the reviews on my response to jeff's new song are out:
via @fuckyeah-itme
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super bowl bombing of Rafah
How am I to sleep tonight
Knowing in the morning I will have to read
The death counts of strangers on the other side of the world
Strangers with names I will not know
And families I cannot comfort
And homes that are destroyed forever
How am I to sleep tonight
Knowing that while my eyes are closed
Children will be bombed
Or shot
Buried alive
Or burned
How are we to move on from this?
How have we ever moved on from this—
This rhyming condemnation of humanity,
This curse soaked into the earth like blood,
This blood?
How do I sleep
When there is so much blood
It feels like I am drowning?
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i hate doing this.
so we have a downed, live wire. the siding of the house fell off and pulled on it. something about the transformer and a whole bunch of other electric things that i don't understand. our power is now cut off for the safety of us and our neighbors.
we need money for the electrician to come ASAP. we don't know how much the job will be. probably upwards of $500. one even wanted $100+ to come do the estimate alone. we are trying to find an electrician that will do the estimate for free. we don't know if our insurance will cover it. i really hope they do, but it's a toss up.
we were already struggling, and i also just quit my job for my health. i have already had to use all of my savings to help with bills earlier this week.
anything would be helpful and very appreciated
my c-$happ is $marchingmartians
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Aight, not gonna lie I need some help this month, it’s been rough this past year.
I have candles, soaps, and jewelry for sale here
If nothing in my shop interests you but you still want to help me survive this and next month, you can donate here too
I hate asking, but every account is in the negative right now, by a lot, my bank fees come out of an already negative account tomorrow (Currently -$34) meaning a double overdraft fee (Normally $40, so I’ll have to pay $80 for being disabled and poor) and my phone bill was also twice what it usually was thanks to a glitch at the bank that failed to pay my bill last month without my knowledge on top of that, and I am at risk of having my phone shut off if I cannot pay it all off this month (Another $116).
The CRA also recently told me I received an additional CERB payment in 2020 that I wasn’t entitled to, and must repay them a further $2000 that I simply do not have, and have no idea how to get.
Naturally all of these things are coinciding in the worst way.
Again, I hate asking, but I’m desperate and don’t know what else to do anymore as I don’t qualify for disability because I’m married and married after my condition kicked in which prevents me now from working anything I’m qualified for as I cannot walk fast or for a long time, let alone stand for any real length of time.
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"Stars which envy thee" I wrote this for my ex when we were still together, might as well show it to the world (no one's gonna see this)
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me saying I'm good when I'm throwing up from how anxious and stressed I get when it gets too much
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Day 42 of saying random stuff until a new Kid Icarus
A small challenge,
Draw your persona in this outfit.
Maybe it'll be a weekly thing I don't know.
Besides I'm bored
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crossposting my vent here. cw for medical shit
Sooooo. My kidneys are shot.
I’ve been seeing my doctor about medical issues for a while now but it was only late last year (november) that she sent me to see a nephrologist (two, actually), both of which disregarded my results of a 60 EGFR (stage 2 kidney disease, mild to moderate) and told me I was young and probably fine.
Well. Now that number is in the 30s and I’m stage 3B (severe) and less than a dozen numbers off from total kidney failure. My CKD now has twice the mortality rate. So first off I’d like to give a big ol’ fuck you to my nephrologists and secondly, uh. holy fuck.
My next appointment with my nephrologist isn’t for another week and I’m trying real hard not to make a panic decision and try demanding a sooner appointment, but like, those numbers went down in less than two months. A matter of weeks for it to decline two fucking stages.
I have the kidneys of an alcoholic and nobody I’ve seen has been able to figure out why! And kidney transplants don’t come cheap or easy around here so I’m basically staring down a row of empty options if my numbers keep declining. Which is. Yknow :)
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