten or eleven. Is that cool?”

“Yeah, that’s perfect.”

“Ok. I’ll just put your address in my phone and I guess I’ll be seein’ you later.”

“Yeah. I’ll text it to you.”

“Alright.”

He sent me his address through the chat and I laid back on my couch, though it felt like I was floating above it. Just a lil bit. I was so relieved to have gotten that part out of the way, and he had reacted perfectly. Now the anticipation of all the good shit I knew would be happening to me in just a few hours had my insides doing cartwheels. That man could have all of my parts; just take them all and do awful things with them.

My phone rang down in my hand, interrupting my nasty thoughts.

“Hey, girl. Didn't I just see you?” I laughed.

“Anyway. What you doing?”

“Nothing. Just got off the phone with ol’ dude. Sis, I’m finna slide throoough.” I did a little dance to accompany my song. I was too hype.

“Let’s go out tonight.”

“What? Koree, I just told you I got plans.”

“So you gonna put some new booty before your girl?”

“Come on. You already knew what I was doing tonight.”

She smacked her lips. “I know. I just don’t want you to go. It’s so dangerous.”

“You worry too much. I’ma be ok.”

“And you don’t worry enough. How do you know you’ll be ok? He could have his chainsaw waiting on your ass right now.”

“Ok,” I said, barely able to control my laughter, “you been watching too much TV.”

“Ev, I'm being for real.”

“And you know I appreciate your concern. I really do, boop.”

“So, stay home.”

“I can't do that.”

“Why not?”

“Well, mostly because I don’t want to. Plus he already knows I'm coming.”

“Ok. But what if you get over there and he tries to hurt you?”

“Ooh, girl, I want him to.” She smacked her lips again and all I could do was laugh. “Ok, I'm sorry. I’ll just get out of there if he starts acting weird.”

“See, you playin’ and shit. What if you can't get out?”

I sighed, rolling my eyes. I understood, but there was no turning back for me at this point. “Koree, I’ll be fine.”

“Ugh, ok!” she huffed. “It’s obvious that I won't be changing your mind, so I'ma just get off the phone.”

“I still love you.”

“Yeah. I love you, too. And, hopefully, I’ll be talking to you again soon.”

“You will.”

“Mhm. Later.”

“Later, girl.”

She was gonna have to come better than that to scare me out of this dick. Ain't no way I was about to let this one get away.

After a few of the slowest hours, I got up to shower. I made sure to lotion myself up with my pineapple buttercream scented body butter. I needed to smell edible tonight. And my look needed to match. I pulled out the big guns, going for an only once worn black lace La Perla set. My hair was freshly flat ironed, but brushing it into a top knot just felt like the most practical decision. Letting Koree get into my head a bit, I landed on wearing all black. So he would possibly know not to play with me. I almost wore black Nikes to go with the distressed skinny jeans and crew neck that listed the names of the boys from the fourth season of ‘The Wire’—maybe a second indication that I wasn't to be messed with?—but my Louboutin pumps just looked so much better. I didn't want too much getting in the way, so I kept it simple with the accessories; my gold Dior hoops and the matching chain bracelet. I finished the look with my leather moto jacket and by switching out my nude-colored Celine bag for the black one. And I made sure my mace, taser, and knife were inside. Just in case.

I hopped in my truck and connected my phone to bluetooth, then I scrolled to ‘Man Down’. I thought that would be a good song to have playing in the background when I called to let him know I was on the way. You know, just in case. Once I had my route down, I opened the app to make that call.

“Yo. What’s up?”

“Hey. Hold on real quick.” I turned Rihanna down some right in the middle of the chorus. “My bad.”

“Yeah. You jammin’ over there, ain't you?”

We both laughed, but I hoped he got the message. “I just called to let you know I'm on the way.”

“You should be pretty close then.”

“According to my phone, I am. What am I looking for, though? What your house look like?”

“It’s white with two tan garage doors. Um, a balcony over the garage. And a silver car in the driveway.”

“Ok, I'm almost there. Keep a lookout for me. I'm in a black Range.”

“Aight then. I’ll do that.”

“Oh, do you own a chainsaw?”

Right off the bat, he started to crack up. I didn't even think before I let that mess come out of my mouth. Listening to Koree.

“What?”

I shook my head. “Never mind. I’ll see you in a little bit.”

“Aight.”

He was still laughing when I hung up. I laughed at myself. Damn it, Koree! I turned my music back up, but I skipped to ‘Cheers’ to try and fight nerves that had come out of nowhere. I wasn’t driving much longer when my phone instructed me to turn into his neighborhood. That’s when I started to question everything. I stopped my car in the middle of the road and just sat there for a second. Then I whipped around and sped off in the opposite direction. I hadn't changed my mind, but I needed to hit the liquor store real quick.

Recalculating… make the next accessible U-turn.

“Uh uh. Hush.”

I went up the street a couple blocks until I spotted exactly what I was looking for. Once inside, I headed straight for the wine section. I skimmed the selections for a minute and decided on a bottle of pomegranate chardonnay. When I walked back up to the counter, I saw the shot bottles by the register. I grabbed a tequila, giving it to the cashier after he scanned my wine.

Within minutes, I turned back into the same neighborhood, but this time I didn’t stop. I made a couple more turns before finally hearing, Destination on the left. I took a deep breath and pulled up into the driveway next to his silver Aston Martin. Oh, ok.

Ever: I’m here

I dropped a pin, sharing my location with Koree.

Koree: You coming back home tonight?

Ever: That’s my plan. And don’t you show up here either

Koree: Girl please, goodnight

Ever: Lmao bye

I sat there in silence trying to figure out the best way to handle things when I got inside. Admittedly, it crossed my mind to walk in and just tackle his fine ass.

“Naaah. There should at least be some conversation first.”

I didn't wanna linger too much longer, so I decided to just go with the flow. Assisted by this tequila shot, of course. I broke the seal and took it straight to the head.

“Woo!”

I had to shake that nasty shit off before tossing the empty bottle back into the bag. I took another deep breath and grabbed my purse and wine from the passenger seat. The shot definitely hadn't kicked in yet, because the walk up to his door was a slow one. I had to make myself ring the bell, biting the inside of my lip and holding my wine with both hands down in front of me as I waited. When I heard the doorknob rattle, my heart started to race. As the door came open, it felt like it was about to jump out of my chest. When I saw that face, though, the corners of my lips were pulled into an unprompted smile. “…Hey.”

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3frogs · 3 years

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my cat loafing and being a weirdo

#catblr #cats #she looked just SO funny #I don't even know what she's doing in the last pic maybe she was yawning??#petblr

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blossom-tonic · 3 years

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Don't leave me too~

-> Kaeya x GN!reader

Credit's for the pic: 優雨 on pixiv

It was a warm sunny day in Mondstadt. The sun was brightly shining in the clear sky on the Plaza as the famous Calvery Captain of the knights of Favonius was through Mondstadt. His destination? Angel Share.

As usual Kaeya Alberich is going to his favorite and only one bar in Mondstadt on his free day. One of the reasons was to go and see his "dear" brother Diluc Ragenvindr and purposely annoy him but also he wanted to have taste of dandelion wine.

As he opens the door if the bar he expected to see Diluc, scrowling at the sight of him but instead he saw (y/n).

A very dear person to him.

But still it's unusual for them to be sitting in angel share in the middle of the day and especially with a wine glass in their hand. (y/n) was never a drinker they always accompany Kaeya and Rosaria to the bar but never has seen Kaeya the young traveller drinking.

This thought concerns him a little bit which made him go to the said person having his charming smile as he began talking

"what's the famous traveller from (your region) doing on a sunny day in angel share with a wine glass in hand?" He said with a smile putting his weight in his left hand as he put it in the table where (y/n) was sitting.

They heard the familiar voice if a good friend if theirs which put a major smile on their face

"well... original i wanted to go see Diluc and talk to him for the last time but unfortunately he was absent today so now I'm enjoying my first and last dandelion wine. Which i must say it's the only alcohol that actually is tasty in my opinion" they explained rather jokingly while giving the cryo vision Bearer their typical closed eyed smile which would lighten the Calvery Captains day anytime but the fact that (y/n) wanted to go see Diluc was itching him but it wasn't the main thing that's bothering him

"wait, what do you mean by "talking to Diluc the last time,, or "my first and last wine,,?" He asked while having a puzzled expression on his way, which was rare to be honest since all of the Mondstadt knows him as the "calm and charming Calvery Captains,,.

"oh so Master Jean didn't told you? I'm leaving Mondstadt for a little while. I want to go home and see how things are there... You could say i got a little homesick. I was planning on leaving tomorrow so i wanted to at least try the famous dandelion wine from dawn winery" they explained while slowly circulating her glass and looking at the red substance.

Kaeya didn't know which fact hurted more... The fact that (y/n) is gonna leave or the fact that they didn't even wanted to tell him in person but trusted the Acting Grand Master.

"but... you're coming back right?" He asked not letting his upset aura showing and hope they say yes

"well...to be honest, i don't know."

This answer made his heart stop. It was like one arrow was shot directly at his heart.

"i was planning on staying in (your region) for awhile but the maybe continue to travel" they explained while still looking at the wine glass. They weren't keen on leaving either especially since they already felt like home in Mondstadt but they wanted to see the family again to make sure they're alright.

The Calvery Captain was not a dumb man, he knew what his was feeling towards them was and he hated himself for getting this kind of connection towards somebody but still... (Y/n) made his life not seem dull anymore, and the fact that another Person is leaving him again is making him feel devastated.

"well... It was nice seeing you Kaeya but i have to go now. I need some money and the commissions aren't doing them by themselves" (y/n) said joyful as they put the glass on the table and was standing up to go out if the bar.

Instantly Kaeya wanted them to stop walking or making them stop, to convince them to stay here in Mondstadt, to stay with him but he held himself back. Deep down he knows that this is what is right for them, being in a close relationship with him was dangerous and he knows how family is important to them.

So he just let go, watching their frame getting closed by the door.

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The sky was getting darker as the traveller was walking to their home while surpassing a yawn. They took a lot of commissions, each one harder then the lady but the amount of Mora was worth it.

As they opened their House door they immediately took off their shoes, and made their way to the bath to get some dirt of their body. As the water ran slowly into the tub, (y/n) took of their clothes and began slowing getting in the tub. They sigh in bliss as the warm water was in contact with their body.

As they relaxed in the tub, the conversation with Kaeya came into their mind. It was wrong for them not telling him in person and they knew that but honestly deep down (y/n) didn't want leave Mondstadt, they didn't want leave their new home, their knew friends and most importantly they don't want to leave Kaeya but even tho Mondstadt became their new home (y/n) could never abandoned their original home.

After some time, the traveller was out of the tub and already in their sleeping chambers, changing out if their dirty clothes to something comfortable as they heard a loud but damp knock. They immediately got of the room and made their way to the front door. With a puzzled expression on their face, since they weren't expecting anyone, they slowly open the door just to see Diluc infront of the door with a passed out Kaeya on his back.

"come in and lay him on the couch." (Y/n) just said calmly, thinking that Kaeya's just passed out bc he drunk a lot like always.

Diluc just nodded as thank you and made his way to the couch and put his brother on it while sighing

"i assume that he just drank a lot and passed out and because your such a good brother you decided to drag him to his dear friend so they can take care of him" (y/n) talked with some joking sarcasm in her tone if voice but Diluc could only sigh. He didn't show it but he was worried about Kaeya.

"he was mumbling some nonsense, while sulking around so...just take care if him please" he said without emotion what was typical but this time the hint if worry was heard in his voice but before (y/n) could ask what he meant he already got out of the house.

(y/n) was now more clueless then before, usually they saw Kaeya as joyful drunk, always laughing, enjoying his time and also shamelessly letting his charm out but to hear him sulking while being drunk was something the traveller couldn't imagine.

As they trying to think about what Diluc said, they were also filling a glass full of water to give for the cryo user. They put the glass down on the little table which was beside the couch and slowly shaking the Calvery Captain. The said man was slowly waking up, tiredly open the one eye that was visible slowly adjusting to the light. He was trying to get up but a soft hand was lightly pushing him down again while also spoking in a soft voice

"lay down. You need the rest." Said (y/n) while also handing him the glass of water which Kaeya gladly took and also began drinking it. The cold water that was slowly going down his throat was helping with burning sensation from the alcohol and made his head pain a little bit bearable.

"what am I doing here?" He asked after putting the glass down but he refused to look into (y/n) eyes

"well diluc said-" she couldn't continue her sentence as Kaeya sighed in annoyance

"Diluc should mind his own business."

"well you know that he doesn't like passed out costumers in his bar but that's not the point. He said you where "sulking around"...so what wrong? I kinda felt that you were off since our conversation in angels share..." The (your vision) user asked with worry. It was rare that they showed they worry about anything really but it's about Kaeya.

"it's nothing really, i shouldn't be hear in the first place. You need the rest so I'll just leave you be." He shortly explained already sitting up and standing up which leads to him wobbling a bit since he still feel the alcohol in his body.

(y/n), worried that he might hurt himself, wrapped one arm around his waist to steady hin and also taking one if his hands and sitting him down again.

"No. You're staying here for to night, i know that you are capable of walking but I don't trust your drunk self." They calmly explained still holding his hand but letting go of his waist.

Kaeya now looking at the their hands while turning his and and wrapping it around (y/n)'s while slowly stroking it with his thumb. It felt nice holding their hand. It made him feel warm and calm and made him forgot that this person who was bringing him happiness for change is gonna leave him soon.

"(y/n), it's maybe the drunk me talking right now but...can I ask you something?"

"of course. You can ask me anything." She answered truthfully, the fact that he sounds so vulnerable made them worry even more.

"Can you stay? I mean stay here in Mondstadt....stay with me...." He asked. Now was (y/n) sure that he was completely drunk. He didn't sound like the Kaeya they knew, he sounded like sad little boy who was in pain.

"Kaeya...I..."

"Please don't leave..." he said and suddenly the traveler felt themselves being pulled into his chest. His arms wrapping around their frame pulling the close in fear that they would suddenly disappear.

"Please don't leave me too. My father left me, the person who took me in died and my brother hates my guts... you're the only who didn't abandoned me yet...so please don't let me loose another Person i love"

He whispered the words into the crook of their neck, (y/n) could now clearly smell the alcohol but this time she didn't mind it. The Kaeya they saw know was the real one. A broken boy who is afraid to loose again and doesn't know what to do about that.

(y/n) wrapped their arm around the man's body pulling him closer, it was the first time both of them was so close to each other.

"I'm not leaving Kaeya...at least not tonight. We can talk about it tomorrow if you want...let us just stay like this for the night ok?" They whispered, trying to calm the man while softly playing with his blue locks.

Kaeya just nodded closing his eyes and savoring this moment. He would clearly be embarrassed tomorrow of showing this side of him especially infront of you but that didn't matter now. He was just enjoying being closed to you and that's everything he could ask for.

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Ok so kaeya could be a little ooc and the ending could be a bit rushed since once again i wrote this in the middle of night bc my sleep schedule is trash c:

Anyways i hope you guys like it and don't forget you can always leave request if you want me to write something :)

Have a good day/night :3

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artsyxloner · 3 years

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Not Just a Monster

Warning: blood, Voices

8: Caught

I sat on the toilet covering my nose with toilet paper as it bled heavily more than the last time. It just started right after Lecturing Suk-Hyun.

Maybe I shouldn't have been so harsh even though I said most of those things in my head. Which they were true so I have nothing to be sorry for.

And nothing could justify his behavior it was plain out rube and Selfish. After a few minutes, I waited for it to stop bleeding. Thank God, I didn't see the monster again I couldn't deal with the Hallucinations at the moment.

I had more important things to deal with like not getting caught. I soon I was about to come out of the restroom until I heard someone come in. Peaking through the crack of the metal door I saw Ji-Soo going over to the sink and washed her face.

She had touched her Makeshift bat that had Bob wire was wrapped around it. Like she was remembering something. " it's Disgusting to see you act nice." Eun-yoo came in leaning on the door.

" do you think a Freaking chocolate bar is going to suddenly cheer her up?" Ji-Su scoffed lightly as water dripped down her face. " I think you're giving yourself too much credit."

" so you are the crazy bitch around?" Ji-Su changed the subject. " watch your back crazy bitch!" She swung up the bat making Eun-yoo jump back.

She walked out the door, I sat back down thinking what just happened so they did not like each other? If they didn't it was known of my business anyway.

Waiting a few more minutes for Eun-yoo to leave I checked seeing it was clear I came out of the stall.

Turing on the Sink Fossett cleaning my face and neck. Making sure I didn't miss a spot. I got ready to Go out when I saw Eun-yoo in front of the door.

She smiled and walked up to me, " so you're the next one?" She circled me I followed her movement not able to say anything. Would she tell?

Mustering up the Courage I nodded, " yes, I've been infected for a while even before I came here." I told Truthfully, Crossing my arms. " hum, must be nice not having to be locked up like Hyun-Su and Suk-Hyun."

I knew where she was going with this.

" But I don't blame you." She went to the mirror to check her reflection. I didn't expect her to say that at all.

From the way she talked to Ji-Soo, " my brother is just going to use you if he finds out." I looked at her Weirdly he doesn't or didn't seem to be like that?

" how do you mean?" I asked Deciphering what she means by use? " you know making you guys do Dangerous stuff for other people." She shrugged.

I shook my head, " that's the only reason Hyun-Su got to stay." She Confirmed, I thought he cared about him? No, it can't be true then again I don't know these people well.

" are you going to Tell?" I asked as she made her way out of the restroom. She stopped her back facing me. " No, where's the fun in that? I get to see you slowly change into a monster plus it kinda cool."

She then walked away placing the headphones on her head again. I didn't know if I could trust her, everything she told me was it true they were just going to use us? Hyun-Su more in Particular since they know about him.

I should have known it there were people that in this world. But sometimes you had to get used to it to Survive. One thing was for sure I hope she kept her mouth shut.

Leaving the restroom I felt tired, from the lack of sleep I perceived and stress. I went over to the day-care- center to go take a quick nap. Laying on the small couch. Closing my eyes I soon fell asleep letting out a yawn.

....

" you know you want to!" My reflection spoke to me. Grinning evilly. I backed away not believing what I was seeing.

" what are you?" I breathed out scared. I covered my nose trying not to get blood everywhere. " I'm you but much worse." It giggled.

" This was you're own doing Soo-Nico, 'tsk tsk' I'm not the enemy here." That is when I started to feel funny like I was losing my grasp on my mind it began to fade.

Then hearing inhuman sounds I began to dash towards people for no reason.

....

I woke up to me hitting the ground, landing on my elbow. I cursed sitting upright rubbing my sore arm. Feeling something wet I wiped my cheek it was a tear.

I couldn't get that moment, day, out of my head. The day I attacked them, My family. Sniffling I crossed my feet taking out a photo of them from the field Journal I had taped in.

Me, my mother, father, and my brother, feeling more tears run down my cheeks I couldn't stop them. I missed their smile and laughs, the way Jin-woo would tease me about being a bookworm.

Bringing my knees up to my chest I clenched the photo Close to me. Hugging it as if they were here." it's not my fault." I wept quietly, trying to convince myself to not have such a burden on my shoulders.

I say this because I can't handle the guilt if I say it out loud so if I don't it's not real. Wiping my now wet cheeks my eyes probably looked red and puffy.

I reopened my filed Journal putting my family photo back in, deciding to take my mind off things I began to Sketch the new monsters I had seen starting with the one I first saw here the one that kept saying I can't see.

Drawling out its body, I soon put Details-down into it and some side pics of like when its fingers sprouted out like roots. I also wrote down its weaknesses and Strengths.

Then it was on to the huge monster I saw, I called it protein monster. It had a very creepy face when it smiled as its mouth was bloodstained. I quickly finished it up, but then one person came to mine.

Hyun-Su my pencil was close to the paper wanting to draw him. I felt my heart beating fast, if I did drawl him would it be wrong? Or just plain out weird without him knowing?

It wasn't because he was well a monster just like me or that's what they like to call us even though we are still human but I just wanted to draw him as himself.

Deciding to do it anyway I began with his eyes, they were big and round like they held innocence probably not but that's what I see. Next, I went to his nose, mouth, face shape, ears then lastly hair.

It was messy and fluffy but it seems like it wasn't always like that like he just had let it go. Shrugging it off I close my book and put it back in my bag.

Taking it with me because I didn't trust anyone yet I come out of the day-car-room and a man passed by me. He was smoking a Cigarette. One thing I noticed he had a burn scar on his face.

I haven't seen him yet before? Maybe I have but didn't acknowledge him. He was walking behind a guy with a deadly glare in his eyes. Deciding not to get into it I left I did trust the guy with the beat-up face he gave me the creeps.

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rebelcap · 4 years

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We are not just friends —Part 2

Chris Evans x bi!latina!character (Sofia is a person of color, she's brown.)

Chris and Sofia meet when their best friends started dating, it all started at friends with loads of bumps on the road.

Warnings: drinking, smoking, drug use (weed), assault, Chris being Steve Rogers, commitment issues, my girl Sofia kinda messy, lots of fucking (eventually)

This is slow burn at its best, at least emotionally.

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Part 1 —

2. Exes.

The girls' apartment was cozy and overall comfortable, their little nest full of memorabilia of their almost fifteen-year friendship.

They were in the kitchen, Sofia getting an ice pack as the guys looked at the never-ending pictures. Chris was cracking up over a little collage of photos of her doing the most unattractive faces, the double chin was in every pic.

“This is the best thing ever,” Chris laughed as Luke snap a pic of the collage.

“Nooo!” Amanda said walking on them laughing and Luke crack up even more after seeing her face.

“This is cute, Mandy.” He exclaimed as she snatched the photos of his hands. Sofía let out a chuckle as she sneaks to see the pics, holding an ice pack to her hand.

“That's the essence of our friendship, embarrassing ourselves,” Sofía said with a proud smile.

“Why are we like this?” Mandy looking at the unflattering photos.

“Hell, if I knew.” Sofía shrugged as she grabbed a few shot glasses and looked at the guys. “Shots?”

At least six shots of vodka and the coffee table almost full of empty beer bottles. Music in the back as Mandy was restless on the couch, nagging Luke to go out dancing.

“Amanda, knock it off,” Sofía tells her as she meticulously rolls a joint as Chris watched her intently. A hand resting on the back of the couch, the other holding his beer and she was sitting cross-legged on the floor in front of the table.

“But I want to go dancing!” Mandy whined as She almost feels of the couch as Luke laughed.

Sofia without looking grabbed her cellphone and put some music and tell Amanda to dance and the very drunk blonde yaay! And started to dance or try to, Luke was all over that.

“You can't tell me,” Sofía said lifting the perfectly fat joint that she rolled and looked at Chris. “That this, isn't a beautiful thing?”

Chris laughs, throwing his head back feeling the lightness of being a bit wasted already.

“That's what I call skills,” Chris said with a smile as Sofia get up from the floor and sat down beside him, lighter in hand.

“What can I say, dude,” She said lighting the joint and took a drag, feeling how her lungs were filled with the smoke. “I'm really good with my hands.” She smiles as leaving the smoke escape through her lips.

Yeah, she's absolute trouble. Chris thought as she took a hit, realizing he liked trouble a lot. He looked at her intently, mostly because he was drunk and all inhibitions were out of the windows. "You're staring," She grabbed the joint from his fingers and looked up at his face.

He looked absolutely blazed, eyes half-open, a little smirk on his mouth, the snapback was to the side and he was slouching on the couch, it was… It Was a sight.

"You're so pretty," He said and Sofia snapped her head at him, laughing.

"Alright, big shot." She smiles as she put the joint on her mouth and took another drag. "I'm gonna dance," She pointed at Amanda and Luke, barely breathing as they were sucking face over there.

"Why don't you two stop eating in front of the poor?" Sofia interrupted them making Amanda laugh. "Look, I'm just here to ask you a question" She pointed at Luke.

"Me?" He pointed at himself, obviously hammered.

"Yea, look," She pointed at her back, at Chris. "Is he single? cause he looks comfy enough for me to sit on it, you know, "

"Oh, he likes you, "

"I know boy, I'm just asking if he single?"

"Ask him yourself," Luke tried to play coy attempting to land a hand at Chris but Mandy thought another way.

"No, he ain't."

"Well fuck," Sofia hummed and looked at Chris, he was fumbling on his phone. "Bummer."

—

Chris and Sofia kept drinking for a little white, which lead them to chat for a while. She was completely wasted, tired, and pretty comfy with Chris on the sofa.

"Ugh, my ex keeps bothering me," Sofia sigh as she looked her phone that was ringing non-stop.

"Crazy ex?," He asked looking at the screen, he read 'Tiffany' at the caller ID.

"Yes, she's probably drunk." Sofia pursed her lip and declined the call. "feeling guilty or something."

"What she did?," He asked and Sofia sigh scooting a little bit closer, they had their feet up on the coffee table and one of her legs was over Chris witch he had been caressing lovingly for the last thirty minute.

"She sucked the life out of me and I allowed it because I was in love with her," Sofia shrugged. "Make me fucking act like someone I'm not, it was a messy relationship."

"Oh," Chris sighed. "Sounded like me and one of my exes, I was so in love with her that made me act like a fucking idiot and paranoid all the time."

"She cheated on me and somehow twisted it around and blame me, " She shook her head. "And I took her back."

"One girl did the same to me but I did end things up, only to welcome her back with open arms like a month later." Chris rolled his eyes. "What a fucking idiot."

"Same, bro, same" She looked at him. "You still with her?"

"Nah, it was a couple of years back. But I'm back with another ex," He laughed as she shakes her head, smiling. "I'm that guy, break up, and then back together."

"Can't give up, eh?" She asked with a smile and Chris did too. Little cute moment obviously interrupted by her phone ringing back and Sofia just groaned.

"Imma pick up," She put the phone on speaker. "Look, girl. Stop calling me,"

"Sof I just, I missed the fuck out of you," She slurred, obviously drunk and she looked at Chris rolling her eyes.

"I don't,—" Sofia tried to respond but Tifanny started to rant about how much she wanted her back. They looked at each other and Chris pointed at the phone and muttered "Can I?"

"Be my guest," She agreed quickly and handed him the phone.

"Tiffany," He spoke and looked at her making a face.

"Who the fuck are you? Sofia are you fucking some guy!" The girl shouts, obviously upset.

"In fact, yes she is," Chris said and looked at Sofia, she had her hands on her mouth trying not to laugh. "She's my girlfriend."

"What the fuck!?, we just broke up—

" It's been like three months, get over it—" Sofia leans on the phone.

" Yeah, exactly and we're very happy with each other, " Chris explained." So stop bothering her, she will not be back. "

"You don't know that I love her, I know her you asshole!"

Sofía rolled her eyes again, what a fucking mess this girl was. "Tiffany, you're pathetic. I moved on, do the same." She said and heard in the background another voice, a girl that started talking to her, and Sofia recognizes the voice as the other woman she cheated. "Are you fucking kidding me? you called while you're with her? fuck you!"

"No, no it's not her," Tiffany said and heard the other girl on the back. "—what the fuck Tiffany, why are you calling her!"

"Woow, she's a fucking bitch," Chris observed. "Fuck you, Tiffany," He said at the phone and hung up. "You don't deserve that, at all."

"Yeah, maybe…" She said and sigh, leaning her head On Chris's shoulder. "Thanks for that, you're sweet."

"Don't worry about it," He said looking at her.

Sofía woke up in a warm embrace, still on the sofa. Her pillow was Chris's leg and the back of her head was practically pressed against his crotch. His head was resting in her hip and his arms wrap around her middle.

It was an innocent sixty-nine sleeping position, Sofia had to literally slide out of Chris into the floor and stay silent watching how he changed positions and kept sleeping, she covered him with a blanket and smile.

"You're kinda cute, " She nurtured and stretch herself and make her way to her bedroom yawning and grabbed a took a relaxing shower, and head to work, nursing a massive hangover.

Sophia was walking the brewery when Mandy called.

"Good morning baby, "

"Did you get Dick last night?" Mandy asked

"No, we chilled and he talked with to Tiffany, " She laughed "and we talked about our exes, "

"Yeah, he said that, " she laughed "He just left, invited our breakfast and then clean up with Luke. He's really Sweet, can see why he and Luke get along so good. "

"Yeah, " She said writing some things on her pad."I can see us hanging out with him, "

"Captain America, our friend?" Mandy asked and Sofia laughed.

"I guess,"

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Guys, thanks you so much for the feedback! Hope you all enjoyed this part as things will get little more into it on the next chapter while we explore their relationship between those two.If anyone want to get tagged, please let me know!

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