#I dreamt about Vandy once. Years ago. (wow MysMes is 4+ years old already what)

[kalu-chan]

Finally playing Saeran's After Ending, I still want a Vanderwood route 😔

#There's a special pain when you're playing a dating game and fall for the character you CAN'T date #I dreamt about Vandy once. Years ago. (wow MysMes is 4+ years old already what) #He was kind of a dick in my dream tbh but he had a good heart. Tsundere y'know. #I don't remember the details I should check if I sent it to anyone #But not now. Now I should go to sleep because I'm playing MysMes which means several alarms so I can get all chats and calls #I was gonna sarcastically say ''Y'know. Like a rational human being.'' #But uhhh honestly? #I bought both special packages (VIP and Special Believer's). And a 707 pillow. Pretty sure all together is worth more than 100$. #I think I can stop pretending I'm ''rational'' at this point tbh #Tbf I have many fandoms where I spent perhaps a bit too much on merch #But so far none beat MysMes I think #And I don't even have the magnets from the packages anymore 😔 #They were the least important parts but still! #(They were on my fridge. I couldn't clear out my apartment myself so my parents did it for me. They gave away the fridge) #(*Without removing the magnets*) #Speaking of I was wrong #I spent more on both Lucifer (1 convention in England) and Supernaturally (2 conventions but both in Germany) than on MysMes #I've also ruined my sleep schedule for SPN before #I still think it was all worth it though #(Alongside the magnets I also lost most of my fandom mugs to this. Only really sad about the one that was a gift though) #(Like yeah the rest also sucks but this one was GIFTED to me!!!) #(And almost lost my chopsticks but those I could get sent to me) #(And lost my favorite bowl... Which was my favorite because I myself blew it when I visited Japan 😭) #That one's my fault tho. I mean my parents were the one who gave it away but they didn't know. #Bc after mom said they'd take ''all personal things'' I just figured oh well that's all I need #Now I do think she could've noticed fandom magnets and mugs are personal things #But she and dad could not have known about the bowl #My Mephisto Pheles figure might've lost its hat too but since it was nowhere to be found there's a chance it just slipped into some box #I have Sephiroth's sword (was broken so in danger of being lost) at least #And I THINK that my parents took Meph's umbrella (also broken I'M SORRY HE FELL AT THE VERY LASR POSSIBLE MOMENT) so it'd only be the hat