#I feel a little better

[oniii-fans]

#Me #Audio #Just noises #I feel a little better #It’s been a while since I posted one of these

[cottoncandywhispers]

thinking, thinking about how my bf told me that because im so used to giving so much and not getting the same back in return, when i try to make friends and i get the same energy back i feel terribly afraid because i don't know why they are doing it. i can't understand why someone would want to be my friend too because few people have ever wanted it before.

#he helped me a lot to making me understand that people can want to be my friends too #seals also made an amazing job helping me today with similar issues #damn i love them #i feel a little better #maybe i can start believing that people want to be my friends #personal #ive had terrible experiences trying to make friends

[labelleizzy]

Memento Mori, 5:40 am

Sitting on Mom's guest bed

Can't sleep, I go home later today.

Surrounded by photos of my own childhood

Her youth with my dad (gone 27 years)

Other family (some dear, many moved away)

I'm seized by the knowledge that

I'm running out of time.

Slipping through my fingers

So as best as I can I'll fling

Bottled letters into the time slips

Network some loved ones together I hope

I feel

I love her so much

I wanna take the pain from her

Her body slowly failing, crumbling

Her mind and memory bright like diamond

As she slowly continues releasing things

All the things that once made her feel safe

Or so I believe.

Things don't make me safe either, from

Loss we can't avoid

She's figured that out too

Blessing the world from her abundance

Friends, family, the charity shops

Her house gets less crowded

But

The tomato 🍅 plants in the side yard

We went to tuck them up safe in their frames

They flower, already setting fruit

And there, the worm 🐛 spoils the fruit

Drills the stem

She said I can dig up one of last season's

Volunteer tomatoes

(what we have always called the self seeded)

Take a little bit of her garden home with me.

I, too,

Will bless the world from her abundance

Hopefully to fruit and flower for more years

If I can be a frame to help her stand

I'll hold her up, like she's done for me

I guess all we ever have is the time we have

No way to know what that is, or how long

Seed, sprout, flower, fruit, seed, wither...

Sprout.

#words words words #izzy writes #izzy ages gracefully #or not as the case may be #izzy writes poetry #drain off the words #feelings on the page #i love you mom #time keeps on slipping #into the future #hopepunk #thanks for reading #i feel a little better #grief poetry #of course that's a tag #no beta we die like men #of course #that's the point #memento mori

[socks-wizard-money-gang]

Goodnight

#i feel a little better #thank you mutual who sent an ask #random #rambling

[angelbvn]

i am but a studious fool

#brainrot.txt #meds taken #i feel a little better

[stonersweetiexx]

I’m super overwhelmed and I just want to scream

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#thank you #I feel a little better #mentally drained #mental health #overwhelmed

[singlethread]

Okay I have had food and we’re gonna start our cadaver surgery in like 10 mins

#I feel a little better

[sweeetchai]

i cried today while i was at the cemetery sitting under the tree. i realized how much i’ve been bottling in my emotions and today my friend reminded me it’s okay to cry. i shouldn’t put the burden on myself. i’m allowed to express my feelings and let everything out

#i feel a little better #i also decided to hug the tree i sat under as a little reassurance

[rainbowbarnacle]

Today sucks so it's time to watch The Birdcage and eat rainbows.

#domestic blifs #i feel a little better #it's greek yogurt with honey and chocolate covered sunflower seeds #the birdcage

[unnerving-presence]

i wanna put Wesker in a maid dress I need it

#i feel a little better #hopefully i can get something out #i’ve been working on a oneshot fic thing so

[sweetbabeygirl]

redid my pinned and theme and on a blocking spree

#i feel a little better #about this blog #🧸 rants #put your goddamn age in your bio

[littldolli]

tyy ily!! 🫂🫂💞💞

#i feel a little better #milo malfunctions #mutuals 😍

[rubbcrhosemoved]

i’ve been watching nothing but snake hatching videos and i dunno why, can see lucifer doing something like that because snakes

#RAMBLES ➡ #i feel a little better #all that cute helped kajegae #i might peck at a few things i dunno #kinda late #but lucifer just nerding out about that is.. cute #him and satan nerding out because i can imagine them both being animals #satan a little more into the more dangerous ones though #but snakes are dangerous depending on what kind so...

[imperatorefram]

the teaser trailer on the guild wars 2 twitter...

any bit of dark ominous laughter and demons has me going feral and yelling MENZIES. we killed your brother. want to be friends? no? still into that whole madness and destruction thing? not just a phase? you can't possibly want revenge, right? oh. you do?

#gw2 #i feel a little better #still mad #but. better #is it too much to ask for a proper rival? a narrative foil? i know we had Joko can we have TWO narrative foils? #and how funny would it be if the commander was thinking : maybe my actions are finally unleashing a net positive change on the world :) #menzies: anyway

[moon-rain]

#this helps #I feel a little better #anti-capitalist affirmations

[angelbvn]

maybe i was just deprived of food…. o-o

#brainrot.txt #idk #i feel a little better